My Second Female M (Part 1)

I've known Xue Nu for over three days now. From our initial acquaintance to our gradual openness, I've come to understand the contradictions within her. I've always considered myself someone who enjoys studying inner thoughts, and many of my stories focus on depicting those inner worlds, which has earned me the approval of my friends. However, as her master, simply knowing how to train and punish her externally isn't enough. Regardless of what others do, I still insist on my own methods of winning her heart, aiming to make her submit from the depths of her soul.
Xuenu is a rather unruly and individualistic female slave, which is related to her living and working environment. As far as I know, she is relatively successful at work and has achieved certain results. The image of a strong woman has probably been established among her friends and colleagues. In real life, strength often masks a lonely soul. The excessive emphasis on dignity in reality often leads to her inner world's psychological need to be trampled on or even destroyed. Experiencing new and exciting things is what most people crave.
The process of taming Xuenu has gone relatively smoothly. Although she sometimes refuses, she is generally able to complete the tasks assigned by her master according to his needs. Judging from her several reflections, she has basically accepted my authority, but she still has doubts about her own submissiveness. I think I need to help her solidify this aspect.

In the process of training her, I have also experienced unprecedented pleasure, and reading her reflections has also given me a special kind of excitement, even a strong sexual urge. Some articles say that if you can't achieve orgasm in SM, it means your SM is unsuccessful. These past few days, I have been in a state of sexual arousal. When training Xuenu, she also achieved several orgasms through masturbation with my permission. I think this is mutual pleasure, which is exactly the same as my principle of mutual pleasure and sharing happiness.
Xuenu's personality meant she wouldn't obediently follow her master's orders like Ju Nu. However, Xuenu's greatest strength was her ability to summarize her inner feelings and report them to her master, which her master appreciated.

Today, Xuenu wrote down yesterday's training and today's condom-buying experience and sent it to her master. Her master praised it and asked her to write down today's training and submit it on Monday. However, Xuenu kept finding excuses to resist, and finally, her master had to intensify the training over the phone.

When the call connected, Xuenu's weak voice was heard. Her master sternly demanded that she admit her mistakes. Xuenu obediently said, "Xuenu knows her mistake, Xuenu begs your forgiveness."

Because Xuenu had always been reluctant to say she was a female dog, her master deliberately emphasized on the phone that she was a female dog. At first, Xuenu was unwilling, but later, under her master's stern insistence, she had to repeat, "Xuenu is a female dog, Xuenu is a female dog."

After speaking, the master ordered Xue Nu to kneel down. The sound of a chair being moved could be heard over the phone, confirming that Xue Nu hadn't lied and had indeed moved the chair and knelt. Then, the master instructed Xue Nu to punish herself by slapping herself. Although she slapped twice, the master claimed not to hear and told her to slap harder until a clear sound came through the phone. Only then was the master satisfied and forgave Xue Nu. The master hung up without saying goodbye, ending the phone-based intensive training. Through this method, Xue Nu had improved significantly, indicating that it was quite effective.
When I first met Xue Nu, I already knew that taming her might be a long process, so I put in a lot of effort because she was a strong woman who was very capable at work. But the more capable a woman is, the more unique her inner world is. Although I tested her at the time, that so-called test was just a small part of my real test. It was through chatting that I truly understood her and discovered the desires in her inner world.
I think everyone is hypocritical at some point, especially those who achieve a certain level of success. They need to be this way, and precisely because of this, she needs a means or someone to express her true self; she needs an outlet to vent.

When a person's pride is extremely inflated, they may crave having their pride trampled on, experiencing thrills they don't have in real life. This is the innate nature of most people. When someone discovers that they can obtain this kind of pleasure through SM games, they will become addicted to it. Xuenu is such a woman.
Xuenu is a clever woman; otherwise, she couldn't have achieved so much. As a woman, I think she deserves a little pride in her accomplishments. Perhaps her usual unruly nature has forged her indomitable character, which makes training her somewhat difficult. It

's said that her original master left her because of this, and the trauma it caused her once made her want to give up this game. I think that if she gave up, the trauma would last a lifetime. The best way to heal her wounds is to tame her and let her experience pleasure. I intend to do this, letting her experience the pleasure of being a slave, and in her pleasure as a slave, I will also experience the pleasure of being a master.
For a time, Xue Nu refused certain aspects of the training, which is understandable. For a submissive who isn't fully subjugated, setbacks are normal. As the master, one must be keenly perceptive of the submissive's inner world, discerning whether the task is ultimately insurmountable or merely temporarily unattainable, and then taking appropriate measures.

I believe that for a fully subjugated submissive, any request from the master will be readily fulfilled, as she finds pleasure in the master's pleasure and glory in satisfying him. As the master, one must skillfully analyze the submissive's inner changes, proceeding step by step, gradually deepening the submissive's psychological awareness, and constantly consolidating the gains. This gradual approach is also a principle that this game should follow.

In these days of training, Xue Nu has made rapid progress, which can be seen in her diary. I think Xue Nu also sees her progress, and she is happy to see it, experiencing a different kind of joy and satisfaction in this continuous progress—this is the joy of a submissive.
Today I spent nearly two hours preparing a Snow Slave Contract, intending to formally confirm Snow Slave's status in writing. Regardless of whether this contract has legal effect (current Chinese law cannot recognize its validity), it will be a milestone for Snow Slave. Her attachment to her master will become clearer and more explicit, and she will have substantial traces and feelings of being a slave. This is a huge step forward for her. Although she was a little scared this afternoon, I think she will accept it.

Xue Nu's resistance to the contract was expected, but I truly didn't anticipate it to the point of preferring to leave her master. However, upon reflection, I think this is merely a minor episode in her growth process. Perhaps the contract's content isn't entirely appropriate, but in terms of its symbolic meaning, even just ten words are effective. After further training, Xue Nu needs such a contract to clearly define her identity.

This is a necessary stage in her development; overcoming this hurdle signifies success, while failing to do so renders all previous efforts futile. I believe Xue Nu's nature yearns for this; she longs to express her dependence and longing in a form, to remind herself that she has a master. A slave feels honored by this; she is no longer a stray, unloved slave. This contract will bring Xue Nu a more real and clearer sense of dependence and joy. I await her return, bringing the signed contract to pay homage to her master. I believe I will see it.

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