Daughter, I really love you.

I am truly an unfortunate man.

I still vividly remember my beautiful wife, fourteen years ago, her pale face on the hospital bed after giving birth to Jia Yi.

"Ming Xiang... I think I'm not going to make it..."

she said weakly, holding the newborn Jia Yi, still streaked with blood.

Beside her, I was already crying uselessly, only knowing to tightly grasp my wife's hand, not caring whether the stream on my face was tears or snot; in short, it was a complete mess. "

You won't, you won't! Didn't you promise to take Jia Yi and me to Zhiben, to let him soak in your favorite hot spring with you?!" "I'm sorry... Ming Xiang, it seems I... can't keep that promise..."

she said with difficulty, her eyelids gradually drooping.

I took a deep breath, grabbed the nurse who had been standing behind me for a long time, and shouted: "You must have a way to save her, you must!! Think of a way, please!" The nurse was stunned by my impulsiveness and helplessly called to the doctor standing beside her.

However, the doctor didn't stop me. He just placed his hand on my shoulder and said, "Mr. Liu... I understand your pain. Please calm down..."

Calm down? How the hell are you telling me to calm down?! I yelled angrily, shoving the nurse away and running back to the bedside: "Ling, don't sleep! You absolutely can't fall asleep!!" "Mingxiang... I'm so tired... so tired..." she said. I could clearly feel—the flame of my beautiful wife's life was slowly dying out.

"Ling, Ling! Don't leave me!" My eyes were already blurred with tears, but I dared not wipe them away because I was terrified of my wife leaving before my eyes.

"Xiang... promise me one thing..."

"Tell me, tell me! I'll promise you anything, please... don't leave me...

Let Jiayi... keep smiling... just like... you do for me..." "

I promise you! I promise you... don't close your eyes!" "Ling, Ling!" I felt his hand gradually losing strength, his fingers loosening weakly, and I fell into the abyss of despair...

"Ling, answer me, please..."

I gently shook her body, hoping for even the slightest response.

But I didn't get that sliver of hope I wanted.

I could only cry, cry and cry, letting tears stream down my face and snot drip into my mouth.

"Mr. Liu, please accept my condolences..."

The doctor patted my shoulder, looked at the flat electrocardiogram, and sighed. "

Are you even qualified to be a doctor?" I yelled. I grabbed the doctor angrily and punched him hard in the face, knocking him to the side and spitting out two or three teeth I had broken.

Just then, my sister burst into the room and grabbed me: "Brother! What are you doing?! Don't do this! Don't stop me, let go! Brother, brother! Haven't you had enough?!" Suddenly, a powerful impact, accompanied by a deafening roar, slammed into my face. My vision blurred, I spun twice, and rolled to the ground, knocking over several pieces of medical equipment.

I touched my swollen cheek, glaring at my furious father. "

Calm down! How old are you? Are you trying to escalate this?" I sat on the ground, seething with anger, wiping away my tears as I thought of my wife's face before her death. "

I'm sorry, son was ignorant. I'll reimburse you and your hospital for the compensation."

My father bowed to the doctor, who stood up, but simply shook his head with a frown…

However, from that moment on, the suffering began…

After that incident, the hospital sued me. Although I only had to pay some money thanks to the victim's understanding, the psychological trauma was difficult to heal.

I skipped many weeks of work. My supervisor, aware of my predicament, simply took on a lot of work for me, allowing me to rest at home.

But this is only a temporary measure; I still have to face the same unchanging life—I know that perfectly well.

However, I really have no energy right now. I've even left my daughter with my parents; I don't want to take on any responsibilities like being a father, and I find even getting some sunlight too much trouble.

So, I simply quit my job, feeling very sorry for my boss, and am barely surviving on my meager savings.

Eight years have passed quietly like this… but these eight years feel like a lifetime.

This is the sixth phone call, coming quickly and urgently, ringing again immediately after being hung up.

I don't care what's so urgent; even if the world is about to end, I'd just consider it a given.

Ring…

This is the seventh call… Don't the people calling get annoyed? I just want to live out the rest of my life like this… anyway, once my sense of existence completely disappears, I'll have no motivation to continue living.

Even the landlord downstairs wishes I'd die soon

… The mailbox overflowing with complaint letters and rent collection notices tells me this.

Ring…

The eighth call.

I simply unplugged the phone, returning to my dark, solitary space.

The noisy sounds finally stopped, never to ring again, never to disturb my long-dead soul.

Ring…

Huh? Didn't I unplug the phone? Why is it ringing again? I slowly raised my head, and after confirming that I had indeed unplugged the phone, I shrank back into the corner.

It must be my imagination…

Knock knock knock…

Damn stupid son, open the door right now!! That's Dad's voice… Looks like trouble really has reached the family.

Please, don't bother me… Just let me leave like this, I won't disturb anyone…

Your daughter is already eight years old, eight years old! Do you want to turn her into an orphan on the street? After Huiling left, did you just abandon her belongings?! Hearing this, images of Ling's every smile and the happy days we lived together flashed through my mind, and my tears started falling uncontrollably again.

I don't care anymore.

What kind of father abandons his daughter to her parents? I'm leaving first, you might as well let your daughter die here with me! A short while later, the urgent sound of an engine starting up came from downstairs.

I never thought my dad would be so heartless, just leaving his granddaughter here like this.

So…troublesome.

Should I go and help her? There are so many abandoned children in the world anyway, and the landlord will definitely take Jia Yi to a shelter after seeing her.

Jia Yi…Jia Yi…? Let Jia Yi…keep smiling…just like…you did for me….

Ling…

Remembering my promise to Hui Ling, I sighed, wiped away my tears, and turned on the light (I hadn't turned on the fluorescent light again for four years). The sudden brightness took a while for my eyes to adjust.

Through the crack in the door, I could vaguely see a small figure sitting in front of it.

Just as I was about to open the door, I suddenly saw a disheveled man with lifeless eyes through the mirror hanging on the door.

Touching my hair, I could hardly believe this was who I looked.

Looking back at the room, empty bottles, instant noodle bowls, and empty cans were everywhere, and a foul stench permeated the air.

Oh well… I guess I'll just have to live like this again after I settle Jiayi down…

With that thought in mind, I reluctantly and slowly opened the door.

The little girl outside had a fair face and fair skin, which looked even more translucent under the fluorescent light above, making me stare at her for a while.

However, what really piqued my interest and made me stop and even squint to examine her closely was her little face.

That oval face, big eyes, long, flowing, slightly brown hair, and light green dress… she looked exactly like a miniature Huiling…

Did Mom and Dad… deliberately make Jiayi like this? Thinking of the past, I felt a lump in my throat, but my pride forced me to hold back my tears.

Jia Yi seemed terrified when she saw my appearance.

She just stood there blankly at the door, clutching her bear-shaped plush toy tightly, her eyes fixed on my gaze.

Only then did I realize how terrible I looked.

"Jia Yi...?" I called softly.

Originally, I wanted to use a cold tone so that she wouldn't feel any affection for me, making it easier to take her to the shelter and get rid of my troubles; however, I didn't expect that these two simple words would come out so gently that even I felt nauseous, not even as gentle as when I spoke to Hui Ling.

"Dad... Daddy...?" Jia Yi also called tentatively, her voice filled with fear, which brought back the composure I had intended.

However, I knew that if I took Jia Yi to the shelter like this, I might be arrested as a child abductor, causing even more trouble. "

Go inside and sit for a while, Daddy will take you somewhere in a bit."

After saying this, I finally regained the coldness I had intended.

"Oh...oh..."

Jia Yi was actually very obedient and compliant.

After responding, he stepped into the room, but frowned.

"Daddy...stinky..."

Jia Yi seemed unable to bear the stench, put down his teddy bear, pinched his nose, and waved his little hand in front of him.

This reaction was exactly what I expected, so I simply went into the bathroom, picked up my razor (which I hadn't used in ages), and started grooming my neglected face. "

Oh, it's okay, we're leaving soon anyway,"

I said coldly, splashing water on my face. "

Daddy...where are we going?" Jia Yi's voice came from the living room, making me think to myself: Why is this little brat asking so many questions? "To a place where lots of kids will play with you." I regretted saying that as

soon as I finished speaking.

The razor had become dull from not being used for so long, and I accidentally cut myself. It looked like I must have bled quite a bit.

I frowned, picked up the replacement razor blades beside me, only to find that the blades were almost rusted as well. I could only grit my teeth and continue using the dull razor.

Suddenly, the sound of plastic bags coming from the living room filled the air; I wondered what that kid was doing.

Although my room was full of trash, it wasn't to the point where I couldn't find a place to sit.

Oh well… there wasn't anything important anyway. The only important thing was Huiling's photo on the computer.

After finishing my beard, quite a while had passed, and I was covered in cuts and scrapes from the razor blades, with several drops of blood even trickling from my chin.

But no pain was greater than the wound in my heart from losing Huiling, so I simply let it drip.

Next… it was time to deal with my hair.

Just as I was about to turn on the shower, Jiayi suddenly appeared from the bathroom doorway, struggling to drag a large bag towards the entrance, seemingly playing some game.

She was sweating profusely, her clothes half-soaked.

"Is it necessary...? Come to think of it... do I even have that big bag of stuff in my room?" I thought to myself as I rinsed my hair.

But I quickly realized I'd become too lazy to think, forgetting many common sense things, and even showing signs of early-onset dementia.

Ugh... the water really hurts the wound.

Ah! Daddy, why is it so red? This little brat... what stupid question is she asking

now? My eyes are so watery I can't open them, and I have no idea what Jia Yi is doing.

Daddy's washing his hair, you go play first, we'll talk later.

Daddy... can I help? ...Whatever.

...Whatever.

Because some water mixed with blood got into my eyes, the pain from the wound on my face and the pain in my eyes made it impossible for me to open them.

To be honest, it would be difficult for me to finish washing my hair, but if this little one wants to help, I might as well let him try.

Anyway, no matter how bad it gets, it won't affect my plans.

A pair of soft, warm little hands touched the lower edge of my face, accidentally brushing against my wound, making me frown. She seemed to realize this and quickly moved away,

carefully pressing down on the uninjured part of my chin.

I knew this was because she wasn't tall enough to reach my head, so I simply sat down so she could wash me properly. "

Daddy…you're so hurt…does it hurt?" This question made me sneer.

Could any pain be worse than the wound in my heart? Although Huiling was gone, I didn't blame her; but the fact remained that Huiling died in childbirth. "It

's okay, hurry up and wash."

"Oh…okay…."

She gently washed my greasy hair, hair that even I found sticky and disgusting, yet she showed no sign of resistance. It reminded me of when Huiling and I used to bathe together, and she always washed my hair in the same way.

Could this habit be hereditary? Gradually, her hand touched my cheek. Her soft, warm little hand stirred my heart, and I couldn't help but gently grasp it, mistaking it for Huiling's, and quietly kiss it.

Jiayi, though startled by my actions, didn't stop rinsing.

Soon after, my hair was almost washed, and I found a towel to dry my face before opening my eyes.

Seeing Jiayi staring at me with wide eyes, as if she'd seen something strange, made me uncomfortable. I couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong? Does your father look strange?" Jiayi quickly looked away, like a child caught doing something wrong, and replied in a barely audible voice, "No… it's just that Daddy has so many wounds on his face…" "

Daddy, do you want to put some medicine on?" "Wait a minute.

" The wounds from the razor blade had been washed away by the water, but they started bleeding again after a short while. I felt this wasn't right.

However, I couldn't help but shift my gaze back to Jia Yi.

This little rascal really is a little rascal. It's one thing to be drenched in sweat, but even washing my hair leaves her soaking wet. Doesn't she know how to wash her own hair? However, although she's only eight, I could see from her clothes, clinging to her body from the wetness, that her chest and waist were already beginning to develop. Though still in their budding stages, it was clear that when she grew up, she would surpass even her mother in beauty.

I shook my head. I didn't even understand why I had these thoughts, let alone how meaningless they were.

Back in my room, I looked at it in surprise.

The table, previously piled high with instant noodles and wine glasses, was now spotless, the trash on the floor had been cleared away, and even the clock on the wall was sparkling clean.

The large bag of things piled by the door must have been my spoils, and the odor had been greatly reduced. "

Um… Dad… can I take a shower before going out?" "Whatever."

I casually sat down where I was sitting and haphazardly bandaged my wound.

After bandaging it, I turned on the TV out of boredom, only to find that channel four had been cut off long ago due to unpaid bills, so I had to turn it off helplessly.

At that moment, I heard the sound of running water from the bathroom.

When I turned my gaze to the computer, hoping to pass the time by looking at the photos, I was shocked to find that Huiling's photo was missing! And I searched high and low for a long time but couldn't find that photo!! Jiayi! Where did you take the photo of Mommy on the computer?! I impulsively slammed open the bathroom door, startling Jiayi.

Although she was only eight years old, she was very aware of the differences between boys and girls, and quickly covered her body and turned around, looking at me in surprise.

But at this moment, I didn't notice this at all, only looking at her with angry eyes.

That was... Mommy's photo? I... I pasted it on the right wall.

I turned around at her words and saw Huiling's photo quietly pasted on the wall, smiling at me. It was just that Jiayi wasn't tall enough, so it was pasted a little low.

I had unintentionally overlooked it.

"Um, Dad… could you… please leave?" Only then did I realize my lapse in composure. However, even after realizing my embarrassment, I couldn't bring myself to say anything more: "What, is it shameful for Dad to see your body?" "Yes… no… but…"

Jiayi stammered, but I interrupted her before she could finish. "

What's there to be ashamed of? Didn't Grandpa and Grandma teach you to close the door when you take a bath?" My tone grew harsher, but I immediately regretted it; this wasn't a good example. "

But… the bathroom door… is broken."

I looked at the lock, and sure enough, due to prolonged dampness, even the lock was quite rusted.

My heavy slap had knocked the lock off.

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. Faced with this eight-year-old brat, I, a man over thirty, was speechless, only able to utter an "oh" and awkwardly leave the bathroom.

However, not long after I left, a scream suddenly rang out, and Jia Yi, completely naked, rushed out and threw herself into my arms.

I frowned, trying to push her away, but failed; her strength was incredible.

"What are you doing? What's going on?! Daddy… there's… a cockroach!" Damn! A cockroach can scare you like this? How old are you? I watched as a dark creature flew out of the bathroom and stuck to the wall, and Jia Yi's scream grew louder and louder, becoming incredibly jarring.

I angrily pushed her away forcefully, grabbed the dictionary from the table, and smashed it heavily onto the cockroach.

"It's dead, okay?" I wiped the stains on the wall with toilet paper and threw it into the trash can.

Turning around, I found Jiayi sitting on the floor, sobbing uncontrollably, seemingly forgetting she wasn't dressed.

Looking at her developing body, her slightly protruding breasts, her still hairless pubic area, my long-accumulated desire slowly overflowed, and a certain part of me underwent a strange change.

Damn it, that's my daughter! What am I thinking? I slapped myself hard. "

Daddy, why…why are you always so mean to me…waaaah…"

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. I was about to turn away and let her continue crying when, to my dismay, I met Huiling's gentle gaze.

Instantly, my mind went blank.

What…what did I do? Did I make Jiayi cry? …Cry…? Just then, Huiling's weak words flashed through my mind again. "

Make Jiayi…keep smiling…just like…you do to me…."

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──I'm fucking damn it! What have I done?! Didn't I promise Huiling? Why did I still treat Jiayi as a burden? Thinking this, I slapped myself twice more, so hard that I felt dizzy and my cheeks burned.

Finally realizing my mistake, I found my tears starting to fall again. I gently hugged the still-crying Jiayi, letting her tears soak my soiled clothes, and my tears dripped onto her shoulders and still-wet hair. "

Jiayi… Daddy's sorry… I'm so sorry."

I gently stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.

I didn't stop the tears from falling, and at the same time, I understood why I had the motivation to continue clinging to life.

Because all of this was to fulfill Huiling's wish.

"Daddy, Daddy… Waaaaah…"

Jiayi continued to cry, but she gripped my clothes tighter and tighter.

Her little hands were so strong, so full of life, so hopeful.

This was my past with my daughter, although I still couldn't forget the pain of Huiling's death.

But my daughter and I have managed to forget the estrangement we've had for eight years and accept each other.

Jia Yi is truly perfect at handling housework; perhaps it's because of her parents' excellent parenting style.

She always cleans up the mess I make without complaint and greets me with the warmest, most welcoming smile.

Although she's only eight, she's very sensible; I can't pick her up from school because I'm back at work, but she understands and doesn't blame me, which always fills me with a different kind of happiness.

Even so, I still can't smile when I'm with Jia Yi; whenever I see her tender face, I can't help but think of the past. "

Dad, why aren't you smiling?" Jia Yi has grown up and is starting to prepare for her middle school entrance exams.

She's very proactive and mature, always worried that I might be distracted by her studies.

Yet now, as she rummages through her schoolbag, she looks at me and asks, "

Me? ...I am smiling, look."

I put down my work, looked away from the screen, and tried to force a smile for her, but it was a very guilty smile and must have looked terrible.

Dad's lying; Dad wasn't really smiling at all.

Jia Yi pouted, looking incredibly cute, which stirred within me an urge to pick her up and kiss her all over.

However, after what happened before, I had been trying hard to suppress that wicked, deep-seated desire, not daring to do anything out of line.

Hehe… I couldn't help it, Dad has a lot on his plate, so he's often exhausted…

Before I could finish the lie I was trying to squeeze out, Jia Yi innocently and unpretentiously exposed it. "

Dad, are you thinking about Mom? Grandma said you really, really love Mom."

Jia Yi said, sitting beside me.

"Hmm… yes."

I stroked her head, waves of sadness washing over me.

But in front of my child, I couldn't easily show my vulnerable side. "

Dad, if you want to cry, you can cry in Jia Yi's arms! Just like when I was bullied by my classmates last time."

Jia Yi said.

However, she didn't tell me about her sadness, but instead bore the immense sorrow with her small body.

One day, I took a day off and wanted to surprise her by picking her up from school. Unfortunately, I happened to see that group of kids surrounding Jia Yi, hurling insults at her with vile language.

I was furious and yelled at them, which escalated the situation, even getting the school involved.

The other parents initially tried to sue me on trumped-up charges, but I countered by accusing them of public insult and assault, warning them of legally defined offenses. The matter gradually calmed down.

However, Jia Yi was already deeply hurt, which made me feel incredibly guilty. All I could say to her was, "Jia Yi, if you want to cry, you can cry in Daddy's arms. Daddy will protect you." Hearing

those words now, in different situations and with the roles reversed, always feels a little strange.

But Jia Yi didn't consider my perspective and pulled my head onto her shoulder without my consent.

Although he's quite tall for his age, he still only reaches my chest. He forced my head down, making my neck a little sore, but leaning on her shoulder, the warmth, the affection, and the scent that was exactly the same as Huiling's, gave me a sense of peace.

My eyes welled up with tears instantly, and I didn't try to stop them.

I could only hide my face by hugging Jiayi tightly and pressing my cheek against hers…

"Daddy, can you tell me about Mommy?" Jiayi asked, gently patting my back with her little hand. "

Hmm… your mommy is very gentle… I've never argued with her since we got together, and your mommy… (omitted)."

If this continued, it would be a long story.

I talked a lot about our past, and Jiayi didn't ask any questions or interrupt, just listened quietly…

Sharing my love's stories with the one I love is truly wonderful… especially when we both love her at the same time.

Actually, the moment Dad saw you, he felt you really looked like your mother. Dad was afraid of hurting you, so initially he planned to send you away.

I talked about Huiling and me for a long time… Finally, I decided to bravely admit my initial mistake. I wiped away my tears, waiting for my daughter's heartbroken condemnation.

However, I didn't expect Jiayi to be so mature. Faced with my words, she simply smiled, shook her head, and kissed me on the cheek: "I won't blame Dad, I love Dad the most."

At the time, I didn't realize how dangerous Jiayi's words were; I just smiled wryly and pinched her cheek.

Time flies. Jiayi proved that her grades were truly excellent; she was admitted to one of the top junior high schools in Kaohsiung. She

also gradually became more tactful in her relationships with classmates, and her mature and steady attitude earned her the respect of many children, even surprising her homeroom teacher.

Once, her teacher invited parents to attend a teaching observation event and praised Jiayi highly, which also brought me a lot of glory.

However, in terms of family life, I cannot be a role model for every parent. After all, Jia Yi's mindset is slightly skewed due to the absence of a

mother. Because of the lack of maternal love, she doesn't understand what it means to have a mother's reaction. Moreover, most of the parents who came to observe the teaching were mothers, and I, being the only exception, felt a bit out of place. After the observation, there were the usual one-on-one talks, which is the most effective way to understand the students' family situations; this was expected, and I had cleared my entire day for it. "Excuse me, are you Mr. Liu?" "Hello, as you probably already know, I am Jia Yi's homeroom teacher—Lin Huacen." The middle-aged woman, who looked over 40, adjusted her black-rimmed glasses and gently placed her other hand on Jia Yi's shoulder, speaking kindly. " Hello, please don't be so formal, just use a normal form of address. Jia Yi will need your care for the next three years. " I extended my friendly right hand in return. After shaking hands with me, Ms. Lin dismissed Jiayi outside the office and then said directly to me, "Mr. Liu, since that's the case, I won't bother with formalities." We're both students, so I got straight to the point; although Jiayi is a new student, her attitude towards learning has surprised me greatly, and her thoughtfulness and attentiveness reveal her parents' effective educational approach—even my own child is inferior. Hearing this, my nose naturally perked up again, even though my parents are the ones who truly shaped her personality. Just as I was about to thank her, the teacher added, "However, regarding the essay from last term: 'My Future Career,' do you know what that child wrote?" I apologize for this, as I've been too busy with work, and the child rarely has the opportunity to mention school to me at home. I gave an embarrassed, wry smile. " Hmm… I heard your family situation is somewhat unique, so strictly speaking, it's not your fault; however, Mr. Liu, as a mentor, I have an obligation to tell you that the child's thoughts are a bit unusual." "Teacher Lin, there's no need to beat around the bush. I won't blame Jiayi for her performance at school." Hearing this, Teacher Lin walked to her desk, took out a stack of densely written manuscript paper from her drawer, and gently placed it in front of me. I looked at the title, and a smile welled up in my heart: So this little devil's mind isn't fully mature yet. " Teacher Lin, isn't every girl's dream to become a happy bride?" I thought Jiayi wasn't wrong in writing that. But the problem isn't there. Please look at the second page. Seemingly remembering the problem, Teacher Lin took off her glasses and rubbed the bridge of her nose. Puzzled, I frowned and carefully pulled out the second manuscript paper. I saw Teacher Lin meticulously underlined the key paragraphs in red, but I was deeply moved after seeing that underlined text. " My dream is to marry someone like my father, preferably my father himself." My eyes swept across the page and saw the second paragraph. "My father's deep affection for my mother is something I've understood since I was very young."

I heard I look a lot like my mother, and they hope I can have a child for my father to fill the void left by my mother's absence.

My father is the best to me.

Although he's often busy with work, I'm not sad because I know he loves me too; besides my mother, I'm the only one in his heart.

Reading these shocking words, I unknowingly finished two articles.

However, what shocked me even more was the content of the last article.

As I grow up, will my body become more and more like my mother's? I really want to give my body to my father someday, hoping he'll be happy.

Mr. Liu, do you know what the problem is? This… this can't just be a child's wild imagination, can it? I casually replied.

However, as these articles revealed their feelings, I gradually recalled Jia Yi's recent strange behavior.

Indeed, in terms of father and daughter, Jiayi's recent behavior seems a bit out of line; normal children know in elementary school that their bodies shouldn't be shown to others casually, but Jiayi seems to be doing it intentionally, often making alluring gestures that only mature women would do in front of me, forcing me to suppress my growing desires by constantly working.

I hope so too.

In short, this concerns the child's thoughts, so I hope you pay more attention.

Teacher Lin tidied up the stack of essays and put them back in her drawer.

However, at this moment, I don't know why, I suddenly felt guilty.

Teacher Lin, I hope you can keep this a secret. I don't want Jiayi to be treated differently because of this.

I said seriously.

I know, I promise I won't make Jiayi sad.

To be honest, I feel that Teacher Lin has the kind of personality that makes people feel at ease; whatever she says, she will definitely do.

Dad, what did the teacher say to you? Stepping outside, I saw Jiayi sitting bored on a low chair, kicking her legs.

I patted her head and forced a smile, saying, "It's nothing. Your teacher said you're very good and wants me to spend more time with you.

So, Daddy has decided to take you to the beach this Saturday, okay?" "Wow, really? Daddy's the best!" It seemed this tactic worked as expected; Jia Yi smiled, dispelling my unease.

This was a relatively secluded beach. Because it was far from the crowds, there was much less trash than in bustling places, allowing Jia Yi to freely walk on the fine sand without worrying about getting hurt.

At first, Jia Yi was hesitant to come out after changing into her swimsuit at the guesthouse, until sunset when I practically dragged her out; I didn't want her to miss the sunset at the beach.

But when I saw Jia Yi's outfit

, I was stunned for a moment. It turned out she had secretly gone out with her friends and bought a swimsuit with her allowance—a two-piece swimsuit with a cute little skirt. It made her look like a little princess, prompting me to whistle jokingly, which made Jia Yi blush with embarrassment.

I watched the tide rise, realizing it was too dangerous to swim now, so I laid out a rubber mat and leaned against Jia Yi, gazing at the orange-red sun. "

Dad still isn't smiling,"

Jia Yi said, pouting.

Although she'd grown up and lost some of her cuteness, her expression was still quite beautiful and charming in the sunlight. " No,

I'm not.

Dad's happy coming out with Jia Yi."

Even so, my heart was still largely occupied by Hui Ling.

That's just my personality; memories, whether beautiful or sad, are hard to forget, so I just hide them like this. "

Really? Well, Dad, um… I've always had a wish."

Jia Yi suddenly took my hand and said.

"What wish? What do you want to buy? Dad can grant you anything."

I looked at Jia Yi, waiting for her next words.

But Jia Yi just looked at me and shook her head, not saying another word, her bright eyes sparkling.

Suddenly, I remembered Jia Yi's article from a few days ago, and a sense of crisis rose within me. I began to deeply regret what I had just said.

But just then, a voice abruptly cut in between us. "

Hey, hey, an old cow eating young grass, huh? This old man and his young lover are being so lovey-dovey here, it's really uncomfortable to watch!" I turned around and saw three stylishly dressed young people standing behind me, probably seventeen or eighteen years old, their flirtatious smiles making me frown.

"Excuse me, did I disturb you?" I said calmly.

The sudden appearance of the three startled Jia Yi, who quickly hid behind me.

The leader of the three young people walked towards me, looked at Jia Yi, and said, "Hey pretty girl, what's so good about being with this old man? Come out with us! I'll take you to lots of fun places.

" Aren't these three's lines a bit too cliché...? Besides, I'm only in my early thirties. Many of my younger colleagues at the company still call me "Young Master" in private. Is it really necessary to call me "Old Man"? I looked at the three delinquents. They didn't seem to work out regularly; they were all skinny as skewers. When I stood up, I was half a head taller than the tallest one of them. They weren't a threat to me at all. "

You old codger, what are you naive about?" the young man on the right said menacingly, as if they thought they had a better chance of winning because they outnumbered me. "

I'm just seeing if you're good enough for my daughter."

"But just for saying that, I've already rejected you."

I said sarcastically, looking at him.

"Oh, so she's your daughter? How old is she?" the young man in the lead asked. "

She's not even 15 yet."

I quietly pulled Jia Yi back two steps, increasing the distance between us and them. "

Damn, she's only 14? She's already as pretty as a model, what?" the young man on the right said. His rude comment made me frown again.

"Jiayi, would you want to go with these low-class people?" Although I already knew the answer, I still asked deliberately.

"No... I want to stay with Dad."

Jiayi was stunned by the scene and could only timidly give an answer that satisfied me.

"Damn it, old man, are you looking for death? Saying I'm low-class?" the young man cursed.

I ignored him and started picking up the plastic mat and the things on the ground. "

Fuck you, ignoring me!" Unexpectedly, at this moment, the young man punched me in the face without saying a word. I took the punch, grunted, and then grabbed his arm.

"Dad!" Jiayi cried out worriedly.

However, I had already suffered this kind of pain when I was in the army.

That young man's strength was not even as great as my sergeant back then. I was beaten by my sergeant major until I was discharged.

I gripped his hand tightly, twisted it, and the young man cried out in pain.

"Damn it! Let go! You fucking let go—!" This was just a warning. If it continued, don't blame me for being impolite.

I touched my punched face with my other hand, let go of his hand, and said.

"Damn it, kill this old bastard!" I don't know whose order it was, but the three men suddenly swarmed me, attacking me with a chaotic barrage of punches and kicks.

However, what strength could those three skinny guys possibly have? To me, it was like a slow-motion replay.

I dodged one of their punches, leaned in with my shoulder, and landed a heavy blow to his stomach. He was already crouching on the ground, coughing violently. Another tried to kick me in the waist from behind, but I grabbed his leg, lifted him up, and threw him aside. The last one, seeing the situation was turning against him, uttered a few threats and fled.

I looked at the mess on the ground, littered with the things scattered from the fight, and helplessly gathered up the undamaged items. I led the still-frightened Jiayi towards the guesthouse. After a while, she came to her senses, hugging my back tightly and saying, "Daddy, that was...so scary..." "

Daddy already chased them away, didn't he? What are you still afraid of?" I gently stroked her hand and said.

After graduating from elementary school, Jia Yi's figure underwent an astonishing transformation. Although she'd only recently entered junior high, her figure was already curvaceous. Her soft breasts pressed against my back, sending a shiver down my spine, but I quickly suppressed it with reason.

I could see Jia Yi was quite frightened, but I couldn't just stand there waiting for those three men to come looking for revenge, so I carried her back to my car… "

Go take a shower first, then call me when you're done."

I turned on the TV and lay on the sofa, thinking about how to make Jia Yi happy tomorrow.

So, being in a secluded place isn't good either? Fewer people mean more freedom, but it also gives those with malicious intent an opportunity.

Tomorrow, I'll take Jia Yi to a more lively place…

Thinking this, I picked up a tea bag and took a sip. However, the bathroom door opened at that moment. I turned around and immediately spat out the tea.

Jia Yi was standing naked in front of me! She made no attempt to hide herself, standing before me blushing and shyly asking, "Daddy...can I shower with you?" I looked at her almost flawless body, her breasts the size of small bowls, her pink nipples, her slender waist, and her mysterious private parts. The cup in my hand fell to the floor in surprise, wetting a large area of the carpet.

At that moment, I remembered Jia Yi's writing: "I really want to give my body to Daddy someday, hoping he will be happy."

A line seemed to be drawn in my mind, swaying beneath my feet, and I struggled with whether to cross it.

Suddenly, I felt a dryness in my throat, making me swallow hard. This action made Jia Yi's face turn as red as an apple, but she still resisted the urge to cover herself, letting my gaze roam over her body.

*Cough!* I coughed loudly, shook my head, and abruptly shifted my attention back to the television, forcing a serious expression as I said, "Jiayi, didn't Daddy tell you before that you shouldn't show your body to just anyone? You're so old, how come you still can't understand? Daddy, could you please turn your head?" Jiayi's voice sounded almost tearful at this moment.

I hesitated for a moment, glancing at the ceiling.

I couldn't help but wonder if God hadn't tormented me enough, before finally shifting my gaze back to Jiayi's face, but trying hard to avoid looking at her body.

"Jiayi...aren't you pretty?" she asked. I didn't know how to answer that, but I knew there was only one answer she wanted to hear. "

...Pretty."

"Then why doesn't Daddy want to look at Jiayi?" As she asked this question, tears streamed down her face. "

It's not that I don't want to look, it's that I can't look!!" My heart screamed repeatedly. "

Jiayi, go back to the bathroom.

We're father and daughter, this is impossible."

Now that things had come to this, any attempt to cover it up would be too contrived, so I resorted to my never-before-used fatherly authority and gave a command.

However, Jia Yi unexpectedly ignored me this time, simply standing there, wiping away her tears.

"Dad… Jia Yi really loves you so much… why don't you understand?" Honestly, I'd never seen Jia Yi like this before, and I didn't know what to do in this situation.

In the past, whenever Jia Yi cried, I would hold her, comfort her, and try to make her smile; but now I couldn't do that. "

Jia Yi, listen to me, at least go wrap yourself in a towel before you come out, otherwise you'll catch a cold."

The room was air-conditioned, and Jia Yi was naked, her body dripping with water; frankly, I was worried about her health.

This time she didn't disobey. After wiping away her tears, she pulled a pure white towel from the bathroom and wrapped it around herself, but I felt that wasn't right either.

That barely concealed appearance was the perfect example of something sinful.

"Dad, do you remember you told me you wouldn't go back on your word?" "Yes, I would never lie to Jiayi."

The moment those words left my mouth, I knew I was doomed, but taking them back was impossible.

Just now at the beach, I had promised something truly significant.

I never imagined my casual promise would give my daughter the opportunity to blackmail me.

"Dad… Jiayi has read many books about that kind of thing, and when you're not around, I've used your computer to go online… I've learned a little bit about that kind of thing,"

Jiayi said.

Hearing this, I pounded my temples.

How could I have made such a mistake? I had forgotten that boys and girls Jiayi's age are particularly interested in sex. Although Jiayi didn't grow up in a healthy family, having such desires is perfectly normal.

And I had the opportunity to let her learn about this kind of thing without even correcting her views? "Dad… Jiayi's first time… I want to give it to you."

"Jiayi said, slowly leaning her body against mine. Just as her buttocks landed on my lap, the line in my mind seemed to snap in two.

I picked Jiayi up and gently placed her on the bed, carefully kissing her ears and neck.

Jiayi, nervous, breathed heavily in my ear, becoming the perfect aphrodisiac.

She automatically untied her towel, revealing her pure, flawless body to me once more.

"Jiayi…you really won't regret it?" Although my desire ultimately triumphed over reason, I still wanted to confirm it again.

Jiayi closed her eyes and nodded slightly. She pressed her lips to mine, and we exchanged bodily fluids, our tongues swirling within each other's mouths.

Although Jiayi lacked oral skills and was somewhat clumsy, her efforts to reciprocate were perfectly expressive.

As our lips parted, I clearly saw the glistening ripple between us, and I gradually lowered my lips, beginning my assault on Jiayi's breasts.

When my tongue touched her little raisin, Jia Yi's body trembled slightly. My other hand massaged her other breast, careful not to use too much force and cause her pain.

Jia Yi's skin began to turn a rosy pink as I gently licked her.

I continued my assault on her lower body, all the way to her most mysterious area; it was already overflowing with desire.

I gently parted the two still-parting petals, greedily sucking at her virgin-scented nectar, and began licking her still-pink labia.

Just as I teased her pink bud, Jia Yi suddenly couldn't help but let out a moan, giving me even more reason to please her.

However, not long after, her waist suddenly arched and spasmed, her hands frantically clawing at the sheets, while her legs tightly clamped my head. A warm current gushed from her private parts, spraying onto my face. Jia Yi experienced her first ever peak of pleasure.

This climax lasted for quite some time before subsiding. After it ended, she kept panting, and I regained a sliver of rationality. "

Jia Yi... I think... it's better if we don't do this.

After all, you're only 14 years old..."

I looked up and said, but I found my voice trembling, completely lacking strength; I still couldn't bring myself to do something so unacceptable. "

No, Dad... I've decided, please continue."

Jia Yi was panting, but her tone was the opposite of mine—so resolute.

I sighed and slowly took off my clothes, observing Jia Yi's reaction.

When she saw my naked body, she did flinch a little; but as I began to unbuckle my belt, Jia Yi hesitated for a moment, then used her trembling little hands to help me loosen my pants.

This initiative surprised me; it seemed Jia Yi was also afraid her resolve would waver, so she was a little anxious. Actually, her will wasn't as firm as I had imagined, so when she saw my last line of defense, the shape of my erection, her face turned a little pale. "

Jia Yi, if you're scared, close your eyes and let Daddy do it,"

I said as I folded my pants and placed them at the foot of the bed.

Jia Yi actually closed her eyes upon hearing this. As I took off my underwear and prepared to attack with my erection, the remaining rationality still held onto my last shred of consciousness: "Jia Yi… are you really not going to reconsider?" "Hmm…."

Jia Yi nodded, her eyes tightly closed.

This answer left me with almost no remaining rationality. I lifted my penis and rubbed the head against her vulva.

Soon, her secret place, which was about to dry up again, became flooded again after my touch. "

It will hurt a little at first... bear with it,"

I said.

Jia Yi nodded again, and at the same time, I slightly pushed the tip of my penis into her narrow passage.

Ugh...

Jia Yi's body trembled, and she bit her lower lip, seemingly enduring the sensation of the foreign object entering.

I thought: a short pain is better than a long one, so I pushed my penis in a little more; soon, the head met the barrier.

But I didn't stop there. Suddenly, I thrust my hips forward, breaking through the barrier.

At the same time, Jia Yi screamed, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, which made me feel a little sorry for her.

Jia Yi... is it painful? I didn't continue thrusting, but simply let my penis remain quietly inside, enjoying Jia Yi's tight bondage, while also giving her time to get used to the feeling. "

Daddy... I'm finally your woman, Jia Yi is so happy..."

I had been looking at her genitals, but upon

hearing this, I raised my head. Unexpectedly, Jia Yi opened her eyes, carefully looking at our point of contact, where a trickle of blood flowed down, staining a small patch of the sheet.

Despite the pain and the discharge, she wore a joyful smile. I suddenly couldn't resist the urge, and my hips subtly thrust forward, reaching Jia Yi's deepest point.

Jia Yi moaned softly from the impact, instantly igniting my most primal desire. "

Jia Yi... relax a little,"

I said, while simultaneously driving my penis in and out of her body. Although Jia Yi was mentally prepared, the constant thrusting made her groan incessantly.

My previous foreplay had prepared her body sufficiently, making the process very smooth, gradually turning Jia Yi's pain into pleasure.

"Ah, ah... Daddy, Daddy... mmm... ah..."

Jia Yi moaned continuously, driving my movements to become increasingly intense. I naturally lifted her up and kissed her lips; our lower bodies joined together, our tongues swirling together, the mutual thrusts sending Jia Yi to another peak.

However, I didn't stop there, continuing my thrusting motion.

Jia Yi's lower body gushed fluid like a fountain, soaking a large patch of the sheets. Jia Yi's eyes rolled back as I accelerated, reaching orgasm countless times. "Daddy, Daddy... Jia Yi, Jia Yi is almost there, almost there!" Ah────! Suddenly, Jia Yi clamped her legs around my waist, and at the same time, I felt a surge of desire rising from my lower abdomen to my penis. I knew I was about to ejaculate, and I hurriedly tried to separate us, but Jia Yi wouldn't let me go, holding me tightly. At the same time, a warm current surged from her vagina, hitting the head of my penis.

Roar…

Overwhelmed by this surge, I couldn't hold back any longer. With a deep roar, my penis pressed against her vagina, and I began to ejaculate, shooting all of it into my daughter's body.

This ejaculation lasted quite a while; the accumulation of fourteen years couldn't even contain Jia Yi's small uterus. My semen began to flow back out along the opening where we were joined, soaking a large area of the sheets again.

Afterwards, we embraced each other, panting heavily.

Jia Yi's expression was full of happiness; her body seemed to still be recalling the afterglow, still twitching.

However, I frowned as I looked at the semen continuously flowing from her lower body, and said with some worry, "Jiayi, if you get pregnant..."

I was only halfway through my sentence when Jiayi interrupted me. "

Dad... Jiayi really, really wants to have a child for you... but I'm also so scared, will it affect Dad's life?

So I've already learned online how to tell when it's safe to have sex.

Dad, you can rest assured...

But... sometimes it's not accurate."

After calming myself down, I turned around and grabbed a few tissues from the bedside table, carefully cleaning up the mess. "

It's okay... Dad.

Jiayi really loves you the most..."

Suddenly she lifted my head and kissed my lips deeply.

This time I didn't dodge, and Jiayi's feelings for me were all conveyed through her actions, making me feel a sense of happiness...

After that? Actually, nothing much happened.

Since I had already ejaculated inside her once, I simply made love with Jiayi several more times until dawn.

The guesthouse owner probably guessed what we'd done, and gave us a knowing look as we left.

Perhaps it was because fate understood our awkwardness.

That intimacy didn't result in a new life between us, and it made me worry for over two months for nothing.

Aside from the fact that my relationship with Jiayi was truly closer than that of a father and daughter, it didn't affect our lives much.

However, since that incident, I haven't dared to gaze at Jiayi for too long in front of others, fearing that the ambiguity would arouse suspicion.

After hearing my explanation, Jiayi understood the seriousness of the matter, but she never regretted it. Even so, she cooperated with me, never revealing it to outsiders. Her attitude towards me in front of Teacher Lin changed to that of a normal child towards their father, earning Teacher Lin's admiration for my method of persuading the child.

However, once home, Jiayi would still cling to me.

Gradually, time flew by, and Jiayi entered high school.

She gradually matured from a child into a normal young woman. Even though her way of treating me remained the same, a more mature aura began to emanate from her.

The shadow Huiling left in my heart had mostly faded, leaving behind her satisfied smile and Jiayi's happy smile.

Although I haven't truly laughed freely and happily yet, Jia Yi understands; she's understood since she was little.

"Dad, welcome home." Jia Yi rushed over and kissed me on the cheek when she saw me return home.

I patted her head in response.

"Hmm... did you have a good day?" Sensing that Jia Yi had something to say, I casually tossed my briefcase onto the sofa and asked.

Since I've escaped the shadow of Hui Ling's passing, and since I hardly have to worry about Jia Yi's life, my work has been going smoothly, and I've been working much less overtime than before.

Suddenly, Jia Yi pulled out a pink letter from behind her back, with a small heart attached and a faint fragrance. "

What's this?" It looks like a love letter.

I took the letter and examined it closely; although it had already been opened, I still didn't dare read it without Jia Yi's permission.

Through the light, I could still vaguely see the neat handwriting on the letter.

"It's a love letter! A boy from another class gave it to me."

Jia Yi said boastfully.

Suddenly, a pang of jealousy rose in my heart, causing me to furrow my brow slightly. However, I knew very well that receiving love letters at Jia Yi's age was perfectly normal, and since Jia Yi entered her third year of junior high school, her figure and appearance had surpassed those of ordinary little girls. Even talent scouts had tried to recruit her, which surprised even me.

Therefore, I quickly pretended to be nonchalant, but Jia Yi caught me frowning for a moment.

"Dad… are you jealous?" she asked with a mischievous smile.

"No."

I casually placed the letter on the table and turned on the TV.

"Dad, you're lying again! You're really bad at lying!" Jia Yi sat beside me, wrapping her arms around my neck and speaking affectionately. "

Really, no."

I simply shifted my attention to the latest news.

"Dad, you always pretend to watch TV when you're unhappy; Jia Yi already knows that

… Your observation skills are too sharp!" "Well, then, I'll just say I'm jealous."

I coldly turned off the TV and turned my head to the side. "

Dad… don't do that!" She was sitting on my lap, facing me, when she suddenly kissed my lips.

This had happened frequently at home, so I was already used to it. I hugged Jia Yi and kissed her passionately.

After a long while, I knew that if this continued, my wicked desires would be rekindled. To avoid making a mistake again, I gently separated us. "

Dad, don't worry.

I won't agree to that boy's advances. I only want to be Dad's little woman for the rest of my life,"

Jia Yi whispered seductively in my ear, making me both love and hate this little vixen, but I couldn't show it. I could only gently pinch her pink cheek in response.

At that moment, I even believed that our relationship was exactly the same as before, completely unchanged; almost nothing could prevent our relationship from ending.

But I overlooked one thing—she was just a young girl experiencing her first love.

I am truly an unfortunate man.

I still vividly remember, fourteen years ago, my beautiful wife, after giving birth to Jia Yi, her face pale on the hospital bed.

"Mingxiang… I think I'm not going to make it…"

She held her newborn daughter, Jia Yi, still bleeding, and said weakly with a bitter smile.

Beside her, I was already crying uselessly, only knowing to tightly grasp my wife's hand, not caring whether the stream on my face was tears or snot; in short, it was a complete mess. "

You won't, you won't! Didn't you promise to take Jia Yi and me to Zhiben, to let him soak in your favorite hot spring with you?!" "I'm sorry... Mingxiang, it seems I... can't keep that promise..."

she said with difficulty, her eyelids gradually drooping.

I took a deep breath, grabbed the nurse who had been standing behind me for a long time, and shouted: "You must have a way to save her, you must!! Think of a way, please!" The nurse was stunned by my impulsiveness and helplessly called to the doctor standing beside her.

However, the doctor did not stop me, but simply placed his hand on my shoulder and said: "Mr. Liu... I understand your pain, please calm down..." "

Calm down? How the hell do you want me to calm down?!" I roared, shoving the nurse aside and running back to the bedside: "Ling, don't sleep! You absolutely can't fall asleep!!" "Mingxiang…I'm so tired…so tired…" she said. I could clearly feel—the flame of my beautiful wife's life was slowly dying out. "

Ling, Ling! Don't leave me!" My eyes were already blurred with tears, but I dared not wipe them away, for I was terrified of my wife leaving before my eyes.

"Xiang…promise me one thing…."

"Tell me, tell me! I'll promise you anything, please…don't leave me…." "

Let Jiayi…keep smiling…just like…you do for me…."

"I promise you! I promise you…don't close your eyes!" "Ling, Ling!" I felt his hand gradually losing strength, his fingers loosening limply, and I too fell into the abyss of despair… "

Ling, answer me, please…."

I gently shook her body, hoping for even the slightest response.

But I didn't receive even the tiniest hope I craved.

All I could do was cry, cry and cry, letting tears stream down my face and snot drip into my mouth.

"Mr. Liu, please accept my condolences..."

The doctor patted my shoulder, looked at the flat electrocardiogram, and sighed. "

Are you even qualified to be a doctor?" I angrily grabbed the doctor and slammed my fist into his face, knocking him to the side and spitting out two or three teeth I'd broken.

Just then, my sister burst into the room and grabbed me: "Brother! What are you doing?! Don't do this! Don't stop me, let go! Brother, brother! Haven't you had enough?!" Suddenly, a powerful impact, accompanied by a deafening roar, slammed into my face, making my vision blur, sending me spinning twice and tumbling to the ground, knocking over several pieces of medical equipment in the process.

I touched my swollen cheek, glaring at my angry father. "

Calm down, how old are you? Are you trying to escalate this further?" I sat on the floor, seething with resentment, wiping away my tears as I thought of my wife's face before her death. "

I'm sorry, son was ignorant. I'll reimburse you and your hospital for the compensation."

My father bowed to the doctor, who stood up, but simply shook his head with a frown…

However, from that moment on, the suffering began…

After that incident, the hospital sued me. Although I only had to pay some money to settle the matter thanks to the victim's understanding, the psychological trauma was difficult to heal.

I skipped many weeks of work. My supervisor knew my predicament and simply took on a lot of work for me, letting me rest at home.

But this was only a temporary measure; I knew I would still have to face the same old routine.

However, I really have no energy now. I even left my daughter with my parents to raise. I don't want to take on any responsibilities as a father, and I find being in the sun too much trouble.

So, I simply quit my job, feeling very sorry for my supervisor, and am barely making ends meet with my meager savings.

Eight years have passed quietly like this... but these eight years feel like a lifetime.

This is the sixth phone call, coming so suddenly and quickly, ringing again immediately after I hung up.

I don't care what's so urgent; even if the world is about to end, I'd just consider it a given.

Ring...

This is the seventh call... Don't the people calling get annoyed? I just want to live out the rest of my life like this... anyway, once my sense of existence completely disappears, I'll have no motivation to continue living.

Even the landlord downstairs wishes I would die soon.

...The mailbox overflowing with complaint letters and rent reminders tells me this.

Ring...

The eighth call.

I simply unplugged the phone and returned to my dark space, alone.

The noisy noise finally stopped, never to ring again, never to disturb my long-dead soul.

Ring…

Huh? Didn't I unplug the phone? Why is it ringing again? I slowly raised my head, and after confirming that I had indeed unplugged the phone, I shrank back into the corner.

It must be my imagination…

Knock knock knock…

Damn stupid son, open the door right now!! That's Dad's voice… Looks like trouble really has reached the family.

Please, don't bother me… Just let me leave like this, I won't disturb anyone…

Your daughter is already eight years old, eight years old! Do you want to turn her into an orphan on the street? After Huiling left, did you just abandon the things she left behind?! Hearing this, my mind was filled with images of Ling's every smile and the happy days we lived together, and my tears started falling uncontrollably again.

I don't care anymore.

What kind of father abandons his daughter to his parents? "I'm leaving first. You might as well let your daughter be buried here with you!" A short while later, the urgent sound of an engine starting up came from downstairs.

I never thought Dad would be so heartless, just leaving his granddaughter here like this.

So…troublesome.

Should I go and help her? There are so many abandoned children in the world anyway, and the landlord will definitely take Jia Yi to a shelter after seeing her.

Jia Yi…Jia Yi…? Let Jia Yi…keep smiling…just like…you did for me….

Ling…

Remembering my promise to Hui Ling, I sighed deeply, wiped away my tears, and turned on the light (I hadn't turned on the fluorescent light again for four years). The sudden brightness took a while for my eyes to adjust.

Through the crack in the door, I could vaguely see a small figure sitting in front of it.

Just as I was about to open the door, I suddenly saw a disheveled man with lifeless eyes in the mirror hanging on the door.

Touching my hair, I couldn't believe this was what I looked like.

Looking back at the room, I saw empty bottles, instant noodle bowls, and empty cans everywhere, and a foul stench emanated from it.

Oh well… I guess this kind of life will continue after I settle Jiayi down…

With this thought in mind, I reluctantly and slowly opened the door.

The little girl outside had a fair face and fair skin, which appeared even more translucent under the fluorescent light above, making me stare at her for a while.

However, what really piqued my interest and made me stop and even squint to examine her closely was her little face.

That oval face, big eyes, long, flowing, slightly brown hair, and a light green dress… she looked exactly like a miniature Huiling…

Did Mom and Dad… deliberately make Jiayi like this? Thinking of the past, I felt a lump in my throat, but my pride forced me back my tears.

Jiayi seemed frightened when she saw me.

She just stood there blankly at the door, clutching her bear-shaped plush toy tightly, her eyes fixed on mine.

Only then did I realize how awful I looked.

"Jiayi…?" I called softly.

I had intended to use a cold tone, so she wouldn't feel anything for me, making it easier to take her to the shelter and get rid of this trouble; however, I hadn't expected that these two simple words would come out so tenderly that even I felt nauseous, not even as tender as when I spoke to Huiling.

"Dad… Daddy…?" Jiayi tentatively called out, her voice filled with undisguised fear, bringing back the composure I had intended.

However, I knew that taking Jiayi to the shelter like this might just get me arrested as a child abductor, causing even more trouble. "

Go inside and sit for a bit, Daddy will take you somewhere later."

After saying this, I finally regained my intended coldness.

"Oh… Oh…."

Jiayi was actually very obedient and compliant.

After responding, he stepped into the room, but frowned.

"Daddy...stinky..."

Jia Yi seemed unable to bear the stench, putting down her teddy bear, pinching her nose, and waving her other little hand in front of her face.

This reaction was exactly what I expected, so I simply went into the bathroom, picked up my long-unused razor, and began to groom my neglected face.

"Oh, it's okay, we're leaving soon anyway,"

I said coldly, splashing water on my face. "

Daddy...where are we going?" Jia Yi's voice came from the living room, making me think to myself: Why is this little brat asking so many questions? "To a place where lots of kids will play with you."

I regretted saying that

as soon as I finished speaking. Because the razor hadn't been used in so long, the blade had dulled, and I accidentally cut myself. It looked like I must have bled quite a bit.

I frowned, picked up the replacement razor blades beside me, only to find that the blades were almost rusted as well. I could only grit my teeth and continue using the dull razor.

Suddenly, the sound of plastic bags coming from the living room filled the air; I wondered what that kid was doing.

Although my room was full of trash, it wasn't to the point where I couldn't find a place to sit.

Oh well… there wasn't anything important anyway. The only important thing was Huiling's photo on the computer.

After finishing my beard, quite a while had passed, and I was covered in cuts and scrapes from the razor blades, with several drops of blood even trickling from my chin.

But no pain was greater than the wound in my heart from losing Huiling, so I simply let it drip.

Next… it was time to deal with my hair.

Just as I was about to turn on the shower, Jiayi suddenly appeared from the bathroom doorway, struggling to drag a large bag towards the entrance, seemingly playing some game.

She was sweating profusely, her clothes half-soaked.

"Is it necessary...? Come to think of it... do I even have that big bag of stuff in my room?" I thought to myself as I rinsed my hair.

But I quickly realized I'd become too lazy to think, forgetting many common sense things, and even showing signs of early-onset dementia.

Ugh... the water really hurts the wound.

Ah! Daddy, why is it so red? This little brat... what stupid question is she asking

now? My eyes are so watery I can't open them, and I have no idea what Jia Yi is doing.

Daddy's washing his hair, you go play first, we'll talk later.

Daddy... can I help? ...Whatever.

...Whatever.

Because some water mixed with blood got into my eyes, the pain from the wound on my face and the pain in my eyes made it impossible for me to open them.

To be honest, it would be difficult for me to finish washing my hair, but if this little one wants to help, I might as well let him try.

Anyway, no matter how bad it gets, it won't affect my plans.

A pair of soft, warm little hands touched the lower edge of my face, accidentally brushing against my wound, making me frown. She seemed to realize this and quickly moved away,

carefully pressing down on the uninjured part of my chin.

I knew this was because she wasn't tall enough to reach my head, so I simply sat down so she could wash me properly. "

Daddy…you're so hurt…does it hurt?" This question made me sneer.

Could any pain be worse than the wound in my heart? Although Huiling was gone, I didn't blame her; but the fact remained that Huiling died in childbirth. "It

's okay, hurry up and wash."

"Oh…okay…."

She gently washed my greasy hair, hair that even I found sticky and disgusting, yet she showed no sign of resistance. It reminded me of when Huiling and I used to bathe together, and she always washed my hair in the same way.

Could this habit be hereditary? Gradually, her hand touched my cheek. Her soft, warm little hand stirred my heart, and I couldn't help but gently grasp it, mistaking it for Huiling's, and quietly kiss it.

Jiayi, though startled by my actions, didn't stop rinsing.

Soon after, my hair was almost washed, and I found a towel to dry my face before opening my eyes.

Seeing Jiayi staring at me with wide eyes, as if she'd seen something strange, made me uncomfortable. I couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong? Does your father look strange?" Jiayi quickly looked away, like a child caught doing something wrong, and replied in a barely audible voice, "No… it's just that Daddy has so many wounds on his face…" "

Daddy, do you want to put some medicine on?" "Wait a minute.

" The wounds from the razor blade had been washed away by the water, but they started bleeding again after a short while. I felt this wasn't right.

However, at that moment, I couldn't help but look at Jiayi again.

This little rascal is really something! She's already drenched in sweat, and even washing my hair has left her soaking wet. Doesn't she even know how to wash her own hair? However, despite being only eight, her clothes, clinging to her body from the wetness, reveal that her chest and waist are already beginning to develop. Though still in their budding stages, it's clear that she'll surpass her mother in beauty when she grows up.

I shook my head. I don't even understand why I have these thoughts, let alone how meaningless they are.

Back in my room, I looked around in surprise.

The table, previously piled high with instant noodles and wine glasses, was now spotless. The trash on the floor had been cleared away, and even the clock on the wall was sparkling clean.

The large bag of things piled by the door must be my spoils, and the odor was much less noticeable.

"Um… Dad… can I take a shower before going out?" "Whatever."

I casually sat down where I was sitting and haphazardly bandaged my wound.

After bandaging it, I turned on the TV out of boredom, only to find that channel four had been cut off long ago due to unpaid bills, so I had to turn it off helplessly.

At that moment, I heard the sound of running water from the bathroom.

When I turned my gaze to the computer, hoping to pass the time by looking at the photos, I was shocked to find that Huiling's photo was missing! And I searched high and low for a long time but couldn't find that photo!! Jiayi! Where did you take the photo of Mommy on the computer?! I impulsively slammed open the bathroom door, startling Jiayi.

Although she was only eight years old, she was very aware of the differences between boys and girls, and quickly covered her body and turned around, looking at me in surprise.

But at this moment, I didn't notice this at all, only looking at her with angry eyes.

That was... Mommy's photo? I... I pasted it on the right wall.

I turned around at her words and saw Huiling's photo quietly pasted on the wall, smiling at me. It was just that Jiayi wasn't tall enough, so it was pasted a little low.

I had unintentionally overlooked it.

"Um, Dad… could you… please leave?" Only then did I realize my lapse in composure. However, even after realizing my embarrassment, I couldn't bring myself to say anything more: "What, is it shameful for Dad to see your body?" "Yes… no… but…"

Jiayi stammered, but I interrupted her before she could finish. "

What's there to be ashamed of? Didn't Grandpa and Grandma teach you to close the door when you take a bath?" My tone grew harsher, but I immediately regretted it; this wasn't a good example. "

But… the bathroom door… is broken."

I looked at the lock, and sure enough, due to prolonged dampness, even the lock was quite rusted.

My heavy slap had knocked the lock off.

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. In front of this little devil who was only eight years old, I, an adult over thirty, was speechless and could only say "oh" before awkwardly leaving the bathroom.

However, not long after I left, a sudden scream rang out, and Jia Yi, completely naked, rushed out and threw herself into my arms.

I frowned, trying to push her away, but I couldn't; her strength was unexpected. "

What are you doing? What's going on?! Daddy... there's... a cockroach!" Damn! A cockroach can scare you like this? How old are you? I watched as a dark creature flew out of the bathroom and stuck to the wall, and Jia Yi's screams grew louder and louder, becoming incredibly jarring to me.

I angrily pushed her away forcefully, grabbed the dictionary from the table, and smashed it heavily onto the cockroach.

"It's dead, okay?" I wiped the stains on the wall with toilet paper and threw it into the trash can.

Turning around, I found Jia Yi sitting on the floor, crying incessantly, seemingly forgetting that she wasn't dressed.

I looked at her developing body, her slightly protruding breasts, her still hairless pubic area, and the desire that had been building up for so long slowly overflowed, causing a strange change in a certain part of my body.

Damn it, that's my daughter, what am I thinking? I slapped myself hard. "

Daddy, why...why are you always so mean to me...waaaah..."

For a moment, I didn't know what to say, and I was about to turn away to let her continue crying, but then I met Huiling's gentle gaze.

Instantly, my mind went blank.

What...what did I do? Did I make Jiayi cry? ...cry...? Just then, Huiling's weak words flashed through my mind again. "

Make Jiayi...keep smiling...just like...you do to me..."

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──I'm fucking damn it! What have I done?! Didn't I promise Huiling? Why am I still treating Jiayi like a burden? Thinking of this, I slapped myself twice more, so hard that I felt dizzy and my cheeks burned.

Finally realizing my mistake, I found my tears starting to fall again. I gently hugged Jia Yi, who was still crying, letting her tears soak my soiled clothes, and my tears dripped onto her shoulder and still-wet hair. "

Jia Yi… Daddy's sorry… I'm so sorry."

I gently stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.

I didn't stop the tears from falling, and at the same time, I understood why I had the motivation to continue clinging to life.

Because all of this was to fulfill Hui Ling's wish.

"Daddy, Daddy… Waaaaah…"

Jia Yi continued to cry, but she gripped my clothes tighter and tighter.

Her little hands were so strong, so full of life, so hopeful.

This was my past with my daughter, although I still couldn't forget the pain of Hui Ling's death.

But my daughter and I have managed to forget the estrangement we've had for eight years and accept each other.

Jia Yi is truly perfect at handling housework; perhaps it's because of her parents' excellent parenting style.

She always cleans up the mess I make without complaint and greets me with the warmest, most welcoming smile.

Although she's only eight, she's very sensible; I can't pick her up from school because I'm back at work, but she understands and doesn't blame me, which always fills me with a different kind of happiness.

Even so, I still can't smile when I'm with Jia Yi; whenever I see her tender face, I can't help but think of the past. "

Dad, why aren't you smiling?" Jia Yi has grown up and is starting to prepare for her middle school entrance exams.

She's very proactive and mature, always worried that I might be distracted by her studies.

Yet now, as she rummages through her schoolbag, she looks at me and asks, "

Me? ...I am smiling, look."

I put down my work, looked away from the screen, and tried to force a smile for her, but it was a guilty smile and must have looked awful. "

Daddy's lying, Daddy's not really smiling."

Jia Yi pouted, looking incredibly cute, which stirred within me an urge to pick her up and kiss her all over.

But after what happened before, I've been trying hard to suppress that wicked, deep-seated desire, afraid to do anything out of line.

Heh… I can't help it, Daddy has a lot on his plate, so he's often exhausted…

Before I could finish my carefully crafted lie, Jia Yi innocently and unvarnishedly exposed it. "

Daddy, are you thinking about Mommy? Grandma said you really, really love Mommy."

Jia Yi said, sitting beside me.

"Hmm…yes."

I stroked her head, a wave of sadness washing over me.

But in front of my child, I couldn't easily show my vulnerable side. "

Daddy, if you want to cry, you can cry in Jia Yi's arms!" "Just like when I was bullied by my classmates last time,"

Jiayi said.

However, she didn't tell me about her sadness; she just bore the immense grief in her small frame.

Until one day, I had a day off and wanted to surprise her by picking her up from school. Unfortunately, I happened to see that group of kids surrounding Jiayi, hurling insults at her with vile language.

I was furious. I yelled at them and gave them a good scolding, which escalated the situation, even getting the school involved.

The other parents initially wanted to sue me on trumped-up charges, but I countered by accusing them of public insult and assault, warning them of legally defined offenses. Only then did things slowly calm down.

But Jiayi's heart was already wounded, making me feel incredibly guilty. All I could say to her was, "Jiayi, if you want to cry, you can cry in Daddy's arms. Daddy will protect you."

Hearing that line now, in different scenarios or with roles reversed, always feels a little strange.

But Jia Yi didn't consider my angle and pulled my head to her shoulder without my consent.

Although he's quite tall for his age, he still only reaches my chest. Pressing my head down made my neck a little uncomfortable, but leaning on her shoulder, the warmth, the affection, and the scent that permeated my senses—the same scent as Hui Ling's—gave me a sense of security.

My eyes welled up with tears in an instant, and I didn't want to try to stop them.

I could only hide my face by hugging Jia Yi tightly and pressing my cheek against his… "

Daddy, can you tell me about Mommy?" Jia Yi asked, gently patting my back with her little hand. "

Hmm… your mommy is very gentle… I've never argued with her since we got together, and your mommy… (omitted)."

If this were to continue, it would be more than just one or two stories.

I talked a lot about my past life, and Jiayi didn't ask any questions or interrupt me the whole time; she just listened quietly...

It feels so good to share things about my loved one with the person I love... especially when we both love her at the same time.

Actually, the moment Dad saw you, he felt you really looked like your mother. Dad was afraid of hurting you, so initially he planned to send you away.

I talked about Huiling and me for a long time… Finally, I decided to bravely admit my initial mistake. I wiped away my tears, waiting for my daughter's heartbroken condemnation.

However, I didn't expect Jiayi to be so mature. Faced with my words, she simply smiled, shook her head, and kissed me on the cheek: "I won't blame Dad, I love Dad the most."

At the time, I didn't realize how dangerous Jiayi's words were; I just smiled wryly and pinched her cheek.

Time flies. Jiayi proved that her grades were truly excellent; she was admitted to one of the top junior high schools in Kaohsiung. She

also gradually became more tactful in her relationships with classmates, and her mature and steady attitude earned her the respect of many children, even surprising her homeroom teacher.

Once, her teacher invited parents to attend a teaching observation event and praised Jiayi highly, which also brought me a lot of glory.

However, in terms of family life, I cannot be a role model for every parent. After all, Jia Yi's mindset is slightly skewed due to the absence of a

mother. Because of the lack of maternal love, she doesn't understand what it means to have a mother's reaction. Moreover, most of the parents who came to observe the teaching were mothers, and I, being the only exception, felt a bit out of place. After the observation, there were the usual one-on-one talks, which is the most effective way to understand the students' family situations; this was expected, and I had cleared my entire day for it. "Excuse me, are you Mr. Liu?" "Hello, as you probably already know, I am Jia Yi's homeroom teacher—Lin Huacen." The middle-aged woman, who looked over 40, adjusted her black-rimmed glasses and gently placed her other hand on Jia Yi's shoulder, speaking kindly. " Hello, please don't be so formal, just use a normal form of address. Jia Yi will need your care for the next three years. " I extended my friendly right hand in return. After shaking hands with me, Ms. Lin dismissed Jiayi outside the office and then said directly to me, "Mr. Liu, since that's the case, I won't bother with formalities." We're both students, so I got straight to the point; although Jiayi is a new student, her attitude towards learning has surprised me greatly, and her thoughtfulness and attentiveness reveal her parents' effective educational approach—even my own child is inferior. Hearing this, my nose naturally perked up again, even though my parents are the ones who truly shaped her personality. Just as I was about to thank her, the teacher added, "However, regarding the essay from last term: 'My Future Career,' do you know what that child wrote?" I apologize for this, as I've been too busy with work, and the child rarely has the opportunity to mention school to me at home. I gave an embarrassed, wry smile. " Hmm… I heard your family situation is somewhat unique, so strictly speaking, it's not your fault; however, Mr. Liu, as a mentor, I have an obligation to tell you that the child's thoughts are a bit unusual." "Teacher Lin, there's no need to beat around the bush. I won't blame Jiayi for her performance at school." Hearing this, Teacher Lin walked to her desk, took out a stack of densely written manuscript paper from her drawer, and gently placed it in front of me. I looked at the title, and a smile welled up in my heart: So this little devil's mind isn't fully mature yet. " Teacher Lin, isn't every girl's dream to become a happy bride?" I thought Jiayi wasn't wrong in writing that. But the problem isn't there. Please look at the second page. Seemingly remembering the problem, Teacher Lin took off her glasses and rubbed the bridge of her nose. Puzzled, I frowned and carefully pulled out the second manuscript paper. I saw Teacher Lin meticulously underlined the key paragraphs in red, but I was deeply moved after seeing that underlined text. " My dream is to marry someone like my father, preferably my father himself." My eyes swept across the page and saw the second paragraph. "My father's deep affection for my mother is something I've understood since I was very young." I heard I look a lot like my mother, and they hope I can have a child for my father to fill the void left by my mother's absence. My father is the best to me. Although he's often busy with work, I'm not sad because I know he loves me too; besides my mother, I'm the only one in his heart. Reading these shocking words, I unknowingly finished two articles. However, what shocked me even more was the content of the last article. As I grow up, will my body become more and more like my mother's? I really want to give my body to my father someday, hoping he'll be happy. Mr. Liu, do you know what the problem is? This… this can't just be a child's wild imagination, can it? I casually replied. However, as these articles revealed their feelings, I gradually recalled Jia Yi's recent strange behavior. Indeed, in terms of father and daughter, Jiayi's recent behavior seems a bit out of line; normal children know in elementary school that their bodies shouldn't be shown to others casually, but Jiayi seems to be doing it intentionally, often making alluring gestures that only mature women would do in front of me, forcing me to suppress my growing desires by constantly working. I hope so too. In short, this concerns the child's thoughts, so I hope you pay more attention. Teacher Lin tidied up the stack of essays and put them back in her drawer. However, at this moment, I don't know why, I suddenly felt guilty. Teacher Lin, I hope you can keep this a secret. I don't want Jiayi to be treated differently because of this. I said seriously. I know, I promise I won't make Jiayi sad. To be honest, I feel that Teacher Lin has the kind of personality that makes people feel at ease; whatever she says, she will definitely do. Dad, what did the teacher say to you? Stepping outside, I saw Jiayi sitting bored on a low chair, kicking her legs. I patted her head and forced a smile, saying, "It's nothing. Your teacher said you're very good and wants me to spend more time with you. So, Daddy has decided to take you to the beach this Saturday, okay?" "Wow, really? Daddy's the best!" It seemed this tactic worked as expected; Jia Yi smiled, dispelling my unease. This was a relatively secluded beach. Because it was far from the crowds, there was much less trash than in bustling places, allowing Jia Yi to freely walk on the fine sand without worrying about getting hurt. At first, Jia Yi was hesitant to come out after changing into her swimsuit at the guesthouse, until sunset when I practically dragged her out; I didn't want her to miss the sunset at the beach. But when I saw Jia Yi's outfit , I was stunned for a moment. It turned out she had secretly gone out with her friends and bought a swimsuit with her allowance—a two-piece swimsuit with a cute little skirt. It made her look like a little princess, prompting me to whistle jokingly, which made Jia Yi blush with embarrassment. As I watched the tide gradually rise, I realized it was quite dangerous to go swimming at this point, so I laid out a plastic mat and leaned against Jia Yi, watching the orange-red sun.

"Dad still isn't smiling."

Jia Yi pouted and looked at me.

Although she's grown up and lost some of her cuteness, I still found her expression quite beautiful and charming in the sunlight. "

No, I'm not.

Dad's happy to be out with Jia Yi."

Although I said that, my heart was still mostly occupied by Hui Ling.

That's just my personality; memories, whether beautiful or sad, are hard to forget, so I can only hide them like this. "

Really? Well, Dad, um... I've always had a wish."

Jia Yi suddenly grabbed my hand and said.

"What wish? What do you want to buy? Dad can grant you anything."

I looked at Jia Yi, waiting for her next words.

But Jia Yi just looked at me and shook her head, not saying another word, her bright eyes sparkling.

Suddenly, I remembered the article Jia Yi had read a few days ago, a sense of crisis rose in my heart, and I began to regret what I had just said.

But just then, a voice suddenly cut in between us.

"Hey, hey, are you trying to seduce a young girl?" The old man and his young lover were making out like that, it was really uncomfortable to watch! I turned around and saw three stylishly dressed young men, around seventeen or eighteen years old, standing behind me with flirtatious smiles that made me frown.

"Excuse me, did I disturb you?" I said casually.

The sudden appearance of the three startled Jia Yi, who quickly hid behind me.

The leader of the three young men walked towards me, looked at Jia Yi, and said, "Hey pretty girl, what's so great about being with this old man? Come out with us! I'll take you to lots of fun places."

Aren't these three guys' lines a bit too cliché...? Besides, I'm only in my early thirties, and many of my younger colleagues at work still call me "Young Master" in private. Is it really necessary to call me "Old Man"? I looked at the three delinquents. They didn't seem to work out regularly; they were all skinny as skewers. When I stood up, I was half a head taller than the tallest one of them, so they weren't really a threat to me.

"You old codger, what are you behaving like?" the young man on the right said menacingly, seemingly believing they had the upper hand because of their numbers. "

I'm just seeing if you're good enough for my daughter."

"But just for saying that, I've already fired you."

I said sarcastically, looking at him. "

Oh, so it's your daughter? How old is she?" the young man in the lead asked. "

She's not even 15 yet."

I quietly pulled Jia Yi back two steps, creating some distance between us. "

Damn, she's only 14? She's already as pretty as a model, isn't she?" the young man on the right said, his rude comment making me frown again. "

Jia Yi, would you want to go with these lousy people?" Although I already knew the answer, I still asked deliberately.

"No... I want to be with Daddy."

Jia Yi was stunned by the scene and could only timidly give the answer that satisfied me.

"Damn it, you old codger, are you looking for death? Saying I'm lousy?" the young man cursed.

I ignored him and started picking up the plastic mat and the things on the ground.

"Fuck you, ignoring me!" Unexpectedly, the young man punched me in the face without a word. I took the punch, grunted, and grabbed his arm.

"Dad!" Jiayi cried out worriedly.

But I'd already experienced this kind of pain back in my military days.

That young man wasn't even as strong as my sergeant back then; I was beaten up by his sergeant until I was discharged.

I gripped his hand tightly, twisted it, and the young man cried out in pain.

"Damn it! Let go! You fucking let go—!" This was just a warning; if it continued, don't blame me for being impolite.

I touched my punched face with my other hand, released his hand, and said.

"Damn it, kill this old bastard!" I don't know whose order it was, but the three men suddenly swarmed me, attacking me with chaotic punches and kicks.

However, what strength could those three skinny guys possibly have? To me, it was just a slow-motion replay.

I dodged one of their punches, leaned in with my shoulder, and landed a heavy blow to his stomach. He was already crouching on the ground, coughing violently. Another tried to kick me in the waist from behind, but I grabbed his leg, lifted him up, and threw him aside. The last one, seeing the situation was turning against him, uttered a few threats and fled.

I looked at the mess on the ground, littered with the things from the fight, and helplessly gathered up the undamaged items. I led the still-frightened Jiayi towards the guesthouse. After a while, she came to her senses, hugging my back tightly and saying, "Daddy, that was... so scary..." "

Daddy chased them away, didn't he? What are you still afraid of?" I gently stroked her hand

and said. After graduating from elementary school, Jiayi's figure had undergone an astonishing transformation. Although she had only recently entered junior high school, her figure was already curvaceous. Her soft breasts pressed against my back, sending a shiver down my spine, but I quickly suppressed it with reason.

I could see Jia Yi was quite frightened, but I couldn't just stay there and wait for those three men to come looking for revenge. So I carried her back to my car... "

Go take a shower first, then call me when you're done."

I turned on the TV and lay on the sofa, thinking about how to make Jia Yi happy tomorrow.

So, even in places with few people, it's not a good idea? Fewer people might offer more freedom, but it also gives those with malicious intent an opportunity.

Tomorrow, I'll take Jia Yi to a more lively place...

Thinking this, I picked up a tea bag and took a sip. However, the bathroom door opened at that moment. I turned around and immediately spat out the tea.

Jia Yi was standing naked in front of me! She made no attempt to hide herself, standing before me blushing and saying shyly, "Daddy... can I shower with you?" I stared at her nearly flawless body, her breasts the size of small bowls, her pink nipples, her slender waist, and her mysterious private parts. The cup in my hand slipped from my surprise and fell to the floor, soaking a large patch of the carpet.

At that moment, I remembered Jia Yi's writing: "I really want to give my body to my father someday, hoping he will be happy."

A line seemed to be drawn in my mind, swaying beneath my feet, and I struggled with whether or not to cross it.

Suddenly, my throat felt dry, and I swallowed hard. This made Jia Yi's face turn as red as an apple, but she still resisted the urge to cover herself, letting my gaze roam over her body.

"Cough!" I coughed loudly, shook my head, and abruptly shifted my attention back to the television, forcing a serious expression. "Jia Yi, didn't Daddy tell you before that you shouldn't show your body to just anyone? You're so old, how come you still can't understand? Daddy, could you please turn your head?" Jia Yi's voice sounded almost like she was about to cry.

I hesitated for a moment and looked at the ceiling.

I couldn't help but wonder if God hadn't tormented me enough, before finally shifting my gaze back to Jia Yi's face, though I tried hard to avoid looking at her body. "

Jia Yi...isn't she pretty?" she asked. I didn't know how to answer, but I knew she only wanted to hear one answer: "

...Pretty."

"Then why doesn't Daddy want to look at Jia Yi?" she asked, tears streaming down her face. "

It's not that I don't want to look, it's that I can't look!!" my heart screamed. "

Jia Yi, go back to the bathroom.

We're father and daughter, this is impossible."

At this point, any attempt to hide it would be too contrived, so I resorted to my never-before-used fatherly authority and commanded.

However, Jia Yi unexpectedly didn't listen this time, simply standing there, wiping away her tears. "

Daddy...Jia Yi really loves you so much...why don't you understand?" Honestly, I'd never seen Jia Yi like this before, and I didn't know what to do in this situation.

In the past, whenever Jia Yi cried, I would hold her and comfort her until she smiled brightly; but now I can't do that. "

Jia Yi, listen to me, at least wrap yourself in a towel before you come out, or you'll catch a cold."

The room is air-conditioned, and Jia Yi is naked, her body dripping wet; frankly, I'm worried about her health.

This time she didn't disobey. After wiping away her tears, she pulled a pure white towel from the bathroom and wrapped it around herself, but I felt this wasn't right either.

That barely concealed appearance was the perfect example of temptation. "

Dad, do you remember you told me you wouldn't go back on your word?" "Yes, I would never lie to Jia Yi."

The moment those words left my mouth, I knew I was doomed, but taking them back was impossible.

Just now at the beach, I had promised something very serious.

I never imagined that my casual promise would give my daughter the opportunity to blackmail me.

"Dad... Jia Yi has read a lot of books about that kind of thing, and when Dad isn't around, I've used Dad's computer to go online... and I've learned a little bit about that kind of thing,"

Jia Yi said.

Hearing this, I pounded my temples.

How could I have made such a mistake? I had completely forgotten that boys and girls Jia Yi's age are particularly interested in sex. Although Jia Yi didn't grow up in a healthy family, it's perfectly normal for her to have such desires.

And I actually had the opportunity to let her learn about this kind of thing before I even corrected her views? "Dad... Jia Yi's first time, I want to give it to you,"

Jia Yi said, slowly leaning against me. Just as her buttocks landed on my lap, the line in my mind seemed to snap in two.

I picked up Jia Yi and gently placed her on the bed, carefully kissing her ears and neck.

Because of her nervousness, Jia Yi's breath became the best aphrodisiac in my ear.

She automatically untied her bath towel, revealing her pure and innocent body to me once again without any covering.

Jia Yi…are you really not going to regret this? Although my desire ultimately triumphed over reason, I still wanted to confirm it again.

Jia Yi closed her eyes and nodded slightly. She pressed her lips to mine, and we exchanged bodily fluids, our tongues swirling within each other's mouths.

Although Jia Yi lacked oral skills and was somewhat clumsy, her efforts to reciprocate were fully expressed.

As our lips parted, I clearly saw the glistening ripple between us. I gradually lowered my lips, beginning my assault on Jia Yi's breasts.

When my tongue touched her nipple, Jia Yi's body trembled slightly. My other hand massaged her other breast, careful not to use too much force and cause her pain.

Jia Yi's skin began to turn a rosy pink with my gentle licking.

I continued my assault on her lower body, all the way to her most mysterious area; it was already overflowing with desire.

I gently parted the two still-parting petals, greedily sucking at her virgin-scented nectar, and began licking her still-pink labia.

Just as I teased her pink bud, Jia Yi suddenly couldn't help but let out a moan, giving me even more reason to please her.

However, not long after, her waist suddenly arched and spasmed, her hands frantically clawing at the sheets, while her legs tightly clamped my head. A warm current gushed from her private parts, spraying onto my face. Jia Yi experienced her first ever peak of pleasure.

This climax lasted for quite some time before subsiding. After it ended, she kept panting, and I regained a sliver of rationality. "

Jia Yi... I think... it's better if we don't do this.

After all, you're only 14 years old..."

I looked up and said, but I found my voice trembling, completely lacking strength; I still couldn't bring myself to do something so unacceptable. "

No, Dad... I've decided, please continue."

Jia Yi was panting, but her tone was the opposite of mine—so resolute.

I sighed and slowly took off my clothes, observing Jia Yi's reaction.

When she saw my naked body, she did flinch a little; but as I began to unbuckle my belt, Jia Yi hesitated for a moment, then used her trembling little hands to help me loosen my pants.

This initiative surprised me; it seemed Jia Yi was also afraid her resolve would waver, so she was a little anxious. Actually, her will wasn't as firm as I had imagined, so when she saw my last line of defense, the shape of my erection, her face turned a little pale. "

Jia Yi, if you're scared, close your eyes and let Daddy do it,"

I said as I folded my pants and placed them at the foot of the bed.

Jia Yi actually closed her eyes upon hearing this. As I took off my underwear and prepared to attack with my erection, the remaining rationality still held onto my last shred of consciousness: "Jia Yi… are you really not going to reconsider?" "Hmm…."

Jia Yi nodded, her eyes tightly closed.

This answer left me with almost no remaining rationality. I lifted my penis and rubbed the head against her vulva.

Soon, her secret place, which was about to dry up again, became flooded again after my touch. "

It will hurt a little at first... bear with it,"

I said.

Jia Yi nodded again, and at the same time, I squeezed the tip of my penis slightly into her narrow passage.

Ugh...

Jia Yi's body trembled, and she bit her lower lip, seemingly enduring the sensation of the foreign object entering.

I thought: a short pain is better than a long one, so I squeezed my penis in a little more; soon, the head of my penis met the barrier.

But I didn't stop there. Suddenly, I thrust my hips forward, breaking through the barrier.

At the same time, Jia Yi screamed, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, which made me feel a little sorry for her.

"Jiayi... does it hurt a lot?" I didn't continue thrusting, just let my penis stay quietly inside, enjoying Jiayi's tightness, and giving her time to get used to the feeling. "

Daddy... I'm finally your woman, Jiayi is so happy..."

I was originally looking at her genitals, but I looked up when

I heard this. Unexpectedly, Jiayi opened her eyes and looked carefully at our point of contact, where a trace of blood was flowing down, staining a small patch of the sheet.

However, despite the pain, she was wet, but she had a joyful smile on her face. I suddenly couldn't resist the urge, and my waist moved slightly, reaching the deepest part of Jiayi.

Jiayi also moaned softly because of the impact, which made my most primal desire surge to its highest point in an instant.

"Jiayi... relax a little."

I said, and at the same time began to drive my penis in and out of her body. Although Jiayi was mentally prepared, the constant impact made her groan incessantly.

My previous foreplay had prepared her body sufficiently, making the process very smooth, gradually turning Jia Yi's pain into pleasure.

"Ah, ah... Daddy, Daddy... mmm... ah..."

Jia Yi moaned continuously, driving my movements to become increasingly intense. I naturally lifted her up and kissed her lips; our lower bodies joined together, our tongues swirling together, the mutual thrusts sending Jia Yi to another peak.

However, I didn't stop there, continuing my thrusting motion.

Jia Yi's lower body gushed fluid like a fountain, soaking a large patch of the sheets. Jia Yi's eyes rolled back as I accelerated, reaching orgasm countless times. "Daddy, Daddy... Jia Yi, Jia Yi is almost there, almost there!" Ah────! Suddenly, Jia Yi clamped her legs around my waist, and at the same time, I felt a surge of desire rising from my lower abdomen to my penis. I knew I was about to ejaculate, and I hurriedly tried to separate us, but Jia Yi wouldn't let me go, holding me tightly. At the same time, a warm current surged from her vagina, hitting the head of my penis.

Roar…

Overwhelmed by this surge, I couldn't hold back any longer. With a deep roar, my penis pressed against her vagina, and I began to ejaculate, shooting all of it into my daughter's body.

This ejaculation lasted quite a while; the accumulation of fourteen years couldn't even contain Jia Yi's small uterus. My semen began to flow back out along the opening where we were joined, soaking a large area of the sheets again.

Afterwards, we embraced each other, panting heavily.

Jia Yi's expression was full of happiness; her body seemed to still be recalling the afterglow, still twitching.

However, I frowned as I looked at the semen continuously flowing from her lower body, and said with some worry, "Jiayi, if you get pregnant..."

I was only halfway through my sentence when Jiayi interrupted me. "

Dad... Jiayi really, really wants to have a child for you... but I'm also so scared, will it affect Dad's life?

So I've already learned online how to tell when it's safe to have sex.

Dad, you can rest assured...

But... sometimes it's not accurate."

After calming myself down, I turned around and grabbed a few tissues from the bedside table, carefully cleaning up the mess. "

It's okay... Dad.

Jiayi really loves you the most..."

Suddenly she lifted my head and kissed my lips deeply.

This time I didn't dodge, and Jiayi's feelings for me were all conveyed through her actions, making me feel a sense of happiness...

After that? Actually, nothing much happened.

Since I had already ejaculated inside her once, I simply made love with Jiayi several more times until dawn.

The guesthouse owner probably guessed what we'd done, and saw us off with a knowing look.

Perhaps heaven understood our awkwardness.

That intimacy didn't result in a new life between us, and it made me worry for over two months for nothing.

Aside from the fact that Jia Yi and I were truly closer than father and daughter, it didn't affect our lives much.

However, since then, I haven't dared to look at Jia Yi for too long in front of others, fearing that the ambiguity would arouse suspicion.

After hearing my explanation, Jia Yi understood the seriousness of the matter, but she never regretted it; even so, she cooperated with me, never revealing it to anyone. Her attitude towards me in front of Teacher Lin changed to that of a normal child towards their father, earning Teacher Lin's admiration for my method of persuading the child.

However, once home, Jia Yi would still cling to me.

Gradually, time flew by, and Jia Yi entered high school.

The childlike demeanor gradually transformed into that of a normal young woman. Even though her treatment of me remained unchanged, a more mature aura began to emerge.

The shadow Huiling had cast in my heart had mostly faded, leaving behind her satisfied smile and Jiayi's happy smile.

Although I still hadn't truly laughed freely and happily, Jiayi understood; she had understood since childhood. "

Dad, welcome back." Jiayi rushed over and kissed me on the cheek when she saw me return home.

I patted her head in response.

"Hmm… did you have a good day?" Sensing that Jiayi had something to say, I casually tossed my briefcase onto the sofa and asked.

Having escaped the shadow of Huiling's death, and with Jiayi's life largely no longer my concern, my work was going smoothly, and I was working far less overtime than before.

Suddenly, Jiayi pulled a pink letter from behind her back, with a small heart attached and a faint fragrance. "

What's this?" It looked like a love letter.

I took the letter and examined it closely. Although it had already been opened, I didn't dare read it without Jia Yi's permission.

Through the light, I could vaguely see the neat handwriting. " It's a love letter!" Jia Yi said boastfully. "

A boy from another class gave it to me. " Suddenly, a pang of jealousy rose in my heart, making me frown slightly. However, I knew very well that receiving love letters at Jia Yi's age was perfectly normal, and since Jia Yi entered her third year of junior high, her figure and appearance had surpassed that of ordinary little girls. Even talent scouts had tried to recruit her, which surprised me. Therefore, I quickly pretended to be nonchalant, but Jia Yi caught me frowning for a moment. "Dad… are you jealous?" she asked with a mischievous smile. "No." I casually placed the letter on the table and turned on the TV. "Dad's lying again! You're really bad at lying!" Jia Yi sat beside me, wrapped her arms around my neck, and said affectionately. No, really. I simply shifted my attention to the latest news. Dad, Jiayi already knows that you always pretend to watch TV when you're unhappy.

"...Your observation skills are too sharp, aren't they? Well, I guess I'm just jealous."

I coldly turned off the TV and turned my head to the side. "

Dad...don't do this!" She was sitting on my lap, facing me, and suddenly kissed my lips.

This kind of thing had happened frequently at home, so I was already used to it. I hugged Jia Yi and kissed her passionately.

After a long while, I knew that if this continued, my wicked desires would be aroused again. In order not to make a mistake again, I gently separated us. "

Dad, don't worry.

I won't agree to that boy. I only want to be Dad's little woman for the rest of my life."

Jia Yi said in a seductive tone in my ear; making me both love and hate this little vixen, but I couldn't show it. I could only gently pinch her pink cheek in response.

At that time, I even believed that our relationship was actually the same as before, completely unchanged; almost nothing could prevent our relationship from ending.

But I overlooked one thing—she was just a little girl experiencing her first love.

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