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I'm 27 years old and have been married for two and a half years. My husband is my first man. Our married life was pretty good

until now. Before we got married, my husband and I agreed to have children in a few years, and everything was quite peaceful. But last month (March

) things changed, completely disrupting my life and our lives! I'm so scared! I'm so afraid of ruining this

peaceful life, and even destroying our two and a half years of marriage. I really don't know what to do!

The incident happened one night last month. My husband said he was going out for drinks with his colleagues. He

rarely drinks, and he said he'd be back around 11 pm. But I waited until after 2 am and he still hadn't returned, so I

called him. The phone rang until the voicemail screen went dead, but no one answered. I started to worry! I called again… and he answered

. I asked him where he was… but he kept stammering. It was very quiet on his end, so it couldn't be a

drinking place!

Suddenly, I heard a woman's voice ask him in a low voice, "Is that your wife?" I immediately asked him,

"Where were you drinking? And you only had one woman with you?" He didn't know how to answer, only saying, "I'll

tell you when I get back!" and then hung up.

I was really angry, and tears streamed down my face. I don't know how long I cried, but I eventually fell

asleep. He didn't come home all night. At 7 a.m., he called to wake me up, saying

he drank too much the night before, and then a group of friends went to a hotel, and he left drunk with a prostitute. He asked me to forgive him and would explain everything when

he got home …etc.

I didn't want to say anything anymore; my anger was rising again, and I was in a hurry to get to work, so I just replied,

"We'll see, I need to change for work!" and hung up.

That day at the company was really tiring, not from work, and I hadn't slept well the night before, but mainly because I was

still very angry! It was past 5 PM, almost time to get off work, when I suddenly had a whim to get drunk. I decided not to go home after work

and went to a pub in Tianmu alone. It

was probably still early, maybe 6 PM, so it wasn't crowded. I sat down in a corner and ordered a cocktail—I don't even know

what it , but it was sweet and a little spicy. I don't usually drink, but I have a pretty good tolerance;

I can probably drink three or four bottles of beer. I finished that one in about ten minutes and then had another.

While I was sitting there drinking alone, a tall, 180cm, early thirties foreigner slowly

walked over and stood in front of me. He asked in fluent Chinese, "Miss, may I sit down?" I

looked at him, and whether it was the alcohol or… he was really quite handsome! My heart suddenly started racing.

Seeing that I was just looking at him without any response, he said, "Excuse me, miss, since you're alone,

how about we chat and make friends?" I almost breathed as I said, "Sure, please sit down!"

He introduced himself, saying he'd lived in Taiwan for almost ten years and worked as a manager for an American company in Taiwan. We chatted for a while

, and I finished my third drink. I told him I was a little drunk and wanted to go home. He kindly asked me, "

Did you have dinner since you came to drink so early?" Then I realized I was actually a little hungry! He recommended this

pub, saying the food was good and offered to treat me, so I ordered a steak.

After dinner, I had already had my fifth cocktail... I was really about 80% drunk! I was about to leave when he

grabbed my hand and asked, "It's not 10 o'clock yet, it's still early! Why don't you come to my place for a bit, listen to

some music, and relax?" (I had told him I had argued with my husband, but I didn't want to say too much, so I only told

him we had a fight.)

Of course, I knew what would happen if I went, but at that moment I really didn't know whether to say "yes" or

"no"! I just stared at him blankly. He just smiled and said, "Common, take it

easy."

His house was nearby, about a three-minute walk. On the way, he kept talking about his things, but

I didn't hear a word he said; my mind was completely blank!

When we got to his house, I sat on his sofa. He turned on the stereo and played some soft jazz music, poured

me a glass of red wine, and then sat down next to me on my right. I felt really drunk. Suddenly, he hugged me and

kissed me on the lips. Whether it was the alcohol or a feeling of revenge, I didn't know how

to react was my heart pounding and my breathing rapid.

I don't know how long we kissed, or when I went from sitting on the sofa to lying on the carpet. It seemed so

natural that I was only wearing my underwear. He sat up and said, "Shall we take a shower first?" I really wanted

to say, "No! I don't want to continue!" But I just said, "I'll shower by myself, not with you." Then he

led me into the bathroom.

After showering, I wrapped myself in a towel and sat back on the sofa. He said, "Rest a bit, I'll be done soon." I

drank a few more sips of red wine, thinking: Whatever! Anyway... I just don't want to think about anything. Actually, I don't know if it was the alcohol

or the person, but I was still drunk and couldn't think about anything. I just closed my eyes and listened to music to relax.

It felt really fast. He came out with a towel wrapped around his lower body, sat back down next to me, and started kissing me again, starting with my mouth, then

my neck, my chest... He kissed my whole body. His tongue was really amazing. When he kissed my genitals,

I really experienced what an orgasm was like. I felt like I lost control of my bladder. The intense feeling made me feel like I was suffocating

, my mind was unclear, and my whole body felt out of control. I felt like I was "dying and coming back to life"!

He held me and kissed me gently, but I could only breathe, my mind was blank... He continued

to kiss my face gently and asked, "Can I enjoy it now?" I looked at him and smiled as an answer.

He pulled off the towel around his waist, and I saw that his penis was erect, so big and thick it was really scary! I was

genuinely scared and said, "Yours is too big, I'm afraid I can't handle it." It's at least

three or four times bigger than my husband's! That's something you only see in porn! I really wanted to put my clothes back on and leave immediately, it was terrifying!

He hugged me and said, "Don't worry, I'll be very gentle with you." Then he started his kissing on me again…

and I softened again.

When he was about to penetrate me, I was really conflicted, both scared and eager! He slowly entered me, a

wonderful pain, an unprecedented fullness, every thrust reaching my cervix.

When he started thrusting rapidly, all I could do was twist and scream.

We've been married for two and a half years, and the longest I've ever had sex with my husband is only about ten minutes. He tried

several positions, and it turns out it's true that women can have multiple orgasms! After a battle that lasted over an hour, I orgasmed

twice more. When he finished, I tried to sit up but felt completely weak, my legs were still shaking, and the carpet was soaked

as if several glasses of water had been spilled. Worst of all, there was a huge wet patch on the coffee table from my ejaculation!

We drank two more glasses of red wine, chatted for a bit, and he gave me his phone number, saying I could contact him anytime

. Then he took me to a taxi home.

It was almost 1 a.m. when I got home. My husband saw I was covered in alcohol, and I just said, "I'm drunk, I don't want to

talk ." I took a shower and went straight to bed. It was exhausting; I was so sleepy because of the alcohol, but I could also feel his

penis still thrusting inside me… Maybe I was just reliving the perfect sex! I told

myself it was a one-time thing.

A week later, I think I made up with my husband, but when we were intimate, I always felt like

I didn't experience any pleasure at all. I felt like my husband was useless; it turns out he was just a beginner all along! Every day I relived

the feeling of my orgasm that day.

Last Monday, I finally couldn't take it anymore. I called him, saying I just wanted to say hello

and apologize for making such a mess of his house the other day (of course, it was just an excuse). He asked if I was free that evening and invited me to

dinner (that was obviously my real purpose), and I immediately agreed.

After dinner, around 9 pm, he suggested we go to his place. I said, "I'm so sorry... I made your house

filthy last time!" He thought for a moment and said, "How about we find a quiet place to rest?" Of course, I had no

objection , and we went to a motel.

I also told him that I was safe that day and didn't need a condom, so I could feel the hot, forceful thrust of his ejaculation against

my cervix... it felt like every thrust was directly filling my uterus!

He brought me to the brink of ecstasy multiple times during our two-plus hours of sex. Now I know what "ecstasy" feels like!

I know I can't keep making this mistake, I have to end this relationship, but... I've already become averse to

intimacy my husband! He simply can't give me what I want! Our two-plus years of marriage have turned out to be nothing more than a child's

game. Before, I was easily satisfied, but now... I've tasted what real sex is, something

my husband can never satisfy! What should I do?

I don't want to become a harlot, and I don't want my marriage to break down, but I can't forget the satisfaction of orgasm!

Now I'm using reason to suppress the urge to see him every day, I'm going crazy! And... I absolutely can't

tell anyone I know about this, it's so agonizing!

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