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I enjoy reading erotic novels. When I was single, I'd read them and get an erection, then masturbate. After I got a girlfriend, I read them less often, but I could have sex whenever I wanted. During the time I lived with my wife, we had sex every day, satisfying my fantasies about women. However, since our child was born, my wife has been busy with the baby and hasn't been in the mood for sex. Like most men, I feel uncomfortable if I don't have sex for a few days. My penis gets incredibly hard, and I can ejaculate even with a forced masturbation, but it never feels satisfying. So, I secretly bought more erotic novels.
The novels I used to read were all pretty much the same—just about how to have sex with women. Then I read one called "I Find a Male Prostitute for My Wife," about a couple who went to Thailand and found a male masseur to massage the wife and bring her to orgasm. The husband took pictures to commemorate the moment. I was shocked. Honestly, in traditional thinking, this is impossible. A husband would hide his wife away, getting angry if someone even glanced at her. This was the first time I'd encountered such a story. It was well-written, with detailed descriptions, and the unique stimulation excited me. I masturbated to my heart's content.
Later, after I got a smartphone with internet access, I saw a news story about a female police officer who swapped partners. Out of curiosity, I searched for "Yizhi Duxiu" (一只独秀) and read many of her articles. "Time Flows Like Water Over a Skirt" (岁月是流过裙边水) was very well written, with very accurate descriptions of inner feelings. This article touched me deeply. At the time, I thought it would be great if we could swap sex, so my wife and I could experience different kinds of sex. After that, I often looked for novels on this topic online.
Because I rarely had sex with my wife and mostly masturbated, one time when we were having sex, I ejaculated very quickly. Just as my wife was about to climax, I couldn't hold back and pulled out. My wife was in terrible pain, gripping the sheets tightly with both hands, feeling very distressed. I thought it would be great if someone could help her feel better, but it was just a thought; how could I bear to let my wife have sex with someone else!
Having read many novels, I've encountered all sorts of stories. I came across one where a man was looking for a single man for his wife. The gist was that the man loved his wife deeply and, seeing her aging, wanted her to be happy. Initially, she resisted, but after much persuasion, she agreed to try it once. She became addicted, and her feelings deepened; she felt young again. I thought I'd let my wife try it sometime. I
had these thoughts but never dared to say them. One time, during sex, I was penetrating her while she was sucking her breasts, which was difficult. I said it would be better if someone could help with that. My wife, in the throes of passion, agreed, saying, "Yes, it would be great if there were two of us." My wife's nipples are very sensitive; she needs both nipples and vagina stimulated together during sex. Whenever I sucked her nipples, she wanted me to penetrate her, which excited me greatly.
Later, during sex with my wife, I often fantasized about someone else having sex with her, and she readily agreed, saying she wanted many big penises.
My wife and I often argued about the birth of our child and household chores. The longest we went through a cold war was a month and a half without speaking to each other, and we didn't sleep together for six months. My wife would often go out to other places. To be honest, I often wondered if she was dating someone else, but I had no proof. Then one time she came home late from the gym, and I noticed stains on her underwear. Before I could ask her, she said she might be sick because she had a lot of discharge. My intuition was that she might be seeing someone else.
Before, she wouldn't give me oral sex. One day, when I wanted to, she said, "Honey, lie still." She spat on my penis and started masturbating me with her hand. After a while, she took it into her mouth and gave me oral sex, then swallowed it. She said it tasted like grass.
I started fantasizing about my wife, and later, every time I masturbated, I would imagine her having sex with someone else, and it would get me very excited.
My wife's thinking has changed. During a conversation, she said that when men and women do *that*, it doesn't matter who you're with; if you're satisfied, you're not at a disadvantage; if you're not, you are. She wants to have sex with me outdoors, but I've always preferred doing it in bed. When we were dating, she said the ideal woman has both a lover and a husband—that's the happiest model.
Now we live apart, and she asked me to buy her a dildo. I've come to terms with it and told her to just find a man when she wants it. She agreed. When I went back and fucked her, I felt her vagina was a little loose; maybe she'd been with someone else!
Now I want to be able to do it with her openly, without having to be secretive.

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