The girl from back then

Before vocational college, XL was still a virgin. Aside from his penis, the most he'd
done with girls was hold hands, hug, or kiss a few times; nothing more. All of XL's sexual experiences were
developed , and they remain one of the most unforgettable parts of his life…

After the high school entrance exam in 2002, I missed the cutoff for the vocational college I applied to by 13 points. I had no choice
but pay tuition to attend a vocational college in a neighboring city—the birthplace of martial arts. The school
was pretty good in that city; apparently, the first person from that city to be admitted to Peking University came from there. After paying
tuition and settling into my dormitory, I waited for the afternoon to be assigned to my class. After lunch, the class notices were posted;
I was in Class Two, one of seven classes in total.

Around 3 PM, the school broadcasted for students to go to their classrooms so the homeroom teachers could take attendance.
Once in the classroom, I noticed something: there were quite a few girls in this school! Come to think of it, many of the boys went
to martial arts schools to learn martial arts, and 70% of the boys at this school were from out of town. The homeroom teacher was an older woman
with large glasses; she looked very old-fashioned. After taking attendance, she had each student come to the podium one by one
to introduce themselves. Because it was my first time studying out of town, I listened very attentively to the introductions.

Halfway through the introductions, I suddenly noticed a beautiful girl. She was almost 1.7 meters tall, with very straight
and smooth hair, and seemed to love to smile. She gave her self-introduction for over a minute, smiling about ten times.
Her dimples were especially cute when she smiled. After all the students had introduced themselves, I realized this girl must be the class beauty. At
least that's how I felt. After

all the students had introduced themselves, the homeroom teacher had everyone stand in the open space outside the classroom, two lines for boys and
two lines for girls, arranged by height. I'm 1.75 meters tall, which wasn't short for a student at the time
, and since I'm rather low-key, I naturally ended up at the end of the boys' line. Then the teacher led out
one , and they sat at a desk together – that was it, deskmates. We boys all thought
the teacher was pretty good! Then the line slowly moved forward. When it was almost over, I casually said I wanted to see
which girl I'd be deskmates with. I looked around, and holy crap, that pretty girl was
deskmates with that idiot kid in front of me, just one person behind…

I casually suggested to the student in front of me that we switch seats, saying, “You look like you're
taller than me!” Who knew that idiot kid would honestly say, “My hair makes me look taller, but I'm
actually not taller.” I really wanted to kick him. I don't know if he was being modest or if he saw
right through me. In the time it took to say those few words, the line was almost at ours.

I glanced over and saw that the pretty girl was also pointing at people, looking like she also wanted to know who she'd be deskmates with.
Finally, after checking, he saw the acne-covered idiot in front of me, frowned, and then
naturally noticed me. At that moment, my buddy was posing with his hands in front of his chest, right hand supporting his chin in a deep thought
…

Finally, it was my turn in the line. Sighing inwardly, I looked up and started walking towards the classroom. Wait, wait, damn it, the person
who started walking towards the classroom at the same time as me was that dimpled girl… Oh my god! Did God strike
that damned idiot to death? But then I looked closer, and I was overjoyed. This beautiful
girl had switched places with a burly woman behind her. The weather was so sunny and bright today, spring was in full bloom everywhere…

After sitting down in class, I didn’t even have time to look at my deskmate properly before that damned old woman started assigning tasks again:
“The six of you in the last row, come with me to the administration office to get your books.” (Because carrying books is hard work, especially since the vocational
college’s books are incredibly diverse.) Once we got to the administration office, we divided the books according to their weight and started carrying them
towards the classroom. After walking twenty or thirty meters, I looked back, and oh my god! The dimpled beauty was carrying a stack of
physics books, and she was grimacing from the weight.

I quickly stopped and called out to her, “Beautiful deskmate, if you can’t carry these, put them down. I’ll take mine to the classroom
and come back to help you with yours.” The dimpled beauty smiled and said, “Okay!” I was so excited, I took off running
towards the classroom, even though I was carrying two stacks of books, I still ran like the wind. I put the desk on the teacher's desk in the classroom and quickly turned back to pick up
the pretty girl. I didn't want any cunning boy to seize the opportunity to fawn over her…

When I got there, the girl was sitting under a
tree , enjoying the cool shade. I quickly went over and said, "Let's go, beautiful deskmate," and then deliberately wiped the sweat from my forehead to show I was tired. (School started in early September,
and it was still a bit hot.) My deskmate smiled and said to me, "Thank you." Ah, I immediately felt like a
cool breeze had swept over me; I felt so comfortable. On the way to the classroom, I learned her name was Tingting,
she was from Dengfeng city, and she hadn't gotten into her desired school, so her family had arranged for her to attend this one.

After a brief chat, we became somewhat acquainted. I couldn't help but feel a surge of pride;
I
'd gotten to know the beautiful girl on the very first day—good days were just around the corner! Of course, at that time, I really didn't think about actually sleeping with her; I was just purely happy. How wonderful it would be to have a beautiful girl as a girlfriend!

I won't go into details about the school incident; I'm sure you guys will automatically skip it if I write it down. I
'll just start from two months later when she agreed to be my girlfriend…

After two months of relentless effort, I finally succeeded in winning Tingting over. Of course, this
had a lot to do with my silver tongue. I was tall enough, and considered a handsome guy back then, plus I had
a very , often making Tingting laugh non-stop after class. As her affection for me grew day by day, she finally agreed to be my
girlfriend.

After that, I took even better care of her. When she caught a cold, I
risked getting caught by the dorm supervisor and punished by personally delivering medicine to her dorm (not that I didn't want her dormmates to bring it, but
I was afraid I'd be struck by lightning if I didn't seize this opportunity; to pick up girls in school, you have to be shameless and humble,
otherwise you'll end up with nothing after three years of vocational college). Touched, she let me kiss her forehead for the first time
(we were so innocent back in 2002, a forehead kiss almost gave me a heart attack, unlike nowadays where middle schoolers are already playing around with
classroom doors).

After that first forehead kiss, things got much easier. In the following days, we
had our first French kiss on the playground at night, and I even took the opportunity to touch her buttocks and waist. However, the weather was a bit
chilly then, and we were both wearing thermal underwear and jackets. So she knew I couldn't actually do anything more.
So it didn't really matter.

The turning point in our relationship came around New Year's Day. School had
a three-day holiday, and I called home to say I wasn't going back, but instead going to a classmate's house in Dengfeng (I remember
it clearly, we used internet cafes, I don't know if any of you guys have seen that).
Tingting went out to play after reporting home. Back then, the hottest place for all the students during holidays was the internet cafe.
I was pretty good at it back then, playing Half-Life, Legend of Sword and Fairy, and Jianghu (a web-based Jianghu, with
sects and time-based leveling, I'm sure many people don't know this). Girls like them would just use
QQ afterwards, and even then, they were incredibly reserved and serious when chatting.

The internet cafe we frequented was in front of a market, with thirty or forty computers, and
a guesthouse , ten yuan a night per person. We booked an all-night session, which also cost ten yuan, I think, and included a bag of
instant noodles. I remember it was quite cold that year, around New Year's Day. The internet cafe was packed. (Back then,
it was typical for one student to be online, with a follower sitting or standing behind them.

To be honest, the internet was still a novelty among students. Schools didn't support
students going online, so those who knew how to use it were mostly mischievous students. The bookworms could only watch
with envy.) Plus, with the smoking and poor air circulation, Tingting started feeling dizzy after a short while.

I quickly called over my best friend and childhood friend, Xiaofang, who was playing with her (Tingting
used the excuse of sleeping at Xiaofang's house to stay out all night; they'd been
best ). I told Xiaofang, "Tingting's feeling dizzy. It's a bit cold outside, so don't go out. I
'll get you a room upstairs. You and Tingting can go sleep for a while." Xiaofang looked reluctant, but seeing her best friend like this, she had no choice
but to let the other students who didn't know how to use the computer go upstairs with Tingting to sleep.

After playing Half-Life for a while, I got bored and secretly opened a website to read porn. Back then,
students online didn't have access to many pornographic DVDs, but pornographic books were everywhere. On Sundays,
you could buy a 700-page book by A Mao at a street stall for only 5 yuan—don't doubt me how many pages I remember. Because back then, the excitement of
buying was no less than watching Aoi Sora DVDs now, so people would usually
break it up every 100 pages and share it with six or seven others, then exchange it afterward. After reading for a while, I got really
excited and even took the opportunity to go to the bathroom and masturbate. But afterwards, I still felt a little unsatisfied, so I set my sights
on Tingting.

I ran upstairs to their room, knocked on the door, and saw Tingting sitting on a bed covered by a blanket, while
Xiaofang was sitting on the edge of her bed watching TV. It was almost 11 pm. The internet cafe was already locked,
and almost everyone else was playing all night. They asked me what I was doing upstairs. I said I thought I'd caught a cold too, so I came up to lie down for a
while, and then I sat on another bed. Tingting immediately asked if I needed to buy medicine, but I said no,
lying down for a bit should be fine.

But with Xiaofang there, I couldn't say anything else. Suddenly, an idea struck me, and I said to Xiaofang, "Xiaofang, if you're not
sleepy, why don't you
come down and sit on my computer? It's a waste of money to leave it empty." Xiaofang laughed and said, "You think I'm a third wheel?" Tingting, being a bit shy, said, "Are you coming down to play? If not, I'll go down."
Hearing this, Xiaofang jumped up and said, "I won't disturb your sweet time, I need to chat with my sweetheart." With that, she
went downstairs.

Now it was just the two of us in the room. Since we had already kissed and I had lightly touched Tingting's body,
plus the stimulation from reading some erotic novels earlier, I decided to trick Tingting into coming over and taking her. I said, feigning concern,
"Tingting, feel my forehead. Do you have a fever? I feel so weak." Because I always
doted on Tingting, she was very concerned about me too. Hearing this, she quickly got out of bed, slipped on her shoes, and went to the side
of the . She reached out her hand, and whether she understood or not, she touched my forehead and said, "No fever." I said,
"Then I feel hot and cold intermittently, and I feel weak." Tingting said, "Then cover yourself with the blanket and warm up. If you
can't put both blankets on you." I said, "How will you cover yourself?" She said, "I'm fine now.
They were smoking downstairs, and the smell made me uncomfortable." Saying this, she covered me with the blanket and then turned around and
covered me with the other blanket.

At that time, I was incredibly bold, but I also knew that Tingting actually loved me very much. But back then,
social attitudes weren't as open. At school, boyfriends and girlfriends were lucky if they just kissed;
they never thought about anything like sex. However, these things didn't hold me back much. Plus, I was constantly exposed to
erotic and pornographic films, so I already knew far more about this than most of my classmates. So,
while she was covering me with the blanket and propping up my pillow, I suddenly pinned her down. Caught off guard, she let out a soft gasp and collapsed onto me
. Without a word, I aimed for her cherry-like lips and began kissing her passionately, pounding away in her mouth.
Within minutes, her stiff body had gone limp against me.

Seizing the opportunity, I whispered in her ear, "Honey, it's cold outside. Come on in bed and warm up." She
kept her eyes closed and didn't say anything. I said, "You're wearing such thick clothes, what are you afraid of? Don't you trust me?"
She quickly shook her head, "No, Xiaofang is coming up later... If she sees me, it'll be so embarrassing. She'll definitely
laugh me." I quickly comforted her, "It's okay, Xiaofang is probably downstairs
having a sweet time with her online sweetheart. If you don't go down and call her, she'll definitely stay up until dawn." Tingting couldn't persuade me, and feeling that with such
thick clothes and Xiaofang downstairs, I couldn't possibly do anything else, she obediently lay down
in bed.

Both of us were wearing such thick coats, and with two blankets covering us, anyone with experience would know that the
blankets wouldn't be properly covering us. I took the opportunity to pretend to reach behind me and said, "The blankets aren't covering us properly, let's
take off our coats." Tingting looked up, then looked at me helplessly and had no choice but to get up and take off her coat. Back
then , a light jacket over a thermal undershirt was usually enough. The weather around New Year's Day
was just so-so, and being students, we were quite active, so that was sufficient.

Lying in bed was very comfortable then. I gently put my arm around her waist and started kissing her again. At first, she tried to
pull away, probably afraid that things would escalate and I might do something inappropriate. But then...
With that in mind, I wasn't going to let her escape so easily. I held her tightly, preventing her from wriggling, and grabbed
her mouth, refusing to let go. I unleashed my signature French kiss, leaving her breathless and
panting heavily through her nose. The more I kissed her, the more passionate I became, and with a swift movement, I flipped her over, pinning her to the side. My right arm
held her head still under her neck, while my hand gently caressed her back. My left hand roamed
irregularly but I dared not press directly against her not-so-large breasts, because I knew she was
a shy yet stubborn girl. Unless you were 80% sure you had her under control, you wouldn't dare make
any sudden movements.

My kisses grew increasingly frenzied, my body now completely pressed against hers. Since my hands were too afraid to move, I
used my body to press against her breasts, slowly stimulating her. Slowly, I started kissing her chin,
neck, and ears—basically, that's what the books say, these are all sensitive areas for women, so I figured it would
work. After a while of kissing, I noticed she was quite sensitive to her ears. When I sucked on them, I could
feel her wriggling and shrinking her neck, as if it was ticklish but also pleasurable. After kissing her for a while, I decided
to tentatively touch her breasts. Under the cover of my passionate kisses, my hand gently pressed against her soft breasts.
Even through her clothes, I could still feel their firmness and elasticity.

Humans have this peculiar habit—we instinctively squeeze anything soft, so I unconsciously squeezed
them a few times. Suddenly, I felt her body tense up, and she reached up to try and push my hand away. Having come
this far, how could I give up so easily? So I rubbed them even harder. She tried to push me away a few times but couldn't,
so she reached up and punched me on the back a few times. This must be tacit consent, right? I quickly became even more verbal,
while my hand slipped under the hem of her thermal underwear. Actually, Tingting is a very simple girl, very
innocent. And I could tell she really liked me. When we were dating in school, we spent almost every day
together, except when we went back to our dorms at night. I'd wait for her downstairs in the morning to get her up for morning exercises,
then we'd eat together, go shopping together, and go online together. And I really liked her too, and I
cared for her a lot. So when I did these things, she basically tacitly agreed, and she must have already
decided our future was intertwined.

When I touched her, she was burning hot. Wherever my hand touched, I could feel her skin and muscles
trembling . Without pausing, I touched her breasts. Tingting's breasts were neither too big nor too small, like a steamed bun,
but still quite firm. I gently pinched and rubbed those little nipples, and within a minute, I could
feel her breasts harden. They weren't as soft and bouncy as before, hard
like a steamed bun. I didn't know that at the time, but after learning more, I realized that girls who haven't been "developed" will get hard
when , and it's very obvious.

Gently squeezing her breasts, I felt my blood boiling. I whispered in Tingting's ear, "Sweetie, let's take our
clothes off." Tingting playfully punched my back, saying, "What are you trying to do?" Seeing
that she wasn't angry, I grinned and said, "What do you think I could do to you, wife?" Tingting's body went limp at the word
"wife she wrapped her arms around my neck, saying, "Think it over carefully. If you ever dare to leave me,
I'll kill myself." With things already at a critical point, I wasn't about to say anything stupid. I quickly kissed
Tingting 's forehead, looked into her eyes, and said affectionately, "Tingting, I really love you. Let's
be together forever, okay?"

Tingting's eyes immediately welled up with tears, and she kissed me back, saying, "Lei, I love
you too." Then she hugged me, and I felt like she was crying. I was also deeply moved and whispered in her ear, "
Tingting , believe me, I won't like any other girl besides you." Tingting sniffed and
quickly nodded. The conversation slowed my movements, but when I kissed her again,
I sensed a difference. She actually responded. Before, she would never cooperate, just letting
me kiss her as I pleased.

Her response excited me instantly. I took the opportunity to slip my hands inside her thermal underwear
and push it up. When I took her nipple into my mouth, I felt her whole body trembling. She just
gripped my arm tightly. I got up and took off her thermal underwear, and then mine too. When
we were naked and embracing, the feeling was indescribable; I
felt my whole body trembling. As I started to pull down her pants with trembling hands, she just
held me tightly, not caring whether I could even get her clothes off.

I felt I had to comfort her, so I hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "Tingting, give me everything.
I love you. Will you marry me?" Tingting just hugged me even tighter. I had to use every
trick in the book to finally get her pants off. Then I quickly pulled down my pants. When we were naked,
I felt like my penis was about to burst. At that moment, I mischievously took Tingting's hand and gently pressed it against my
penis . At first, she didn't notice, pinched it, and then seemed to suddenly understand.
She immediately pulled her hand back, made a soft sound, and pretended to hit me. I took the opportunity to lie on top of her and hold her hand down.

When I parted her tightly closed legs to enter, she struggled for a moment, then suddenly seemed to have made
a great decision, stopped struggling, and even parted her legs on her own. At that moment, I only had one thought: I
had to cherish this lovely girl who loved me so much. If I ever abandoned her, I would be
worse than an animal. When I entered, I clearly felt how tight it was, so I pulled out slightly
, rubbed against her outside a few times, and then went back in. To be honest, you can really feel the hymen,
but it's a very slight sensation. Tingting's reaction was like being pricked by a needle; her upper body arched,
her arms tightly wrapped around me, and her hands gripped the flesh of my back tightly. But there was no other indescribable pain or loss
of . I didn't feel good either; it felt like I was being pinched in half, and it wasn't very pleasurable. To be
honest, the first time is painful for both the woman and the man. It's just that the feeling of losing one's virginity is incredibly proud.

I won't go into details about the process, but we did it once that night. I feel that you have to cherish a girl
and not disregard her body. The next day, we didn't dare wait for Xiaofang to come up and knock on the door, so we got up early and went downstairs...
At the internet cafe, seeing that Xiaofang was still chatting, we went out to have some breakfast. Then she came back and called Xiaofang, who was still
reluctant to leave , to go back with her. I took a bus to school, went back to my dormitory, and went to sleep.

After that, I got a taste of the fun. To be honest, it's addictive. Whenever Tingting and I had a Sunday off, we
would often hang out together. When we had spare money, we would go to hotels. Small hotels didn't require registration. We would even
book rooms during the day but not stay there at night to avoid being caught during room checks. The year I went to school, Ren Changxia was the director of the Dengfeng Public
Security Bureau , and the security was relatively strict. Sometimes, even in the school dormitory... What surprised me was
that for a whole year, we never took any measures and there were no accidents...

Actually, in the end, I was really quite a beast. After a year, I transferred to Zhengzhou. And I hadn't even
told Tingting. My parents had found me a really good school, and I was also very interested in going to Zhengzhou, but I didn't
know how to tell Tingting. Her family probably wouldn't let her transfer schools halfway through, so I stupidly didn't say
a word. After summer vacation, I went to Zhengzhou with my dad. Later, I heard from classmates that Tingting went to
the school and saw I wasn't there. Then she heard from our classmates that I had gone to Zhengzhou, and without a word, she turned around
, grabbed her things, and left. And then she never went back to school… I haven't heard from her since…

I'm writing this just to remember the girl I first gave myself to. It's been almost ten years now, and thinking about it still
makes me feel like a monster. I did something truly inhuman!!!

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