The cuckolded husband's confession

The next day, I told the single man everything on QQ. He replied quickly: "I

knew you'd do this sooner or later. Once you overcome your inhibitions and come to terms with it, everything will be simple. Why

torture yourself like this? It's exhausting for both of us. You have a strong desire for cuckoldry deep down; you're a

typical cuckold. If you can't achieve it, you'll live a life of utter despair, even worse than death

, and it will severely damage your relationship with your wife.

" After hearing his words, I was practically surrendering.

He continued: "Since it's come to this, there's no time to lose. You have to strike while the iron is hot, while

your wife is still hesitating and wavering. Otherwise, if you drag it out, the initial excitement will fade, and things

will revert to the same old routine. I'll try to go on a business trip to Shandong at the end of the month.

" I was shocked. What was bound to happen was finally happening, but I didn't expect it to be so soon.

I asked: "So, how will the first time go? Will it be all three of us together, or just my wife and you?"

I hoped the single man would say it would be all of us, but I was disappointed.

"I suggest you have your wife and I do it alone for the first time. The first time is very important. If it's successful,

it'll be a great start, but if it fails, she might never do it again. So, you

should let her experience it herself the first time. And in my experience, women are often reserved the first time if their husbands are

around They're afraid their husbands will see their wanton side, and they're also afraid their husbands won't be able to accept it

and it will leave a lasting negative impression, causing marital discord."

I thought of another problem: what if my wife doesn't want to do it if it's just the two of you?

A thought for a moment: "Let me ask you something first, and you have to be honest. If we go this time,

what ? Do you want us to just meet and chat, or maybe have some light physical contact, like holding hands or hugging?

Or is the ultimate goal to have sex?"

I paused, gritted my teeth, and typed: "As long as my wife is willing, everything is up to you."

A seemed satisfied: "Hmm, that gives me some peace of mind."

I suddenly realized something: "However, we have an agreement, you can't force my wife, you can't coerce her."

"Don't worry about that. I've never forced any woman; they've all been willing. Besides ,

there's no point in that. I'm attracted to women who, after I've 'trained' them, accept me both physically and mentally.

However , if your wife's attitude is half-hearted, that's a different story.

" "What do you mean?"

the single man explained: "It means that if your wife is half-hearted, it actually means her inner defenses have already

crumbled. She's not particularly resistant physically, but just resisting or

struggling a bit because of face-saving and moral constraints. At this point, you absolutely cannot let go; you should use some forceful methods appropriately.

Do you understand?"

I immediately pictured my wife half-heartedly resisting AAA's advances, swallowing

hard: "Yes, I understand."

AAA seemed very satisfied: "Yeah, we've talked for so long and put in so much effort; it's time for a result.

Hehe, among the couples I've been with, I've talked with you two the longest and put in the most effort. In any case,

we should get results. " "Your wish to be cuckolded should be fulfilled soon."

His words always excited and thrilled me.

I still felt the chances of it happening the first time were slim. I reminded A: "But I still don't think it'll work.

After all, my wife is a teacher, and she had a very strict and traditional upbringing. Once in middle school, she

was seen talking to a male classmate on the street, and her father saw her. She was scolded and cowered when she got home. She

didn't start dating until she was twenty-four or twenty-five.

" A said: "In my experience, women with stricter upbringing and more traditional values are often more

likely because they were previously too restrained and controlled. But people have a rebellious streak. Once they are in

a certain environment, a certain atmosphere, and are tempted, and given the right conditions, their

chances are higher than those women who seem less disciplined and less virtuous. I already know them very well.

" What could I do but admire A, this expert?

We started discussing the specific details of the plan, such as how to contact each other a few days before the meeting, what my wife and I

should do, and A specifically instructed us to avoid meeting during my wife's period. I agreed to everything, and we

even exchanged phone numbers. A promised to keep me updated on his and his wife's progress.

Then A asked me an exciting question: "When you ask your wife out, what would you want her

to do? In terms of clothing?"

Without hesitation, I typed: "I want my wife to dress sexily, in a short skirt, high heels, and

stockings to meet you."

"Want to wear makeup?"

"Yeah, just a little bit."

"Okay, we're on the same page. I really like women wearing high heels and stockings, especially black semi-sheer

stockings . It makes me feel even better. But don't try to persuade her to wear those, since she doesn't know

we've been secretly plotting to mess with her. If you suggest she wear those, it'll be too direct and she'll become suspicious.

Just tell her to dress nicely when you go out; it's a matter of respecting yourself and others.

I'll talk to her about this online. I'll tell her that I hope she dresses ladylike when we meet.

Women look most feminine in high heels and stockings; it makes them look dignified and elegant, yet beautiful and sexy,

leaving a good impression. See how she reacts. Pay attention to

whether wears them. If she doesn't, it means she might still have some inner conflict, worried that

dressing too sexy for a strange man is inappropriate, and she might be wary. If she does wear them, it means she trusts me completely and

isn't particularly resistant to me, so we've basically succeeded."

"Okay, I'll do it your way."

「还有个问题，你老婆有采取避孕措施了吗？第一次我是不是应该戴套啊？

你希望我怎么做？」

「她上过环，不过第一次的话，是不是戴套更安全一些？」

「哦，上过环那太好了。你不懂，只要是健康男女，交合的时候最好是不带

套，对两人健康都有利。再说，你希望看到什么，是我带着套进入你老婆的肉体，

最后把套子连着精液取下来？还是希望看到我和你老婆肉与肉的真实摩擦，最后

我把精液射在你老婆体内，然后白花花的精液随着我的阴茎从她阴道口流出来？

你想想看是哪种情景更刺激？

「这个………当然，是后一种更刺激。」

我不得不承认，他总是能轻易地挑拨出我的绿帽情结，精准地击中我内心最

真实和最柔弱的想法，把我打得一败涂地。

我还是有些不放心：「你以前跟那些夫妻玩的时候戴套了吗？」

「嗯，绝大部分戴套，那是因为都没做避孕措施，总感觉玩得不真实，想不

到你老婆居然上环了，这样最好，这样不但我和你老婆玩得更真实尽兴，你的欲

望也能得到更大的满足，毕竟不带套的性器官交合并在你老婆体内射精才意味着

真正地占有和性交，才算真正给你戴上绿帽，你说是不是？」

我彻底败了，平心而论，内心又何尝不在渴望他说的那种情景呢。戴着套子

做爱，生殖器官根本没有亲密接触，怎么能算是真正意义上的性交？算了，既然

要走这一步，就彻头彻尾地接受吧。就象那句话说的，抵抗不了强奸，就躺下来

享受，痛并快乐着吧。

ａ又强调一点说：到时候无论发生什么，就是说无论我和你老婆有没有上床，

她回去后你都要尽力爱抚她，宽慰她，彻底打消她内心的各种不安和顾虑。如果

没上床，说明时机还不成熟，不能强迫，但可能会有身体接触，比如拥抱，亲吻，

也会给她心里造成一定的影响，回去后你一安慰她，她就会很快消除这些影响。

如果上床了，那她回去会感觉对不起你，会愧疚，你安慰她，她会感受到你对她

的爱，也会更爱你，而且以后也会满足你的各种要求，你想怎么玩都能达到愿望

了。

我连连称是。

以后的几天，我们按照计划进行着，他让我继续刺激挑逗老婆，他则在网上

和老婆温情脉脉地聊天，不停地嘱咐她要注意身体和保养，极尽关心体贴之能事，

让老婆完全放松警惕，并从心眼里感激和亲近他。双面夹击，收到的效果自然不

同一般。晚上，一旦侍候孩子睡着后，我们俩只要一个眼神，一个手势，一个暗

示，就会心照不宣地翻滚到床上，放纵狂热地性爱，我不停地诱导她刺激她，让

她想象是在和ａ偷情，并辱骂她是骚货、荡妇，勾引别的男人的贱货，她则放荡

地叫着ａ的名字，求他粗野地操她，占有她，射她，淫荡地说着要整晚整晚地陪

他，并说自己是婊子、妓女，就喜欢给老公戴绿帽。我们都乐此不疲，尽情体会

那种离经叛道的滋味。

平时的时候，我则尽量不提她和ａ的事，这也是ａ教我的，女人不激情的时

候是非常理智非常感性的，也非常有底线，生怕一不小心就越了雷池做出有伤风

化的事，所以平时提这些事说不定会招来老婆的反感而前功尽弃。

终于，有一天，老婆悄悄地对我说：ａ这星期六要来济南，说要请我晚上吃

饭，怎么办呢，去还是不去？

我的心快跳出来了，但尽量保持平静地说：去呗，人家帮过咱，再说要请客

也得咱请吧。

老婆有点犹豫：我自己去不好吧，咱们一块去吧？

我说：不就是吃顿饭吗，聊聊天，交个朋友挺好的，我又没跟他聊过，也不

熟，再说人家只请你，到时候我突然加入是不是不太好。

我尽量以平淡的口吻说着，以图淡化并打消老婆内心的不安。

前一天晚上，我和妻子躺在床上，按照ａ说的，我尽量不主动提ａ和老婆吃

饭的事。

老婆问我：明天你真的不去啊，我没见过网友，不会有什么事吧？

我安慰她：不会，不就是在一起吃顿饭吗，聊聊天。

老婆说：可是……

我问：可是什么？

老婆欲言又止。我猜她应该想说，她和ａ在网上聊了那么多明显超越正常朋

友界限的话，甚至ａ的弟弟照片都看了，见了面可怎么好意思啊。但老婆又怕我

追问聊的什么越界的话，才吞吞吐吐不愿说的。然后妻子又问了些诸如吃饭时应

该注意什么，吃多长时间，要不要互送礼物，礼节礼貌什么的。我心里有些好笑，

心想，到时候你真以为是吃饭啊，实际上是ａ要吃你。同时，一种酸楚感不由自

主升上来，明天，就是明天，我的妻子，我的老婆，我的终生所爱就将极有可能

背叛我，和一个别的男人阴阳交合了，我将真正跨入绿帽男人行列。想到这里，

我不由自主地苦笑了一下，老婆问我笑什么，此时此刻我还能说什么呢，只是轻

轻摇摇头：没事，我只是在笑天下可笑之人。老婆没明白我的意思，白了我一眼：

神经！

第二天上午，一切正常。下午睡过午觉后，３点多钟，妻就开始忙起来，洗

澡，吹头发，找衣服，找化妆盒。我故意装作看电视不干涉她。

好半天，妻才从内室走出来：老公，你看我这样穿着去吃饭好吗？

我抬头一看，简直张大了嘴。老婆穿了一件乳白色无袖真丝短裙（老婆喜欢

比较单纯的颜色，要么白，要么粉红，基本上没买过颜色有拼接的衣服），上胸

至肩部是那种蕾丝透明的，能清清楚楚地看到里面的２条乳罩带子，裹着她苗条

纤细的腰身，藕瓜般白嫩圆润的胳膊裸露着，腿上是超薄透明的肉色丝袜，本来

就圆润修长的大腿和小腿在丝袜的映称下更加白嫩和光滑、性感，脚上是一双乳

白色系带高跟露趾鱼嘴单皮鞋（我喜欢让老婆穿高跟鞋，也给她买了好几双各型

色的，基本上都是７- 公分高，但老婆很不愿穿，总是说磨脚，走路不方便，

也就是参加场合的时候偶尔穿穿），衬的本来就瘦削的身子更加婷婷玉立，看上

去快接近１７０公分了。长发波浪般翻卷在脸颊两侧，透着成熟与韵味，脸上略

施粉黛，白里透红，睫毛用夹子夹过了往上翻卷着，大大的眼睛楚楚动人，又透

着一股纯真与洁净，一阵阵香风袭来，看得我简直象丢了魂。

老婆看我傻呆呆的样子，扑哧一声笑了：你怎么了，傻看什么啊，到底行不

行啊？

我都忘了什么事了：什么行不行啊？

老婆说：就是穿这套去吃饭啊。

完了，我内心长叹一声，老婆穿了高跟丝袜，虽然不是ａ所钟爱的黑色丝袜，

但已经足够了，正如ａ所预料的一样，一切都在按ａ的计划进行，一切都在不可

逆转地进行，一切的一切……我当时已经心不在蔫了，脸色可能会有点不自然，

老婆好象看出我有点不对正要说什么，我心一横，脸上马上换成笑的模样，说：

挺好的，就是嘴唇有点干显得暗。老婆转身又进去了，一会出来时，唇上便多了

一层淡淡的唇膏，娇艳欲滴。我的心又一阵刺痛，五味杂陈，脸上笑不是，不笑

也不是。

跟孩子撒了个谎，说是妈妈的学生家长要请妈妈吃晚饭。全家人出门的时候，

趁着孩子先下楼，我从背后紧紧搂住了老婆，好像怕丢了她似的。老婆转头问我

怎么了，我喉咙发干，声音发哑：老婆，慢慢吃，不用急着回来，我在家照顾孩

子没什么事，有事的话及时打我手机。

老婆好像没太明白我在说什么，要下楼时我又搂住了她，呢喃着说：老婆，

我爱你，无论你做什么事，我都接受。

老婆打了我手一下：去去去，我能做什么，就是去吃饭，可能一会就回来了，

别胡想了，孩子还在楼下等着呢。

老婆说过，ａ来济南是住在华能大酒店，请老婆吃饭的地方也在华能。可能

ａ考虑到老婆是老师，认识的家长和孩子多，在外面吃饭容易被认识的人碰上，

所以ａ就定在酒店里面请老婆吃饭。正好泉城路那离华能酒店不远的地方有家麦

当劳餐馆，孩子早就闹着要吃了。我们一家便打了个的，我带孩子去吃西餐，顺

便送老婆到华能酒店。车上，老婆的手机响了，老婆简单说了两句，说马上到了

就挂了电话。我猜是ａ已经准备好了，也许是等不及了，怕我们这边再有什么变

化才打电话问问。

转眼间就了华能酒店旁边，因为此时路上车多不好停车，老婆便背着小包急

匆匆下了车，跟我招了招手就朝酒店里走去，我望着她逐渐远去的背影，仿佛感

觉那酒店就象一张狮子的大口，而老婆正像一只毫无戒备的小兔子蹦蹦跳跳向血

盆大口走去。

接下来便是漫长的煎熬与等待，孩子津津有味地吃着麦当劳，我却毫无胃口，

时间一分一秒地过去，我一刻不停地翻看着手机，唯恐漏掉任何有关ａ和老婆的

信息。可是事与愿违，自老婆进入酒店后，无论是ａ和老婆都没有发给我任何信

息，急得我心急火燎，几次想给老婆和ａ发信息，又强行忍住，那种反反复复的

情绪又在控制着我，一方面期盼着ａ和老婆会发生什么，另一方面又怕他俩真的

发生什么，甚至希望不要这么快发生，哪怕见上几次面彼此熟悉有感觉了以后再

发生也好。我该怎么办？马上叫停？马上叫老婆回来可能还来得及，可是几次按

出的老婆手机号码都在拨出去之前又被我扣死了，我到底在干什么？我到底在想

什么？说心里话，直到目前为止，我仍然６０% 的希望他们这次只是吃饭聊天，

３０% 的希望他们最多也就是拉手、拥抱，甚至亲吻抚摸两下，１０% 的才是希

望他们上床交合。我仍然以为，也许他们俩只是在吃饭聊天，也许老婆根本就没

看上他，更不用说和ａ上床了，也许老婆已经吃完出来但手机没电了没法和我联

系。

但也许……也许他们真的上床了？这个念头突然冒了出来，象是一记重锤直

接击中我心窝，我顿感心口猛地堵了一下，眼前昏暗了一下，抬头看看餐厅，可

灯光依然明亮啊。我马上又安慰自己：不可能，老婆绝对不是那种人，她那么单

纯，那么贞洁，怎么可能见一面就和网友上床呢？尽管他们以前在网上聊了那么

多隐私的话题，但ａ曾告诉过我，ａ虽然暗示过特别喜欢老婆，但老婆从来没有

松口说过什么过激的话，更别提上床了。可是现在到底是什么情况？他们发展到

哪一步了？为什么我会有这么强烈的感觉，尽管原来已经做好最坏的打算？

I was like an ant on a hot plate, unable to stand or sit still, completely unable to eat anything, leaving my child

staring at me in bewilderment. I couldn't hold back any longer and sent A a short message:

"How are you?

" A while later, A replied: "Eating."

I felt a little relieved and breathed a sigh of relief, thinking it probably hadn't come to that. But at the same time,

another feeling welled up inside me. Humans are truly strange creatures. Knowing that A and his wife were doing "normal things

" filled me with a strange sense of loss. I asked myself: "What happened to your original expectations? What happened to the steamy, exciting scene you hoped to see

between A and his wife? What happened to the cuckolding you've been searching for all these years? Are you

still unable to take that step?"

I even sent A another message: "Is it really that simple? Hugging, kissing, touching?"

Another long silence followed, no reply. I wonder what A's feelings will be when he sees this?

Will he think I'm encouraging him to have sex with my wife? Or will he think I don't trust them to do anything inappropriate? Or

were they secretly laughing at me: I haven't even gotten around to taking your wife yet, and you're already more eager than me? I even regretted

sending that message.

The child was fussing about going to sleep, so I had to take him away from McDonald's. Passing the Huaneng Hotel, I turned and stared at

it, hoping to see something, but I saw nothing, only a sea of people. I hoped to hear

something , but I heard nothing, only noise and clamor. Suddenly, I had this feeling: the towering hotel

looked down at me, the flashing neon lights winked at me, and passersby stared at me sideways. Were they

mocking me, this psychologically corrupt and perverted man? Were they clearly witnessing

what was happening between A and his wife? Could they understand my despicable actions? I felt like I had been stripped naked, standing

bare on the street, and people were looking at me like I was a monster, all scorning and laughing at me.

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