I have completely changed.

I'm 31 years old and work for a real estate company. My husband is a university professor, four years older than me. We have a seven-year-old son.
To be honest, before last December, I had never seen any other man's penis except my husband's. I never watched those videos or read those magazines; I was completely absorbed in my own little world.
Before New Year's Day last year, I went to visit a close friend. During our conversation, she brought up sex and turned on the TV, showing me a video of that kind of thing. My heart was pounding. I realized then that a man's penis could be so big, could last so long, and that women could experience intense pleasure. I was puzzled because my husband always seemed to owe me a lot during sex. Having never experienced true pleasure, I was completely baffled. Now, after watching that video, I finally understand. My husband is indeed impotent. His penis isn't even 10cm long when erect, and he finishes in just two or three minutes. The AV actor in the video had a huge penis and lasted a long time, and the woman in the video seemed to enjoy it very much.
Later, the image of that video kept haunting me, especially the man's penis constantly appearing in my mind. For the sake of my family, I tried my best not to think about it, let alone cheat.
Our sex life became increasingly strained. One day, my husband suddenly told me that he was insecure, that he wasn't good enough for me, and couldn't satisfy me. I said I didn't care, as long as he loved me and our family was happy, that was enough. My husband said he knew his situation and wanted to find me a man to experience it. I was devastated, thinking my husband no longer loved me. Later, he repeatedly confessed his feelings, and I finally realized his true feelings. Since I also wanted to, we agreed to find a man to have sex with.
But several months passed, and we still hadn't found a suitable one. One day in April, my husband came home and asked me if I liked black men. I had never thought about having sex with a foreigner, especially a black man; I was quite averse to the idea. My husband said he had a black foreign teacher at his school who was a very nice person and was about to return to his home country without any aftereffects. He said if I liked him, I could try contacting him. At the time, I felt it was impossible and couldn't accept it, so I let it go.
A few days later, I went to my husband's school to deliver something to his colleague. I happened to see the Black teacher there; he was tall and strong, not ugly at all, and quite refined-looking. When I got home, I told my husband what I thought of him. He was very happy and said he would try to gauge the situation.
The next day, my husband came home and told me that the Black teacher wanted to see me. I was furious. I'm so pretty; take it or leave it, I don't care about meeting him. A week later, my husband came home and told me that the Black teacher had agreed. Honestly, at that moment, I was overwhelmed with mixed feelings. It was my first time with another man, and a Black man at that—it was so unfamiliar, so awkward, and I was so nervous.
We arranged to meet at a hotel the next day. That night, I searched online about Black people. Oh my god, I was terrified! Some said that having sex with a Black man made you not want Chinese men anymore; some said it was incredibly painful; some said they had AIDS (I'm not worried about that; my husband's school had a physical exam, and the foreign teacher participated, so I saw his report). But the most common thing I heard was that Black men have very large genitals, some said 20cm! That's more than twice the size of my husband's! It's so scary; I don't quite believe it. I told my husband we should forget about it and find a Chinese man instead. My husband encouraged me, saying we'd already agreed, so let's give it a try!
The next day, we booked a hotel room and waited for the Black teacher, who arrived as promised. As soon as he entered, I could smell his strong body odor. Fortunately, he was very humorous and witty, praising my beauty and sexiness, saying he was so lucky to have enjoyed an oriental beauty before leaving China. The three of us chatted for half an hour, and the tension and awkwardness disappeared.
He said he couldn't hold back any longer and we should start. My husband said he mainly wanted to watch me have sex. I immediately felt embarrassed and lowered my head. The Black man told us to shower first, and then he went to shower too. I lay on the bed in my bathrobe, thinking about being penetrated by the Black man, and I was incredibly nervous, completely without any anticipation, even wanting to run away. My husband patted my shoulder, repeatedly telling me not to be nervous. The Black man, wearing loose underwear, came to the bedside, gently unbuttoned my bathrobe, and, extremely excited, began kissing my large breasts, praising them as he did so. I turned my head to the side, clenching my teeth tightly. He started licking my nipples with his tongue, but I still didn't feel comfortable because I was too nervous. My husband got into bed, held me, and helped me up, watching the black man lick me with abandon. Suddenly, he touched my genitals and said I was slow to warm up, not wet at all. How could I be wet? Nervousness overwhelmed everything; I felt like I was facing a wild beast, trembling with fear. The black man's head moved towards my genitals, and his strong hands forcibly parted my tightly closed legs. I knew he wanted to give me oral sex like in the videos, so I had no choice but to let him.
His long tongue roamed over my vulva, labia, and clitoris. Slowly, I started to feel something, and he seemed to know I was feeling something too, working hard with both his lips and tongue until I finally cried out for the first time: "Ouch!"
As his tongue flicked against my clitoris, I suddenly felt an electric shock throughout my body, wave after wave. Oh my god, that feeling was so wonderful, I couldn't stop, I really couldn't stop. When he put his tongue into my vagina again, I groaned loudly. My husband quickly asked, "Baby, are you comfortable?" I nodded vigorously and said, "It feels so good."
The black man came to kiss my breasts again, licking my nipples. This time it felt so good; my nipples stood erect, and I swayed my hips. Suddenly, while he was licking me, he inserted his finger into my vagina and gently vibrated it. After a moment, I shouted, "Please use that thing to insert into me!"
(Sorry, I'm off work now, I'll write more later. I'm so wet down there writing this.)

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