[Transgender Beauty's Urban Romance] 03

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III. Goodbye to Youth
Since that steamy "teaching" session with Coco, I'm certain I've broken through the barriers between genders.
Looking back, I can now see CDs or TSs as women and therefore feel no aversion
. Thinking about it carefully, I'm truly amazed by the fickle nature of fate. A month ago, I probably would have kept my distance from this transgender community
. But now, having experienced Coco's sexiness and Xiaojing's innocence, the gender barriers in my heart have
gradually crumbled.
"Actually, it's not a big deal. I'm just a poor guy, what right do I have to dislike
hard-won true feelings? Besides, I'm afraid of being alone now..."
This opening of my heart has led to a rapid warming of my relationship with Xiaojing. In fact, since
our meeting at the ice rink last weekend, Xiaojing has been sending me WeChat messages almost every night, either discussing English or
simply offering words of concern. Her deep affection for me is
palpable even through the phone screen.
These past few nights, after finally escaping the day's toil, I've paused my daily
masturbation routine. Instead, I've been smiling as I reminisce about every little thing I've shared with Xiaojing, while carefully considering how to
develop our relationship.
Actually, Xiaojing and I have only met three times so far: twice at the bar and
once on a date. At the bar, Xiaojing was the one I talked to the most of the three of us. Later, we
reconnected because of English, gradually developing into our current relationship, which could easily escalate into something very passionate. However,
although I'm currently enjoying this increasingly ambiguous relationship with Xiaojing, and I've basically overcome
the gender barrier that only occurs when we're naked, I also often calmly consider that I'm neither rich nor handsome. Let alone
a campus beauty like Lingling, even ordinary girls wouldn't have paid me much attention in the past, let alone
easily developing a romantic relationship within a month.
Because I'm afraid of being accused of indecisiveness, I can't ask Xiaojing herself about this, nor is it convenient
to consult Coco. So I tried again to find answers online through Baidu and Zhihu.
One Zhihu question and answer analyzed in detail the mindset of transgender people towards love. They are generally
very cautious about love, yet quite casual about sex and desire. This contradiction stems from societal indifference and their own
hormones, which are no different from those of men, making them quite fitting for the so-called "third sex." Another article analyzed that
these transgender people desperately crave love; most only pretend to be indifferent for fear of being hurt
. However, if the possibility of being hurt is disregarded, their pursuit of love is actually similar to that of more
passionate and direct men, generally far surpassing that of relatively gentle and reserved women.
"So perhaps Xiaojing is naive and inexperienced, which is why she quickly developed genuine feelings for me..." After a few
days of study, I had a preliminary answer in my mind. And just a few days later, on Christmas Day, the happiest
moment of my life quickly arrived.
"Hey Ma, are you free tonight? My best buddy's coming to spend Christmas with you." Thursday was Christmas Day, and that afternoon
I received a WeChat message from Xiaojing. Lately, she'd been calling herself my best buddy, and her words were practically
melting my heart.
"Sure, you know me, damn it, these holidays are destined to be lonely." Actually, I'd already
bought Xiaojing a gift—a small necklace that I thought was pretty and within my budget.
"Hehe, the bar's crowded tonight, but Sister Qiao specially allowed me to leave early. Sister Coco's also
coming to help greet the customers tonight, so come find me at the bar after work~" From Xiaojing's words, it wasn't hard to see
that not only was Coco trying to set us up, but even Qiao Yi hoped we could actually date. Ultimately
, they valued my character, and as Qiao Yi had said, Xiaojing,
beneath her cheerful exterior, probably lacked and longed for more interaction with outsiders.
"No problem, see you tonight, cross-dressing master." A warm, sweet feeling filled my heart as I replied to the WeChat message.
For the rest of the workday, I was unusually distracted.
But just as I was about to leave work, my boss suddenly called me into his office and told me something
that made me both happy and troubled.
"Ma Le, you've worked diligently for us for seven years, and we've always seen your hard work.
The company has decided to promote you to supervisor level this year. Come with me to report to the higher-ups tomorrow morning."
"Thank you, boss, thank you for your trust! I'm truly grateful!"
Being promoted to supervisor level meant my salary would double from one night a month to twenty thousand. My previously
bleak life suddenly regained hope, and I was naturally incredibly grateful for my boss's support. But
reporting to the higher-ups first thing tomorrow morning meant I had to work late tonight. Thinking of Xiao Jing's eager
anticipation, I looked troubled again.
"What's wrong? Don't you want a promotion anymore?"
"How could that be? I'm overjoyed! It's just that happiness came a little suddenly, hahaha." "
Then write a good performance review report, don't let us down!"
Although I really wanted to go on a date with Xiaojing as soon as I got off work, I knew what was more important in life.
So I had to bite the bullet and send Xiaojing a WeChat message, explaining that I might be a little late tonight. Fortunately
, Xiaojing was quite understanding and didn't react with any dissatisfaction. She was like a considerate wife, saying that I should
focus on work and that she would wait for me at the bar.
I wrote a performance review report until 9 p.m. I hurriedly left the company, looking at the
Christmas and New Year decorations on both sides of the road, and the occasional couples cuddling together.
Naturally, I was impatient. Around 9:30 p.m., I arrived at the door of Sisters' Bar, but before I went in
, I saw Coco standing at the door smoking.
"Why are you so late? Xiaojing has been waiting for you like an idiot." Coco's face
immediately showed dissatisfaction when she saw me. She was obviously unhappy about my lateness, as she was always trying to protect Xiaojing.
"I'm sorry, something came up at the company, it's about whether I can earn more money next year, so I can't not stay and work
overtime." Faced with Coco's sharp questioning, I figured playing dumb wouldn't work, so I could only tell her the truth with a wry smile.
"Oh, so you're going to ruin Xiaojing's Christmas if you want to earn more money?" Coco raised an eyebrow, still seeming
a bit relentless.
"I... I came here today so that Xiaojing will be someone who's completely connected to my future!"
I was in a hurry to get into the bar, and Coco's sudden rebuke made me a little emotional. But to my surprise,
Coco laughed instead, and it was a happy laugh.
"That's more like it. I'll create an opportunity for you tonight, go on!" Coco patted my
shoulder, indicating that I didn't need to argue with her anymore. I think her change in attitude wasn't just moody, but
genuinely considering Xiaojing's well-being.
After I entered the bar, I saw that all eight tables were already full, and almost every couple
was a pair. Some were more reserved, chatting and drinking, while others were more outgoing,
snuggling together. One couple was even passionately kissing. When I entered, Joey was personally serving the guests,
while Xiaojing sat alone at the bar, witnessing the couples' intimate moments.
"I'm sorry, I... I'm late." When Xiaojing looked up, I saw obvious resentment on her face
, but she still managed a smile, her pitiful appearance truly touching me.
"It's... it's okay... I was going to invite Brother Ma to see a movie. Unfortunately, it's too late now
..." Xiaojing said, taking two movie tickets out of her pocket and placing them on the bar table.
"This timing seems a bit awkward," Coco said, having finished her cigarette and walking over to me. Before
I could speak, she interrupted, "It's so cold outside, it doesn't seem like a good time for a walk. Going to eat is
too close to bedtime. Staying here doesn't seem to make a difference, Mr. Ma, what do you think we should do?"
Coco's words made the situation even more awkward, but she was uncharacteristically
neither as indifferent as before nor as enthusiastic as she had been during the previous days of teaching; instead, she became persistent. Of course, I realized that
this might be what she meant by creating an opportunity for me.
"Mr. Ma, do you really think Xiaojing is your girlfriend now? You can call her whatever you want and dismiss her at will? Let me
put it this way, tonight Sister Qiao and I specifically arranged for Xiaojing to go out and relax with you.
Since Xiaojing joined our girls' group two years ago, she's been hardworking and efficient, and she's never dated a man before
. It's heartbreaking that you ruined her first time like this. Xiaojing
talks about you to us every day, saying you're a rare good person and that she feels safe talking to you..."
Coco bombarded me with questions, and I was practically mortified. Before Coco could
finish, Xiaojing, who had been silent, couldn't hold back any longer.
"Coco, don't say that about him! A real man should prioritize his career, otherwise he won't be
responsible for the person he loves. I don't blame Brother Ma at all, and please stop criticizing her!"
The usually adorable Xiao Jing suddenly became stern, even Coco seemed taken aback. Her rapid-fire tirade abruptly stopped
, and Coco gave me a wink. It seemed she had deliberately provoked Xiao Jing, prompting her to stand up
for me. Taking advantage of this opportunity, I quickly pulled out the gift I had prepared beforehand.
"Xiao Jing, Coco is right, I should have come earlier. But even though I'm late,
I've been thinking about this important day these past few days. This is a gift I bought in advance. It's not particularly expensive,
but it's a token of my affection." Under Xiao Jing's surprised and delighted gaze, I opened the small box and
handed her the pure white necklace.
"Brother Ma... you actually prepared a gift in advance, thank you! This is my first necklace ever!"
Xiao Jing, holding the necklace, examined it closely, her face beaming with undisguised joy.
Then, under the watchful eyes of Coco and me, she put the necklace around her neck.
"It's beautiful. It seems this style suits you very well." Xiao Jing's happiness naturally made me breathe a sigh of relief;
the tense atmosphere finally eased. At the same time, I noticed Coco, who was pretending to be angry, secretly winking at me
. She seemed satisfied with how things were going.
"Alright, alright, at least you still have some conscience. You two can decide how you want to spend the rest of the time. I'll
go up and sing a couple more songs and then I'll leave." Since there was no need to pretend anymore, Coco decided not to pay attention to us anymore
. But my preparations today weren't just for a necklace. Knowing I was late, I pulled out my trump card.
"Coco, let me go up and sing a song!" Grabbing Coco's hand, my words
startled both Coco and Xiao Jing again.
"Although sometimes guests will go up and sing a few lines, but... are you sure you can do it?" Perhaps it was my always
serious demeanor that surprised Coco with this bold move.
"Don't worry, I'm serious. Although I don't sing as well as you, I'm definitely not tone-deaf."
Facing Coco's astonished expression, I gave her a determined look.
"Haha, okay... don't be afraid of scaring away the guests, otherwise Sister Qiao will be angry."
With Coco's approval, I walked towards the stage without hesitation. I first
selected Wang Leehom's "It's You I Love" on the karaoke machine, and as the music started, I picked up the microphone.
"Today is Christmas, and I would like to offer my sincerest blessings to everyone! May all lovers in the world be united in marriage
!" After everyone in the audience was drawn to my generous speech, my first time
singing in front of a large audience officially began.
Although I rarely have the opportunity to sing, thankfully this song didn't have many high notes, and it was also one of my
favorite songs from my school days. Therefore, during my performance, I observed that the guests in the audience didn't show any
signs of annoyance, indicating that my singing was at least within the acceptable range for the general public.
However, the guests didn't pay much attention to me. Joey, who was busy in the kitchen, was drawn out, and Coco even
pushed Xiaojing, whose face was flushed but beaming with happiness, to the stage. I simply stopped paying attention to the guests below the stage.
We sang while watching Xiaojing intently.
For a moment, time seemed to stand still; the gazes between Xiaojing and me created an ambiguous atmosphere.
Noticing that I was actually singing a love confession, the guests gradually became attracted to Xiaojing and me, turning their attention
to us.
"In the blissful land of love, you are my only one, the only one I love is you… I truly love
you…" As I finally finished singing, the guests below the stage began to applaud. Amidst the applause
, Xiaojing walked onto the stage, her bright eyes glistening with tears, and then buried herself in my
arms, immediately eliciting even more enthusiastic applause from the audience.
"Brother Ma, I want you to say it yourself, do you… like me?" Burying her head in my chest,
Xiaojing's voice trembled. She had abandoned her usual carefree and playful demeanor, completely transforming into an endearing
little woman.
"Xiaojing... although we haven't known each other for very long, I think I've already been
deeply captivated by your optimism, cheerfulness, and lively charm. So I want to say..." At this point, I picked up the microphone again and
made a solemn vow in the most resolute tone, "Xiaojing, as long as you don't mind me, be my girlfriend!"
In my less-than-successful first thirty years of life, 2015 was truly a magical year. Investment
failure left me penniless, but a career advancement brought renewed hope. My seven-year relationship with Lingling ended
tragically, but I gained Xiaojing's affection. The past thirty years of conformity had brought me
a beautiful love affair with a third party—something most men never experience in their entire lives. In my little girls' group, I not only met
the lovely and innocent Xiaojing, but also the strong-willed and courageous Coco, and
Joey, who always protected Xiaojing behind the scenes. I couldn't help but marvel at how life is like a play, but I also decided to start anew with a grateful heart
. Since fate has granted me this extraordinary destiny, I will do my best to protect it with my sincerity.
"I...I do..."
After Xiaojing answered these words, we drew closer and closer, and my lips finally met her warm red
lips. The intense affection at this moment was indescribable, and all around us was
applause from the guests who had witnessed a good show.
Because it was Christmas, the bar was open until 1 a.m., and Joey, Coco, and
Shanzi, who arrived later, were unusually busy. But Xiaojing took my hand, led me through the stage curtain, and into
the bedroom where I had slept when I was injured.
I went in first, and Xiaojing followed behind. After entering the room, she locked the door behind her, and when I turned to look at her,
she threw herself into my arms again. The bar was still noisy, but the bedroom was silent. I noticed that Xiaojing
's face was flushed and her eyes were sparkling; I knew she was moved.
"Brother Ma, I've fantasized countless times about what my love would be like, and I've repeatedly warned myself that love is
both sweet and terrifying, easily hurting the other woman. I never demand anything from my man's looks
or wealth; someone who cares for and accepts me is my life's pursuit. This place may be simple, but it's been
my haven for the past two years. Now I'm truly happy because you're here again. My life
has gained another source of support, and my life will be complete because of you."
Xiaojing raised her head again, and after opening her heart, she passionately asked for a kiss. The moment our lips touched,
her tongue eagerly slipped into my mouth, passionately intertwining with mine. If the Xiaojing of the past was innocent and
carefree, then now she had become a woman yearning for a man's love.
Actually, in the last two years with Lingling, due to increasing conflicts, the frequency of our sex life
had already drastically decreased. The sexual encounter with Coco a few days ago was more of a passive acceptance of that special lesson. In contrast
, at this moment, I found Xiaojing's tongue incredibly delicious, her saliva sweet and fragrant.
Her body, nestled in my arms, was soft and burning hot, and her intoxicating scent filled my nostrils. I think I was truly moved.
We kissed our way from the doorway to the bed. Xiaojing pushed me down and quickly climbed on top of me, and we
kissed passionately again. Her tongue actively teased mine, sometimes even sucking on the tip. I
responded enthusiastically, our tongues roaming freely in each other's mouths like parched land receiving rain.
In my excitement, I rolled over and pinned Xiaojing beneath me, kissing her for a while before finally releasing her. I then buried my face
in Xiaojing's smooth neck, kissing her passionately, not wanting to miss an inch of her skin.
But just as I tried to unbutton Xiaojing's shirt, she, who should have been lost in passion, stopped me
. Under my puzzled gaze, Xiaojing spoke the heartfelt words of a young girl in love: "Brother Ma...
I'm sorry, although I really want to be loved by you, I haven't had breast implants like Sister Coco and the others...
"
"It's okay... I like you, I like everything about you."
"Brother Ma... listen to me... everything I have will soon be yours, but I hope that for the first time,
I can at least prepare myself a little. At least... choose a better time and place, and let me get
myself ready properly... please..."
Xiaojing's words certainly didn't extinguish the desire in my heart, but I understood what she meant. Xiaojing,
a CD or crossdresser, probably wanted to clean up her anus and front. Xiaojing's important first time shouldn't
happen in a noisy environment full of people. Fortunately, I'm no longer as impulsive as a young man in his twenties,
and I know very well that the first experience should be more beautiful. So I smiled and climbed off Xiaojing
, patted her head, and Xiaojing's face changed from fear to relief.
"Brother Ma...you're so good to me..."
"Silly girl, what's so good about that...since I said I'd love and cherish you, I should consider your feelings."
But to my surprise, just as I happily accepted temporarily suppressing my desires tonight, Xiaojing grabbed
my hand and made me sit back on the bed. Before I could understand what was happening, she had already knelt
between my legs and gently unbuttoned my pants with both hands.
"Xiaojing, what are you doing?"
"I wasn't ready, but Brother Ma is definitely ready... I have nothing to repay
Brother Ma with, so at least I'll make you feel good today..."
"But I haven't washed yet, that's not fair to you..."
"It's okay, that's Brother Ma's real scent..."
As she spoke, Xiao Jing had already pulled down my pants, directly facing my bulging underwear, leaving me momentarily
at a loss. However, thinking about how Xiao Jing's desires naturally possessed a masculine initiative and directness, even if
it wasn't convenient for me to touch her today, it seemed she still wanted to touch me.
After my underwear was also pulled down, my already erect penis suddenly sprang out in front of Xiao Jing
's eyes. Before I could even feel embarrassed, Xiao Jing had already opened her mouth wide, completely disregarding that her genitals hadn't
been washed, and took my penis in her mouth, root to root.
Even the innocent-looking Xiaojing, with her constantly writhing head, exuded eroticism during oral sex. Although her
technique was clearly inferior to Coco's, with her teeth frequently brushing against the glans while sucking, she was incredibly passionate and dedicated .
Her eyes remained open, fixed on my pubic hair, and the force of her sucking proved her intense
effort.
"Brother Ma, is it not good?" Having finally released her mouth, Xiaojing seemed afraid of interrupting my
pleasure, continuing to stroke me with her hand.
"How could it not be good? Look, your whole cock is so hard..." Actually, under the influence of emotion, my
overall experience was even better than the pleasure from Coco's oral sex, so I continued stroking Xiaojing's hair, giving her
an encouraging smile.
Receiving my approval, Xiaojing seemed even more motivated. She began to stick out her tongue, licking
back and forth between the glans and the ring, then licking down the shaft, gently scratching my scrotum with the tip of her tongue. The itchy yet
pleasurable sensation made me groan involuntarily.
Xiaojing's oral sex seemed endless, licking my scrotum, licking my penis, and then swallowing and sucking.
After a while, she even started kissing and licking my perineum. I don't know if she
could smell the odor from being so close to my anus, but judging from her enjoyment, she obviously didn't care. And the more I
moaned, the more motivated she seemed to be. Gradually, I got closer and closer to ejaculation.
"Xiao... Xiaojing... if you keep sucking, I'm really going to cum..."
"Waaah... target... don't hold back... cum all in my mouth..."
Sensing that I might ejaculate at any moment, Xiaojing's nimble hands joined the fray. In an instant, her
left hand pressed against my perineum, her right hand played with my penis, and her mouth and tongue sucked and licked the glans. My breathing grew
heavier and heavier, my eyes became vacant, and my body tensed completely. Just before my ejaculation was about to erupt, Xiaojing's head was already
moving rapidly like a piston, her soft mouth sucking to the deepest point with each stroke. In the next instant, the thick
semen exploded completely under her all-out service.
My penis ejaculated for a full half minute before finally stopping. To my surprise, Xiaojing didn't spit it out
. Instead, she picked up a glass of water and swallowed it along with the semen.
"It tastes even better than I imagined, and it's Brother Ma's. Xiaojing doesn't mind." Faced with my surprise, Xiaojing
gave me another silly smile. With that smile and gesture, I think my heart was captured by her once again.
It was past midnight, meaning that Xiaojing and I had spent Christmas Eve performing oral sex. Since
Xiaojing didn't want me to touch her so easily, I decided not to force her. After pulling up my pants, moved by Xiaojing's sincerity
, I made an important decision.
"Xiaojing, I'm currently choosing where to rent a place. After much deliberation, I've only got two options left, and
I hope you can help me make a decision." As I spoke, I gestured for Xiaojing to sit back down beside me, and
asked slowly but firmly, "One place is very close to here and has two bedrooms, while the other is quite far away and is just
a larger one-bedroom apartment. Which one do you think is better for me?" "
What do you mean, Brother Ma?" Xiaojing seemed a little confused by my seemingly unusual question
.
"What I mean is, if you'd like, why don't you live with me in the slightly larger one?"
This simple confession brought tears of emotion to Xiaojing's eyes. And then, she
poured out her heart to me without reservation.
"Brother Ma, although this bedroom is only ten square meters, I lived here for
over two years when I was desperate. I have a deep affection for this place, not only because I lived here for so long, but also because it allowed me to escape
the complexities of the world and avoid the gossip of outsiders. Now that I've received your invitation and am willing
to go with you, do you know what that means?"
"I know… though I can't say it explicitly, I understand the pressure a transgender person faces."
"Moreover, finding true love is the lifelong pursuit of every transgender woman. I think I'm very lucky
to have found a reliable man like you, Brother Ma, so I'm willing to give up my current safe haven because I believe you
are my future support."
That night, I didn't choose to stay. After cuddling with Xiaojing for a while, I took a taxi and left.
I knew this small bedroom must mean a lot to Xiaojing, so there was no rush for her to either live with me or for her to be completely honest with me. However, I also believed that the day she moved into my house 　　would be a new beginning
for Xiaojing 's life. 　　December 25th of that year happened to be a Friday. I left home early that morning and 　　arrived at the company half an hour ahead of schedule. I took out the performance review report I had prepared the night before and entered the chairman 　　's office as if I were being interviewed. 　　"Good morning, leaders. I'm here today to give my performance review. I've been working at the company for seven years. 　　I wouldn't dare say I've been outstanding, but I believe I've always strived to give my all. Through my 　　efforts over these seven years, I've created over ten million in value for the company, and I'm honored to have contributed to the company. In the future, 　　I will definitely work even harder and live up to the expectations of the leaders." 　　Thanks to Xiaojing's appearance, I, who had been somewhat absent-minded for the past month, finally regained my focus before the performance review.

Confidence and composure. Although my performance review wasn't particularly passionate, it still won the board's approval, and my
promotion proceeded naturally.
"Brother Ma, how was your performance review today?"
"Hmm, it went very well. Starting next year, I can give you a better life."
"Ugh... Brother Ma, you always make promises like that..."
"Haha, don't you like it? I was just speaking from the heart."
"No, no, I really like it when you say that... You seem so manly."
After the review, I received a greeting from Xiaojing. We exchanged pleasantries and teasing each other, each with our own good feelings.
Through our recent frequent contact, I've also discovered an important quality in Xiaojing: she's generous with
her praise and sincerely expresses her emotions. As the saying goes, good men are praised into being good. I think if we
can maintain this understanding, our future will definitely be something to look forward to.
It was Friday, so Xiaojing and I agreed to finalize the rental for next year over the weekend and then
move in together as soon as possible. Because of the tiring work of moving, we
won't be able to see each other for the next couple of days. Although I've started to look forward to Xiaojing
's arrival all the time under the influence of love, I have to suppress my passion for the time being, given the importance of business.
But what I didn't expect was that when I got home that evening, I was greeted by another uninvited guest.
Lingling, who could be considered my ex-girlfriend, was actually in the room where my lease was about to expire. When I pushed open the door
, she was sitting on my bed, looking at me with a complicated expression.
"Ling...Lingling? What are you doing here?" Unconsciously, Lingling's position in my heart had become like that
of a stranger, so when she suddenly appeared in front of me, I didn't feel any anger or resentment, just
extreme surprise.
"This lease is about to expire, if I remember correctly, it should be until the 28th." Lingling's tone
didn't seem so intense, but her eyes were still cloudy, making it unclear what she wanted.
"The lease's almost up, and I'm planning to move this weekend." Adhering
to the principle that if we can't be lovers, there's no need to be enemies, I tried my best to calm my surprise and appear composed . I even
proactively poured Lingling a glass of water.
"Haven't you... been following my WeChat Moments lately?" After taking the water, Lingling continued with her puzzling
questions.
"I have... seen it... You immediately found a new boyfriend after we broke up, and later you even posted about
going to a fancy restaurant together." Sensing Lingling's hostile intentions, I began to raise my defenses
and decided to proceed with the conversation as cautiously as possible.
"What do you think of him?" Lingling took the glass of water but didn't drink it immediately. While asking me, her beautiful
eyes remained fixed on the floor, and I wondered what she was thinking.
"I think he's great, he looks handsome, and he drives a nice car. I think you've found a better
man than me. So I stopped bothering you. It's much better to be with a man like him than to suffer with me."
"Oh... so you haven't contacted me for over a month... I can't blame you, this man is indeed
much better than you... but..." Lingling's tone suddenly paused, and her eyes welled up with tears
. "But I recently discovered that he only wants to sleep with me, not to build a life with me... In the end, I, Liu
Lingling, have become an old maid, how ridiculous!"
Hearing Lingling's suddenly shrill voice, I felt a chill run down my spine. Although I couldn't believe it rationally
, I had a vague idea of what she was about to say.
"Ma Le, this is all your fault! Good men aren't willing to
spend enough time and effort on a thirty-year-old woman like me! I can't go back to my youth; it's all because of you that I wasted seven years!
Now I even have to live with my parents, I'm so ashamed!"
Lingling slammed her water glass on the table, stood up angrily, and walked up to me,
her tearful eyes glaring at me.
"Ma Le, you've wasted my youth, so I demand you take responsibility for your actions! I demand
you get back together with me now!"
"Lingling, don't talk nonsense… We've only broken up for a little over a month; it's obviously unconvincing to say you can't find
a suitable man." Because of Xiao Jing's appearance, and because my past with Lingling
had indeed reached a dead end, I resolutely rejected her suggestion.
"Hahaha, Ma Le, aren't you secretly thrilled? The me who used to be so materialistic and snobbish actually came back
to you one day, and you even righteously rejected me. You've always been more trouble than you're worth; I don't
believe you can be so principled today!"
As the most beautiful girl in our department back in college, I must admit that even at thirty, Lingling still had bright eyes and a clear smile,
a classic oval face framed by her permed waves, and her delicate features remained beautiful. But now, in my eyes,
all those qualities vanished under her harsh rebuke. Even a day of marriage is a hundred days of kindness; although I sincerely
wished her well, it didn't mean I was a fickle opportunist.
"Lingling, I'm sorry about what happened in the past, but the past is the past, and we can't go back."
"I heard from your subordinate Xiao Chen that you got promoted to supervisor this year. Did you think you were all that now
that you dared to fire me?"
"Lingling, you've been asking about me behind my back with your colleagues again..."
"Stop beating around the bush, answer me directly!"
"This has nothing to do with my promotion. My own future is still uncertain. I just don't want to be a burden to you anymore."
"Nonsense! Aren't you a burden by hiding now? Are you even a man? Take
responsibility for what you've done for the past seven years!"
"Just because I'm a man means I should take responsibility for breaking up with you! Since you didn't
object back then and even thought you were finally free from me, why come back to me now!"
Pressed relentlessly by Lingling, I finally couldn't contain my anger and shouted back.
To my surprise, Lingling laughed instead of getting angry after hearing my roar. Just as I was wondering how
far she was going to go, Lingling suddenly unbuttoned her coat and started to take off her
clothes in front of me.
"Lingling, what are you doing!" I immediately tried to stop her, but as soon as my hands
touched her shoulders, she slipped into my arms like an eel.
"Ma Le, are you even a man? If you're so capable, then fuck me tonight! Didn't you always complain that I
wasn't hot enough? Didn't you always think I wasn't passionate enough for you? I'll satisfy you today!"
After Lingling got into my arms, she savagely grabbed my shirt and ripped a
big hole in it before I could react.
"Lingling, stop messing around!" My shirt was torn, forcing me to push Lingling away again. But as soon as she
was away from me, she started taking off her own shirt. In the blink of an eye, her sweater was on the ground, and her upper body
, except for a pair of bras, was completely exposed to me.
"Ma Le, stop struggling. If you come closer, I'll take off your clothes, so you might as well not do anything and
let me take my clothes off first!"
Just as Lingling said, faced with her crazy behavior, I was really in a dilemma. Taking advantage of
this moment, Lingling had already taken off her bra, revealing her full breasts, which were easily a D cup, to me
. Just a few dozen seconds later, her jeans and underwear were also thrown on the ground. Her dark pubic hair
and naked body were once again exposed to me without reservation after more than a month.
The room temperature was just right, neither too hot nor too cold, but when Lingling's familiar yet unfamiliar
naked body appeared before me, my male instincts instantly aroused me.
"Since you hate me so much, let's settle things tonight and vent all your anger on me
."
"Lingling...put your clothes back on quickly, I really can't do this!"
Lingling pressed closer, and I retreated step by step. Soon, cornered against the wall, I had nowhere to escape, and Lingling's warm
body pressed against me.
"What's there to be embarrassed about? Seven years, every inch of your body has belonged to me!
If you're so capable, don't get hard. If you do, don't spout so many hypocritical platitudes!"
Lingling said, tearing my shirt apart. After my upper body was exposed, her hot tongue
immediately licked my neck. At the same time, her hands began to unbutton my pants, quickly leaving me
almost completely naked, just like her. When she saw that my penis was erect, she immediately let out a smug
laugh.
"Ma Le, you say no, but your body is very honest. I don't believe you have no feelings for me! Come on,
fuck me to death, you can do whatever you want to me tonight, consider it proof that we've made up!"
"Lingling, you really can't... Ahhhhh!"
I was about to push Lingling away again, but suddenly screamed in pain. It turned out that Lingling suddenly opened her
mouth and bit my shoulder hard. After letting go, before I could react, she slapped me across
the face again, which completely enraged me.
"Liu Lingling, if you keep this up, I really won't be polite!"
"Come on, come on, you can hit me back, or you can fuck me however you want, otherwise I'll keep punching and kicking you
!"
"Liu Lingling, don't think I won't!"
Even so, I still couldn't really hit a woman, but in my rage, I couldn't remain indifferent.
So I pushed her away, so hard that I knocked her onto the bed.
Lingling fell down without getting angry, but instead of being angry, she laughed. To my astonishment, she spread her legs,
revealing her rosy vulva amidst her pubic hair. Her face was a mixture of surprise, anger, and hysteria. I
felt that I was really helpless against Lingling, and her extremely lewd posture was stimulating my
lust. In fact, just as she said, being constantly provoked, I really had an urge to punish her by fucking her
.
Just then, when I pushed Lingling down, her handbag fell to the ground, and a small blue
pill rolled out. The pill clearly had the words "Tulip No. 2" written on it.
We were both completely stunned. Lingling hadn't expected the pill to roll right to my feet,
and when I picked it up, I gasped. In my limited knowledge of sex, I knew it was what's commonly
known as ecstasy.
My memory flashed back seven years. That year, Lingling and I were classmates, and we attended
the graduation dance organized by the class officers. Lingling was just as beautiful then, and even younger than she is now. While I wasn't
particularly outstanding, my excellent grades gave me confidence and made me look forward to the future.
That year, the class officers held a disco party in the school's dance hall—a rare occurrence. Later, I learned it was
a clever trick devised by a small group of graduating boys to arrange a graduation hookup. I remember that night,
when Lingling, the class beauty, stepped onto the dance floor, almost half the boys erupted in excitement. I, however, belonged to
the other half—the more reserved ones—and I was fairly self-aware.
Interestingly, to ensure everyone could dance with Lingling, the department beauty, the class officers decided to take turns
switching partners. Since all the boys and girls in the class had to participate, I ended up
being paired with Lingling after several changes of partners.
Lingling was having a blast that day; having had several boyfriends during college, she was never
the type to be shy or coy around boys. But as we danced, a small pill
fell from Lingling's pocket. I kindly picked it up for her and saw the words "Tulip No. 1" written on it.
Not understanding its significance, I handed the pill to Lingling, only to be met with an inexplicable glare from her.
The graduation dance ended amidst much noise. Lingling and I danced together for a while before changing
partners. I have no idea whether the class officers ultimately succeeded in getting hookups. But a few days later...
On a whim, I searched online and discovered that Tulip No. 1 was actually a type of ecstasy, which shocked me
.
A few days later, I was assigned to my current company for an internship. Surprisingly, Lingling was assigned
to another company very close to mine. Newly graduated young people are often filled with fear of society, so for the first
time, several classmates who lived nearby often got together after work, including
Lingling and me.
I remember it was early winter of 2008. After one of those gatherings, Lingling and I were alone. It was
snowing heavily that day, and I, being a gentleman, escorted Lingling home. When we encountered icy sections of the road
, I even held her delicate hand, and we helped each other across.
I remember that day, Lingling asked me if I thought she was a frivolous woman, and I simply
told her kindly that she shouldn't take ecstasy anymore, as it was bad for her health. That day, Lingling praised me as a reliable
guy, and I was also attracted by her beauty and unexpectedly sweet, dependent nature. After taking her
to her temporary rented place, she suddenly kissed me lightly.
"Actually, although I'm a local, my family is just average. I want to find a reliable man to
rely on, someone we can work hard together... Ma Le, are you okay with that?"
"I...am I dreaming?"
"You're not dreaming. I just want to know, are you willing to be my support?"
"I...of course I am."
Just like that, I became boyfriend and girlfriend with the once unattainable beauty of our department. Suddenly, I became
the talk of the town among the boys and girls in our class, and I was deeply proud to have found such a beautiful girlfriend. What I didn't know
was that Lingling had just broken up with her boyfriend, a rich second-generation heir far superior to me.
For the next seven years, I worked desperately, but Lingling's career remained lukewarm. Days passed,
my progress was slow, but Lingling seemed to be worse off than before, quitting job after job. Our initial ideals
seemed to be drifting further and further away, and Lingling began to regret her misjudgment of me back then. Two years ago, our relationship hit rock bottom. Lingling
would occasionally go out drinking, and who knows, she might have cheated on me, but I blamed myself for my incompetence
and turned a blind eye. At the beginning of this year, Lingling started threatening to
break up with me if I didn't make a lot of money within a year. I had no choice but to take her advice and take a risk, investing my hard-earned 400,000 yuan
in the stock market with leverage.
I remember when Lingling was frequently going out drinking, my only request of her was that she not touch ecstasy or other
drugs. Although she was very angry about my suspicions, she could at least accept my restraint on a reasonable level. Now, this
"Tulip No. 2" has suddenly appeared before us, and we both suddenly understand one thing.
The past seven years are truly destined to be over.
Without any more arguments or madness, Lingling and I silently got dressed. I escorted her downstairs and
used the newly popular Didi Chuxing to book a car for her.
As if by some cruel twist of fate, snowflakes began to fall again, and Lingling fell completely silent
. I, meanwhile, silently smoked, my expression gloomy.
"Goodbye, Ma Le. I wish you all the best in achieving your dreams."
As the car we'd arranged finally pulled up, Lingling finally spoke, her voice trembling slightly.
"Lingling, it's best you don't eat these things anymore. You're still young; you need to respect and love yourself." Seven years of relationship
were finally coming to an end. My heart was heavy, but it was too late; all I could offer was this pale
greeting.
"Heh, if you were still with me, perhaps you'd have the right to say these things. So, since we can't go back
, let's say goodbye forever..."
In the dim light of the night, I clearly saw a bleak smile on Lingling's face. She opened the car door and got
in. The car started moving again, but she no longer looked at me.
I watched the car drive away alone, my mind replaying the past seven years. I know
this farewell might truly be forever, but I hope she takes good care of herself on her journey.
Suddenly, a sharp pain shot through my right hand. Looking down, I realized the cigarette had burned down to the very end. Perhaps our
relationship, like this cigarette, has already burned to its last bit. If we don't let go, we'll only burn ourselves to the bone, perhaps even
leading to our destruction.

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