My Views on Marital Sexual Relationships 003

Men born with short penises often experience increasing feelings of guilt as they age. My penis is 6.5 cm long and 2 cm in girth when erect. I didn't feel anything during my teenage years. After establishing a relationship with my ex-girlfriend, the first time we slept together, she pinched my glans with three fingers and said, "So cute." I didn't realize anything at the time; she was the one who deflowered me. I didn't ask how many men she had been with before, I only knew that the person who deflowered her was my classmate.

My girlfriend is 169 cm tall, has a great figure, a sweet face, and a high sex drive. We had sex eight times a day. Every time we checked out, my legs would feel weak and I would feel dizzy, like I was walking on cotton. But she would chatter excitedly about where to have dinner.

After watching foreign porn, I was shocked by the huge penises of the male protagonists. Gradually, I realized that because my genitals were small, she could never be fully satisfied and could only rely on frequency to achieve her goal.

After dating for more than a year, she slowly became less enthusiastic and would always play on her phone after checking into a hotel. I asked for sex, and she exposed her genitals, waiting for my penetration and ejaculation. There was no more foreplay, no more playful banter. Later, she simply refused to cooperate with any positions, saying she'd masturbate me or suck me out, while I played with her genitals. Her genitals were wet, and she wouldn't let me penetrate her.

Until one day, I noticed round bluish marks on her breasts and buttocks—teeth marks. I asked her what happened. She said, "Let's break up. I already have a new boyfriend." She knew I had a easygoing personality and wouldn't be short-tempered, which is why she was so bold in telling me the truth. During our last few sexual encounters, she was very cooperative, actively trying many positions we hadn't used before, probably learned from her new boyfriend. Leaving the apartment, she said to me, "I hope you find a new girlfriend soon. She must be petite and delicate; tall girls aren't suitable." I understood what she meant.

Two years later, following my ex-girlfriend's advice, I found my beloved wife. She's 148cm tall, petite and delicate. Even with my small penis, she wouldn't let me spread my legs during sex, saying it hurt and could kill me.

After marriage, we had a very harmonious relationship, and my wife gave birth to two daughters.

My wife is clitorally aroused; she always, after becoming sexually aroused, uses the woman-on-top position, riding me and vigorously rubbing her vagina and clitoris against my penis to reach orgasm. My wife's genitals are incredibly tight; even my lighter-thick penis feels very enveloped. Her vagina can contract, squeezing me tightly. We're always very wet; after each time we make love, our pubic hair is always damp, leaving a puddle on the sheets.

In our early marriage, we made love whenever we had time, up to five times a night, later three. Before I turned thirty, whenever we were together, we made love every day. We had a stack of hospital-grade maternity gauze to clean our genitals after sex; we washed over ten pieces at a time and hung them on the clothesline. When neighbors saw us, they asked what we used it for. We lied and said it was for wrapping meat rolls.

My wife is a civil servant, and her schedule is very regular. I'm a businessman, constantly traveling between Guangdong, Beijing, and the border. Businessmen inevitably have all sorts of social engagements, heavy drinking, staying up late, visiting prostitutes, and indulging in excessive sexual activity, which is extremely harmful to the body. I have a small penis and don't like having sex with prostitutes, nor am I afraid they'll laugh at my small penis. I pay them to give me oral sex, breast sex, masturbation—basically, to play with my penis and make me ejaculate.

This is a huge mistake because sexual intercourse relies on both partners; if one is unable to perform, it cannot continue. Playing with the penis, even when the man's libido and stamina are low, provides strong stimulation to achieve the pleasure of ejaculation. This is very harmful to the kidneys, brain hormones, and penile sensitivity. Often, after drinking, during wild encounters with prostitutes, I ejaculate several times. I can ejaculate even without an erection, relying on prostitutes to play with and stimulate my penis, causing seminal vesicles. Without an erection, there is no ejaculation; the semen flows out in spurts. At this point, the prostitute would squeeze my penis hard to prevent any semen from remaining in my urethra.

Over time, I noticed that during sex with my wife, the duration was very short; I would ejaculate while still semi-erect. My wife, discouraged and helpless, said, "What kind of bullshit is this!" She still trusted me, perhaps not realizing that this was caused by excessive indulgence. Therefore, in our daily life, she didn't express any dissatisfaction with sex.

After turning thirty, I basically couldn't get an erection. Even when I did, it was only semi-erect. My wife is clitorally aroused; without penile hardness, she experienced no pleasure. During the pandemic, she was very busy and never initiated sex, which saved me some trouble. Now that things are easier, she often hints that she wants to rest in the bedroom. I pretend to be busy working, opening charts on the computer and randomly pressing buttons until she falls asleep before going into the bedroom.

My wife realized my problem; she said, "You're no good anymore, you're useless, you're limp." I felt utterly ashamed.

Currently, I haven't used any medication or sought medical help. I know where the problem lies and how to solve it. It's about resting and recuperating, allowing the damaged organs to slowly repair themselves.

But seeing my wife, at thirty, without a sex life makes me anxious and guilty. I'm afraid she'll secretly seek sexual satisfaction, and if she meets a scumbag, she'll not only lose her job, but her social life will be ruined, and the family will be unstable. Our daughters won't understand either.

I've thought about this for a long time, adjusting my mindset: to be open, tolerant, and understanding, and let her find a sexual partner to satisfy her sexual needs in my place.

My wife says it doesn't matter; we women don't have such a strong need for sex. Even so, during our monthly sex life, whenever I mention finding a male sexual partner, she becomes noticeably excited, and her vaginal lubrication increases. During foreplay, I've personally witnessed clear vaginal fluid flowing from her vagina to her anus, just because I mentioned finding a large, hard penis to satisfy her.

I came to this forum to see how everyone views wives finding new sexual partners, and how husbands should accept, tolerate, and even participate in such relationships. I

also hope to perhaps meet my soulmate someday.

The best plan right now is to take my wife to a spa with a different man, and when she's unaware, willing, and sexually aroused, we'll have extramarital sex with him, with my knowledge. This will completely dispel her concerns, allow her to let go of societal expectations, and enable her to seek sex on her own. The prerequisite is that he must tell me the man's basic information to avoid any physical, social, workplace, or family problems.

I look forward to the day when my wife returns home satisfied, sharing her experience and feelings about this new sexual encounter.

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