[Childhood Sweethearts' Entangled Love and Desire] (21) Author: QM1255

Author: qm1255
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(Twenty-one) Past Events

The afternoon sun in spring was very gentle, softly warming me and Ouyang
Yi beside me through the curtains.

Just now, I ejaculated my semen into
the lower body .

Ouyang Yi's face still had a flush unique to orgasm, and fragrant sweat remained on her skin.

I was afraid she would catch a cold, so I pulled her coat over and put it on her.

"Ouyang, thank you."

"Thank me?" Ouyang Yi smiled. "Thank me for what?"

"Since Sister Yu isn't here, you..." I was speechless for a moment.

"Oh, it's nothing!" Ouyang Yi smiled again.

"Before Qin Yu left, she was telling me that thanks to you, otherwise she would be completely lost outside."

"We're good friends, it's only right!"

"What did you say to her then?" I began to steer the conversation back to the conversation between Qin Yu and Ouyang
.

"Ah...nothing, nothing..." Ouyang stammered, which only fueled my curiosity.

"Wait a minute, after Qin Yu and I...you know, her 'little skills' improved by leaps and bounds. She said you taught her all of that
." Seeing that Ouyang Yi was unwilling to speak, I brazenly took the initiative and pressed her.

"What? 'Little skills'? Like playing soccer? I don't know how..."

I knew Ouyang Yi already knew the truth, but was just pretending not to.

However, having been friends for so long, I also knew Ouyang Yi's weakness.

"Little girl, you should be honest!" I said with a wicked smile.

"What's dishonest about me? Tell me! If I don't understand, I don't understand!"

"Oh? Forgot how disgusted you were in the anatomy class last time? This week is the practical class,
believe me or not I'll get the teacher to call on you to do it?"

"You're threatening me! When Qin Yu comes back, I'll give you a good scolding!"

Of course, Ouyang Yi knew my weakness perfectly well.

"Then let's call it even," I shrugged.

"Now you can tell me!"

"No way! Who are you to tell me? Do you men even understand the little secrets between girls?"

"Okay, okay, I won't ask anymore,"

I backed down.

"Then tell me about Tang Ning and Locke? Looks like you two are quite close!"

"Sigh, how come you..."

Ouyang Yi was a little helpless.

"It seems Sister Yu told you about me?"

"What about?"

"Well... I was in America..."

I nodded silently.

Ouyang Yi's mood suddenly dropped a lot. She lowered her head and said, "Actually, when I told her about this,
I knew she would tell you..."

"Tell me, it's good to say it..."

"Actually, it's not that dark," Ouyang Yi smiled.

"Brother Qian, I consider you all family, you..."

"I understand, you're family too!" I understood.

Ouyang Yi smiled knowingly and said, "You probably already know the general process, so just tell me about Tang Ning and the others
!"

I looked at her quietly.

"Ricky, you know, the one in the video, she was my best friend back then. At
first , that beast just teased me, touched my breasts, and I didn't dare tell anyone except her.

"Guess what? She said she'd been with that beast too, but after I went there, he started
paying attention to me and relaxed his attention on her side.

"When I heard that, I really couldn't believe it. I asked her how to escape, and she said
it was impossible.

"I was really heartbroken. Ricky told me that the teacher had a triad background, and
she predicted that he would escalate his actions, making me sleep with him, serve him, satisfy him, and even satisfy his
friends.

"Before, I really never imagined that there could be such a person in the world, and I didn't
believe it at first.

"But then, one night when I went home, that beast took advantage of my inattention and pinned me against the wall.

"I struggled desperately, but he held me tightly, and I slowly lost my strength. Suddenly, I felt a pair of
hands reach under my skirt."

"I wanted to scream, but his mouth was firmly sucked on.

Just then, Sister Ricky came over with Tang Ning. Tang Ning was her younger brother,
a year younger than me, a boxer. The teacher naturally ran away.

Sister Ricky took me back to her house, and I cried for a long time. I really couldn't believe it was real.

I helplessly asked Sister Ricky what I should do. Sister Ricky told me that my
views were too conservative. Sex is a human instinct, not something shameful, and everyone should learn to enjoy it.

At that time, I really couldn't believe it, and I really regretted it. I even hated myself.

I was scared and didn't dare to talk to Sister Ricky. Sister Ricky called Locke. He was
our classmate and also her boyfriend.

Sister Ricky told me to enjoy sex. Then, she and Locke, in front of me, did
it."

"Looking at Locke's penis, watching it enter Ricky's body, at first I felt a little
disgusted. But, for some reason, listening to Ricky's cries of pleasure, my lower body started to itch
.

"Slowly, I realized that this process wasn't as sordid as I had imagined..."

I listened patiently, when Ouyang Yi's sudden interruption made the air suddenly quiet.

"And then?"

"Later... actually, my first time wasn't with that teacher at all, but that night..."

I widened my eyes and said in surprise, "Does Ah Hong know about this?" "

Yes," Ouyang lowered his head. "He was the first, Qin Yu was the second, and you're the third..."

"..." I fell silent.

"Ricky saw through my thoughts and suggested that I experience it, and then I agreed
without thinking ...

"That night, Tang Ning used his terrifying thing to make me feel that pleasurable,
excruciating pain..."

"Later, you all know. That teacher 'successfully' violated me, even letting other men
violate me...

"From then on, I felt that no man was good, only Sister Ricky's family were good people.
I started having sex with men out of revenge, watching them being drained and exhausted, I felt
a genuine sense of pride...

"Until I returned to China and met you all, I realized that love really is such a magical thing..."

Silence.

The woman's sobs broke the tranquility.

I stood there, suddenly feeling incredibly foolish.

Facing this beautiful girl who treated me like family, yet was actually a complete stranger,
crying , I didn't know what to do to resolve this.

"Brother Qian, tell me Sister Yu's story, I want to hear it..."

Perhaps Ouyang Yi sensed the heavy atmosphere and intentionally tried to start a conversation.

However, Ouyang Yi's question struck the softest part of my heart. Me and Qin Yu? A story? For a
moment , I felt like I had lost my ability to speak, not knowing what to say.

"I... I like her..." After a long pause, I managed to squeeze out this incoherent sentence.

As soon as the words left my mouth, Ouyang Yi burst out laughing.

"Brother Qian, you're really funny! Don't try to fool me!"

"I... I... I really don't know what to say..." I managed to stammer out another sentence.

"Haha," Ouyang Yi laughed, his earlier gloom completely gone.

"Actually, Qin Yu told me the gist of your story, and I just wanted to hear your version!"

"Are you a spy sent by Qin Yu?"

I joked, trying to ease my tension.

"Good to know, good to know. Confess!" Ouyang Yi laughed as well.

I thought for a while, but my mind was still a jumbled mess.

"Let's start from when we were in school..."

I tried to find the starting point of my memories.

"Okay, okay, I haven't heard Sister Yu mention this before, I'm all ears!"

I gathered my thoughts again, not wanting to hide anything, and began to tell Ouyang Yi:

Let's start from elementary school.

On the day I entered school, I knew Qin Yu was in the same class as me.

What I didn't expect was that the teacher would make us deskmates.

Well… later, the teacher made her class monitor and me the academic representative.

At first, her grades weren't that good; she was just average in the class, but my grades were decent,
and I even got first place once when I was lucky.

However, later, in fourth or fifth grade, I started to understand things about love.

There was a girl in the next class who transferred from out of town. At that time, I thought she was like a fairy descended from heaven, and
many boys were pursuing her.

I didn't understand much then, but I felt my heart would suddenly race whenever she walked by…

I don't know what magic Qin Yu used, but she found out about it too.

On that girl's birthday, I stole money from home and bought a notebook to give her, but I
was too afraid to give it to her.

Unexpectedly, seeing my hesitation, Qin Yu snatched the notebook and greeting card from my hand, rushed out of the classroom, and gave them to
a classmate she knew in the next class… When she came back, I looked at her in surprise.

I asked her why she did it, but she just lowered her head and didn't say a word.

However, when I got home, my parents found money was missing and asked if I had stolen it.

Already feeling guilty, I burst into tears.

My parents got angry too, grabbed a coin and started hitting me, demanding to know why I took the money.

I didn't dare tell them the truth and could only keep crying.

Just then, Qin Yu ran over from next door and told my parents she wanted me to buy her a notebook, and that I hadn't
done anything wrong. That finally ended things.

That girl never spoke to me again.

But Qin Yu seemed to change overnight; her grades jumped from average to ahead of mine…
…Later, we both got into a top-tier junior high school, and coincidentally, we were in the same class. By

then, she was already quite skilled in Taekwondo, and the already cheerful girl became known as the "tomboy"
among .

But this part… uh… there's not much to say… let's get straight to the high school story! Our
high school was a boarding school back then.

Before high school, Liu Ke tricked me into watching porn and learned about sexual intercourse.

But at that time, I didn't understand love, let alone what it felt like to like a girl… In my

first year of high school, I became addicted to video games for a while, sneaking out to go online every day, neglecting my homework
, and my grades plummeted…

Qin Yu was the class monitor, and somehow she found out about my outings.

She told the teacher… The next day, my parents were called to school, and I was severely scolded. I
was also publicly criticized during class meeting and made to write a lengthy self-criticism.

Later, fearing I would repeat the mistake, the teacher had Qin Yu check my homework every day.

Finally, one day, I couldn't take it anymore.

I still remember that it was raining heavily that day. I

had a lot of homework the night before, and my head had been foggy for days. I still had some homework left to finish.

I thought that after so many years of being classmates, a little talk would surely lead to some leniency.

To my surprise, Qin Yu noticed the blank space on my homework and said, "This, this, why haven't you done any of it?
Did you go online again?"

"No, I'm innocent. I haven't been feeling well lately, please make an exception..."

"Not feeling well? Pshaw, you stayed up all night, of course you're not feeling well!"

"I really didn't go!"

"Stop talking, Qian Ming, you actually... sigh... Okay, either you finish it right now, or you come with me
to see the homeroom teacher, you choose!"

At that moment, I felt a fire suddenly well up inside me, a fire that had been simmering for a long time.

I snatched the homework from her hand, tore it to shreds, slammed it on the table, and roared, "You've got guts,
go and talk to them! Go and talk to them! I'm not doing this homework!"

Qin Yu was probably scared by me, she didn't move, and all the classmates turned to look at me.

I continued cursing, "Fuck you, Qin Yu, you think you're so great now, getting good grades and starting to boss me around,
huh? Who the hell do you think you are?"

Qin Yu frowned and said, "Qian Ming, speak properly!"

"Speak properly? You're telling me to speak properly? If it weren't for you, would I be in this state?

What the hell have I done to you that you have to treat me like this? What's wrong with me going out to play a game?
What crime did I commit? Did your new boyfriend find me annoying and send you to mess with me?"

The whole class fell silent.

Qin Yu lowered her voice and said, "That's going too far!"

"Going too far? Who went too far first? I'm just asking who went too far first! Damn it, you've already written a self-criticism, your
parents have been called, but you still won't give up. Tell me, what exactly do you want? What do you want? If you really find me
annoying, I can leave right now..."

Then, she stormed out.

I was called to the school again, this time for insulting a female classmate and being criticized throughout the school. I was also suspended from school.

When I got home, I inevitably received a beating.

Tears welled in my eyes, I gritted my teeth, and forced myself to endure it…

The next day was the weekend, and Qin Yu came home to see me.

“Qian Ming, it’s my fault… I…”

“Get out! I don’t want to see you!”

“I…”

“Get out! Get out of here!!”

I roared hysterically.

Qin Yu left silently, but I noticed her eyes were red.

I was suspended from school for a week.

After returning home, I didn’t say a word to her.

Of course, from then on, I was “exiled” to the last row by the teachers.

In the second semester of my first year of high school, we faced the choice of choosing between arts and sciences.

Qin Yu and I both chose science.

There was a boy in our class who studied arts.

He usually sat in front of Qin Yu and liked to joke around with her; they had a good relationship.

At that time, QQ was just starting to become popular, and I only logged in during holidays.

One day during that summer vacation, I logged onto QQ, just about to play a game, when the message notification sound suddenly
rang.

I looked at the message; it was from Qin Yu:

"The guy in the front row confessed to me. I wanted to ask you what I think I should say to him. Thanks."

At that time, I didn't understand Qin Yu's true meaning, and I was still angry about what happened before, so I didn't reply.

Later, I don't know how Qin Yu answered him.

But in the second year of high school, that boy still relentlessly pursued Qin Yu.

Sometimes he would bring her drinks and snacks from outside.

I don't know when it started, but whenever I saw that boy giving Qin Yu things, and Qin Yu eating
the snacks he gave her, I felt a strange, sour feeling in my heart.

However, a girl in my class caught my attention at this time.

She came to our class after the division into arts and sciences.

Her long hair, her pair of expressive eyes, and her pretty face, while not stunningly beautiful, all attracted
me. Every smile and gesture of hers made me infatuated.

I started paying close attention to her and learning about her story... That was probably the first time I felt
affection for a girl.

I pursued her silently, chatting with her on QQ whenever I had free time, explaining problems to her, and sometimes bringing her
food.

She probably sensed my feelings for her, but I never dared to confess.

My relationship with Qin Yu thawed during the winter of our senior year.

During that mock exam, I had put everything aside and prepared for a long time, but my results were dismal.

Meanwhile, the girl's parents, in an effort to keep her in check, sent her to a
prestigious school near her home, though it wasn't a boarding school.

It was snowing that day, and after evening self-study, it was almost 10 pm.

I had no desire to go back to my dorm.

After school, when no one was around, I sat on the stairs, watching the snowflakes falling from the sky.

At that moment, I felt like a failure: I had failed the exam, and my unrequited love hadn't even blossomed into something significant,
only moving myself.

I wanted to cry, but I forgot how to shed tears.

"Qian Ming… are you alright?"

A familiar but trembling voice came from behind me; I knew it was Qin Yu.

She had gotten the highest score in the city that time, and the teachers had praised her highly.

That night, I was feeling very down.

Hearing Qin Yu's words, I sighed, buried my head in my chest, and didn't say a word.

"Qian Ming, do you still hate me?"

I sneered, thinking, "What's so great about getting first place? Trying to mock me?"

"How dare I?"

I said coldly.

This was the first time I had spoken to her in two years.

"..."

Qin Yu didn't speak for a moment, then laughed.

"Ha, finally you said something to me."

"You're number one, amazing! I can't compare to you..."

"Qian Ming, what are you saying? Knowing you're in a bad mood, can't your old classmate come and talk to you?"

"In a bad mood? I'm in a great mood!"

I retorted stubbornly.

"She transferred schools, how can you be in a good mood?"

Hearing Qin Yu's words, I was truly shocked.

I always thought I had kept this very secret, that no one would find out, but who knew Qin Yu saw right through me
! Although I cared about my reputation, I wanted to play along and see what she would do next.

"You know everything?"

"Uh...uh...I...I just heard..." For some reason, Qin Yu suddenly became nervous.

"Sigh, you go first, I'll stay a little longer." I deliberately urged her to leave.

"Never mind, I'll sit with you for a while!" Qin Yu said, sitting down on the stairs.

"No need, no need."

"Sigh, I know you'll never forgive me, but Qian Ming, all these years I've still considered you
a friend , really."

"No, no, no...I don't hate you, I hate myself..." I sighed and said. "I hate
myself for overestimating myself, I hate myself for being stupid."

"Qian Ming, don't say that."

"Fine, model student, I accept your pity, thank you." "

Qian Ming, I...I never thought of this as pity, I really considered you a friend. I don't ask for
anything else , can you treat me like an ordinary classmate? I'm begging you."

"Okay, okay..." I nodded forcefully.

"Then can you talk to your classmates about your unhappiness?"

Realizing I'd fallen for Qin Yu's trick, I went along with it: "I've worked so hard for so long, and this is the result...
sigh..."

Later that night, Qin Yu and I talked for a long time. The ice in my heart slowly melted, and during our time
alone together , I felt increasingly itchy inside.

Later still, our relationship returned to normal.

Finally, as you know, after the college entrance exam, we got together.

……………………

Ouyang Yi listened patiently to everything, pondered for a long time, and then asked me a question: "So, what do you
like Qin Yu?"

I was stunned.

I didn't know how to answer.

What did I like about her?

Her character? Then why didn't I like her before? Her

studies? Is that enough of a reason to like someone?

Could it be that I really only liked her because of her appearance?

At that moment, for the first time in my life, I felt like a shallow person.

Ouyang Yi seemed to see my predicament, said nothing more, and left.

I numbly moved out of the study room and out of the school.

Unconsciously, I arrived at the seaside.

I sat on the rocks, helplessly gazing at the sea.

I still remember that year, Jay Chou, one of my favorite singers, released a new album after a year of silence.

But unexpectedly, at this moment, that familiar melody brought forth unfamiliar tears:

Turning away, leaving, unable to say goodbye;

seabirds and fish falling in love

was just an accident;

our love's

differences always existed

; dust in the wind

accumulated into hurt;

turning away, leaving, unable to say goodbye;

the azure coral sea,

missing each other, the moment faded;

we

weren't mature enough back then; honesty,

passion gone;

your smile can't be forced;

love buried deep in the coral sea

(to be continued)

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