[Urban] Passion, Infatuation (Complete) - 22-24

Extra Chapter: Infidelity,
Chapter 1 - A Shocking Encounter of Lewdness

"Glug... Glug... Glug..." The beer in the bottle slowly disappeared... "Hey..." I let out a long sigh after downing the beer in one gulp. "Clang..." I slammed the glass down on the table, burying my face in my hands, my head hitting

the surface a loud "thud." "Why...!! Why...!!!" My heart was crying out, my heart was clenching, my heart was bleeding... "Miss... another dozen!" I roared at the receptionist, my eyes wide and bloodshot.

The table in front of me was piled high with empty bottles. The waiter nervously brought another dozen beers and immediately left me, as if I had SARS. "Get out! All of you get out! If you don't like me, I'll be happy with you!" My heart was screaming again.

"Everyone in the world is a fucking bastard, a bastard..." I mumbled incoherently. Grabbing the newly opened bottle, I took another big gulp. My hair was disheveled, no longer as neatly styled as usual. My expensive suit lay to the side, my loose tie dangling diagonally around my neck

, and my usually crisp shirt collar was now undone. No longer was I the elegant, confident woman who navigated the business world with ease. Now, I could only strain my bloodshot eyes, staring blankly at the bottle of liquor in my hand, as if the world consisted only of the wine. My thoughts involuntarily

drifted back to six hours earlier… My name is Liu Chuang, I'm 31 years old, and three years ago I founded my own internet company. Thanks to my exceptional skills, several patented technologies, and the seamless collaboration of my team, the company grew from nothing to a thriving enterprise.

Today, I flew back secretly from the negotiation site, filled with joy. The negotiations went remarkably smoothly; what was supposed to be a two-week negotiation ended in just five days. After celebrating with my colleagues who participated in the negotiations, I assigned them the tasks to handle. I also

instructed them that I would return secretly to surprise my wife, and no one should reveal this good news. This negotiation marks a milestone in the company's expansion. Previous accumulations were merely a small fortune; this contract will bring the company nearly 80 million in profit. I am no longer a

novice in the business world; I will be a pioneer, embarking on my own ship, ready to conquer the vast world that belongs to me. Finally, I can provide my wife with a stable and prosperous life! I must personally tell her this joyous news, my beloved wife—Xiao Wan. Xiao Wan, my beloved

wife, we met three years ago. Xiao Wan is a gentle and graceful girl; she was only 23 years old at the time. Her shoulder-length hair always exuded a captivating fragrance, and her large, almond-shaped eyes often seemed to gaze in my affection, making me instantly infatuated

. Her alluring cherry-like lips, slightly upturned like a pure fawn, made me constantly suckle at her mouth, savoring the fragrant saliva that instantly ignited my passion. At 1.68 meters tall, she possessed 36C breasts,

which seemed about to burst forth from her tight clothes. Her slender waist was so delicate it seemed almost too fragile to grasp. Her long, shapely legs were strong and shapely; on our wedding night, she nearly broke my back with her embrace. Most irresistible was her already alluring, curvaceous figure, further enhanced by

her snow-white, delicate skin and incredibly soft, supple flesh—a paradise every man dreams of. Just six months later, Xiao Wan married me without hesitation. In the early days of our marriage, I practically never left the house, spending every day with her, arousing her

desire and driving her wild. During a lull in our passion, I once asked her why she, with her many advantages, had chosen me. I wasn't exactly a handsome or wealthy man. And you know how she answered? She didn't mind my poverty and hardship, and she said

something that moved me deeply. "I don't value your money, I don't value your status, I value you as a person. I'm afraid if I let you go, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I can't allow myself to make such a mistake, so..." I didn't hear the rest of her words; my lips had already sealed

hers... Later, seeing my lack of ambition, Xiao Wan resolutely left her comfort zone to encourage me to manage the company well and earn money to support her. She also found a job at an advertising company, working long hours every day, which deeply moved me. I resolved

to make a name for myself and give her a stable life. Xiao Wan smiled with satisfaction at my hard work. She supported my efforts while quietly providing excellent support. Thinking back on these three years, because of the company's business, we've spent little time together; I really should make it up to her

! Just imagining my wife's expression when she hears this good news makes me want to smile. In yesterday's phone call, I suppressed my joy and didn't reveal anything to her, instead saying that the negotiations were difficult and tricky. Hearing my wife's gentle words of comfort, telling me to

take care of myself, haha, just thinking about it makes me laugh. I rushed back today to celebrate with her. Downstairs, I saw my wife Xiaowan's car parked there. "My wife's home, hehe, I'll definitely surprise her, she'll jump into my arms..." Thinking about the

erotic , I suppressed my inner impulses and ran lightly into the building. When I got to the front door, I calmed myself down and gently took out my keys from my pocket. "Mmm...mmm...ee-ya..." I heard a soft moan. "Hehe, I wonder who

's doing this in broad daylight...probably the neighbors across the hall..." The neighbors across the hall were a newlywed couple of white-collar workers. The wife worked at a modeling agency, tall and curvaceous, with a flirtatious look in her eyes. During our honeymoon, my wife and I were often woken up by their

lovemaking . Because I've been busy with this negotiation lately, I'm often away from home. But every time I do come home, I hear their screams, so I have a very strong impression of this couple, let alone such a fiery woman. "Damn it, they don't even care about their health..." I thought to myself

as I imagined the couple across the hall making love, and gently opened the door, completely unaware that the sounds were actually coming from my house... "Ah...ah...that's great...ah...ah..." As the door opened, I was suddenly greeted by

gasps that would make even a saint lose control, and lewd moans... "Slap...slap..." It was the sound of flesh colliding. "Squelch...squelch..." It was a joyful song coming from that lewd orifice. Scattered throughout the spacious, bright living room were women's

bras from the living room to the kitchen to the bedroom door... The bedroom door was ajar, and those lewd sounds were coming from inside. "...It can't be my wife. I've never seen these lingeries before. It can't be my

wife..." My heart was pounding, so nervous I could hear my own heartbeat. I told myself this guiltily, as if confirming my belief that the person making love in the bedroom wasn't my little wife... But that familiar voice... it was my wife. But she

'd never been so wanton with me before... My legs felt like lead, heavy yet weak. I struggled desperately to the bedroom door, peeking inside like a thief... I saw a voluptuous, snow-white, naked female body thrusting

wildly against an equally naked, bronze-colored male body. Long, flowing hair danced in the air, strands of it clinging to her face, damp with sweat. Her charming face, her beautiful eyes tightly closed, her originally fair complexion now

flushed a seductive crimson from the intense movements and the boiling lust within her. Her bright red lips were tightly bitten by a row of pearly white teeth, and from time to time, alluring moans of desire escaped her tempting mouth… “Mmm…mmm…ah…ah…” The

sounds of “slap…slap…” grew even more joyful. I was stunned, for the woman galloping across the bed like a mare was none other than my beloved wife—Xiao Wan!!! My vision went black, the world spun, as if the entire universe had lost its color, and the once bright room transformed before my eyes…

It was getting dark. My fists clenched tightly, and I immediately wanted to rush in, grab the two people on the bed, and beat them up… “Ah…Chuang…Chuang…I…I love…you…love you…” Suddenly, I heard Xiao Wan’s lewd moans coming from inside the room. “She’s calling my name!…

…” I suddenly calmed down. “My woman still loves me…” I thought to myself. “But why did you cheat on me?!!!” I thought angrily again. I learned from my recklessness three years ago that I shouldn’t make any decisions when I’m angry, and my

three years of business experience have made me think twice before I act. In addition, over the years, whenever I’ve worked late at the company and been exhausted, I’ve secretly browsed the Coastline Forum and read the articles by the big shots about adulterous wives, which has subtly changed my mindset. So when I heard Xiao Wan’s

moans, I decided to wait and see what other tricks this adulterous couple would have up their sleeves… But when it actually happened in front of me, I really didn’t know what to do. My most respected “Liao Liao Liao”, what would you do if you encountered such a situation? My mind was in turmoil

… “You… why are you calling him again… I’ll fuck you to death…” the man panted and complained beneath Xiaowan. “Every time you… you call him… I’ve fucked you all… you slut… I’ll fuck you to death…” he said, thrusting his lower body forcefully,

moving desperately beneath Xiaowan. “Ah… ah… so… good… fuck me… fuck…” Xiaowan let out another lewd moan. “When did my beloved Xiaowan learn to say such lewd things?” I stared angrily at the scene in the room, while a wild lust

gradually My hand involuntarily reached into my pants, gripping my own penis, and began to stroke it up and down… I hated myself!! “Say… you’re wrong… from now on, when I fuck you…

you can only… think of me…” the man thrust his penis hard beneath Xiaowan a few times, coercing her with lust. “My dear Xiaowan, reject him! Tell him you will always belong to me!!” I shouted in my heart. "Ah...beautiful...I...I will always...belong to you...my good

A-Yang...I can't...leave you...ah...move...yes...ah..." "Say it..." The man continued thrusting his penis, quickly moving between Xiao Wan's tender vagina. "I...can't...leave you...I love...love you...your penis...

good..." Xiao Wan moaned. "Who's stronger...me...and...your...husband..." "..." "Say it...otherwise...I...will stop...moving..." The man continued to threaten. "No...no...stop...you...stronger...

my husband...is not as good as you...faster...ah...fuck me...continue..." Xiao Wan finally surrendered, uttering words from her delicate mouth that made me feel ashamed. "Ha...baby..." The man was satisfied and relaxed, lying down flat. "No...no...stop

...faster...faster..." Xiao Wan protested, while twisting her buttocks even more vigorously, making the man's penis penetrate deeper into her tender flesh. "Ha...baby...move yourself...I want...to see you...looking so lewd..." the man said smugly beneath Xiaowan

. "You...you bad boy..." Xiaowan said coquettishly to the man beneath her, while simultaneously increasing the speed at which she stroked his penis. Her once snow-white and voluptuous body had now turned crimson. Her full breasts, which could have made any man fantasize, had now

transformed into a pair of lively and adorable bunnies, jumping up and down restlessly, creating waves of milk. At this moment, a pair of large hands moved up from Xiaowan's slender waist, grabbing the bouncing bunnies and kneading them vigorously. The crimson breasts

twisted under the ravaging of the lewd hands, and the engorged, erect, purplish-red nipples peeked out from under the lewd hands, as if desperately trying to escape the clutches of evil...Those were my favorites! Xiao Wan had a pair of breasts that I was fascinated by. Her 36C breasts were round and full like ice cream balls, plump

and heavy yet soft, like a pair of cute little white rabbits. I once played with and suckled them while telling Xiao Wan, "These are my favorites. Even our future children aren't allowed to touch them, and they're not allowed to suckle from their mother." "You pervert! You won't even let your baby suckle,

you only know how to enjoy yourself. Fine, my breasts are only for my husband to touch..." Xiao Wan looked at me with affection and responded coquettishly. Indeed, Xiao Wan's breasts were high and firm, and because of her youth and careful maintenance, they showed no signs of sagging. For some reason

, even though I sucked and bit Xiao Wan's breasts, her nipples and areolas remained a virginal pink, contrasting beautifully with her creamy skin—truly two red dots in a vast expanse of white snow. I've never used violence on these little rabbits before, but now, under

the adulterer's hands, they're twisted and deformed, brutally ravaged... "Oh...! Yes... yes..." Xiao Wan sobbed. "Harder... harder...!! Rub... rub her..." Xiao Wan pleaded. "Haha... you... what did you say..." the man

asked panting beneath her. "Mmm... you... you're bad... bad..." Xiao Wan protested coquettishly. "Please... please... you... you..." Xiao Wan pleaded, moving up and down even more vigorously. "Good girl... I don't know... I know... you...

what are you begging me for..." the man asked cheekily. "Rub... rub... my breasts..." Xiao Wan finally pleaded. "I... I... beg you... you... I... ah!... I... want..." Xiao Wan abandoned her dignity and finally

made shameful request. "Ah...ah...!!" The man intensified his kneading of her breasts. The stimulation from her breasts satisfied Xiao Wan while intensifying her lustful desires, causing her to utter cries of love from her cherry-like mouth. Her once neat, glossy black

pubic hair was now soaked with vaginal fluid, clinging haphazardly to her vulva. As Xiao Wan moved up and down, a gleaming, lewd penis could be seen thrusting in and out of her fleshy hole, a hole that any man would want to try. At the same time,

the sounds of "squelch...squelch..." echoed from their point of union. "Darling...darling...I...I'm tired, I...we...change...change..." The woman was so overwhelmed by the fucking that she couldn't even utter a complete sentence... "Ah!" I screamed like a wounded beast,

but because of my drunkenness, to others it just sounded like a drunkard's murmur. I gulped down half a bottle of beer, shaking my head violently as if trying to banish the infuriating scene replaying in my mind… “But I…I…don’t want to…

separate…from…you…” Xiaowan stammered. “What…not separate…” A cunning glint flashed in the man’s eyes. He clearly understood Xiaowan’s feelings, but he was deliberately provoking my wife, wanting to hear her utter

lewd words. “Bad…bad…you’re bad…you…know…know…” Although Xiaowan complained of being tired, her body showed no sign of stopping, continuing to move ingratiatingly. At the same time, her slender white hands moved to the man’s ravaging hands, intensifying their caresses on her breasts.

"You won't tell me, I...I don't...understand," the man said beneath her. "Bad...oh...I...I'll...tell you, please...please, like last time...last time, from behind..." Xiao Wan said lewdly. "What?! Last time? Not just once?... " I thought to myself, while vigorously stroking my penis. In reality, from their current behavior, it was obvious that they had sex far more than once. But I still hoped that this was their first time. Men always like to deceive themselves, and whenever tragedy occurs, they always fantasize about finding an excuse to deceive themselves. Even if it's an unrealistic lie... "But...but...don't let your...your...penis...leave...leave...my...body..." After Xiao Wan finished speaking, her beauty became even more rosy, and she shyly lay on the man, burying her head in his ear, as if afraid that the man would see her embarrassment... "Leave what?" The man stopped moving beneath her, and at the same time, one hand left her alluring breasts and came to Xiao Wan's slender waist, forcefully stopping Xiao Wan's stroking. Xiao Wan opened her hazy, beautiful eyes, her alluring almond-shaped eyes gazing at the man beneath her. She lightly bit her lower lip with her pearly white teeth, her hands resting on his bare chest, a look of confusion on her face. The tingling, itchy sensation from the man's thick penis inside her made her restless, shifting from side to side, trying to suppress her burning desire through friction. The man saw her intention and tightened his grip, stopping her friction. At the same time, his lecherous hands climbed up her breasts, pinching her purplish-red nipples, sometimes kneading them forcefully, sometimes cruelly pulling them away, as if trying to separate her from her breasts. "Ah! What are you doing… Oh…!" Xiao Wan wanted to get angry, but the stimulation from her breasts only fueled her desire. "Tell me, what don't you want me to leave you for?" the man continued, pressing down on her. "Me?...Ah..." Xiao Wan, initially confused, suddenly understood the man's intentions. Her already rosy cheeks flushed even more, and her beautiful, watery eyes seemed to overflow with tears... "I...no..." Xiao Wan began to flirt with the man beneath her. The man looked at Xiao Wan wickedly, then suddenly thrust his hips forward, his thick penis plunging deep into her body. "Ah!..." Xiao Wan cried out softly, collapsing onto the man. "I...I'm scared." His wife finally surrendered. Her alluring body, clinging to the man, gradually moved upwards, pressing her full breasts to his lips. Holding her breast with one hand, she placed her nipple in his mouth like feeding a child... "Nipples that were meant for me alone are now being used to please your lover. You promised me your nipples belonged only to me..." I roared inwardly in fury. But the hand movements became even more intense, his erect penis throbbing with unprecedented pain… Now my beloved wife is being played with by another man, her tender cunt has already been lost, and now I'm arguing about who owns her nipples! It seems I'm really going crazy!! The man immediately bit down on the purplish-red "grape" and greedily sucked on it. He opened his mouth wide, as if trying to swallow the entire breast, but the woman's breasts were simply too large; how could he possibly take them all in? The man's slippery tongue, like a greedy little tongue, nimbly climbed over Xiao Wan's breasts, occasionally flicking her nipples. Xiao Wan's fair breasts…

The roof was instantly covered in the man's saliva. Her already fair breasts were now even more glistening, adding to the lewd atmosphere. "Mmm...mmm..." Xiao Wan's eyes became hazy again, her large, watery eyes almost slits, but the burning desire within betrayed her lust. The man wasn't content with just teasing her nipples; his mouth left her nipples and roamed over her rosy breasts, leaving trails of saliva on her full breasts. At the same time, the man thrust his penis in and out of Xiao Wan's wet, honeyed hole. "Mmm..." Xiao Wan's moans grew more intense. "Say..." The man's voice was hoarse from sucking on Xiao Wan's breasts so tightly. "Hehe..." Xiao Wan chuckled, then whispered in the man's ear, "I want your penis to stay in my pussy, fuck me like a dog!" After saying this, she buried her face in the man's shoulder again in embarrassment. The man released her, smiling as he spoke to Xiao Wan. "What are you afraid of? I've already fucked you, you little slut. I want you to say it out loud." "..." Seeing that Xiao Wan didn't react, the man's penis thrust even harder a few more times, and Xiao Wan trembled with excitement. Xiao Wan straightened up, looking at the man beneath her with seductive eyes, biting her lower lip, and finally seemed to have made up her mind. "Okay, I'll say it! I want your big penis inside my pussy, never leaving it for a moment, and then...doggy style...fuck me hard...I'm willing to be your little bitch...please fuck me nonstop..." "That expression...that expression..., never for me...for me..." I murmured, and then "glug, glug" drank again. "Xiao Wan... Xiao Wan... you... you've never treated me like this before... such a lewd tone, such lewd requests..." My heart ached as if my chest was about to explode... "You slut, I love you like a precious jewel, I can't bear to be rough with you, I cherish you, I love you, I protect you with all my heart, I see you as a princess, an angel, and you..." I was filled with resentment, my heart brimming with hatred for this slut in my bed... who was also the woman I loved most!!! The man was finally satisfied, releasing Xiaowan's hands and allowing her to move freely... Xiaowan sat on the man's penis, slowly rising from it, carefully preventing his large penis from slipping out... Seeing the woman's cautiousness, the man's lust arose. Just as his glans touched Xiaowan's vulva, he suddenly thrust forward, and with a "squelch," his large penis pulled Xiaowan's tender flesh into her vagina. At the same time, Xiaowan's juices splashed from her pink opening, and their wet pubic hair overlapped again. "Ah!!" Xiaowan cried out in blissful lust. The sudden entry of the man's penis scraped against the walls of her genitals, and the brief friction of her clitoris against the man's pubic hair brought unparalleled pleasure, causing Xiaowan to cry out again. "You naughty thing..." Xiaowan slapped the man's stomach hard with her small hand, but her eyes were full of laughter. "Oh..." the man exclaimed exaggeratedly. "Don't do it this time, or I'll castrate you." Xiao Wan chuckled after saying that. This time, Xiao Wan pressed her hands tightly against the man's stomach, constantly on guard against his mischief. Slowly, Xiao Wan raised her lower body again. Seeing that the man wasn't going to do anything, she relaxed and moved away from his penis as far as possible. But when the man's glans returned to her vaginal opening, she stopped raising her body and slowly turned her body so that she was facing away from the man. Then she sat down on his penis again... Just as Xiao Wan turned around, I could clearly see Xiao Wan's delicate vulva. Her dark pubic hair was now messily plastered to her lower abdomen by the effect of vaginal fluid. Her labia majora were wide open, revealing the pink flesh inside. Her vagina was also filled with the man's thick penis, the glans stretching the vaginal opening tightly. Xiao Wan seemed genuinely reluctant to let the man's penis leave her body. It was obvious that her genitals were straining; her tightly clenched anus was the best proof. I could almost see the white marks on her vaginal opening from the grip on the man's large glans… As Xiao Wan tried to pull the man's penis to its tip, it brought out sticky vaginal fluid, which flowed from her alluring opening and slowly trickled down his dark penis. Both of their genitals were already soaking wet from the intense "battle." Even worse, I saw a trickle of vaginal fluid slowly dripping from Xiao Wan's wet pubic hair, making me think of how fierce their battle had been before I arrived. The scene before me only fueled my anger and heartache… As Xiao Wan slowly lowered herself, the man's penis slowly disappeared back into her vagina, and I clearly saw small streams of vaginal fluid spurting out with each deeper penetration… I truly hated my eagle-like eyesight at that moment!! "Oh..." Xiao Wan let out a long sigh, then knelt on the bed, slowly raising her white buttocks. At the same time, the man, cooperating with Xiao Wan's movements, slowly sat up and stood on the floor. The change in position was finally complete. A new battle was about to erupt... "Never... never...! Why do you always refuse my requests? We've only ever used the traditional position, why!!!" Thinking of this, my eyes became even redder, so red they seemed to bleed... I raised my head, my eyes still blurry with drunkenness, gazing blankly into the distance... A beautiful young woman sat elegantly sipping red wine at a table in the distance... Looking at that beautiful woman, her pretty face gradually transformed into that of my wife... Xiao Wan knelt on the bed, her snow-white buttocks raised high, her head resting on a pillow, her full breasts swaying back and forth. The man stood behind Xiao Wan, his hands supporting her tender white buttocks, his large hands lifting her pink buttocks from below, bobbing them up and down a few times. Xiao Wan's alluring buttocks rippled with each movement. The man's dark, shiny penis, only the glans remaining at the entrance of Xiao Wan's vagina, gently twitching, but not penetrating. Xiao Wan, aroused by the man's teasing, began to drool from her vagina, the saliva slowly dripping down her pubic hair onto the bed… "Move!" Xiao Wan complained. She reached behind her, trying to pull the man closer, occasionally swaying her hips, chasing after his evasive penis, trying to relieve the increasingly intense tingling and itching inside her… "Hurry…hurry!…Don't torture me…please…please…" Xiao Wan almost cried out. Seeing Xiao Wan's unsatisfied expression, the man smiled wickedly, then leaned down, his large hands tightly grasping Xiao Wan's proud breasts. "I'm coming!" With that, the man thrust his lower body forcefully, his thick penis plunging into Xiao Wan's body with a gust of wind. "Ah...it's here..." Xiao Wan finally got the thick, hard penis she had been longing for. The man's penis plunged into Xiao Wan's uterus, the egg-shaped glans pressing against the cervix. Xiao Wan let out a satisfied sigh. The man behind Xiao Wan, like a fully wound-up spring, made piston-like movements from slow to fast. His thick penis slid in and out of Xiao Wan's opening, bringing out a large amount of vaginal fluid, which clung to both of their bodies, so much so that it soaked the man's inner thighs, which slowly flowed down his thighs, glistening with a lewd sheen. His large, dark testicles also slapped against Xiao Wan's labia from time to time, splashing waves of vaginal fluid... Xiao Wan became even more frenzied, her moans probably carrying through the street... "Ah...ah...ah..." "Faster...faster...I...I want!!! I want...to be fucked to death...good...good...faster...ah..." "Scream...scream all you want, beg me to fuck you to death!" the man shouted loudly from behind. "Good husband...dear husband!! I...I'm going to die!!! You...you're so good...fuck me to death...me!" Xiao cried out wantonly. "How does it compare to your husband?...Hmm?... " The man asked even more shamelessly. "..." The woman didn't answer. "Fuck...tell me how it compares to your husband? Is it longer? Thicker? Better at it?" The man was very dissatisfied with Xiao Wan's lack of response, so he fucked my wife even more frantically. He exerted more force on his waist, his penis seemingly out of control, thrusting in and out rapidly, causing Xiao Wan's juices to turn into white foam. I stared with bloodshot eyes, intently watching everything happening in the room, rapidly stroking my penis, the frequency matching the man's movements, as if I were also participating in the fierce battle in the room, as if I were also fucking Xiao Wan... Hearing the man's shameless question, I also wanted to know my Xiao Wan's answer... "Ah...! Please...don't embarrass me too much..." Xiao Wan pleaded. "Hmph..." The man increased the force of his kneading of her breasts, while fucking Xiao Wan even more frantically. "Say it!!!" "Ah..." Xiao Wan was aroused by even greater stimulation, her boundless lust rising. "You...you're the best...yours are longer...longer, thicker...your skills...skills...ah...the...best!" Finally, Xiao Wan surrendered once again. Watching this scene, hearing my beloved wife praise her lover's sexual prowess, the shame I felt filled me with humiliation and indignation, and also with utter despair! "Could this be Xiao Wan's true inner thought?" I wondered. The stroking gradually stopped... "Hahaha..." The man laughed wildly with satisfaction, while one hand left Xiao Wan's breasts and reached down, exploring her clitoris amidst the lush pubic hair. "Ah...!" When the man's hand finally touched Xiao Wan's...His clitoris was being rubbed and stimulated, and Xiao Wan's cries grew even more frantic. "Touch...touched...ah...I'm dying...ah...no..." Xiao Wan pushed the man back with her hands. "..." The man dodged, while increasing the speed and frequency of his thrusts, one hand desperately kneading Xiao Wan's breasts, pinching her engorged nipples, and the other hand relentlessly scratching her clitoris. Imagine, a woman's three most vulnerable spots being played with at the same time, how could any woman bear it? "Ah...faster...play...to...kill...me...yes...nipples...my...little...bean...yes...play together...ah...oh my god...faster..." Xiao Wan was already in a daze, not knowing what she was saying. Now, Xiao Wan was just a lustful beast seeking pleasure. "Still...still...stopping me...I...move...?" The man continued to tease my wife from behind, still resentful that Xiao Wan had stopped his stimulation earlier. Now, he only wanted to strip Xiao Wan of her dignity and make her his lustful slave. "No...no...faster...possess me...fuck me..." Xiao Wan responded shamelessly. "Ah...faster...I...I'm coming...ah!!" With Xiao Wan's screams, she finally reached her peak, and the man also reached his climax. "I'm coming...I'm going to shoot inside..." the man roared, using all his strength to frantically thrust into Xiao Wan's tender cave, all tenderness gone, only bestiality remaining... "Ah...ah...dying...dying...shoot...shoot inside..." Xiao Wan shook her head frantically, desperately thrusting her hips back to meet the man's thrusts, hoarsely shouting out the surging desire buried deep within her. The man's penis thrust in and out quickly a few more times, then pressed tightly against Xiao Wan's vagina, his hips swaying back and forth, shooting millions of sperm into Xiao Wan's uterus. Under the impact of the scalding semen, Xiao Wan had another orgasm. The two orgasms, separated by a short interval, caused Xiao Wan's vaginal fluid to gush out wildly, and the two of them collapsed onto the bed at the same time. The man's penis slowly softened inside Xiao Wan's vagina, as if reluctantly sliding out. After the intense lovemaking, Xiao Wan's vagina was wide open like a black hole, limp on the bed like a melted candy figurine. Streams of cloudy white semen slowly flowed from her wanton opening, running down her disheveled pubic hair onto the bed. The man, using his last remaining strength, laboriously lifted Xiao Wan's pink buttocks. "What do you want to do…?" Xiao Wan asked the man behind her in a languid, coquettish voice. "Hehe… lift your buttocks so my seed can stay inside longer, so you can get pregnant with my child," the man said shamelessly. "You… you're so bad… you've cuckolded my husband… and now you want him to raise your bastard child…" Xiao Wan said dazedly, lying on the bed, but still cooperating with the man, trying to raise her buttocks so that the slowly flowing semen could flow back into her body. Looking at this lewd scene before me, was I heartbroken? Painful? Ashamed? Shame? A mix of emotions welled up inside him. Meanwhile, his penis, lurking in his pants, sinisterly rose... The man lay contentedly beside Xiao Wan, his hands still restlessly caressing her breasts, teasing her nipples. Xiao Wan remained in the same position as during their intercourse, her head against the pillow, her legs kneeling on the bed, her pink buttocks raised—to prevent the semen from leaking out. Seeing this lewd scene, the man's emotions surged again. "Come..." The man knelt in front of Xiao Wan, lifting her delicate face. "..." Xiao Wan looked at the man dazedly. "My penis is so wet, help me dry it." The man smiled and made his shameless request again. "You bad boy..." Xiao Wan said shyly. "What? Xiao Wan...you actually...you actually gave him oral sex?!...!" Seeing his wife, who always refused to give him oral sex, now giving it to someone else, his resentment swelled again. "Dear Master, could you allow your Xiaomei to give her first oral sex to someone else?" My thoughts were in turmoil, and I actually wanted to ask you such a question. But thinking about what was about to happen, I guiltily started stroking my penis again. "You're already hard, and you still want to fuck me? I won't...hehe!" Xiaowan refused shyly, but then laughed sweetly. So my beloved wife still had the mood to flirt with her lover!! I saw Xiaowan laboriously lift her head, stretch out her slender hand, hold the large, wet, shiny black penis swaying in front of her, shake it, and then stretch her head to bring the man's glans close to her rosy lips. "Ah? She actually gave her lover oral sex? Is this still my pure and virtuous wife?" Although I was almost certain that Xiaowan was going to give this lover oral sex, when I actually saw Xiaowan's actions, the shock in my heart was no less than a magnitude 12 earthquake. At the same time, I was confused and bewildered. What could have made my beloved wife so lewd? Xiao Wan cautiously stuck out her tongue and gently licked the man's glans with the tip, then immediately withdrew it back into her mouth. "Hiss..." The man gasped excitedly. Xiao Wan charmingly raised her head, glanced at the man, saw his expectant and encouraging eyes, then shyly lowered her head again, sticking out her tender tongue once more. This time, the tip of her tongue directly licked the man's urethral opening, gently teasing it a few times. "Hiss... hiss..." The man became even more excited. "Hehe..." Xiao Wan playfully withdrew her tongue again, but a glistening line appeared between the man's glans and Xiao Wan's cherry lips. Seeing that Xiao Wan was teasing him again, the man impatiently reached out and pressed Xiao Wan's head down, forcefully pressing her head against his penis, so that his penis could be deeply inserted into Xiao Wan's cherry-like mouth. Xiao Wan sensed the man's urgency, stopped teasing him, quickly stroked the man's penis a few times with her small hand, then opened her mouth and took the man's large penis into her mouth. The man's penis disappeared into Xiao Wan's mouth, immediately lifting her cheeks. Xiao Wan's tongue was working diligently inside her mouth, causing his penis to throb on her left cheek one moment and pulsate on her right the next. "Oh... Xiao Wan... you're such a beauty... Liu Chuang, that idiot... doesn't know how to enjoy you..." The man stretched out contentedly, enjoying Xiao Wan's lip and tongue service. "Oh... yes... use your tongue... your tongue is so soft... yes... lick my penis... yes... lick... the glans... gently..." The man was instructing my wife. Xiao Wan slowly learned under the man's guidance. "Xiao Wan... come... try to swallow as much of my penis as possible..." the man urged my Xiao Wan. Xiao Wan shook her head desperately, but the man held her head down, preventing her from moving, while his penis thrust forcefully into Xiao Wan's mouth. Fearing she might accidentally bite her lover, and feeling suffocated, Xiao Wan desperately opened her mouth wide. The man's penis slowly disappeared into her mouth, deeply penetrating her throat. The man's pubic hair was already touching Xiao Wan's mouth, making it look as if she had grown a mustache. The pubic hair, smeared with vaginal fluid and semen, rubbed against half of Xiao Wan's face, her flushed cheeks smeared with the fluid, gleaming with a lascivious sheen. The man's enormous testicles hung in front of Xiao Wan's chin, occasionally slapping her face with his movements. Seeing that Xiao Wan was uncomfortable with deep throating, the man slowly withdrew his penis from her mouth. As the man's penis withdrew from Xiaowan's cherry lips, Xiaowan coughed violently, tears streaming from her eyes… "Serves you right! You slut! I'll fuck you to death, you whore!!" I thought bitterly as I watched this scene from outside the door, as if I wanted to transform my anger into the man's penis, wanting only to brutally fuck Xiaowan to avenge her infidelity! "Xiaowan, stop like this, refuse him. You've suffered so much, you should know who cares for you the most, refuse him." I felt sorry for Xiaowan's pain and hoped she would refuse that man. "You… cough… it's in my throat… cough… I almost bit your… cough… penis… it was so dangerous… cough cough…" Xiaowan complained and said to the man with heartache. "What!! This is truly shocking, Xiaowan actually said such a thing!! What a slut!!" "I'm sorry… I let you… come… let me see…" the man said anxiously, while trying to lift Xiaowan's face to see if she was injured. "Pah... now you're feeling sorry for me... you weren't so kind just now..." Xiao Wan said, blushing. "Well... it felt so good just now... I don't want to come anymore..." the man stammered. "Dream on..." Xiao Wan looked up at the man coquettishly, while simultaneously grasping his erect penis in her hand. "You men get internal injuries if you don't come... hehe..." It was amazing she could still laugh at a time like this! The man saw Xiao Wan's intention, overjoyed, and thrust his penis towards Xiao Wan's mouth again. Seeing the penis at her lips, Xiao Wan parted her lips slightly and without hesitation took the man's penis into her mouth."Slurp... slurp..." She began licking like she was licking a popsicle, simultaneously using one hand to stroke the man's penis and the other hand to rub and poke her own clitoris. Xiao Wan slowly licked the man's glans, circling it with her tongue, occasionally scooping up the man's semen and swallowing it along with her saliva. At the same time, her tongue slowly slid down the man's penis, licking it until it was dripping with saliva. Without any shame, she licked the man's testicles, taking them entirely into her mouth and teasing them with a coquettish laugh. The man was absolutely ecstatic, sitting on the bed with his legs spread wide, hands supporting him from behind, thoroughly enjoying himself… “Yes…suck my scrotum…lick it with your tongue…yes…ah…so good…yes, further down…” “Further down…hmph, that’s your filthy asshole, Xiao Wan would never…” I thought bitterly, but my eyes remained fixed on the room… Xiao Wan slowly licked the man’s perineum, then moved forward, her tender tongue protruding… “Really! She’s licking the man’s…asshole…” I was utterly disheartened, leaning against the door like a deflated balloon… Xiao Wan raised her head, looking at the man seductively. The man’s expectant and eager gaze encouraged her, so Xiao Wan lowered her head again and began licking the man’s asshole… “Oh!!” the man groaned, clearly about to faint from pleasure. After licking for a while, perhaps because of her raised buttocks, Xiao Wan emerged from between the man’s legs and took his penis back into her mouth, her head moving slowly and then faster. The man, seemingly unable to resist any longer, grabbed Xiaowan's head and lifted his lower body, rapidly thrusting his penis in and out of her mouth in sync with her movements, just like he was having sex. At the same time, one hand gripped Xiaowan's breast, while the other reached into her vagina and inserted it, teasing her clitoris. "Ah... um... ah..." Xiaowan began to moan lasciviously again. Her hand gripping the man's penis moved rapidly, while her hand, kneading and probing her clitoris, became even more frantic. "Oh... oh..." The man enjoyed Xiaowan's oral sex, also fondling her breasts, his fingers drawing semen from her vagina, which flowed down her buttocks and thighs. "Ah... ah... no... stop... deeper... ahh...!" Xiaowan cried out intensely. Finally, the two reached another climax. The man's penis ejaculated into Xiaowan's mouth. Xiaowan desperately swallowed the man's semen, but a large amount of semen still flowed from the corners of her mouth, hanging on her chin and dripping onto the bed. At the end of ejaculation, the man suddenly pulled his penis out of Xiaowan's mouth, the spraying semen splattering all over Xiaowan's pure cheeks, hanging on her hair, and sticking to her eyes... At this moment, a strange sight appeared: vaginal fluid gushed out from Xiaowan's open vagina, drawing a beautiful arc in the air and splashing onto my bed... The two finally collapsed again, leaving only heavy breathing... At the same time, my semen also gushed out violently, shooting onto the bedroom door, the milky white semen slowly flowing down the bedroom door... I collapsed at the doorway... "Why did you give me oral sex later...?" I don't know how much time had passed, but I heard the man inside ask. "I...the smell of your pubic hair...the taste of your semen dripping from your penis...it aroused me...I just want you to fuck me again..." My wife nestled in my arms, murmuring sweetly. "Why were you so uninhibited today...this was the happiest and most intense time we've ever had..." "..." Xiao Wan remained silent. "...Perhaps it's because I've changed..." Xiao Wan whispered, as if to herself... "Yes, my wife has changed!!"
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But why...how did it change?" I slowly sat up, looking around at my home, which was still mine, but was it still home? Looking at the "True Love" banner hanging on the wall, I gripped it tightly; it was something Xiao Wan and I bought together for our wedding. "True love...true love...humph..." With a flick of my wrist, I left home. The door didn't slam shut, but I closed it gently... A freshly opened case of beer unknowingly poured into my stomach. Alcohol is another good companion for men. When you're happy, you want to raise a glass to celebrate; when you're disappointed and in pain, you drown your sorrows in alcohol. Alcohol enters your body, becomes part of your blood, seemingly accelerating your circulation. Your limbs gradually become numb, but your mind remains unusually clear! I hate alcohol. Why won't you help me forget what I saw today? Why do you make me remember so clearly? Why do you have to rub salt into my already broken heart? Isn't my pain enough?! "Boss...alcohol..." Hearing that I wanted more alcohol, the waitress panicked. "The boss isn't home today, and to make matters worse, a drunk shows up. What am I going to do?" The waitress thought to herself, her disgust showing on her face. Yes, who doesn't hate drunks? But who wants to be drunk? ... "Oh! Manager, it's good you're here. That drunk over there was so annoying, I didn't know what to do." Seeing the boss return, the waitress smiled, relieved. "Really? Let me see." The manager walked towards me, who was slumped over the table. "Wine...wine...I want more..." I murmured. "Ah! Ah Chuang, it's you! How did you drink so much?" Looking at the empty bottles on the table, the manager looked at me with concern. Hearing the soft voice, I looked up dazedly. I thought I saw a figure in front of me, but I couldn't make it out clearly. I tried to open my drunken eyes wide, but it was all in vain. "Look... how come you're so drunk?" "That manager seemed to know me, and she seemed to care about me, but who is she? Who cares about me anymore? I'm the one who's been abandoned!!" My anger surged again. "Leave me alone, give me the drink!" I shouted, but it was like no sound. The world spun, and I was truly drunk.

Chapter Two: Reflecting on the Pain

Author: fushi99

"Hmm..." I was jolted awake from my dream by the piercing sunlight. "Water..." I groaned unconsciously. But there was no response. Suddenly, I returned to reality and realized I wasn't at home. Enduring a severe headache, I looked around. Soft Triumph silk quilt, large Angel pillows, an Italian-imported iron bed, pale pink walls, and a vase of blooming pale blue tulips on a small table beside me—my favorite flower. The room was simply and elegantly furnished, clearly belonging to a woman, and a woman of great taste. The room was quiet, with only the faint, feminine fragrance emanating from the blankets soothing my throbbing head. My mind was filled with confusion, and I couldn't help but wonder: "Where am I?... How did I get here?... What time is it?... How did I get here? I remember yesterday..." The thought of yesterday sent a pang of pain through me! "Yesterday...!!!" After gently closing the door, I wandered the streets like a ghost, not knowing where I was. I looked up and saw a bar and suddenly wanted to go in, wanting only to drown my sorrows in alcohol! "But how did I get here? Where am I?" I couldn't help but think about it again. I tried to wander around the room, but because of the alcohol, I felt uncomfortable all over. "Looks like I'll just have to wait for the owner to show up!" With that thought, I gave up on figuring out where I was, and my thoughts drifted back to my life. "What do I do now? When did she cheat on me? How should I treat her? Do I still love her? How should I treat her in the future? Does Xiaowan still love me? Why did she do this?... " So many questions suddenly flooded my mind. Already in a bad state, my mind was now a complete mess. The only answer I could come up with was that I still loved Xiaowan; Xiaowan was my life! But what should I do? How should I treat her? Can I forgive her? "But why did she cheat on me? Why did she betray me?!... " This was the question that tormented me the most. "You're awake!" A charming voice rang out from the bedroom doorway. I sat bolt upright in bed, as if someone had discovered a scandal in my family, and turned in shock to look in the direction of the voice. There stood a beautiful woman! This was just a fleeting feeling, because my gaze was fixed blankly, still caught in my own chaotic thoughts. I simply sensed a young woman standing in the distance, wearing a white dress, with long, flowing hair. It was an instinctive feeling, and the woman at the door seemed very familiar and dear to me… "I'm sorry, did I startle you?" Her voice was full of concern, and then she moved lightly towards my bedside. I slowly came to my senses. The young woman was wearing a silk satin nightgown with a deep V-neck, revealing a large expanse of fair skin. The nightgown fell below her knees, exposing her shapely calves and a pair of slender, white feet. Embroidered soft shoes adorned her feet, which were shapely and fleshy, with toes peeking out from the shoes, each toenail painted a pale mauve. Her slender feet moved quickly, revealing her eagerness, yet her skirt moved without fluttering, displaying her elegant refinement (no wonder she seemed to float earlier). The hostess carried a tray filled with pastries. When I looked up, I finally saw her… “Ah? It’s her?” It was Sister Juan! The same Sister Juan who sat opposite me at my old company three years ago! She was the first woman to have a fatal attraction for me, the woman I secretly loved. It was because of Sister Juan that I endured three years at my old company. “How could it be her?…” I was filled with doubt, my heart churning. After all, three years of growth, three years of business battles had matured me; otherwise, if it were the naive young man from three years ago, I probably would have jumped up and thrown myself into her arms, pouring out my longing for her. Sister Juan’s appearance made me temporarily forget my pain!! Seeing my stunned expression, Sister Juan chuckled. "What's wrong? Forgot about your sister? Or has your sister gotten old? Not pretty anymore!" "Sister Juan... is that you?! It really is you?!" I murmured, still in surprise. "Silly boy, isn't this your Sister Juan? Don't you recognize me?" Sister Juan blushed a little when she saw my dazed look and teased me to ease the slightly awkward atmosphere. "Sister Juan, how could that be? You... you're much prettier, it really is you!!!" I asked excitedly, having just recovered from my surprise. "Oh? So you weren't pretty before." Sister Juan was picking on my words. "No, no, I was pretty before, and I'm even prettier now!" I quickly retorted, temporarily forgetting my troubles, and even had the heart to tease Sister Juan. "Hahaha... you have such a sweet tongue." Sister Juan said as she bent down to place the tray on the low table and sat naturally next to me. Just as Sister Juan bent down, a pair of round and high breasts appeared before my eyes, the white peaks and rosy nipples even more captivating under the silk nightgown! Seeing my eyes lingering unnaturally on her chest, Sister Juan blushed again, widened her beautiful eyes, and said coquettishly, "What are you looking at, you little rascal!" Her face turned even redder afterward. We both sensed the subtle atmosphere and a brief awkwardness ensued. I quickly tried to start a conversation. "Sister Juan, you...you smell so good..." As soon as I finished speaking, Sister Juan's face turned as red as an apple. "Oh, what is that? Liu Chuang, Liu Chuang, don't embarrass yourself again," I cursed myself inwardly. "Uh...uh..." I wanted to explain, but couldn't find a topic, only feeling awkward. "Hmm...are you hungry? Have something to eat." Sister Juan reacted quickly. "I'm not hungry, just thirsty. Give me some water." "Drink milk. Milk is good for your stomach, it's good for your health. It's your habit, no sugar..." After saying that, as if remembering something, Sister Juan blushed again and took the milk from the tray, handing it to me. Holding the milk, I felt a surge of inexplicable emotion, thinking of the past, my heart filled with warmth. Then I gulped down the milk, "glug...glug..." The warm milk flowed into my stomach, quenching my thirst and warming my stomach. For some reason, I felt like crying. Seeing me obediently finish the milk, Sister Juan showed a satisfied expression. She casually picked up the empty cup, placed it on the small table in front of her, and then looked up at me, who was somewhat excited. Seeing Sister Juan's concerned expression, I felt another surge of warmth. Looking into Sister Juan's eyes, I asked, "Sister Juan...how did I get here...what time is it now..." "It's past 10 o'clock now," Sister Juan said casually. "You came to my bar to drink yesterday, haha, that's Sister Juan's shop, otherwise you would have been sleeping on the streets!" Sister Juan continued to tease me. "Oh...Sister Juan, you're a boss now, congratulations...I'm sorry, yesterday I..." Hearing the news about Sister Juan, I was really happy for her, but the thought of her seeing me drunk yesterday made me even more embarrassed. "Xiao Chuang... Sister Juan... why... yesterday..." Sister Juan asked me hesitantly, as if afraid of touching my pain. Looking at Sister Juan's concerned expression, still as caring as ever, a surge of inexplicable emotion welled up inside me. But thinking of Xiao Wan... my nose stung, and a thin mist immediately welled up in my eyes... I hadn't felt tears in a long time, and now I felt like a child wanting to cry! "I can't be like this..." I desperately held back, desperately controlling my emotions... Seeing my pain, Sister Juan seemed to understand everything. Silently, she took my hand and gently stroked it in her soft palm, her tender gesture like that of a loving wife comforting her beloved husband... "If you have something on your mind, tell Sister Juan, okay? Don't keep it bottled up inside, it'll hurt your heart..." Sister Juan said gently. How familiar those words were! I felt as if I had said the same things to Sister Juan, using the same tone to speak the same words to someone who cared for me. Unable to bear the pain any longer, tears streamed down my face in front of Sister Juan… Seeing my tears, Sister Juan tenderly pulled my head into her arms… Her soft, high breasts carried the unique fragrance of a young woman, and her silk nightgown gently brushed against my cheek. In Sister Juan's arms, I felt as if I had found a quiet haven again. At this moment, there was only the love of family, without a trace of lust… Sister Juan silently comforted me, gently stroking my back. I buried my face in Sister Juan's chest, hearing her strong heartbeat, and smelling her fragrance, which gradually calmed me down… “Xiao Chuang, if it hurts, just cry. Sister Juan won't see you cry, don't worry… I won't…” Sister Juan said gently above my head, like coaxing a child. “If you've been wronged, just cry… Xiao Chuang, you're a strong man… Seeing how you were yesterday… Sister Juan's heart ached…” Sister Juan murmured softly, as if she were talking to herself. "I know you...you're because of...Xiao Wan..." Sister Juan looked at me, unable to cry, and hesitantly finally uttered the words that shocked me. Hearing Sister Juan say Xiao Wan's name suddenly, I was shocked and pulled away from her embrace, my eyes wide with surprise and tears as I stared at Sister Juan. I saw a tear stain on her chest, from when I had collapsed into her arms and cried. Her already loose nightgown was even more revealing, exposing most of her white breast on the left side, her high breasts almost revealing her nipples, which were clearly visible from above. But Sister Juan didn't seem to care about the exposure; she looked at me with a sorrowful yet affectionate expression, her face streaked with tears. In those once clear and innocent eyes, I...I sensed her deep concern. Seeing my shock and panic, Sister Juan tenderly reached out her delicate arms and pulled me into her embrace again… “Don’t hide it from me anymore. Yesterday, after you got drunk, you kept muttering to yourself, saying things like, ‘Xiao Wan, why did you treat me like this… why did you betray me… what did I do wrong…’” “You were calling her name all night yesterday. Is Xiao Wan your lover?” “Waaah…waaah…” Hearing Sister Juan say this, I suddenly understood. My deeply wounded heart finally opened up, and the pain that had been suppressed inside me finally erupted like a volcano after nearly a day of endurance… “…” Hearing me finally cry out, Sister Juan pulled me into a tight embrace, holding me like a mother, holding me tightly, very tightly. So this is how great and loving women are! They have such rich compassion! “…” I shook my head, as if responding to Sister Juan’s question. “Xiao Wan…Xiao Wan…is…my wife…” I answered haltingly and painfully. "..." Without asking any further questions, Sister Juan immediately understood the whole story, understanding all the pain in my heart. I could only feel Sister Juan hugging me even tighter, burying her head in my shoulder, her hair falling around my ear, as if she wanted to share all the pain and suffering in my heart with her... And so, we stayed quietly for ten minutes. "Ding-dong... ding-dong..." The quiet room was suddenly interrupted by the discordant ringing of a cell phone, shattering the brief but much-needed tranquility I was enjoying... We were suddenly awakened by the piercing ring. I climbed out of Sister Juan's arms, looking at her awkwardly. Sister Juan, however, immediately snapped out of it. "It's... your phone is ringing... I put it away for you yesterday..." Sister Juan said softly as she gently reached out and took my phone from the small table beside the bed. "Ding-dong... ding-dong..." The phone continued to ring stubbornly, as if something urgent was trying to pull me back to the other end of the line. I picked up the phone, glanced at it, and saw that it was the home phone. "Could it be Xiao Wan calling?" That was my first thought, and I immediately tried to answer. "Hmph! She slept with her lover, and now she's thinking of me!!" I was suddenly consumed by jealousy and resentment, and I slammed the phone down. "Smash!!!" The phone hit the floor and shattered, the annoying ringing abruptly ceasing. Seeing my violent outburst, Sister Juan didn't say anything, just glanced at the broken phone, then turned and looked at me quietly. "Oh... I'm sorry..." I apologized to Sister Juan for my rudeness. "Was it her calling?" Sister Juan asked softly. "..." I nodded silently, which was my answer. "What happened between you two?" "..." "Tell Sister Juan, when you helped her back then, she trusted you completely and told you everything..." Sister Juan pressed relentlessly. Thinking back, I truly felt Sister Juan's sincerity towards me, just as I had felt before. "Xiao Wan...she...slept with...another...man..." I finally uttered those shameful words, finally revealed my secret, finally lifted the heavy weight from my heart, and tears streamed down my face like rain. After saying those words, I suddenly felt a great weight lifted from my chest. "What?!...!" Although Sister Juan had guessed the truth, my confession still shocked her. "Don't listen to others' nonsense..." Sister Juan kindly tried to defend Xiao Wan, but I think she probably didn't believe her own explanation either; she was just instinctively trying to say something. "..." I shook my head weakly, remembering what I had witnessed yesterday. My heart clenched, the pain making me curl up, and tears flowed like a spring. "You saw it with your own eyes?...?" Sister Juan continued, her voice filled with doubt. "..." I nodded again. "You hit her?...?" "..." I shook my head weakly. "Because I... I don't know... I really wanted to hit them... but I didn't... I don't know..." I clutched my head in anguish, curling up so much that my stomach felt like it was spasming. "..." Seeing my pain, Sister Juan silently grieved for me, only holding me tightly to share my suffering. "I... I really wanted to rush in and beat them up... I just wanted to kill them... but... I didn't rush in... I heard Xiao Wan calling my name..." I cried and muttered to myself in Sister Juan's arms, as if speaking to myself. "I love Xiao Wan... I consider her my life... I always go along with her... I neglected her because of work... I felt even more guilty towards her... so I always went along with her... I treated her thoughts as my own... I never went against her... but she..." "Seeing them in bed... I really... really wanted to kill them... but when I thought of Xiao Wan... my Xiao Wan... I... I really hate myself... why didn't I kill them..." I pounded the bed, desperately trying to express the grievances in my heart. "Don't... rush... rush... You did the right thing, violence won't solve anything..." Sister Juan said anxiously beside me, as if I really wanted to kill someone or was afraid I would solidify this terrible idea. "Sister Juan... don't worry, I didn't do it then, and I won't do it now..." I slowly calmed down, climbed out of Sister Juan's arms, and looked at her in response. "At the time, I was thinking about Xiao Wan, wondering why she cheated on me. I thought about how loving we were, so why did she betray me? Because of all these questions, I didn't act impulsively..." As I said this, I was immersed in reminiscing about our sweet past, my eyes filled with deep affection. But the thought of Xiao Wan's betrayal pierced my heart again. "So... do you know why Xiao Wan... did it?" Sister Juan continued to comfort me. "..." I didn't answer. I had asked myself the same question a hundred times, but I still didn't know the answer. "Xiao Chuang, don't think the worst about anything..." Seeing my pained expression, Sister Juan held back her words. "Xiao Chuang... tell Sister Juan what you've been doing these past three years since we separated?" Sister Juan tried to distract me by bringing up a topic. "Come on... tell Sister Juan..." After saying that, Sister Juan sat down opposite me with a serious expression, adjusting her dress slightly, looking like she was listening attentively. Looking at Sister Juan, I couldn't bear to refuse her kindness, so I began to talk about my life in the three years since leaving the company. From meeting and marrying Xiao Wan, to Xiao Wan encouraging me to start working, to the hardships of starting a business, the company's development, and finally to the big contract I just signed. I talked on and on for most of the day. When I talked about the sweet moments, I showed a longing look, and when I talked about the hardships, I showed a man's heroic and courageous spirit. Sister Juan just listened quietly, without interrupting, while I talked on and on. Gradually, I forgot the pain in my heart, and the excitement of the business world gradually filled my heart again. "Oh... right..." I stopped talking when I mentioned the contract I had just signed. "Can I borrow your phone for a moment..." I said to Sister Juan, a little embarrassed, glancing at the broken phone on the floor. Sister Juan didn't say anything, but led me from the bedroom to the living room, pointed to the phone on the table, smiled, and said, "Use it as you like, I'm going to the kitchen for a bit." She smiled again, then turned gracefully and walked towards the kitchen. A bright and radiant smile is the most comforting thing. Looking at Sister Juan's smile, I felt incredibly warm inside, and the pain in my heart eased considerably. Then I went to the phone and dialed my secretary, Zhang Qian. Zhang Qian and her colleagues from the company had all participated in the business negotiations. On the phone, I instructed them on what to do and told them not to leak the news of my return. "But... boss... your wife called looking for you just now, she sounded very anxious..." Zhang Qian's slightly anxious voice came from the other end of the line. "But your phone keeps saying it's switched off..." Because they were all loyal employees who had helped me build the company from scratch, I treated them like family. Except when I was working and didn't smile, they didn't treat me like a boss at all, joking and playing around with me freely. Sometimes they bullied me so much I had to beg for mercy, I really didn't know if I was their boss anymore. They also affectionately called me "Big Brother" and my wife "Sister-in-law" during their free time. My company felt less like a company and more like a close-knit family. "What?...Did you tell your sister-in-law?... " I immediately asked back. "No..." Zhang Qian hurriedly explained, perhaps sensing something was off in my voice. "How could you? You wanted to surprise your sister-in-law..." "A surprise, a fucking surprise!" I thought angrily. "I told you you were busy... Boss...why haven't you met your sister-in-law yet?...Where are you?" "I haven't...Okay, you guys just need to do your jobs...Remember, if your sister-in-law calls again, just say I'm with a client...I don't know anything else, understand?" Leaving Zhang Qian completely bewildered, I hung up the phone and let out a long sigh. "Come on, dinner's ready." Sister Juan brought out a tray filled with desserts and drinks. "I'm sorry, I don't cook often, so this is all the desserts I have. Please make do with these," Sister Juan said to me with a hint of apology. "Not at all, such a lavish lunch, how could I dare to be picky? If I were picky, Sister Juan would kick me out of the house. It's very kind of you, thank you, Sister Juan." Putting aside my worries, I went along with Sister Juan and joked with her. "Hehe, it's good that you're not picky. Come on, eat!" Sister Juan generously placed the tray on the tea table.She sat gracefully beside me on the table. "Come... let your older sister feed your little brother..." she said, gently picking up a piece of rice cake and bringing it to my lips. "Mmm... delicious... delicious..." I ate the delicious rice cake from Sister Juan's hand, my heart filled with happiness, the gloom in my heart long gone. Everything seemed to have returned to the past. "Sister Juan, you have a piece too." I said, taking a piece of rice cake from the tray and bringing it to Sister Juan's lips. Sister Juan looked at the rice cake offered to her, perhaps not expecting me to feed her, and her face suddenly turned red. Then she parted her lips slightly, took a small bite of the pale yellow rice cake, and slowly chewed it. Watching Sister Juan's shy expression, her bright eyes and white teeth gently biting into the rice cake, the pale yellow rice cake made her lips even redder, her white teeth even whiter, and her bright eyes blinking, as if revealing the excitement in her heart. I never thought that a beautiful woman could eat so beautifully. I had once watched Xiao Wan eat with rapt attention at our wedding, but unfortunately, I was always busy with work and rushed through meals. Had I really neglected Xiao Wan so much? ... "Hmm..." Sister Juan sensed the unusual atmosphere and looked up at me. "You naughty thing! ...Why are you looking at me instead of eating properly!" Sister Juan scolded me, both embarrassed and amused, seeing my dumbfounded expression. "...Cough...cough..." Seeing Sister Juan's scolding expression, I quickly grabbed a piece of cake and took a big bite, but unexpectedly, because I was too hasty, I choked and started coughing loudly. "You naughty thing, karma's coming on! Ha!!" Sister Juan patted my chest with concern while handing me juice, teasing me relentlessly. I looked up painfully and saw the faint smile on Sister Juan's lips, and I felt much more at ease. And so, in a joyful atmosphere, we finished a pleasant lunch. "Alright, you've eaten enough, let's talk about your things." Sister Juan asked with concern, seeing that I had finished eating. "..." I was speechless when Sister Juan asked that question. "Good A-Chuang, pain is inevitable, but you can't run away from it. You have to face it. Running away is just a sign of cowardice. A-Chuang, do you want to be a great man that Sister Juan admires, or a coward that Sister Juan despises?" Sister Juan was really trying her best to help me resolve my inner pain. "Sister Juan... I just don't understand... why Xiao Wan..." I said hesitantly, voicing my confusion. "Why did Xiao Wan cheat on me?" Sister Juan directly answered the second half of what I couldn't say. "Don't you think Xiao Wan had no reason?" Sister Juan continued to reopen my wounds. "..." I thought for a moment, then nodded, indicating that I agreed with Sister Juan's guess. "Ah Chuang, after hearing your account of the past three years this morning, didn't you realize you were wrong?" "What wrong have I done? I worked my butt off to support my family, to make her happy. Although I've been a prominent figure in the business world for the past three years—Juan-jie, you know how glamorous and decadent it is—I've never cheated. I've never been tempted by women. It's not that no one has tried to seduce me, but why can I, and she can't!" I strained my neck, widened my eyes, and clenched my muscles, shouting angrily as if the person before me wasn't the gentle and charming Juan-jie, but the adulterous Xiao Wan. "..." Juan-jie looked at me, furious, without saying a word, just silently watching me. "Why! Why! I love her so much, I've never gone against her wishes, I treat her like a fairy, a princess, I pamper her and love her. Because I'm not home often, when I am, what don't I indulge her? What does she want to eat or wear? What haven't I given her? Seeing her taking the bus to work, I felt sorry for her and bought her a car, I..." I stood up agitatedly, waving my arms as I walked, shouting indignantly in the spacious hall. "I feel sorry for her, I fulfill her every wish, I'm afraid she'll be wronged... but she!!..." At this point, I choked up again. Standing there, my arms stiffly outstretched, my eyes staring blankly ahead, empty, as if the world had disappeared, tears welled up again. "Look at you... it's all Sister Juan's fault... making you sad again..." Sister Juan quickly stood up, helped me sit down on the sofa, and tenderly wiped away my tears. "How can a grown man get so easily agitated? You're not like a ruthless businessman, nor the fearless 'Little Liu Chuang' that Sister Juan knows..." Hearing Sister Juan call me "Little Liu Chuang" with her old affectionate nickname, my heart warmed, but I also felt embarrassed to be so impulsive in front of her. So I awkwardly said, "I'm sorry... Sister Juan... I made you... laugh at me... I..." "Alright, why are you shy in front of Sister Juan?" Sister Juan interrupted me. "Sister Juan loves your straightforward side, your naturalness and unpretentiousness, just like before, not hypocritical! You're Sister Juan's good little brother." Sister Juan tenderly pulled me into her arms again. In the morning, because of my heartache, I hadn't paid much attention to Sister Juan's fullness. After lunch and this release, I felt much more relaxed, and Sister Juan's voluptuous body became incredibly alluring. I rested my head on Sister Juan's chest, feeling her high, prominent breasts. Because Sister Juan was still wearing a silk nightgown without a bra, it felt like I was directly leaning against her breasts. I pressed my face against Sister Juan's high, firm breasts, my face slowly rubbing against hers. Gradually, I felt her nipples harden, responding to my touch, the hard nipples leaving obvious marks under her soft nightgown. "Mmm...you naughty boy...you're...thinking bad things again...mmm..." Sister Juan, unable to bear the stimulation, breathed heavily, her hot breath tickling the back of my neck. "Sister Juan..." I murmured softly, showing no intention of stopping my teasing. I continued to nuzzle her nightgown with my head. "You...you naughty thing..." Sister Juan enjoyed my touch, closing her beautiful eyes, stretching her snow-white neck, and tilting her head back. Any man could see that Sister Juan was not at all averse to my frivolous actions. Because with her head tilted back, her breasts naturally protruded forward. The loose nightgown easily exposed her delicate body, let alone now that I was nuzzling against her chest, and she was maintaining such a charming posture. Finally, I managed to pry open the right collar of Juan's pajamas, revealing her fair and smooth breasts. The light brown nipples and areolas stood out starkly against her white skin. Unlike Xiao Wan's perfectly rounded breasts, her cone-shaped breasts were full at the base and tapered upwards—truly delicate, cone-shaped breasts! Her breasts, perched in the air, seemed to tremble under the heat of my breath, or perhaps it was because of my movements against her chest, or perhaps it was the turmoil within her. I didn't know; I only saw Juan's tofu-like breasts trembling, the light brown nipples bouncing before my eyes, stimulating me to want to take them into my mouth. "Oh…you little rascal…mmm…" Juan let out a trembling moan from her lips, because at that moment I couldn't suppress my impulse any longer. One hand climbed onto Juan's breast, and my hungry mouth moved to her nipple, taking it into my mouth. "Mmm…" I groaned in pleasure as well. The tender breasts gave my lips a smooth, stimulating sensation; the erect nipples gave my tongue a lustful stimulation; the woman's fragrance stimulated my desire... I greedily sucked on Juan's nipples, the fire of desire surging from my heart to my lower abdomen, a surge of heat stimulating me, waking my slumbering penis... I pressed my entire body against Juan's, and Juan was slowly pushed down onto the sofa by me, her delicate hands naturally encircling my back, her hands reaching inside my bra, stroking up and down my broad back. Watching Juan's starry eyes slightly closed, her nostrils flaring, her breath filled with the woman's fragrance stimulating my desire, I forcefully grasped Juan's right breast, playing with it in my hand, kneading it. At the same time, I used my head to push open Juan's left side of her shirt, exposing Juan's left breast to my eyes as well. "Ah Chuang... no... Juan... you can see everything... um..." Juan's moans above my head further stimulated my impulsiveness. "Juan... Sister Juan... I want you so much... You smell so good..." I continued to wriggle in Sister Juan's arms like a child, continuing my assault on her breasts. "Mmm..." Sister Juan seemed unable to withstand my teasing, her moans becoming more intense. "I want..." I moved restlessly in Sister Juan's arms, releasing my lewd hands from her breasts and grabbing the sides of her clothes, pulling them down forcefully. The snow-white nightgown was pressed down on Sister Juan's body, and I could only pull it up to her shoulders. Seeing my impatient look, Sister Juan chuckled, playfully widening her eyes and winking at me, as if to say, "Little pervert, you can't do it now, can you?" I impatiently tried to pull Sister Juan's clothes down even harder, but I still couldn't get them off her full body. Seeing my pleading expression, Sister Juan lowered her head shyly, while her body slightly lifted up, finally allowing me to pull the nightgown down to Sister Juan's waist, revealing dazzlingly white skin. I immediately cheered like a child, straightened up, and quickly stripped off my clothes, revealing my strong chest muscles. Seeing my muscular physique, Sister Juan's eyes lit up with a dazed look. I immediately pounced on Sister Juan's body, squeezing her alluring breasts and rubbing her beautiful nipples. "Oh..." Sister Juan trembled with excitement in my arms. "Ring...ring..." The phone suddenly rang again, startling us both from our reverie. I...I struggled to get up from Juan's embrace, and Juan also hurriedly struggled to sit up. We both stared at the phone on the small table, neither of us moving for a moment. "Juan..." I stammered, looking at Juan's incredibly beautiful upper body. "You little rascal..." Juan glanced at me shyly and coquettishly. Her face was flushed, her eyes glistening with autumn dew; her pretty face was incredibly alluring, making me almost dazed. "Hello..." Juan answered the phone while adjusting her pajamas, glancing at me shyly. "..." Juan showed a hint of surprise, then regained her composure. "Oh...yes...please wait a moment..." She then handed me the phone. "Your phone, it's your secretary calling." "Oh?" I was extremely puzzled and reached for the phone. "It's me..." I said calmly. "Boss...sorry to bother you..." Zhang Qian's cautious voice came from the other end of the line. "It's okay, go ahead..." "I'm calling back your call from noon..." Zhang Qian explained. "Sister-in-law...sister-in-law...something seems wrong...she's been calling me frantically, desperately trying to find you...she also...she..." Zhang Qian said hesitantly. "What's wrong with your sister-in-law?!...?" Hearing that something had happened to Xiao Wan, I immediately asked anxiously. "Phew..." I felt a long sigh of relief on the other end of the phone, as if my concern for Xiao Wan reassured Zhang Qian. "Sister-in-law...she...she's going crazy looking for you...she's been crying on the phone...crying and begging you to call her back...it seems like if she can't find you, she...she...she doesn't want to live anymore..." "..." Hearing this, my heart clenched again, and I gripped the phone tightly, my heart aching. "Boss?...Are you there?...?" Zhang Qian asked cautiously. "Hmm..." I replied absentmindedly, my mind in turmoil. "Boss... I didn't give your phone number to my wife as you asked... but I think... could you call her back?" Zhang Qian is my loyal secretary and friend. She's never interfered in my life before, but this time her behavior showed she was very anxious; otherwise, she wouldn't have overstepped her authority. "Hmm... Don't worry, just focus on signing the contract. I'm busy right now. If your wife calls again, just say I'm with a client and I'll call her back tonight, understand?" "But... Boss... you... okay..." Zhang Qian hesitated. "Don't worry, I won't let you down," I said gently on the other end of the phone. "Oh... I'm relieved... Boss, oh no... Big brother, I believe you!" She hung up immediately without waiting for my reply. "This little girl..." I smiled wryly as I put down the phone. Actually, I knew that Zhang Qian had worked alongside me since she first joined the company, and I always treated her like a little sister. This fostered a brotherly attachment in her. And my relentless efforts in the business world, my ability to always find solutions to difficulties, have earned me Zhang Qian's admiration. Given all these factors, Zhang Qian probably can't figure out my true feelings for me. Looking up at the clothes Sister Juan had already straightened, though my cheeks were still flushed, a rational look returned. "I'm sorry… Sister Juan, my secretary is very anxious, so she called back the number from earlier…" "Was it Xiao Wan looking for you?…" Sister Juan asked softly. "Yes…" I nodded slightly. "Do you know what it is?" "…" I shook my head again. "She's very anxious to find me…" "Right now… my mind is a mess… I can't think clearly… what she wants…" I said hesitantly. "Silly Xiao Chuang, you still care about Xiao Wan, don't you? Seeing how much you care about her makes Sister Juan feel relieved. Call her back, don't let her worry." Sister Juan encouraged me with a smile. "…I'm so confused…" I hesitated. "Xiao Chuang, listen to Sister Juan. Your current behavior shows you still love your wife very much, and judging from Xiao Wan's behavior, she still cares about you and this family." Sister Juan paused, seeing that I was listening attentively, and then continued. "Xiao Chuang, it's not easy for two people to form a family. You two are loving, but you've been separated for the past three years. Although you try your best to spend time with her every time you come home, Sister Juan thinks that you probably communicate far less than you communicate with your colleagues." "..." I lowered my head, thought about it, and nodded. "By the way, Xiao Chuang, you also admitted that you don't communicate much. I just heard you talk so much about how much you think you love her, but have you ever thought about it? You only give her material care, but have you satisfied her emotionally?" Sister Juan looked at me seriously. "Women need to be pampered by men. Sister Juan is a woman, she understands this very well. Think about it, in these past three years, have you ever celebrated Xiao Wan's birthday with her? Have you ever taken her out for a romantic dinner? Have you ever given her a rose on Valentine's Day?" Sister Juan's questions left me stunned. "I only thought about working hard to earn money, to support my family, and to give Xiao Wan a happy life. I thought this was our common goal, and Xiao Wan should understand. She can forgive me for not sending flowers and not spending more time with her..." I answered hesitantly. "Xiao Chuang, Xiao Chuang, in Sister Juan's eyes you are very shrewd and very charming to women. Think about how you treated me before..." Sister Juan seemed to recall the past as she spoke, her eyes deep, as if she had returned to those days. I, too, was swept back to the past by Sister Juan's words... "...Xiao Chuang..." Sister Juan's voice became even gentler. "You treated Sister Juan so well back then, Sister Juan was very touched. If it weren't for the fact that Sister Juan had been married before..." Sister Juan's gentle words were filled with infinite sadness. "...Alright, Xiao Chuang, let's talk about your own business." Seeing my confused look, Sister Juan knew I was lost in the past again and quickly changed the subject, bringing me back to reality. "We were talking about women needing to be comforted. Do you think you can neglect Xiao Wan just because you're busy with work? You're wrong." "Women are emotional creatures. Although she still loves you, she doesn't get the warmth she needs from you. Why do women get married? They want to find a husband they can rely on for life, someone who will make them happy. When she's helpless and in distress, she can find someone to confide in; when she's successful and joyful, she has family to share it with..." As she said this, Sister Juan seemed to be sharing her own troubles, her eyes reddening. "But in these three years, have you been there to listen to her? Have you been there to share her joy? Have you been there to help her solve the difficulties in her life and work?" Sister Juan looked directly at me. "I'm afraid you haven't. Do you understand your wife's mind now? Do you know what she's thinking? Do you understand her friends?... " Sister Juan asked me loudly. "...What's wrong? What have I done these past three years? Have I done so many wrong things? I was so focused on working hard and building my own business so I could give Xiaowan a comfortable life, a comfortable home..." "...I even imagined that when my business was successful, we'd have a villa, a car, and our material life would no longer be so frugal. I'd drive my wife to work every day, and when we got home, we'd sit together as a family, enjoying a delicious dinner. We could go out together to see the mountains and rivers, enjoying the sunrise and the sunset. We'd go to the movies hand in hand like lovers, discussing the characters' fates, and then go shopping together, enjoying street food..." "...Isn't all of this what I've been pursuing? Isn't my hard work all about enjoying life with Xiaowan? Isn't this my goal in working?" "But what have I been doing now? Is work an excuse for neglecting her? In these three years, I haven't really spent any time with her. I've completely forgotten about Valentine's Day, and my busy work schedule has made our romantic dinners tasteless." "Right..." "I remembered the joy on Xiaowan's face when we had dinner together, but the resentment and anger in her eyes when I kept answering the phone... After I returned home from dinner and entertainment with clients, drunk, I collapsed onto the sofa. It was Xiaowan who carried me from the cold sofa to the bed, changed my clothes, wiped my face, and scolded me tenderly for not taking care of my health, telling me to drink less next time..." "...But is it all my fault? Why isn't she at fault! Why can I endure loneliness! Why can't she resist having an affair! Why!..." Seeing my face flush and pale, and my emotions gradually becoming agitated, Sister Juan said again, "Silly brother, Sister Juan said all this to let you know what women are like. Xiaowan couldn't resist loneliness and had an affair, which is indeed her fault. She is wrong. Sister Juan just told you this to let you know that she bears most of the responsibility, but you also have your faults. Things happen like a coin, there are two sides. Don't just blame your wife, think more about it..." As she spoke, Sister Juan looked at me with infinite love. "..." I hesitated, my head buzzing like a million bees, giving me a splitting headache. "Sister Juan, what should I do?" After a long while, I weakly raised my head and looked at Sister Juan helplessly. Sister Juan looked at me like I was a little brother, shaking her head helplessly. "Sigh... They say even an upright official can't settle family disputes. You know your own situation, and Sister Juan can't help you. Ask your own heart what you really think. I think you should talk to Xiao Wan, and then decide whether to stay together or break up. Remember, you have to ask yourself everything, think it over carefully..." Saying this, Sister Juan walked to my side and pulled me up from the sofa. "Look at Sister Juan, no matter what, Sister Juan will always be by your side. Sister Juan believes in you, Sister Juan won't misjudge you.""Xiao Chuang, you can definitely handle the family affairs, you can definitely get through this difficult time." Sister Juan looked at me affectionately and said firmly. "..." I looked at Sister Juan helplessly, my eyes unfocused. "Xiao Chuang, remember... you can come to Sister Juan anytime..." Sister Juan said affectionately. "You are the person Sister Juan loves the most... Sister Juan hopes you can be happy..." Sister Juan softly revealed her inner secret. "Sister Juan!!!..." I excitedly hugged Sister Juan, feeling her boundless tenderness. "...Come on, Xiao Chuang, it's four o'clock now, go home and have a good talk with Xiao Wan." Sister Juan gently pushed me away and looked directly into my eyes. "Be a man, be a warrior, go home, don't run away, have a good talk with Xiao Wan, find out what she thinks..." I smiled bitterly, not knowing how to talk to Xiao Wan, how to face Xiao Wan. "Go home quickly..." Sister Juan gently pushed me, and at the same time stood on tiptoe, pressing her soft, tender, fragrant lips to my lips. We embraced tightly. I mustered all my strength and passionately kissed and explored Juan's lips. Juan responded warmly to my advances until we were both exhausted, and then we gradually separated. ... An hour later, I pushed open the door to my house with mixed feelings. The house had been tidied, but it wasn't as neat as before. Xiao Wan's handbag was on the coffee table, and the sofa was messy. The room was quiet. I took off my shoes and stood in the living room, my heart heavy with mixed emotions. I stood there quietly for a few minutes, took a few deep breaths, and mustered my courage. I slowly walked to the bedroom door and gently pushed it open... "Phew..." There was no one in the room. My tense heart immediately calmed down. Although I had planned to talk to Xiao Wan, I wasn't really prepared; my emotions were still unsettled. To be honest, I only came home because of Juan; otherwise, I wouldn't have returned so quickly. When I saw that Xiao Wan wasn't in the room, I truly felt relieved. I let out a long sigh, and my body gradually regained its vitality. I left the bedroom and checked the kitchen, study, guest room, and bathroom, but Xiaowan wasn't there! Now I felt more at ease. I returned to the bedroom, looking at the newly made bed and sheets, and the scene from yesterday flashed through my mind. It was as if the air still smelled of lust, and the sounds of lewd moaning still lingered… I stormed out and quickly went to the study. "How could I come back? This is all a joke! How can I forgive Xiaowan? How can I return to this house? How can I go back to our bed!" I sat at my desk, running my hands through my hair, burying my face in my hands in my hands, agonizingly burying my face in my hands. "Xiaowan, Xiaowan, what were you thinking? How did all this happen? Why…" The painful thoughts continued to torment my heart. "That's right, Xiaowan's diary…" I suddenly remembered in my thoughts. Xiaowan had a habit of keeping a diary, spending a lot of time each day recording the details of her life. I once joked with her, "Writing all this stuff is tiring for your hands and brain. You should rest more often." She smiled and said, "This is my own world, filled with my joys and sorrows. Wouldn't it be interesting to look back on it when we're old?" "Oh… well, let me see what my little darling is thinking." I pretended to want to read her diary. "No! You can't! This is my privacy, my inner secret! You can't see it!" Xiao Wan hurriedly protected the diary, as if afraid I'd see it. "Haha… silly girl, how could your husband be like this? I know everyone has secrets, and I won't pry into yours, don't worry… well, you can have your own… hehe…" I teased Xiao Wan. "No! You have to be transparent with me!" Xiao Wan glared at me, who was joking. "That's not fair! That's not fair!!!" I shouted, feigning anger. "What fairness? I'll be dictatorial with you!!" Xiao Wan adopted an unreasonable attitude towards me. "Oh...I'm so miserable, I want a revolution, to overthrow tyranny..." With that, he pounced on Xiaowan, his lecherous hands moving over her body, violating her vital areas. "You dare!...You're bad!...Oh...husband...have mercy..." Xiaowan cried out, trying to dodge. "Oh...husband..." The room filled with laughter and warmth... Out of respect for Xiaowan, although I knew where her diary was, I never touched it. Later, a friend, seeing my business, gave me a safe, saying it would be good for hiding my secret stash of money. I looked at the safe and laughed. Back in college, because of my nimble fingers and keen hearing, I had once helped a close friend open his father's safe, so in my opinion, safes were only for petty thieves; real money was better kept in the bank. I wanted to refuse, but seeing my friend's enthusiasm, I accepted it. Later, I gave it to Xiaowan so she could put her things inside. "That's it, the diary must be there." A sudden realization struck me, my mind sharpening. An urge surged within me to open the safe, find Xiao Wan's diary, and peek into her inner world. I quickly returned to the bedroom, opened the wardrobe, and saw the safe. When I gave Xiao Wan the safe, it was purely for fun; we never kept our valuables in it. Besides, safes are bulky, and we didn't want to install them in the wall, so we just left it at the bottom of the wardrobe for Xiao Wan to conveniently store odds and ends. "Should I open Xiao Wan's safe? Should I peek into her secrets?" I struggled internally. "Ugh… whatever, I just want to know what she's thinking, whether she still loves me, how she changed… open it!!!" Ultimately, the urge to peek into Xiao Wan's heart won out. I leaned over the safe, turning the dial, listening intently, and quickly opened it. Inside were miscellaneous items, a large paper package that felt like clothes, and some rough, hard stuff I couldn't identify. "What is this…" I opened the package with a puzzled look. "Huh?" I couldn't help but be shocked. Inside were five or six sets of sexy lingerie, black, blue, purple, white, and transparent, all sorts of colors. There was also… a realistic-looking penis, thick and large, with black textures, a huge glans, and tiny bumps on the glans… "Oh my god! How did Xiaowan get all this stuff?!" My vision blurred, and I felt dizzy. I spread them all out on the bed and angrily and urgently searched through the safe… "Let me see!!!… What else is here!!!…" I was furious, muttering to myself as I rummaged through the contents. Finally, I found the diary I had been longing for, several thick volumes laid out in front of me. "How come there are so many!" I cursed inwardly. I randomly opened one, and Xiaowan's neat handwriting came into view. I flipped through it, and it was all from before our marriage, the most recent being six months after our wedding. "Where are the others?" I closed the diary, feeling puzzled. "Yes! The computer! It's on her computer." It's strange, why do I still have such accurate judgment? I rushed to the study and turned on the computer. The familiar Windows 2000 appeared before my eyes, prompting me to log in. I clicked on Xiao Wan's username, prompting for a password. "What password?" This was no problem for someone as tech-savvy as me. "Guessing passwords is my forte, hmph!!" I skillfully typed on the keyboard, entering all the possible passwords I could think of, but none of them were correct! "Bang!!!" I slammed my hand on the table, feeling frustrated and uneasy. "Damn it, what is this that lets me in!" I roared at the screen. But only the password error message appeared on the screen, as if mocking me. "None of these are it, what could it be?" I was immersed in the guessing game. "Unless it's a random password, that would take a long time and require tools." I reasoned. "I'm probably running out of time." I anxiously looked up at the clock on the wall. "Huh, why did it stop?" Looking at the stopped quartz clock on the wall, I couldn't help but wonder. This quartz clock seems to have stopped for a long time. How come I never noticed before? "What's the password?" I glanced down at my watch; it was already 6:20. "Hurry, Xiao Wan should be back by now," I urged myself. ... "No, if Xiao Wan used a random password, it would be very difficult to remember, and writing it down wouldn't be safe. So..." I looked up from my reverie. "No way!!!!" I stared at the quartz clock on the wall, my heart pounding uncontrollably. I suppressed my excitement and carefully typed the time the quartz clock had stopped on the keyboard. "Hour hand, minute hand, second hand... OK, open sesame." I prayed silently and pressed Enter. "Ha!!! She's in!" I thought to myself with secret satisfaction. Xiao Wan's directory was simple, consisting of a few games, office and personal directories. "Dialogue!!!!" I finally found the directory. I opened it and searched; sure enough, six months after their marriage, Xiao Wan had switched to keeping a computer diary, up to the day before yesterday. "Hmph!!!" I put the disc into the burner and burned all of Xiao Wan's diary entries. "Oh right, and her email too." I also burned all the emails under Xiao Wan's email address onto the disc. All done in five minutes!!! "What should I do next? Talk to Xiao Wan today? No! No! I need to read Xiao Wan's diary first, to see how she changed, what she's really thinking." I finally made a decision while sitting in front of the computer. Then...I went back to my bedroom, intending to put everything back in the safe, but while casually flipping through the boxes, I found three more CDs. "What are these now?" I wondered, holding the CDs. "Let's check the computer." But the computer prompted me for a password. "What is this? Why is it so confidential? Could it be related to Xiao Wan?" I thought to myself as I put in another disc. "Complete the whole thing, and I'll crack the password later." Finally, it was over. I tidied up the room, took the five discs, and quietly left home. I immediately rushed to the airport, bought a ticket back to Shanghai that night, and prepared to decipher Xiao Wan's diary during the negotiations.

05-26

Chapter 3 Section 1 The Joy of Love

I returned to my hotel in Shanghai at 10 PM and saw the entire team enthusiastically discussing the contract in Zhang Qian's room. My agitated mood finally eased a bit. They were all overjoyed to see me suddenly return, rushing to greet me and asking if Xiao Wan was extremely surprised. "I am quite surprised..." I muttered to myself. Looking at my subordinates' bloodshot eyes and high spirits, the proposal they produced was truly impeccable. These are my team members; my presence is only to calm and inspire them. They are completely capable of handling work independently, which makes me feel gratified and proud. I encouraged them and then told them to get some rest so they could be more energetic for tomorrow's work. After receiving my praise, they cheered and went back to their rooms. Only I remained in Zhang Qian's room. "Alright, I'm going back to rest too. You've worked hard! Get some rest tonight!" I said to Zhang Qian. Of all these people, only Zhang Qian knew that something had happened during my trip home. But she really held back from telling her colleagues, which was one aspect I was satisfied with. Zhang Qian was the only one without a smile. She walked up to me and hesitantly asked, "Boss...did you call your wife?" Looking at the petite Zhang Qian, who still cared about me amidst her busy work schedule, I was deeply moved. "It's okay. I thought about tomorrow's negotiations, and it wouldn't be good to go home and abandon the client, so I rushed back...Your wife will understand." I lied to Zhang Qian. "You...you didn't call your wife?" Zhang Qian asked anxiously when she heard that I hadn't contacted Xiao Wan. "No...your wife...she's at work today..." I was a little afraid of this young girl. "Liar, it's Sunday, how can your wife work? And she was in such a hurry to find you..." Zhang Qian probably sensed that I was lying to her, and said anxiously and aggrievedly. "Your wife was in such a hurry to find you...she was even crying...didn't you hear...Boss...don't lie to me, something must have happened between you..." Zhang Qian's eyes were red with anxiety. "What's wrong, Qianqian? Don't you have any confidence in your brother?" I can't stand seeing women cry, so I quickly comforted her and helped her sit on the bed. "Waaah..." Seeing me comforting her, Zhang Qian became even more "unrestrained" and cried loudly. "No...no..." I frantically tried to wipe her tears, but it wasn't convenient. I could only wring my hands and remain silent. Women, when you care about them, they can be completely unrestrained and don't care about your feelings at all! Women can't be spoiled, I concluded to myself. "You...do you have another woman outside..." Zhang Qian asked domineeringly between sobs. "God, how can women be like this!" I thought to myself. "No...how could that be? I'm so close to your sister-in-law..." Saying this, my heart couldn't help but ache again. Thinking about it now, can Xiao Wan and I still be considered close? Can we still be like before? "How could there be another woman..." I continued to explain. "There must be another man!!!" I thought angrily in my heart, but I couldn't say it out loud. “Qianqian, your boss is always busy, others may not know, but you're always following me around. When have you ever seen your older brother act recklessly?” I said this as her older brother. At the same time, I wanted to stop Zhang Qian from continuing her suspicions. Whether she was right or wrong, I didn't want it; I just hoped Zhang Qian didn't know anything. “…” Hearing me say this, Zhang Qian stopped crying. Because she truly knew my character; she knew best how busy I was all day. I did the negotiating with clients, the wining and dining, and the gift-giving, but I never took clients to brothels or places of ill repute. I'd rather forgo the contract than compromise my principles. This was something Zhang Qian particularly admired about me. Zhang Qian was a sensible girl; thinking about all this, she realized she had misunderstood me. But she still wouldn't let it go, asking, “Then… who answered your phone today?… I'm talking about that woman…” “That's your older brother's good friend, your older brother's best friend…” Looking at Zhang Qian's tear-streaked face, I said firmly. “Then… older brother… you didn't…” Zhang Qian still wouldn't give up. "No, I misunderstood. How could I let your sister-in-law down..." I said heavily. But in my heart, I was thinking angrily, "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, how could you do this to me..." "Alright, don't cry, my little girl. Get some rest. You have work to do tomorrow." I didn't want to continue this topic, so I patted her shoulder and stood up. Zhang Qian also quickly stood up, wiping her tears, and said apologetically, "Brother... I'm so sorry..." "It's nothing, don't think about it. Get some sleep!" I walked towards the door. Just as I opened the door, Zhang Qian chased after me and said, "Brother, call your sister-in-law." "Little girl, I will... This negotiation is very important for the company. Although it's going smoothly now, we can't be careless. Only after the contract is signed can I feel at ease. I can't be distracted now... If your sister-in-law calls again, you... never mind..." I didn't really know how to continue talking to Zhang Qian, so I shook my head and walked out of the room. "Oh, right... thank you!..." I turned back and said sincerely to Zhang Qian, then left the bewildered Zhang Qian and went back to my room. I doubt Zhang Qian could guess one thing: that I thanked her for her concern for my husband and me. There was another layer of meaning she probably would never guess: thanking her for the phone call that afternoon, the call that pulled me out of Sister Juan's arms in time, saving me from the crisis of infidelity… Back in my room, I was restless. My subordinates seemed perfectly capable of handling the work; I had no worries. But Xiao Wan… I really had a headache. Thinking about Zhang Qian chasing after me to tell me to call Xiao Wan back, and Xiao Wan's unusual crying and pleading today, I was completely confused. “Does Xiao Wan know I saw what she did?… It shouldn't be…” I was certain I hadn't done anything to arouse her suspicion. “Could it be because I didn't answer her call this morning that she acted like this?…” “No way, Xiao Wan is actually a very intelligent woman; she wouldn't act so erratically just because I didn't answer her call.” I sat at my desk in the room, deep in thought. “Then why is she like this?” “Could something have happened to Xiao Wan?…” Thinking of this, I couldn't sit still any longer. I picked up the room phone and dialed home. "Beep...beep..." The phone rang five or six times but no one answered. "What's going on?" I checked the time; it was already 11:20. "Why isn't Xiaowan home?...She's gone out again..." Before my lewd thoughts could even form, the phone was answered. "Hello..." Xiaowan's groggy, hoarse voice came from the other end. This wasn't her usual melodious, nightingale-like voice, and it was obvious she'd been drinking. "..." I was about to angrily throw the phone down, thinking Xiaowan was out fooling around again, when I suddenly heard her voice and froze, speechless. "Who is it..." Xiaowan continued to ask in a hoarse, indistinct voice. "It's me, baby. Did I wake you?" My heart pounded uncontrollably, perhaps because I was happy to know Xiaowan was home. So, as always, I asked in a gentle voice. Actually, men can act too, but they disdain pretending. When I spoke gently, greeting Xiaowan in familiar language, I was deceived by my own voice, and startled myself. How could I be so hypocritical! I should have angrily rebuked Xiaowan, should have cursed her shamelessness on the phone, should have exposed her lewd behavior yesterday, stripped away her innocent facade, let her know how depraved and promiscuous she was, condemned her betrayal, made her know she was the most despicable woman, made her utterly humiliated and unable to live in this world anymore… But I didn't. I greeted her with the same deep affection as always, cared for her, and even apologized for disturbing her! What's wrong with me? "Ah!!! Husband!!!!" As soon as Xiaowan heard my voice, her tone immediately rose eight octaves, her drunken state instantly sobering up and becoming intense. "Waaah…" Xiaowan immediately burst into tears. "Don't cry, don't cry, baby…" I anxiously comforted her on the other end of the phone. I'm really afraid of women crying. Just now, when Zhang Qian cried, I was helpless. A woman's crying, tantrums, and threats of suicide are truly my deadly weapons, hitting me right where it hurts. Calling me like Jia Baoyu is perhaps flattering myself, but I genuinely believe that women are made of water and shouldn't be hurt in any way. Women are born to be loved and cared for by men. "I...I thought...I thought you didn't want me anymore..." Xiao Wan sobbed on the other end of the phone, her voice hoarse. Hearing Xiao Wan's hoarse voice and the sobbing on the other end, I felt both heartache and anger. I thought of a line from Huang Yi's *A Step into the Past* about Zhao Ya: "...You found this drop of honey, and you're still looking for other honey everywhere..." That line perfectly described my feelings at that moment. "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, I love you so much, I cherish you so much, yet you discard me like trash. How am I any less than others..." Although I thought this bitterly, I didn't say it aloud. "How could that be, baby, how could your husband not want you..." I continued to gently comfort Xiao Wan. "You...went...home...yesterday...right..." Xiao Wan sobbed, uttering words I didn't want to answer immediately. "What...I'm still in Shanghai negotiating...baby, it's my fault, I didn't have time to be with you, you know I...""This contract is so important..." I lied on the phone, but I hated my own lies! "...I really can't get away, how can I go home..." I used my words to put Xiaowan in a difficult position. "..." Xiaowan just cried on the other end, not daring to respond to me. Xiaowan didn't know why she suspected I had gone home, but I believed I hadn't left any clues, and my subordinates hadn't let anything slip. Besides, Xiaowan was most afraid of me knowing her secret, a secret that made her feel ashamed and humiliated! So, she was only guessing now, and without evidence, she dared not bring it up first. I think Xiaowan's outburst today was a manifestation of her fear that I would find out her secret. I needed to take the initiative; when I didn't want to talk about it, I needed to stop her suspicions, stop her! When I... Before I'm prepared for how to handle the future, I can't let things get out of control; I must maintain overall control! Hearing Xiaowan's sobs filled me with both heartache and resentment, yet at the same time, a strange pleasure in tormenting her. I'm willing to continue this game! Torture her, and torture myself!!! "Okay, stop crying...be good...listen..." I continued my pretense. "Then...then why didn't you answer my calls...and your phone was off..." Xiaowan voiced her doubts on the other end of the line. "Oh...yesterday I had dinner with these bosses, and even with my huge capacity for alcohol, I got drunk..." I lied on the other end of the line. "And then they wouldn't let me go. You see, I treated...I had no choice, after dinner I went to a bathhouse, slept there all night, and this morning I was still drunk when your call came. I accidentally dropped the phone and broke it." "I was in so much pain at the time, I didn't look closely..." Damn it, I'm a genius liar! "I'm sorry, baby, I didn't know it was your phone. Otherwise, even if it was incredibly embarrassing, I would have borrowed it from someone else to call my dearest baby back immediately..." I finally finished telling this cheesy lie. "Oh... you've been drinking again. Take care of your health, don't push yourself so hard..." Xiao Wan, probably feeling guilty, easily believed my nonsense. What could she do if she didn't believe me? If I told her I'd found evidence that you'd been home, her shameful secret would be exposed. "Money can never be earned enough. We're doing well now, and all I want is for you to be by my side. Honey, I'm afraid of losing you..." Xiaowan said softly. Although she had stopped crying, she was still sobbing quietly. Hearing Xiaowan's gentle words, I was overwhelmed with mixed feelings. I wanted to hold her in my arms, comfort her, and tell her how much I cared for her and how much I loved her. I also wanted to slap her hard, to berate her for her infidelity and her change of heart... "Honey, honey will take care of himself..." I didn't know what to say to Xiaowan anymore. "What's wrong? I think you've been drinking?" "I asked softly again. "...Oh...you didn't answer my call today, and I suddenly felt like I was going to lose you. I couldn't find you, and Qianqian wouldn't tell me where you were..." "I thought you didn't want me anymore...Waaah...Honey, I'm so scared...scared you wouldn't want me anymore...scared you wouldn't want this family anymore...so...I...I went drinking..." As she spoke, Xiaowan thought of her fears and started crying again. "Honey...I miss you so much..." "Okay, baby, don't cry...Honey will be back as soon as I'm done here...Good girl...go to sleep..." I could only gently comfort her on the phone. "Honey...you won't abandon me, will you..." Xiaowan still hadn't let go of her doubts. "How could I? Honey loves my darling the most. Good girl, get some rest." I had no choice but to continue pretending. "Mmm...I want you to kiss me, or I won't sleep." Xiaowan pleaded seductively on the other end of the phone. "Kiss...Okay, get some rest. You have to get up early for work tomorrow!" I kissed her. "Mmm...Honey, I love you!" "Xiao Wan put down the phone with relief. "What the hell?!" After hanging up, I cursed myself inwardly, hating my own weakness and my hypocritical behavior just now. Xiao Wan is actually a very gentle and sweet girl. In the three years we've been together, she's given me a warm feeling every moment. She can add fuel to your fire when you're happy, and offer warm strength when you're irritable. She can be a little bird nestled beside you, letting you fully enjoy the satisfaction of a strong man, and she can also shield you from the wind and rain when you're weak and helpless, becoming your warm harbor. So, I know I can't live without her! After hanging up the phone, I sat blankly to the side, trying to sort out my chaotic thoughts and find some clues in the chaos. "Forget it, I'll start by reading Xiao Wan's diary." "I finally got a clue, so I'll start here. I put the CD I copied from Xiao Wan into my laptop and began my spying on Xiao Wan's privacy. **************** ... I feel so sorry for him. He only gets a few hours of rest at home before having to get up and rush back to the company. Ah Chuang has lost so much weight. I told him to rest at home and not go to work so early, but he replied that he wanted to set a good example for his colleagues, saying that a life of leisure is a hero's downfall, and he could only repay my love by pulling himself together and working his hardest… It's really cute. So I advised him not to rush back to be with me if it's too late at night; his studio has a small cubicle with a cot, he could rest there. Seeing how hard Ah Chuang works, I really feel bad for him. But Ah Chuang insists on staying up late… He stayed home with me, saying he couldn't neglect me even while working. He even joked that he might get bored and go out and have affairs. What a silly boy! The reason I reluctantly pushed him out to work was because I understand him. I know he only has eyes for me; how could he possibly have eyes for another woman? I'm very confident in that. Besides, I know work is his life; a man is most charming when he's working. I love watching Ah Chuang work. Always striving, always ambitious. Honey, do you know how much I love you! Seeing him working so hard, I can't take it anymore. Tomorrow I need to have a serious talk with him and make sure he gets some rest. If you really can't come back, just sleep at the company. Don't always rush back to be with me, okay? I must talk to him tomorrow! I love you, my Achuang!! March 12th. Achuang's work is getting harder and harder. The company is just starting to get on track, and Achuang is so busy that he barely has time to drink water. Now Achuang has finally listened to my advice and is resting at the company. Now I suddenly feel that suggesting he rest at the company was a foolish suggestion. Don't ask me why, because I'm not entirely sure myself. I didn't expect that I would miss him so much now. Every day when I come home from get off work, the house is empty. I just eat alone and watch TV alone. I washed up by myself. It's always so cold lying in bed. I really want to hug Ah Chuang's hot body, I really want Ah Chuang to kiss my face, my neck, my breasts… Ugh, what am I thinking? Such wicked thoughts. My face is all red, why do I feel so hot? No, I have to go wash up. You bad Ah Chuang, you're the one making me restless. You rascal! April 2nd. Thinking about Ah Chuang is getting harder and harder now. I work hard every day, otherwise, thinking about him is really unbearable. That damn Ah Chuang, he rarely comes back, don't you miss me all day with your work? Another week without him… You're back, you naughty thing! Do you know how much your little wife missed you? Hmm, what are you thinking about? Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, you need to know that A Chuang works so hard for our family, and you were the one who pushed him into that job in the first place! You should support his work! A life of luxury is a hero's downfall! I should support his work and not burden him! But… I really miss A Chuang so much! Even though A Chuang calls me every night, and we talk for ages, do you know how much your little wife longs for you to come home? I blush every time you come home. Like last week when you came back, you were like… Like you've been released from prison, you're not satisfied with me. You grab my breasts and suckle like a child, not gently at all, but the piercing pain and itching make me gasp softly. Your strong arms hold me so tightly, your naughty thing, burrowing in and out of my body… Oh, I miss you so much, you naughty thing! When will you take me again? Do you know, your little wife is waiting for your ravaging. I seem to have become so bad now, my desire is growing stronger and stronger! Every time I think of Ah Chuang, my heart races, the fire of desire in my heart grows stronger and stronger, as if it's melting me. Now one I'm at home, writing so many words, hoping it will calm my thoughts, but my heart... how... Now, as I write, I'm touching my breasts. Oh, my breasts are so swollen! My face is burning. In the mirror next to the computer, my face is as red as an apple, a few strands of hair hanging beside my face, like a villainous woman on TV... How embarrassing! Now I'm kneading my breasts, they're so swollen. You naughty rascal, if you don't come back, I won't let you nurse! My hands are shaking as I type, how can I write a good diary? It's all your fault, you bad thing! You annoying bastard! I'm stopping now, I'm too embarrassed! AprilAh Chuang said he'd be back today, but he just called to apologize, saying he has to entertain clients tonight. Sigh! Being a man is so hard; you have to work and socialize. Behind every successful man lies so much helplessness! But we women have it tough too! On one hand, we pretend to support our men's work, while on the other hand, we're secretly shedding tears—so much loneliness, so much heartache. Seeing how hard Ah Chuang works and how hard he has to socialize, I really don't dare add any more burdens for him. You know, Ah Chuang, I regret it so much now. I shouldn't have made you work so hard. Just having enough to eat and wear is enough; what more could you want? Sigh, I'm such an ungrateful woman. Now I regret it, but I have to grit my teeth and bear it; I can't back down! That damn Ah Chuang, he stood me up again on April 30th! Are clients more important than me?! Now I can only find my husband in photos and memories! Tomorrow is May Day, why is he still so busy? May Day is a holiday for working people; even an iron man like you should rest! And he still has to entertain clients! These clients are really something. They're not spending the holidays with their wives and kids, what kind of business are they doing? They're all bloated and greedy! You're spending time with them but not with me? Fine! I'll find someone to keep me company too! Humph!!! Hey, so late, who's ringing the doorbell? May 2nd was so much fun! Hehe! The night before last, that bastard A-Chuang came back. He dared to lie to me, giving me a surprise attack. I had just called him saying I wasn't coming back, and then he went downstairs and rang the doorbell. Humph, how embarrassing! I was so pathetic too; I saw this jerk come back through the peephole, and as soon as I opened the door, I jumped into his arms. My husband's hands are so well-behaved! As soon as the door closed, he reached into my pajamas. I never wear a bra at home, and now he's got me all to myself. My husband used to call my breasts little bunnies, and now, those two little bunnies are being squeezed full by his lecherous hands. Oh, just thinking about the feeling of him touching my breasts makes my heart race, so blissful! My husband's big mouth also took the opportunity to tease me, showering my face and neck with kisses. He buried his head in my chest, sucking on my breasts. I could only giggle and hold his head tightly against my chest. Hehe, actually, my breasts have been wanting to settle scores with this lecherous guy for a while now, why hasn't he kissed me yet! Ah Chuang, that naughty thing, was carrying me as he walked towards the bedroom, taking off his clothes as he went. How could I have been so bold? Holding Ah Chuang's head with one hand, my legs wrapped around his waist, and using the other hand to so eagerly help him undress, I was so embarrassed! Watching Ah Chuang so eagerly and clumsily take off his clothes was really funny. When Ah Chuang saw me laughing at him, he didn't even bother to remove his clothes halfway, leaving himself half-naked, one hand on my waist, the other trying to take off my pajamas. I giggled and dodged him, but he was so savage, so strong and powerful. With a sudden pull, he pressed me tightly against his muscular body, his hot chest muscles rubbing mischievously against my delicate skin. The moment I touched his skin, I felt weak, especially from the heat of his skin making my whole body ache, my lower abdomen cramped, and I felt a wetness flowing from my lower body. Finally, I gave up resisting. "My dear husband, take off my clothes, let your little wife submit to you, let your wicked thing invade my body, plant your seed of life within me." Ah Chuang's lecherous hands finally removed my pajamas, and under the light, my skin looked so white. I buried my head weakly in Ah Chuang's arms, feeling his hot skin. I truly gave up resisting. I let Ah Chuang do whatever he wanted; I was his woman. I would let him have me, let him fill my emptiness, extinguish my desire... I saw my nightgown flutter in the air like a leaf in the wind, falling to the floor—my only covering. His underpants, too, were roughly thrown to the ground by Ah Chuang. Ah Chuang was so vigorous today! His pent-up desire could finally be released. I should enjoy the happiness of being a wife... I lay naked in Ah Chuang's arms. I stole a glance at him. Oh, my dear Ah Chuang, his eyes widened with excitement, like a cheetah that had been starving for a long time, seeing a lamb that couldn't escape. His excited, passionate gaze seemed to see right through me. My dear husband, why are you in such a hurry? Don't you know I'm yours? I can't escape your clutches. Your little lamb is so willing to submit to your power. Your face is flushed, your breath hot against my face, neck, and bare chest, so hot it seems to set me ablaze. So, please possess me, you fool! Why are you staring at me so foolishly? Haven't you seen enough of me yet? ...In your strong arms, this little lamb is about to become your conquest. Why is your chest heaving so violently? Why can I hear your heart pounding? Is a cheetah this excited when enjoying its prey? Then, stop teasing me, possess me... My hands wrap around Ah Chuang's strong back, stroking his bulging muscles, so powerful. My man, you are so strong! The heat emanating from your body has already baked me, making me boil over! I can barely hold you anymore, so I have to wrap my legs around you even tighter. You're so naughty, clearly sensing my desire, yet looking at me with smug eyes. Don't you know I'm shy? I hate your smug, wicked grin! I'll bite you until you scream, hehe. When someone bites your shoulder, I feel sorry for you, so I just gently nibble on your shoulder with my teeth, and lightly lick your skin with my tongue… watching you close your eyes in ecstasy, looking so blissful, I'm truly proud of myself for pleasing you! But why is that little devil under you so hard? It's so erect, pressing against my butt, hehe, so embarrassing! Using such a crude word as "butt," I should use the more civilized "hips." I don't know why, but now I seem to have a latent desire to swear, as if swearing aloud would stimulate someone's desire even more. But in front of Ah Chuang, I have to be a lady, so I can only express it in my heart and in my diary. Ah Chuang, if you knew your little darling wife likes to swear, would you be surprised? Your naughty thing is making me so itchy right now, hehe, you naughty thing, I know what you men call it—you call it "cock," hehe, what an awful name! Why call it "cock"? Such a lovely thing, bringing us women so much joy, yet it's called such an awful name. I really don't know what men are thinking. But calling it "cock" feels so exciting. Now, as I'm writing this in my diary, thinking about such an awful word, my lower body is hot and wet again! Husband, do you know that your little darling wants to loudly praise your big "cock" during sex, to loudly call it "cock"!!! Isn't your little darling so lewd? You big bad guy, when you see me sadly dodging your "cock," you consciously move your cock even more to invade my lower body. Don't you want to possess it again in bed? Do you want to go straight to the heart of the matter in the living room? I really want you to possess me like this. From the time we got married until now, we've only done it in bed. I really crave different ways. But I dare not try! I'm so afraid you'll call me lewd! I'm afraid you'll call me bad, say I'm depraved! I can only force myself to endure it and get to bed… Reading my wife's diary entry, I really want to cry, not out of emotion or sadness, but out of anger at myself! As a man in the prime of my life, who doesn't want to be versatile in bed? Who doesn't want to try different kinds of sex? But it's because I love you! Every time I see you so insistent on the traditional missionary position, I endure it again and again! I only accepted your "demanding" conditions because I think you're too naive and I was afraid that unusual sex would scare you. Otherwise, I would have tried various positions long ago! I even thought I'd show you the porn I secretly enjoy when I had the chance! Every time I browse porn sites and see so many amazing pictures, I really want to drag you over to enjoy them together, and then we can try doing that too. But I'm afraid you can't accept it, so I endure it, and you endure it too! Haha, I'm so angry!!! What kind of world is this!!! ********** ... I really wanted to say something at this moment, something to encourage him, something to express my feelings, but right now I'm feeling listless and incredibly shy. I can only use my body...The writhing of my body, the hot breath exhaled from my mouth, and the moans escaping my throat conveyed my meaning, husband, do you understand? Finally, my husband pressed me against the bedroom door, the door frame behind me supporting my back. Perhaps it was the door frame that supported me, allowing my husband to hold my buttocks with one hand. He calmly removed his other hand from under my buttocks, and his freed hand climbed up my body, roaming over my lower abdomen. His hand seemed to have magic; wherever it touched, it felt so hot. That lewd hand was really restless, not content to stay in one place, and finally climbed up to my breasts, squeezing and kneading my little bunnies, teasing my nipples. My nipples were already hard from his ministrations. How could I bear such stimulation? You naughty husband, you really know how to bully people! I writhed violently in my husband's arms, my arms tightly wrapped around Ah Chuang's neck, hanging like that in Ah Chuang's arms. My delicate lips were already occupied by Ah Chuang's large mouth. His tongue was inside my mouth, sucking on it and tasting my saliva, so eager that I could hardly breathe. What I couldn't stand the most was the boiling desire and the itching from within my body. I could only desperately twist my body, rubbing my genitals against the tip of Ah Chuang's penis, but his glans always hovered at the entrance of my vagina, sometimes touching my clitoris. That sudden tingling made me tremble all over, and I would involuntarily spurt out streams of love fluid from my vagina. When I tried to move my body, Ah Chuang's glans would shallowly penetrate the entrance of my vagina again... It was so uncomfortable for me. What I long for is for Ah Chuang to insert his thick penis into my vagina. I crave to be filled completely, to have Ah Chuang's penis deeply possess me, rubbing against my vagina to relieve my tingling and itching… You bad Ah Chuang, just like that, you've pinned me against the door frame, teasing me with a passion I've never felt before. I'm like a lowly woman chasing after desire, only craving Ah Chuang's possession of me… In Ah Chuang's eyes, I see a man's lust, a thirst for my body, that gushing flame of love, as if it wants to ignite us both. So let me surrender… You bad Ah Chuang, why are you still only using your hands to fondle my breasts? Don't you know my breasts have already been ignited by you? You bad Ah Chuang, why are you desperately chasing my fleeing nipples with your big mouth? Don't you know I can no longer withstand your teasing? You bad Ah Chuang, why are you desperately teasing my vaginal opening with your penis, but not possessing me? Do you know I've already surrendered, my body is waiting for your deep penetration? "Mmm...mmm..." I could only whimper my craving through my nose. Please stop torturing me, okay? My dear husband, I know I used to complain about you in my diary, but I admit my mistakes now. Please stop torturing me and let me enjoy your sexual pleasure. ...******************************** Reading this, my heart surged, and my thoughts returned to that crazy night. I hadn't been home for a long time, and my desire was rising. I wanted to give Xiaowan a surprise, and when I got home, I would tease her wildly. That night, I pinned Xiaowan against the door, my surging desire reaching unprecedented heights. My iron-like penis had long wanted to possess my little beauty. At that moment, when my penis was pressed against Xiaowan's body, I suddenly hesitated. I was afraid that if I possessed her like this, Xiaowan would think I had been unfaithful. After all, we always used the normal position before, and we had never tried any other positions. It wasn't that I didn't want to; I had actually been thinking about it like crazy. Back-to-back position, sitting position, side position, standing position... I had thought about them all. But every time I tried to try different positions, Xiaowan would excitedly refuse, even asking if I had found someone else... I was always suppressing my desires. I couldn't help it; I loved Xiaowan so much. Faced with her rejections and her sexual habits, I chose to comply, never trying to communicate with her, never discussing how "non-traditional" sexual methods could actually be weapons to elevate love. So, I was always worried, afraid Xiaowan would refuse, afraid she had other ideas, afraid it would affect her emotions and ruin my attempt to seduce her that day... ********** ... "Oh... I'm about to be consumed by lust." "Ah Chuang, are you hesitant because you think your little wife has become wanton?" Just as I was tormented by lustful thoughts, Ah Chuang seemed to have made a decision, suddenly leaning me against the wall, his hot penis plunging into my vagina. My vagina was already soaking wet, eagerly awaiting your visit, husband... Oh, so good!!! So deep!!! I never imagined that this sexual position could be so exciting. Oh, I'm so excited, maybe it's because I'm straddling Ah Chuang, my legs spread wide so my vagina isn't tight anymore, and the wetness helps Ah Chuang penetrate me deeply. Whatever the reason, Ah Chuang's penis is deep inside me, touching the very spot that's itching inside me. Deep penetration, a full, satisfying sensation, a gratifying surge—it's so beautiful!!! I remember letting out a soft "Oh..." sound. How embarrassing! Would Ah Chuang think I was lewd? Perhaps because of my cry, Ah Chuang became extremely excited, slightly withdrawing his penis from my body before thrusting it back in forcefully. The powerful impact and friction thrilled me immensely. "Take me! Good Ah Chuang, your little wife surrenders to you, opening her vagina to welcome your 'invasion'..." The next thrust made me almost lose control; I could only cling tightly to Ah Chuang's neck, my breasts pressed firmly against his face... Ah Chuang excitedly began thrusting again, and I could only keep moaning "Oh... Oh..." It was so embarrassing. ************************************** I thought of that time when Xiao Wan moaned seductively under my thrusts, her soft breasts pressed against my face, her whole body burning hot. The first time! It really was the first time Xiao Wan and I had sex standing up! It excited me so much! ********** ... I'm so ashamed. Why am I deceiving myself? I clearly enjoy this kind of sex, but why did I say those things? I so wish Ah Chuang hadn't heard me and would have continued to possess me by the wall… I was too shy to look at Ah Chuang. I really hoped he hadn't heard me and would continue making love with me like this! But… I was too embarrassed to take back what I had just said. I could only hide my flushed, burning cheeks on Ah Chuang's shoulder, thinking, "Don't stop, keep going! I like you possessing me like this!" But Ah Chuang, you silly blockhead, why did you actually walk into the room? Don't you really want a different kind of sex? What am I thinking now? Let Ah Chuang possess me standing up? That position is so lewd! Sex is only normal in bed. Other positions are unhealthy, they're all perverted… But I really did enjoy standing lovemaking the day before yesterday, it was so passionate! Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, don't think about it anymore. That's wrong. It's only normal in bed. Seeing Xiaowan's diary entries, where she reminisces about their sex life the night before May Day and then "reaffirms" her beliefs on May 2nd, I was truly at a loss for words. What a silly girl! I genuinely wanted to try different ways of having sex. Different kinds of sex can only ignite the flame of love between two people, can only lead to complete surrender and the release of love, and only then can we truly enjoy love! Different ways of having sex don't indicate moral decay; rather, they represent the sublimation of love! Only by releasing our shared love and indulging in bed can we truly enjoy our partner's love and truly experience the meaning of life! But this perspective seems to help explain why Xiaowan cheated on me. What's wrong with me? Have I so easily forgiven Xiaowan? No!!! Thinking about this, my feelings are extremely conflicted, and I feel even more agitated. I stood up from the computer, wandered aimlessly around the room, lit a cigarette, took a deep drag, and rubbed my temples."How could I so easily help Xiaowan escape? Her infidelity was wrong, how could I help her escape it?..." I paced around the room a few times, finally convincing myself that I couldn't so easily exonerate Xiaowan. So I went back to the table, stubbed out my cigarette, and continued reading my diary... ************ A-Chuang really just held me like that! Letting his penis remain inside me!! With A-Chuang's movements, his thick penis moved inside me, his hard, thick penis pressing against my vagina, powerfully thrusting into my body, as if his hard, iron-like penis alone could lift my entire body. My silly husband, why did I make you give up other kinds of sex with just one sentence? Hehe, you're so adorably silly, but I will remember the feeling of your penis inside me for the rest of my life. It was so wonderful, it let me experience the strength of a man! Husband, I love you!!! And so, I lay coiled around A-Chuang's body, his wicked thing inside me. We continued to tease each other, A-Chuang occasionally sucking on my nipples. Amidst the laughter, we reached the bed we had been waiting for. A-Chuang tossed me onto the bed, his thick penis "brutally" leaving my body, leaving my vagina feeling noticeably empty. I was about to express my dissatisfaction when A-Chuang pounced on me. I really couldn't control myself anymore. I deliberately spread my legs wide, as if to welcome him, to welcome A-Chuang's wicked thing to visit me... Hehe... "Ah..." Just as A-Chuang pounced on me, the instant his hot body "ironed" my body, I let out a satisfied sigh. A-Chuang's thick, wicked thing slithered into my body like a snake, possessing me once more! The feeling of fullness returned to my body. A-Chuang seemed unable to endure it any longer; as soon as his penis entered my body, he immediately began to move rapidly like a piston. Hehe, I can hear a "squeak, squeak" sound, like washing clothes, coming from where our lower bodies are connected. How lewd! I know it's Ah Chuang's penis moving in and out of my vagina with my love juice. How come so much came out? Ah Chuang will laugh at me. Humph! I see Ah Chuang on top of me, that wicked smile on his face. So embarrassing! I longed to just let loose and completely, to scream out loud, to let Ah Chuang know how much I loved him, how valiant he was, how much I loved his powerful thrusts. But I was so afraid he would laugh at me… I could only grit my teeth and desperately bury my pleasure deep inside me. But it was so hard to hold back! Finally, I opened my heart a little and let out a moan of desire… “Mmm… mmm… mmm… ah…” Husband, I love you so much! Your powerful thrusts are sending me to heaven! Waves of pleasure are building inside me, the pleasure accumulating in my vagina is about to explode! How can it be so intense? I’ve never experienced such intense pleasure before. I’m so afraid that if Ah Chuang leaves me, I won’t be able to bear the loneliness of being alone in my room anymore. My head is starting to spin… “Ah…” I’m almost there. My intense desire reached its climax under A-Chuang's thrusts. My whole body spasmed, my vagina convulsed, my uterus felt like it was being squeezed, and my tense body, unable to bear the strain, finally surrendered. Ignoring my pride, a large amount of fluid suddenly released from my body. Oh no, I think I peed! How embarrassing!!! I can't lose control in front of A-Chuang… Suddenly, I mustered my last bit of strength and pushed A-Chuang away from me… I can't take it anymore, I really peed! So embarrassing!!! Panting heavily, I looked at the stunned A-Chuang. I was so ashamed; he didn't seem to know I peed? He sat up straight, his penis still inside my vagina, his face full of astonishment. I strained to look down, but strangely, there was no urine. I clearly peed; the urine just now flowed out in a torrent, and the relaxation of my tense nerves brought an unprecedented pleasure. But why couldn't I see any urine? But I really couldn't bear to look at the astonished A-Chuang. What should I do? Ah Chuang, what happened to me just now? Do you know? But… how could I… how could I possibly ask him? “Wife… what happened?…” He still has the nerve to ask me what happened? How would I know? You silly thing, you're so much older than me, you must know more than I do, you must understand my “shameful state” just now, but you just won’t tell me, that’s definitely bullying me, but… how could I bring myself to say it! If you know, just tell me, okay? I thought about so many things, but I was really too embarrassed to ask. There was nothing I could do but lie there obediently. Why didn’t he ejaculate today? The feeling just now… was so wonderful!! Seeing that I didn’t react, Ah Chuang carefully and slowly lay on top of me again, gently stroking me, lifting my breasts, caressing them softly, and occasionally kissing my neck. His thick penis, inserted into my vagina, slowly and cautiously moved… all that gentleness made me truly feel Ah Chuang’s love, such an intense feeling! I gently found Ah Chuang's lips and kissed him intimately, teasing his mouth with my tongue and transferring my saliva to him. I felt Ah Chuang swallow my saliva drop by drop, and I was so happy! Ah Chuang's caresses made my heart boil again, especially that "annoying" thing inserted in my vagina, it was so alluring, stirring up my desire again. The tingling and itching sensation in my vagina felt like caterpillars crawling on my skin, both sore and itchy, making me tremble with fear and my hair stand on end. Tension mixed with pleasure!! I twisted and turned under Ah Chuang from time to time, using my position to rub my clitoris against Ah Chuang's pubic hair. It was really unbearable, like being pricked with needles, yet it aroused my boundless desire! I couldn't help but moan again. Ah Chuang seemed to sense my needs, and his penis revived inside me. From shallow, gentle movements, it gradually deepened and receded. I could feel his glans, as it thrust deeply, seemingly opening the opening of my cervix, only to slowly withdraw, leaving me with emptiness. I craved Ah Chuang's renewed penetration to relieve the emptiness and itching in my body. When Ah Chuang powerfully thrust in again, his large glans, wet with my love juice, rubbed against my vaginal walls, tickling me once more, opening my cervix once more… What a wonderful feeling! I longed for Ah Chuang's even more ferocious thrusts! Ah Chuang finally increased his speed and intensity, no longer moving slowly, but thrusting wildly. I could feel the love juice flowing from my body down my buttocks onto the sheets. Ah!!! That maddening feeling was back!!! I couldn't hold back any longer, and I finally cried out again!!! Ah Chuang also breathed heavily, his buttocks rising and falling so much I lost count of the number of times. The pent-up pleasure was about to explode again! "Ah!!!!" That was A-Chuang's groan. I was so happy; my man was about to climax during this sexual encounter. Wait for me, my dear husband, let's do it together!!! Oh!!! In the final thrust, A-Chuang's penis was deeply inserted into my vagina, and we climaxed together. I could feel the scalding semen bursting through my uterus and into my body!!! Under his ejaculation, I reached climax again. The two consecutive climaxes made me overly excited, as if the world had ceased to exist for a moment. I felt like I was floating in the sky, freely stretching my body, as if immersed in clouds, soft and light!!! Slowly, I lost feeling and could only immerse myself in A-Chuang's love for me!!! …I don't know how much time passed before I slowly woke up and saw A-Chuang lying beside me, fast asleep, his sweat-dampened hair still sticking to his head, his cheeks still slightly flushed, and his breathing even. Those hands that had brought me so much pleasure were still on my breasts. The wicked thing that had been relentlessly conquering me was now curled up like a snake between Ah Chuang's legs. I gently squeezed it, playing with it. You naughty thing, you almost killed me just now, but I loved it. You gave me a completely new feeling since we got married. I wanted to kiss him. But I was so ashamed… Shame made me abandon such lewd thoughts. I quietly got out of bed, went to the bathroom, and washed away the traces of our passionate encounter. Then I went back to bed, cuddled Ah Chuang, and fell into a sweet sleep. The next day, I was awakened by a series of itchy sensations. I gently squinted my eyes and saw Ah Chuang on top of me, his greedy mouth diligently licking my breasts, gently nibbling my nipples. Oh, what an intoxicating feeling! I continued to enjoy my husband's caresses with my eyes closed. Ah Chuang didn't seem to realize I was awake and continued kissing my breasts. Slowly, he kissed my lower abdomen, leaving tingling, itchy marks where his lips slid. What was he going to do?! Ah, he's going to kiss my genitals! How can he? It's so dirty, so shameful! I won't do it!! I can't even imagine!! My husband's mouth is sucking on my pubic hair, and he's licking my mons pubis with his tongue. It's so itchy there! You bad husband, I won't do it! Oh… it's so itchy, stop… I feel the heat inside me rising with each kiss, and my vagina is incredibly itchy and numb. He's such a devil! I'm so tense now, my legs are clenched, and my clitoris is being tingled by…Chuang's tongue tickled me, each touch bringing an intense excitement. I couldn't take it anymore; my vagina was secreting fluid again. That rascal, he wouldn't stop! Chuang didn't seem to be stopping. His tongue… his tongue gradually moved towards my labia. No! It's so dirty! I don't want my husband to think I've become bad! Stop it!!! Oh!!! So good… No!!! I couldn't resist Chuang's teasing. I sat up, abruptly pushing away my husband who was "working hard," and opened my eyes, staring intently at Chuang. Chuang was probably startled by my actions; after all, we had never kissed like this before, and I had always firmly refused his advances! Seeing Chuang's panicked expression, I chuckled, suddenly hugging him tightly, holding him close, and using my writhing body to tell him how much I needed him. Ah Chuang now understood I wasn't really angry, so he cheered and pounced on me. He eagerly spread my thighs with both hands, pulled my hand up, and guided it to his penis. How embarrassing!! How could I have been so obedient and actually grasped his penis? So hard, so thick, so hot! Ah Chuang's glans was exposed outside my palm, and I could feel the throbbing of blood in his thick penis! The fluid seeping from his glans clung to my hand—how shameful! I was so nervous I didn't know what to do! I could only clench my fist tightly! Ah Chuang's hand was pulling mine; he wanted me to guide his penis into my vagina. That naughty guy, bullying me and then expecting my cooperation. I mischievously tried to pull his penis out, but Ah Chuang thought I was leading his naughty thing to the entrance of my vagina and tried to force it in, only to have it slip out from under my vagina. I had intended to embarrass Ah Chuang's eagerness, but before I could even laugh, the sliding of his large glans against my vulva sent shivers down my spine. The sensation from my genitals made me even more aroused and unbearable. The intense tingling and itching immediately overwhelmed my body. I couldn't help but moan softly! It seemed I had brought this upon myself! Someone save me!!! Ah Chuang was initially angry because I hadn't obeyed and guided his penis into my vagina, but seeing my panting, he smiled mischievously and instead made his penis rub against my vulva, ignoring my guidance. This was unbearable; it was truly awful. From now on, women must listen to men, otherwise, we women will suffer! I tried desperately to control his unruly penis, but my husband was so strong; his iron-like penis just wouldn't penetrate me, leaving me in a state of limbo. The fluid secreted from my vagina flowed down my buttocks and onto the sheets. I hastily and recklessly grabbed Ah Chuang's penis, glaring at him fiercely. Seeing I was truly "angry," Ah Chuang obediently stopped his playful antics, and his mischievous penis, following my guidance, finally pressed against the entrance of my vagina. Then, with a push, oh, the enormous glans finally forced its way open, half of it penetrating. Hehe, now let's see how you run! I sighed "Oh," finally receiving my husband's "comfort." I truly couldn't believe I was actually leading my husband to possess me. Had I become bad? Why was my sexual desire so intense? Seeing how aroused I was, my husband stopped teasing me and, with a push, "squelch," his entire penis slid in! It seems foreplay is really important. I remember before, when we had sex, I always rejected my husband's advances. Without foreplay, intercourse wasn't as smooth or pleasurable as it was now. It seems I should be more "lustful" and accept my husband's teasing more! After my husband's penis entered me, it began to thrust intensely, and the feeling of excitement once again overwhelmed my body! The "squelching" sounds coming from my lower body made me both shy and excited! This kind of intercourse was something I had never experienced before. I love my husband so much!!! While my lower body was being violated, my husband's hands would constantly caress me, teasing all my erogenous zones, and he would whisper "darling" and "baby" in my ear. Such cheesy words! I don't know if it was the feeling of pleasure or his breath on my ear, but I got goosebumps all over, but... I love this feeling! Accompanied by my moans, my husband and I reached orgasm again, and his semen sprayed into my uterus, making me feel the impact of his semen and the heat of his love once more... This time, I really don't know how long it lasted, but when we woke up, it was past noon. My whole body felt boneless, limp, and my vagina and uterus were still twitching. I really didn't want to move anymore. Thankfully, my husband, Ah Chuang, managed to get out of bed and cook some food to feed us. Lunch was so cozy; we were naked, feeding each other. I hadn't felt my husband's tenderness in so long! I'm such a happy woman! After lunch, my husband started getting handsy again, which scared me to death! I feel like we've never been this intense since we got married; I just couldn't take it anymore. And Ah Chuang should also take care of his health; he can't indulge himself like that. Health is the foundation of work! After much pleading, Ah Chuang finally calmed down, and we rested quietly for the afternoon. In the evening, we enjoyed a cozy dinner out—what a romantic day! Under the night sky, I felt like the happiest woman! My husband is strong, loves me, is considerate, loves our family, and works hard to earn money! It would be even better if he could be home more often! Hehe, I'm a greedy woman; life can't be perfect! With my husband, everything is enough!!! Husband! I want to say, "I love you! Forever!!!" ********** ... Without truly communicating with her, without probing her true thoughts, I assumed she always considered oral sex dirty and shameful. Little did I know she also secretly longed for and anticipated it. Why didn't I teach her that sex is beautiful, that trying different methods could enhance a couple's relationship without damaging their harmony? It's also my fault for not expressing my needs, for not finding a way to communicate, for constantly giving in, and for not teaching Xiaowan how to live a fulfilling life. At the same time, I feel even more guilty. It seems my understanding of life was too simplistic. Life is a book that can never be fully read or practiced; there's so much I need to learn… Lost in these thoughts, dawn broke. Gathering my jumbled thoughts, I must lead my team into a new day! I still have the most important things to do tonight.He was rubbing my vagina, but when he saw my panting, he grinned wickedly. Instead, his penis became unruly, ignoring my guidance, rubbing against my lower body. I couldn't take it anymore; this was really getting to me. From now on, women must listen to men, otherwise, we women will suffer! I tried hard to control his unruly penis, but my husband was so strong; his iron-like penis just wouldn't penetrate me, leaving me feeling awkward and uncomfortable. The fluid secreted from my vagina flowed down my buttocks and onto the sheets. I grabbed Ah Chuang's penis urgently and roughly, glaring at him fiercely. Seeing that I was truly "angry," Ah Chuang obediently stopped his mischief, and his playful penis finally yielded to my guidance, pressing against the entrance of my vagina. Then, with a push, oh, the huge glans finally forced its way open, half of it penetrating. Hehe, now let's see how you run! I let out a sigh of relief, finally receiving my husband's "comfort." I couldn't believe it; I was actually leading him to possess me. Had I become bad? Why was my sexual desire so intense? Seeing how aroused I was, my husband stopped teasing me and, with a forceful thrust, "squelch," his entire penis slid in! It seems foreplay is truly important. I remember before, I always rejected my husband's advances. Without foreplay, intercourse wasn't as smooth or pleasurable as it was now. It seems I should be more "promiscuous" and accept my husband's teasing more! After his penis entered, he thrust intensely, and the feeling of excitement once again overwhelmed me! The "squelch" sounds coming from my lower body made me both shy and excited! This kind of intercourse was unlike anything I'd ever experienced before. I love my husband so much!!! While my lower body was being violated, my husband's hands kept caressing me, teasing all my erogenous zones, and he kept calling me "darling" and "baby" in my ear. Such cheesy words! I don't know if it was the feeling of pleasure or his breath on my ear, but I got goosebumps all over, but… I loved this feeling! Accompanied by my moans, my husband and I reached another climax, and his semen sprayed into my uterus again, making me feel the impact of his semen and the heat of his love once more… This time, I really don't know how long it lasted, but when we woke up, it was past noon. My whole body felt boneless, limp, and my vagina and uterus were still twitching. I really didn't want to move anymore. Thankfully, my husband managed to get out of bed and make some food to satisfy our hunger. Lunch was so cozy; we just sat there naked, feeding each other. I hadn't felt my husband's tenderness in so long! I was such a happy little woman! After lunch, my husband started getting handsy again, which terrified me! I feel like these past two nights have been more intense than anything since we got married. I'm really exhausted. And Ah Chuang should also take care of his health; he can't indulge himself and squander his body. Health is the foundation of work! After much coaxing, Ah Chuang finally calmed down, and we rested quietly for the afternoon. In the evening, we enjoyed a cozy dinner out—what a romantic day! Under the night sky, I felt like the happiest woman! My husband is strong, loves me, is considerate, loves our family, and works hard to earn money! It would be even better if he could be home more often! Hehe, I'm a greedy woman; life isn't perfect! With my husband, everything is enough!!! Husband! I want to say: "I love you! Forever!!!" ********** ... But the thought of Xiaowan's infidelity overwhelmed me. Why did you cheat on me?! Why did you choose to leave after such pleasure?! I truly don't understand!!! At the same time, I realized my wife's sexual desires. Since we got married, I've always pampered her, always afraid of scaring her during sex. In my eyes, Xiaowan is such a pure and beautiful girl; I've cherished her like a flower in a greenhouse. Sexually, I dared not cheat, always sticking to traditional methods. I never truly communicated with her, never explored her true feelings. I thought she always considered oral sex dirty and shameful, but I didn't know she also longed for and desired it. Why didn't I teach her that sex is beautiful, that trying different methods could enhance our relationship without destroying our harmony? It's also my fault; I didn't express my needs, didn't find a way to communicate, only gave in, and failed to teach Xiaowan how to live a fulfilling life. At the same time, I felt even more guilty. It seems my ideas about life were too simplistic. Life is a book that can never be fully read or practiced. There is so much I need to learn... As I was lost in thought, dawn broke. Gathering my chaotic thoughts, I still have to lead my team to welcome a new day! I still have the most important thing to do tonight.He was rubbing my vagina, but when he saw my panting, he grinned wickedly. Instead, his penis became unruly, ignoring my guidance, rubbing against my lower body. I couldn't take it anymore; this was really getting to me. From now on, women must listen to men, otherwise, we women will suffer! I tried hard to control his unruly penis, but my husband was so strong; his iron-like penis just wouldn't penetrate me, leaving me feeling awkward and uncomfortable. The fluid secreted from my vagina flowed down my buttocks and onto the sheets. I grabbed Ah Chuang's penis urgently and roughly, glaring at him fiercely. Seeing that I was truly "angry," Ah Chuang obediently stopped his mischief, and his playful penis finally yielded to my guidance, pressing against the entrance of my vagina. Then, with a push, oh, the huge glans finally forced its way open, half of it penetrating. Hehe, now let's see how you run! I let out a sigh of relief, finally receiving my husband's "comfort." I couldn't believe it; I was actually leading him to possess me. Had I become bad? Why was my sexual desire so intense? Seeing how aroused I was, my husband stopped teasing me and, with a forceful thrust, "squelch," his entire penis slid in! It seems foreplay is truly important. I remember before, I always rejected my husband's advances. Without foreplay, intercourse wasn't as smooth or pleasurable as it was now. It seems I should be more "promiscuous" and accept my husband's teasing more! After his penis entered, he thrust intensely, and the feeling of excitement once again overwhelmed me! The "squelch" sounds coming from my lower body made me both shy and excited! This kind of intercourse was unlike anything I'd ever experienced before. I love my husband so much!!! While my lower body was being violated, my husband's hands kept caressing me, teasing all my erogenous zones, and he kept calling me "darling" and "baby" in my ear. Such cheesy words! I don't know if it was the feeling of pleasure or his breath on my ear, but I got goosebumps all over, but… I loved this feeling! Accompanied by my moans, my husband and I reached another climax, and his semen sprayed into my uterus again, making me feel the impact of his semen and the heat of his love once more… This time, I really don't know how long it lasted, but when we woke up, it was past noon. My whole body felt boneless, limp, and my vagina and uterus were still twitching. I really didn't want to move anymore. Thankfully, my husband managed to get out of bed and make some food to satisfy our hunger. Lunch was so cozy; we just sat there naked, feeding each other. I hadn't felt my husband's tenderness in so long! I was such a happy little woman! After lunch, my husband started getting handsy again, which terrified me! I feel like these past two nights have been more intense than anything since we got married. I'm really exhausted. And Ah Chuang should also take care of his health; he can't indulge himself and squander his body. Health is the foundation of work! After much coaxing, Ah Chuang finally calmed down, and we rested quietly for the afternoon. In the evening, we enjoyed a cozy dinner out—what a romantic day! Under the night sky, I felt like the happiest woman! My husband is strong, loves me, is considerate, loves our family, and works hard to earn money! It would be even better if he could be home more often! Hehe, I'm a greedy woman; life isn't perfect! With my husband, everything is enough!!! Husband! I want to say: "I love you! Forever!!!" ********** ... But the thought of Xiaowan's infidelity overwhelmed me. Why did you cheat on me?! Why did you choose to leave after such pleasure?! I truly don't understand!!! At the same time, I realized my wife's sexual desires. Since we got married, I've always pampered her, always afraid of scaring her during sex. In my eyes, Xiaowan is such a pure and beautiful girl; I've cherished her like a flower in a greenhouse. Sexually, I dared not cheat, always sticking to traditional methods. I never truly communicated with her, never explored her true feelings. I thought she always considered oral sex dirty and shameful, but I didn't know she also longed for and desired it. Why didn't I teach her that sex is beautiful, that trying different methods could enhance our relationship without destroying our harmony? It's also my fault; I didn't express my needs, didn't find a way to communicate, only gave in, and failed to teach Xiaowan how to live a fulfilling life. At the same time, I felt even more guilty. It seems my ideas about life were too simplistic. Life is a book that can never be fully read or practiced. There is so much I need to learn... As I was lost in thought, dawn broke. Gathering my chaotic thoughts, I still have to lead my team to welcome a new day! I still have the most important thing to do tonight.I cherished her like a delicate flower in a greenhouse. Sexually, I dared not stray, always sticking to traditional methods of intercourse. I never truly communicated with her, never explored her true feelings. I assumed she considered oral sex dirty and shameful, but little did I know she also longed for and desired it. Why didn't I teach her that sex is beautiful, that trying different methods could enhance our relationship without damaging our harmony? It's also my fault for not expressing my needs, for failing to communicate, for constantly giving in, and for not teaching Xiaowan how to live a fulfilling life. I also feel immense self-reproach; my understanding of life has been too simplistic. Life is a book that can never be fully read or fully practiced; there's so much I need to learn… Lost in these thoughts, dawn broke. Gathering my scattered thoughts, I must lead my team into a new day! I have the most important things to do tonight.I cherished her like a delicate flower in a greenhouse. Sexually, I dared not stray, always sticking to traditional methods of intercourse. I never truly communicated with her, never explored her true feelings. I assumed she considered oral sex dirty and shameful, but little did I know she also longed for and desired it. Why didn't I teach her that sex is beautiful, that trying different methods could enhance our relationship without damaging our harmony? It's also my fault for not expressing my needs, for failing to communicate, for constantly giving in, and for not teaching Xiaowan how to live a fulfilling life. I also feel immense self-reproach; my understanding of life has been too simplistic. Life is a book that can never be fully read or fully practiced; there's so much I need to learn… Lost in these thoughts, dawn broke. Gathering my scattered thoughts, I must lead my team into a new day! I have the most important things to do tonight.

Chapter 3, Section 2: Peeping into Privacy

Author: sunny1112600

Section Two: Invading Privacy "Ring..." The phone rang in the room. I knew it was Zhang Qian calling me for breakfast. "Hello..." I answered, my voice slightly hoarse. "Boss... are you up?" Zhang Qian's pleasant voice came from the other end of the line, though it hesitated slightly. Perhaps Zhang Qian noticed my unusual voice, so she pressed on, "Boss... are you feeling unwell? Have you caught a cold?" "No, I didn't sleep well yesterday." Hearing Zhang Qian's charming greeting, my gloomy mood brightened a bit. "Oh... then... I'll wait for you in the rooftop restaurant..." "Okay." The hotel's rooftop revolving restaurant was filled with guests enjoying breakfast, spaced out. I stood at the restaurant entrance, looking around at the diners, trying to find Zhang Qian in the crowd. I saw Zhang Qian waving at me from a table in the distance, and I quickly walked over. Zhang Qian was still dressed in her professional attire, elegant yet relaxed. Her short, chin-length hair was styled with a touch of hair gel, the ends curling slightly upwards, revealing her slender, fair neck, which was adorned with a perfectly round, white pearl necklace—truly elegant and dignified. Her carefully groomed cheeks were lightly blushed, with a touch of powder, making her already radiant face even more beautiful. "I'm sorry, I was just too tired and took a shower, so I'm late," I explained apologetically to this charming secretary after sitting down. "Our Qianqian looks so beautiful today! Look, everyone around is secretly glancing at you," I teased her. "Don't talk nonsense, I didn't mean to show them..." She suddenly paused, as if she had said something wrong, and lowered her head involuntarily. I looked at Zhang Qian, puzzled, thinking, "What's wrong now?" Zhang Qian seemed to notice me looking at her, and her face turned red. "Huh, why is she blushing?" I thought to myself, recalling what Zhang Qian had just said. "It's not for anyone else to see, could it be... could it be... for me?" My heart started pounding for no reason. I didn't dare ask any more questions. Looking at the breakfast Zhang Qian had ordered for me, I had no appetite at all. But if I didn't eat, I was afraid of worrying Zhang Qian, so I forced myself to eat a few bites. Neither of us spoke, and the atmosphere was a little awkward. Seeing that Zhang Qian only had a glass of milk and a vegetable salad in front of her, I tried to start a conversation. "Hey, Qianqian, trying to lose weight? Why are you eating so little?" "..." Zhang Qian still didn't say anything. "Hey, you have to eat properly. If you overwork yourself, I can't take the responsibility. There are so many things to do, I can't do without you." Zhang Qian looked up at me and chuckled. "I don't have an appetite today, so I don't want to eat." "Ah, you don't have an appetite, but you ordered so much for me. How can I eat it all? Do you want to raise a pig?" I sensed that Zhang Qian was preoccupied today, so I deliberately joked with her. "I wouldn't dare..." Zhang Qian laughed at my teasing. "Boss, are you alright?" Yuqian asked with concern, noticing my bloodshot eyes. "...Nothing...maybe I didn't rest well yesterday." "..." Zhang Qian glanced at me thoughtfully but didn't press further. "Alright, eat properly, here...you have to finish this." She unconsciously forked her steak from her plate and placed it in front of Zhang Qian. I then realized it was my food, and it didn't seem right to give it to another girl. But Zhang Qian only glanced at me, pouting as if complaining about the large piece, before happily eating it. Breakfast was finished. Next was meeting with Boss Xu at the Jinjiang Hotel. Everything was mostly agreed upon; the details would be discussed by both sides' subordinates. I was happy to have some free time, chatting with Boss Xu. I treated the client to lunch, and it seemed the contract could be officially signed in two or three days. I said goodbye to Boss Xu and Zhang Qian, preparing to leave the Jinjiang Hotel. "Seventh Brother, is that you?" came an excited voice from behind. The voice sounded so familiar! I turned around. "Sixth Brother! It's you!..." I was overjoyed. It was my best friend from university—Zhang Dong. "Seven years have passed, Seventh Brother, you look so energetic now..." Zhang Dong warmly shook my hand. "Sixth Brother, you look radiant too." I replied enthusiastically. "Wow, such a pretty girl, who is she?" Zhang Dong, still in his university days, chatted with my pretty female secretary. "Hello, my name is Zhang Qian, I'm Mr. Liu's secretary." Zhang Qian's pretty face was slightly flushed, but she answered Zhang Dong's teasing politely. "Look at you, still like you were in university." I patted Zhang Dong on the shoulder. "Don't look so lecherous, or I'll tell your wife, and you'll be in trouble." "Ha...ha..." Zhang Dong laughed loudly, a glint of something I couldn't understand flashing in his eyes. "Zhang Qian, my secretary, an excellent assistant at work." I introduced Zhang Qian to Zhang Dong. "Zhang Dong, my best friend from university, studying in the United States." I introduced Zhang Qian. "Hello." Zhang Qian generously extended her hand. "Hello, such a beautiful lady is someone I should get close to." Zhang Dong continued to joke with Zhang Qian. "Forget it, don't do that, you'll scare my secretary." I stepped between the two. "He's a womanizer, ignore him." I said to Zhang Qian, pointing at Zhang Dong as I laughed. "President Liu's classmate must be quite capable, please guide me in the future." Zhang Qian said politely to Zhang Dong. "Not at all, your President Liu is so capable, he must have many capable subordinates." Zhang Dong said modestly, which was rare for him. "Forget it, don't be so modest." I interrupted Zhang Dong. "Do you have anything else to do later? Shall we get together?" I asked Zhang Dong. "Even if I have something else to do, I'll put it aside." "Haha, where's your wife? There's no time like the present, how about today? I'll treat you both." "Your wife is out, it's rare to run into you, come on, let's go to my room." "Oh? You stay here, what a coincidence." "...You go back to the hotel first, I want to have a good time with Zhang Dong, you handle the contract matter." I turned to Zhang Qian and said. "Okay..." Zhang Qian replied. "Boss, drink less alcohol and take care of yourself," Zhang Qian whispered to me. "Then I'll be going, goodbye, Mr. Zhang." Zhang Qian looked up and politely said goodbye to Zhang Dong. "Aren't you coming up with me?" Zhang Dong asked. "No, you two must have so much to talk about after not seeing each other for so long. Besides, if I don't work hard, Mr. Liu won't fire me." Zhang Qian gave me a playful glance. "Haha, don't work so hard. Your Mr. Liu is a well-known workaholic, be careful not to overwork yourself... Well then, next time I'll treat you and your Mr. Liu." Zhang Qian smiled politely and said goodbye. "Hey, watch out." Zhang Dong suddenly said to me as he watched Zhang Qian's departing figure. "What?" "Your secretary is very interested in you." Zhang Dong teased. "Hehe, when will you stop being so lecherous and stop thinking such nonsense?" "Don't you believe me? I, Zhang Dong, am the best at judging women." We walked and talked until we entered Zhang Dong's suite. "Come on, tell me, how have you been these past few years?" I asked eagerly as soon as we sat down. "You didn't tell me anything when you went abroad, you just left so suddenly. I even heard about your marriage from other people. You're so secretive with me, it really hurts my feelings. So many years, you just disappeared without a trace. Did you really think you vanished? Is life abroad that good?" "Seventh Brother, you were my best friend in college. Everyone else disapproved of my arrogant behavior." Zhang Dong said while making me a cup of coffee, a hint of melancholy in his eyes. "They looked down on me, but I looked down on them too. They thought I was too dissolute. I considered myself a talented scholar, so I looked down on them even more." Zhang Dong took a sip of coffee and continued. "You were very arrogant in college, but you were also excellent at your studies, your family was better off than ours, and you had so many beautiful girlfriends. How could your buddies not be jealous?" I said with a smile. "You, Seventh Brother, I hate their pretentious attitude the most, but you're different. You're still so friendly to me." Zhang Dong seemed to be immersed in his college life. "To be honest, it's really boring without friends. I was quite depressed back then..." "Depressed? Haha, just kidding. I didn't see it at all. Girlfriends came and went like a revolving door, we were all green with envy." "That's not true. A brother is a brother, no woman can replace him." "If you don't have friendship, just find a woman to replace it. That's why I've always valued your friendship with me." Zhang Dong said emotionally. "Don't laugh like that, or I'll slap you." Zhang Dong was a little embarrassed by my mischievous smile. "No...no...it's my fault, it's my fault." I quickly apologized while laughing. "Remember when you tried to seduce me with girls? That wasn't because of friendship, was it?" I laughed and teased Zhang Dong while drinking my Coca-Cola. "You still remember?" Zhang Dong said a little embarrassed. "Of course, I was a pure virgin back then. You pushed a hot and beautiful woman onto me, how could I control myself?" "I didn't want to give away my first time like that!" I said with a laugh. Recalling the scene back then, I really couldn't help but laugh. "Thinking back, I'm still wondering why you thought of using a woman to seduce me back then," I asked curiously. "Seventh Brother, you..." Zhang Dong shook his head and continued. "Now that I'm telling you, I'm not afraid you'll be angry, and you'd better not be angry..." Zhang Dong looked up at me, his eyes very sincere. "Okay, go ahead, it's all in the past, why should I be angry? Besides, with our relationship, why would I be angry? If I were angry, I'd just give you a good beating, that would be the only way I could vent my anger." "Back then, I used a woman to seduce you because I wanted to test you..." "Test me?" "Do you know Boss?" Zhang Dong suddenly changed the subject. "Oh? Boss, aren't you two the worst enemies?""You look down on him the most." I asked, surprised. "Hmph! Do you know that the boss once tried to get close to me?" "The boss? No way, you two are like oil and water." "Yeah, he tried to get close to me in our sophomore year. At the time, I thought, forget it, we're roommates, why be so tense... But who knew, he wanted to date a woman I knew..." "..." I looked at Zhang Dong with surprise. "Surprised, aren't you? It's because of women that he wanted to get close to me." Zhang Dong said sullenly, "I don't lack women, I can give them to others, but... hmph, someone like him, does he deserve it..." "Oh... you wanted to test me too... you brat, luckily I'm resolute." I understood Zhang Dong's actions back then. Although I felt a little uncomfortable, I broke down the barrier between us with one sentence. "I didn't misjudge you." Zhang Dong stared at me for a while and said firmly, "It's because you didn't get close to me for any reason that I considered you my best friend. Later, I even wanted to introduce you to some beautiful women." "Forget it, I'm scared of you! Your ideas are always so peculiar!" I replied casually. But Zhang Dong's eyes flashed with a look that puzzled me again. "Seventh Brother, I beg you to forgive me. I was all alone back then. Tell me how you've been since graduation. Looks like you're doing pretty well." "Oh, not at all. Please excuse my poor performance." So I roughly recounted my experiences over the past seven years. "Not bad, Seventh Brother. I knew you had ambition back then, and I was right." "Alright, you went abroad after graduation. How was it there?" "It's a long story." Zhang Dong stretched back on the sofa and sighed deeply. "Brother, don't think everyone who goes abroad does well. Those who haven't experienced it can hardly imagine the hardships..." "How could that be? Not only are you smarter than most of us, but just think about your family, your parents—how could they let you suffer like this..." I said incredulously. Zhang Dong lit a cigarette and took a deep drag. The smoke curled upwards, and through it, Zhang Dong's figure appeared so blurry... "Sixth Brother... do you know, my parents have both passed away..." Zhang Dong said heavily. "What? When?" I was shocked, my voice filled with sadness. "Right after I arrived in America, in a car accident..." Zhang Dong's voice choked with emotion. "When I first came abroad, I thought I could support myself without relying on my parents... but my parents are really gone..." "Now only my loving grandmother is left at home. If it weren't for her insistence that I continue studying in America, I might not have achieved what I have today..." "Later, I vowed to make something of myself, so I returned to America." "I have to rely on myself for everything..." "I left all the money my parents left me to my grandmother, and I'm working hard in America on my own..." "After struggling, I realized that the world is beyond the imagination of a reckless youth. Can you believe it? Sometimes I even survived on just one bag of noodles a day..." "Don't be surprised, it's true. I've tried everything. I've been a food delivery driver, carried mail, done manual labor. As long as I could survive, I did anything..." "Until I met your sister-in-law..." "I'm only able to live a decent life today because of your sister-in-law..." Zhang Dong spoke slowly and softly, as if he had forgotten my presence. I knew he must have gone through tough times; otherwise, the Zhang Dong I knew would never be so profound. I sat up straight and listened carefully to Zhang Dong's story... "I met your sister-in-law when I was delivering food. She was entertaining a customer at the time..." "?!!!!!" I looked at Zhang Dong in shock. "Surprised? Can't you accept it?" Zhang Dong smiled self-deprecatingly. "???" "My eyes were filled with endless confusion as I answered Zhang Dong's question. 'Yes, she's a prostitute!' Zhang Dong confirmed my confusion. 'Your sister-in-law is abroad, just like me, struggling alone. She's an orphan, has no connections, and has to raise money for her education...' Zhang Dong's voice was somewhat agitated. 'A girl, with no income and no green card to work, what can she rely on besides her body?' 'Can I look down on her?'" "Zhang Dong seemed to be asking himself. 'I can't. She didn't steal or rob; she relied entirely on herself. She lived a strong life. She sold her body, but her spirit was pure…' 'But that client took advantage of her not having a green card and refused to pay. During the argument, I arrived. I saw a man bullying a woman, and I…' 'I beat him up. Although I was bleeding from my head, but… I got the money…' 'Your sister-in-law clutched the money in one hand and hugged me, crying. And just like that… two lonely hearts began to merge…' 'What happened next was simple. We visited each other frequently and gradually developed feelings for each other. And just like that… we got together…' 'You… it really wasn't easy…'" "...I sighed deeply, feeling very depressed. "Thank you for not looking down on us..." Zhang Dong said, deeply moved that I had accepted his life. "Then...how did you manage to live after that..." I couldn't help but let my thoughts wander into Zhang Dong's life and asked. "After we fell in love, at first, I resisted your sister-in-law continuing to work as a prostitute. I worked desperately, but that kind of life couldn't be sustained..." "One day, I discovered that your sister-in-law was taking clients again. I had a huge argument with her, but she cried and said that if things continued like this, we would both die..." "In reality, you can't refuse to bow your head. We redesigned our lives. In America, you can't survive without money." "Only by relying on yourself can you live in America...There is no paradise here, only a battlefield, and you have to rely on yourself." "Fortunately, your sister-in-law graduated six months later and found a job at a small company, and we finally settled down a bit." "Then your sister-in-law encouraged me to study. In order to get ahead and escape this lowly life as soon as possible, I also started studying at the local university." "Your sister-in-law, to let me focus on my studies, resolutely prevented me from working and supported my life and education on her own." "Forced by circumstances, she went back to her old ways..." Zhang Dong's voice choked as he spoke, gradually turning into sobs. "You know, I got my degree because of your sister-in-law's body? I completed all my studies in just two and a half years, a miracle at the local university." "Later, I also received a scholarship at school, and only then did your sister-in-law stop prostitution..." "You...you've really suffered so much!" I really didn't know what to say. What happened shocked me but also moved me deeply. It turns out there really is true love in the world!!!! "After receiving the scholarship, our lives changed a lot. Later, I climbed to the position of department manager at a very famous local company, which truly improved our lives." "Bless you! I'm so proud of you!" I don't know if my words were appropriate, but at that moment, I only wanted to bless them wholeheartedly! "Silly brother, you're so adorably silly!" Zhang Dong laughed at my blessing. The gray atmosphere gradually brightened with sunshine. Zhang Dong and I sat together by the window, watching the setting sun offer its last rays to the earth. The sunlight shone on Zhang Dong's angular face; the once spirited and unrestrained Zhang Dong on campus was now so mature and composed. "Sixth Brother, I want to ask you, can you... accept this kind of life?" I was eager to know the answer to this question, perhaps searching for answers to my own infidelity. "Seventh Brother, do you know...?" Zhang Dong responded to my question. "At first, we accepted it helplessly. Why? After all, we had to survive. You can't feel the hardships outside when you're in China." Zhang Dong explained. "But now I want to ask you, what is the standard for measuring a person's success?" "???" I was at a loss. "Actually, the most common standard is money, don't you agree?" "Zhang Dong retorted with a hint of sarcasm. "Money, it's a damn bad thing. When you don't have it, everyone fights tooth and nail for it, but when you have it, you don't know what you can do with it." Seeing my confused look, Zhang Dong continued to explain. "Back then, your sister-in-law and I sold our bodies and our dignity because we had no money. When I saw those filthy clients on your sister-in-law's body, I could only silently accept it. After they left, I could only shed tears in my heart and help your sister-in-law clean herself..." Zhang Dong lit another cigarette and became lost in his memories again. "Back then, I swore that once I had status and money, I would never allow such a thing to happen again..." "Seventh Brother, do you know now? I have social status, and I've made a lot of money. In America, I'm now middle class, living in a mansion and driving a sports car. Your sister-in-law should no longer be suffering." Zhang Dong looked up at me, his eyes gleaming. "But our lives haven't turned out the way we planned..." "Don't you understand what I mean?" "Zhang Dong noticed my confusion and continued, 'When our material conditions improved, we did go wild for a while, but afterwards, life lost its passion…' 'A life without passion is like stagnant water. Even though we loved each other deeply, the lack of passion made us both anxious.' 'We were anxious, afraid that our love would be worn away by this stagnant life, afraid that our love would be lost in the sea of time…' 'Perhaps you won't agree with what I'm saying. Maybe it's because of our shared experiences; you can't understand my life all at once…' Seeing my growing confusion, Zhang Dong explained more earnestly, 'Do you know, during that time, your sister-in-law and I stayed up all night…'""We've had sex, but we can't find that feeling anymore. And there's no need to hide it from you; our methods are probably beyond your imagination, after all, you're in mainland China." Zhang Dong actually laughed, as if he were talking about something ridiculous. "We've used all sorts of ingenious tools and tried all sorts of positions. Do you know what SM is?" Zhang Dong asked me with a smile. I blushed a little. Even if mainland China is backward, I've still browsed classic forums like Coastline; of course I know what SM is. Does he really think I'm an ignorant boy? Seeing me nod, Zhang Dong nodded, somewhat surprised but also knowing. "Have you ever used SM?" Zhang Dong continued to ask me. "..." I shook my head awkwardly, my face burning red. My blush was purely because of my male pride; being asked this made me feel too naive and lacking in masculine dignity. "You're really naive, kid." Zhang Dong didn't let up on teasing me. "We've tried many things, but your sister-in-law and I still can't find that passionate feeling." "Later, we learned from casual conversations with friends that wife-swapping and pornography filming were popular among the local wealthy..." Seeing my surprised expression, Zhang Dong revealed the expected smug grin. "Hmm... Really?! How could that be... It's too shocking... How could you accept that?" I muttered to myself, uttering words I didn't even understand, still reeling from Zhang Dong's words. "Why wouldn't you accept it?! Is seeing your marriage in trouble and not taking any action to let it crumble and your family break apart what you call loyalty to your marriage?!" Zhang Dong continued, waving his arms excitedly. "Marriage, as long as there is love, as long as the essence of love remains unchanged, that's enough. The methods used to maintain it are just a matter of technique. Don't you think love is the most important thing?" "But...but..." I wanted to argue with Zhang Dong, but after stammering twice, I couldn't open my mouth anymore. My head was buzzing, as if a thousand bees were swirling around it, making me irritable, depressed, and suffocated... a feeling that was piling up in my chest, making it hard to breathe. Seeing my pained expression, Zhang Dong assumed I couldn't accept his new way of thinking and ideas. A slight smile appeared on his lips, as if he were letting others judge him, and he stopped talking, just quietly smoking and watching me. Actually, I wasn't just shocked by Zhang Dong's unusual remarks. I was thinking about my own marriage, about Xiao Wan's infidelity, and... The scene I witnessed a few days ago was shocking. I had always believed I was absolutely right, and Xiaowan was absolutely wrong; she had cheated on me, betraying our marriage and our love. Seeing the "True Love" banner hanging in our living room felt like a mockery. A feeling of grief and anger has lingered, making me hate Xiaowan's infidelity! But today, Zhang Dong's remarks have given me a different perspective on my marriage. Things are like a coin with two sides. I only saw Xiaowan's betrayal, only hated her deception, but I didn't see other aspects. I don't know why Xiaowan betrayed me. Am I always right in my marriage? Haven't I neglected Xiaowan because of work? Leaving a newlywed woman alone in her room—am I really without fault?! What is the essence of the marriage I'm seeking? Didn't I marry Xiaowan because I loved her? Don't I still deeply love her now? But does Xiaowan still love me? In that lewd scene I witnessed, didn't Xiaowan think of me? Wasn't she rushing to call me? If Xiaowan didn't care about me, why would she care so much about my feelings?! So Xiaowan loves me! So my marriage still revolves around love, but I… how… Forgive her lewd expression in bed! ...How can I accept this...Jealousy, pain, grief, self-blame, regret...All sorts of emotions suddenly attacked me, making my head throb even more. Give up Xiao Wan? Abandon her! ...But I can't bear to! I...Suddenly, I really want to know why Xiao Wan cheated on me, why did she cheat on me! Zhang Dong silently watched me, noticing I was almost hysterical. His arrogant gaze gradually turned to surprise and then to deep thought. But seeing me clutching my hair in pain, he knew he couldn't let things continue like this, otherwise, I might go crazy... "Hey!!! Seventh Brother, what's wrong? Seventh Brother!!!..." Zhang Dong pushed my shoulder, trying to bring me back from my thoughts. "Oh..." I looked up, my eyes blankly staring ahead, still not understanding. "Seventh Brother!!!!" Seeing I hadn't come to my senses, Zhang Dong reached for a mineral water bottle on the coffee table next to him and poured it over my head. "Ah!!!" I snapped out of my reverie. Looking at the cold water pouring over my head, I gave an awkward laugh. "Seventh Brother, what's wrong? Why are you reacting so strongly to talking about me?! Is it...?" Zhang Dong stopped and looked at me, as if trying to read something from my eyes. "No!!! Sorry, I was distracted. My business... let's not talk about that now, let's talk about you." My gaze darted away, as if Zhang Dong could truly read my mind. "Brother, something's not wrong, is it?" "Zhang Dong continued to ask me. "...I'm feeling very confused right now...no...nothing..." I answered evasively. "I...I'll tell you about my situation later...By the way, you really participated......" I stammered. "Yes, I talked to your sister-in-law about this later. We thought we should change our lifestyle, change all of this. Yes, we participated..." Seeing that my emotions had calmed down, Zhang Dong continued to answer me. "We participated in a wife-swapping event with local celebrities for the first time..." Zhang Dong's face was hidden in the shadows cast by the curtains as he recounted the story to me. "That event really opened my eyes. There were three couples...very intense sex, and afterwards, your sister-in-law and I found the passion we had longed for..." Although I knew that Zhang Dong had participated in the wife-swapping event, hearing it with my own ears... Hearing Zhang Dong admit it still shocked me. I stared blankly at Zhang Dong, my heart filled with a whirlwind of emotions. "...After that exchange, your sister-in-law and I were like addicts, unable to stop. We were addicted to the pleasure of the exchange. During the exchanges, we would take photos to remember the occasion, and when we were alone with your sister-in-law, we would release them to relive the passion and pleasure of that time, constantly seeking excitement in life..." "Later, we realized that the quality of our photos wasn't very good, so we thought of making porn..." Zhang Dong laughed when he saw my wide-open mouth in surprise, as if he had seen something incredibly strange. "You can't accept it, right? That's normal. There, there's nothing you can't imagine, but nothing others can't do. Do you think those who make porn are all prostitutes and low-class actresses?" "...Zhang Dong's expression made me feel like I was truly an idiot and ignorant. "Brother, you're actually mistaken. In America, many middle-class families or extremely wealthy individuals participate in filming events. Their purpose is mostly to showcase their wives' beauty to the world, or like me, to seek excitement in life and rekindle their vitality. Some also want to experience the thrill of filming to satisfy the desires of their perverted husbands, and so on and so forth..." "We participate in filming not for commercial purposes. If we want to retain the image rights as a private collection, then not only will we not receive compensation, but we will also have to pay the production crew and the participants." "The cost is very high..." Zhang Dong can still laugh now, I really admire him. The smile in Zhang Dong's eyes and mouth tells me he's truly living a fulfilling life; the happiness radiating from him is undeniable. But can I accept it? Although I've seen so many articles about wife-swapping online, and although I love reading them and find them incredibly exciting, can I accept it? How absurd is that? His own wife having sex with someone else, having sex with someone else—no man should accept that! But Zhang Dong's statement aligns with my views in some ways—it's all for love! I can't accept the methods he uses right now. The reason I say I can't accept it is because I can't do wife-swapping, but the idea is indeed exciting. Not being able to do it doesn't mean I can't even think about it, right? Then can I accept Xiao Wan with someone else? When I saw Xiao Wan writhing on the bed with someone else, didn't I not rush in and kill them? Instead, I watched and masturbated... So, I can accept wife-swapping!!!! I was... The conclusion I drew from my own deduction terrified me! How could I accept such a twisted idea?! No way!! I struggled internally! I couldn't help but ask the almighty heavens, "Can you have pity on me and help me solve this problem?" I shook my head frantically, as if trying to shake off the shocking thought, and rubbed my face vigorously with both hands to help my numb nerves recover quickly! "Brother, it seems you still can't accept what your brother did. We… sigh… I thought you could accept it…" Zhang Dong said, looking at my pained expression. Zhang Dong's expression was strange, as if he really hoped I would accept his ideas and his life, as if he really hoped I would approve of his life. Was it that important to him? After all, he had his own life, and whether I accepted it or not wouldn't affect his life at all! It wasn't that I couldn't accept his ideas and his outlook on life, but I was painfully thinking about my own life, and maybe my expression made him misunderstand. His sigh just now seemed genuinely disappointed!"No... Sixth Brother, I can accept your outlook on life... I was just thinking about something else... I'm sorry, I was daydreaming!" Seeing that Zhang Dong had misunderstood me, and that he was so disappointed, I didn't want him to continue misunderstanding, so I quickly explained. "Can you really accept my life?" Zhang Dong asked me with genuine joy after hearing my explanation. "So my friend cares about me that much, cares about our friendship that much!" I thought to myself, hearing the cheerful tone in Zhang Dong's voice. "I can accept and approve of your life. Actually, you don't need to care about me at all. After all, it's your life, and I should be happy for you if you're happy..." "So, you don't feel disgusted? Can you really agree with it?" "Brother, what's wrong with you? Actually, the fact that you're telling me your private matters shows that you don't hide anything from your little brother. I... actually, I've been browsing some pornographic forums in China for a while now, and I've read articles about swapping partners, but I just haven't put it into practice." "Trying to calm myself down, I smiled and said, 'The exchange is actually quite exciting. My reaction earlier... well, it's because I was thinking about other things, and... you're such an extraordinary person, boss! I've only ever seen things like this in articles; no one I know has ever done anything like it, so I was just surprised. Really, I can keep what you told me a secret, and I can accept what you say. And you telling me your private matters makes me cherish our friendship even more.' I smiled and continued, 'This is in mainland China. Your unconventional ideas and behavior are seen as rebellious and unacceptable by society, but I can accept them, and that's enough, haha, you're truly remarkable, boss.'" "I laughed loudly on purpose, but in my heart I was thinking of Xiao Wan... the woman who breaks my heart!!! I can accept wife-swapping, but can I accept the act of wife-swapping? The thought that suddenly popped into my head shocked me, just like the result I had just deduced shocked me, because now I don't resist the act of wife-swapping, but instead I have an indescribable impulse... "Thank you... Seventh Brother..." Zhang Dong saw how sincere I was and expressed his heartfelt gratitude. But the look in his eyes showed that he still had some expectations in his heart. But at that time I didn't continue to speculate on what Zhang Dong was thinking. The moon came out, chasing away the heat of the sun, but bringing gentle moonlight. The two men in the room were still chatting enthusiastically. At this moment, the door suddenly opened. A pretty and voluptuous woman appeared in the doorway. Her black hair was piled up high, with a bright silk hair clip on it, and a strand of hair hung down playfully from her temple, swaying from time to time. Long eyelashes set off her bright eyes, her nose was like a hanging gall, and her lips were sexy." Her lips were full and peach-red, and her fair cheeks glowed with a rosy blush rarely seen on a young woman. A delicate platinum chain adorned her slender neck, punctuated by a sparkling diamond that clung tightly to her exposed, white breasts, making her skin appear even whiter. A deep V-neck evening gown revealed a large portion of her cleavage, the edges of her high, firm breasts visible through the fabric. It was clear she wasn't wearing a bra; her full breasts seemed to burst from the gown. The tight-fitting evening gown... The dress clung tightly to the woman's waist like flowing water, highlighting her slender waist as if it could be grasped with a single hand. Her full hips perfectly supported the dress, the long hem only revealing her delicate feet. On her feet were a pair of red, high-heeled sandals with thin straps, a few simple straps emphasizing her elegance. A white shawl was draped over her shoulders. Looking out from the dimly lit room, illuminated by the bright corridor lights, I almost thought she was a goddess descended to earth; her graceful figure was simply unparalleled! I was stunned! "Hi!" "You're back! I've been waiting so anxiously..." Zhang Dong hurriedly stood up from the sofa, turned on the room light, and the room immediately brightened. "Come on, let me introduce you..." Zhang Dong pulled the beautiful woman by the door and pointed at me as he introduced her. "This is the one I told you about, my good friend from university... Liu Chuang..." I quickly stood up. The beautiful woman in front of me generously extended her hand and shook mine. What a feeling! As her fair arm extended forward, I smelled a faint woman's fragrance; that elegant perfume must belong to the woman in front of me. The first feeling of holding her hand was its smoothness, almost boneless. I've seen many beautiful women over the years, but the one as outstanding as the one in front of me is number one! Perfect!! Seeing that I was somewhat infatuated with her beauty, Zhang Dong laughed and said, "Seventh Brother, this is your sister-in-law, Ji Zhujun..." I quickly covered up my embarrassment and lightly shook the hand I was holding. "Sister-in-law, hello!" "Oh, Seventh Brother!" "I've heard about you from A-Dong before, and seeing you today, you truly are a handsome man..." Zhu Jun's eyes lit up as she greeted me warmly. "Sister-in-law is also the most elegant and beautiful woman I've ever met. I'm even jealous of Zhang Dong." I said with a smile, then playfully punched Zhang Dong. "You brat, hiding such a beauty at home, be punished!" "You're jealous of me, huh..." Zhang Dong couldn't hide his joy and laughed at me. As we talked, we sat down on the sofa. Zhu Jun sat opposite me with her legs together. Zhang Dong turned to Zhu Jun and asked, "Have you found her?" Zhu Jun glanced at me quickly, a blush rising on her face, and said lightly, seemingly unconcerned, "Not so fast... I haven't made contact yet." She glanced at me again after saying that. Her bright eyes truly radiated charm. "That's great." "For some reason, Zhang Dong was actually very happy and said loudly. ... Zhu Jun stared at Zhang Dong for a few moments, her eyes sparkling, then quickly swept over me, as if she understood something. She smiled shyly and rolled her eyes at Zhang Dong. She was truly a captivating beauty. All her charm was contained in a single glance. We chatted for a while longer, and Zhang Dong took the initiative to say, "It's a rare opportunity, A Chuang, let's go get something to eat and catch up." I immediately stood up as well. "No way! Seeing you two today, it's my turn to treat you. After all, you just got back, so it's my turn as the host." Zhang Dong and I insisted on this, arguing for a long time, until finally Zhang Dong agreed that I would treat. Zhu Jun watched us brothers argue silently, and seeing that we had reached a conclusion, she smiled and said, "You two wait for me in the lobby. I'll change my clothes and come down in a bit." "I thought so too. With such a flamboyant outfit, I'd be easily distracted. After waiting for Zhu Jun in the lobby for a while, I saw her arrive in a pristine white silk cheongsam, carrying a matching white handbag, her movements as graceful as flowing water. She drew admiring glances from the men in the lobby, and even several self-proclaimed elegant women paled in comparison, occasionally nudging the distracted men. Afterwards, the three of us enjoyed a delightful dinner. With such fine wine, delicious food, and beautiful women before us, how could we not be happy? Although I wasn't deliberately showing off, my refined and humorous conversation frequently elicited bursts of laughter from Zhu Jun and Zhang Dong." As we parted, Zhang Dong seemed to want to talk to me again, but it was too dark, so we had to postpone it, though we agreed to meet again the day after tomorrow. With the evening breeze as my companion, I returned to the hotel. Sitting on the sofa in my room, I lit a cigarette, reflecting on the day's events and feeling quite emotional. The information Zhang Dong revealed to me today felt like a new world had opened up for me. It turns out that love doesn't allow for selfishness. For survival, you can abandon your principles; for love, you can change your marriage; to maintain your relationship, you can use any means to save it. So, what about Xiao Wan? Thinking of Xiao Wan still brings a pang of pain to my heart! Before today, I always thought I was completely innocent. In my eyes, Xiao Wan was a sinner, an unforgivable harlot, a wanton woman deserving of my contempt. Any revenge I took against her would be justified! But today, I realize I wasn't entirely right either. At least I made mistakes; I worked too hard and neglected Xiao Wan's feelings. Thinking of Zhang Dong, he also studied, worked, and strived to succeed, even considering dating us men... People yearn for a stable life, yet in reality, they seek passion, thus beginning new chapters. Should I learn from this?! Xiao Wan and I aren't without feelings; I'm certain of that, even now I'm sure Xiao Wan loves me, and I love Xiao Wan too! Thinking of Xiao Wan, a wave of warmth inexplicably washes over me, mixed with a lingering pain! She's truly a woman who brings me both joy and pain! Seeing that it wasn't even ten o'clock yet, I couldn't help but dial home. The phone rang, and Xiao Wan answered immediately. "Honey!...I miss you so much!" Xiao Wan answered excitedly when she heard my voice, her voice sounding slightly choked. "My darling! I miss you too. What's wrong? I've only been away for a few days, and you miss your husband so much?" Hearing Xiao Wan's voice, I couldn't help but soften. "Honey...sob...I miss you so much..." Xiao Wan cried again upon hearing my gentle voice. "Honey...I did something wrong...Can...can you forgive me?" "...Xiao Wan actually wanted to beg for my forgiveness on the other end of the phone. 'Does she want to break the ice?' I wondered to myself. 'Sweetie, darling, what did you do wrong?' I said gently, but my heart was pounding. What should I do if Xiao Wan admitted to cheating on me over the phone? How should I deal with it? '...Ugh...I...' Xiao Wan hesitated, then backed down. 'Little one, what's wrong? Tell me, did you do something wrong?' Hearing that Xiao Wan was hesitant to admit it, I felt a sense of relief."Yet, I also developed a desire to torment Xiao Wan. I wanted to make her suffer, to make her feel guilty, torment her! Torture her!!! A devil inside me was saying this. "My dearest baby, I love you so much, what could you have done wrong? Would you ever change your mind?" I deliberately tormented the woman on the other end of the phone. "I...I love you...sob..." Xiao Wan, perhaps hearing my pain, could only admit to loving me, yet felt guilty for her betrayal, and her sobs became uncontrollable. "My darling, don't cry, why are you crying? Hearing your voice really breaks my heart." Although I wanted to torment her, hearing Xiao Wan cry truly broke my heart. I wanted to torment this woman who had betrayed me, yet I also felt sorry for the woman I loved. All these conflicting emotions tangled together, leaving me bewildered and at a loss. "Husband...I love you...don't leave me..." Xiao Wan could only say this one sentence on the other end of the phone; it seemed her conflicted feelings were truly causing her immense pain. "Okay, stop crying. Your husband really feels sorry for you. Be good, I'll be back in a few days. Besides, I need to focus on this contract right now. You know how important this is to us..." I finally decided to let Xiaowan go for now and deal with everything after I got back to her. "Sweetie... how could your husband not love you and cherish you? Even if you really did something wrong, your husband can forgive you..." I paused for a moment. Could I really forgive her? "Mmm... husband, you said you love me..." Xiaowan probably found a lifeline in my words and gradually stopped crying. "Husband, how's the contract going?..." "Hmm, it's quite difficult. It seems I really have to wait a few more days." I decided to wait a few more days before telling Xiaowan the good news. I originally wanted to share this good news with her, but I didn't know if Xiaowan still cared. "Husband, don't work too hard. Your wife is content now. As long as you're by my side, I... that's enough..." Xiaowan's voice started to cry again on the other end of the phone. "Okay, little baby, how's work lately? Are you tired?" I deliberately changed the subject. "...Hmm...I'm alright...Honey, I'm looking forward to your return..." It was clear Xiaowan didn't want to talk about her work and deliberately changed the subject. "What's she afraid of? Did something happen with that lover again?" Anger gradually rose within me. "Does she say she loves me while continuing her affair?" My anger seemed to grow stronger, and I felt I was losing control. "Alright, it's late, you should get some sleep." My voice involuntarily hardened. "Honey, what's wrong?" Sensing the change in my tone, the person on the other end of the line asked anxiously. "...Nothing, just a busy day, a little tired..." Hearing Xiaowan's cautious voice, I felt I had gone too far, and my voice softened. But...was it my fault? Conflicting feelings made me restless. "Then...honey...goodnight...go to sleep early, I love you... *kiss*!" Xiaowan said gently on the other end of the line. "Sweetie, I love you too." Hearing Xiaowan's gentle voice, I sincerely replied. "Husband... I love you!" Xiao Wan heard my deep affection and happily said goodbye. The phone hung up, leaving me alone in the room, stunned. "Xiao Wan, the woman who breaks my heart, what can I do with you?" I thought painfully. "Ring..." The room phone rang. "Hello." I picked up the phone. "Boss, it's me, Zhang Qian. Just back?" Zhang Qian's voice came from the other end. "Oh, so late, why aren't you resting yet?" "Boss... we've prepared the contract, just waiting to sign it the day after tomorrow." "Very good, thank you for your hard work. I'll treat you to a meal another day, any way you like." I was really happy to hear that Zhang Qian had finished so quickly. "Thank you, boss, remember you owe me." Zhang Qian chuckled softly on the other end. "I won't forget, how could your boss owe you anything?" I pretended to be generous. "Then remember, don't go back on your word, whatever you ask me to treat you to." "Okay, whatever, I'll treat you." "Boss... my sister-in-law called me again today..." Zhang Qian said hesitantly. "What? You're looking for me?" I asked in surprise. "No... My sister-in-law is acting strangely, she told me to keep it a secret... She's asking you... asking you... whether you went home on Saturday..." "Boss, I should have kept it a secret, but... I think I should tell you, boss..." "Then... what did you tell your sister-in-law?" I immediately tensed up. "I said you've been talking to clients about contracts, you've been with us the whole time..." "Good... good job... remember... I was negotiating with clients." I immediately reminded her. "...Boss... are you all alright...?" "We're fine... sigh... I'll explain later..." "Boss... don't blame me... I..." Zhang Qian seemed to have something to say. "Qianqian, thank you for your concern for my brother. Don't worry, he's fine here. It's getting late, we have to work tomorrow, get some rest." I interrupted Zhang Qian. I don't know if it was sensitivity or my misunderstanding, but Zhang Qian's concern for me made me feel there was something else going on. I didn't want the innocent Zhang Qian to get caught up in my current chaotic life. "Well... okay..." Zhang Qian's voice was a little low. "No, Qianqian, cheer up. After you sign this contract, the boss promised to treat you. Don't eat me out of house and home!" I teased Zhang Qian. "Pfft," Zhang Qian laughed on the other end of the phone. "So stingy, you care about a meal? Don't underestimate me. I... want a big meal." "Okay, okay, okay! Alright, get some rest." "Boss, goodnight." "Sleep well, sweet girl." "Oh my god, why am I so tired?" I shook my head as I walked to the computer, turned it on, and continued reading Xiao Wan's diary.She chuckled softly. "I can't forget, would your boss owe you anything?" I feigned a heroic air. "Then remember, don't go back on your word later, no matter what I ask you to treat me to." "Okay, whatever it is, I'll treat you." "Boss... my sister-in-law called me again today..." Zhang Qian said hesitantly. "What? She called me?" I asked in surprise. "No... my sister-in-law is acting strange, she told me to keep it a secret... she's asking you... asking you... whether you went home on Saturday..." "Boss, I should have kept it a secret, but... I think I should tell you, boss..." "Then... what did you tell your sister-in-law?" I immediately became nervous. "I said, you've been talking to clients about contracts, you've been with us the whole time..." "Good... well done... remember... I was negotiating with clients." I immediately instructed. "...Boss... are you all alright..." "We're fine... sigh... I'll explain to you later..." "Boss... don't blame me... I..." Zhang Qian seemed to have something to say. "Qianqian, thank you for your concern for your brother. Don't worry, he's fine here. It's getting late, and you have work to do tomorrow, so get some rest." I interrupted Zhang Qian. I don't know if it was my sensitivity or my misunderstanding, but Zhang Qian's concern for me felt like it had another meaning. I didn't want the innocent Zhang Qian to get caught up in my current chaotic life. "Well... okay..." Zhang Qian's voice was a little low. "No, okay, Qianqian, cheer up. After you sign this contract, the boss promised to treat you. Don't eat me out of house and home." I teased Zhang Qian instead. "Pfft," Zhang Qian laughed from the other end of the phone. "So stingy, you care about a meal? Don't underestimate me. I... want a big meal." "Okay, okay, okay! Alright, get some rest." "Boss, goodnight." "Sleep well, sweet girl." "Oh my god, why am I so tired?" I shook my head as I walked to the computer, turned it on, and continued reading Xiao Wan's diary.She chuckled softly. "I can't forget, would your boss owe you anything?" I feigned a heroic air. "Then remember, don't go back on your word later, no matter what I ask you to treat me to." "Okay, whatever it is, I'll treat you." "Boss... my sister-in-law called me again today..." Zhang Qian said hesitantly. "What? She called me?" I asked in surprise. "No... my sister-in-law is acting strange, she told me to keep it a secret... she's asking you... asking you... whether you went home on Saturday..." "Boss, I should have kept it a secret, but... I think I should tell you, boss..." "Then... what did you tell your sister-in-law?" I immediately became nervous. "I said, you've been talking to clients about contracts, you've been with us the whole time..." "Good... well done... remember... I was negotiating with clients." I immediately instructed. "...Boss... are you all alright..." "We're fine... sigh... I'll explain to you later..." "Boss... don't blame me... I..." Zhang Qian seemed to have something to say. "Qianqian, thank you for your concern for your brother. Don't worry, he's fine here. It's getting late, and you have work to do tomorrow, so get some rest." I interrupted Zhang Qian. I don't know if it was my sensitivity or my misunderstanding, but Zhang Qian's concern for me felt like it had another meaning. I didn't want the innocent Zhang Qian to get caught up in my current chaotic life. "Well... okay..." Zhang Qian's voice was a little low. "No, okay, Qianqian, cheer up. After you sign this contract, the boss promised to treat you. Don't eat me out of house and home." I teased Zhang Qian instead. "Pfft," Zhang Qian laughed from the other end of the phone. "So stingy, you care about a meal? Don't underestimate me. I... want a big meal." "Okay, okay, okay! Alright, get some rest." "Boss, goodnight." "Sleep well, sweet girl." "Oh my god, why am I so tired?" I shook my head as I walked to the computer, turned it on, and continued reading Xiao Wan's diary.

Chapter Three, Section Three: Drunken Passion

Author: sunny1112600

Friends, I've basically forgiven Xiaowan's infidelity now. My conversation with Zhang Dong made me realize that marriage exists because of love, and physical pleasure is merely a key bond; sex isn't the essence of marriage. So, I've largely forgiven Xiaowan. However, because this is the first time I've been betrayed, the first time my beloved has betrayed me, my jealous anger hasn't subsided. And I really want to know why, with such an outstanding husband like me, Xiaowan would still have an affair. Is it because she's lonely? Is it because Xiaowan is inherently promiscuous? Is it because the love is gone? All these speculations make it hard for me to let go. Can I so easily forgive Xiaowan? I'm afraid my brothers won't forgive me so easily, because they want to know why she cheated. As I skillfully turned on my computer and expertly browsed Xiaowan's diary, reading it carefully and attentively, each day's entries left me speechless, filled with regret, anger, and yet also impulsiveness. My beloved wife, you have so many troubles. Why didn't you tell me about your troubles? Why didn't you confide in me when you were lonely and unbearable, but instead sought out a cheap substitute? Why have you made my life so painful? Why have you made me regret so much?! Why do I feel so much heartache for you?! It would be so good if you completely fell into depravity, so I could find a legitimate reason to inflict endless torment on you, to trample you underfoot, to ravage you, to humiliate you, to let you know how much I hate you! But you, you leave me without such a reason, leaving me angry yet filled with guilt and heartache! Overwhelmed by these conflicting emotions, I finished reading about Xiao Wan's infidelity. Rubbing my throbbing eyes, I felt lost and helpless. How should I treat my wife?! Looking at the sky gradually turning white outside the window, I felt no fatigue despite not having rested for two nights. Only the pain in my heart was gnawing at my soul. The bitter ache reflected in my eyes, blurring my vision with tears. The cigarette in my hand burned to the very end, scalding my fingers… This pain gave me a strange, almost torturous pleasure, but this pleasure came from torturing myself… Composing myself, I pieced together the entries from my diary that night to tell you the story of a young woman's infidelity. ********** After May Day, A-Chuang was busy with work again, leaving me alone in this large, empty room. Looking at the desolate space, I couldn't help but feel a sense of desolation and want to cry. The intense pleasure I shared with A-Chuang during May Day still lingered within me—that feeling that made my heart race and my face flush, that sweet, blissful sensation, that experience that left my body weak and mesmerized. It hadn't disappeared with A-Chuang's departure; instead, it made me miss him even more, yearn for him even more. Damn A-Chuang, why do you always have to work? Why do you always leave your little wife alone? If you want to go out to work, fine, I won't stop you. But why did you have to stir up my desires, making them burn so intensely, only to so heartlessly abandon me and go to work? I'm reminded of a line from a song by Zhou Huajian: "...Loneliness isn't something I can't bear, it's just that I think of you too much every day..." Did Zhou Huajian write this song for women like us who have experienced passion but are now resentful? It's so vivid and fitting... But I know that A-Chuang's work is for our family, to make our lives better, to realize his ambitions and ideals. I must support him and not hold him back. My resentment can only be buried deep inside; I must work hard too. Today, a new person joined our company. Tall, with big eyes, a year younger than A-Chuang, and a strong physique—clearly a well-trained, sunny young man. Well, calling him a sunny young man might not be entirely accurate, but... he's definitely full of energy. He greeted us warmly as soon as he arrived, his voice so friendly, and he quickly became familiar with us. But something felt off. I don't know if I'm just being sensitive, but I always felt his gaze was so intense, so direct, so undisguised, making my heart pound and my face burn. It wasn't that I hadn't seen such direct looks before, but I always dealt with them with a laugh and a sneer. Those frivolous men always slunk away in front of me. But what was wrong with me today? I was acting like this, and it made me so ashamed. It's true what they say, the more you fear something, the more likely it is to happen. Just as I was feeling completely lost, Manager Ma came up to me, followed by this young man. Manager Ma said that because I had the best performance in the company, and Ah Yang was new to advertising, he wanted me to mentor him. What could I say? "Hello, my name is Huang Yang, you can just call me Ah Yang." "Oh, so his name is Huang Yang," I thought to myself. Looking at Huang Yang's outstretched hand, I could only politely shake his hand. Huang Yang looked at me with bright eyes, his burning gaze undisguised. This time, I was certain I hadn't misunderstood him. My sixth sense told me that being with this young man was dangerous! When Huang Yang held my hand, it was so large and warm, so strong, holding my delicate hand. For no reason, my heart started pounding again. For some reason, the shyness of first love filled my heart. Back home, I lay in bed, thinking about A Chuang. That little rascal, why wouldn't he be with me? Did he know his wife was thinking of him? I picked up the phone and dialed A Chuang's number. Hearing his magnetic voice, his endless sweet words, I smiled happily. This naughty husband, he really was thinking of me. I told him to get some rest and then hung up. In the following days, I discovered that Huang Yang was indeed very smart; he learned things quickly and did them very well. Our team received the boss's approval, and our colleagues, especially the young women, always seemed to fawn over him. For some reason, I felt a pang of jealousy seeing this. Huang Yang was polite and attentive to them, but his gaze towards me remained intensely focused, making me feel both smug and a little scared. My heart pounded all day. For some reason, I started avoiding his gaze. Could it be…? At the company, I tried to maintain a professional relationship with Huang Yang. I declined his invitations to dinner several times and went straight home after get off work. After putting down my bag and lying in bed, looking at the empty room, I felt incredibly lonely. Was this my life?! Only when I called A Chuang could I slightly calm my agitated mood. His sweet words could soothe the strange emotions I felt from working with Huang Yang during the day. But after hanging up, I felt incredibly bored and restless again. What was I going to do? I maintained a purely professional relationship with Huang Yang, deliberately keeping a cold shoulder to him. Although I genuinely wanted to laugh at his jokes, I was afraid he'd misunderstand and think I had feelings for him, so I kept a straight face, trying to laugh but holding it in – a truly unpleasant feeling. For the next six months, despite my efforts to keep my distance, Huang Yang relentlessly tried to get closer to me. He was incredibly diligent at work, and his performance was truly outstanding. I couldn't help but praise him to Manager Ma. His hard work gradually transformed my initial resistance into admiration. Huang Yang didn't distance himself from me because of my deliberate avoidance; he remained as warm and welcoming as ever. Because A Chuang was busy with work, he often took care of me in my personal life, frequently sharing his past experiences and telling me jokes. I figured since we were colleagues, there was no need to maintain any distance; a clear conscience makes for a broad mind. Gradually, I started chatting and laughing with Huang Yang again. Huang Yang's place in my heart gradually rose. The early autumn weather was still as hot as summer. Yesterday, Huang Yang and I went out to meet clients, and before we knew it, it was already dark. A gentle night breeze chased away the sweltering heat of late summer, a rare treat for the weather. I was in a rush today and didn't drive my own car. Huang Yang has been working hard these past few days helping me with this deal, so I suggested we go for a walk instead of heading home immediately. Huang Yang readily agreed to the invitation and even wanted to treat me to dinner. I thought a walk with a colleague was enough and declined his invitation. But Huang Yang said I hadn't given him face, had never let him express his gratitude, thanked me for introducing him to the business and making his work so smooth, and insisted on treating me today as well. I felt it wouldn't be right to refuse, so I readily agreed. Seeing my agreement, Huang Yang smiled happily, as if he'd found a gold mine. We chose a nearby Western restaurant for dinner, an elegant and cozy atmosphere. It had been so long since I'd dined at such an elegant place with A-Chuang; it felt like ages ago, almost like the last century. Thinking of A-Chuang made my face darken. Huang Yang immediately noticed my gloom and asked if something was on my mind. I smiled faintly and didn't answer. I continued lost in thought, and when I realized I'd neglected Huang Yang, I looked up to find him staring intently at me, his eyes so fiery, so direct, so undisguised. That flame was exactly the look A-Chuang often showed when we were deeply in love—a burning gaze that made my heart flutter again, filled with unease… "What's wrong, Ouyang? Are you thinking about something unpleasant?" Huang…Yang saw me look up and asked gently. "No...nothing...I was just daydreaming..." I said apologetically to Huang Yang. Although I was a little annoyed by Huang Yang's gaze, my vanity as a woman made me acquiesce to her intense stare. When I saw the Western food the waiter brought out was exactly what I usually liked, I was surprised. How did Huang Yang know what I liked? "I noticed you were a little distracted earlier, so I took the liberty of ordering some for you..." Huang Yang noticed my surprise and explained. "I didn't know if it would suit your taste...I noticed you like spicy food, so I ordered it from the menu." Huang Yang continued to explain. "Thank you, it suits my taste perfectly..." "Ouyang, I really didn't expect that such a delicate girl like you could actually eat spicy food..." "I can't help it, my husband isn't home often, so I eat carelessly. Now my stomach is weak, so eating something spicy helps to stimulate my appetite..." "Oh? Your husband isn't home often?! Is he that busy with work?" "Sigh...don't say anymore..." Thinking about A Chuang's work made me upset. Should I support his work? "Let's eat first..." So Huang Yang and I enjoyed a sumptuous dinner. The food at this Western restaurant was really good. Although there was almost no spiciness in Western cuisine, it had probably been modified for Chinese tastes, with the addition of curry and pepper to suit the Chinese palate. The flavor was truly unparalleled. During the meal, Huang Yang would occasionally tell funny stories and jokes, making me extremely happy. "Would you like some red wine?" Huang Yang asked tentatively after we finished our Western meal. "..." I smiled gently. "Huang Yang, don't be so cautious... If you want to drink... just have some." "How can I not be cautious, Ouyang, you are my favorite woman..." Huang Yang stared at me with infatuation after my smile faded, saying obsessively. "What are you saying!" Hearing Huang Yang say this, although my vanity made me feel a little smug, my reason told me to immediately reject him. "Okay, I surrender." Seeing that I wasn't going to leave, Huang Yang changed tactics. "Ouyang, I really... admire you..." Huang Yang continued. "Can you accept this explanation?" "..." I remained silent. "Actually, you are a woman I greatly admire..." Huang Yang ordered a bottle of red wine and continued. "Ouyang, you are so beautiful and radiant, gentle and charming, just like your name..." Taking the red wine handed to me by the messenger, Huang Yang poured it for me as he continued. "You have the grace of a woman, and also the competence of a woman..." Huang Yang raised the wine glass to his lips, gently inhaling the aroma, speaking softly, as if murmuring to himself. "I regret not meeting a woman like you sooner, otherwise I would never have let you be lonely..." "Alright, Huang Yang, stop..." Huang Yang's words touched a raw nerve in my heart, and for some reason, I wanted to cry. To avoid losing my composure, I quickly interrupted Huang Yang. "Ouyang, don't call me by my name. We've been together for so long, and you've always called me Huang Yang. Can you call me A-Yang?" Huang Yang held the wine glass, looked up, his eyes seemingly misty, and stared directly at me as he asked. "Okay, okay, I'll call you A-Yang, alright?" I pleaded hastily, as if trying to avoid Huang Yang's gaze. "Then don't call me Ouyang anymore, just call me Xiao Wan." I said with a deliberately generous smile. "Okay, that's how it'll be. I'll still call you Ouyang at the company, and Xiao Wan when we're alone, okay?" Huang Yang said softly. "Come on, let's not do this, let's drink..." I deliberately concealed my inner turmoil and raised my glass. "Come on, to a new beginning, cheers!" Huang Yang excitedly downed his drink. The alcohol flowed into my mouth, sweet with a slight sourness, supposedly the taste of good foreign liquor. As the alcohol entered my stomach, it immediately turned into a warm sensation, lingering in my chest and abdomen, quite uncomfortable. "You've never talked about your family, tell me about it." As the alcohol entered my body, I blurted out. "Oh?" Huang Yang raised his eyebrows in slight surprise. "I... I lost both my parents when I was young, and my aunt raised me. I consider her my own mother. Three years ago, I got married. My husband is a music teacher... Sigh..." Huang Yang sighed as he spoke. "What's wrong? Why are you sighing?" I asked, puzzled. "My husband is also a workaholic. He works at the school all day long, and we only see each other a few times a year," Huang Yang said, shaking his head. "Teachers always have holidays, how could that be?" I retorted, not believing him. "She does have holidays..." Huang Yang said sarcastically. "But her holidays aren't for me..." "Every holiday she leads students to take national exams, or she leads students to study at other schools. She... is very busy..." Huang Yang said dejectedly. "Oh... so Ah Yang seems like an optimist on the surface, but he's actually just like me..." I couldn't help but be moved by Huang Yang's words, feeling a sense of shared suffering. "Don't talk about me anymore, have some more." Huang Yang poured some more wine into my glass. "Xiao Wan, tell me about yourself. You don't seem so happy either..." "I... what's there to say? I'm just like you." I took a sip of red wine. "My husband is a workaholic too. I'm the one who turned him into this..." Seeing Huang Yang's surprised look, I smiled self-deprecatingly. "Back then, to encourage him, I pushed him into his job, but... I never expected it would turn him into a workaholic..." I lowered my head, lost in thought. Yes, I was the one who turned A Chuang into a workaholic. Whose fault is it? My loneliness is self-inflicted; I have to taste the bitter wine I brewed myself. "Forget it, don't torture yourself for them. Let's drink..." Huang Yang saw my low spirits and continued to persuade me. "Yes, let's live for today, cheers..." I raised my glass and clinked it with Huang Yang's. And so, amidst our memories and mutual comfort, we finished the entire bottle of red wine. Perhaps it was the reflection on my past and the sadness of life, but even though I usually have a high alcohol tolerance, I was now somewhat drunk. Seeing my slightly swaying body, Huang Yang offered to help me, and I naturally linked my arm with his, and we walked out of the restaurant like a couple. A slightly cool autumn breeze brushed against my body, making me feel refreshed. I stubbornly suggested that Huang Yang accompany me for a stroll to see the night view, and Huang Yang, cherishing our time together, agreed. As night fell, people went out to enjoy the cool early autumn air. Huang Yang and I walked along the tree-lined avenue, continuing to chat and laugh. The weather changed quickly; what had been a clear day turned into a torrential downpour in the evening. Caught completely unprepared, we were soaked to the bone. My thin clothes clung tightly to my body after the rain. Because it was summer, I was already wearing very little, and my milky-white dress was now practically transparent, displaying my graceful figure to Huang Yang and the hurried passersby. Because of the heat, I was only wearing a flesh-colored lace bra underneath, and under the "care" of the rain, I was practically naked before Huang Yang. The young people sheltering from the rain by the roadside, seeing me almost naked, were whistling gleefully, letting them take advantage of me. I was both ashamed and angry. Huang Yang immediately took off his clothes and draped them over me, covering my body and preventing further embarrassment. Having nowhere else to vent my anger, I unleashed it all on Huang Yang… “It’s all your fault!… Why did you even take a walk…” I said bitterly, tears streaming down my face, before running quickly to the roadside to hail a taxi. But taxis were in high demand in the rain, and I couldn’t get one for a long time. Rain streamed down my hair and clothes, while Huang Yang, embarrassed by my outburst, could only stand awkwardly beside me, his shirt already soaked through as his coat shielded me from the rain. A chilly early autumn wind blew, and Huang Yang shivered, his lips turning slightly purple. Seeing Huang Yang shivering in the cold wind, I realized I was the one who suggested the walk, but I hadn't been reasonable in getting angry with him. I wanted to apologize, but the words wouldn't come out... Just then, a taxi pulled up, and Huang Yang rushed to the front, forcefully stopping it. "Are you trying to get yourself killed?! It's raining so hard, the roads are so bad, don't come looking for me if you want to die..." the driver yelled at Huang Yang. "Driver..." Huang Yang ran to the driver, whispering something, occasionally pointing at me. I stood there pitifully in the wind and rain, soaked to the bone. The driver, probably seeing how drenched we were, was reluctant to take us, but Huang Yang pulled out fifty yuan from his pocket and gave it to him, finally getting the driver's reluctant agreement. Seeing the driver's agreement, Huang Yang immediately ran to me and pulled me into the taxi. The temperature inside immediately felt like spring, and I was deeply moved by Huang Yang... "You're really good to your girlfriend..." the driver said to Huang Yang, who was sitting in the passenger seat, as he drove. "Hehe, it's nothing, it's nothing..." Huang Yang replied to the driver. "Thank you, driver. If it weren't for you, we would be soaked to the bone." Huang Yang said, turning back to look at me. I rolled my eyes at Huang Yang, but didn't immediately refute his admission that I was his girlfriend. Seeing that I wasn't angry, Huang Yang immediately perked up and started chatting and laughing with the driver. As I dried myself off, I inwardly complained to A Chuang, "Why are you always so busy with work? It would be so much better if you were here with me!" Looking at Huang Yang's wet back, I felt inexplicably moved. I took out my handkerchief and handed it to Huang Yang to wipe himself off. The moment Huang Yang took the handkerchief, I saw his eyes light up. That look made my heart flutter again... The taxi soon arrived at my building.Seeing Huang Yang's disheveled appearance, I couldn't help but say, "Come on... come upstairs... dry yourself off, don't catch a cold..." It was my first time inviting a male colleague to my home, and I hesitated before speaking. "Isn't it inconvenient..." Huang Yang said from the car, but I could tell from his eyes that he really wanted to come upstairs with me. "It's nothing... look at you... you're all wet." At this point, I could only insist that he come upstairs, otherwise it would be really awkward. "Okay..." Huang Yang quickly got out of the car, and we ran into the building together. "Your house is so beautiful!" Huang Yang exclaimed after entering the room. To be honest, I'm very clean. Although A Chuang isn't home often, I clean the room spotless every day. Hearing Huang Yang's praise made me feel very happy. A Chuang often overlooked my hard work; seeing the spotless room, he never praised it! "It's nothing, come on in..." I said, gesturing for Huang Yang to come in. "Dry yourself off... I don't have any extra towels here, you can use my husband's..." I said, handing A Chuang's towel to Huang Yang. "I'm so sorry..." Huang Yang took the towel and wiped his face as he spoke. "I'm so sorry you got soaked in the rain..." Huang Yang apologized. "...It was my fault today...I lost my temper with you..." I said softly, blushing. "It's nothing. If it were my wife, she would have hit me already, uh..." Huang Yang realized that comparing me to his wife was too presumptuous, and suddenly stopped talking, looking at me apologetically. "..." I didn't respond to Huang Yang's words, standing in the living room, silently wiping the rainwater from my hair. Huang Yang also stood blankly in the living room, not knowing what to say, looking at me. At this moment, the room became quiet. I realized that Huang Yang seemed to have not spoken for a long time. I looked up at Huang Yang and found him staring at me, suppressing his heavy breathing. I subconsciously looked down at myself... "Ah!!!" I was still soaking wet, and my beautiful curves were clearly exposed to Huang Yang. A half-cup bra draped my full breasts, appearing as if veiled beneath my wet dress, offering no concealment of my voluptuous figure. Even worse, the flesh-colored bra was soaked, revealing two inexplicable, bright red nipples protruding from my chest. The wet dress clung to my waist, accentuating my slender frame. More disturbingly, beneath the loose fabric, the matching thong revealed glimpses of my dark pubic hair, its glimpses adding to the erotic atmosphere under the room light. I quickly covered my chest with one hand and used a towel to shield my lower body with the other, giving Huang Yang a reproachful glare before retreating to the bathroom. Perhaps due to the alcohol, I had overlooked the fact that there were no clean clothes in the bathroom. Should I go out like this? I leaned against the cold bathroom tiles, trying to cool the burning desire within me, looking at my flushed face in the mirror. My eyes, usually bright, now shimmered with a seductive, alluring fire. "What's going on... Is this me?..." I thought to myself. "It's all because of this damned wine... No, I... I have to be true to my husband..." I bit my lower lip, silently reaffirming my resolve. Perhaps it was the strong aftereffects of the red wine, or the alternating hot and cold sensations from being drenched in the rain, but my whole body was burning hot, my cheeks felt like they could roast sweet potatoes, my heart was pounding, and my limbs were weak, as if I couldn't move my body at all. "What is Huang Yang doing now?... Why is there no sound from the living room..." I wondered to myself. I gently opened the bathroom door a crack, revealing a scene that made my heart race. Huang Yang had already taken off his soaked shirt, revealing a strong, muscular physique, and was wiping his head and body with a towel. His upper body bulged with his movements, like a little mouse. Perhaps hearing the noise from the bathroom, Huang Yang turned his head and looked this way, which startled me so much that I immediately slammed the door shut. I leaned against the wall, panting heavily. My heart pounded with the shock of what I had just witnessed, with the vague feeling that what was about to happen, and with the guilt I felt for my husband… I was like a stranded fish, mouth agape, struggling to breathe. My whole body felt like magma about to erupt, waves of heat coursing through me. The cold clothes I hadn't had time to change out of seemed to evaporate from my heat, clinging tightly to me. The boiling heat seemed to evaporate even the damp clothes, making it even harder for me to breathe. Perhaps it was the alcohol, but I felt dizzy and saw stars. I longed for the cold tiles behind me to help me. I rolled over and lay face down on them. The coolness from the tiles didn't lower my body temperature; instead, it stimulated my body and nipples. My whole body ached and itched unbearably, and a warm flow seemed to be slowly trickling down my underwear from my vulva… I slumped to the floor, my legs twisting and turning as if trying to relieve the itch in my genitals or to hide the leaking fluids… Now the effects of the red wine were kicking in, and in my drunken state, I was limp on the floor. Luckily, I was alone in the bathroom. My right hand involuntarily unbuttoned my dress and reached inside, pulling aside my bra and squeezing my usually proud breasts tightly, kneading and squeezing them, occasionally flicking my already erect nipples. My left hand naturally slipped under my skirt, pulled aside my panties, and pinched my swollen labia, sticky with vaginal fluid, with two fingers. The area was incredibly slippery, and the tingling and itching in my lower body intensified. I stopped caressing my labia and instead pressed my thumb against my protruding clitoris, quickly rubbing and poking it… “Mmm… mmm…” Pleasure surged from my lips, and the rubbing with my thumb became even more frantic. Gushes of milky white fluid flowed from my vagina, down my perineum to my anus, and dripped onto the skirt beneath me. I frantically thrust my index finger into my vagina, rapidly and desperately poking and prodding. My eyes were glazed over, and I fantasized about Ah Chuang's penis thrusting in and out of my vagina. Then, my husband's image faded, and gradually Huang Yang appeared, manipulating me... Huang Yang's image appeared unexpectedly, jolting me awake. I cursed myself for being so lewd, wondering how I could think of someone else... But Huang Yang's appearance only fueled my arousal. The movement of my index finger couldn't satisfy the rising pleasure within me, so I thrust my middle finger into my vagina as well... "Whatever... Let me fly... Mmm... Mmm..." I abandoned my last shred of consciousness, indulging in the impending climax. "...Huang Yang it is... Mmm..." Huang Yang's body became clearer in my fantasy, and my fingers moved even more frantically... After my wild time with Ah Chuang on May Day, I gradually learned to masturbate, and now I only enjoyed the pleasure it brought me... My fingers, now covered in vaginal fluid, glistened on my white thighs during the frantic movements, shimmering with a lewd light under the bathroom light... "...Mmm... Ah..." I twisted my thighs; the pleasure was almost here! "Bang...bang..." A knock on the bathroom door pulled me back to reality from my near-hysterical ecstasy, instantly snapping me out of it. "...Huh?...What is it..." I stammered. Less than a minute had passed since the door closed, but it felt like an eternity. Now fully awake, I was overwhelmed with shame for my wild fantasies and my actions with Huang Yang. Realizing he was still in the living room, as if he had discovered my lewd behavior, I felt incredibly uneasy and flustered. "Xiao Wan...what's wrong...I heard..." Huang Yang's voice trembled as he asked from outside the room. "Could it be...that Huang Yang heard my shameful moans...how can I face anyone..." Huang Yang's words made me blush even more, my previously calmed emotions now pounding with anxiety. "No...nothing...I...maybe I'm drunk...dizzy..." I really was dizzy, but the dizziness wasn't from the moans. "Are you alright? Change your clothes quickly. Getting drunk and caught in the rain is the worst thing you can do. Don't get sick," Huang Yang said with concern from outside the door. "Oh..." I responded softly, looking down at myself, almost naked, my clothes wrinkled and my legs trembling slightly from the passion of the moment... "I want to change, but how can I change with you outside..." I thought to myself, regretting letting Huang Yang come to my house and making me look so disheveled. "...Xiao Wan..." Huang Yang said from outside the door. "Can...can...is it convenient...for me..." Huang Yang stammered. "What is it..." I leaned against the door, asking in confusion. "Can I...take a shower...you know...I'm covered in rain..." Suddenly Huang Yang's voice trembled unusually, as if he was suppressing something. "Yes, I'm all wet, I'll catch a cold if I don't shower...but...but I'm like this..." I looked down at myself again. "Oh...wait a minute..." I finally thought of a solution and said to Huang Yang outside the door. "Turn off the living room light first, so I can go out..." I said shyly to Huang Yang, while fastening my buttons and smoothing out the wrinkles in my dress. The thought of being almost naked alone with my colleague in a dark room filled me with immense shyness. "What?...Turn off the lights?..." Huang Yang asked in surprise from outside the door. "...Turn off the lights so I can come out...I...how can I get out like this..." I couldn't help but curse Huang Yang inwardly as an idiot. "Oh..." Huang Yang seemed to finally understand and left the room. The outside lights went out. "Okay, Xiao Wan...you can come out now..." Huang Yang said, trembling. I felt Huang Yang's...The voice sounded off, but then I thought it was probably Huang Yang shivering from the cold, so without much thought, I gently opened the door… “Ah!!!…” Huang Yang was standing right outside the bathroom door!!! Huang Yang was completely naked, wearing only a white pair of briefs, but the briefs were soaked and almost transparent, a dark blob under the light, his engorged penis pushing the briefs high… “You!!!…” I was so shocked I couldn’t speak, my body stiffened, and I just stood there dumbfounded in the doorway, forgetting to close the door to protect myself. “Xiao Wan!!!” Huang Yang looked down at me, his gaze so frightening, radiating masculine energy. Huang Yang called my name as he walked towards me, and I instinctively backed away. Huang Yang followed me into the bathroom!!! Bright light shone directly on Huang Yang’s muscular body. His once bright and handsome face was now flushed, his eyes staring straight at me, his nostrils flaring, his lips dry, and his hot breath, smelling of alcohol, sprayed directly onto me. I stared at Huang Yang with a mixture of shame and fear, my hands gripping the basin behind me as if to support my falling body. "Huang Yang... what... what are you going to do..." I asked timidly. "Uh... uh... Xiao Wan..." A beastly sound escaped Huang Yang's throat. "Xiao Wan... I... I love you..." Before the words were finished, Huang Yang pounced on me like a wild beast, pulling me tightly into his arms. His strong arms held me like iron hoops, and a strong, pungent masculine odor assaulted my nostrils. But I, usually so impeccably clean, felt no aversion to the smell; instead, I felt a kind of intoxicating haze. Huang Yang's body was as hot as a furnace, his strong muscles glowing with a healthy bronze hue under the light. I pressed myself tightly, so tightly against Huang Yang's body. My usually proud, full breasts, under Huang Yang's embrace, had lost their former firmness, pressed tightly against his chest. We were so close that I could hear each other's rapid heartbeats. Huang Yang's other hand was also tightly wrapped around my buttocks, causing me to involuntarily thrust forward, his erect penis pressing against my lower abdomen. "Oh... Huang Yang's penis is so hard and erect... like an iron rod..." "...No... an iron rod doesn't move, but Huang Yang's penis is throbbing against my lower abdomen..." I thought frantically. "No... I can't!!!" I tried to push Huang Yang away with all my might, shouting loudly. However, my voice was so weak that to Huang Yang, it was probably just the sound of my inner struggle. "Xiao Wan... my dear Xiao Wan..." Huang Yang's large mouth whispered in my ear, occasionally gently biting my sensitive earlobe. “Xiao Wan, you have no idea how much I love you…” “The moment I saw you, I was captivated. My soul flew away with you…” “Even though I’m sitting in the office, my mind is always with you. Wherever you go, my gaze follows…” “Xiao Wan…do you know how much I miss you…at night, I fantasize about your body and masturbate in bed…” “Every day and night, you are the only one in my heart…Xiao Wan…I love you…” Huang Yang whispered as he kissed my earlobe and cheek, even trying to kiss my lips. I desperately tried to dodge, calling out repeatedly, “Huang Yang…Huang Yang…what are you doing…let me go…” I struggled to break free from Huang Yang’s embrace. “Xiao Wan…Xiao Wan…” Huang Yang’s voice suddenly grew louder, as if he were angry. “I can see your loneliness every day, I can understand the loneliness in your heart. Your husband doesn’t care about you at all. Otherwise, why would he only work and not care about you more…” Huang Yang’s words touched the pain in my heart. "Yes, husband, what are you doing now? Come help me!" My heart was struggling and screaming. "No... my husband works for me..." I struggled in Huang Yang's arms while defending A Chuang. "Hmph, if your husband loved you, he would be by your side. Why would he leave you alone in this empty house..." Huang Yang continued to whisper devilish words in my ear. "You don't understand... let me go!!!" I twisted violently. My sensitive nipples rubbed against Huang Yang's body as I twisted, and his hard penis pressed against my lower abdomen with each movement. Huang Yang seemed to enjoy my writhing in his arms, holding me even tighter. "Let go... I'll accuse you of rape..." I said loudly, my face flushed. "Go ahead and accuse me. Then your reputation will be ruined. Do you think your husband will still be with you?" Huang Yang had become like a devil. Hearing this, I thought, "Yes, then my husband won't want me anymore, and this family will be over..." Thinking of this, I twisted and resisted even more forcefully. “Huang Yang…think about it, you have a family too. Your wife would be heartbroken if she knew…” I desperately tried to appeal to his emotions and move him. “She…humph…she abandoned this family a long time ago…who knows whose bed she’s in now…” Hearing me mention his wife, Huang Yang didn’t stop humiliating me; instead, he hugged me even more frantically. “…Mmm…” In the fierce struggle with Huang Yang, the hem of my skirt had long been pulled up to my waist, and my bare legs felt the cool air. At this moment, Huang Yang’s hand reached from behind my buttocks to my genitals, digging and probing at my vaginal opening. I couldn’t help but moan. “Look at you…” Huang Yang held out his fingers, which were covered in my vaginal secretions, in front of me, smiling smugly. “Your body has already surrendered, what are you still resisting for? Were you masturbating in the bathroom just now?” Huang Yang’s expression made me feel ashamed. “Your husband hasn’t been with you for so long, is your cunt lonely and restless? Are you craving a man’s big cock?” Huang Yang waved his fingers in front of me smugly. I was stunned by what I saw, and filled with shame and regret for letting Huang Yang into my house, agreeing to have dinner with him, and agreeing to drink that damned red wine with him… Seeing that I had given up resisting, Huang Yang smiled smugly, kissing my cheek as his large, alcohol-reeking lips slid to mine… The moment Huang Yang's hot lips took mine, his thin tongue pried open my tightly closed teeth and intertwined with mine, I snapped back to reality. Instinctively, I clenched my teeth. “Ah…” Huang Yang pushed me away, covering his mouth. “Don’t touch me… don’t touch me…” The alcohol, combined with my earlier violent resistance, gave me a splitting headache, and I could barely stand. I glared at Huang Yang, screaming hoarsely, “If you come any closer, I’ll kill myself!!!” “You’re a real idiot…” Huang Yang noticed the pain in his mouth was gradually subsiding, realizing he wasn’t actually injured, so he menacingly stepped forward again, grabbing my arm. "Let me tell you, you're still keeping your purity for your husband, but he's been sleeping with other women and doesn't want you anymore..." "What! What did you say?!" I stared at Huang Yang in astonishment, stunned by his words, forgetting to struggle. "What did you say? Your husband is having an affair with another woman, and he's probably busy with her right now..." Huang Yang said sarcastically. "What did you say?! I don't believe it!!! I don't believe it!!!!" "You don't believe it? Think about it, is your husband really working that hard? So tirelessly?..." "...What a joke, he's been with his secretary for a while...that secretary is much younger than you..." Huang Yang's vicious words echoed in my ears, stirring up my deepest fear of my husband. To be honest, I'm really afraid that Ah Chuang will get into trouble. In today's society, how can you socialize without women? So many companies are hiring female escorts, why? It's all about using beauty as bait! I really don't trust that beautiful secretary of his. Although she usually acted very serious, I could see the deep affection in her eyes for A-Chuang. Even though A-Chuang told me their relationship was innocent, I still wasn't reassured. I had secretly gone to his company at night before. Although A-Chuang was mostly working alone, I occasionally saw Zhang Qian working with him. Although they behaved properly, and I didn't notice anything unusual, I was always afraid that feelings might develop over time… This was my secret, my deepest fear. I never expected it to happen today. Although I heard it from Huang Yang, it felt like a magnitude 7 earthquake to me. "You… what do you know…" I asked Huang Yang frantically, forgetting the danger I was facing, and instead shook his arm, urging him to speak. Huang Yang looked at me with surprise, his eyes flickering, as if my reaction was both unexpected and surprising. "Tell me… please…" I pleaded with Huang Yang, crying. "I saw your husband and his secretary…" Huang Yang paused, looking at me. “It really is Zhang Qian…” I heard Huang Yang voice my deepest fear, and I murmured helplessly and desperately, sobbing softly. “…I saw your husband embracing his secretary, walking into an apartment building…” Huang Yang continued whispering his devilish words in my ear. “Was it Yunding Apartments…” I asked desperately, looking up. I knew Zhang Qian lived in Yunding Apartments, and I desperately hoped Huang Yang would say no. “…Oh…you know…then why did you ask me…” Huang Yang chuckled. “They were so affectionate, like lovers in the throes of passion, he even kissed that girl…” Huang Yang continued. “…Oh, right, that girl’s name was something like Qianqian…” “It’s over, everything is over…A Chuang…how could you…”"...I collapsed weakly into Huang Yang's arms, sobbing uncontrollably. 'Xiao Wan...my dear Wanwan...I'm here...I love you...' Huang Yang gently held me, kissing my hair softly from time to time. I needed someone's care and love so much right now. Whoever it was, I just wanted to lean on them. The pain in my heart made me collapse limply into Huang Yang's arms, weeping. 'Xiao Wan...Wanwan...' Huang Yang continued to whisper in my ear. Seeing me weeping helplessly, Huang Yang gently held me, his earlier roughness gone, replaced by an unusually tender embrace." Sometimes he would whisper my name in my ear, sometimes he would gently kiss my hair and cheek… Huang Yang’s tenderness stirred a strange excitement within me. After extreme disappointment, Huang Yang’s tenderness was exactly what I needed. I never disliked Huang Yang; on the contrary, I did have feelings for him. Otherwise, when I was masturbating in the bathroom earlier, A Chuang’s image wouldn’t have materialized into Huang Yang’s. That’s why I always consciously kept my distance from Huang Yang. But now, my thoughts were in complete disarray, and the red wine was giving me a splitting headache. “My A Chuang, why! Why did you betray me, betray our marriage! You…” Just thinking of A Chuang, my husband, filled me with unbearable grief. “No… A Yang… I… I’m so confused right now, please don’t do this.” "...I weakly pushed Huang Yang away. 'Let me rest, okay...' I actually pleaded. Seeing that I refused him again, Huang Yang became somewhat angry. But in an instant, he regained his gentleness. 'Okay... Xiao Wan, let me help you to the living room...' With Huang Yang's help, we went to the living room together. Huang Yang casually turned on the floor lamp next to the sofa. The soft floor lamp emitted a pale yellow light. I usually especially like pale yellow light, as it makes me feel particularly warm. But today, the pale yellow light seemed to reflect my gray mood, adding to my sorrow and grief. Huang Yang sat down beside me, gently embracing me, constantly trying to comfort me in my ear, but I heard nothing as my thoughts were in turmoil... 'Xiao Wan... Xiao Wan... Why are you so hot? Change your clothes quickly, or you'll catch a cold...' Huang Yang shook me forcefully, as if trying to bring a dead person back to life. I raised my head in a daze, staring blankly at him, but my eyes were empty, and I felt nothing at all... 'Xiao Wan!!!'" "Huang Yang called to me again. I finally came to my senses. Now, besides the headache, I really felt burning hot all over, my face was flushed. I knew I really had a fever. "Xiao Wan, quickly change your clothes and take a hot shower." I mechanically stood up, went into the bedroom, found a change of clothes in the closet, took out Achuang's bathrobe, and then came out of the bedroom. I saw Huang Yang had already stood up from the sofa, looking at me anxiously, his concern evident in his expression. I couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement. "A Yang... sit for a while... take a shower later, and I'll find Achuang's clothes later. Change into them, and then go home. Thank you so much for today." "This is Achuang's bathrobe, put it on first..." I tossed Achuang's bathrobe to Huang Yang. "Oh... it's okay, I'll leave after you rest." "When Huang Yang heard me tell him to go home, his eyes clearly showed disappointment. I smiled and went into the bathroom, locking the door behind me, turning on the shower, and starting to rinse off. The hot water felt wonderful on my body, chasing away the chill, but what about my heart? I cried desperately as I washed myself… 'Ah Chuang, how could you… No, after Ah Yang leaves, I'm going to ask him myself, ask him why he betrayed me, betrayed our marriage…' Having made up my mind, I quickly finished washing, wanting Huang Yang to leave as soon as possible so I could call my phone."

Chapter 3, Section 3, Part 2: Drunken Passion

A hot shower really helped; the cold symptoms gradually subsided, though my head still ached, but I felt much more awake. After drying myself, I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. My bare skin, unlike its usual snow-white and delicate appearance, was flushed and even more delicate under the heat. I put on a bra and panties—my most ordinary set, but usually, my vain self and my pampered Ah Yang buy me very sexy and revealing outfits. This set, though my most ordinary, was just a thin layer of gauze. Looking down at my delicate, high breasts, they appeared even more prominent under the sheer bra. My rosy nipples stood erect, two restless bumps rising beneath the gauze. My slender, rosy waist seemed almost fragile, and my pale pink panties barely covered the sheer fabric, revealing my dark pubic hair. Seeing myself like this made me blush with embarrassment. "Ah Chuang...don't you love me anymore? Don't you like your beautiful wife's body anymore? Do you know how much I care about you and how much I love you?..." The thought of Ah Chuang made my face turn pale again. "I don't want to think about it anymore. I'll ask Ah Chuang myself. I don't believe Ah Chuang would betray me, would abandon this family..." Gathering my chaotic thoughts, I picked up my clothes, intending to put them in the usual laundry basket. But then I noticed a sticky liquid on my underwear, glistening lewdly under the light. It was from masturbating earlier, and my face flushed again. Thinking about how Huang Yang's fingers had been touching my genitals during our struggle, my lower body began to ache and itch again. I couldn't continue like this. I quickly hid my clothes in the cabinet under the sink, then put on a two-piece silk nightgown. Looking at myself in the mirror, the light green silk top with short sleeves revealed my delicate, lotus-root-like arms, and the matching silk skirt, only five inches above my knees, completely exposed my shapely, slender legs. It felt too sexy, so I put on a bathrobe. Although it was bulkier, at least it wasn't so sexy, and I felt safer. I casually tied up my wet hair, calmed myself down, and pushed open the door to go outside. Huang Yang was watching TV in the living room, wearing A Chuang's bathrobe. Seeing me come out of the bathroom, he immediately stood up. Looking at me after my bath, Huang Yang's eyes flashed with a sharp light, a light that always made me uneasy. "All done...how are you feeling?" Huang Yang asked solicitously. "Much better...my head still hurts...you should take a shower...so we can go home early, I have work tomorrow." "Oh...it's okay, have some water first..." Huang Yang picked up a glass of water from the glass coffee table. “I knew you’d be thirsty after drinking, so I prepared this especially for you. Drink up…” Huang Yang’s voice trembled. “Oh…” I took the glass and drank the water. “Thank you… Go take a shower.” I put down the glass and said to Huang Yang. I hoped he would finish showering soon so I could call A Chuang. Seeing that I had finished the water, Huang Yang smiled strangely. “Go take a shower. These are A Chuang’s clothes. I think you can wear them… I’ll iron them for you in a bit, they’ll dry quickly, and you should be ready by the time you finish showering…” I handed him A Chuang’s clothes that I had found in the bedroom. “Okay…” Huang Yang took the clothes and smiled as he went into the bathroom. The shower started soon after, and I set up the iron and started ironing Huang Yang’s clothes. The water might have really helped me in my current state; my head really didn’t hurt as much, but why was my body getting hotter and hotter, and weaker and weaker… “Oh no, could I really have a fever…” I raised my hand and touched my head. Fortunately, it wasn’t very hot. I forced myself to stay awake, focused on ironing Huang Yang's clothes quickly so I could get rid of him sooner. The clothes were finally ironed, but somehow I felt even hotter. My blood seemed to boil, a heat rising from my lower abdomen, coursing through my body. My body felt unusually sensitive; every movement caused the clothes to rub against my nipples and genitals, like a lover's hand, igniting my desire… I staggered to the water dispenser, filled a glass with ice water, and gulped it down, but it didn't seem to help. So I filled another glass and drank it down again. "How strange, what's wrong with me today…" I sat on the sofa, somewhat disoriented. My body grew hotter and hotter. I tore open the collar of my bathrobe, but I was still incredibly hot. For some reason, I impulsively pulled the bathrobe off, revealing my pajamas underneath. The exposed arms and legs brought a refreshing coolness, but the heat within me showed no signs of abating. A wave of heat made me so impulsive that I wanted to strip naked. If it weren't for my last shred of reason reminding me that there were other people in the house, I really would have stripped completely naked. I forced myself to stay upright, waiting for Huang Yang to come out and leave quickly. But Huang Yang was leisurely washing himself in the bathroom… The heat in my body was getting hotter and hotter, but I could bear it. However, the increasingly intense tingling and itching in my body was unbearable. Part of that tingling and itching was curled up on my breasts, especially my sensitive nipples, which were already engorged and erect. With the movement of my body, the tingling and itching accumulated even more intensely under my thin bra. Another part of the tingling and itching gathered directly in my genitals, continuous and persistent. My labia and clitoris had become engorged and erect without me even realizing it. My labia were probably already turned inside out, and the tingling and itching brought by the erect clitoris was even more unbearable, traveling along unknown nerves in my body to my heart. My vagina was now twitching intermittently, and I could clearly feel something flowing out… “This is so embarrassing… No… There are strangers in the house… What’s wrong with me…” I was curled up on the sofa, restless, my legs tightly intertwined… “I… I just need to touch it… this tingling and itching will be gone…” A devilish voice tempted me. “No… There are strangers in the house…” A righteous voice reminded me. “But… it hurts so much…” I struggled, one hand unconsciously climbing to my chest. “Oh… so good…” Under the caress of my fingers, the tingling and itching in my breasts subsided, and waves of pleasure washed over me. “…The problem with my breasts is solved, but my lower body… I… I just need to touch it…” I reassured myself, feeling slightly calmer. My other hand slowly slid down my smooth thigh to my knee, and as my trembling hand slid across my skin, a wave of pleasure washed over me. “…No…I can’t…” My remaining rationality told me that in my current state, if I continued masturbating, I wouldn’t stop. The pleasure I felt while masturbating in the bathroom had been interrupted, but the pent-up frustration would erupt like a volcano. I desperately pulled up the front of my thin gauze panties, binding them together tightly, pressing them firmly against my clitoris… “…Mmm…Mmm…” Tormented by lust, this time, unlike the stimulation of my breasts, the problem only intensified. The pain grew stronger, more numb, and more itchy. I couldn’t bear it any longer; my vaginal muscles convulsed even more, and more fluid flowed from it. I closed my eyes, clenched my teeth, and couldn’t help but moan and cry softly… “Touch your clitoris…Masturbate…Don’t hold it in…” A horrifying voice suddenly appeared in my ear. Huang Yang was out!!! Just as I was struggling on the sofa, Huang Yang emerged from the bathroom!!! I was so engrossed in my carnal struggle that I hadn’t noticed—Huang Yang was out!!! I was overwhelmed with shame. If there were a crack in the ground, I would have crawled into it without hesitation! My hands, which were kneading my breasts and gripping my panties tightly, froze there! The nightgown, pushed up to my breasts, had abandoned its function, no longer protecting my breasts, leaving my little bunnies exposed to the air! The nightgown, which had climbed up to my waist, also left my legs bare, offering no cover whatsoever! My legs, spread wide apart, were now completely immobile, revealing my shameful genitals! My mischievous labia struggled to peek out from under the confines of my panties, exposed to Huang Yang's burning gaze! It's over! I'm finished! Everyone has seen everything! Huang Yang, standing before me, was completely naked. His strong muscles gleamed healthily under the light, and his engorged penis stood erect, almost touching his lower abdomen! The enormous glans protruded from the foreskin, and a clear liquid oozed from the urethra, gleaming obscenely. Huang Yang's penis was so big and long! Standing erect amidst his dark pubic hair, it resembled a spear, its erection throbbing with excitement at the sight of its prey… a weapon! A murder weapon! A soul-stirring murder weapon! I stared in stunned disbelief at Huang Yang's lewd grin! "…Huang Yang…you…" I stammered, unsure what to say. "…Don't call me Huang Yang, call me A Yang, I like it when you call me that…" Huang Yang said mockingly, sitting down beside me. At the same time, Huang Yang's hand climbed up to my breast, slowly and gently kneading it... "...So comfortable..." I couldn't help but cry out in my heart. "No...don't...um...don't..." I could only dodge Huang Yang's lewd hands, but in my dazed state, I was so powerless, it was as if I was just being coquettish with him. "Call me A-Yang." Huang Yang said in my ear as he chased after my dodgeable breast. "No..." I struggled and resisted with all my might. "Go home!" I mustered my last bit of strength and suddenly stood up from the sofa. Huang Yang looked at me in surprise, as if surprised that I had the strength to break free from his entanglement. "Please have some self-respect...I'm a married woman..." Standing in front of Huang Yang, I said dizzily, my last bit of rationality making me utter a righteous indignation."Don't be silly, your husband's having an affair, he doesn't want you anymore, he's probably riding that secretary right now..." Huang Yang's devilish words rang in my ears. Huang Yang seemed unfazed by my rejection, sitting relaxed on the sofa with his legs stretched out, his angry penis throbbing against my lower abdomen. Huang Yang looked up at me smugly; although my nightgown had naturally drooped from standing, the extremely short skirt probably allowed him a glimpse of my eroticism. Hearing these vicious words, I froze, standing there dumbfounded... "Your husband is definitely 'working' on that secretary's belly..." Huang Yang emphasized the word 'working'. "That secretary is so young and beautiful, your husband must be fucking her until she screams..." Huang Yang showed no sign of stopping. "Stop...stop..." I desperately covered my ears and stomped my feet. My nightgown fluttered as I moved, giving Huang Yang an even better view… “Don’t think about your husband… Enjoy life while you can…” “…Making love with me can get revenge on your husband…” Huang Yang continued to torment me. I was almost collapsing!!! “I don’t believe it!!! I don’t believe it!!! I don’t believe it…” Slowly, I sat down on the carpet in front of the sofa, tears streaming down my face, my voice hoarse. …“Here, drink this, it can help you…” I don’t know how much time passed, maybe just a moment, but I didn’t care about any of that at the time. I only vaguely saw Huang Yang, naked, run behind the water dispenser, take something out, and then run back, opening a small bottle and making me drink it. “What is this? I won’t drink it… I won’t drink it…” I turned my head away desperately. “Good girl… it’s for sobering up… drink it quickly…” Huang Yang held my head and forcefully poured the medicine from the bottle into my mouth. “…This is good stuff… I’ve been preparing for a long time…” Seeing that I had drunk the medicine, Huang Yang relaxed his grip and muttered to himself. "I want to call A-Chuang... I want to call A-Chuang... I don't believe it... I don't believe it..." After drinking the medicine, I gradually became confused, my vision blurred, and I gave up struggling. "...Don't think about your husband... I'm here with you..." Huang Yang didn't move at this moment, staring at me like a prey about to be caught. ...Gradually, my consciousness became blurred, I forgot A-Chuang, forgot Huang Yang beside me, I just felt an unusual heat in my body, a heat suddenly surged from my lower abdomen, burning my whole body... "Hmm... hot... hot..." I mumbled as I ran my hands over my body, tugging at my nightgown... "Hmph... let's see how powerful you are... after taking two kinds of medicine, even a virtuous woman becomes a slut..." Huang Yang's voice rang indistinctly in my ears, but I could no longer hear it clearly. "Let me help you..." Huang Yang pulled away my hands that were clutching my nightgown. "Hmm... no..." I said in a daze, but my hands loosened. The nightgown was pushed up to my armpits, and my full breasts, covered by my bra, were exposed to the air. "So alluring..." Huang Yang exclaimed, swallowing hard. His hands didn't stop for a moment, hastily and roughly lifting my bra to reveal a pair of tender, full breasts... "So perfect... *whoosh*... *whoosh*..." The instant my breasts were exposed to Huang Yang, he immediately bent down, taking my left nipple into his mouth while simultaneously squeezing my right breast with his left hand, kneading it vigorously. "Mmm... mmm..." The pleasure from my chest made me moan immediately. Huang Yang held my nipple in his mouth, vigorously flicking my erect nipple with his tongue, his teeth occasionally biting it, before sucking my entire breast into his mouth. Although Huang Yang was desperately sucking on my breasts, only a small portion of the tender flesh could enter his mouth. Huang Yang's entire face was almost buried in my left breast. My right breast was distorted drastically under Huang Yang's kneading, sometimes flattened and sometimes pulled high, the tender nipple being pinched from time to time... "Ah...ah...so beautiful...so beautiful..." Huang Yang buried his face in my breast, making a hoarse sound. "Hmm...ah...hmm..." With Huang Yang's play, extremely ecstatic sounds flew from my mouth. I was pressed down on the sofa by Huang Yang, and was played with by him at will. Under the influence of the drug, I was like a fish struggling desperately in boiling water, unable to breathe, and my whole body was burning hot. The continuous pleasure from my breasts hit me wave after wave, and the soreness and numbness in my lower body became more and more intense. The fluid secreted from my vagina flowed down my perineum like water. My twisting legs struggled helplessly, trying to relieve the numbness and itching in my lower body by squeezing my labia... "Hmm...no...no...no..." I tried weakly to push Huang Yang off with my hands, but I was too weak to muster any strength. “Little slut… huff… huff…” Seeing me still struggling, Huang Yang released his mouth from my nipple, crawled up my body to my ear, and panted heavily. “Little whore… see how I fuck you to death today…” Huang Yang said as he stuck out his tongue and licked my face. “Mmm… mmm… let… let me go…” I shook my head and said with difficulty. “Mmm…” My mouth was occupied by Huang Yang. Huang Yang sucked on my lips tightly like a mad dog, his tongue went into my mouth and swirled with mine, then sucked my tongue into his mouth, sucking and biting desperately… I shook my head and weakly pounded my fists against Huang Yang’s body with my hands. “Ah… so beautiful… so soft…” Huang Yang finally let go and looked up at my dazed eyes. “Little whore… what are you pretending to be innocent for…” Huang Yang supported his upper body with one hand and grabbed my hand with the other. "Take it..." Huang Yang pulled my hand downwards, grabbing his erect penis... "Mmm..." My heart pounded. The penis in my hand was so hard, so thick. Even under my grip, more than three fingers' width protruded. The powerful penis seemed even more restless in my hand, making my hand throb... The effects of the drug gradually took hold of my mind and body; I was lost in the flames of desire. Originally, I was holding Huang Yang's penis with one hand, but unconsciously, I added another, stroking it rhythmically. My red, moist lips parted slightly, emitting alluring moans... "Little slut, you like my penis now, don't you? Stop pretending to be chaste..." Huang Yang looked smugly at my submission to his magnificence, then pounced on me, kissing me forcefully. Immersed in lust, I finally gave up resisting, naturally sticking out my tongue to cooperate with Huang Yang's sucking, swallowing the saliva he passed to me... Now my hands were separated... One hand was idly caressing Huang Yang's muscular body, while the other hand was still stroking his rock-hard penis. The fluid secreted from Huang Yang's penis had already smeared my palm, sticky and foamy... Huang Yang had also split his efforts, one hand ravaging my full breasts, the other sliding down my rolled-up nightgown and between my legs... "Heh! So wet..." Huang Yang smugly scooped a handful from between my legs, just a simple scoop, and his hand was covered in semen, which he held up in front of me teasingly. I squinted at Huang Yang's shiny palm, feeling utterly ashamed... "Mmm..." I swayed shyly beneath Huang Yang. "Haha..." Huang Yang laughed triumphantly. "Mmm... so delicious... so you really are a slut... the taste is so slutty..." Huang Yang put his palm to his mouth, took a sip, and teased me. Hearing Huang Yang's lewd words, I felt a surge of excitement mixed with shame, my desire boiling even more fiercely. "Mmm...mmm..." I writhed beneath Huang Yang, letting out shameless moans. "Come on...you taste it too...see your lewd nature..." Huang Yang brought his hand, dripping with my juices, to my mouth. The liquid dripping from Huang Yang's fingers slid into my mouth through my slightly parted lips, forming long, silvery threads between my lips and his fingers. The liquid in my mouth was fishy, sour, and had an indescribable stench. Under Huang Yang's guidance, I truly believed I was lewd... "Come on, taste some more..." Huang Yang put his fingers in my mouth, and shamelessly, I began to suck on them, even licking them with my tongue. "Oh...so good..." Huang Yang closed his eyes, tilted his head back, looking blissful. Then he put two or three fingers into my mouth, and I sucked on them in a daze. “Let me give you a beauty treatment…” Huang Yang suddenly pulled his finger out of my mouth, spread his palm open, and smeared my saliva and genital fluids on my lips, face, nose, and eyes… “Haha…” Looking at my disheveled appearance, Huang Yang laughed like a victor. The fishy smell in my nose and the sour stench in my mouth did not disgust me; instead, it aroused my lust even more. I rolled violently beneath Huang Yang, rubbing my almost naked, burning skin against him, and my hand movements became even more intense… “Little slut… let’s see how chaste you are…” Huang Yang said, kissing my lips again, occasionally sticking out his tongue to lick the fluids on my face and then spitting them into my mouth, which I swallowed excitedly… While Huang Yang was violating my lips, he once again reached his palm down to my lower body, probing my genitals outside my underwear....Huang Yang used one finger to part the crotch of my soaking wet panties, then slipped his entire hand inside, my genitals completely under his grasp... Huang Yang laboriously rubbed and poked my erect clitoris with his finger, while another finger slid into my slippery vagina, disappearing without resistance. "Ah..." With the insertion of Huang Yang's finger, I shuddered, the pleasure from my clitoris making me involuntarily let out a soft cry. "Little slut! Scream, scream louder..." Huang Yang, like a demon incarnate, twisted his face and spoke lewdly to me, while his finger inside my vagina moved even more intensely. "Mmm...mmm...oh...ah..." I responded to Huang Yang's movements, occasionally letting out moans that would make women blush and excite men. "This thing is too annoying..." Huang Yang suddenly stopped, pulled out his finger, and his entire hand emerged from my panties. "Mmm...no..." I immediately wrapped my legs around Huang Yang, trying to stop his actions. "What, you little slut, you want me to fuck you that badly..." Huang Yang teased. My face flushed red, and I shook my head around. Although I longed for Huang Yang to continue playing with me, my subconscious shyness prevented me from making a sound. I was like a beast driven only by lust, with no dignity left! "Say it, say it, and I'll give it to you..." Huang Yang was deliberately torturing me. In his mind, only by completely stripping me of my dignity could I truly belong to him forever and become his plaything! "..." I shook my head weakly, refusing to speak, but my legs moved involuntarily, as if telling Huang Yang that I needed him. "If you don't say it, you won't get it..." Huang Yang grinned maliciously, kneading my breasts forcefully with both hands, stimulating my nipples. "Mmm...ah..." Under Huang Yang's provocation, I gradually gave up my dignity. "Give it to me...give it to me...help me..." The shameful words burst from my mouth. "Help you? Help you with what?" "Help me...help me masturbate..." After saying this, I felt as if I had shed a burden. The flames of lust finally ignited completely. I surrendered, I gave up, I wanted a man!!! "Haha...I knew you couldn't hold on..." "Say it, you're a slut!" Huang Yang tormented me further. "I'm a slut! I'm a slut...hurry...hurry..." I finally couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes. I was being tortured to death. "Haha..." Huang Yang finally got his satisfaction and began to humiliate me further. Huang Yang knelt in front of me, and I spread my legs like this, my wretched lower body facing Huang Yang. Huang Yang reached out and grabbed my underwear, pulling it down. I naturally raised my buttocks to make it easier for Huang Yang to do so. The underwear was finally off my legs, a wet and sticky lump, as if you could squeeze water out of it. Huang Yang proudly held my underwear to his nose and took a deep sniff. "Hmm...it's so slutty..." His intoxicated look made me feel both ashamed and proud. I really don't know what's wrong with me, why I'm so smug. Is it because of the man's infatuation with me? I don't know. I only know that under the influence of the drug, I'm becoming more and more wanton... And so, I spread my legs wide, exposing my private parts to the man before me without reservation. My pubic hair, soaked in vaginal fluid, is no longer neat after my bath, but rather like a tangled clump of seaweed clinging to my lower abdomen. My engorged clitoris protrudes high, throbbing slightly in the air. My slightly brown labia majora are turned open, exposing the pink flesh of my vulva to the air. My vagina, which has just been cleansed by fingers, is also wide open, still gushing out the fountain of desire... "Ah...so beautiful, you little slut. Is your husband impotent? How come your labia are still so vibrant? And I noticed earlier, your nipples are still the color of a young girl's. Is your husband impotent?" Huang Yang said excitedly, playing with my labia as if he had discovered a treasure. “No wonder you always masturbate…it seems your husband really can’t perform…” Huang Yang was not only humiliating me but also my husband. “Mmm…” Under Huang Yang’s ministrations, I couldn’t help but moan again. “So sensitive, I’ve really struck gold today…” As Huang Yang spoke, he suddenly leaned down beneath me and actually…actually started eating my genitals. “Oh!!!!” Intense pleasure shot straight to my brain with Huang Yang’s licking, and I couldn’t help but cry out. At the same time, I forcefully lifted my legs, clamping Huang Yang’s head tightly. “Whoosh…whoosh…” This was the sound of Huang Yang kissing my genitals. Huang Yang’s snake-like tongue sometimes teased my erect clitoris, sometimes slid down my labia into my vagina, and even thrust the tip of his tongue inside, teasing the sensitive vaginal walls…I could no longer bear the intense pleasure and cried out. “Ugh…no…oh…mmm…ugh…” I twisted my body violently, completely surrendering to Huang Yang’s tongue skills. "Ah...I'm...I'm going to pee...stop...stop..." I tried to sit up, and under Huang Yang's intense stimulation, I felt a surge of heat in my lower abdomen about to burst forth. "Whoosh...whoosh..." Huang Yang completely ignored me, continuing to tease me. "Ah..." I couldn't hold it in any longer, and felt a gush of heat spurt from my vagina. "So...so good..." Huang Yang looked up, his face covered in the glistening liquid I had ejaculated. "You...you can actually 'squirt'...that's amazing..." Huang Yang said excitedly. After ejaculating, I lay down, completely exhausted. The excitement I felt was unlike anything I had ever experienced before; it truly made me feel like I was floating on clouds... Seeing that I was almost fainting, Huang Yang completely ignored me and continued kissing my genitals, sucking out a lot of liquid from my vagina. Then he climbed to my mouth, took my lips in his mouth, and spat the liquid he had sucked out back into my mouth. This time, it didn't have the fishy smell of before; it was light and warm. "You don't even know what an orgasm is... What a waste... I'm so lucky to have such a sensitive body to enjoy..." Huang Yang said smugly, watching me eat what he spat out, my eyes filled with a mixture of confusion and lust. Then we stopped caring about anything else and started kissing and writhing wildly on the sofa. We felt our bodies getting hotter and hotter, our emotions rising higher and higher. My legs were wrapped around Huang Yang's body, his rock-hard penis pressed tightly against my lower abdomen. I was burning with lust, the tingling and itching from my vagina making me grind against Huang Yang even more frantically, but that tingling and itching grew stronger and stronger. I actually craved... craved Huang Yang's hard penis inside me... I had lost my nature, completely forgotten myself, and become a bitch in heat!!! "Ah..." Huang Yang couldn't resist the boiling lust anymore. He pushed me up, roughly lifted my upper body, and leaned me against the armrest of the sofa. I looked at Huang Yang with disappointment, waiting for his next move. Huang Yang sat up straight, pressing his erect penis down hard with both hands, aiming it at my lower body. "Ah, he's going to possess me, he's going to possess me!!!" Seeing Huang Yang's actions, I finally understood. I knew Huang Yang was going to insert his penis into my vagina. The moment I had been waiting for had finally arrived. I breathed heavily, my lustful eyes fixed on Huang Yang's penis, staring intently, my tongue lightly licking my wet lips. Then I raised my eyes, staring at Huang Yang with longing. At this moment, Huang Yang was also looking at me lustfully, his nostrils flaring. From his eyes, I seemed to see a male dog in heat. "Come on, fuck me, fuck me..." I stared at Huang Yang, my heart screaming. Huang Yang clearly saw my desire. His large glans was pressed against the entrance of my vagina, but he wouldn't enter. He used his hand to control his penis, smearing my secretions little by little against the entrance, but still wouldn't go in. Huang Yang looked at me with a smug smile. "Hmm...why isn't it coming...hurry up..." I cried out inwardly, shifting my body restlessly, trying to align myself with Huang Yang's penis. Finally, Huang Yang stopped moving, holding his penis against the entrance of my vagina, but still wouldn't enter. I bit my lower lip, my eyes fixed on his angry penis, the head like a small golf ball right at the entrance of my vagina. Suddenly, I slid down, and with a "squelch," Huang Yang's glans disappeared into my vagina. "Oh..." Huang Yang and I both sighed in satisfaction. The enormous glans filled my vaginal opening completely, temporarily satisfying my desire, but at the same time bringing an even more unbearable ache... Seeing that I had taken the initiative to seduce him, Huang Yang seemed satisfied. He thrust his lower body forward, and his long penis slid in along the vaginal wall, nearly thirteen or fourteen centimeters long, penetrating my vagina, our pubic hair merging together. "Oh..." We both inhaled and exhaled in satisfaction again. My vagina was filled to the brim with Huang Yang's penis, something Ah Chuang could not give me, and the ache and itching in my body temporarily subsided. But the penis inside my vagina stopped moving, and the resulting numbness and itching almost made me cry. "Ugh...ugh..." I twisted my body desperately. Seeing the tears in my eyes, Huang Yang smiled triumphantly again, then leaned down, biting my lips and sucking my tongue, and his penis began to move... "Ah...ah...""...Oh..." I hummed softly, satisfied. My legs were spread wide, letting Huang Yang's penis pound wildly inside my vagina. "Slap...slap..." Huang Yang's body slapped against my buttocks with excited sounds. My breasts rippled like waves, rising and falling with Huang Yang's thrusts, incredibly alluring. "Scream...scream quickly..." Huang Yang said as he moved. I just bit my lower lip, enduring the pleasure Huang Yang brought. Seeing that I didn't make a sound, Huang Yang suddenly pinched my nipple hard. "Ah!!!" The pain mixed with pleasure made me cry out involuntarily. "Yes...scream, scream!!!" "Huang Yang said excitedly. "Ah...oh...faster...faster...so beautiful..." I finally shouted out my pleasure, the suppressed pleasure in my heart was released with my shout. "Yes...call out..." Huang Yang heard my shout and frantically thrust into me. At the same time, his penis seemed to grow even thicker, which made me even happier. Encouraged, I also shouted out with pleasure. "Ah...oh...have mercy...I'm going to die...oh...fuck...fuck me..." I actually said the dirty words that I usually hid in my heart. Hearing such a dignified woman like me shout out such lewd words The obscene words only excited Huang Yang more, his penis thrusting rapidly inside my vagina like a piston. "Oh...I'm dying...oh...let...let me go...oh..." I lost count of how much fluid I released; all I could hear were "squeak...squeak..." sounds coming from my vagina, like a puppy eating paste. "Ah..." Under Huang Yang's ministrations, I reached orgasm. This was what Huang Yang had just taught me. Wave after wave of pleasure washed over me, gushing from my uterus. I clung to Huang Yang's back, scratching bloody welts with my hands... My legs were tightly wrapped around Huang Yang's buttocks, and my vagina trembled as if in spasms… “So fast…looks like you really need to be fucked…” Huang Yang said with a smug and proud look as I reached another climax. Seeing me lying there limply, Huang Yang paused his thrusting, leaving his penis inside my vagina, feeling my contractions… “I haven’t felt anything yet…come on…” Huang Yang said as he picked me up. With a “pop,” Huang Yang’s penis was pulled out of my vagina, and the spurting vaginal fluid was released, immediately gushing from my vaginal opening. Huang Yang laid me face down on the sofa. He lifted my buttocks high, then with a "squelch," he thrust into me again. "Mmm...mmm..." I moaned, enjoying Huang Yang's thrusts from behind. "Little slut...your ass is so full..." Huang Yang slapped my buttocks as he thrust behind me. Consumed by lust, I felt no aversion to Huang Yang's actions; on the contrary, the pain from my buttocks only fueled my lust. I swung my hips forcefully, as if saying to Huang Yang, "Yes, like that...hit me, hit me hard..." I don't know why... Why is this happening? You know, when I had sex with A-Chuang, it was always in the normal position on the bed. Although that satisfied me, it was never as stimulating or crazy as today. Although I now know that it's partly due to the drug, could it be that I'm inherently promiscuous, and the drug is allowing me to release my lewd nature? I don't know. I only know that I'm shamelessly cooperating with Huang Yang, making obscene movements... "Yes... little slut... squeeze tight, oh... yes, so good..." Huang Yang is thrusting into me hard from behind. His thick, glistening cock was thrusting against my equally overflowing vagina. "Oh... um..." I was almost completely drained of strength, my head pressed against the sofa, my body limp as Huang Yang played with me. "Um... ah... oh... ah... I'm going to die..." When Huang Yang squeezed my legs together and pressed my buttocks together, he also tightened my vagina to its limit. My vagina, which had been almost numb from the thrusting of Huang Yang's thick, hard cock, suddenly became incredibly sensitive. I tried to clench my legs tightly, thrusting my buttocks back forcefully... As Huang Yang played with me, I screamed out loud. "You slut, is it good...shout it out loud..." Seeing my lewd reaction and hearing my wanton cries, Huang Yang became even more excited and thrust into me with even greater vigor. "Oh...it's coming again...oh..." Waves of pleasure washed over me, making me dizzy again. A series of throbbing sensations came from my vagina and uterus, and Huang Yang brought me to another round of orgasm. At the same time, Huang Yang thrust wildly, his penis swollen to its limit. Suddenly, he plunged his penis deep into my uterus, making continuous "plop" sounds, finally ejaculating his seed. Deep inside my womb. Stimulated by his scalding semen, I reached my third orgasm without even taking a breath. My whole body convulsed, and my vaginal fluids erupted for the third time. "Oh..." We both roared at the same time, collapsing onto the sofa like two puddles of wet mud. ...I don't know how much time passed, but I slowly woke up from my dream, feeling weak and sore all over, as if all the bones in my body had been removed. My head was throbbing, I was incredibly thirsty, and my body felt heavy. I suddenly realized that there was someone on top of me. I rubbed my eyes and looked down. "Oh my god, it's Huang Yang?!?" I tried to push Huang Yang off me, but my bones were so weak that I didn't even have the strength to lift my arms. "What happened? Why are Huang Yang and I both naked?" I stared in disbelief at the naked Huang Yang and me. "Just now..." My consciousness gradually cleared, and the scene of our frenzied sex appeared clearly in my mind. "Oh my god!!!!" "I was utterly shocked. Suddenly, a strength I didn't know came from, and I sat up in shock. 'Oh...' Huang Yang was startled awake and was propping himself up, looking around blankly. When he saw me sitting naked and curled up on the sofa, he suddenly smiled smugly. 'Oh, you're awake.' He said, reaching out to touch me. 'Don't touch me!!! Get away from me!!!' I cried out in alarm, taking a step back. 'Don't touch you?' Huang Yang said mockingly. 'I've already played with you, I've fucked your cunt, why are you pretending to be innocent? Come here and let your husband hug you.' After saying that, Huang Yang shamelessly moved closer. 'Get out!' I grabbed the bathrobe scattered on the floor, covered my chest, and rolled off the floor, angrily telling Huang Yang. 'Get out?'" "...Are you kidding me? You were practically clinging to me just now..." Huang Yang showed no fear whatsoever. Instead, he sat up from the sofa, his ugly penis half-erect, swaying back and forth against his lower abdomen. "Get out, get out, you beast!" The lewd scene from earlier flashed before my eyes. I knew it wasn't a hallucination, because the pain from my genitals told me I had been raped. I hated this beast in human form. I quickly put on my bathrobe and shouted at Huang Yang. "Oh, why are you putting it on? You'll have to take it off later, too much trouble." Huang Yang sat on the sofa, uttering filthy words. "I'm going to sue you for rape!!!" I screamed at Huang Yang frantically. At that moment, I really wanted to tear this person who had defiled my innocence to pieces. "I raped you? Think about it, did I rape you, or did you willingly put my penis into your cunt?" "Huang Yang's smile vanished, replaced by a sinister tone. I suddenly remembered what had just happened; it was indeed I who had willingly inserted my genitals into his penis. I was devastated by my own lewdness, desperately tearing at my hair and sobbing uncontrollably. "Remember now..." Seeing my pain, Huang Yang showed no sympathy but continued to mock me. "I don't care... I don't care... I'm going to sue you for rape... sue you for rape..." I slowly collapsed to the ground in agony. "Think about it carefully. Let me tell you, I bought that potion at a high price..." Huang Yang stared at me, who was slumped on the ground, and continued to speak mockingly. "This potion is a powerful aphrodisiac, making you feel aroused, but it has an even better feature: afterwards, you can clearly remember every detail, down to your feelings... You remember the scene where you took the initiative, right... Haha..." Huang Yang's voice was like that of a devil. I desperately covered my ears, refusing to listen to him. "Think about it... the feeling of ecstasy you had just experienced... how wonderful it was, your thighs wrapped around me..." "Enough, stop talking!!" "!" I suddenly stood up, interrupting Huang Yang. Huang Yang's words reminded me of what had just happened, and I was filled with shame. At that moment, all I wanted was to end it all!!! To end it all with Huang Yang. I was finished, and I wanted Huang Yang to be finished too!!!! "Oh?" Huang Yang looked at my sudden resolute expression and seemed a little panicked. "I'm finished, and I want you to be finished too." I said coldly, the air seeming to freeze instantly. "You still want to accuse me of rape? Aren't you afraid that you'll be finished like this? Aren't you afraid that your husband will have to live with his head down for the rest of his life?" Huang Yang was no longer so calm. "Hmph!" "I'm finished, my husband..." Thinking of A Chuang, my heart ached terribly. My beloved husband betrayed me, betrayed our family... Looking up at the "True Love" banner in front of me, my heart was filled with sorrow. A Chuang betrayed me first, and now I've lost my virginity. A Chuang... you still have a woman you love. Fine, I'll grant your wish, forget me... Tears streamed down my face. "Nothing is more sorrowful than a broken heart." I looked at Huang Yang in front of me. How could I hate him so much? Scumbag, I'll make sure you get punished too!!!! "I'm going to accuse you of rape right now. I'm finished, and so are you..." I looked coldly at Huang Yang."Ah Chuang... Ah Chuang has his beloved woman now, he won't be sad for me..." Thinking of Ah Chuang, my husband, I was heartbroken! "As for you, hmph!!! We'll both be finished!!!" I turned to leave after saying that. "Wait..." Huang Yang saw that I really wanted to fight him to the death, his eyes darted around, and he called me back slowly. "What did you say? Who is your husband in love with? You are his beloved!" "What did you say?" I immediately turned around and stared intently at Huang Yang. "I said your husband only loves you..." Huang Yang felt a chill run down his spine from my gaze, and leaned back uncomfortably, pretending to be calm as he spoke. "Didn't you say you saw my husband with his secretary...?" A new hope immediately rose in my heart, but then I thought about Huang Yang now... I said in a trembling voice. "I didn't say anything, think about it, actually you're the one who thinks that way, I'm just going along with what you want to say." Huang Yang saw my fear, and now he had regained his composure, speaking to me leisurely. "What?" I racked my brain, trying to recall what had just happened. I vaguely remembered saying those words. "Then how did you know her name was 'Zhang Qian,' how did you know she lived in 'Cloud Top'..." My voice was filled with terror; fear almost overwhelmed me. I wanted to hear Huang Yang's explanation, yet I dreaded hearing him deny what he had said. My fists clenched so tightly my knuckles turned white. "Zhang Qian and Cloud Top were both things you mentioned. I just went along with you again..." "Actually, I lied to you. I didn't know who your husband was, let alone that he had a female secretary. It's just that you don't trust your husband, so what I said was just your guess..." Huang Yang's words knocked me to the ground. It's true, I said everything. Just now, because I was drunk, when I heard Huang Yang mention A Chuang, I didn't think of anything. I said everything myself... God!!! What... what did I do?! A Chuang loves me!!! I betrayed him!!! Although I was drunk, although I was drugged, but... God, how can I face A-Chuang now?! How can I live?! "A-Chuang!!!" I screamed and passed out. ...I slowly woke up, feeling myself in a warm embrace, with waves of pleasure coming from my lower body. "Oh...you're awake...hmm..." Huang Yang breathed heavily in my ear. "Ah..." I immediately realized that I was lying in Huang Yang's arms, and my lower body was...was being manipulated by Huang Yang. I panicked and tried to get up. "No...this feels so good..." Huang Yang said in my ear. At the same time, he held me tightly to prevent me from breaking free from his embrace. "Ah..." Just as I broke free from Huang Yang's embrace, he suddenly pulled me back to his chest, pressing my breasts tightly against his chest, while Huang Yang's penis thrust even more forcefully into my body. "Let me go...let me go..." I pounded on Huang Yang's firm chest, but I dared not move again. Huang Yang's penis was so powerful, so hard, and it felt so good inside me. The slightest movement sent waves of intense pleasure through my brain, making me want to move my hips to match Huang Yang's shameful desire. But the thought of betraying A Chuang was killing me. How could I shamelessly seek pleasure on Huang Yang's body? I pounded on Huang Yang and burst into tears. "Xiao Wan, don't cry, you'll hurt yourself..." Huang Yang comforted me as he slowly moved his lower body, thrusting his penis back and forth in my vagina. "You are so alluring, I really can't control myself..." Huang Yang's hands gradually moved to my chest, kneading it forcefully, and I felt his penis grow even thicker. "Let me go, please, I won't sue you anymore, just let me die, let me die..." I begged Huang Yang, crying. Honestly, if he could let me go, I would be so grateful. I've been defiled, I just want to die, to end this humiliation, to express my remorse to A-Chuang, to free myself… I continued to weakly beat Huang Yang, begging him to let me go… “Don’t think about dying. You belong to me now. I won’t let you die, so you can’t die.” Huang Yang said, his previous gentleness gone. “If you die, I’ll tell your husband to send him the photos of me fucking you, so he knows how lewd you are…” Huang Yang said coldly. “What?” I looked up at him in surprise, my eyes blurry with tears. “While you were unconscious, I found a digital camera in your house. Hehe, I took over a hundred photos of you… Haha, they made my dick hard, and I ejaculated a lot of semen on you…” “Ah?…” I felt dizzy and collapsed into Huang Yang’s arms, dazed. “If you die, I’ll send these photos to your husband and post them online, letting all your classmates, comrades, and friends know how shameful you are. Then, your husband and your family will be unable to hold their heads up, hahaha…” Huang Yang’s voice pressed down on me like dark clouds, and my heart died! “What do you want from me… to let me go…” I sobbed loudly in Huang Yang’s arms. “Like this…” Huang Yang thrust hard a few times, the sudden pleasure leaving me speechless. “Be my woman. When I want to fuck you, you can fuck me. The rest of the time, it’s up to you…” Huang Yang’s voice echoed in my ears. “You will also be your husband’s faithful wife…” Huang Yang emphasized the word 'faithful,' as if mocking me. “Continue to be a sophisticated white-collar lady, maintain your elegant image in front of your colleagues, but when I want you, you'll have to let me fuck you like a bitch, be my woman properly…” Huang Yang’s voice was filled with coldness. The thought of being Huang Yang’s woman sent shivers down my spine. “Xiao Wan, I love you very much too…” Seeing my silence, Huang Yang changed his strategy. “When I first saw you, I fell in love with you. I swore that I would make you my woman in this life. I will love you, cherish you, and treasure you. I won’t be like your husband, who doesn’t understand you and makes me comfort you…” Huang Yang’s words, though gentle, made me feel even more disgusted. But his hand teasing my breasts and his penis inside me made me blush. “No, I can’t betray my husband anymore. Please let me go, sob sob… I beg you…” I pleaded, crying. “Your husband doesn’t cherish you, so why are you keeping your chastity for him…” Huang Yang said excitedly, increasing the force of his thrusts. “Mmm… mmm…” I moaned softly, stimulated. “No… my husband loves me…” I cried. “Can your husband still love you after seeing those photos? You’re a slutty woman…” Huang Yang mocked me. “I’m not… I’m not…” I shook my head, crying. “Do you still love your husband?” Huang Yang suddenly asked me. “Yes…” I was surprised by Huang Yang’s question. I looked up, my eyes brimming with tears, but answered firmly. “Love?… Then think about it, when his clients see his wife slutfully lying in another man’s arms, making love, slutfully spreading her labia to masturbate, with semen flowing from her cunt, how can your husband still have the face to live?…” Huang Yang said viciously. “No!!! No!!!!” I begged, crying and collapsing into Huang Yang’s arms. “Think about it, if you become my woman and listen to me, you can save your husband…” “Your husband can continue his life, continue to maintain his social image. If you don’t say anything, if I don’t say anything, heaven knows, earth knows, no one else knows, so… what are you afraid of?” Huang Yang’s words really tempted me. “That’s right, only this way can I save A-Chuang. I have to sacrifice myself to save him. Although I made a mistake, I should do my best to save my marriage and my life. I have to sacrifice myself…” I gradually stopped crying, my mind filled with countless thoughts. “So, only this way can I save your husband? Be my lover, and I’ll comfort you…” Huang Yang noticed my change and continued. “…You can’t hurt my husband…” I whispered, nestled in Huang Yang’s arms. “Of course, tell your husband what the benefits will be for me…” Huang Yang immediately assured me. “…” I silently lay in Huang Yang’s arms, lost in thought. Huang Yang smiled smugly, seeing that I was convinced. “Mmm…mmm…no…” Huang Yang’s penis, inserted into me, suddenly began to thrust faster, making me blush and twist my body in resistance. “Be my woman, listen to me, you promised just now…” Huang Yang said shamelessly, panting heavily, as he manipulated me. I stopped resisting because of Huang Yang’s words. “Come on, let me taste your alluring breasts…” Huang Yang smiled smugly when he saw my acquiescence. He lifted my upper body, making me straddle his lower body in this shameful position, his penis inside me, exposing my beautiful breasts to his lustful gaze. “No…” I turned my head away in shame, unable to look Huang Yang in the eye, my hands covering my chest. “My darling, let me kiss you…” Huang Yang said shamelessly. “Put your hands down… or else…” Huang Yang’s voice was laced with threat. Slowly, I released my hands, letting them hang at my sides. My face was flushed red, burning hot. “Mmm… so beautiful…” Huang Yang’s face was buried in my breasts, sucking on my nipples while vigorously playing with them.He was touching my other, empty breast. "Mmm...mmm...oh...no...don't..." Waves of sweet sensations washed over me, filling my mind. "Whoosh...whoosh..." Huang Yang's saliva smeared my breasts, my nipples were covered in his saliva, while my other breast twisted and contorted into various strange shapes under his hands. "Come on, let me...let me have some good taste...give me milk..." Huang Yang buried his head in my breast, making muffled sounds. Sometimes Huang Yang teased my nipples with the tip of his tongue, sometimes he sucked the entire nipple into his mouth, sometimes he licked my smooth breasts with his whole tongue. Although I resisted Huang Yang in my heart, waves of tingling and itching assaulted my whole body, and my vagina secreted a large amount of love fluid. "Hehe...I told you you were lewd enough, you wanted it, didn't you..." Huang Yang felt the fluid secreted from my vagina, and I unconsciously clenched my vaginal muscles, making him feel even more comfortable. "Bang...bang..." Huang Yang thrust his lower body forcefully, making the sofa bang loudly. "Squeak...squeak..." Huang Yang's penis pounded wildly inside my vagina, constantly churning the vaginal muscles and love juices, making sounds that made me blush. "Slap...slap..." Huang Yang's thighs slammed against my buttocks, making lewd sounds. "Oh...oh...it feels so good...oh..." Huang Yang let out sounds of pleasure. "Mmm...mmm..." I bit my lower lip, desperately suppressing the pleasure emanating from my body, only letting out uncontrollable joy through my nose. "Squeak...squeak...bang...bang...oh...oh...mmm...mmm..." For a moment, the room was filled with lewd and seductive sounds, the air thick with a lewd atmosphere. I was so ashamed that I could only lie on top of Huang Yang, my face burning hot, my starry eyes tightly closed, my bare nipples erect like two pink grapes, rubbing up and down and side to side against his strong chest with Huang Yang's thrusts, a tantalizing tingling sensation that made my heart clench. Because I was lying on top of Huang Yang, our lower bodies were tightly connected, our pubic hair intertwined. My clitoris, erect with excitement, was being ravaged in the wet pubic hair mixed with love fluid, combined with the stimulation from my vagina, simultaneously assaulting my mind and body. I could hardly breathe, clinging to Huang Yang like an octopus, helplessly enduring his manipulation. "Mmm...mmm..." Seductive, lewd sounds occasionally escaped from my nose. "Little slut, moan, moan for me!" Huang Yang panted heavily as he increased the speed of his thrusting. "Mmm...oh...mmm..." I desperately tried to hold back; I had already been played with, I couldn't do anything lewd anymore. "Don't control yourself, you know..." Huang Yang saw that I was still suppressing myself, so he continued to speak in my ear, his hot breath blowing directly on my ear. "You know you've already been fucked, so you should enjoy it...don't suppress it, moan...moaning will be better..." Huang Yang continued to tempt me. "..." I shook my head weakly, burying my face in Huang Yang's shoulder, groaning silently. "Okay...whoosh...whoosh..." Seeing that I was still persisting, Huang Yang lowered his head and sucked hard on my nipple. "Ah...it hurts...oh..." The pain from my nipple made me cry out, but the pleasure that followed the pain made me cry out involuntarily. "Yes, like that, cry out, cry out!!!" Huang Yang said excitedly, sucking on my nipple without missing the opportunity, while his penis, which was inserted into my vagina, moved rapidly, and he pinched and rubbed my clitoris hard with one finger. "Ah...oh...no...don't..." I cried out involuntarily, suddenly my whole body was attacked, and the intense pleasure broke through my self-protective barrier, making me shout out the pleasure. After letting out a cry of pleasure, I knew I had completely lost my virginity. I would never be able to face Ah Chuang again. I would be a despised harlot, a shameless and vile woman who only knew how to pursue lewd pleasure. I was finished! A feeling of self-abandonment made me move in sync with Huang Yang's movements, thrusting my body up and down, cooperating with Huang Yang's thrusts, and making lewd moans. "Oh... ah... faster... almost... almost... coming... oh..." I held Huang Yang's chest with both hands, my lower body shaking violently up and down, my hair flying everywhere with the movement of my head, and sweat spraying in all directions from my face with the violent shaking of my head. More and more love fluid was secreted from my body, and the sounds of "squeak, squeak" grew louder and louder from our lower bodies, like a puppy drinking water or a woman doing laundry... Seeing my intense reaction and wanton moans, Huang Yang was also aroused. He abandoned his 'ravaging' of my breasts and focused on holding my upper body, while his lower body began to thrust frantically again... "Oh... ah... faster... Huang Yang... faster..." I shamelessly voiced my inner desires. "Call me husband, call me husband..." Huang Yang wiped the sweat dripping from his forehead and commanded. "Oh... oh... faster... faster..." I didn't answer Huang Yang's request, but just desperately shouted out the desire within my body. Suddenly, Huang Yang pushed me down, and I lost control, my upper body lying on the sofa. I quickly braced myself with my elbows, staring at Huang Yang in astonishment. At this moment, we were lying on our backs, my legs wrapped around Huang Yang's waist, while Huang Yang's legs were pressed under me, the only connection being Huang Yang's thick penis inserted into my lower body. Both of them were breathing heavily from the intense activity, their chests heaving, their bodies drenched in sweat that glistened under the light. Confused by the sudden interruption of my pleasure, I stared at Huang Yang in astonishment. The tingling, itching sensation in my genitals, caused by the cessation of thrusting, made me writhe restlessly, shamefully pursuing the pleasure of intercourse. I assumed it was Huang Yang's 'punishment' for disobeying his orders, and inwardly cursed myself. "Serves you right! For letting yourself fall into depravity, for indulging in lewdness..." "Look, look at this..." Huang Yang said with a smug smile, seeing my astonished expression. I followed Huang Yang's gaze... "Ah... what an embarrassing scene..." I saw that the two of them were tightly connected at the lower body, their pubic hair, wet with love juice, was scattered and clumps of it on their genitals, sticky and glistening with a lewd sheen. My engorged labia majora were wide open, revealing the pink flesh inside. My clitoris, which had been fully erect from the friction, had turned purplish-red and was covered with love juice, twitching with each pulse. My entire genital area seemed to be emitting a hot, fishy smell from the high-speed friction… Huang Yang slowly retreated, his thick, shiny black penis slowly withdrawing from my vagina, causing the tender flesh inside to turn inside out as well, bringing with it the white, cloudy fluid from my body, which slowly flowed down my perineum… The penis, soaked in my fluid, slowly retreated to the vaginal opening, the large glans tightly gripping my vaginal opening, a ring of white veins appearing around the pink vaginal opening… What a lewd scene! It made me blush and feel burning with desire, my vagina throbbed again, and a large amount of fluid gushed out. “Gurgle…” The thick, shiny black penis disappeared from my vagina again, squeezing out a large amount of love fluid, which splashed onto Huang Yang’s testicles and onto my inner thighs. "Oh..." I sighed contentedly, my eyes glazing over again. I tilted my head back, letting my long hair fall onto the sofa, my hands still supporting me. As Huang Yang's penis moved in and out of my vagina, my breasts bounced up and down, creating waves of flesh. I was enjoying Huang Yang's 'humiliation'... Huang Yang continued to manipulate me in this position for a few more times. Perhaps he couldn't exert enough force, or perhaps my shameful posture aroused his lust even more. Suddenly, Huang Yang got up and hugged me from above, his penis thrusting rapidly inside me like a ramming pile. "Oh... ah... faster... it's coming... coming... faster... use... harder..." I cried out again. "Call... call out..." Huang Yang's sweat dripped onto my face. "Ah... faster... faster..." I cried out, while hugging Huang Yang's body tightly, as if trying to push his penis even deeper into me. "Call me..." Huang Yang, seeing that I had misunderstood his earlier meaning, reminded me to call him. “Oh…Ah Yang…faster…faster…fuck me…” I cried out, overwhelmed by pleasure. “Call me husband…call me husband…” Huang Yang thrust impatiently against me. His penis slid in and out of my cunt, as if it were steaming hot. “Oh…faster…faster…I’m…I’m coming…” The pleasure was building rapidly, and I was about to reach my climax. But I still didn’t obey Huang Yang’s orders and didn’t call him ‘husband’. “Slut… whore…call yourself…” Huang Yang saw that I still didn’t call him ‘husband’, so he slowed down his thrusting, his eyes red with impatience, and decided to ‘punish’ me. “Faster…faster…don’t…stop…” I cried anxiously from below. “What? Don’t stop what?” Huang Yang said. “Move…move…” I said shyly. “Move with what?” “With…with your…penis…” I said timidly. Consumed by lust, I uttered words I'd never spoken before. Now, all I knew was the pursuit of sex, the ability to be manipulated only through submission. How ridiculous! I was being controlled by a man, forced to satisfy his demands. He wanted to conquer me both physically and emotionally. In my despair, I had no will to resist, only the desire to succumb!"What are you going to do with my cock?" The man seemed satisfied with my answer, thrusting a few times before continuing. "Fuck me..." I was so ashamed my face was practically bleeding. "What are you going to do? If you don't say it right, I won't move." Huang Yang indeed stopped thrusting, immersing his cock inside my body. "Fuck...fuck my...vagina..." I cried, biting my lip. At the same time, I hated my own depravity, why was I so lewd and lowly, unable to escape the pursuit of desire... "No, that's too formal, say it again..." The man indeed didn't move. "Fuck...fuck my pussy..." "Hmm, that's getting interesting, but not quite right." "Fuck...fuck my...slutty...slutty cunt..." My trembling lips uttered the lewd words. "Ha...right, it's slutty cunt..." Huang Yang smiled with satisfaction, his cock beginning to move. "Also, don't use 'fuck,' say 'fuck,' understand?!" Huang Yang said, pressing against my cervix. “…Oh…” I was enjoying the pleasure, so I could only nod, while swaying my hips restlessly, as if to tell Huang Yang that I was dissatisfied with his slow pace. “What a typical slut, you can’t even last this long…” Huang Yang continued to humiliate me. “Say what you just said in a coherent way, and add the name you use for me, and call yourself a ‘slut’…” Huang Yang’s penis threateningly pressed against my cervix, and another wave of pleasure made me lose my senses. “Slut…slut…please…please…Ah Yang…fuck…fuck…my…slutty…slutty cunt…woo…” I surrendered, I surrendered, say it, as long as you give me pleasure, I’ll say whatever I want to hear. “Haha, although it’s not perfect, it’s not bad either…” Huang Yang was finally satisfied, hugged my body, and his lower body was thrusting rapidly. “Oh…coming…ah…thrust…thrust…my flower heart…ah…so comfortable…ah…Ah Yang…faster…faster…” I moaned and cried out lewdly below. "Oh...it's coming...why aren't you coming yet...oh...I'm dying...no...no...stop..." I shook my head frantically, screaming out all my desires. I was no longer the person I used to be. Huang Yang had tormented me to the point of losing myself. Now I was just a woman seeking pleasure, a wanton and base woman, a woman who only knew how to pursue gratification. My husband's image had long since vanished under Huang Yang's manipulation. I had fallen! "Fuck...so fast...looks like you're really unsatisfied..." Huang Yang pinched my breasts, mocking me. "Wait a minute..." Huang Yang suddenly stopped playing with me again. I couldn't bear it anymore. Twice already, I was about to climax, and then it was stopped again. I was going crazy! I frantically hugged Huang Yang's body, pressing my genitals tightly against his penis. Just a few strokes, even just a few strokes would satisfy me, would bring me to orgasm. I shamelessly rubbed against Huang Yang, holding him tightly. "No...just a few times...give it to me...please..." Tears streamed down my face, my eyes filled with desperate desire. "Let's see you pretend to be high and mighty again, I'll kill you..." Huang Yang lewdly stared at me, laughing, and cruelly pulled his penis completely out of my vagina. "Ah...no..." I cried, clinging to Huang Yang's body, my dignity utterly shattered. "Sit still, lie face down on the sofa..." Huang Yang slapped my buttocks hard as I sat up. The pain in my buttocks didn't awaken my dignity; instead, it fueled my desire even more. I knew Huang Yang didn't want to fuck me anymore, but wanted to try a different method. He'd do anything to satisfy my current desires. I obediently got up and clumsily lay face down on the sofa. "Bend your ass up, bend your ass up like a bitch..." Huang Yang slapped my buttocks hard. My plump buttocks immediately turned red under Huang Yang's blows, and waves of flesh rippled across them... I supported myself on the sofa with my elbows on the ground, and without Huang Yang's command, I spread my legs wide, my buttocks sticking up high. The thought of my anus being exposed to Huang Yang made my lustful desire boil over again. The sticky fluid secreted from my vulva slowly flowed down my thighs, which were already covered in love juice, and some dripped down my labia to the ground... "What a beautiful and charming ass..." Huang Yang seemed to caress my buttocks with great affection, scooping up a handful of lustful fluid and smearing it all over my buttocks. I swayed my buttocks restlessly, as if inviting Huang Yang to let his penis meet my vagina. “Here it comes…” Huang Yang, holding his hard cock, thrust it into my vagina with a ‘squelch,’ his long cock disappearing without a trace, his large, dark testicles slapping against my labia. “Oh…so good…” I exclaimed, releasing my pent-up pleasure. “Squelch…squelch…” Huang Yang’s thrusting cock and my rear-end thrusting hips moved in perfect harmony, instantly transmitting pleasure to both of us. “Oh…is it good or not…” Huang Yang held my buttocks while thrusting his lower body. “Good…good…faster…faster…fuck me…harder…oh oh…so deep…reaching…reaching…reaching…oh…” I groaned with pleasure. I swayed my body vigorously, pursuing pleasure, my sagging breasts swaying beneath me. Huang Yang then reached out and grasped my breasts, squeezing and kneading them forcefully. “Oh…good…faster…oh…Ah Yang…so good…faster…” “Call me husband…I’ll give you pleasure…” “Hmm…oh…I can’t take it anymore…oh…ah…woo…I’m dying…husband…faster…fuck me…fuck me to death…” I finally called Huang Yang husband. This position, this pleasure, was something I had never experienced with Ah Chuang. I fantasized that Ah Chuang was the one fucking me. “Haha…you called me husband…” Huang Yang thought I was calling him, and he was so happy that he seemed to want to release all his strength. The cock that was desperately thrusting into my vagina rubbed my vagina until I had lost all feeling. The huge pleasure spread from my vagina, uterus, and breasts to my head and my body. “Oh…husband…I’m coming…faster…faster…deeper…deeper…ah…” Under the onslaught of pleasure, I finally burst out. Hot vaginal fluid shot out from my uterus. My vagina was twitching irregularly. My whole body was stiff, and my head was dizzy, as if thousands of stars were flying around. I collapsed onto the sofa. "So fast, wait for me..." Huang Yang held me, who was limp, his erect penis not relaxing at all, continuing to thrust inside my uterus and vagina. "Ah...ah..." Another wave of pleasure surged through me, immediately bringing me to my second orgasm. "Oh...oh...oh..." Huang Yang's penis suddenly swelled, pressing tightly against my cervix, his long penis probably penetrating my uterus, and scalding semen gushed out from his body like a lava eruption, so strong, so powerful, and so hot, shooting like bullets against my uterine wall, pushing me to orgasm again... "Oh..." Three consecutive orgasms made me lose control of my bladder immediately. The pleasure of the orgasm made all the strength in my body disappear instantly, my lower abdomen kept convulsing, and the restraint on my lower body suddenly broke, my urethra opened, and the accumulated urine gushed out like a flood bursting its banks, spraying onto the sofa in front of me, splashing urine onto my body, and flowing down the sofa to the living room floor. After the climax, my body felt as if it had ceased to exist; my consciousness drifted away, floating into the sky. My convulsing vagina gushed out vaginal fluid again. Each spasm seemed to try and drain Huang Yang's semen, sucking at his penis like a small mouth… “Oh…” Huang Yang, as if having exhausted all his strength, suddenly hugged me from behind, squeezing my breasts tightly, as if trying to flatten them, gripping them fiercely… We both fainted. …Gradually, I regained consciousness. Bright lights bathed me. My

■A High School Girl's Confession■ (Special Offer to Female Netizens)

I'm a senior in high school, and I'm my parents' most beloved only daughter. My dad is a car dealer, and my mom is a music teacher. Their relationship has been excellent since they got married. I'm so glad I was born into this harmonious family.
My dad's old friends, Uncle Guo and his wife, live next door. When I was four, Mr. Guo came to my house, panting, and told my parents that his wife had just given birth to a baby, and we were all so happy for him! My mom even said to me, "Jing, you'll have someone to play with now!" From a young age,
I always liked to call him Xiao Song. He really brought a lot of joy to both our families. When we were little, he always wore a Japanese Superman mask and would wander between our houses, shouting and yelling, constantly pestering me to play Superman vs. monsters with him. Every time, he would come home crying, telling Aunt Guo that Superman was defeated by the "monster," and he would cry incessantly. Hehe, how could I, the "monster" of the older sister, lose to him...
Xiao Song is quite intelligent, but he lacks a bit of patience. Guo's mother, for the sake of his studies, always ordered him to come to my house to do his homework with me. I would nag him in an older sister's tone, telling him to finish his homework properly.
Perhaps out of resentment, when I turned away, he would often lightly pat my buttocks and tease me, saying, "Jing-jie! Why don't you have any meat on your butt? What will you do in the future? It'll be hard to have children..." Every time he touched me, I was too angry to say anything.
After I turned twelve, my mother continued her teaching career. When asked why she still went out to work, with Dad supporting the family, her reason was always that she didn't want to be a housewife forever, and that working outside would allow her to stay informed about society.
Therefore, since I was twelve, after school, it was just me and Xiao Guo doing homework together. During that time, I tried my best to teach him what he didn't understand. It finally paid off; by the time I entered my senior year of high school, his grades in school had been improving year by year. Every time Guo's mother comes to my house, she praises Xiao Jing in front of my parents, saying that she's smart, beautiful, and can even manage her son Xiao Song well—she's really amazing! My parents always smile from ear to ear when they hear this.
Today, after school, Xiao Song came to my house as usual, carrying his rather heavy schoolbag. I poured him a glass of ice water, and then we each did our own homework.
Soon, Xiao Song encountered a problem and started yelling for me to teach him. Sigh, I couldn't even finish my own homework… I couldn't teach him. So I sat down next to him to see what he didn't understand. Just as I moved closer to his left side, I felt something touch my chest. I glanced down slightly and saw that Xiao Song's elbow was pressing against my right breast. My natural reaction was to lean back slightly, watching Xiao Song's actions to see if it was intentional. But seeing how focused he was on his homework, I didn't suspect anything and moved closer to guide him on his questions. However, I
felt another pressure on my breast. This time, I ignored it and focused on teaching him what he didn't understand.
For some reason, his elbow seemed to be rhythmically swaying gently from side to side across my fully developed breasts. Even though it was through my school uniform, his rubbing made my breasts slowly itch. I wanted to pull back, but then Xiaosong called me to look at the question in the book again. I leaned closer, my right breast pressing more against his arm. Although my face was on the book, my cheeks flushed.
This time, Xiaosong casually turned his shoulders a few times, indicating that he was a little tired. It would have been better if he hadn't moved, because the movement caused his elbow to rub against my chest quickly. This stimulation caused a reaction near my nipples, a sudden contraction that surged into my heart... I could
n't help but let out a soft "Mmm!" in my heart... I opened my mouth slightly and slowly exhaled. No, I had to tell him to look at it himself first, and I would answer his question tomorrow if he still didn't understand. I told him I had something to do, and then I got up and ran to my room. Just as I turned around, he attacked my soft buttocks again, loudly proclaiming, "Sister Jing, nothing's changed! Haha!"
I widened my eyes and replied, "It has nothing to do with you, my little brother. You should focus on your studies!"
After closing the door, I lay weakly on the bed, savoring the feeling from just now. Only then did I realize that my lower body felt a little sticky. Curious, I rolled up my school skirt to my waist and touched my pure white panties. I was startled; why was there a small wet patch near the center of my labia? I slipped my hand inside my panties, and some wet liquid seeped out where my fingers touched.
I bent my left hand and placed it on my forehead, while my right middle finger gently circled around my labia. My mind was a mess, wondering why this was happening... why I was having this inappropriate reaction...
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The next day, Xiaosong came to my house again. After what happened yesterday, I didn't dare get too close to him today. I just told him to underline anything I didn't understand, and I would write it down for him. Just then, the phone rang, and I ran to answer it. Strange, it was for Xiaosong.
After he hung up, I asked him why his classmate knew to call here. He said, "I gave him this phone number because I wanted to get that electronic toy quickly." Oh, I see.
Then he ran to the front door and said, "Jing-jie! I'm going to get it! I'll be right back, don't tell my mom!"
"Okay! Come back quickly!"
I ignored him and continued with my homework.
On my way back to the table, I accidentally kicked his backpack. I thought to myself: his backpack is getting heavier and heavier, and I picked it up—it really was heavy! What books does he bring to class every day? I unzipped the backpack, and wow, it was a huge pile of textbooks, just like mine used to be.
Just as I was zipping it up, I saw a comic book book. Ah! I haven't read one in ages; I've been preparing for university exams lately. Good! It'll be good to relax a bit. When I pulled out the comic book, it turned out to be... a Japanese hentai manga... The cover depicted a girl with a model's figure, long black hair, a pitiful face, and full breasts. She was only wearing purple panties and posing in an explicit manner. Having never seen this kind of manga before, I blushed with embarrassment.
Driven by curiosity, I sat on the sofa and quietly looked at each page. Although I couldn't understand the Japanese text, the actions depicted aroused me.
After finishing the entire manga, I unconsciously placed my hand on my skirt and gently rubbed my vulva through the fabric, closing my eyes and fantasizing about every scene I had just read. After putting down the manga with my left hand, I began to caress my breasts, while my right hand continuously stimulated my vulva. Lost in thought, I reached out with my right hand and gently touched the center of my panties. My index and middle fingers, through the thin white fabric, alternately rubbed my slightly damp labia, while occasionally caressing the sides of my inner thighs, constantly arousing my body.
"Mmm…!" I bit my lower lip, savoring the pleasure.
I opened my eyes a crack, glancing at the comic book cover beside me, then shyly closed them again. My head leaned back tightly against the sofa, my right fingers beginning to sweep across my soaked panties as I desired, my legs spreading wider and straighter.
"Mmm! Mmm~~~" My warm fluid uncontrollably seeped through my soft, thin panties, my thighs spread wide to allow my right hand to move freely, my left hand immediately pressing against my lower abdomen, receiving the electric-like sensation… I let out several low, soft moans.
After several minutes, my chest slowly calmed down, and my whole body felt completely exhausted. Sigh! This is the first time I've ever masturbated. The more I think about it, the more embarrassed I get. Luckily, Xiaosong hasn't come back yet, otherwise, I wouldn't know how to explain what I just did to him.
Just as I was about to take a hot shower, Xiaosong came back. As soon as he walked in, he stared at the comic book in my hand
, looking terrified. Of course, I didn't miss the chance to scold him; I told Guo's mother if his grades were bad. He couldn't argue, so he obediently did his homework. As soon as he sat down, he asked suspiciously, "Jing-jie! Did you peek?"
I hurriedly replied, "Clean your mouth! I won't look at it! Go do your homework! And if I see you bringing this kind of book again, I won't be responsible for what Guo's mother says, you hear me?"
Having no chance to shower, I had to do my homework with him, but my wet lower body made me very uncomfortable. I wasn't able to clean myself properly until Xiaosong left. I wondered what I'd been doing these past two days…
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This week, my parents and Uncle Guo took a long vacation to travel abroad for a week. They really have faith in me, actually asking me to take care of Xiaosong. Oh well, what can I do? I'm four years older than him! Heaven is so unfair to me, why can't I go with them?
Tonight, after having dinner with Xiaosong, we played Monopoly to see who would have to get up early to make breakfast tomorrow. We fought and argued for dozens of rounds, finally losing to this little brother. I really need to try harder!
It's already past midnight, so I'll just go to Xiaosong's parents' bedroom to sleep. Wow! The room was really big, and the bed was so comfortable. After showering, I went back to bed and fell fast asleep.
In my hazy state, I thought someone was calling my name: "Sister Jing~" At first, I didn't pay attention, but after listening carefully, I realized it was Xiao Guo. It's so late, why wake me up? I was sleeping so soundly! I pretended not to hear him and ignored him.
Xiao Song called softly a few times, and stopped when I didn't respond. Not long after, I felt my blanket being pulled off, and suddenly a hand pressed against
my lower abdomen, gently stroking it back and forth. It was Xiao Guo! What should I do? I was terrified at that moment and didn't know what to do, so I just pretended to be asleep. Then his other hand reached up to my upper body and rubbed my breasts with his fingers. He gently brushed them with his fingers, and seeing that I didn't react, he became bolder and used both hands to massage my stimulated breasts with a little force. His push made me feel itchy, like the time he rubbed my right breast with his elbow.
I didn't know whether I should wake up immediately and yell at him. While struggling with my inner conflict, I felt him slowly pull my loose, light blue shorts down to my slender calves. He lifted my legs slightly and quickly pulled the shorts off, letting them fall to the side. Now I was only wearing a sleeveless, tight-fitting tank top, a white bra underneath, and thin white cotton underwear.
I heard him call my name again in a barely audible voice. My mind went completely blank. Fine, I wouldn't answer him. He took advantage of my silence again and began to spread my legs wide. His hands were on my calves, his fingers massaging and stroking my smooth skin. Suddenly, both hands pressed against the inside of my thighs, slowly stroking them up and down and side to side. This made me flinch; the muscles in my legs tensed, and my brows furrowed involuntarily as his fingertips lightly rubbed against my underwear.
He didn't miss a single inch he saw, his fingers roaming over my thin underwear. His fingers found my clitoris, and he gently pressed and rubbed it up and down, pushing my panties, soaked with my juices, above my clitoris. My breasts rose and fell slowly with his caresses on my private parts, and I had to control myself to avoid him seeing, which was a little difficult. A warm current seemed to flow through my lower abdomen, extending all the way to my vulva.
Ah! Although I could barely control my breathing, my juices ignored my efforts to hold back, flowing freely onto my panties. I don't know how much had soaked into my thin panties, and I think Xiaosong must have noticed it too.
Hmph! He began to attack my already wet labia, his fingers constantly circling around them, rubbing them up and down with varying pressure. I occasionally pretended to casually move my hips from side to side and lift them upwards to match his movements. His fingers seemed to be attacking my vulva faster, and the smooth skin around my genitals indirectly told me that my panties were completely soaked by Xiaosong. I didn't have the strength to get up and stop Xiaosong from going any further, so I just closed my eyes and let him do what he wanted.
Suddenly, Xiaosong stopped all movement. After a while, I heard a movement, and then Xiaosong's knees pressed against both sides of my thighs. My private parts were suddenly disturbed again, but unlike before, it didn't feel like Xiaosong's fingers. I only felt that object touching something warm. When it touched my inner thighs, I felt something soft with a sticky liquid.
That thing kept rubbing against my underwear, the frequency increasing, rubbing up and down my labia, occasionally gently pressing against my vulva, as if trying to penetrate my underwear. My calves, thighs, and buttocks were being rapidly manipulated by him against my vulva, moving slowly and quietly.
Suddenly, Xiaosong let out several low moans, and my private parts were suddenly sprayed with some liquid. I felt a burning sensation, and some of the sticky liquid splashed onto my thighs. I even smelled a strong odor, one I had never smelled before.
Unable to guess the time, I faintly heard Xiaosong's panting in the silence. He pulled my legs closer together again, and I felt his knee pressing against the wet, slippery crotch of my panties. My mind was still reeling from his earlier actions, my chaotic thoughts racing: Wasn't Xiaosong afraid I'd wake up?
Then, he rolled up the bottom of my vest, all the way to my armpits. He reached out and stroked my breasts, which were exposed outside my bra, his warm hands gently kneading the smooth, unprotected skin. Skillfully, he started from my armpits, gliding down to the sides of my breasts, then placed his hands in my cleavage, rubbing back and forth along the top edge of my bra. Suddenly, he slipped his hands inside my bra and pinched my nipples.
Mmm! My nipples hardened naturally and quickly, and he used a little more force to pull and press my sensitive nipples up and down. Not satisfied, he gently pulled the bra down from the top to below my nipples. Most of my elastic breasts and erect nipples felt a little cool without the protection of the bra. Now I was too ashamed to open my eyes and look at Xiaosong's gaze on my body.
I don't know what it was, but a warm, wet liquid dripped onto my right nipple, and the hot liquid made the nipple contract rapidly. The answer was soon known; it was Xiaosong's saliva, because he was sucking on my nipple and gently biting it with the tip of his teeth. His tongue coiled around my nipple like a snake, his soft tongue occasionally teasing and circling the nipple.
His left hand was not idle either, joining the battle to attack my left breast. He stimulated my nipple with the center of his palm, while his fingers pressed and rubbed against my precocious breast. My inner thighs unconsciously tightened slightly, pressing my calves (Xiao Song's) between my legs, and I pressed my vulva tightly against Xiao Song's knee, using my inner strength to gently sway my vulva up and down against his knee. I felt a bead of sweat on my forehead. I didn't even know why I so desperately wanted to rub my labia against Xiao Song's knee; I only knew that my lower body was unbearably itchy.
My previously quite satisfied, slippery private parts couldn't feel Xiao Song's knee anymore, and all of Xiao Song's movements on my chest stopped. Oh no! He was about to remove my thin panties, and I nervously gripped the sheets tightly.
Xiao Song had already slowly pulled down my panties, and he gently spread my legs, completely exposing my vulva to him. My toes involuntarily clenched together, waiting for Xiao Song's next move. I felt his left hand press down on the bed beside me on my right side. A tingling, numb sensation came from my private parts, and I felt something brushing against them, like the thing that had been moving through my underwear earlier. Suddenly, I remembered the boy's genitals in that erotic manga by Komatsu. Was Komatsu using his penis to strangle me?!
I was terrified and wanted to get up immediately to stop him, but the thought of seeing his penis made me freeze on the bed, my heart pounding like a deer, not knowing what to do.
It was too late! My vagina was beginning to be penetrated by his penis. His warm penis slowly pushed into my wet vagina, each small thrust stretching open my untouched vagina. It hurt so much; I only felt the intense tearing sensation. I didn't want him to know that I had been pretending to be asleep. No matter how painful it was, I only screamed in my heart.
With the last thrust, he forcefully pushed deep into my vagina. My vulva touched his pubic hair, and I thought he had inserted his entire penis inside. I could feel his penis bouncing and throbbing inside my vagina. Luckily, he didn't move anymore, or I would have fainted from the pain.
In the stillness, he began to stroke my lower abdomen with his hand, sliding down to my breasts and lightly touching them. His mouth began to suckle on my nipples again. This time, he gently bit the base of my nipple, while his tongue pressed and rubbed the tip of my nipple from side to side, the speed increasing rhythmically. His penis, as if impatient, began to enter and exit my tight vagina. I don't know if he didn't want to wake me up, but the thrusting was slow, while his tongue on my nipples moved erratically and rapidly.
His penis seemed to be constantly swelling, hardening and stretching my vagina painfully. I deliberately made a sound, raising my voice, hoping to scare him away. But he ignored me and increased the speed of his thrusting. His tongue and right hand continued to stimulate my nipples and breasts. My forehead, chest, lower abdomen, and thighs were covered in sweat as his penis entered and exited and his tongue and right hand stimulated my upper chest. Suddenly,
a heavy pressure came from my lower body, and I felt waves of warm fluid gushing into my vagina. My whole body trembled several times, and a tear rolled down my cheek in fear.
Xiaosong's penis thrust into my private parts a few times and then stopped. His hands caressed my breasts and lower abdomen for a short while before his penis withdrew from my vagina. He seemed unaware that I was actually awake, just with my eyes closed. After tidying my clothes, he quietly closed the door, leaving me, Jingjie, nearly fainting from the pain.
Shortly after he left, I got up and took off my shorts and underwear. By the moonlight streaming in through the window, I saw that the sheets were stained with blood, and my genitals were still wet with Xiaosong's semen, tinged with blood.
I curled up, buried my head in my knees, and began to sob… wondering how I was going to face Xiaosong tomorrow…!?

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