[Real Experience]

I'm one of those people who matured sexually very late. I didn't lose my virginity until after I turned 30,

which . Why was I so conservative back then? Why didn't I just enjoy the pleasures of sex? So

far, I've been with six women in total. The last one was my first girlfriend in the true sense, and she

's my wife. I won't go into details about us here, but I can only say I love her; otherwise, I wouldn't have had

six women.

It's not that I wasn't interested in sex, but I was very naive and foolish back then. I pursued girls with marriage in

mind, and I foolishly thought I should respect them. I even pursued a girl for three years without ever holding her hand.

Later, a friend told me that if I raped her, she would definitely be with me, and now I think that makes a lot of sense.

Later, I foolishly pursued another girl for three years. This girl was someone I'd known since childhood. If

we hadn't lost contact for a while, I probably would have pursued her much earlier. I was so stupid that when she came to visit me from Guangzhou to

Shenzhen , I actually slept in a separate room from her, without even thinking about trying to sleep with her. Later, a friend,

after hearing that we were sleeping in separate rooms, told me that since she knew I lived alone and still came over, she must have been prepared

. That's when I finally understood. Unfortunately, things didn't work out, and I also had shortcomings in that area.

The person I'd always thought would be my bride ultimately didn't become my woman. This is my biggest regret

. I really wanted her to be my woman at least once; perhaps only she could make me feel guilty towards my wife.

I met my first woman through QQ. I was working alone in Hong Kong and was bored.

I had just learned how to use QQ, and somehow she added me. Later, we called each other "husband" and "wife" online, and then we

started chatting on the phone. She was a doctor, had had boyfriends, and had sexual experience. Later, she probably liked me a little and

found an opportunity to come to Shenzhen to see me. I told her I hadn't been with a woman before, and if she felt good about it, I

would take her. When she came to Shenzhen, I took her out. When I took her back to her hotel that night, she said

she was scared to stay alone and asked me to keep her company. Actually, at that time, I wasn't really thinking about having her. Mainly, after meeting her, I felt she

wasn't the kind of woman I could spend my life with (now that I think about it, it might be). So I stayed

with her. After we both showered, I was still debating whether to sleep in the other bed (the hotel room had two beds).

That's when she asked me, "Don't you take your clothes off when you sleep?" At that point,

even I, usually oblivious, knew what was going on. So I got into bed and hugged her. She kissed me very actively and even put her tongue in my mouth. At first,

I had no experience and couldn't penetrate her. She asked me to take off the condom, but I still couldn't get in. Later, she just grabbed my penis and shoved it

in. To be honest, I didn't last long the first time we had sex. I ejaculated after a few thrusts, and she said, a little disappointed,

"So fast?" The next afternoon, we had sex again. This time, penetration lasted longer, and

I only ejaculated when she asked me to put it inside her. Both times, I was on top of her. I originally wanted to do it from behind,

but she said maybe next time. After those two times, she went back home. Later, she went to work in Beijing. Although we occasionally

kept in touch, I never saw her again. She's the only woman I've never been with from behind, and

sometimes I still have a fleeting urge to do it. But it's just a thought; I think I

still have a chance if I wanted to. However, I still feel a bit guilty towards her. She really liked me, but back then

I felt she wasn't the one I could spend my life with, so we gradually lost touch. Because of this guilt, I later

refused another online friend's offer to visit me, afraid that I would sleep with her again but not give her what she wanted.

This friend I refused was very beautiful, a graduate student at the time. Looking back, I think it's a bit of a shame she didn't come

; we still had a chance. Later, after she found out I had a girlfriend, she chatted with me on QQ for one night

and then never went on that QQ again.

All the other women, except for those who later became my wives, were people I met online. After having my first

woman, I became less conservative about sex, but I still adhered to a few principles: first, it had to be consensual and

mutually comforting; second, it had to be free of monetary transactions—not because I couldn't afford it, but because getting a woman to willingly

sleep with you actually costs more in the process than a monetary transaction, but I really disliked that feeling of monetary

exchange ; third, I tried to avoid married women and only sought out single women who were interested. I found

that sometimes the more you want to have sex with a woman, the less likely you are to find one, while not having any ulterior motives can actually be a good thing. I met my

second woman in a chat room. After chatting for a while, I asked her out for drinks, thinking I was bored and it would

be nice to have someone to keep me company. Later, while dancing at a bar, I hugged her, and she didn't object. So,

after leaving the bar, I asked her if she wanted to come to my place, and she didn't object, so I took her home. This woman

was around twenty-five years old at the time, from Hunan, divorced, decent-looking, probably under 1.6 meters tall,

with a good figure, and her breasts were neither too big nor too small. At first, we touched each other, then I entered her from above and penetrated

her for about a minute. Then I had her lie face down with her buttocks raised, and I fucked her from behind. It was my first time fucking a woman

from behind , but maybe the coordination wasn't very good, and I ejaculated after two or three minutes

. I guess I still don't have much experience. Although I made her scream, she didn't seem very excited. The

next day, she left alone; it was just a one-night stand.

The third woman I met online was also someone I met online. We chatted for a long time in a chat room and got along very well.

Gradually, we started talking about sex. I said that if I met someone I liked online, I would want to have sex with her.

She said she understood, but she wasn't that kind of person and couldn't accept that kind of sex. At the time, I

believed her and didn't think about having any relationship with her; I just thought of her as a

friend to chat and drink with when I was bored. The next day, we went out to dinner together, and after dinner, we went out for drinks. It

was already , so I took her home. I was just fulfilling my duty by taking her home; I didn't have

any other intentions. I didn't expect that when we got to her apartment building, she would ask if I wanted to come up for a bit

. It was obvious she wanted me to sleep with her. Of course, I agreed. At her place, we sat together watching TV. Naturally, she leaned closer,

and I hugged her. That night I drank a bit too much, so I don't remember the exact details, but I vaguely remember she was

quite open. I penetrated her for a long time without ejaculating, and she kindly told me that since I had drunk too much, we shouldn't do it anymore.

"Okay, let me fuck her properly next time." While I was fucking her, I made her stick her ass up, and I grabbed

her ass from behind and fucked her hard, making her scream loudly. Eventually, I ejaculated. I don't

remember her exact figure, but she was probably over 1.63 meters tall. I don't remember the size of her breasts very well either, but overall she was pretty

good-looking, at least pleasing to the eye. She probably liked me, but I had some trouble at work the next day, so

I didn't contact her again.

The fourth woman was the most enjoyable woman I've ever been with, and we also met online. We met in

a chat room; she was from Guangzhou, and later we chatted on QQ. Actually, we didn't

chat much on QQ, and we probably didn't talk much about sex. Later, she came to Shenzhen to look for work and contacted me.

After meeting, we went to a bar for drinks and chat. She was petite and pretty, not the

stunning type, more like cute, but unfortunately a bit short, only about 1.55 meters tall.

It was quite late after we finished drinking that day, and later we ended up ruining my house together. When we got back, I suggested we

sleep together, but she said no, maybe next time. So I said, "Let me hug you," and she agreed. I

noticed she hugged me very tightly, and I thought I'd definitely have a chance to sleep with her someday. In the end, we

slept in separate rooms. Later, we met again, and this time she stayed at my place. We watched adult films together, and

as we watched, we started touching each other. Her breasts were quite large, and she was wearing a size 36 bra. But I

think she probably hadn't been working long, because her bra was very cheap, the kind you buy in a supermarket, which only had

sizes, not A, B, C cups. At that time, I didn't know that women's bra sizes were differentiated in this way

. I still remember our sex quite clearly. I touched her breasts

without much teasing, but she was already very excited. She told me she hadn't been with a man for six months. Later, I

also touched her genitals, and she was already wet. She also grabbed my penis and stimulated it up and down

. She quickly became aroused, gently putting a condom on me and smearing her saliva on my penis, saying

it was big. Actually, I didn't think it was that big; it was only about 16cm long when erect. Maybe her ex-

boyfriends were smaller. So I mounted her and entered her from above. I grabbed her buttocks and thrust into

her hard. She quickly became excited and started moaning loudly. Her moans made me want to fuck

her even harder. After about fifteen minutes, I had her on top, and I thrust into her from below, grabbing

her breasts as I went. After about a minute, she got tired, so I had her lie face down with her buttocks raised, and I fucked her from behind

. I still savor that experience. Grabbing her big, white buttocks, looking at them was incredibly

arousing . I started pounding into her hard, and she started moaning loudly, getting louder and louder until I was afraid

the whole neighborhood could hear. As I thrust into her, I grabbed her breasts. They were quite large, just the right

size The more I thrust, the more aroused she became. She started moaning, "Mommy, I can't take it anymore! Mommy, save me!" It was really

funny; she was thinking about her mother while doing this. Did she want her mother to help her have sex? But it sounded even more exciting, so

I thrust into her harder, and she moaned even louder. Finally, she said she couldn't take it anymore, and I ejaculated behind her

. After I finished, when she went to shower, she couldn't help but scream, which startled me

. She said it was so exciting, I made her unable to take it anymore, and that no one had ever done it to her like that before. I only

fucked her for about half an hour, but I could feel that she was really satisfied and enjoying it. The next day, I fucked her again

, the process was similar, but at the end, I pinned her down from behind. She told me she couldn't take it anymore after I fucked her for so

long . To be honest, fucking her was really comfortable, exciting, and gave me a great sense of accomplishment. Unfortunately

, I only slept with her twice. Later, she seemed to like me, but at that time I felt she wasn't the kind of woman I could spend

my life , so I gradually lost contact with her and stopped sleeping with her. However, I still miss

the feeling of sleeping with her, and sometimes I really want to find a stranger to sleep with again.

The fifth woman was also someone I met online. I was bored at the time, so I looked for a pretty girl online

to drink . She started chatting with me, and after we got to know each other a bit, she told me it was just for drinking and I shouldn't

have any other intentions. I didn't have any special purpose either, so I agreed. When we met, she seemed okay. She was about 1.65 meters

tall and looked alright. We had a great time drinking. She was from Northeast China, very straightforward.

We drank two bottles of red wine together, and she insisted on paying the bill. She was a little drunk, and I asked her if she could drink more, and

she said she could. After we finished drinking, she naturally asked me whether I wanted to go to her place or mine. In the end, she chose to go to my

place. When she got to my house, she wanted me to shower with her. To be honest, I had never showered with someone else before. She laughed at

me for being silly and even let my hand touch her breasts. But before I could take off my clothes, she suddenly felt nauseous from

the alcohol and kicked me out of the bathroom. So my first shower with someone else ended prematurely. Later

, when I was having sex with her, she asked me not to use a condom. She said she didn't like the feeling of using a condom and that

she trusted . But I still used one. In these consensual situations, it's important to protect each other; I didn't want to cause a pregnancy.

Soon after, she wanted me to penetrate her. At first, I did it from above, and then she took the initiative to be on top. She moved

around a lot, almost breaking my penis with her up and down movements. She was moaning loudly.

Later I had her lie face down with her buttocks raised, and I did it from behind. After about half an hour, I felt like I was going

to ejaculate, so I asked her if she was satisfied. She replied that it was okay, so I grabbed her big buttocks and thrust hard

a few more times, and then I ejaculated. Later, she told me I did quite well. This woman showed me

the straightforwardness of Northeastern women; if things went well, they were very direct and proactive. But to be honest, I didn't feel much

satisfaction . At the time, I was afraid I wouldn't satisfy her and she would look down on me.

After that, I met my current wife, and so I haven't had any other women. Although

I still had opportunities with other women before and after marriage, out of love for my wife, I ran away. I

won't ; I can only say that I feel happy when I have sex with a woman I love, and it's

even more exciting with a woman I mutually need.

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