The Difficult Experience of Seed Donation 3

Happy days always pass quickly. Finally, it was time for our follow-up checkup at the hospital. That morning, my wife and I both took the day off, ready to go to the hospital together to welcome our beloved "baby." As we left, my wife saw me trembling with excitement and, worried, snatched the car keys from me. She drove herself, and our small car was filled with laughter all the way… When we arrived at the hospital, I rushed to my friend's office, barging in without even knocking. My friend was carefully examining a medical record. When he saw me come in, he stood up and smiled at me. But I felt his smile was so forced. Suddenly, a bad premonition welled up inside me. "What's the result? Hehe, am I going to be a dad?" I forced down my doubts and pretended to be excited as I asked him. My friend didn't answer, but took a deep breath before slowly saying, "Brother Yu, sit down first, I'll tell you slowly." Hearing this, my heart sank to the bone. I anxiously interrupted him, "What happened? Don't beat around the bush, just say it." My wife, noticing the awkward atmosphere, nodded anxiously in agreement. "Brother Yu," my friend said in a steady voice. "Well… actually…" "Oh, stop with the 'that,' just say it!" I rudely interrupted him again. Seeing my reaction, my friend steeled himself and said, "Brother Yu, the tests came back positive. Your sperm motility is low, and several attempts at fertilization have failed. Your case is unusual; the hospital has never encountered such a low success rate before. Perhaps you should rest for a couple of days, take some time to recover, and then come back; it might be better." I felt like I'd been struck by lightning, completely stunned. My mind went blank. I have no memory of what happened after that. I don't know how I got home. I just sat there on the sofa for a long time, completely lost in thought. I vaguely heard my wife talking to me, but I couldn't make out what she was saying. I sat there until evening, my mind a whirlwind of thoughts, jumping and swirling around in a jumbled mess. I thought about it a lot, and finally made up my mind. I jumped up from the sofa, startling my wife who had been waiting beside me. "Wife, I have to have a child. If artificial insemination doesn't work, we'll find someone else," I said firmly. My wife was stunned by my words. After a long pause, she hesitated and said, "Honey, I don't understand what you mean." I gritted my teeth and almost screamed, "We'll use a donor. If I can't, we'll find someone else." "Are you crazy?" my wife exclaimed instinctively. "How could you have such a thought? This is insane! Or, how about we adopt?" "An adopted child isn't either of our bloodlines. I don't want a child like that," I continued resolutely. “Then I can go to the sperm bank and find someone else’s sperm, right? How could you even have such a thought? You want me to have sex with another man…” My wife trailed off, too embarrassed to finish her sentence. I shook my head. “I’ve thought about artificial insemination at the sperm bank, but can you guarantee what kind of person the sperm donor is? What if it’s donated by someone incredibly ugly, and we end up with their sperm? If our offspring is born and others see it, they’ll immediately know it’s not my child. How can I face anyone then? I’ll be wearing a green hat for the rest of my life!” “But aren’t you already wearing a green hat right now?” My wife continued to try and dissuade me from this crazy idea. But my mind was already made up. I turned to my wife and said, slowly and deliberately, “I don’t care anymore. This is settled. Tomorrow I’ll find someone who looks like me. I must have my own offspring. Even if it’s not my biological child, it’s yours too.” I know my expression at that moment was ferocious. Seeing my expression, my wife knew I wouldn’t change my mind. She slumped softly onto the sofa. She remained silent with her eyes closed for a long time. Suddenly, she opened them and said to me, "Honey, as long as you don't mind, I'm willing to go all out." That night, neither of us could sleep. I lay on my side with my back to my wife, and even late into the night, I could still hear her sighs beside me... The next morning, when we went to work, we didn't kiss goodbye as usual. After all, my decision made both my wife and me feel a little awkward. We simply said goodbye and left home... On the way, as I drove, I searched my mind for a suitable target. Suddenly, someone popped into my head—he was the new college graduate at our company. I had personally recruited him. Actually, a big reason I recruited him was because he looked a lot like me. Even my colleagues in the company suspected that he might be a relative of mine to get into such a large company so easily. He was the one. I set my sights on him, while silently considering how to bring up this difficult thing with him... Sitting in the large executive chair at my desk, I kept swaying my body. I frowned deeply, deep in thought; what should I say to him? After all, this was a tremendous humiliation for me. Besides, how could I say it in a way that would keep this kid quiet? If he leaked it, I probably wouldn't be able to live anymore. At the very least, I wouldn't be able to stay at the company any longer. By the afternoon, I still didn't have a perfect plan. My secretary had come in several times, seemingly wondering about my strange behavior today. What was I so busy with that I hadn't even eaten lunch? I glanced at the clock on my desk. It was almost time to leave work; if I didn't speak up soon, I might miss the opportunity. My heart was in turmoil. I didn't want to give my beautiful wife to another man, but my longing for my child compelled me to do it. Finally, I made up my mind. My trembling fingers touched the intercom, and I hesitantly said, "Xiao Wang, could you have Xiao Li, the new guy in the sales department, come to my office?" "Okay," the secretary's gentle voice came through the phone. I released my grip and slumped back into the chair, my emotions a complex mix beyond words. "Knock, knock, knock." A short while later, a crisp knock echoed at the office door. "Come in," I said, forcing myself to sit up straight. The door opened carefully. Xiao Li's head peeked out from behind the door first. Then, he cautiously walked over and, head bowed, asked fearfully at my desk, "Manager, you wanted to see me?" "Please sit down," I said, seeing his fearful expression, which actually calmed me down a bit. Watching him timidly sit before me, I couldn't help but find it somewhat amusing. He looked so much like me; for a moment, I even recalled how I had once sat fearfully before my predecessor, anxiously awaiting their judgment. This feeling made me feel a greater sense of kinship with Xiao Li. "Xiao Li, you've been with the company for over two months now, how's it going? Is there anything you're not used to? Are you happy with your work?" I started by trying to put him at ease and continue my awkward conversation. Unexpectedly, my question only made him more nervous. He hurriedly stood up, almost crying, and said, "Manager, please forgive me if I've done anything wrong. I promise I won't make the same mistake again, please don't fire me, okay?" I was both annoyed and amused. I hadn't expected my casual remark to cause him such panic. "Sit down first. Who said I was going to fire you? I called you in today to encourage you. After all, I personally recruited you, and if you don't do well, I'll lose face, won't I?" Hearing my words, he visibly calmed down, and his body relaxed. He scratched his head sheepishly and said with a smile, "I thought the manager was going to… hehe…" Once the topic was opened, the rest of the conversation became much more relaxed. During our conversation, I learned that he wasn't a local. He was from a rural area in a neighboring province. After graduating from university, he wanted to stay in this city. However, because there were already countless university graduates in our city, he had only just found a job. No wonder he was so anxious earlier. Knowing he wasn't from this city calmed me down a bit, and I chatted casually with him. But I just couldn't bring myself to bring up the topic of having a child with him. Seeing that it was getting dark outside, I steeled myself and said to him, "Xiao Li, I have something I'd like you to help me with, but I don't know how to ask." Seeing my concern, he excitedly replied, "Manager, just say it! No matter how difficult it is, I'll definitely do it for you." "Okay, since you've said that, I'll leave it to you," I said solemnly. Seeing my serious expression, he immediately sat up straight, indicating that he was willing to go through fire and water for me. "I want you to have a child for me," I said, struggling to get the words out. "What?" he shouted when he heard me. "Shh..." I put my index finger to the side, gently signaling him not to shout so loudly, lest he be...Others overheard. Then, I poured out my troubles to him in one breath. Finally, I added, "If you handle this well and get my wife pregnant, I'll immediately transfer you to the provincial capital as the chief sales representative for the branch office, with double the salary and bonuses." Then, after a moment's thought, I added, "If you dare leak this, not only will you lose your job, but you'll be in serious danger. I have the power to make you regret this." My tone became stern. He listened to me blankly, mouth agape. Then, after standing there stunned for a while, he cautiously asked, "Manager, you're not joking, are you?" "I'm serious. Who jokes about something like this?" I retorted coldly. "Are you going to agree or not? If you agree, I'll give you 10,000 yuan as a reward. As far as I know, your family isn't well-off, is they? This money should be enough for your parents to live a comfortable life." I used both threats and inducements, but deep down, I felt uneasy—paying someone to manipulate my wife, what kind of drama was this? "Okay, I agree to the manager's request." Whether it was my 10,000 yuan that had the effect, or the strange experience that had attracted him, Xiao Li considered it repeatedly for a long time before finally agreeing.

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