[May, the month my wife cheated on me]

We've been married for ten years, but I can't remember it being that long. The birth of our child has shrunk

the concept of time even further! We're so busy every day that we've forgotten about our feelings for each other! We had a child relatively late, partly due to

our relationship and partly due to our family situation—we wanted to provide a better environment for our child. I remember that

after having a child, our sex life became very infrequent, sometimes even going a whole year without sex! Perhaps I'm

frigid ? Perhaps she is too? Our life is very ordinary and quiet. Although we've lost sex,

our reliance on each other and our affection hasn't diminished. Even though we argue and have disagreements, we're still relatively harmonious—to use a

popular phrase! Why am I writing this "feeling" here? Perhaps it's because I stumbled upon this website and

saw so many things I only vaguely knew before! It's made me reflect! If you have the patience, I'll slowly

tell you about my feelings over the past two months!

My wife works in a provincial government agency. Her job is relatively relaxed, and she's beautiful—a round face,

lovely features, and very fair skin. She's gained a little weight in recent years, but her height of 1.66 meters

makes up for it! Although she's in her thirties, she looks very young. I remember last year when I took our child to the hospital for

vaccinations, an older woman asked her if she was 25. She majored in oil painting at an art college.

Her personality isn't outgoing, but she's still quite lively. She has a very good character, not the kind of person who panders to

popular tastes ; she has a kind of refined elegance! She gives off a noble feeling. She has a wide range of interests and a

strong passion for art. She can be a little naive, very simple, but also somewhat "sophisticated"—as she herself says.

Many people at work pursue her, including superiors and colleagues, often giving her gifts, even expensive

things , but my wife always politely declines and tells me frankly. Of course, she also has her flaws: she's not

very shrewd in dealing with people, has a bad temper, and gets angry easily! There's also the issue of being carefree and inconsiderate, and the fact that

they never admit their mistakes, even if they secretly try to correct them.

I work in a technical company, and due to my age and major, I'm considered a

mid-level manager. Because of the nature of the industry, I'm constantly busy, especially after becoming a junior manager. Sleeping

only three hours a day is a common occurrence. As for my appearance... it's passable. My proportions are okay, and I'm not very tall, about

178 cm. I give off a polite and sensible vibe, and I'm very meticulous, the opposite

of my wife—perhaps this is a complementary relationship. I have a good self-image in public; I'm amiable, generous, and natural. Some might

say I'm handsome, but at home, my wife often says, "I like ugly things, that's why I married you!"

Anyway, back to the point! We're the kind of couple who can live comfortably without sex.

There are many reasons why I've lost interest in her: familiarity, work pressure, tedious tasks, and

sometimes I can't even explain it myself! I even doubt myself… But every morning, I wake up with an erection!

May was my busiest month. The beginning of the month was hectic, the middle was a bit easier, and then it's been like this ever since!

During the middle of the month, I was able to sleep in with the kids, which was a wonderful thing. Occasionally, I'd

wake up 1 or 2 a.m. and see her still at the computer. Sometimes I'd go over and see her QQ was still online,

and she'd coax me back to sleep. I didn't think much of it until the first Saturday of June. In the morning

, I accidentally saw a text message notification on my wife's phone and read the contents. More than 20 text messages from the same number, all

sent at 2 AM…

The content wasn't explicit, just things like longing. I didn't dare read them all, afraid my wife would find out I

was secretly reading them. After all, it's not something to be proud of. I was a little scared. My intuition

told me something was wrong, but text messages alone couldn't prove anything. Although I had suspicions, I had no evidence, so I let it go and didn't tell

my wife about my suspicions. Until a few days later, after finishing overtime and preparing to turn off my phone, I suddenly wanted to check my wife's

QQ number. I had never written it down; she changed her QQ number frequently. But who knew she had

carelessly set QQ to auto-login? I went through all the chat history, and I was shocked!

To be honest… The chat at the time didn't involve much sex; the conversation was mostly about art and

music . The man seemed to be a musician, quite skilled, and the chat history showed they started on May 15th

. It was my wife who initiated the conversation, so she was probably attracted to him. Women are naturally romantic, and I

quickly realized that as time went on, my wife "fell in love" with this man. She talked a lot about me,

saying we lacked understanding and common ground, and that when he wasn't online, she would write a lot about missing him

… I started to get angry. Since there was no sex involved, I still had some hope, but I

couldn't . I wanted to talk to her properly sometime, but working overtime kept me occupied, and I became unusually cold towards her. My wife

probably sensed something was wrong; she started coming home on time every day and was a little nicer to me, but we still bickered frequently.

That day, I finally had some time and wanted to talk to my wife, but then I realized I had no evidence.

What was there to talk about? She would just call me crazy… That day, I had an idea that now seems so ridiculous!

Even despicable! So calculating! I decided to keep quiet and continue observing their chat history. But

the day after I saw it, she canceled automatic login, so I used a hacking program to illegally access and record

their chat history... Until June 6th, the day of our wedding banquet 10 years ago, I finally discovered

the words I was afraid of... The netizen said, "Then let's have sex. I'll do it, you say it." My wife replied with a smiley face

and said, "There's some disharmony between us," but she was still vague and unsure! My wife wouldn't talk about inappropriate

things. Regarding sex, she would only say a word or two before changing the subject. She's not a promiscuous person; I trust her. I

trust her, but she's still a man! So I went to the mobile company to check her call records...

After printing them out, I found that every day I take the kids to kindergarten at 7:30, during which time they start texting and calling each other

until evening. Around 1 or 2 AM, she sent nearly 50 text messages and made 5 or 6 phone calls a day, each lasting more than 10 minutes.

I desperately tried to recall past periods, the days when she sent fewer text messages, she was probably not home... speechless...

heartbroken...

I started sending my wife a few words at a time, and during our evening chats, I immediately realized she was reminding me to send fewer

text messages, but those intimate words only hurt me more and more... If it weren't for those key national projects at the time...

I had to finish on time, and I would drop everything... Suddenly, I remembered a post on Tianya (a Chinese online forum). I

created a QQ account with a female name and added that man...

A few days later, he accepted my request, and I started chatting with my potential rival! I longed for

him to be a shameless lecher. I controlled my emotions and chatted with him. I found that he wasn't like those

disgusting people online; he was relatively refined and didn't talk about frivolous things. Maybe that's

what ! I hoped that maybe we were just like-minded friends, good friends who talked about art.

I patiently chatted with that man for about two weeks. Perhaps my naturalness

made him lower his guard. The man was very cautious and trusted me. I started tentatively trying to find

out some information about his relationship with my wife! Writing this, I really feel terrible, even shameless!

But I just wanted to know the truth! At that time, I didn't care about anything else! I compared the bits and pieces I gleaned

from our conversations with the chat logs I'd secretly peeked at, along with the frequency of our text messages, guessing and guessing. It was exhausting, so exhausting! My mood

reached its lowest point. When I was tired, I'd work overtime to numb myself. Until… one day, I confirmed it! That night

I couldn't sleep. It was summer, and it was already light by 4 a.m. Because I had to take my child to kindergarten, I drove home from work

, speeding along the way. I felt an inability to face my wife, my parents, my colleagues, my

friends… I felt so ashamed… but it was her fault! I couldn't believe I felt this way… so

pathetic, so useless. I wanted to go home and slap her, but I'd never hit a woman before, and I didn't know how

. What hurt me was that our relationship of over ten years couldn't compare to a friend I'd only known for a month online? I failed

, but I still have that sensible son... I...

that day I changed again, and I came to terms with it. Maybe we really aren't right for each other. If she files for divorce,

I'll agree, and I'll definitely get custody of the child. If we don't divorce, and I just drift along like this, I won't love her anymore, just

like before...

I started going online too. When I wasn't working, I chatted frantically, looking for female netizens. But even when I chatted with them, I

felt nothing. I even thought about revenge, but then I realized how foolish I was. Revenge? = Ridiculous = Incompetent. I

started talking about topics she liked: music, art, sports... I would talk endlessly, with strong

personal opinions. Several times, she was stunned, and would slowly say, "How do you know all this stuff?" But I

could tell she was surprised. But she forgot that when I was in school, although my grades weren't great,

I was pretty good at writing, music, and sports. Before I had a boyfriend, I was an all-rounder. During this period, she caught a cold? It was very

bad , and she had to get IV drips for several days. She even mentioned it to that netizen, maybe it was karma, but I still cared about her so much,

and she was content! —Do I not have any close male friends in my hometown? I did have one from university, but unfortunately he's in another city. I couldn't

vent my emotions, so I went online and found strangers I liked to pour out my pent-up feelings.

Looking back, I should thank those online strangers. Several of the female netizens were very rational and told me

a lot of things. Maybe I already knew them, but after they said them, I found new understanding. She cheated, and I

also bear a lot of responsibility. We communicated too little. I'm very realistic and busy with work all day, neglecting

too much , especially sex... Women in their thirties crave many things… Some netizens say I'm a bit paranoid,

and I really am, haha. Maybe I've seen too much of this before. Without evidence, just text messages

and chat logs aren't reliable. Besides, sometimes chats are very casual, full of lies and fantasies

. You can't trust that alone. There were also comments saying I shouldn't have peeked, etc… But at the time, I couldn't

control my instinct to know the truth, I couldn't control it…

Even regarding their alleged sexual encounters, there was no evidence, just speculation from chats, or maybe it was

just a joke . I really don't understand internet slang… They say I'm too serious, that it's all fake. They all took it seriously… I'm trying

to learn more about the internet…

But I'm a man, I have a man's dignity. Unless I didn't find any clues, and confidently, my

reasoning and judgment are still very strong. Based on my understanding of my wife over the past ten years, I don't believe she would have

one-night stands , nor is she a promiscuous person. The chat history also shows many men making sexual advances, which she

ignored. Their chats rarely involved sex; they were purely platonic. However, she

experienced emotional turmoil, and this turmoil lasted for over a month. They met countless times, but I don't believe

they both controlled themselves… Let me tell you a few details! This isn't just guesswork; there's evidence! My wife

has fair and very delicate skin; her skin bruises easily from external force. I remember that before, after intense sex,

blue marks would appear on the inside of her arms and thighs, disappearing after about a week.

And… cough… let me tell you! My wife has full breasts. Although they've become

much looser after having children, her areolas are still pink. When stimulated, her nipples become erect and stand up, which is very sexy. This is similar

to the bruises I've observed on her body, and the man who boasted that he made a netizen's breasts look

like those in "Lust, Caution"! Another time, I happened to pass by her workplace at noon, and she said she was shopping in a mall, but there was absolutely no background

noise inside! That day, I waited outside her workplace from 12 PM to 4 PM. I

sent her numerous text messages, but she didn't answer. When I called, she took a long time to answer, saying it was noisy or she didn't

hear me…

or she simply didn't answer. It was drizzling that day… I wanted to see what time she would get back to her workplace.

I thought if it were open, my online friend would definitely take her back by taxi and then continue on to her own workplace, so I

could follow her. Unfortunately, she hadn't returned by 4 PM. I had to go back to my workplace to handle some things, and I also had to

pick up my child at 4:20 PM. So, at exactly 4 PM, I drove back… Perhaps it was fate, but just as I reached

the overpass , she called me back, saying she had just finished shopping at the mall next door. It was raining, and she didn't have an umbrella, so she waited until the rain subsided

before heading to her workplace… But her colleague said she left her workplace at 11:30 PM… She spent over four hours at

the mall ???

If I had waited just two more minutes, I could have seen exactly how she got back to her workplace. And when she called me

, her driver was honking his horn very loudly? If you're walking, you won't hear it that clearly at all; only...

In the taxi… that's how it happened. —On the phone, I said, "The rain might get heavier later, I

'll pick you up from work after I get the kids. You practice the piano at your workplace first!" Around 6 PM, I took my son to pick her up…

In the office, she proudly played the piano for me for a while, yawning constantly… looking very tired. I think

anyone who's had sex at noon knows this feeling—yawning constantly in the afternoon. When we got in the car, she even took out an

audiophile CD for me to listen to—an old CD. I put it in my CD player and listened. When we got home, I impatiently took it out and

threw it at her…

I sarcastically said, "Given to you by an online friend, right?"… She got very angry and immediately brought up our conversation that evening, saying

she very hurt, that I didn't understand music and didn't respect that CD… Respect? What a joke… Haha.

This all proves that they were together at noon! Four hours had passed; the restaurants were probably all cleared out by now. The only place

we could place we could talk... where could that be? And then

there was that business card that fell out of my wife's purse—an advertisement for a chain hotel...

2.

Actually, talking about all this is rather pointless, but it's also a way of releasing some of my emotions... They've been contacting each other less lately

, and I can see the decline in their relationship... Maybe it's because of my recent behavior. I haven't brought it up directly, but

I've spent a few weekends with her. I remember secretly reading their last chat log; she said she would remember him

well , burying him deep in her heart... Haha. It's another kind of pain... That day I formatted the machine,

stopped snooping, stopped doing it. Maybe this is a hurdle she was destined to face in her life...

Everyone has privacy, which I must respect. I've also decided to stop talking to her, to pretend it never happened, and

to bury it deep in my heart. The reason is that she's been particularly caring towards me lately, her tone is very nice, and she rarely loses her temper.

If she does, she'll take the initiative to make amends, perhaps out of guilt. After all, we've known each other for over 10 years; she's my first

girlfriend, my first love, and I cherish her. Maybe some netizens will call me a coward, haha! I accept it. If she

comes back, I'll accept it. After all, we've had so many years of relationship, and we have a son. If we didn't have a child,

I would choose divorce. Besides, I'm already this old; if I start over, I might not

find someone better, maybe it will be the same...

These past few days have been calm, but I've endured a lot of torment. When I'm intimate with my wife, I always unconsciously

think about how that online friend will treat my wife! I remember a long time ago, when we were excited during sex, I joked

about finding a bigger penis to serve me. Mine isn't very big, I've measured it between 15 and 16. And whenever I could

n't satisfy her, she would jokingly say that if I wasn't serious, she'd find a child... Haha...

I never thought it would actually become a reality this time. The guy I met online is six years younger than her, and he's only been married for two years.

From our conversations I know he and his wife aren't very harmonious. They haven't had sex for over a month,

and they have plenty of time, and his wife happens to be available too... Sometimes it really feels like fate, that things always

happen at the right time and in the right emotional circumstances...

To be honest, I've had thoughts of swapping families? But it's just something I've mentioned casually, and I've never discussed it with my wife. When

I was chatting with that guy, I asked him how many online friends he'd slept with. He said very seriously that he'd only had one after marriage,

an older friend. When I asked if he loved her, he said he couldn't explain it, being with her was a feeling! It was very

subtle; we didn't need to say much, just a glance was enough to understand each other's thoughts. I asked if it was the same with sleeping together? He simply

said that after our third meeting at dinner, when we left the restaurant, he went to the front of the lobby to check into a hotel room. It was just a glance,

no further words. I felt an urge to know the details, so I asked him a lot of questions, but he

only replied that when he saw me, he said he didn't expect the place to be so big! He firmly stated that this was his exact words, and then

he frantically asked for my phone number, wanting to see me (I was using a new QQ number with a female name

to chat ). My emotions were in turmoil because I shouldn't have asked so many questions! To this day, they

still communicate via text message, seemingly just exchanging greetings every day. A few days ago, we had a big fight, and I stormed off.

The first thing she did when she got home was to call that man for over half an hour, followed by endless text messages…

A woman's heart never truly returns, but I can see she's deeply conflicted about my

choice and the online friend's. Although she ultimately chose to stay, her heart is no longer so pure… What should I do?

I want to guide her to a swapping website, to give her some experience. If it's for sex, I can accept it,

as long as the feelings are still there!

Someone helped me. What should we do next? How should I handle my next step? My wife is my first,

but I'm not hers. I don't have a virginity complex. I've fantasized about pure feelings, without any physical

attraction! What should I do?

I didn't date in college, maybe because I went to an engineering school with few girls, or maybe I was

a bit arrogant. Anyway, I wanted to find someone, but there wasn't a suitable one. After I started working, she came to our

company an internship (we both transferred later), and we met, which started our story. At first,

I didn't have many feelings for her. She was just a recent graduate, but some of my other colleagues were busy pursuing

her. One of them, surnamed L, was close to her. At the time, I was more

interested because I like slim women, while my wife is voluptuous. We confirmed our relationship on my birthday.

I invited many old colleagues and some new colleagues from my company. Since my wife and I weren't in the same department, I didn't invite her.

The next day at noon, I ran into my wife while strolling in the courtyard. She asked why I hadn't invited her. She said that

many of , so why wasn't she invited? I didn't know how to answer, so I said, "I'll treat you tomorrow, as compensation."

After that, I found we had a lot in common, and that led to our first kiss and first sexual encounter... It happened

a year later. What puzzled me was that after we confirmed our relationship, she still got

very close to a colleague surnamed L. When I asked her about it, she said they were just friends! Friends who seemed nice. My wife has a bad temper; if I pressed her

, she would cry, so I didn't dare ask any more questions. My wife is also a very passionate and straightforward person. I remember once when we were out running

errands, the driver jokingly offered her a cigarette, and she actually accepted it and smoked it, without any hesitation,

even though there were , including me. Afterwards, I asked her why she smoked it, and she said that all the girls in her dorm smoked.

Haha, maybe it's a common trait among art students! She likes to do things without overthinking, expressing herself very

directly . That's one of the things I like about her, and that's exactly what I lack—I worry too much. Later

, we were both transferred. Once, I asked her why she was always so close to L. This time, she told the truth: L

was pursuing her, and it was my appearance that made her choose me because of my integrity, loyalty, and temperament. L was also her

type, but he wouldn't do anything to betray me… At the time, I didn't understand, but I

seemed to get it, and I nodded. As for our first time, my wife said it was with me, and I believed her. But later, I had doubts

; she didn't miscarry that time… Of course, not all women have a miscarriage the first time, I know that.

She explained that she had surgery and even showed me the scar on her lower abdomen. Our first time was terrible.

After taking off my clothes, I searched for ages but couldn't find the right spot, sweating profusely and hurting her several times. In the end, she

helped me find the right spot, but I only managed to get in halfway! How embarrassing! Hehe! Perhaps because of

the fatigue from the car ride, I was exhausted and lay down. I fell asleep quickly, but I felt her caressing me. Around 3 a.m., I

woke up, feeling refreshed, while she was still awake. This time it was very successful. Thinking back, she

didn't feel any pain; she seemed to be enjoying it! This couldn't be her first time doing this, could it? I've said I'm

meticulous, but I'm also quite careless. Because I'm never meticulous about things I don't care about. I'm not saying I don't care about virginity for the sake of

saving face ; I know that women don't just sleep with any man;

they invest emotions. What you need is her future. You can't blame or

complain !

We got married in 1998 and had a baby in 2004. As our understanding deepened, our

views on things differed, leading to more arguments and mutual blame. My wife is someone who can't keep things to herself; she'd either tell me

or a few college classmates, sharing intimate details. One of her classmates thought I was another "

daddy ," and even said that if I left, she would never find another man who loved her like I did.

Haha, it wasn't just one classmate who thought this, but they also said I was the kind of man any woman could be captivated by

, telling my wife to keep a close eye on me… Haha. Helpless!

If I had to pinpoint the reasons for my wife's infidelity, I think I did two things wrong: first, I didn't pay enough

attention , and even discouraged them; second, our sex life wasn't normal. Perhaps being busy with work was just an excuse, but I've had

erectile dysfunction, which angered my wife, who accused me of having an affair… I explained, "Of course not! We're both so

old , how can we act like children?" She said her classmates and colleagues, in their forties, still had sex two or three times a week.

But... it ended very quickly, and it felt completely uninteresting. I even jokingly suggested, "Why don't you

find a kid and try it out?" This became a recurring joke between us. As time went on, we both

gradually forgot about sex... until I secretly read their chat history!

In the previous post, I was very restrained, and some readers might have sensed my weakness. Actually, I

've omitted my anger and irritability. I subtly criticized some things in their chats several times, and we even argued. She

stubbornly refused to admit it, and I couldn't reveal that I had secretly read their chat history. However, I could clearly sense that she felt

guilty, and afterwards, she was always the one who took the initiative to make amends! During this time, to ease the tension, she initiated sex once, but her reaction

was different from usual. That feeling of longing, that urgent emotion, made me break down instantly, and I

went limp. Seeing this, she didn't angrily turn away and go to sleep as usual, but instead hugged

me and said, "Let's take it slow!" I'm speechless...

I once thought about trying it out with a prostitute to see if I was really impotent or if it was just psychological.

I was tired of the familiarity, the bodies, the way we made love... but I was afraid of getting caught, afraid of getting diseases!!

So I wanted to find some "pornographic" stuff online to test myself... At first

, I only visited some interesting forums, then I stumbled upon dating site 123. I'd seen similar forums before, but they all felt very fake. This time, on 123

, I looked at it seriously for a long time. Although, intuitively, I knew there were many fakes, but also some real ones, like

the photos

and stories. You can tell the truth from the writing style! My reaction was still very strong... Since

I started chatting in May, I've chatted with several female netizens, one of whom was from Wuhan. I mostly chatted with people from other places.

Last week, I was on a business trip to Hefei, Anhui. That night I was really bored, so after a meal, I used my laptop to go online in my room.

That Wuhan netizen was also there, and we chatted for a long time. Just before logging off, I casually asked her where she was. She said

she was on a business trip in Hefei… A surge of excitement welled up… Around midnight, we met… and

it happened naturally… To be honest, I had a certain sense of revenge in my heart. We only did it once that night, and a second time the next

morning . She wasn't the conventionally beautiful type, but I felt her gentleness, the feeling of a gentle woman,

and the confidence she gave me. Each time lasted thirty or forty minutes, and I could feel her orgasm! After the breakup, she sent

me a text message saying, "Now I understand why men in their thirties are considered 'high-quality men.'" My reply

was roughly, "I didn't feel that good about myself." Later, she asked, "Did you take drugs?" She didn't mention

the duration, only that it was too intense, too fierce… I replied, "It's the passion after the release of a feeling, maybe it just

felt good…"

And recently, I've been thinking about this issue. I remember a saying, "He who defiles another man's wife and daughters will

have his own wife and daughters defiled." If it's for women… then it's true! If I were to say I regret something, I absolutely don't regret what

happened . I just feel a little uneasy! Why did I end up on this path, like… As netizen

oomm911 said, "One spouse's betrayal and joint participation in online dating are two different things." I won't confess

my absurdity to my wife, and I doubt she'll admit it either, but we can't go on like this! The fault used to be solely

hers, but now I'm partly to blame too, so I don't have much right to blame her anymore… I'm saying all this to

explain why I don't hate my wife as much anymore…

But I really don't know if taking her to that forum was the right thing to do!

People ask if I still love my wife? I'm truly lost; I'm thinking about this question too… It's difficult. After more than ten years

of relationship, I've considered the possibility that if she was simply lonely, had no one to confide in, and was having an online affair, I…

It's forgivable, since nothing substantial happened. We'll gradually recover. I originally believed in

the possibility of pure friendship between men and women. During our conversation, I realized they shared similar interests, and even some of their thoughts

coincided . In their words, "No need for many words, a single glance is enough." Initially, I

naively thought that finding a "soulmate" in life, like Bo Ya and Zhong Ziqi, was extremely rare. I also

believe that being a couple isn't necessarily the perfect match for each other, but it's the most suitable, the best (most

direct) choice after balancing. Perhaps new understandings and perspectives arise in life, and if couples

can't synchronize, problems will arise. These small cracks can be mended by someone skilled at "cracks," or

rather, someone adept at the "misunderstanding" that lovers crave. It's impossible for someone to only have feelings for one person of the opposite sex in their life,

but people are always imperfect. Finding a perfect person doesn't exist, not only because we ourselves are imperfect,

but more so because it's about "humanity," "society," and "money"! As things unfolded, I became somewhat

numb, genuinely unsure how to handle the situation. I initially thought it was just a so-called "online romance," but

I didn't realize online romance isn't just about the emotional connection; it can also involve physical intimacy… Looking back, I was truly "stupid and naive,"

haha! Haha! I was wrong. Bo Ya and Zhong Ziqi, they were both men…

After learning they had sex, I was shocked and heartbroken. I don't want to talk about it anymore. For those two weeks, I shut myself off, numbing myself with

work , forcing myself not to think too much, afraid to sleep. Afraid of silence. Afraid of being around… Even at this point,

I still wondered if they used condoms when they were together. If they did, perhaps I would feel a little better…

--- Some people might criticize me now. Actually, I want to criticize myself too, hate myself for being incompetent. It's not your fault.

Why did this happen? My own analysis is that it's related to my personality and family environment! I'm an introverted

or shy person. In my freshman year of college, there were ballroom dancing classes in the evenings, and I went.

But after holding my partner's hand, I decided to quit. I felt completely lost and didn't know what to do

. My wife, on the other hand, is a skilled dancer… I actually have many hobbies, but they're rather monotonous: basketball,

soccer, badminton—all sports. So, although I'm a bit overweight now, I

don't "fat," and very few people can guess my weight. My parents are both older-generation college graduates, and they were very strict.

I never dared to come home after 9 pm. Even after I started working and relaxed a bit, I would still come home by 10 pm.

They allowed exceptions when I was dating. The other kids in the compound were completely different from me, but I was their best friend. I remember

in junior high, a classmate bullied me, and I beat him up. I've always been one of the strongest and tallest in the class,

but I never caused trouble. That time, they pushed me too far. That classmate's family lived in the neighborhood, so they got some kids from other schools

to ambush me, threatening to teach me a lesson! To be honest, I was really scared, so I was always very careful and

walked quickly after school. But one time I still got blocked by several people. I didn't panic; I just thought about how to get away. Then

, for some reason, one of them came over, nudged me, and said, "Be careful next time. Don't mess with me."

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