A record of my feelings after ******

His name is Jin Liang, a Beijing native who now works in the south. He's also married and bought a house there, but they don't have children yet. He works for a foreign company in the south as a manager. His wife, Wang Shanshan, is a native southerner who owns her own clothing store. This family should have been happy, but people are never satisfied with the status quo and always like to stir things up, and this family truly embodied that.
Jin Liang called me first that day, saying his family was facing difficulties and he hoped I could help. I wanted him to talk about it over the phone, but he said it wasn't clear. I asked if QQ would work, but he said it would be best to talk in person. Reluctantly, I made time to meet him. We arranged to meet at a quiet teahouse, where the evening glow painted the west red. Jin Liang is thirty years old, 1.75 meters tall, and quite handsome, with a buzz cut that made him look very energetic. We sat at a table by the window. He seemed a little reserved at first, unsure how to speak to me, which I knew was a natural instinct for self-protection. So I explained the professional ethics and regulations of a psychological counselor to him, as we would guarantee his privacy and never disclose anything, thus gaining his trust so he could tell me the truth. He downed a cup of tea in one gulp, then held the empty cup. I could see he was very nervous and struggling internally. I said to him, "Tell me, how can I help you if you don't?" Finally, he put the cup down, and that's how his story began. "
Actually, I'm just a bastard," was his first sentence. He said he originally had a happy and warm family and was even planning to have children, but after seeing pornographic games online, he became interested. He had always wanted to experience this new thrill, so he started searching online for various information about pornographic communities. Eventually, through an introduction, he gradually learned about the whole process. It turns out that pornographic games are usually held in secret locations, and the participants must be married couples, and they must bring their marriage certificate and ID cards. These games are generally participated in by so-called upper-class people, to ensure their safety and reliability. After receiving the news, Jin Liang began to ponder it, frequently feeding Wang Shanshan information about the *** game. Wang Shanshan initially ignored it, but gradually realized his curiosity was affecting their normal life, and she also noticed his urge to participate. Wang Shanshan tried to dissuade him, and although Jin Liang verbally refused, he remained determined to get involved. Under Jin Liang's persistent nagging, Wang Shanshan agreed to let him go and take a look. Everything is ruined at the beginning; this initial visit changed the entire family.
It was a Saturday evening, just as darkness fell, when Jin Liang drove Wang Shanshan to an upscale suburban community. The community consisted entirely of villas, and they parked in front of villa number 6 in row 3. Several cars were already parked in front of the gate. The two got out and stood at the entrance, unsure how to get in. A man in his forties emerged from the gate, identifying himself as the head of the Xixiang Community and the owner of the property. He asked if they had invitations. Jin Liang then remembered they needed invitations and quickly pulled one out of his pocket. Seeing they had invitations, the owner invited them in. Outside the villa's living room, there were five or six couples. The owner first led the two to the study, asking for their identification. Jin Liang quickly pulled out his ID card and marriage certificate. The owner checked the documents, verified their identities, and registered them. Apparently, everyone participating in this kind of "adult game" had to register. After registration, the owner led the two to the living room and introduced them to the others. Everyone seemed very welcoming, and they quickly began to chat. It turned out this was supposedly high society; those who came were either company directors or private business owners. Although it wasn't the first time the two had attended this so-called social gathering, the purpose of today's event was different, so they were still somewhat awkward. However, after a few drinks, the awkwardness gradually dissipated. Then, the host's wife came out of the room. This woman appeared to be in her thirties, but her skin was still very fair and clearly well-maintained, without a single wrinkle. The lady acted very poised and generously. She introduced herself as Sato Iran, revealing that she was Japanese. No wonder this game was so popular, as adult games originated in Japan in Asia. She welcomed everyone to today's event, and then everyone introduced themselves. Although some had been there before, they were still somewhat shy.
Then came the so-called most crucial moment, the real part of the game. This part wasn't started by the men, but by the women choosing the men. Sato Iran said that this was true women's liberation and freedom. Half-heartedly, after all the other women had chosen their men, only Sato Iran and Wang Shanshan remained. Sato Iran took Wang Shanshan's hand, stroked it, and said, "Little sister, I'm entrusting you to my man. Your man is mine, don't worry, I won't mistreat him." Wang Shanshan appeared powerless, yet unsure how to refuse. She had already sensed Jin Liang's eagerness. Perhaps out of tolerance, or perhaps indulgence, Wang Shanshan followed her mistress to her room, and then everyone went to their respective rooms. Sato Iran then led Jin Liang into her room, decorated in warm colors, creating a cozy atmosphere. Sato Iran's charm was indeed extraordinary, giving Jin Liang a feeling akin to first love. Under Sato Iran's teasing, Jin Liang quickly opened up, and they proceeded to the main event. Their intimate encounter not only excited Jin Liang but also gave him a unique sensation. This indulgence satisfied both his body and soul; he had completely forgotten that his wife, Wang Shanshan, was in another man's arms.
The next day, everyone acted as if nothing had happened and returned to their own lives. Jin Liang thought the matter would end there, but reality is reality. From that day on, Wang Shanshan truly changed. She seemed addicted to this game, and whenever they had a day off, she would take Jin Liang to participate in these sexually explicit activities. The frequency of these activities gradually made Jin Liang feel guilty, because he had led his wife down this path. However, this frequency eventually reached a point that Jin Liang could not tolerate, because Wang Shanshan was always so proactive, and they rarely had marital relations anymore. This is why Jin Liang came to me today. I didn't directly tell Jin Liang what to do; I just told him to reflect on his actions. I didn't believe his wife would be so proactive, and I didn't believe that desire and passion could make her lose herself. So I decided to meet with his wife to truly understand the situation.
I found his wife on the third day, which was also a weekend. She had originally planned to participate in these sexually explicit activities, but when she heard that I was looking for her about this, she came over. Wang Shanshan was twenty-eight years old, young and beautiful, with an air of nobility about her. After learning my identity and that Jin Liang had come to see me, she sat down, choosing to sit beside me rather than across from me. Before I could ask her anything, she burst into tears, nestled in my arms, crying like a child. She sobbed, "I don't want to participate in this so-called *** game, do you believe me?" I said, "I've never believed it, but I don't know why you've become like this." Wang Shanshan wiped away her tears, calmed herself slightly, and then told me the reason.
Wang Shanshan said, "When Jin Liang took me there for the first time, I was actually unwilling. But under the circumstances, I still participated in that damned 'sexual activity' half-heartedly. But I really didn't betray my marriage, do you believe me? The man in the room told me a lot. Because he knew it was my first time, he didn't force me. This so-called social gathering wasn't his original intention, but it's mostly his wife running the whole thing. The ultimate goal is to make money. The reason I went every weekend wasn't because I enjoyed participating in this so-called 'sexual activity,' but just to make Jin Liang feel guilty, to punish him from the bottom of my heart. Each time I went, I didn't choose other men; I only stayed with the host. He treated me like an older brother and took good care of me. Although he kept trying to comfort me, telling me to relax and not to be disappointed in the marriage, how could I not be disappointed in the current situation? I'm still a woman after all; I'm not that strong. My marriage has reached this point, and I really don't know how to trust it anymore, but I can't bear to let go. I really don't know what to do next." Every weekend I went to those so-called "*** games" just to avoid Jin Liang. I didn't want to face him, didn't want to see him. If it weren't for his curiosity, we wouldn't have a family today. Wang Shanshan finished speaking and nestled in my arms again, like a child. I knew Wang Shanshan's heart was aching. I hugged her tightly. It's so incredibly difficult for a woman to face this. The fact that she's endured this long shows how strong she is. I didn't want to lecture her too much because I felt heartbroken for her. After all, we're both women; what woman could withstand such a life?
I held Wang Shanshan tightly and said, "Marriage is something everyone experiences, but choosing different people means choosing different marriages. Marriage is something two people have to work on together. If a marriage encounters difficulties, you can't blame just one person. So we also need to look for the reasons within ourselves first. Jin Liang's curiosity about those so-called '*** games' must have had a reason. Whatever he was thinking back then, he's finally had a change of heart and knows he's turning back. As the saying goes, a prodigal son's return is more precious than gold. The past is the past; give him a chance." No man is immune to making mistakes in this kind of situation. It all started out of curiosity. This so-called "mistress" is at least better than having a mistress. Just consider it as him visiting a prostitute. Since we've been strong until now, we must remain strong to the end. Otherwise, who will we show our weakness to? The past is the past; don't dwell on it. Don't live in yesterday. Tomorrow's stage belongs to us. We must look forward; life is our own. Marriage requires careful management; only by living well can we find happiness. Since we've come this far, we must overcome it. If you truly can't get over it, then divorce is the only option. It's your path to walk; the choice is yours. Whatever you choose, I will support you. I only wish you happiness.
His name is Jin Liang, a Beijing native who now works in the south. He's married and bought a house there, but they don't have children yet. He works for a foreign company in the south as a manager. His wife, Wang Shanshan, is a native southerner who owns a clothing store. This family should have been happy, but people are never satisfied with the status quo and always like to stir things up, and this family truly embodied that.
Jin Liang called me first that day, saying his family was facing difficulties and he hoped I could help. I wanted him to talk about it over the phone, but he said it wasn't clear enough. I asked if QQ would work, but he said it would be best to talk in person. Reluctantly, I had to make time to meet him. We arranged to meet at a quiet teahouse, where the evening glow painted the west red. Jin Liang was thirty years old, 1.75 meters tall, and quite handsome, with a buzz cut that made him look very energetic. We sat at a table by the window. He started off a little reserved, unsure how to speak to me, which I knew was a natural instinct for self-protection. So I explained the professional principles and regulations of a psychological counselor to him, explaining that we would guarantee the other person's privacy and never disclose it to anyone, thus gaining his trust so he could tell me the truth. He downed a cup of tea in one gulp, then held the empty cup. I could tell he was nervous and struggling internally. I told him, "Tell me, how can I help you if you don't?" He finally put the cup down, and that's how his story began. "
Actually, I'm just a bastard," was his first sentence. He said he had a happy and loving family and was planning to have children, but after seeing pornographic games online, he became interested. He wanted to experience this new thrill, so he started searching online for information about pornographic communities. Eventually, through an introduction, he gradually learned about the whole process. It turns out that pornographic games usually take place in secret locations, and the participants must be married couples, carrying their marriage certificate and ID cards. These games are generally frequented by so-called upper-class individuals to ensure their safety and reliability. After receiving the news, Jin Liang began to ponder it, frequently feeding Wang Shanshan information about the *** game. Wang Shanshan initially ignored it, but gradually realized his curiosity was affecting their normal life, and she also noticed his urge to participate. Wang Shanshan tried to dissuade him, and although Jin Liang verbally refused, he remained determined to get involved. Under Jin Liang's persistent nagging, Wang Shanshan agreed to let him go and take a look. Everything is ruined at the beginning; this initial visit changed the entire family.
It was a Saturday evening, just as darkness fell, when Jin Liang drove Wang Shanshan to an upscale suburban community. The community consisted entirely of villas, and they parked in front of villa number 6 in row 3. Several cars were already parked in front of the gate. The two got out and stood at the entrance, unsure how to get in. A man in his forties emerged from the gate, identifying himself as the head of the Xixiang Community and the owner of the property. He asked if they had invitations. Jin Liang then remembered they needed invitations and quickly pulled one out of his pocket. Seeing they had invitations, the owner invited them in. Outside the villa's living room, there were five or six couples. The owner first led the two to the study, asking for their identification. Jin Liang quickly pulled out his ID card and marriage certificate. The owner checked the documents, verified their identities, and registered them. Apparently, everyone participating in this kind of "adult game" had to register. After registration, the owner led the two to the living room and introduced them to the others. Everyone seemed very welcoming, and they quickly began to chat. It turned out this was supposedly high society; those who came were either company directors or private business owners. Although it wasn't the first time the two had attended this so-called social gathering, the purpose of today's event was different, so they were still somewhat awkward. However, after a few drinks, the awkwardness gradually dissipated. Then, the host's wife came out of the room. This woman appeared to be in her thirties, but her skin was still very fair and clearly well-maintained, without a single wrinkle. The lady acted very poised and generously. She introduced herself as Sato Iran, revealing that she was Japanese. No wonder this game was so popular, as adult games originated in Japan in Asia. She welcomed everyone to today's event, and then everyone introduced themselves. Although some had been there before, they were still somewhat shy.
Then came the so-called most crucial moment, the real part of the game. This part wasn't started by the men, but by the women choosing the men. Sato Iran said that this was true women's liberation and freedom. Half-heartedly, after all the other women had chosen their men, only Sato Iran and Wang Shanshan remained. Sato Iran took Wang Shanshan's hand, stroked it, and said, "Little sister, I'm entrusting you to my man. Your man is mine, don't worry, I won't mistreat him." Wang Shanshan appeared powerless, yet unsure how to refuse. She had already sensed Jin Liang's impatience. Perhaps out of tolerance, or perhaps indulgence, Wang Shanshan followed her mistress to her room, and then everyone went to their respective rooms. Sato Iran then led Jin Liang into her room, decorated in warm colors, creating a cozy atmosphere. Sato Iran's charm was indeed extraordinary, giving Jin Liang a feeling of first love. Under Sato Iran's teasing, Jin Liang quickly relaxed, and then they got down to business. The sexual intercourse between the two not only excited Jin Liang but also gave him a unique feeling. This indulgence satisfied both his body and mind, and he had long forgotten that his wife, Wang Shanshan, was also in another man's arms.
The next day, everyone acted as if nothing had happened and returned to their own lives. Jin Liang thought the matter would end there, but reality is reality. From that day on, Wang Shanshan truly changed. She seemed addicted to this game, and whenever they had a day off, she would take Jin Liang to participate in these sexually explicit activities. The frequency of these activities gradually made Jin Liang feel guilty, because he had led his wife down this path. However, this frequency eventually reached a point that Jin Liang could not tolerate, because Wang Shanshan was always so proactive, and they rarely had marital relations anymore. This is why Jin Liang came to me today. I didn't directly tell Jin Liang what to do; I just told him to reflect on his actions. I didn't believe his wife would be so proactive, and I didn't believe that desire and passion could make her lose herself. So I decided to meet with his wife to truly understand the situation.
I found his wife on the third day, which was also a weekend. She had originally planned to participate in these sexually explicit activities, but when she heard that I was looking for her about this, she came over. Wang Shanshan was twenty-eight years old, young and beautiful, with an air of nobility about her. When she learned my identity and that Jin Liang had come to see me, she sat down, choosing to sit beside me rather than across from me. Before I could ask her anything, she burst into tears, nestled in my arms, crying like a child. She sobbed, "I didn't want to participate in that so-called 'sexual activity,' do you believe me?" I said, "I've never believed it, but I don't know why you've become like this." Wang Shanshan wiped away her tears, calmed herself slightly, and then told me the reason.
Wang Shanshan said, "When Jin Liang took me there for the first time, I didn't want to, but under the circumstances, I still participated in that damned 'sexual activity,' half-heartedly. But I really didn't betray my marriage, do you believe me?" Once inside the room, the man told me a lot. Knowing it was my first time, he didn't force me. This so-called social gathering wasn't his original intention, but it had developed into what it is now, mostly orchestrated by his wife, with the ultimate goal being to make money. The reason I go every weekend isn't because I enjoy participating in this so-called "sexual favors game." I just want Jin Liang to feel guilty towards me, and to punish him from the bottom of my heart. Each time I go, I don't choose other men; I only stay with this master. He treats me like an older brother and takes good care of me. Although he keeps trying to comfort me, telling me to relax and not to be disappointed in this marriage, how can I not be disappointed in the current situation? I'm still a woman after all; I'm not that mentally strong. My marriage has reached this point, and I really don't know how to trust it anymore, but I can't bear to let go. I really don't know what to do next. I go to these so-called "sexual favors games" every weekend just to avoid Jin Liang. I don't want to face him, I don't want to see him. If it weren't for his curiosity in the first place, we wouldn't have this family today. After Wang Shanshan finished speaking, she nestled in my arms again, like a child. I knew her heart was aching, and I held her tightly. It's incredibly difficult for a woman to face something like this. The fact that she's endured this long shows how strong she is. I didn't want to lecture her too much because I felt heartbroken for her. After all, we're both women; what woman could withstand such a life?
I held Wang Shanshan tightly and said, "Marriage is something everyone experiences, but choosing different people means choosing different marriages. Marriage requires the joint effort of both people. If a marriage encounters difficulties, it's impossible to blame only one person. So we must first look for the reasons within ourselves." Jin Liang's curiosity about that so-called "*** game" must have a reason. Regardless of his initial thoughts, he has finally had a change of heart and knows to turn back. As the saying goes, a prodigal son's return is more precious than gold. The past is the past; give him a chance if you can. No man is immune to making mistakes in this kind of situation. It all started out of curiosity. This so-called "mistress" is at least better than having a mistress; just consider it like he went to a prostitute. Since we've been strong this far, we must remain strong to the end. Otherwise, who will we show our weakness to? The past is the past; don't dwell on it, don't live in yesterday. Tomorrow's stage belongs to us; we must look forward. Life is our own. Marriage requires careful management; only by living well can we find happiness. Since we've come this far, we must overcome it. If you truly can't get over it, then divorce is the only option. It's your choice; whatever you choose, I will support you. I only wish you happiness.

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