[Little John's Erotic Diary] (Excerpt)

John's Erotic Diary

This is a record of my love story over the past few years. In these youthful years, to

have such a lovely, innocent, pure, and gentle girl by my side, honestly, I should be content. Although

time flies and things change, that initial feeling remains deeply sealed in my heart.

In this season of longing, I've selected a small section from my diary of our intimate moments

to commemorate the girl I love most, and this initial romantic feeling of my life.

05-23

Xuan came. Xuan wrote: "Thinking of what you said, 'A hundred years of cultivation brings us to share a pillow,' I feel very moved. I want to be with you forever

and ever , okay? We started cultivating our fate a long time ago, probably in the Jurassic period!

So we need to wear out many pillows before we can be together."

Her intelligence and cuteness are evident!

06-01

I arranged with Xuan to come to my place tomorrow. Can she stay overnight? The code word was "bring a rice dumpling." So I had my sister

call and tell her, "Remember to bring zongzi tomorrow!" 　　Xuan arrived around 10 AM on June

2nd . She sat down at my desk and we chatted. I showed her the letter. 　　In the afternoon, Xuan, my sister, and I watched the video "The Devil Emperor" 　　for a short break. Xuan read a book at the desk. 　　Later, I woke up, went out, and bought coconut jelly and shaved ice. 　　Back home, I showered and made love with Xuan. I leaned over her, kissing her and teasing her with my hands. I closed the door. Having just showered, I felt refreshed, and Xuan felt clean and comfortable too. She took off her panties, and I enjoyed this intimate contact. She said she'd be more comfortable with the blanket underneath. We kissed her lips, the wetness between us palpable. I asked if her tongue went in. She said she'd try. So I inserted my tongue, and she said she could feel it, but it felt too short, as if she wasn't satisfied. I said I could have something longer, like my hand or… but I'd need a condom. She seemed to feel that her hands weren't enough, saying she could only go in a little bit, but she also asked, " But you really only go in a little bit?" 　　I said I think it should be okay. She was afraid I wouldn't be able to resist, so... we'll talk about that later. 　　I gently pinched her there with my index and middle fingers, gently squeezing and kneading, moving rhythmically, and she said it felt very comfortable... Once , I even touched her pubic hair, which I found funny. I kissed her and said, "I just kissed you there!" She laughed. 　　Later, she had me lie down so she could "kiss" me. She lay her head on my stomach, held me, and licked me with her tongue. I only felt warmth and moisture. As she swirled and circled, taking me in and out, it felt even more intoxicatingly comfortable. Her hair also rose and fell with it, as if scratching me, an added touch of teasing! I gently stroked her head and the back of her neck, closing my eyes to enjoy her tenderness... She was getting better and better at it, and her feelings were becoming richer. Just like our kisses, it was no longer just about sucking with all our might, but also about gentle licking, kissing the lips, licking the tongue, adding a lot of fun in addition to the greater enjoyment . 　　There was a moment when she said she felt pain and stopped. When asked what kind of pain it was, she said it felt like burning, a searing sensation. When asked why, she said it was probably because the original fluid had been licked away, leaving her dry and painful. So she took a short break. 　　Lately, the last few times have felt quite good. Although we can't actually do it yet, this method is still very nice . 　　In the evening, I was intimate with Xuan for a while and we fell asleep in each other's arms. 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　June 3rd: 　　I jokingly asked, "You want it now?" 　　She said, "Actually, sometimes I think about it..." Around 10 pm, I left for her house. At noon, I cooked noodles with soybean paste, rested briefly, and then returned home. 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　June 4th: 　　I should enrich myself more, gain more new experiences and knowledge to share with Xuan. 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　June 7th 　　: Received a letter on the 5th. The letter included: "Do you really want to do that in the future? It's a bit scary! But it should also be quite 'exciting' !! Can you really only go in a little bit? That's such a killjoy!!" (But once we "go deeper," I get worried and scared. It's such a dilemma!! Sigh... After all, both our families are conservative and conventional. If... Oh! I wonder what will happen. But sometimes I really do want to." 　　Actually, I think the same way she does. She sometimes thinks about it, and so do I. It's just a matter of how do it properly, because it needs to be absolutely safe. Otherwise, if something goes wrong, it will be really troublesome. I think we should at least wait until she finishes her exams, or better yet, after her birthday. Firstly, it will reduce her psychological burden, and secondly, she will be over eighteen, so there's no legal basis for kidnapping. That way, we can choose a safe time, take precautions, and proceed naturally and comfortably. Because I don't want her to have any inner conflict, so she can relax; because I want it to be a sweet experience for both of us.) 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　June 8th, 　　today was our first time. 　　I know it's a bit absurd, because what I said yesterday is still fresh in my mind, and I never expected things to turn out like this today... The plot took a sudden turn. 　　But we weren't the kind of people who "revolted on the spot," and we both took precautions. (And I didn't "pfft.") 　　But it didn't go perfectly, after all, it was our first time, and we didn't know what the best outcome would be. This time, we didn't do enough preparation beforehand, and she was a bit nervous, so she couldn't relax, and it hurt when we "pierced" her. We tried several times before and after... Several times, the situation improved slightly. During the final stage, it went deeper, and she gently guided my movements with her hands on my waist… This time, although it still hurt, it was a little better. We rested . 　　I looked it up in a book and figured the main reason was probably insufficient foreplay; she wasn't fully relaxed, causing the pain. I think this will improve in the future, becoming more natural and better each time. 　　I think the pressure might stem from the fear of what might happen? But she said if that were to happen, she wouldn't let me know. I asked why, and she said she didn't want to add to my burden. I don't know what to do.

I said it. But I know that I wouldn't let a girl who loves me so deeply down.

She wrote in her journal, "I gave you my first time..." Saturday afternoon, June

10th

, our second time. This time it was better; I teased her gently... Later,

she wanted me to enter, and she used the blanket to elevate her hips, making it much easier to enter this time. When I first entered,

I heard her "mmm..." and asked if it hurt. She said no. I was happy to hear that, so I started to

thrust slowly, holding her tightly and gradually increasing the speed. I could hear her soft moans and our breathing as

we kissed and pressed together... Later, she said she wanted to change positions, so she pulled out. It was very wet, and it felt amazing. She

said she wanted to try entering from behind, but she didn't succeed, so she returned to normal. However, this time she forgot to put the blanket

back in , and after thrusting for a while, she started to feel pain and had to rest. I still didn't

reach the peak today. But it's okay; I think it's good that I've made this much progress. Later, she slept for a while, and when she woke up, she

whispered in my ear, "I'm sorry, I can't let you plop down today..." I said, "It's okay, I can't

let my wife suffer..." She hugged me.

Today, she was a bit impatient. I originally planned to go in at 3 o'clock (starting from 2 o'clock), but she said she wanted to.

I thought she was already quite relaxed, but it turns out she was afraid of not having enough time, so...

When I turned on the light, I also looked at her little hole, and it was indeed quite small. Thinking about it, if I didn't let her fully relax and

get excited, it would have been really hard on her, so I need to take better care of her in the future.

On June 11th,

I asked her if the sound yesterday was painful or pleasurable. She said, "Both." I said, "Oh?" She

laughed and said , "It was at your request!..."

In the evening, around 7 o'clock, we went to the new park to kiss, in a corner of the stone forest, with the sidewalk outside the fence. After kissing

for a while, we walked back to Hengyang Road, and she said, "Let's kiss while we walk!" Just like I thought! So we kissed while we walked, and I

touched her there and asked if it was wet. She said, "It's so itchy!" I asked how it was itchy? She laughed and said, "It

itches just like yours..."

June 12th.

I just woke up and, unable to resist my curiosity, opened the little star-shaped note Xuan had given me yesterday. Yesterday I asked her what she

wrote , and she laughed and said nothing. Today I saw her heartfelt words hidden inside: "Husband, I...

I...I...I can't live without you. So, please don't leave me, okay? I'll definitely make it up to you in the future!"

I was so touched; I will never leave her!

June 13th.

I was in a bad mood this morning. Although I wrote in yesterday's letter, "I'm not afraid, whether it's from this

province or another ," I still couldn't help feeling worried. I wrote, "In this life, I'm determined to have you! No matter what, I

will marry you!"

I thought, what kind of era is this? Why do people still have such thoughts?

Most people in the world are narrow-minded, confined to a blind ideology and stubborn thought patterns. This is lamentable

, and it's a tragedy of our times.

Xuan said, "If she's still so old-fashioned, I'll break off all ties with them!" This

touched me deeply, and I realized how strong her love for me truly was!

Once she's over twenty, fully an adult, and legally independent, then everything will be

fine . Because with unwavering love, no one can sway us!

Xuan called this afternoon, saying she'd sent a letter, so I went down to check. She said she might come

over ! She wanted to get together and chat, "but not 'sharp' (meaning not to be sarcastic/nitpicky)." Her writing was a bit...because it

made me think of "sharpness," yet I said no, really. But it's okay, as long as I can see her,

be together , "sharpness" or not doesn't matter. But if she wants to, then...if she doesn't,

I won't force her. Xuan arrived around

9:30 on

June 14th. I read some things this morning; she was looking up history, and I was looking up the words and meaning of Lincon's "ge

ettysburgadress." At 11 o'clock, we made out. She said

, "You can unbutton it!" I suddenly realized and unbuttoned a row of buttons, leaving only two. We embraced and kissed, and she encouraged

me to gently bump and rub against her. Although it was all through our clothes, it felt like we were really doing it. She seemed very satisfied

, and we held each other tightly... until 11:50.

In the afternoon, after dinner, she was in the front room, wanting to watch TV, "Green Green Grass by the River." I rested in the room for a bit. I

don't like watching TV either, and I hoped she would watch less, because it takes up a lot of time. Oh well, let her be. At

2:30 , she came in, initially seeming to want to read, which teased me! Later, she sat on the edge of the bed, lying across me, and then

, still holding a book, she let me tease her. I unbuttoned all the buttons and gently stroked her… She then asked me to close the door,

saying she could take off her clothes and read. So her upper body was bare, and I gently licked and kissed her nipples, stroked and sucked them, from her upper body to her legs and

feet. She asked, “Do you want it today?” I said, “We’ll see, we can do it when the time is right.” Later,

she pulled down her zipper and said, “You come…” and then took off her outer pants. I pressed my penis against her, in waves…

I took off my shirt, then turned off the light, leaving the bedside lamp on…

After a while, she wanted it, and I prepared. I started to spin. When I came back, it had shrunk, so she kissed me and started again. Seeing that I

wasn’t ready yet, still intoxicated, she said, “Wait a minute, before you even penetrate, let out a plop!” So I prepared, and laid the blanket down.

I gently thrust in, thankfully, there was a little discomfort. I told her to relax, not to be nervous, and not to move. So I moved

gently , and she was fine. I asked her how it felt, and she said it was comfortable. I asked if it hurt? She said it didn’t hurt. So we got on track

, the thrusting speed gradually increased, and seeing her eyes closed, breathing softly, I asked her how it was. "So comfortable..." I

was happy to hear that. After a while, she said she wanted to try different positions, but the bed was too small, so it was still impossible. So we tried

a position with her on top. I lay down and let her insert herself, and then she started moving, up and down, our fingers interlaced

. Sometimes I held her breasts with both hands, or gently stroked the front of our genitals, and she supported herself on my knees, leaning

back, so she could adjust her position freely... After a while, it was my turn to be on top.

I entered, thrusting fast and slow, and she arched her back to meet me, the feeling of two people truly united. Later, the thrusting became more and more...

"Quickly, I held her close, and all I could hear was our panting..." Later, she slowed down a bit and said she needed to pee

. I asked if she had pressed on the bed. She said it didn't seem like it. I said maybe it wasn't pee, but she was still skeptical. I didn't stop, and then she really

seemed to be unable to hold it in. I said, "Then go ahead and pee!" She said no, she hadn't wet the bed in a long time. I said maybe

it wasn't ! She still didn't want to. Then she asked me

to stop for a moment, to get up, saying it was strange, but once she got up, she didn't feel that way anymore. I said, "See? It's not pee, maybe it's what they call an orgasm." Then we continued. But when

we paused for , she felt a little dry, but she felt better after relaxing a bit. I thrust harder, pulling out a little more before going back in, which seemed

to give her more stimulation. So I deliberately rubbed my tip against her nipple, this wide, sweeping motion

felt good to both of us. At the peak, she moaned softly, calling out, "Husband..." The more I heard, the more excited I became...

I continued , realizing that this really took a lot of effort, especially in my arms. Later, I sped up, and she asked

if about to ejaculate. I said yes, and continued thrusting. After a while, I held her as I was about to ejaculate, and she asked me to pull out. When I came

, it was a satisfying, satisfying ejaculation. I lay on top of her, kissing her, and rested for a bit. We got up and took out a condom. She said, "I felt like

I was about to 'pee' just a second ago."

I said, "Oh, why didn't you say so? Otherwise, I could have waited a little longer, and then we could have done it together!"

She was still skeptical. I said, "This time was pretty good, wasn't it?" She said, "This time it was pretty... (meaning

it was done right, quite complete)." So we kissed.

I said, "Let's take a shower," and we took a hot shower together to relax. We both felt quite comfortable.

Later in the room, she looked at some old letters, and I lay down while she played the harmonica. Later, I played

"now and beyond" on the guitar, and she said it sounded nice. A little while later, we changed clothes and went out together to Dazhi

. Today we went to eat tofu pudding and browsed Watsons. She pointed to a weight-loss product and said she'd tried it before; it cost over 1500

yuan, but it didn't work, and she felt it was a waste—she'd be better off using that money for swimming!

We each got a pizza to try today.

Around 11:30, Xuan called, and we chatted. I asked her if she felt itchy. She said no. We chatted briefly. Then

my mom came downstairs, and I hung up quickly. She called back a little while later.

This time, we actually did it.

At 12:00

on June 15th, Xuan called; I was at school.

Today, I was thinking about these past few times, up to yesterday, although we both finally felt good about it, there was still a

psychological burden. But, using condoms carefully throughout is always

much safer than not using them at all. But sometimes, thinking about it, I can't help but feel a little worried. Sometimes, the choice between love and desire is indeed

difficult. 　　Around 9:30

on June 19th, Xuan called. 　　I read in the morning. She said she wanted to drink cola and eat chocolate, so I went out to buy them. She also said she wanted to buy purple condoms . I looked at two 7-Eleven stores, but still couldn't find them. I told her that Xuan thought it was a pity, and I suggested the ultra-thin type, but she said she didn't want that kind, and I agreed, so I bought the same kind as last time . 　　Around 1:30 PM, I started penetration. It lasted until around 2:40 PM. This time she went first, but when it was my turn, I was able to continue, which was strange! In the end, I had to ask my wife to help me with her hand. 　　She was a little sore when I first entered, and I told her to relax. It got better when we started moving, and she started to feel comfortable. I kept thrusting until she said, "I think I'm almost there..." I said it was okay, let it out . 　　We had a large towel on today, so she wasn't worried. But afterwards, when I asked her if she had come, she wasn't sure, saying, "I think so?" Today, I felt like there was a slight odor down there, probably because it was wet in the morning . 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　June 20th, 　　went to Xuan's house. Read in Xuan's room. 　　We didn't bring condoms today, and we were both a little tempted. But... we had to give up. 　　She said, "I was going to remind you..." 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　June 22nd, 　　I went to Xuan's house. I studied in the morning and 　　had sex in the afternoon. I was quick today, deliberately shortening the time because I felt a little unsafe at her house, so I didn't want to drag it out. 　　In her room, the sunlight streamed through the blinds, making it bright and pleasant. There was a slight sting at first, but it went away quickly. She was quite wet, using a small pillow as a cushion, and I thrust on top of her... After a plop, we kissed, and Xuan comforted me. 　　We didn't even take off our shirts today! I guess you could call it a "quickie"! I asked Xuan how it was , and she said, "As long as you're comfortable!" I asked her again, and she said about 60 points! It was alright. But there was no other way. We both had a lot of psychological burden. On the other hand, she could do it freely with me. Xuan even said that she could pretend to be asleep even if someone came back, but not with her. That's true. I'll make it up to her properly next time! (She asked me if it felt good when I was about to puff out. I said yes! I asked her too. She said it felt like a glass of water was about to overflow, but last time it didn't seem to overflow because it seemed to slow down. I said you should tell me! She said what to say? You can ask me to continue! She said "Don't stop..." laughing, I said yes! Yes! That's it! She laughed: "You actually made me say something like that..." I said that's something you only say in the room. 　　I lay down and rested for a while. 　　At 3:30, we went out to the supermarket and came back. On the afternoon of June 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　23, 　　Xuan called and said, "I want to prick..." I said, "You want to...?" She said, "I can't prick anymore ." I asked why, is it because of her period? She said yes. 　　Actually, it's okay, because I can relax, it's fine not to prick. I reminded her to take good care of herself . 　　I asked her if she really wanted to, she laughed and didn't say anything, then said yes later. I said some books mention that you want to prick more during your period, she was a little surprised, laughed and said, "Really...", as if she was embarrassed.)

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