The Cycle of Yushu

Author's Note: Tangshan, Wenchuan, Yushu!! Those who know these places understand what these three place names mean, and

understand how much blood of the Chinese people is contained within these six characters! This is a lesson, and also history! We

learn from the lessons but we must remember history! The overall structure of this story is that the protagonist, narrated in the first person

, had a strange dream before the Tangshan earthquake. Then, on that very night, a massive earthquake struck Tangshan. I witnessed

the departure of all my loved ones, and I also arrived at the place from my dream. Then, incredibly, I retained

the memories in a cycle of reincarnation—perhaps divine punishment, perhaps destiny, the beginning of reincarnation! I strangely experienced two

earthquakes : one in Yushu, as depicted in this story, and the other where I returned to the Ming Dynasty's Guanzhong earthquake in Shaanxi! Each reincarnation

allowed me to witness the departure of my loved ones, the pain, the struggle!

For now, I have only written the story of Yushu. If possible, I will take the time to

write , which will tell how I rose from a waiter to my final, fateful reincarnation!!

Prologue: Three Lifetimes of Reincarnation!! I keep going through this cycle, trying to escape something, but in the end, I still can't

escape fate, can't escape reincarnation!!

The main text: Yushu No. 1 Middle School sits quietly on this ancient land, just like always! This

land has nurtured the people of Yushu!

This year, spring came earlier in Yushu than usual! The elders are saying this year isn't good, there might even

be a drought. Although the elders are old-fashioned, they have their reasons, and sometimes you really have to believe them

!

As usual, I set off early for the school, riding my electric bike, feeling very

happy ! My happiness isn't just because my job is a sacred teaching profession; in this life, I have a good

job, a beautiful and kind wife, and a happy family! I also have many supportive and loving students!

After several years of hard work, I'm no longer the greenhorn who just graduated from university. My

career has developed, and I've also found love. I've been married to my wife for three years, and after seven years of hard work, last year

we finally moved into a 100-square-meter apartment. A bright living room, a cozy bedroom, a loving wife—what a happy

life! I have no more desires in this life. My only purpose in this

reincarnation .

If it weren't for the loving look in my mother's eyes and my father's unwavering love,

I might have already taken my own life. No one can understand the loneliness I feel in this life, nor can they comprehend my experiences. This

is my third reincarnation. They say that after death, the soul is reincarnated. If

it weren't for that strange dream, I might have turned to dust and scattered with the wind.

That dream made me fall asleep that night and never wake up again. It just passed by like that. I retained

all my memories; my reincarnation hasn't lost the memories of my past life. I still remember my parents' faces, their every word

and smile. They always linger in my mind, occasionally appearing to talk to me. There was a time when I thought I was sick

, but I am someone who is not subject to reincarnation. My reincarnation carries my memories, experiencing the brevity of life and

enduring all the loneliness. I don't know if I'm happy or sad, but even so, I have no regrets in this life. Thirty

years have passed peacefully, and I think perhaps this is the end of my cycle of reincarnation, allowing me to

spend the rest of my life with my beloved! I want us to be together forever!

My home isn't far from the high school, but it still takes fifteen minutes by electric scooter. I have to get up around 5 a.m. every day to get ready

. These days, the students are preparing for the college entrance exam, and as their homeroom teacher, it's my duty to check on their morning and

evening self-study sessions! I have to be in the classroom by 6 a.m. Although I should be there early as a homeroom teacher, the main reason

is a girl in my class named Ya Jie! More mature than other girls her age, she was once troubled by a father complex!

After my guidance, she overcame it! But she focused her attention on me, and

an accident changed us both!

A cute little bear is swaying on my electric scooter! It was a gift from my wife; she said

it would let me know she's with me when I go to work. I hung the bear on the scooter to bring me good luck! The little bear sways

, and so do my thoughts! My thoughts drifted with the wind, slowly drifting home, drifting to

my wife's side!

The chirping of chicks woke both my sleeping wife and me! The moment I got up, my hand was still

on my wife Yuru's soft breasts, as if I were a child who hadn't grown up!

My restless hand took full advantage of the brief moment Yuru woke up! Yuru's ample breasts were constantly changing shape under my

touch !

"Take your hands off," my wife said softly! "I'm going to make you breakfast, stop fooling around, honey,

you'll be late for work!"

As soon as Yuru mentioned work, her restless hands obediently withdrew!

The morning was busy but fulfilling! In just over ten minutes, I had tidied myself

up ! Looking at myself in the mirror one last time, I felt very satisfied, a genuine sense of contentment

spreading across my face!

Awooo… awooo… I saw Little Flower at my feet biting my slippers, turning restlessly, making

strange noises! I thought we'd let our dog, Xiaohua, get hungry, so I threw her some scraps of meat and affectionately stroked

her head! I thought to myself how much Xiaohua resembled Xiaohei from my past life!

Putting aside my unpleasant feelings, I petted Xiaohua again, strolled into the living room, sat on the sofa, and my nose

twitched involuntarily as a delicious aroma wafted into our nostrils, making our stomachs throb with anticipation!

Reaching the kitchen doorway, I saw Yuru bent over preparing breakfast, and

I felt even more blessed to have married such a wife! Watching her focused expression, a warm feeling flowed through me! My gaze unconsciously

drifted to her pert buttocks; her pink cotton pajamas couldn't contain her impressive figure!

I don't know how to measure Yuru's figure, but it's impossible for me to grasp her entire breast with one hand!

Every time we make love at night, I'm so fascinated by touching her breasts! However, Yu Ru's buttocks were even more impressive than her breasts

. You could feel their firmness just by looking at them. Especially now, when my wife was bending over to make breakfast, her

round buttocks swayed from side to side with the movement of her hands, and her pajamas shone with

a luster that would excite any man!

I came up behind my wife and wrapped my arms around her slender waist! My right hand, restless, slipped inside her pajamas!

Gently grasping her right breast, I traced circles on it with my fingers! I also occasionally flicked at her nipple, which was the size of

a soybean ! Gradually, with my teasing, her small nipple shrank to the size of a regular peanut!

"Honey, take your hand away, it'll be done soon!" "Good girl!"

"Wife, don't you know, I'm giving you a massage. If I didn't massage you so diligently and often,

would it be so full?"

"Come on, you're like a child. Do you expect me to fight with the baby for milk after we have one?"

"Baby, honey, when are we going to have a baby?" I asked teasingly, giving her

soft breast a slight squeeze!

While I was talking, my left hand slid down to the entrance of my wife's paradise. Through the thin pajamas,

I could feel the warmth of her vulva, and I could clearly feel the undulations of her pubic hair! The beautiful woman in my arms

squirmed restlessly, trying to escape my clutches! My already erect penis

slid against my wife's buttocks through her shorts, as if searching for a way out, hoping to find a release! I released my

right hand from her breasts, took off my only shorts, and my unbound penis bounced up and down in the air, glistening with

fleshy light, as if enjoying itself! My left hand smoothly lifted my wife's nightgown, and

in an instant , I thrust my hips forward, straightened my penis!

With a soft "plop," my entire penis slid into her vagina! The moment it entered, I felt my penis

being enveloped and kissed by thousands of mouths! The warmth and pleasure were indescribable! It could only

be described : amazing!

For a moment, the kitchen echoed with the sounds of flesh against flesh! Slap... slap... With each thrust of my penis,

the flesh of my wife and me pressed tightly together, making alluring sounds! Hundreds of thrusts had left my forehead

covered fine beads of sweat, and our intimate parts were overflowing with moisture, a veritable flood! Each thrust

was no longer just a series of slaps!

*Gurgle gurgle... Ahh... Oh oh... Oh... Mmm... Husband... Slow down... Oh... Darling, I can't take it anymore

... Husband... I feel so uncomfortable... What... What should I do... I need to pee again... Stop... Every time it gets to the crucial

moment Yu Ru always has to pee... It prevents us from fully enjoying ourselves... Later, I secretly looked it up online... Apparently, this is

what a woman's reaction is when she's about to orgasm!! After understanding this, I made up my mind that even if my wife screamed

herself hoarse I wouldn't care and would continue. I wanted to see what a woman's reaction to orgasm really was!

Ignoring Yu Ru's cries, I continued my relentless work, thrusting my penis in and out while

kneading her ample breasts. Her breasts changed shape in my hands, and each time I teased her nipples, I

deliberately thrust deeper. Yu Ru's body would sway dramatically, and I could feel her vagina

contracting sharply, squeezing my penis head – it felt amazing! I continued thrusting, pumping and

throbbing, each thrust penetrating deep inside her, as if penetrating her very soul!

Ah, ah… mmm… mmm… oh! A series of moans echoed in the room!

Feeling myself reaching my limit, I intensified my movements! It felt as if my wife's buttocks

were spring-loaded! Each thrust was intricately linked to the next; the moment I entered, her sexy buttocks

would deform, and when I repeated the same motion, they seemed to possess a magical power, pushing my penis outwards,

like two tireless engines! The pursuit was for boundless pleasure!

Ah…ah…After I thrust my penis violently twice, I felt Yu Ru's body tremble violently

. Then, the fleshy rings deep inside her, like little mouths, enveloped my penis and sucked it tightly! At the same time, I

felt a warm stream of love fluid suddenly pour onto my head. I, who had already reached my limit, could

no longer endure it! I thrust a few more times, tightly holding my wife's waist, my hips moving rapidly.

A stream of hot life essence poured into the depths of the jade-like woman in my arms!

When the storm subsided…only command and harmony remained in the room! And the faint scent of incense. It was as if

time had stopped. Our private parts were pressed tightly together. There was no sound in the kitchen. Suddenly, a drop of water fell to

the floor. It turned out that after my penis softened, the life essence hadn't been fully absorbed by my wife and had dripped onto

the floor ! My wife turned her head and glared at me resentfully, saying, "Hurry up, we'll be late for class!"

A series of howls, a heart-wrenching scream, reached my ears! It brought me back from my sweet reverie

! Looking at the little bear on the handlebars, I smiled!

Why are the dogs on the street reacting like this today? An uneasy feeling swirled within me

, like a giant vortex hovering above my head! Shadows loomed over the earth, and I seemed to remember

something!

Tangshan?

Why did I suddenly appear in this place, reminding me of that nightmare from years ago?

I shook my head; honestly, I didn't want to think about the cycle of reincarnation—it wasn't just pain, it was suffocating pain!

The Wenchuan earthquake made me grateful for the fortunate reincarnation in this life! I wasn't reincarnated into Wenchuan! I was also grateful that I had finally

escaped reincarnation, escaped fate, and escaped that nightmare! Could Yushu be going to have an earthquake too? No, no!

How could that be? With Wenchuan, I'll be fine! Finally, it all turned into a murmured whisper!

The scenery flashed by rapidly; what was usually a short journey felt incredibly long today! I didn't want to think about

the suffering of reincarnation, but scenes from my past lives flashed before my eyes!

"Teacher Liu, you're here..." Grandpa Wang at the door was always so welcoming; seeing his smile

warmed ! My low spirits vanished without me even realizing it!

I arrived at the teaching building and strolled to the door of Class 2, Grade 12 on the third floor. It was quiet inside; the only sounds in

the classroom were the turning of pages and the scratching of pens on paper. I

smiled with satisfaction! My greatest achievement in this life is the academic performance of each graduating class of diligent students; their admission to their ideal

universities is what makes me most proud! No teacher doesn't consider their students their pride and joy! I,

too, am no exception to this mundane truth!

Inadvertently, I looked through the window in the classroom corridor at the old teaching building behind it! There

were only a few students from the first and second years of high school there; because the school has limited teachers, they had only just started admitting them today.

A brand new teaching building has been erected! The old building had been used as a makeshift solution due to funding issues—

a problem beyond our control, not something ordinary teachers like us could change.

As usual, I went to the classroom and stood on the podium, watching the busy students below. Every student was doing

their own thing, even Liu Lei, the most mischievous student in the class, had become diligent in

his ! Sometimes I wonder if I have some special charm that influences my words and actions. Why do so many

students who are considered bad in other people's eyes become well-behaved and studious after my heart-to-heart talks?

Do the students know about my reincarnation? When my gaze fell on Ya Jie, I could clearly

feel her giving me a slight, unnatural look before continuing with her studies. I

know Ya Jie's feelings for me, and I know that since our heart-to-heart talk, she hasn't been as depressed as before,

because that father complex causing her unhappiness! Now I don't know if her shift in focus is good or bad. Every time I see her

trying to perform better in class and in front of me, trying to prove herself with outstanding grades,

I seem to understand her thoughts quite a bit. But, can I accept her?

Of course not. I can only guide her slowly, let her make her own choice, let her find the right

direction , and let her understand that there are many kinds of love in the world, and my love is one of them! I hope that

Ya Jie will understand my good intentions at that time!

Self-study time passed quickly! Self-study ended at 6:50. Watching the students, some drinking water, some

going to the restroom, and some chatting in groups of three or five, it seemed they were using these short ten minutes to relieve

the boredom of their studies! Looking at the children in front of me, I could recall myself from my childhood, and all the memories of the past

! Perhaps my heart has already grown old, but I have a happy life, and I am content!

Today's first class is mine. I turned on the projector, wrote down the topic of today's lesson, and then

waited for the bell to ring! *Ring ring ring…* Looking at the students dressed neatly, I felt genuinely

happy for their parents and proud to have such children. They are the flowers of our motherland, the

sun of tomorrow! Only when they grow and progress will our country become stronger and more prosperous!

Below the podium, the students sat in neat rows. Then the class monitor shouted, "Stand up!" Everyone stood up—

such simple courtesy was necessary!

Just as I was about to tell them to sit down, I sensed something was off with the atmosphere among the students! Their eyes were

strange! They were all staring intently at the projector screen. I didn't have time to pay attention to their

rudeness; I also looked curiously at the projector screen! Seeing the screen swaying slightly from side to side,

I wondered if it was the wind!

A student whispered, "Teacher, look what's wrong! The image on the projector is shaking

!" Other students were also whispering.

I was already a little annoyed, so I told the students to be quiet! Before I could finish speaking,

I felt my body sway slightly, and I felt a little unsteady. I looked up and saw

the students below reacting the same way!

Oh my god!!! No, that terrifying night from my past life, that unforgettable scene, those shaking waves, that

earth-shaking tremor!! Reflexively, I shouted, "Students, pay attention! Don't panic! It's an earthquake! Everyone run outside

one one! Quickly, don't panic! One after another, the first row first!" After giving these

orders, the building shook even more violently! The students, already dazed

, didn't one! I organized them from behind. It wasn't that I wasn't afraid of death! I was afraid too, but

suddenly I thought of that cycle of reincarnation, that dream!! I thought of destiny! Would I be

reincarnated ????

I was the last to leave the classroom. By then, the roof was already crumbling, and the building was shaking so badly it seemed it could collapse

at any moment ! I looked out the window at the old building. With a few violent shakes,

it was like a small boat in a storm, a huge wave crashing it into the sea. Just moments ago, the building was there;

children were learning in classrooms. In less than a second, the entire building was razed to the ground. I watched it collapse! So

fast, so fast my heart only skipped a beat. Thousands of people! Hundreds of vibrant lives!

The flowers of our nation! Gone just like that! I'm filled with deep self-reproach. Why? Why

ca escape this cycle of reincarnation? Is it really because I've harmed everyone here?! Does discovering the secret of reincarnation

mean I have to suffer like this?! Is it wrong for people to walk their own path, to try to escape reincarnation? I truly don't

know ! Now, all that's left in my heart is guilt and resentment!

I'm lost, almost losing myself! Just as I was about to give up, I thought of the children around me,

my students! I didn't fall. I kept running, racing against death. Even if I could only save one child,

one student, it would be good for me to leave this world! Luckily, the children and I reached the first floor. Beside me

was a girl with a sprained ankle, the one named Ya Jie. I held her, using all my

strength to try and escape this building that could collapse at any moment. Just as we reached the door, the girl

said , "Teacher, I like you. If we can escape, you mustn't refuse me.

" Then she gently kissed me on the lips!

Perhaps it was fate playing tricks, perhaps it was destiny, perhaps it was reincarnation, something we couldn't unravel! Just as

dawn was breaking, the building collapsed in an instant. In my last moment, I used all my strength to throw Ya Jie out the door,

throwing her into tomorrow, throwing her out of this hell!

When I saw Ya Jie being thrown out, I smiled with relief! I closed my eyes, because I

knew the cycle had begun again! I truly didn't want to experience this cycle again! It hurts so much, and my heart

is so tired !! I truly regret why God preserved my memories! And I was so fond of playing

tricks!! I actually chose that dark vortex!!

When I felt that stormy, dizzying spin again, I lost consciousness, and darkness descended upon me

once more ! It felt like countless vortexes were swirling and dancing around me.

I was stunned by the scene before me, as if in a dream, and then I remembered something!

Gazing at the numerous swirling black vortexes in the boundless darkness, emitting a dim glow,

the once pitch-black world now seemed to shimmer with light!

This boundless space, like the stars in the universe, each vortex varying in size and radiating a different

luster. It seemed to be telling us something, yet its boundaries were intangible!

Regaining my memories, I knew this strange space wasn't my first time here! I turned to look at

a vortex behind me; its dazzling black luster had almost completely vanished! Despite my worries, I could still see

vibrant life within it. Seeing this scene, my long-held anxiety subsided, for I knew a new cycle

was about to begin!

Finally, at the end of this piece, I hope Yushu can rebuild its homes soon! Be strong and get through today! Face tomorrow better

! Yushu, I know you can do it!

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