Guiyuan Temple in my heart

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"I saw it, did it, and then let it go. What's there to regret?" This first line of a couplet is a memory and a sense of liberation I had at Guiyuan Temple a year ago. Pain, it turns out, can be reborn and reincarnated... How many seven-year periods does a person have in their lifetime? How many seven-year periods will you remember? Perhaps only I know that these seven years are forever nailed to my heart, never to be pulled out... In the ebb and flow of fate, days pass by one by one. I am no longer young, and this day will eventually come. Perhaps I will eventually become a chapter in her life. I want to desperately grasp something, but all the reality seems to have slipped through my fingers like the wind. The strength and tolerance I once built in my heart seem to have crumbled in an instant, and the inner torment is burning me to the core! I don't know how to be free again, how to be free... Many people always want to forget the past that hurts them, but I don't want to do that, because I feel that doing so is a betrayal of my loved ones and myself, even if I am tormented to death by the poison of memory. It's like the body struggling and gasping for breath in the desert, but the heart must have an oasis. Deep down, I understand. Because I can't shake off this burden, even if I crawl to the edge of the water plants, I can only watch helplessly as that beautiful dream I've longed for gradually fades into despair, separated by a transparent curtain. I don't know whether to offer a painful blessing or silently observe everything unfolding until I drift further and further away from her… There are so many things in life we should do but can't. Perhaps all I can do is live well myself, and let her live well. I look forward to the day when I'm old, my body free, and I can quietly wait for her in the sunset, until my heartbeat gradually ceases…

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