My girlfriend found out that I had slept with my former first love classmate behind her back.

Xiaorou and I were classmates for four years in college and had a nearly six-month relationship during that time; we
were each other's first love. First love is naive, and I've always been shy. I never dared to hold her hand in public, and
at most, we'd kiss on the lips in private.
Now, my memories of that relationship are limited to that not-so-comfortable kiss. More than three years have passed since the breakup,
and everything has been worn away. Then, I met Xiaofeng, and we quickly began a happy life together—I
thought I would never cross paths with Xiaorou again, but life is unpredictable…
After graduating from college, I successfully passed the postgraduate entrance exam. I spent my days in the lab and my nights with my girlfriend Xiaofeng
. Xiaofeng had a rich romantic history; she had been with three men before me, and she was
the first woman in my life, something I still resent.
But Xiaofeng was very beautiful, and sexually she went out of her way to satisfy all the unreasonable demands I had learned from porn;
she also took meticulous care of me in daily life, but she always made me feel insecure. Thinking about it, it makes sense; by the
time she graduates from her senior year, that's probably when they'll break up.
Xiaorou started dating Xiaowei, a classmate, a week before graduation
. Their relationship was a tragedy from the start. Xiaowei continued his postgraduate studies at the same university as me, while Xiaorou failed her postgraduate entrance exam
and returned to her distant hometown. She also had trouble finding a job, so she decided to try again the following year. Despite
consistently , perhaps due to overly high expectations or bad luck, she didn't get into the university she applied to and decided
to transfer back to our university—the same university where her first and second boyfriends were.
Xiaowei was quite good to his friends, generous, always insisting on paying for drinks and karaoke, and frequently inviting people out for meals
and outings. However, he was indeed a womanizer. His first girlfriend was his high school classmate, and
seemingly his first woman. While Xiaorou was struggling to prepare for her postgraduate entrance exam the following year, he was buying
condoms at school and starting to live with Xiaojuan. (I usually don't use condoms because Xiaofeng doesn't like them. But that time I got a few from
Xiaowei to try.)
I didn't mind Xiaowei two-timing—Xiaorou and Xiaojuan. Even though Xiaorou was my classmate and
first love ; Xiaojuan was a senior I'd known for two or three years. I thought Xiaowei could handle their situation
; what did it have to do with me? But Xiaorou's failure in her postgraduate entrance exam that year, and her return to school,
unexpectedly disrupted everything. Xiaowei panicked; his good deed had been exposed.
He shut Xiaorou out, telling her never to come back. The heartbroken Xiaorou hugged me and sobbed,
tears streaming down her face…
Stroking Xiaorou's soft waist, my heart stirred. I didn't go back
to the place , so I had opportunities. By comforting Xiaorou's depressed mood, I gradually led her into my trap.
I told her I still loved her, how helpless and painful our breakup was, and that
I had never forgotten her all these years, asking her to believe me.
So one day, when a group of old classmates came to Xiaorou's place to cook and hang out, I used
the excuse of helping her clean up the dishes to stay at her place until late. Naturally, I ended up in her bed that night.
Xiaorou had an innocent look, unlike Xiaofeng. Xiaofeng seemed mature;
Xiaorou was tall, but her breasts weren't very big, only an A cup, though her butt was very perky. Back when we were dating, I always wanted to touch her
butt, but I was too timid then.
Now, in bed, I was surprisingly bold, using both hands to reach her soft
butt through her pajamas from her back. However, she seemed to resist me that night, so I didn't dare force her, just held her and slept,
doing nothing else. I knew she would be mine sooner or later…
After a week, I finally succeeded. Because I had the whole situation under control, I even brought my camera that night. It was a strange feeling
to record my first time having sex with my first love with a camera. She had been intimate with Xiaowei before, but she said they only did it about ten times, except for . My experience basically confirmed this; when I penetrated and thrust, I saw a faint reddish discharge from her vaginal opening, and it was very tight. Although she wasn't a virgin, this still satisfied me. Xiaorou was very wet; the first time we did it, she almost soaked the entire sheet, but her wetness came and went quickly. Her vagina was shallow, and my penis was quite large; after only ten minutes of thrusting, she couldn't take it anymore and begged me for mercy, trying her best to push me away. Although I wasn't satisfied yet, I felt a great sense of conquest and continued to thrust hard a few more times until she was almost completely drained, then we took a bath together. Although Xiaofeng could satisfy all my sexual desires, her needs were also quite high. I could usually satisfy her, but sometimes I was tired during the day, and when Xiaofeng wanted more, I would become very impatient. Xiaorou, on the other hand, gave me a different feeling. Watching her kneeling with her back to me, swaying her pert white buttocks, and thinking that she was my college classmate for four years , I felt inexplicably excited. It felt so good to have sex with a classmate! It was good, but I only had sex with her three times in total, the last time being at noon. I was chatting with when I suddenly became sexually aroused and felt hot, so I pestered her to undress. She said that a female classmate was coming over soon and she was afraid of being seen. I wouldn't let her have her way, saying, "Then take your pants off completely!" My hands started to grope and pinch her, and Xiaorou also became aroused. So I pulled her pants down to halfway up her knees, and her top was only enough to lift up her bra, exposing only her private parts. When I saw that her vagina was already overflowing with clear, glistening fluid, I teased, "Look, you said you were afraid of your classmates coming, but you're still so wet down there." So I leaned against the bed, put my legs on my shoulders, and started working. The thought of my classmate coming soon was exciting; we were both very excited. She was very wet, and I finished quickly, finishing in about ten minutes , my semen spraying all over her body, leaving me exhausted. We started cleaning up; she lay limp on the bed, and I found some toilet paper to dry her off. Just as we finished putting on our pants, the bedroom door was suddenly pushed open. We were both stunned; the door wasn't locked (sweat!), and our classmate had barged in without warning. Our classmate was embarrassed and quickly closed the door and left, repeatedly apologizing. Xiaorou and I exchanged a smile, stuck out our tongues, quickly kicked the toilet paper scattered floor under the bed, and then called our classmate back in. At this time, Xiaofeng was unaware of our situation. I once had a crazy morning erection with Xiaofeng...

That night, I went to Xiaorou's place again. Xiaofeng and Xiaorou lived only 500 meters apart,
one on the left side of the school gate and the other on the right. Although I was sexually satisfied, the feeling was exhausting.
Although I didn't actually have feelings for Xiaorou, it was merely a form of revenge for past relationships and a psychological
distortion. Although I was very dependent on Xiaofeng both sexually and practically, I didn't think about the
consequences , constantly shuttling between the left and right sides of the school gate.
Those months filled me with fear, terrified of being exposed. So,
during I used an argument with Xiaorou as an excuse to call and say I didn't want to continue:
"I'll be very busy next semester and won't have time to take care of you."
Xiaorou cried and told me she didn't need me to be with her every day, just once a week, but I still refused
.
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After the new semester started, Xiaofeng told me she was pregnant with my child, and I went to the hospital with her. After the new semester started
, Xiaorou called me out once, telling me she was still very grateful for the comfort I had given her during that time, and that she
would always remember my help.
So, I knew that even though I, this two-faced beast, had slept with her and then abandoned her, she
was willing ; she still had such a good impression of me, and she still thought I would always be her favorite. Perhaps Xiaowei
's hurt was too deep for her, and my comfort and help at the time helped her quickly emerge from Xiaowei's shadow. My
concealment was also a kind of happiness for her, wasn't it?
It's just that poor Xiaorou didn't know that the first two men in her life had both had more than one woman at the same time
!
The matter didn't end there, but it no longer concerned Xiaorou; it concerned me and Xiaofeng. If before the pregnancy Xiaofeng
would occasionally throw tantrums, after the pregnancy and abortion, her attitude towards me was completely different.
You could say she was completely submissive; I completely controlled the relationship, manipulating her moods.
Actually , this isn't good; one party being too proactive is bad for both.
Sure enough, at the beginning of the year, Xiaofeng accidentally discovered that I had maintained contact with Xiaorou from the previous year. She had been arguing with me
about , and now she was furious. I was also very agitated and, in a fit of anger, said that I
had slept with Xiaorou while I was with her last year. That day, Xiaofeng and I argued from morning till night, and in my anger, I even
hit her (I regret it).
Those months of arguing were a nightmare, and my relationship with Xiaofeng deteriorated rapidly. After each argument, I would
violently vent my frustrations on her during sex. Sometimes when she asked about my sex with Xiaorou, I would tell her, "
Xiaorou is very wet, but her vagina is shallow, so it's not as comfortable as with you." She would get very excited, but
sometimes .
We broke up and got back together several times, and Xiaofeng even went to her ex-boyfriend to cry.
However, perhaps because she had been pregnant with my child, she eventually tolerated my betrayal. It's hard to imagine that
such a beautiful woman would tolerate something like this, and she even promised me she would never mention
Xiaorou and me again. It's strange that even though it was clearly my fault, she ended up making promises
and now, the fact that she brings it up or argues with me about it makes her the one in the wrong, and she even has to
apologize…
I don't know what's going on. I just feel so guilty towards Xiaofeng; she's a pitiful girl.
Maybe it's because my initial mindset was wrong; maybe it's because I've always walked the line between right and wrong.
I'm still with Xiaofeng. She's graduating next week and going back to her hometown. She wanted me to
meet her family, but I refused. She was silent for a long time; perhaps she understood that something between us was impossible.
A bitter smile…

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