My Experience of Being Online-Traded as a Female Submissive [Chapter 3]

Author: Avery Rain
After several conversations with the "Hermit Without Form," I discovered that the lake of my inner desires had burst its banks. Whenever I closed my eyes, all sorts of erotic images would appear in my mind: I would be displaying my body in various shameful poses.
I finally made it to Friday night. I changed into my pajamas beforehand, put on my favorite lace lingerie underneath, secretly applied some light makeup, and lay in bed staring at my phone screen, waiting expectantly for him to come online. To be honest, I know this is a bit pathetic, but it's true what the "Hermit Without Form" said: when a girl can start to abandon her dignity and cross her own bottom line, she will also gain unparalleled happiness.
Which girl doesn't have a wild and promiscuous side inside her?
It's simply that they've been suppressing themselves due to various worldly and ethical constraints.
Finally, time passed by, and the phone clock showed 9:00 .
"Are you there?"
"Is that little slut there?"
The two messages we sent appeared on the screen almost simultaneously, but when I saw the message he sent me, I felt both ashamed and angry.
"Don't call me that!"
"That makes me feel disrespected!"
"Exciting, isn't it?" the other person replied nonchalantly.
"This is my last warning. If you continue to disrespect me like this, I will block you."
Although I responded to him in that way, there's no denying that he was right again. When I saw the lewd way he called me, I felt a tiny bit of excitement.
Looking back, it seems that my masochistic tendencies had already begun to sprout in my heart at that time.
" Okay, I won't pressure you, we'll take it slow, " the other person replied casually.
To be honest, even if he insists, there's nothing I can do, because I really can't bear to block him.
Anything interesting happened today ?
What kind of interesting things are you referring to? :p
How annoying.
Asking a question you already know the answer to .
" I really don't understand ."
"... that aspect ..."
" Which aspect? Tell me! " You could feel his smugness even through the screen.
"..."
My face turned red, and my fingertips trembled slightly.
" I want to know more about risqué things, I want more happiness, I want you to continue teaching me ..."
After saying it out loud, I felt much better, and my whole body felt tingly and numb.
" Haha, I can teach you, but are you safe right now? "
" I'm in my room. Mom's away on a business trip, Dad's at the shop, and the door is locked. "
" Very good ~" The other party seemed very satisfied.
Do you like reading novels ?
" like "
This question really hits the nail on the head. I consider myself a literature enthusiast and I love reading, whether it's classic literature or online novels. I especially love those with brilliant writing; they often keep me engrossed and deeply moved.
" Okay, just a moment. "
Not long after, he sent me a document titled "Analysis Report on Economic Development in Yanhu District in 2015. " I was wondering why he was sending me this. He replied:
Enjoy yourself
Curious, I opened the file. The title of the main text was "The Erotic Past of a Middle School Girl." As I read, it told the story of a girl's journey from inexperience to her first encounter with sex, and finally, being deflowered by the class monitor and becoming his woman. Although I'd read some romance novels, this one was much simpler and more direct, with no attempt to conceal the details. It made me blush, my heart race, and my breathing quicken. But just as I reached the point of the class monitor and the female protagonist's climax, the novel abruptly ended.
Do you like it ?
Just as I finished reading and was wondering why the story was interrupted, " The Hermit Without Form " sent me a message. I have to admire him; his prediction of the time was incredibly accurate.
" Yes, I like it ..."
" Would you like to continue watching? "
" think ……"
" Beg me. "
I really want to bite him to death.
" Send me the rest of the story, I really want to read it !"
" Why doesn't this feel sincere? "
Please ~
" Who are you asking? The way you're addressing me is wrong. "
I rolled my eyes. They're actually taking advantage of me here.
" Uncle ~ please ~"
" wrong "
" Uncle Wuxiang ~ I really want to see it ~"
" wrong "
" Fine, don't give it to me then! You're so stingy! "
我退出微信，上网自己去搜索，但很可惜，搜了一圈都没有搜到这篇小说。很多网站更是被屏蔽了，完全打不开。
我只好又灰溜溜的回到了微信。
“找了一圈，没找到吧？”
他是我肚子里的蛔虫吗？怎么这都知道。
“不用找了，这是绝版的。”
“点你一下，你可以叫我主人。”
我开始觉得有些不安，事情似乎有点朝着我不可控的方向发展了。
我只好有礼貌地回道：“对不起，我做不到。”
“我有些害怕。”
对方沉默了一下，回道：“你在害怕什么呢？”
看着这个问题，我也开始困惑了起来。确实，我为什么突然会感到了一丝恐惧和担忧？我恐惧和担忧的又是什么？
对方随即发了一段长讯息：
“如果你担心的是我伤害你，那你大可不必担心，你可以相信我的人品，而且我们只是在网上联系，我怎么能够穿越网络来伤害你呢？如果你是担心别人知道我们的事情，害怕泄露隐私。那你更不用担心，我们现在和接下来要做的每一件事情，都只是我们之间的小秘密，没有其他人会知道。只要你不说出来，又有谁会知道呢？最重要的是，如果被别人知道，我更是会身败名裂吧？我不比你更危险？”
“而且，我们之间的关系，是建立在相互尊重的基础上的，虽然我会对你说一些看似过分的话，但这都是‘剧情需要’，我是想通过这种方式，给你前所未有的感受，并不是想有对你有任何的侮辱，这点你也需要放心。”
看着这些文字，我沉默良久，感觉自己还需要时间去消化。
此时，“无相隐士”又发来了一段话：
“还有就是，恐惧和性快感也是交织在一起的，你感受一下，刚才你感到恐惧的时候，是不是也同时感到了兴奋？”
我脸一红，又被他说中了。
“我猜，刚才你的下面又湿了。”
我赶忙用手一摸，果然，两腿之间早已春水泛滥。不可否认，他懂得好多，对我有一种致命的吸引力。
“嗯……”我回道。
“如果小玥妹妹你真的担心，那我们就做个约定吧？”
“什么约定？”我好奇道。
“我做你的导师，指引你去体验、去感受隐秘的快乐，这些快乐是别人无法给与的。我会循序渐进，一步一步地指引你，帮你设计各种任务让你去完成，我保证每个任务都会给你在正常世界体会不到的快乐。但在此过程中，你有拒绝任何安排的权力。因为我们在交流的时候，有些粗俗的语言，是为了激发你的快感，而你的拒绝，我也会当成‘欲拒还迎’，当做是你的调情，所以我们需要约定一个‘安全词’，我建议可以是‘麦芽糖’。只要你说出‘麦芽糖’的时候，我就知道接下来的事情，是你不能接受的，我就马上停止，可以吗？”
“说出‘麦芽糖’，我们就中止游戏？”
“是的。”
“那是中止所有的游戏，还是只是中止我不喜欢的一小段？”
“你希望是怎样的？”
“……好讨厌……你知道的……”
“哈，好的”对方似乎很开心“叫我主人”
“麦芽糖”
“嗯，现在叫你叫我主人，你可能难以接受，你可以先叫我导师。”
“好的，主人……哦不，是——导——师——”
“叫主人也可以呀，叫都叫了”
“麦芽糖”
“哈哈，好吧，随你喜欢”
“那我叫你什么比较合适，要有一定的侮辱性的，专属于我们之间，我对你的称呼的”
“我暂时接受不了有侮辱性的称呼，你需要给我点时间，既然我叫你导师，你就叫我小玥同学？”
“好的。”
“那你可以把接下来的小说发给我了吗？”
他很快发给我一份文件《我国人事管理制度的创新》，我打开后，把小说后半段读完了。文笔很细腻，我很喜欢，很多细节描写非常露骨，看得我身躯微微发抖。
“导师，我看完了”
“小玥同学，告诉导师你的感觉”
“很喜欢”
“还有呢？不像是优秀的小玥同学的点评哦，过于简单了”
“里面的女主角，一开始过于保守了，最后因为机缘，开始放飞了自我，反而感受到了快乐，做女生的快乐。这种快乐是与生俱来的，也是上天给女生的恩赐，我们只需要打开这扇门，就会看到一片绚烂的风景。”
“像不像你”
讨厌，好讨厌，我绝对相信这篇小说是他专门挑选的。
“嗯……”
“小玥同学，说完了你看这篇小说的心理反应，接下来，再说说你的生理反应吧？”
“不说”
“但是，导师真的很想知道呢”
“就不说，略略略”
“好的，不说不说，那给导师看看吧？”
“……”
“我真的想看”
“……那你等一下……”
不只为何，我身体几乎是不受控制的，轻轻褪下早已湿漉漉的内裤。我用手遮挡住了私密部位，再用手机调整好了角度、光线，拍了一张照片。照片上，是我雪白的大腿根部，能清晰地看见一片亮晶晶的水渍，但是重要部位被我纤细的手指遮挡，恰到好处地隐去了一片风景，加上光线很昏暗，有一种朦胧的美感。
“小玥同学，导师要惩罚你了，你这个手放的位置很不对。而且你这是要让你的导师喷血而亡，居心叵测啊”
“导师，你哪个位置喷血了？要不要紧？:0“我故作关心地回道。
对方过了一段时间，也给我发了一张照片。照片上是一个在酒店身，身穿睡衣的男子，躺在躺椅上，睡衣下面微微敞开，露出了酒红色的内裤，内裤中间高高隆起，像一个支棱起的小帐篷。
照片也做了模糊处理，有些昏暗，看不清长相，但身材不错，属于会让女生动心的那种。穿衣显瘦，脱衣有肉。
“导师，我想看……”
“想看什么？你还太小，不能看哦”
“我想看看你长什么样”
“不行”对方一口回绝道“保持神秘感，才会更容易让你感到性快感，因为这样，你就可以把导师脑补成任何一个你喜欢的人”
明显是在随口瞎掰，但听起来又好有道理。
“好吧……”我只能悻悻然地收回请求“那以后你会给我看你长什么样吗？”
“慢慢来吧，你不是也没给我看你长什么样吗？”
也对，网络这种虚拟的世界，保持安全距离和神秘感是关键。
“来，说说你的生理反应吧，小玥的文笔跟摄影技术一样优秀呢”
我真的经不住夸，一夸就很容易飘飘然。
“嗯，导师，我刚刚看这篇小说的时候，只是觉得有些好奇，但是看着看着，就代入女主角的角色了。那一刻，我的身体很奇怪，有种冰火两重天的感觉，我的四肢开始发冷，甚至有点发抖，但是我的脸却很热……不只是脸，我的乳头也似乎很热、逐渐变硬。最重要的是我的下面，腰部以下变得麻酥酥的，在看到男主角强上女主角，女主角反抗了的时候，我的大腿不受控制地摩擦了起来，这个时候，快感一浪浪地袭来，冲击着我的大脑，然后……然后……”
“然后怎样？”对方兴奋地问道
然后就在这时，我家的门咔嚓一声被打开了。我一看手机上的时间，居然已经到了11:30了，我爸忙完事情回家了。
我赶忙回到“不和你说了，我家人回来了”
然后马上删微信，关手机，偷偷钻进被窝里装睡。
估计“无相隐士”此刻正在风中凌乱。
也好，算是反向吊一下他，我能清楚地感觉到，他也不会轻易不理我了。
爸爸回家后，到我的门口，轻轻地敲了一下门，轻轻地问道“囡囡，睡了吗？”。
我小心翼翼的屏住呼吸，不敢发出任何声音。
Seeing that I didn't react, Dad gently turned the doorknob, found the door was locked, and then ignored me and went back to his room to rest.
At this point, I realized a crucial problem: my parents would let me use their phones on Saturdays, and I would return the real phone before they came home on Friday. But now that my dad was back in his room, I no longer had the chance to switch the cat phone for the prince's. My heart sank.
After my dad fell asleep, I secretly turned on my phone and installed WeChat. I noticed that "The Hermit Without Form" didn't have a red dot on his profile picture, which meant he hadn't sent a single message during that time.
"Are you there?" I sent him a message.
"Is this Xiaoyue?" The other party replied instantly.
"Yes, it's me."
"Are you alright?"
"Thankfully, my dad is asleep."
I was worried your dad would check your phone, so I didn't text you, but I've been waiting for you here.
To be honest, this kind of response made me feel very reassured. If, during this time, the other person had bombarded me with messages like, "Are you there?", "What happened?", "Answer me!", "How's the situation?", it would have been annoying and even repulsive. Sometimes, simply doing what the other person needs most is a sign of maturity.
Maturity is always the most attractive quality to girls.
What if I don't reply to you?
"There's nothing we can do but wait. I've said it before, I don't want to cause you any trouble."
This response made me feel very comfortable. I briefly explained the situation to him, and after listening, he replied:
"So, your parents control your phone, and you can only use it secretly?"
"Yes"
"That's easy. Just give me a delivery address."
While I was hesitating, he replied to me:
"Just give me the address of a courier station; I don't need it to be sent to your home."
He always thinks things through very thoroughly.
So I searched online and found a courier station that wasn't too far from me, and sent them the address:
"Shengtong Express Station, No. 48, North Street, Yunmeng County, Jiajiang Province , Chen Xiaoyue, 138xxxx5637 "
I regretted it as soon as I posted it; this privacy breach was too casual.
"Don't worry, I'll protect your privacy. Trust me," the other person replied directly.
"I won't contact you until you receive the package."
After saying that, the "Hermit Without Form" never sent any more messages.
I was also racking my brains about how to deal with this, so I deleted WeChat again and cleared my phone's browsing history.
After finishing all this, it was already past midnight. A wave of drowsiness washed over me, and I drifted off to sleep, lost in thought.
End of Chapter 3

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