Let us never meet again.

I'm a college student studying in Jiangsu. I've been dating my girlfriend for four years now, and it's been a long-distance relationship since we started college. There aren't many girls at my school, but I've never been unfaithful or had any thoughts behind my girlfriend's back. Until last month...

HY was my high school classmate, the one who sat in front of me in the first year. Back then, I was quite a big shot in school, a 7 or 8 out of 10 in looks, and the top shooting guard on our school's basketball team. Girls would often bring me water during games, and they'd often ask me to go out. But at that time, I didn't understand anything; I only liked my girlfriend, and she was very cold towards me.

(I should explain the background of the story, don't think I'm being long-winded.)

HY was in my class and sat in front of me. She was a pretty girl, just a little chubby (actually, that's called having a good figure; I was clueless back then). We'd chat occasionally, talking about life and stuff. We weren't very close, but I often heard boys from other classes say she was very promiscuous, that she kissed other people outside, and that she changed boyfriends frequently. I was puzzled at the time, how could any boy like that?

But she would often accompany me to play basketball on weekend mornings (around this time, my girlfriend dumped me), so our interactions were quite intimate. One morning, after playing basketball, she said she was sleepy and wanted to rest at my place, so we went home. She immediately pulled me into my room, said she wanted to sleep, and then lay down on my bed... I went out to get her a glass of juice, woke her up, and we went out for breakfast (was I an idiot?).

Later, our relationship gradually faded, but she was always happy whenever I asked her to hang out. We lost contact after starting university.

Suddenly one day, I don't know how, I added her on WeChat, since we hadn't been in touch for over two years. We had a lot to talk about, so we met up. She had become a stunning beauty, thinner than before, but still very curvy. We went to an internet cafe to play LoL together; she really liked LoL. She said her current boyfriend treated her badly and she was very sad, so I comforted her and didn't think much of it.

Later, after I went to university, she still contacted me frequently, saying she was lonely, and then asked me to visit her; she was in Zhejiang. Suddenly, I felt a flutter in my heart. Was this an implication?

I took the high-speed train directly to her school, without telling my girlfriend. We booked a standard room, and she mentioned wanting to drink beer that night, so we bought some. After dinner, we spent 200 yuan on imported beer. She drank and cried, saying her boyfriend treated her badly. She quickly got drunk and was a bit unsteady, while I remained sober. I helped her lie down; she had already showered beforehand (honestly, she must have known she was going to get drunk beforehand, sigh). She was trying to get me drunk and act crazy, and I was still hesitant. Honestly, I couldn't bring myself to do it. I still really thought of her as a good friend, and that she was just lonely and immature. Then I calmed down and thought about my girlfriend, feeling like a complete jerk. Then she attacked me and kissed me. Honestly, it was the first time I'd ever kissed another girl, and it was incredibly exciting. I was about to touch her when I stopped myself... I settled her in and went to sleep in another bed.

The next day, she was very cold towards me... We haven't been in contact since...

Many people will probably call me an idiot after reading this, but looking back now, I don't think it's a big deal. I genuinely care about her as a friend; I really wanted to see her and comfort her, that's why I went. I shouldn't have done anything just because she was drunk, and I'm loyal to my girlfriend, really. Men are fickle. I kept telling her to leave her jerk, telling her my own happy story, saying that jerks can't give you happiness, but I asked myself, could I give her happiness?

Finally, I remembered a line from Han Han's "The Continent": "I could tell you weren't a good person at first glance, but I didn't expect you to be even a bad person!" Now, looking at myself, what do I understand? I'm still young. That's it, goodbye forever.

[The End]

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