Excessive sexual activity is painful

In 2016, I experienced unforgettable pain, teetering on the brink of death multiple times.
Now, I've finally pulled through.
Looking back, I'm terrified. Starting in middle school, I learned to masturbate, eventually becoming addicted. I repeatedly drained myself, leading to a series of complications—it was a living hell.
I remember after intense masturbation, the symptoms would appear at night, my health deteriorated daily, I'd sweat profusely, my blankets would soak through, my muscles would twitch, I'd wake up repeatedly. I also experienced severe urinary frequency; a hospital checkup revealed prostatitis, with white discharge in my urine. But the symptoms weren't limited to one. Later, I found I could barely walk; my legs felt weak, my body would turn ice-cold and I'd sweat profusely. Even climbing stairs was incredibly difficult. I felt a strong sense of impending death, certain I was going to die. During that time, I thought a lot, cried, and hated myself for masturbating.

I thought of my parents. What would they do if I were gone? Every night I woke up with blood in my mouth! I was so scared. My kidneys hurt when I urinated, my kidneys hurt when I walked, my back hurt when I walked, and I would collapse after walking only a few steps. My face was pale and bloodless! I also had many other problems, such as stomach pain, indigestion, loose stools, incomplete bowel movements, diarrhea, bloating, and other ailments. The worst part was that I couldn't sleep at night, and my heart would pound wildly—it was so painful! I had a colonoscopy, and the doctor said there was nothing wrong. My liver and kidney functions were normal. But I just felt so uncomfortable, like I was about to die. Especially after taking mannitol, a bowel cleansing medication, during the colonoscopy, it caused side effects. I was even a little happy when the colonoscopy came back normal.
But when I got home, I found I couldn't urinate. For the next two days, I urinated very little. I lay in bed, prepared to die, thinking how pathetic my life had been, how I had ruined myself like this. But the symptoms went far beyond that. Walking was difficult, I was exhausted, and my whole body felt numb. I didn't even have the strength to cook. My urine was frothy, my body was weak, and my joints ached. I felt cold all over and was extremely sensitive to the cold. Then I realized, if I had the courage to die, why not live life to the fullest! Masturbation was the biggest betrayal I could do to my parents, so I couldn't give up so easily! So, dragging my exhausted body, no matter how much I
couldn't run, walk, or feel, I had to try my best! After that, I got up and ran every morning, but it was so tiring. After running, I felt like I couldn't even walk. I would rest for a while and then continue. My head was spinning, my vision was blurry, and I couldn't see clearly even at close range. It was so painful. During the most painful time, my only worry was for my parents. During that period, my body was so sick, yet I still masturbated. But as soon as I finished masturbating, I would think of my parents again. Then I began to fight the illness with all my heart, enduring the pain no matter how much it hurt. During that time, I took forty doses of traditional Chinese medicine, but it still didn't alleviate my symptoms. I had seminal emission, blood in my semen, and severe abdominal pain when sitting. It was excruciating!

Thinking back to that time, I considered giving up. But now I've won, and I'm happy every day. Although I still have autonomic nervous system dysfunction, I'm taking medication. I'm recovering very well; running a few kilometers feels like a world of difference compared to before. I feel quite relaxed now. Although I'm not 100% recovered yet, I will persevere. I admire myself for achieving this, and I hope all my brothers will cherish their bodies. Quit masturbation, you absolutely must quit, otherwise, when the symptoms return, you'll know what hell on earth is like, a living hell. Because I understand, I've been through it myself, and I hope everyone can escape the pain and live a new life. As long as you have confidence, there's nothing
you can't overcome. The ancients said: "Sufficient essence leads to strength, insufficient essence leads to illness." Constantly indulging in pleasure is simultaneously draining yourself. Let me give you an example: the character for "desire"—why did the ancients invent this character? I believe there's a reason. Desire is a combination of "grain" and "deficiency." When a person has desires, they are losing the body's nourishment. Semen is nutrition. The nutrition that sustains human life. "Grain" can be understood as what a person eats, the five grains and miscellaneous foods. "Debt" can be understood as lack, loss, or paying off a debt. "Lust" means losing oneself. Low semen leads to illness, high semen leads to health. Think more about the bright future, think more about your parents.
Be a true human being. Shake off the dirty side. I wish everyone could stand up! Start a new life! Keep going!

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