The saying goes, "Lust is emptiness," and sex addiction and revenge are intertwined.

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So, the last time my girlfriend left me, I found a casual sex partner and used a condom to relieve myself. However, my self-esteem was still hurt. After being dumped for the first time, I was a bit devastated. So, I bought a diamond ring and roses and booked plane tickets. During the National Day holiday, I used the excuse of visiting relatives to beg her to come back . My girlfriend was waiting for her online boyfriend to make a move, leaving me aside. I took my girlfriend to meet my mother. When my mother learned that she had a disability in her hand, she told my father. My father strongly opposed it, but even so, he still sold me a stock when the stock market was high and gave me 100,000 yuan for my household expenses . I couldn't wait for my girlfriend, and the National Day holiday was almost over, so I suggested breaking up. My girlfriend objected and still wanted to keep me as a backup. From that moment on, the seed of revenge was planted in my heart.
So, after I returned to Shenzhen alone, my life revolved around work and my rented apartment. During that time, I met up with my casual sex partner again, but it ended quickly after about ten minutes. I think I still prefer younger men (like most men). After one time, my interest waned. Later, my girlfriend came back, and we slept in separate beds with little intimacy. I complained a few times, but she always made excuses or lied to me. Gradually, I stopped having any feelings for her. Although we were still officially boyfriend and girlfriend, we were actually estranged, just short of breaking up. Later, my girlfriend mentioned that her company's design orders were decreasing, which happened to be around the time... When the debt crisis broke out, the office I worked in in Shenzhen was also barely surviving. It was just like it is now, superficially prosperous, so I agreed to go back together by train. We passed through Suzhou and Tianjin along the way. Although we shared a room, she refused my suggestion to have sex. At that time, I made up my mind to come back and break up with her. After returning, I went to work for a Korean company to learn programming. After my job became stable, I proposed to break up with her. She still wanted me to stay, but I was soft-hearted and afraid of upsetting her too much, so I kept in touch with her for the time being. We met up once, but it was really not compatible. Her vagina had too many folds, which was not suitable for my sensitive penis . She was also not very satisfied with my stamina. After that, we were both busy with our own things and saw each other less and less.
To be honest, I'm doing a decent job as a basic programmer. However, despite my efforts to learn debugging, I've developed a significant sex drive due to my age. I'm also still struggling with the guilt of my girlfriend's past infidelity, so I often chat with female netizens on QQ about explicit sexual topics. Local women are rarely willing to discuss that with me, until one day I met "the one" ...
She was a working woman from the south, and told me she worked in a garment factory. She said she thought I was very bold for making such a date .
" What is your educational background ?" she asked.
“ I have a Master’s degree in Engineering, and my English is pretty good too , ” I boasted.
" And how tall are you? " she asked again.
"180+ , haha , " I said.
“ I’m afraid you’ll think I’m ugly; I’m pretty average-looking , ” she said.
“ Give me a photo, and I’ll spend the night with you , ” I said.
She posted her artistic photos, which were in period costume.
“ Then I’ll go with you … hehe , ” I said.
" Let's meet first. Maybe you won't want to think about it anymore once you see me , " she said.
We arranged to meet on a busy commercial street in the city on a Wednesday evening in early winter, when everyone was off work. She was dressed very simply, not nearly as beautiful as in her artistic photos, and her skin was slightly sallow, but at 160cm tall, she looked quite slender. After a moment of silence...
I took off her black gloves and held her cold little hand tightly. I think that warmth also warmed her cold heart at that moment .
She said she had to go home, so I walked her to the nearby bus stop, waved goodbye, and said that. Speaking of which, in a relationship, even if both parties are unassuming, that romantic feeling of " if only life could be like the first time we met " —the potential for a romantic relationship or even a sexual partner—suddenly arises .
" Will you ask me out again ?" she asked on QQ when she got back.
" Great, great !" I said excitedly. What man would refuse an easy hookup that's offered to him ?
" Then you go and make the arrangements , " she said .
After agreeing on a time, I booked a room at the 7 Days Inn near Qingniwa Bridge that weekend using my credit card. I checked in around 2 PM that day and left a message for my girlfriend saying I was going back to my parents' house. She was busy with work and just replied with a "okay ."
So, I went to a nearby shopping mall and bought some food. After eating and drinking my fill, I bought some snacks, came back, took a shower, and stared blankly at my short penis and slightly chubby body .
She texted me saying she had something to do at the factory and would be a little late, asking me to wait patiently. So, bored out of my mind, I put on my pajamas, watched TV, and dozed off for about 3-4 hours . Around 7 PM, she said she'd arrived. I'd already told her my room number. Apparently, she was worried about being seen by acquaintances, so she just knocked on the door. When I opened it, I saw her simply dressed—wearing a coat, jeans, and ordinary sneakers. I noticed a scar on her lip. Anyway, I pulled her inside and, without a word, started kissing her, undressing her, and kissing her well-proportioned breasts, ears, and neck. Soon, I started pulling down her jeans with one hand, eagerly pulling down her panties, quickly wetting them with my hands, putting on a condom, and thrusting in to release my desire. Unexpectedly, I ejaculated after only a dozen or so thrusts .
Seeing my reaction, she found it amusing. I made an excuse, saying I'd be fine in a bit, and she felt bad about criticizing me, so she said sheepishly, "Take your time, it'll get better soon ."
After an awkward moment, she started getting dressed. When she was almost fully dressed, still feeling unsatisfied, I pulled her onto the bed again, intending to try one more time. This time, after pinning her down, she suddenly said, " Don't use a condom this time, I'll go back and take my pill . " I was taken aback, but without thinking much, I removed her bra, pants, and underwear without a condom, and started groping and kissing her again. Soon I was hard, and I forcefully thrust inside her. My pre -ejaculate and her vaginal fluids mingled, and I slowly pumped in and out. Her vaginal walls were incredibly smooth. JJ felt incredibly warm and comfortable inside her vagina. After a few thrusts, she began to pant softly. I thrust in and out vigorously, greedily kneading her breasts. With each thrust, she cried out softly and ecstatically, as if experiencing the pleasure of being fucked. I became more and more vigorous, and after more than ten minutes, I was already out of breath. I thrust a few more times, symbolically ejaculating into her warm and moist vagina, and then held her panting as we lay down to rest. At that moment, two lonely and frustrated people poured out their hearts to each other, things that were inconvenient to tell even their parents. We introduced each other's backgrounds and our own love stories. However, afterwards, I felt that she still held back some things from me. I told her my story in detail. After talking for a while, I regained my strength and said, "Let's do it again." She smiled and said, "You still have energy?"
I flipped her over, making her stick her butt out. I imitated what you see in Japanese adult films, penetrating her from behind. They say a short penis makes it very easy to penetrate from behind (this position works for other penises of average size too). I stood, while she lay on her stomach on the bed, petite and delicate. I thrust hard from behind, using one hand to pull her arm or her shoulder for leverage, pounding in and out. Hearing her screams and the wet, slapping sound of my penis against her wet vulva, I became even more vigorous, using my last bit of strength to accelerate and thrust repeatedly. She screamed desperately … That night, I fucked her six times, until 2 AM !
The next day, after checking out, I took her to the nearby bus station and we agreed to meet again sometime.
So, that one-night stand turned into a multi-night stand. For almost half a year, we met up frequently. One time, we met at the Home Inn in Chunliu. It happened to be a full moon, and she had just finished her period, so her libido was high. After several rounds of normal sex, I drew back the curtains. The ambiguous moonlight spilled onto her naked body. I couldn't suppress my primal urges and pressed her against the window. Under the moonlight, I released my wildness and pent-up desire. She also felt the pleasure of being forced into sex and the thrill of my youthful energy. (To be continued...)
It's a long and tedious story. Thank you for reading!

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