I developed a masturbation addiction in my senior year of college.

Would you be surprised if I told you I never masturbated before my senior year of college?

Yes, that's true.

Before my senior year, my happiest thing was having erotic dreams. A kiss on my dream goddess would make me ejaculate, and I still savor that feeling. But as time went by, I grew older, and gained more experience, that feeling disappeared, even though the dreams still lingered.

Back then, I had boundless energy. Every night around 2 or 3 a.m., I would wake up, hard, and lie on the bed, pressing down on my rock-hard erection, my mind wandering. And I mean every single day! But it didn't work. I couldn't release myself. Looking back, I'm speechless; I don't know how I got through it. But there was one advantage: boundless energy. For countless exams in college, I would study all night before, take the exam the next day, sleep afterward, forget everything, and easily get first place. That was truly a glorious period.

During my senior year of college, I accidentally touched my penis and found that stroking it back and forth actually brought me pleasure. Then, I learned to masturbate, entering a whole new world. You can imagine how unrestrained a young person in their twenties, who had never released themselves before, would become when suddenly entering this world. I masturbated twice in a row. I even had a handkerchief by my bedside specifically for wiping away my semen. By the time I graduated, it was a hard lump. I even liked the smell of the solidified semen, or rather, the smell of my underwear, I don't know why. Of course, sometimes after ejaculating, I wouldn't wipe it off, just leave it on my stomach and fall asleep, only to find it crusted over the next day, haha.

During that time, my body only felt like it was exhaling, not inhaling. I don't know what breath is, but that's definitely how it felt, like my soul leaving my body, like my life fading away—in short, my body only felt like it was exhaling, not inhaling.

Everyone has a long history of masturbation, and obviously I was too. It's not like I quit with a single decision. I'm not saying masturbation is bad; holding it in for too long can lead to inappropriate thoughts, which is also bad. However, it must be done in moderation. Appropriate release should be beneficial to the body. Many people like to pursue extremes, exhausting themselves to the point of having no energy left, which is undoubtedly harmful.

I think not everyone learned to masturbate as late as I did; many, many people certainly learned it much earlier. I don't know which is better or worse.

From my personal experience, learning it late has its advantages and disadvantages. The advantage is that the body develops better; I don't know if masturbating too early will result in a smaller penis. Also, there's boundless energy; you have endless energy for everything. The disadvantage is that the body feels too stifled; you might have inappropriate thoughts whenever you see a woman. In short, there are pros and cons; it's a matter of perspective.

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