【The Return of Fate】(A Common Man's Loss of Will) Chapters 67 and 68: Parting in Life, A Frantic Run at the End of the Road

Author: Dugu Yiye
Published on February 5, 2017
Original/First Publication: Original, not first publication, with significant changes. The novel's title has also been changed.
Word Count: 7500
Chapter Sixty-Seven: Parting in Life, Unrequited
Love After another long kiss between Ye Nanfei and Minako, he turned away with a heavy heart. Hearing Minako's helpless
sobs behind him, he forced himself not to turn back. He was afraid that if he turned back, he wouldn't be able to leave so easily, and if he didn't leave, he might implicate
them. As they parted with their deep reluctance, someone in the distance looked at them with confusion and complicated emotions. Who was it?
Yin Lingyi. Actually, she had arrived long ago. On her way, she thought that she no longer hated him, no longer gave him
attitude, that she loved him, always had, and now he was about to leave her. Every time she thought of this,
her heart ached.
She ran, wanting to catch up with him and tell him what was in her heart. For over two years, she had kept so many things bottled up inside
, and today she would tell him everything. But what she saw when she caught up with him stunned her. She witnessed Ye Nanfei and
Minako's heart-wrenching farewell. She was momentarily stunned. What was going on? Wasn't it with Li Yongxia?
When did he start talking to her? What about Li Yongxia? But she had seen with her own eyes that Li Yongxia and he hadn't quarreled
. This was beyond Yin Lingyi's comprehension; she couldn't judge the situation.
After Ye Nanfei left, Minako squatted there and cried for a long time before getting up and going home. Yin Lingyi, however, didn't.
She went to a high place and stood there watching Ye Nanfei go, her heart filled with complex emotions, unsure whether it was sadness or
resentment, only tears streaming down her face. As for what everyone in the forest went through afterward, how they got through it,
we can only put that aside for now. Let's talk about Ye Nanfei's side first.
Ye Nanfei and Tian Qiulan continued their journey. This was the most desolate moment of Ye Nanfei's life. Last time, fear
dominated his escape, but this time, there was no fear, only the pain of separation and worry. He worried that Li Yongxia didn't
know about his escape and what she would do if she did. He knew how dependent Li Yongxia was on him, unlike Li Yonghong, who was carefree and
would recover from her pain in a couple of days. There are some women who, once they meet someone they love,
make that person their entire life, their lives revolving around him. Li Yongxia was that
kind of woman, which was why Ye Nanfei was worried.
The pain of parting with Minako just now was even more difficult to bear. The two of them continued their journey listlessly
. Tian Qiulan had been terrified since the incident, but at this moment she had no time to consider her own
feelings. Ye Nanfei's actions had frightened her. She hadn't expected to bring such a disaster to others
. The more she thought about it, the more guilty and remorseful she felt. She wanted to say something apologetic, but seeing
Ye Nanfei's expression, she didn't dare to speak.
During their rest stops along the way, seeing Ye Nanfei's gloomy face, she remained silent. It wasn't until
almost nightfall, when they were setting up camp, that she cooked while Ye Nanfei busied himself setting up the tent and making a perimeter. Fortunately, it wasn't too cold. They made
corn porridge with meat floss and ate it with salted fish—that was their dinner. Seeing Ye Nanfei's still
low spirits, Tian Qiulan thought, "It's all because of me that he's in this situation. I have to say
something." So she mustered her courage: "Nanfei, um... I'm sorry, it's all because of me. I'm so sorry
."
They had been walking for several hours when someone suddenly spoke, startling Ye Nanfei. He had been lost in his sorrow
, and Tian Qiulan's words had finally drawn his attention. Actually, do you think Ye Nanfei didn't resent her? Actually
, it's true that if it weren't for this woman, I would still be living happily with my brothers, sisters, and loved ones.
But you can't blame her, she's a victim too, isn't she? "It's not your fault, nobody wanted things to turn out like this,
it's all the fault of this world. I ran into this forest because I wanted to save a classmate, but not only did I fail to save him, I also had to
run into the forest myself. But I don't regret it. If I hadn't saved him, I might be fine, but I would have lived with unease for the rest of my life."
Tian Qiulan: "But I'm not your classmate, why did you save me?" Ye Nanfei: "Actually, I didn't intend
to save you at the time, because I couldn't save you either." Upon hearing this, Tian Qiulan's face immediately turned pale. Ye Nanfei: "Don't
act like you're so grateful to me like before. Don't be upset about what I said. I thought that being arrested by the militia
was the same as being arrested by the government. If I saved you, it would be like defying the government, which is why I said I couldn't save you. But then
I heard they were going to kill you, so I had no choice but to save you."
Tian Qiulan: "So even if they didn't kill me, and just raped me, you wouldn't care? You just watched me being...?"
At this point, she was a little angry. Ye Nanfei: "Sister, I need to take their guns away first. That takes time
." They both fell silent for a while. This way, Tian Qiulan felt less guilty and remorseful, but she felt
very disappointed. It turned out that she was so unimportant in his eyes.
Tian Qiulan: "Am I that bad? What's so bad about me that you treat me like this?" This was
a knot in her heart all along. It wasn't necessarily that she liked Ye Nanfei, but rather a kind of competitive spirit. How could she be
worse than others? He's so tender and caring towards other women, why is he so indifferent to her? She was resentful and
indignant.
Ye Nanfei, of course, had no idea what this woman was thinking. Being questioned like this was a bit baffling. Why did this
woman seem to harbor such resentment towards him? He hadn't offended her, and he'd even saved her, leaving him
unable to go home. Seeing Ye Nanfei's bewildered expression, Tian Qiulan realized she'd lost her composure: "Oh, sorry,
I mean, I saw you with Li Yongxia, but you were also with Naimei, and Li Yonghong seemed to be constantly
bothering you too. Do they all know each other? Who do you actually like?"
This was the first time Ye Nanfei had been asked this question, something he'd been pondering and struggling with for a long time. His distress this afternoon
was mainly due to the three of them. However, being asked so directly was still quite embarrassing. Ye Nanfei wasn't
thick-skinned enough and blushed a little: "You saw it all? Actually... this whole thing happened by chance,
and I'm conflicted. Li Yongxia and Li Yonghong knew about it, but they didn't know about Nami. Nami knew about
them. Don't you think I'm shameless and vulgar?"
Tian Qiulan didn't dare answer, but her inner opinion was definitely not good: "I just find it strange, can you
like three people at the same time? The Li Yongxia sisters can tolerate each other, and Nami can tolerate their existence? Your
relationship is so strange."
Ye Nanfei: "Not long after I entered the forest, I met their group. Because I saved them, they
might feel indebted to me. We were all young then, and we played games together. Actually, they
should have been playing before me, so it's always been like this. You saw Nami, she's so beautiful. I don't know
which man could ignore her. Later, she said she didn't care about the Li sisters' existence. I acted impulsively and didn't
control myself, and that's how it went. Am I too fickle?"
Tian Qiulan: "Then who do you like among the three of them? Or who do you like the most?" Ye Nanfei thought for a while:
"Li Yonghong is like a little sister, so lovable. Being with Li Yongxia feels more secure and warm, while being with Nami is
more passionate. But if we're talking about wives, Li Yongxia is better. When I first met Nami, I didn't even dare look her in the eye; I never
thought I'd dare marry her. She's a goddess."
After this conversation, Tian Qiulan had solved one mystery, but she still had a second:
why did they ignore her? But she hesitated to ask, "So... it's because of...
those three, that's why they... treat me like this?" Her voice trailed off as she asked, leaving Ye Nanfei somewhat
bewildered. He hadn't considered this question. What had he done to her?
Ye Nanfei: "I... how have I treated you... badly?" Tian Qiulan, having gone this far,
was no longer afraid to ask: "I mean, why are you so nice to them, but so cold to me? Is it because
I'm ugly? Or is there something about me that you dislike?" This woman, you have to admit, is incredibly competitive; she won't rest until she figures out
why she's so disliked.
Ye Nanfei: "Huh? If I treated you the way I treat them, wouldn't I be even more of a womanizer? Do you want me
to be like that?" Tian Qiulan realized it was true. If Ye Nanfei really did something inappropriate to her, she would look down on
him even more and hate him. But since he was a true gentleman, she had all sorts of bad feelings. Humans are such contradictory
creatures. The two chatted for a while longer before going into the tent to sleep.
Since they were both refugees, they didn't care about the difference between men and women. Although the tent wasn't big, it wasn't too cramped for the two of them
. Ye Nanfei tried to move to the side as much as possible to create some distance. Because the day had been so tense, terrifying
, and exhausting, the sentry duty was suspended, the defensive perimeter was set up, and a small bell hung beside him so he could immediately
detect any movement. Before long, Ye Nanfei drifted off to sleep.
However, he didn't know how long he slept when he felt Li Yongxia appear beside him, but it
didn't seem to be Li Yongxia; it was Minako. They were passionately kissing him again. Ye Nanfei was so excited;
he thought he would never see her again. His passion was immediately aroused. This wasn't just simple lovemaking; it was the
feeling of thinking he had lost something and then regaining it—the feeling was exceptionally intense. Ye Nanfei was incredibly tender, serving
Li Yongxia—no, it was Minako, and it didn't seem to be Li Yonghong either. Regardless, it was the woman he loved, her breath
coming in gasps, reaching the peak of ecstasy.
When Ye Nanfei returned to the ground from the clouds, he slowly came to his senses. He had been a little groggy, thinking he
was still on the kang (heated brick bed) in the wooden cabin, and that he was making love with Li Yongxia and the others. But after the passion subsided, he realized he was
in a tent, and remembered that he was on the run. Was it a dream or reality? He touched his head—oh my god, it
was real. Needless to say, it was Tian Qiulan. Ye Nanfei immediately broke out in a sweat. He had made a mistake. How could sleeping in a tent
have led to such a big incident?
He immediately apologized: "Oh, this... I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, Sister Tian. I was so sleepy
. Hit me if you want, to vent your anger." Tian Qiulan found Ye Nanfei's discomfiture amusing: "It's not your fault,
I was the one who came over." Tian Qiulan was, after all, a girl, and although she had taken the initiative, she was even more embarrassed. It turned out that Tian Qiulan
was in a similar state, definitely more serious than Ye Nanfei. She fell into a drowsy state as soon as she lay down, but the events of the day
still left her in a state of fear and anxiety, causing her to have a series of nightmares. Suddenly, she was jolted awake.
She dreamt of those four terrifying men, still raping and ravaging her,
their faces twisted with lewd grins. After waking up, although still exhausted, she couldn't fall back asleep.
Looking at Ye Nanfei, who was trying to avoid her, she suddenly felt much safer. Sometimes it's strange; there might not be
any promises or vows, but looking at someone gives you a sense of security.
After all, he had saved her twice. So, unconsciously, she
moved closer to Ye Nanfei. The space inside wasn't large, and this brought them close together. Ye Nanfei was half-asleep
and unaware, but Tian Qiulan was seduced by a strong masculine scent, a sense of security accompanied by
an indescribable excitement and pleasure.
Chapter Sixty-Eight: A Frenzied Run
at the End of the Road Last time, we talked about how Tian Qiulan, out of fear, unconsciously moved closer to Ye Nanfei. This closeness had
a significant impact; the masculine scent made her feel lightheaded and unable to control herself. This atmosphere reminded her of those
days when she was forced to eavesdrop, and the more she thought about it, the more her blood boiled, and the more her blood boiled, the more likely she
was to have wild thoughts. So she moved closer and closer, no wonder there's the saying that opposites attract. Tian Qiulan's blushing and pounding heart not only affected her, but also stimulated Ye Nanfei, who was asleep.
Although he was asleep, the influence of their scent didn't stop him, and Tian Qiulan was already pressed close to him. You'd
think she wouldn't react at this age when hormones are at their peak, right? Tian Qiulan's body naturally reacted,
and she was also curious about how Li Yongxia and Minako had become so engrossed in him.
Ye Nanfei also reacted, but not as consciously as Tian Qiulan. The unconscious acted recklessly, and the conscious
didn't refuse, so dry tinder ignited a blazing fire.
Tian Qiulan wasn't a virgin, so she didn't experience the pain of her first time. She was already in the mood, and all that remained
was enjoyment. Ye Nanfei, in his sleep, mistook her for his lovers, and thus indulged himself fully. This finally made Tian Qiulan
understand why Li Yongxia and the others had acted so out of control. She realized that such beautiful things still existed in the world; if not...
This experience will likely haunt her for life. The first time, it was an exchange with the secretary, and besides feeling
humiliation and disgust, she felt nothing. But with the other group, it was a nightmare—rape,
filled with humiliation and fear.
First, the feelings were different. Secretary Gao was old and ugly, the other four had grotesque faces, only Ye Nanfei was young,
sunny, and pleasing to the eye. Second, the experience and feelings were different. Ye Nanfei treated her like his lover, caressing her
tenderly. Secretary Gao and those beasts were completely different. Third, the difference in their penises was huge. Secretary Gao's penis,
regardless of size, was definitely limp and weak; what kind of feeling could a woman get from rubbing it? Those beasts were erect during rape
, but their size was average.
Only Ye Nanfei had the right size and was perfectly erect. Tian Qiulan had to be in
good condition, with her vagina already overflowing with lubrication; otherwise, even a slight tear was possible. After accepting it, she slowly began to taste
the sweetness—the fullness, the powerful thrusts, the pumping—she had never experienced anything like it before. When her first orgasm came,
she was momentarily overwhelmed; the feeling was so wonderful, so blissful. Before the initial sensation had even subsided, Ye Nanfei
ejaculated deep inside her, bringing her to another climax. He finally understood why Li Yongxia and Minako were so infatuated
with him.
Tian Qiulan had been taught from a young age that such things were ugly, dirty, especially for women; they were forbidden,
that touching them would ruin one's reputation and life. In short, there were all sorts of stern warnings; everyone was terrified of sex, avoiding it at all costs
. But secretly, everyone did it, otherwise, how could there have been such a population explosion? But this experience allowed
her to fully appreciate its beauty. She realized that adults were lying; perhaps it was because it was so wonderful that they didn't want young
people to experience it.
Under the cover of darkness, the awkwardness between the two eased. Ye Nanfei, seeing that she wasn't angry, finally relaxed
, but then another worry rose within him. What? He'd incurred another emotional debt! It was like that saying:
how could sleeping in a stupor lead to such a predicament? But what was done was done; he could only let things take their course, but
he didn't know what to say. Tian Qiulan, however, still had concerns. She began to worry again about being raped
. In the past, a woman's chastity was highly valued.
If you lost it before marriage, you were considered unchaste, incomplete, equivalent to having a disability. When
discussing marriage, you wouldn't have the confidence to stand up for yourself. These ideas were deeply ingrained in Tian Qiulan. Although she
was a high school student and educated, values are values. While education after the founding of the People's Republic of China encouraged free love,
attitudes towards sex became increasingly conservative, eventually reaching Puritan standards.
Tian Qiulan: "You won't look down on me, will you?" Ye Nanfei was taken aback again: "Look down on what?" Tian Qiulan: "I... I
was... you know... I'm not clean anymore." As she spoke, grief welled up inside her, and she started crying again. It's no wonder this girl is so upset;
you know, just writing a few words has led her to become a fugitive. Ye Nanfei has his own perspective on this matter. He
has read many books, both domestic and foreign, and has been exposed to various ideas and perspectives. He is also good at thinking
and reflecting, and has his own independent thoughts and insights.
Ye Nanfei: "Sister Tian, you're an educated person too. How can you hold the same views as those rural folks and old-fashioned people
? A person's chastity shouldn't be measured by whether they're a virgin or not, but by their heart. If the heart is pure
, how can having relations with someone taint it? But a person with an impure heart, even if they
never have relations with anyone in their life, is still impure. Besides, those men raped you; it's like a villain stabbing
you, and then you're no longer pure?"
Upon hearing this, Tian Qiulan was immediately moved beyond words. Understanding is everything! His explanation
made perfect sense. Ever since her affair with Secretary Gao, she had felt incredibly insecure, believing herself to be impure
and a "bad woman." This was the harm inflicted on women by traditional values. On one hand, women are forced to uphold chastity,
protected by various theories and concepts. But once a woman crosses that line, she collapses without needing others' judgment,
exhibiting a "what's the use" attitude: "I've lost my chastity, so whatever
."
Ye Nanfei's explanation eased Tian Qiulan's inner turmoil considerably. Moved, she
threw herself into Ye Nanfei's arms. This man had not only given her immense physical pleasure but also
a second life, otherwise, she would have remained perpetually insecure. Ye Nanfei suddenly realized he might have said
too much. Did this woman like him?
You can't just push someone away when they're so enthusiastic. He didn't know whether to hug her or not, so he
gently put his arm around her shoulder. Tian Qiulan, on the other hand, held Ye Nanfei tightly, thinking, "No wonder Li Yongxia
and the others like him so much; he truly deserves it." The more she thought about it, the more moved and excited she became. So she
raised her head again to kiss Ye Nanfei. Ye Nanfei wasn't particularly fond of her; before today,
he hadn't paid any attention to her or thought about her.
Actually, Tian Qiulan wasn't ugly; in fact, she was quite attractive. Coupled with her intellectual air, she was quite appealing
. Otherwise, Secretary Gao wouldn't have repeatedly used the "12.8 seconds" technique, and those militiamen wouldn't have been so enthusiastic. They
had just finished their passionate encounter, and Tian Qiulan
's passionate kiss wasn't abrupt. Ye Nanfei couldn't refuse; the woman was so proactive. If he pushed her away, it would be too embarrassing for her. Besides, he was currently immersed in sorrow, and
being intimate with Tian Qiulan could alleviate that sorrow.
The two kissed passionately again. If the previous kiss was out of fear, and Ye Nanfei's advances were
somewhat hesitant, leaving her somewhat reluctant, this time, the woman was completely open to Ye Nanfei, kissing with
both intensity and passion. Naturally, a second round followed. While a second round
might diminish the passion and pleasure for a man, for a woman, the second time is often more intense and fiery.
Afterwards, Tian Qiulan lay limply in Ye Nanfei's arms, their relationship having progressed further. Ye Nanfei was fine,
but Tian Qiulan felt she had fallen in love with this man. However, their future seemed uncertain; they were two
people without a future. They discussed this, and she asked Ye Nanfei what they would do next. Ye Nanfei, of course, had no plans.
"What? We can only say we'll talk about it after we get her home. But what can she do once she's home? Maybe someone's already waiting to arrest
her. But where can she go?"
Their spirits plummeted again. They'd reached a dead end. Ye Nanfei suggested she hide at a relative's house
. They talked and talked until they fell asleep again, not getting up until late the next day. This was the first time
they were clearly face-to-face after their passion. Last night, the darkness had provided cover, and they were both a little shy. They smiled at each other and got up to do
their own things—washing, cooking. When they packed their bags and set off again, Tian Qiulan went to Ye Nanfei and
kissed him deeply. They silently continued their journey.
Their moods were both bad; they couldn't see tomorrow, they couldn't see hope. How could their moods be good? Around noon
, a river appeared before them. It wasn't the rainy season, so the water wasn't too strong. Ye Nanfei slung his backpack over
his chest and carried Tian Qiulan across. However, he underestimated the river's complexity. In the middle,
where the current was swift, various sizes of stones were scattered, their surfaces sticky and slippery.
Ye Nanfei tripped over a large stone, misjudging its size. Both of them
tumbled into the water. Luckily, the water wasn't deep. When they surfaced, Ye Nanfei felt a little guilty, but
Tian Qiulan, seeing him like a wet duck, suddenly burst into laughter. Ye Nanfei laughed along, the morning's gloom
seemingly vanishing instantly. They seemed to realize at the same time that instead of enjoying the present, they were thinking about
the future. To hell with the future! Enjoy the present!
The two embraced and kissed, then helped each other to the other side. As they undressed halfway, they
were drawn to each other. This was their first time meeting naked in broad daylight, and Ye Nanfei's athletic physique and Tian Qiulan
's allure as a woman emerging from her bath drew them together relentlessly. Since there was no one else around, they indulged their
wild desires, making love with unbridled passion. They did it right there by the river, without even looking for a proper place, just
standing there, looking at each other. There simply wasn't time to find a spot.
Tian Qiulan, having just tasted the sweetness, wanted it all the time. Don't think only men are lustful or only men enjoy
sex; women are more like late bloomers. Once they let loose and become addicted, men can't resist. Tian Qiulan
was captivated by Ye Nanfei's looks and addicted to his prowess. She was very cooperative, even proactive, but
lacked experience. Standing face-to-face, penetration was difficult, but it was easy to ejaculate with any movement. This position
was also particularly tiring.
Ye Nanfei had her hold onto a large rock on the shore while he entered her from behind. Everything was so new and exciting for her.
The biggest advantage of rear entry was that the man could see his penis going in and out of her vagina, and the woman's
hips and waist curves were perfectly displayed in this position. She was only slightly older than Ye Nanfei, in the prime of her youth
, with no excess fat and tender, elastic skin.
In broad daylight, they were almost completely naked, and the rear entry position made his penis feel even thicker and more vigorous than usual
. Tian Qiulan had already gotten used to his size, but Ye Nanfei still entered slowly, afraid of making her uncomfortable.
Watching the flesh on both sides of her vagina being turned inside out with the entry of his hard penis was very visually stimulating.
Only at this moment did they forget their anxiety, their sorrow of parting, and all their troubles. From that moment on,
they stopped talking about the future and focused on the present. They fished and caught crayfish in rivers and hunted birds and chickens in forests. They ate
and slept to their hearts' content, waking up naturally. Who cared how far they traveled? And what did it matter if they reached their destination
? The rest of the time was spent making love passionately.
It was like a dying person's final burst of energy; they had traveled over 200 li (approximately 100 kilometers) in more than half a month. Although they seemed
happy, the shadow hanging over their hearts remained. What was coming would come, and what was to be faced would
be faced. Standing on a high point, they could see the entire city of Wula. A river meandered through the city. It was said that when
Emperor Qianlong toured the east, he visited this place and called it a treasure land. The winding river divided the city,
and from a bird's-eye view, it resembled a yin-yang symbol. Moreover, the river had never flooded in this section.
Tian Qiulan lived in Jiangbei, because most of the factories in Wula City were located there, while the old town and commercial area were concentrated
in Bahu District. There was a machinery factory in Jiangbei. After the founding of the People's Republic of China, workers enjoyed a high social status, so good companies
would provide housing for their employees. Her family lived in the factory's residential area. Back then, cities were nothing like they are now; only
the city center had decent buildings, while other areas were more like rural areas. So the two of them
traveled from the sparsely populated suburbs to Jiangbei, only daring to enter the city center at night.

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