Xiaojing and Xia Tian

I don't know when it started, but dark and sordid thoughts began to creep into my mind, and I developed a great interest in emotional and sexual matters that most people couldn't accept.

Perhaps it was the influence of my childhood environment, or something else, but from the moment I understood sex, I had impulses and thoughts towards the women around me. I've done things like peeping and taking advantage of opportunities to grope them. But my first real experience was with a woman I never expected—or rather, a girl.

That year, I had just finished school. My family ran a small flour processing plant, and my cousin Xiaojing, my uncle's daughter, came to the city to attend middle school and lived with us nearby.

When Xiaojing was little, she had dark skin and a personality similar to a boy. She often followed us around playing with the boys, sometimes getting into arguments, and she wouldn't hesitate to fight them, which often earned her a scolding from my uncle.

I wondered if a girl like that would ever find a husband. Maybe the saying "a girl changes drastically at eighteen" really applies. I don't remember when I noticed, but Xiaojing had become gentler. More importantly, her skin looked like it had been rubbed clean, all white. They say fair skin covers a hundred flaws, and besides, Xiaojing was truly beautiful with long hair, more beautiful than any girl I'd ever seen.

After Xiaojing became more like a girl, she stopped playing with us and rarely came to my house. The tomboy I used to be so clingy had now become the little girl I occasionally thought about.

This time, Xiaojing staying with us suddenly opened up long-dormant memories and feelings. I felt something was about to happen, and from then on, I often took the opportunity to try and get closer to her.

One day, no one was home, and we were watching TV. It was summer, and Xiaojing was dressed very lightly. Back then, there weren't pajamas; she just wore shorts and a tank top. In the early 90s, very few girls wore bras, and Xiaojing was no exception—she wasn't wearing anything underneath.

Through the gap in the side of her vest, I caught a glimpse of Xiaojing's breasts. They weren't large, but having never seen a woman's breasts up close before, I felt a surge of desire. After one glance, I wanted to look again. I

slowly began to move closer to Xiaojing. After living together, Xiaojing and I had rekindled our childhood friendship, sharing everything without reservation. She wasn't wary of me, and when I was close enough, I pretended not to notice and touched her leg.

First her calf, and for some reason, she didn't move away or get angry. Slowly, I started touching her thigh. Suddenly, Xiaojing grabbed my hand but didn't pull away, which startled me.

But Xiaojing's unusual behavior seemed like a hint, which emboldened me. I pulled my hand away and pulled Xiaojing into my arms. Xiaojing didn't struggle, just said, "Brother, I'm scared."

My mind was racing, and in my excitement, I started kissing her, stroking her back and bottom. Slowly, Xiaojing probably also felt excited and aroused, and she hugged me back.

A few minutes or maybe ten minutes later, anyway, not long, I reached my hand inside Xiaojing's vest to touch her breasts. Xiaojing's face was flushed, and she started breathing heavily as I stroked and gently kneaded her breasts.

I kissed Xiaojing while caressing her. After a while, I pulled up Xiaojing's vest, revealing two small breasts. The nipples were about the size of peanuts, and I couldn't describe their color, but they weren't pink. Excited, I immediately took one of her nipples into my mouth, sucking and licking it, while kneading the other one in my hand.

Perhaps out of fear or something, Xiaojing resisted a little, but her breathing became even more rapid. We continued kissing and caressing like this for about half an hour when we heard the front door open. Xiaojing was startled and quickly ran into the inner room.

From that time on, Xiaojing and I grew closer and closer, and our feelings deepened. Whenever we had the chance, we would be together, kissing and caressing. I really liked Xiaojing's mouth; it was small and red. Xiaojing had very little pubic hair, but it was straight, unlike many people's that are curly.

When we were together, Xiaojing would hold and stroke my penis, getting excited and aroused. Sometimes, when I couldn't hold back any longer, she would help me ejaculate, or I would rub it between her buttocks and thighs until I ejaculated.

This went on for several months, until that winter.

Because my family's small factory was a bit far from home, I usually lived at the factory. One night, Xiaojing skipped class to come see me, just like before. I was the only one at the factory that night.

As usual, we hugged and kissed in bed. But that day, for some reason, I was particularly excited. I reached under her clothes and caressed Xiaojing's breasts, gently pinching and twisting her nipples. Perhaps it was fate, but Xiaojing was also very excited that day, panting and saying, "Brother, I feel uncomfortable, lick and suck." Then Xiaojing pulled up her clothes, revealing her two small breasts. I lay on my side on top of Xiaojing, taking turns sucking and licking her breasts, feeling more and more excited. My cousin even said something suggestive, something like,

"Brother, touch my pussy, it feels the best when you touch it."

I was even more excited when I heard that, so I took off my long underwear, my penis already hard and aching. I let Xiaojing hold and caress it, and I also inserted my fingers into Xiaojing's vagina and teased her. Xiaojing's breathing became heavier and heavier, and her face turned as red as an apple.

I said, "Xiaojing, let me put my ass in, I can't take it anymore."

Xiaojing hummed but didn't say anything, but her vagina was already very wet, much wetter than usual. It was my first time, so I didn't know how to insert it comfortably. I just spread Xiaojing's legs apart and lay on top of her, thinking about how I had seen it before. I pressed my penis against Xiaojing's vagina, pushed it in once, but it didn't go in.

I pushed it in again, but it still didn't go in. I hurriedly pulled back the blanket, lifted Xiaojing up, and guided my penis to her vagina. I rubbed it a few times, and when I felt the head of my penis go in a little, I thrust it in forcefully.

Perhaps because there was too much water, or maybe Xiaojing was just naturally strong, she frowned, hummed a few times, and then her body tensed up suddenly as she said, "Brother, don't move, it hurts." Hearing her cry in pain made my heart ache, so I lay on top of her and kissed her. Then I lifted myself up slightly to suckle and lick her nipples. After a while, maybe about a minute, I asked Xiaojing if she felt better. She didn't answer, just hummed.

I took a breath and started moving, very excited, but not very fast. I just kept thrusting, and soon I felt like I was going to ejaculate, so I involuntarily increased the speed.

It was my first time, and I guessed it hurt when I thrust too fast, so she told me to stop. But how could I stop then? My waist wouldn't obey me, and I thrust hard a few times and ejaculated inside her.

As for the feeling, the feeling of ejaculation for men should be the same. Unfortunately, the first time I had sex was really short. My cousin wasn't exactly in unbearable pain, but she probably only felt a little pleasure, far from orgasm.

After I ejaculated, I lay on top of Xiaojing and talked to her, kissed her, and asked her how it felt, whether it was comfortable. Xiaojing said it hurt, and it felt a little good, but not as good as when I touched her.

My first time with my cousin was a successful sexual experience for me, but for Xiaojing, it was just losing her virginity. She didn't feel very comfortable at all, let alone orgasm.

After my first time with my cousin, I knew what sex was like. Young men and women are very affectionate, and we often did it together. There were a few times that left the deepest impression on me.

That year, after the Spring Festival, Xiaojing had just started school. Because we hadn't been together for a winter break, I missed her a lot, not just her, but mainly I wanted to have sex with her.

One day, we agreed to go to a bathhouse together. Bathhouses back then were different from now; they had private rooms with a bed and two tubs inside.

As soon as we went inside, we hugged each other tightly, kissing and caressing. I took off Xiaojing's clothes, and after taking off her top, I kissed and sucked on her breasts. Perhaps because the heating hadn't warmed up yet, Xiaojing was shivering and panting, saying, "Brother, I feel uncomfortable, a little cold." I was afraid she would catch a cold, and besides, there were time limits for bathing back then, so I didn't want to waste any more time. I quickly undressed and held Xiaojing in the bathtub.

After the bath, I picked Xiaojing up and put her on the small bed, then lay on top of her, kissing and caressing her. Xiaojing had one arm around me and the other hand touching my penis. After lying there for a while, I stood up, spread Xiaojing's legs, and looked down at her vulva. This was the first time I had seen Xiaojing's vulva up close.

Xiaojing's eyes were closed, her face was very red, and her breathing was heavy. I parted Xiaojing's vulva and teased her clitoris and vulva with my fingers. She had just showered, so the outside was still dry, but the inside was very wet.

I inserted my fingers and probed inside Xiaojing's vagina. Her vagina was shallow; I could feel a lump inside, probably her cervix or cervix.

Whether Xiaojing felt good or uncomfortable from the probing, her buttocks writhed, and she said, "Brother, I'm uncomfortable, stop." Her voice was weak and trembling, making me want to tease her even more. Anyway, naturally, I put my mouth on Xiaojing's vagina and started kissing her. There wasn't much technique involved; I just sucked and licked the opening. It was

my first time licking a woman's vagina.

After about a minute, Xiaojing, perhaps from the intense stimulation, suddenly sat up, hugged me, and kissed me, saying, "Brother, I love you, brother, put it in." My penis was already hard and throbbing. I pulled Xiaojing to the side of the bed, spread her legs, and thrust in—not gently as usual, but forcefully.

It was still so tight, but wetter than usual. I thrust in all the way in at once, and I felt Xiaojing's body tense up. She bit her lip and let out a soft moan. This time, I was very excited and didn't thrust slowly like usual; I just kept thrusting hard.

The room wasn't soundproof, and I was afraid someone outside would hear, so I didn't dare make a sound. Xiaojing just kept moaning and panting. After a while, I asked Xiaojing if I was all the way in and if it felt good. Xiaojing replied that she was, that it felt very good, and that she loved me.

We fucked like that for about seven or eight minutes, and I felt like I was about to ejaculate. So I grabbed Xiaojing's waist and thrust hard into her until I ejaculated without moving. Every time I ejaculated, I heard Xiaojing moan. I guess she was tired from showering. After I ejaculated, I just kept my penis inside Xiaojing's vagina, lay on top of her, and rested for a long time before I came out.

Then, while talking to Xiaojing and touching her breasts, without washing up, we just lay there. After a while, my penis got hard again, and I said, "Sis, let's fuck one more time." My cousin didn't say anything, but obediently hummed in agreement. I had Xiaojing lie face down, and holding onto the bathtub, I penetrated her from behind. This time, I wasn't as forceful, and it lasted longer. I still didn't dare to scream while I was penetrating, but Xiaojing just panted and moaned, saying things like, "I love you, brother, be gentle, it's too deep." We fucked for about ten minutes. My sexual ability wasn't very good at the time, just average, and I ejaculated again not long after.

Then we didn't do it again. We washed up, hugged and kissed for a while, and then left.

Maybe it was because we didn't use contraception this time, and because I ejaculated inside Xiaojing twice, that she got pregnant.

After that bath with Xiaojing, being young, we were both particularly craving sex. Xiaojing often skipped evening self-study to come to the factory to see me, about once every three or four days.

Each time, we might have sex once, sometimes twice, occasionally three times, but that's about it.

It mostly consisted of kissing and caressing, sucking on Xiaojing's breasts, touching her vagina, and occasionally licking it. On very rare occasions, Xiaojing also took my penis in her mouth. It was similar to the usual sexual activity between a man and a woman. About

a month had passed since we had sex in the shower. One time, when we were together, she said,

"Brother, my period hasn't come this time."

I knew what she meant and replied, "It shouldn't be. Let's wait a few more days and see. If it still doesn't come, we'll go to the hospital for a checkup." Xiaojing said, "Okay, or you can come with me. I'm too scared to go alone." I said okay.

About a week later, when we were together again, Xiaojing said, "Brother, my period hasn't come yet, what should I do?" I said, "Ask your teacher for leave tomorrow, and I'll go to the hospital with you this afternoon." Xiaojing panicked a little and said, "Brother, what if I'm really pregnant?" I joked, "If you are, that's easy, we can get married." Xiaojing angrily punched my chest and said, "How can that be? We're relatives, Auntie definitely won't agree." I comforted her, saying, "It's okay, my mom loves me the most, she won't stop me." So the next afternoon, Xiaojing and I went to the hospital together. Under the strange looks from the doctor and the people around us, we had the examination, and it turned out she was indeed pregnant.

After knowing the result, I couldn't describe the feeling in my heart. It was probably worry, fear, and anxiety. Anyway, I didn't feel happy, excited, or blissful. Of course, at that time, Xiaojing and I were only teenagers, and we never thought that marriage and having children would happen to us.

I didn't know what Xiaojing was thinking, but I guessed it was the same as mine. After leaving the hospital, Xiaojing nervously said, "Brother, what do we do now? I'm really pregnant!" I forced a smile and said, "So what if you're pregnant? Perfect, I've been wanting to be a father." Xiaojing said, "Don't talk nonsense. What should we do? Should we get an abortion?" I said, "No, I'll tell my family about it another day, and we'll get married." Xiaojing said, "No, Auntie won't agree." I said, "It's okay, she'll definitely agree."

I comforted her a few more times, and then Xiaojing went home first, and I went home too.

Of course, I didn't dare tell my family when I got home. Maybe I never intended to tell them. Although I love Xiaojing very much, I was still afraid of my family finding out. Days passed, and Xiaojing often asked me what to do, what to tell my family, what my mother said, whether she agreed to our relationship.

I always made excuses and tried to cover it up. Slowly, another month passed, and Xiaojing's belly started to show a little.

The weather was already getting warmer, and many people were wearing only light clothing. Xiaojing, however, didn't dare and still wore thicker clothes. Although I always managed to cover it up by telling my family I hadn't, after a while, Xiaojing started to disbelieve me. She came to the factory for several days in a row to ask and urge me.

I had no choice but to tell the truth, saying I hadn't dared to tell my family. Xiaojing said, "What should we do then? Maybe we should get an abortion." I thought about it and didn't have any other options, so I said, "Okay, let's go to the hospital in a few days." To be honest, I didn't know what I was thinking at the time. Maybe I was afraid someone I knew would see us, maybe I didn't know any doctors and didn't dare take Xiaojing for an abortion, or maybe I was hoping there was another way.

We kept putting it off until we went to the hospital. Time passed quickly, and two or three months later, it was summer. Xiaojing's belly was noticeably large. Perhaps it was her constitution or something else, but although she didn't have a huge belly like some people, thin clothes couldn't hide it at all.

Although Xiaojing and I were still very affectionate every time we met, after we finished having sex, she would always ask me to take her to get an abortion. She said her mother, classmates, and teachers had noticed that Xiaojing's figure was not right, and Xiaojing had cried a lot several times. I felt that I couldn't delay any longer, so I found an opportunity to tell my sister about it and asked her for help.

My sister has a good relationship with a doctor at our local maternal and child health hospital.

After I told my sister, she scolded me severely and told me not to tell anyone. She said she would arrange it, and once it was arranged, she would take Xiaojing to have the surgery. But she made a condition: I had to break off all contact with Xiaojing from then on.

At that moment, my sister was my lifeline. I would agree to anything she asked, so I promised her that I would definitely break up with Xiaojing. Two days later, my sister said, "It's all arranged. Have Xiaojing come to see me tomorrow, and I'll take her." I said okay.

That evening, Xiaojing came to the factory. I hugged Xiaojing and said, "I've talked to my sister. She found a doctor and everything's arranged. Go see her tomorrow, and she'll go to the hospital with you." Xiaojing nodded and said, "Brother, I'm scared. Come with me." I said, "What's there to be afraid of? My sister is with you. The doctor knows me; it wouldn't look good if I went." Xiaojing nodded without saying anything, leaned closer to me, and hugged me. I looked down and saw that Xiaojing's face was covered in tears, and she looked very sad.

When I saw Xiaojing crying, I quickly wiped her tears and said, "Don't cry, be good. I'll tell my family about us after you graduate, and then we'll get married." Xiaojing sobbed, "Brother, the baby will be gone tomorrow."

Maybe it's a woman's innate maternal instinct. Although Xiaojing was still young, she felt that aborting the child was very sad and upsetting.

Seeing Xiaojing crying so sadly, I quickly comforted her, talking about other things to distract her. Maybe it was because she was young, or maybe my method of distracting her worked, but in any case, Xiaojing stopped crying.

I held Xiaojing and talked to her like that. After a while, I saw that it was getting late and it was almost time for her to leave, so I gently lifted Xiaojing's head, kissed her forehead, and then kissed her lips. Because we had had sex many times, and kissed even more, Xiaojing naturally hugged me back and responded to my kisses.

After kissing for a while, my hand habitually reached inside Xiaojing's clothes and caressed her breasts, teasing her nipples with my fingers.

For some reason, Xiaojing and I were both unusually excited that day.

After kissing and caressing for a short while, my penis became hard and swollen. Xiaojing's eyes narrowed, her face flushed—the kind of flush from sexual excitement, perhaps because pregnant women are more sensitive, or something else. Xiaojing was also very impulsive and excited, reaching into my pants and grasping my penis, stroking it.

I was also feeling the heat of desire, so I said, "Sis, let's fuck." Xiaojing hummed in agreement. I pulled up Xiaojing's vest and took it off, helping her lie down on the bed. Then I took off her shoes and pants, quickly stripping myself naked. I lifted and spread Xiaojing's legs, then stood by the bed, holding my penis, and inserted it inside.

There was no foreplay, I just went straight in, but Xiaojing's vagina was still very wet and slippery. Maybe I was too excited and used too much force. Xiaojing said, "Brother, be gentle, it's too deep." I hummed in agreement, pulled my penis out a little, and grabbed Xiaojing's breasts with both hands to knead them. Xiaojing's breasts were bigger than before after she got pregnant, her nipples were hard, and the color was slightly darker than before.

While kneading Xiaojing's breasts, my penis was thrusting in and out of Xiaojing's vagina at a moderate pace, and I asked, "Sis, does it feel good?" Xiaojing hummed and moaned, "It feels good, brother, don't thrust so deep." Xiaojing groaned and panted, my hands kneading Xiaojing's breasts, my penis thrusting inside her vagina, and the two of us said sweet words like "I love you."

After a while, Xiaojing said, "Brother, my nipples are swollen, you can suck on them." I bent down and started sucking and licking one of Xiaojing's nipples, while my other hand caressed her other breast. Then I switched to the other side, sucking, licking, and kneading it, while my penis continued to thrust into Xiaojing's vagina.

As I sucked and licked her nipples, Xiaojing's breathing became heavier and her moans more rapid. I kept asking Xiaojing if it felt good while I was sucking and licking.

Having been together for so long and fucked so many times, Xiaojing knows I like to say dirty things while I'm fucking, and I like it when she moans. So, panting, she moaned, "It feels so good, brother, you're fucking me so well, brother, don't go in so deep, it hurts a little." I said, "Do you like it when I fuck you?"

Xiaojing said, "Yes, it feels so good when you fuck me, brother."

I asked where it felt good, and Xiaojing said, "It feels good everywhere."

I quickly thrust a few times and said, "Where does it feel good? If you don't tell me, I won't fuck you anymore." Xiaojing moaned twice and said, "My pussy feels good, my nipples feel good, brother, it's too deep." I put Xiaojing's legs down and let them hang over the edge of the bed. After a while, I felt like I couldn't get any power and it wasn't comfortable, so I said, "Sis, why don't you ride on top and fuck me?" Xiaojing said, "Riding on top will go deeper."

I said, "If you sit on my lap, your legs will block the way and it won't go deep."

Xiaojing said okay. I got on the bed and sat down, and Xiaojing sat on my lap. I held Xiaojing's buttocks, and Xiaojing held my neck and rode on my penis.

Xiaojing's breasts rubbed against my chest, her stomach pressed tightly against me. I pressed Xiaojing's buttocks, making her move back and forth, my penis rubbing against her vagina.

I don't know if it was this stimulation, or if Xiaojing was feeling better after fucking for a while, but she hugged my neck and cried out, "Brother, this feels good, I love you, brother, fuck me, I feel good, fuck my vagina." I also got excited, holding Xiaojing's buttocks and helping her thrust, saying, "Sis, does it feel good when brother fucks you?" Xiaojing cried out, "Brother, I love you, fuck me to death, brother, touch my breasts, fuck me." I pulled my body back a little, separating my body from Xiaojing's, one hand holding Xiaojing's buttocks, the other hand touching and kneading Xiaojing's breasts. Xiaojing also pulled her body back a little, lowered her head and kissed me. After a while, I felt Xiaojing's buttocks moving faster, so I asked her if she was about to come.

Xiaojing moaned, "Brother, it feels so good, you're making me feel so good inside, I'm about to come, you're going to kill me, brother."

I put down my hands from touching Xiaojing's breasts, grabbed her buttocks with both hands, and started thrusting rapidly. After a few thrusts, I heard Xiaojing say, "I'm coming." Then I felt her buttocks suddenly thrust rapidly and hard a few times, and my penis felt her vagina throb and tighten a few times. She let out two loud screams, then stopped moving and whispered in my ear, "Brother, I love you, it feels so good, brother, you're so good." I also said I love you, and paused for about twenty or thirty seconds. After a while, I grabbed Xiaojing's buttocks, and my penis started thrusting inside her vagina again, but after a few thrusts, I heard Xiaojing say, "Brother, don't move, my stomach feels a little uncomfortable." "It hurts inside my pussy." Hearing this, I froze, afraid something bad might happen. I said, "Then lie down and do it." Xiaojing agreed, and she lay down. I knelt between her legs, guided my penis inside, but after only a few thrusts, Xiaojing said, "Brother, it still doesn't work. It hurts inside my pussy, and my stomach hurts too." I got a little nervous and asked, "What's wrong? Are you okay?" Xiaojing said, "I'm fine, it just hurts a little."

I said, "Then let's not do it anymore."

Xiaojing nodded and said, "Then what should we do?"

I said, "Why don't you pull it out for me?"

Xiaojing agreed, and I pulled my penis out of Xiaojing's pussy, lying down next to her. Xiaojing turned to her side, reached out and grasped my penis, stroking it as she did so, talking.

After a while, I felt discomfort and a bit of pain in my penis. It was probably because the fluid on it had dried up. I said,

"Sis, be gentle, you're hurting me."

Xiaojing said, "It's dry, brother, let's stop."

At that time, my penis was still hard, and it was still uncomfortable not to ejaculate. I thought for a moment and said,

"Sis, how about you kiss me with your mouth and make me ejaculate?"

Although Xiaojing had sucked my penis before, it was always before she had anal sex. She had never ejaculated from licking before, let alone when my penis had just been pulled out of her vagina.

Xiaojing hummed and moaned, seemingly unwilling. Having already had this idea, I certainly didn't want to give up the idea of making Xiaojing lick and ejaculate. So I discussed it with Xiaojing and coaxed her. After a while, Xiaojing finally agreed, but she said that I couldn't ejaculate in her mouth, and that I should ejaculate outside when I was about to ejaculate. I said okay.

Xiaojing sat up, knelt beside me, lowered her head, and took my penis into her mouth, sucking and licking it. I reached out and touched Xiaojing's breasts, hissing as I inhaled, my body tensing slightly. I said, "Sis, you're really enjoying this." Xiaojing sucked and licked my penis, her hand caressing my testicles. Not long after, maybe two or three minutes, I felt like I was going to ejaculate, but I had no intention of pulling out and ejaculating outside. My mind was only filled with the pleasure of my penis and the thought of ejaculating. Xiaojing sucked and licked it a dozen more times, and then my body tensed up suddenly. My penis involuntarily pushed into Xiaojing's mouth, and I ejaculated.

Xiaojing was probably surprised that I suddenly ejaculated. Before she could react, I had already ejaculated into her mouth. She immediately raised her head and spat out my penis, but it was too late. She must have choked because it happened so suddenly. Xiaojing coughed a few times and slapped my leg a few times before saying, "Brother, why didn't you say you were going to ejaculate? Didn't I tell you to ejaculate outside?" Seeing that she was a little angry, I chuckled and said, "I couldn't hold it in." At this moment, I saw that there were still a few drops of my semen on the corner of Xiaojing's mouth, but not much. Xiaojing spat a few times, but nothing came out. I guessed that because I ejaculated so suddenly, most of the semen was swallowed by Xiaojing.

So Xiaojing called me a bad guy, and I coaxed her, kissing and touching her for a while. Feeling it was about time, Xiaojing said, "Brother, I should go." I said, "Okay, then go back. I won't see you off; just take the tricycle home." Xiaojing hummed in agreement and started getting dressed. While she was getting dressed, I hugged her and said, "Sis, don't forget to visit my sister tomorrow." Xiaojing nodded and said okay. Afraid she'd be scared, I comforted her a few more times, saying, "Don't be afraid, my sister has everything arranged. I'll wait for you at the east intersection. Come find me when you're ready." Xiaojing turned and kissed me, saying, "Brother, I'm leaving."

I said, "Go ahead," and Xiaojing left.

This was the first time I'd ejaculated in a woman's mouth. It felt very good, though actually not as good as ejaculating inside her vagina. It was mainly psychologically pleasurable, a strong sense of stimulation.

After Xiaojing left, I went to sleep. I was still young and naive. Although I was going to lose my first child the next day, I didn't feel any sadness or grief; I just felt like a huge weight had been lifted from my heart.

The next day, around 8 or 9 a.m., my older sister was waiting at the hospital entrance. Soon after, Xiaojing arrived. She seemed quite scared and embarrassed when she saw her sister, hanging her head and calling out "Sister!" before falling silent.

I secretly watched from a distance. My sister seemed to say something, but I couldn't hear her. Then the two of them went into the hospital. I wandered around the area, bored.

About an hour later, I saw my sister leave, and then Xiaojing came out. I assumed the surgery was over. Once my sister was out of sight, I ran to Xiaojing to ask how it went. Xiaojing said she had just had a checkup and received an injection. The doctor said the baby was too big, and an abortion was impossible; she needed an induced labor. I didn't understand at the time and didn't know the difference between the two procedures, so I asked Xiaojing when the surgery would be. She said she had just received the injection and it would be an hour or two later. Seeing that it wasn't yet noon, and we couldn't just wander around the streets, I went with Xiaojing to a video arcade to watch videos while we waited.

I guess it's a woman's nature, but Xiaojing was very sad and cried softly. I could only hold her, gently comfort her, kiss her every now and then, occasionally touch her breasts, and talk to her about other things to distract her. She didn't even know what the movie was. We watched a little over one film, and before we were even halfway through the second one, Xiaojing said she felt discomfort in her stomach, a dull, bloated pain. We rushed to the hospital. When we

got there, I didn't dare go in, so I let Xiaojing go in by herself. I quickly ran to my sister's house to call her, saying Xiaojing was about to have surgery. My sister gave me a dirty look and rushed off to the hospital.

I didn't know the specifics of the situation; I just wandered around the hospital, waiting.

An hour or two later, I saw my sister helping Xiaojing out. Xiaojing looked terrible, pale and listless, and was clutching her stomach. After they came out, I saw Xiaojing talk to my sister for a bit, and then my sister left. Xiaojing leaned against the wall by the hospital entrance to rest.

I saw my sister walk away and quickly ran over to help Xiaojing. We hailed a tricycle. It wasn't yet time for school to let out, and Xiaojing was too scared to go home, so we went to my newly built house. We didn't dare say anything the whole way; we couldn't say anything to the tricycle driver either.

When we arrived at the new house, I helped Xiaojing lie down on a sofa bed. Although no one lived there, there was some furniture, just no blankets or anything like that. I stayed with Xiaojing and talked to her. She cried and kept saying she was lost, that her stomach hurt, her vagina hurt, and that she felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, and so on.

I held her and comforted her, kissing her. To distract her, I even pulled up her clothes and licked her nipples. We did this for about three or four hours until finally evening self-study time ended. Xiaojing seemed to be in a better mood and her spirits had recovered somewhat, so I took her home.

For the next week or two, Xiaojing skipped school every night to come to the factory. I bought her delicious food and some supplements I secretly took from home every day. Although Xiaojing had just had surgery, to distract her, I kissed and touched her every day—not her genitals, of course, but her breasts. I felt excited myself, but I didn't do anything, not even let her help me masturbate. I don't know if it was due to

her constitution or something else, but on the fourth or fifth day after Xiaojing's surgery, I felt a little bit of fluid coming out of her breasts when I was sucking on them. It wasn't much, just a few drops, and it stopped after I sucked on them. Maybe because I was sucking on them every day, the amount of fluid coming out of Xiaojing's breasts increased day by day. Xiaojing said she also felt her breasts getting fuller.

Four or five days later, when I was suckling Xiaojing's breasts again, I suddenly felt a fishy, slightly watery liquid flowing into my mouth. More and more came out as I sucked, until I felt like I'd sucked out about a mouthful of water, then it stopped flowing. Xiaojing also felt the liquid coming out and asked me, "Brother, is this breast milk? How can there still be breast milk after the baby is gone?" I didn't know anything about this, so I vaguely said that it was probably like this after an induced abortion. Then I asked Xiaojing, "Sis, there's breast milk. Does it feel good when I suck?" Xiaojing said, "It feels good, but it feels strange."

I hummed in agreement and started suckling Xiaojing's other breast. I didn't understand anything about this, but I felt that Xiaojing's other breast had more milk. Sucking on it felt very good; the warm milk flowed into my mouth, but the taste wasn't great, fishy, but it felt very stimulating.

So every night when Xiaojing came, I would suckle her breasts and drink her milk. Perhaps the sucking stimulated her mammary glands, or for some other reason, Xiaojing's milk production increased.

A few days later, I think it was a Saturday, Xiaojing came over very early. She told me she had told her family that the school was organizing a movie outing that night and she would be home late, so she could stay a little longer.

I took Xiaojing out for dinner, and when we came back, I held her in my arms and we lay on the bed talking. As I talked, I touched Xiaojing's breasts. Xiaojing said her mother seemed to think something was wrong with her because her milk supply was increasing. Xiaojing had to go to school, and sometimes when her breasts were very engorged, some milk would leak out.

Although her clothes were dry by the time she got home, the milk smell was still there. Xiaojing's mother had asked her about it, and Xiaojing told her mother that it was from hugging her teacher's child. Xiaojing said that if this continued, it would be exposed sooner or later, and she wanted me to think of a way to stop the milk supply.

How would I know about this? To be honest, I was so happy and excited drinking Xiaojing's milk those days that I never thought that the milk would make Xiaojing's family find out. I just said I would ask her sister another day, since her sister already knew about us.

We talked and touched Xiaojing's breasts, kissing her for about half an hour. Then Xiaojing said, "Brother, my breasts are swollen again. You should suckle, or your clothes will get wet when we get home." I pulled up Xiaojing's clothes and took them off, then started sucking on one nipple. I didn't know why, but I felt that Xiaojing had a lot of milk this time. I could feel the milk spraying onto my throat as I suckled, and the more I suckled, the more milk came out. After a while, I heard Xiaojing say, "Brother, this is leaking out." I spat out the nipple and quickly suckled on the other one. I rested my head on Xiaojing's arm, taking turns suckling on her nipples. I don't know what this made Xiaojing think of, or maybe it was a woman's innate maternal instinct. Xiaojing hugged my head, looked down at me suckling her own breast, and stroked my back with her other hand. Neither of us spoke or made any other movements.

After a while, Xiaojing said, "Brother, you look so beautiful when you're breastfeeding. If this child is born, it will definitely look like this when it's breastfeeding."

My heart skipped a beat when I heard that, and I felt a strange mix of emotions. I didn't say anything, but just sucked and licked Xiaojing's nipple a few times, while my hand moved to her other breast and started kneading it. At that moment, Xiaojing said, "Brother, if we get married and have children, can I still breastfeed you like this?" I spat out the nipple and said, "What would I look like if I drank your milk along with the child? Wouldn't I be living with the child for a lifetime?" As I said this, I pinched Xiaojing's nipple hard. Xiaojing grunted and took a breath, saying, "It hurts, brother. Is my milk tasty?" I said, "It's delicious, so sweet, and it feels so good."

Xiaojing said, "Brother, I'll breastfeed you every day for the next few days. Once you figure out a way to stop the milk, you won't be able to breastfeed anymore." I nodded, kneading and sucking on her nipple. I don't know what I was thinking at the time, but as I was breastfeeding, I started fantasizing about breastfeeding my mother, imagining her cries, and also imagining my penis going into her anus and her moaning.

My mind was a bit hazy, and I mumbled, "Mom, your milk is so sweet." Xiao Jing, probably still excited and confused, didn't hear me clearly and asked, "Brother, what did you say?" Hearing Xiao Jing speak, I snapped out of it and told her I was thinking about how my mom used to breastfeed me like that. Xiao Jing laughed and said, "Brother, what are you thinking? Thinking like that makes you my son!" I slapped Xiao Jing's breast and said, "You're taking advantage of your brother, I'll spank you."

After a while, she went back to sucking . Xiaojing sucked, licked, and kneaded my breasts. The more she licked, the harder and more swollen my penis became. Xiaojing could feel my penis throbbing, and she said, "Brother, do you want to fuck me?" I said, "Yeah, it's been almost a month since I fucked you, I've been missing you terribly, sis. So, can I fuck you now?" Xiaojing said, "Yeah, I should be ready, brother. If you want to, just fuck me." Hearing Xiaojing say that, how could I control myself? I pulled down Xiaojing's pants and underwear, then stripped myself naked, lifted Xiaojing's legs, and thrust directly inside her. I didn't even check if Xiaojing's vagina was wet. As soon as I inserted it, I heard Xiaojing exclaim, "Brother, you're so hard today!" While I was thrusting, I said, "I've been holding back, I've missed you so much, sis, your pussy is so slippery, it feels so good to fuck you." Xiaojing said, "Brother, I love you, brother, your fucking feels so good, brother, I miss you too, I miss you fucking me." As I continued thrusting, I felt Xiaojing's pussy getting slipperier and wetter, as if a lot of water was flowing out of her. I said, "Sis, why are you so wet today? It's all soaked outside." Jing said she didn't know, and after fucking for a while longer, I felt something was wrong. There was too much water, so I looked down and almost went limp. It wasn't water; Jing's vagina was bleeding. I quickly pulled out and said, "Sis, you're bleeding." Jing got up and was also startled, saying, "Brother, it's been almost a month, why are you still bleeding?" I had no idea about this, so I said I didn't know either. But it was true that I couldn't fuck anymore. I quickly grabbed some paper to wipe it off. At this point, my penis was still hard, and the feeling of doing it halfway through was incredibly uncomfortable.

Seeing that I was still hard, Xiaojing said, "Brother, let me help you get it out." A thought suddenly struck me, and I said, "Sis, how about we try inserting it from behind?" Xiaojing shook her head and said, "No way, brother, yours is too big." I'd touched and inserted my fingers into Xiaojing's anus before, but never had my penis inside. I discussed with Xiaojing that we should be gentle, go in slowly, and stop if it hurt too much. Maybe Xiaojing wanted to have sex, or maybe she couldn't bear to see my penis so hard and uncomfortable. After a while, she agreed.

Xiaojing turned to her side with her back to me. I reached my hand to Xiaojing's anus and touched it. Maybe it was the vaginal fluid or blood that had started flowing, but her anus was slippery and wet. I tentatively probed it a few times with my finger, and then inserted one finger.

Because I had touched Xiaojing's anus before, I knew that she would feel something when I thrust in and out, but it would hurt and be uncomfortable if I probed inside. So I just inserted one finger into her anus. Xiaojing's anus was very tight and contracted, making it difficult to thrust in and out.

After two or three minutes, I felt that Xiaojing's anus relaxed a bit, and it became easier to thrust my finger in and out. It also felt a bit slippery inside her anus. So I told Xiaojing to curl her legs up, and I held my penis and pushed it towards Xiaojing's anus.

As soon as the head of my penis touched Xiaojing's anus, I felt her body tense up, and her anus contracted sharply, making my penis hurt. But I couldn't penetrate. I held my penis against Xiaojing's anus, making her buttocks clench, and reached over to caress Xiaojing's breasts, saying things like "I love you" and "Don't be afraid."

My penis was gently rubbing against Xiaojing's anus. Perhaps it felt good to be rubbing against the outside, or perhaps it was the stroking of Xiaojing's breasts that made her feel good. Slowly, Xiaojing's body relaxed, but I still didn't dare to thrust in forcefully, continuing to rub gently.

After some time, I suddenly felt my penis tighten. Xiaojing cried out, gasping, "It hurts, brother, it hurts too much, don't put it in from behind." To be honest, it hurt too. Xiaojing's body was tense, and her anus was contracted very tightly, making my penis hurt as well. But since I was already inside, I certainly wouldn't let it go like that. So, while kissing Xiaojing's earlobe and neck, I said things like "I love you, sister," "brother, be gentle," and "move gently," while stroking and teasing Xiaojing's breasts and nipples.

After two or three minutes, I felt that Xiaojing's anus wasn't so tight anymore, so I tried to rub it a little. As soon as I moved, I felt Xiaojing's anus tighten again, her body tensed, and she kept crying out in pain, "Brother, don't move, don't put it in."

I quickly started kissing and caressing her, coaxing her with sweet words. After a while, I felt Xiaojing's anus relax a bit, so I couldn't help but start thrusting again. Maybe she had gotten used to it after half a day, because she wasn't as nervous this time. But Xiaojing's anus still tightened up, though not as much as before. I started caressing, kissing, and saying sweet words again. I kept doing this, moving a few times and coaxing her for a while. After about 10 or 20 minutes, Xiaojing's anus finally stopped tightening up when I thrust. Although she was still crying out in pain, it wasn't as bad as before, so I slowly increased the speed of my thrusting.

As I increased the speed, I felt an intense, pleasurable sensation in my penis, and I immediately felt like I was going to ejaculate. Then I grabbed Xiaojing's shoulders and involuntarily increased the speed of my thrusting. As soon as I increased the speed, Xiaojing immediately said, "Brother, stop moving, it hurts so much."

By this time, I was completely blinded by lust and couldn't hear a word Xiaojing was saying. I thrust in and out quickly and forcefully a dozen times, my penis throbbing and pulsating before I ejaculated. Only after I finished did I notice Xiaojing's face was covered in tears from the pain, her body trembling. I quickly pulled my penis out and saw a lot of blood from her anus; it had torn open.

I immediately hugged and kissed her, apologizing and saying sweet things.

It took a long time for Xiaojing to catch her breath before she said it hurt terribly and that I didn't pity her at all.

We continued talking like this, me apologizing and saying sweet things, until it was quite late before Xiaojing finally left.

That day, Xiaojing gave me her virginity—her vagina, mouth, and anus. It was also the last time Xiaojing and I were together for the next two years. Just two days later, Xiaojing's mother discovered our secret and confronted my mother, demanding an explanation. My mother absolutely refused to allow Xiaojing and me to marry, for reasons unknown. Xiaojing and

I ultimately didn't end up together. Because of this, my mother and I barely spoke for two or three years, creating a rift that lasted over two years. My family even closed the factory because of this, so I could finally break off all ties with Xiaojing and not live outside the home.

Even now, years later, when Xiaojing and I meet again, we both consciously avoid being alone together. If we do meet, we exchange a brief greeting and walk past each other, never to be the same again.

[The End]

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