Mother and daughter neighbors (5-7)

5.
Here's what happened. The director wanted to add a character to the film, a girl he knew, and for that, he asked me to revise the script.
Hao Dawei and I both guessed that the girl was probably the director's mistress, which is why he went to all this trouble.
This kind of thing has happened on other film sets before, and it's not uncommon for screenwriters to revise the script for such reasons. But this director had a bit too much ambition; he wanted to make that girl the second female lead. Changing that would be a huge undertaking, requiring major surgery on the original story structure, inevitably affecting the film's integrity and coherence, and significantly impacting its artistic quality.
I was in a difficult position. Little did I expect that the director, relying on his certain reputation in the film and television industry, would not take me and Hao Dawei, two rookie producers, seriously and would turn hostile at the drop of a hat.
That guy said to Chen Shaoyan, "You've only written a few scripts and been in the industry for a short time, and you're already putting on airs with me. I've seen plenty of screenwriters, and many of them have made changes while filming. They can all do it, but you can't. Who do you think you are?"
I really wanted to punch this guy, but Hao Dawei stopped me; he didn't dare offend this big shot. The director declared that either the script had to be changed, or he would be fired, clearly putting the crew in a difficult position and forcing Hao Dawei and me to comply.
Hao Dawei pulled me aside and asked, "Is it really impossible to change?" I said, "It's really impossible to change. Writing words and making up stories isn't difficult, but I have to be responsible for our film. This is our first film together."
Hao Dawei frowned for a long time before saying, "Then we can only let him go."
I protested, "Why should we? Didn't we sign a contract? Just make this kid fulfill the contract, film it, and then leave."
Hao Dawei sighed, "You don't understand. You can't force a good thing. He'll just direct a terrible movie. That's why no producer or crew dares to offend a director. Sigh! It's tough!"
"So he doesn't care about his reputation and want to be known as a bad movie director?" I asked again.
Hao Dawei said that these days, even the most famous director has made one or two bad movies. He doesn't care, but in the end, it's us and the investors who suffer.
Seeing that things had come to this point, I had no choice but to say, "I'll try to find a way to change it. After all, he's the boss."
"I won't tolerate this bad habit!" A voice came from beside us, and Gao Shanshan walked over.
We both looked at her. Gao Shanshan said, "Brother Dawei, if you let him go, won't the world keep turning without him?"
"But what about the director? Filming is about to start, where are we going to find someone to replace him?" I couldn't help but ask.
Gao Shanshan looked at me and said, "Shaoyan, you should be the director."
I exclaimed in surprise, "Are you kidding me? Everyone has their own expertise. I've never been a director before, and I've never studied directing..."
Hao Dawei looked at Gao Shanshan, then at me, as if struck by a sudden realization, “That’s right! How come I didn’t think of that? Shaoyan, you wrote the script, so you might as well be the director.”
Seeing my astonished look, Hao Dawei continued, "Look! Before the painter Chen Yifei made his first film, 'A Date at Dusk,' had he ever been a director? He still became a famous director. And the writer Han Han, he hadn't been a director before making his first film, right? How many films has he made now? There are plenty of directors who didn't have formal training. Even Zhang Yimou didn't study directing at the Beijing Film Academy; he was a cinematographer."
I was intrigued, and he pressed his advantage, "What's most important for a director? It's the visual appeal, the narrative quality, and the control over the actors' emotions. I ask you, do you have any of these?"
“Of course I do!” I said. “When I’m writing a script, my mind is filled with movie scenes, as well as the characters’ expressions and inner worlds.”
"That settles it!" Hao Dawei exclaimed excitedly, clenching his right fist and striking his left palm. "This director position is definitely yours."
Gao Shanshan also said to me, "Dawei is right. You wrote the script, so you know this show best. As the investor, I support you, so don't have any worries."
Hao Dawei laughed and said, "That's right, I'll be your assistant director."
I smiled wryly at Hao Dawei and said, "You're the producer of this film, I'm the executive producer, and now I'm the director, and you're the assistant director. So this film is our brother's business?"
"In my opinion, you should stop being the executive producer and focus on being a good director and screenwriter. I will take over as the executive producer."
Gao Shanshan laughed and said, "This isn't a brother's shop, it's a shop run by the three of us siblings."
The three of us looked at each other and smiled, as if we had returned to the time when the three of us volunteered during the massive traffic jam in Haikou during the Spring Festival.
"Producer Hao, have you made up your minds?" the director asked from nearby, looking like he had us cornered.
Hao Dawei said to him, "I'm sorry, Director Wu, let's terminate the contract!"
The man got anxious and pointed at Hao Dawei, saying, "Hey Hao Dawei, you're playing these tricks on me? Who turned down Ni Ni before? I did all the dirty work for you guys, and now you're kicking me while I'm down, huh?"
Hao Dawei laughed and said, "Director Wu, don't blame me for this. I had no idea."
"Fine, you'll all just wait and see." Director Wu said this and stormed off with his assistant director in a fit of rage.
And so, I was forced into directing my first film, completing a three-stage leap from a third-rate, down-on-his-luck writer to a well-known writer and screenwriter, and then to a film director.
Hao Dawei, Gao Shanshan, and I formed a three-horse chariot leading the crew forward: one was the director and screenwriter, another the producer, and the third the lead actress and investor.
As the director, I am the backbone of the crew and the person in charge of the business. Hao Dawei is the highest leader of the entire crew, and he also acts as the lubricant between me and Gao Shanshan, and even the entire crew. Without him, this show could not have been filmed.
Gao Shanshan and I have always suppressed our feelings for each other, adhering to the working relationship between director and actor.
Filming went smoothly. Two months later, it was David Hao's forty-third birthday.
After finishing work that day, Hao Dawei treated the entire crew to dinner. At that time, Cen Weiting had gone back to Hong Kong to film his schedule because he didn't have any scenes to shoot those days.
After dinner, we went to karaoke and didn't leave until very late. The rest of the crew went back to their hotel, but Hao Dawei and Gao Shanshan were still having a great time, so I, who hadn't been drinking, drove them to a beach near Sanya Bay.
The moon was bright and the stars were few as the three of them strolled along the beach, chatting and laughing. Gao Shanshan was in a particularly good mood, and looking at her, I felt as if I had returned to the past, as if everything were just yesterday.
We sat down on the beach, and Gao Shanshan sat between Hao Dawei and me, excitedly saying, "Wow! Today is so much fun!"
We looked at her with smiles. Suddenly, she kissed me on the cheek and said, "Shaoyan, I love you!"
Just as Hao Dawei and I were stunned, Gao Shanshan smiled at Hao Dawei and said, "Dawei, I love you too!"
She then kissed Hao Dawei. We relaxed, and Hao Dawei laughed, "To receive a kiss from a big star is truly an honor! From now on, I won't wash my face anymore."
Gao Shanshan giggled and playfully hit him, saying, "I suddenly really want to go swimming. I don't think I've ever swum in the sea at night before!"
"I didn't bring a swimsuit, how am I going to swim?" I laughed.
"Never mind! There's no one else here anyway..." Gao Shanshan said, standing up and taking off her T-shirt.
Hao Dawei and I were dumbfounded and quickly tried to stop her, but the girl remained unmoved, kicking off her shoes and taking off her jeans.
That graceful body was covered only by a bra and a pair of panties, with the lower half of her beautiful buttocks exposed. Her figure was fucking amazing!
We were both afraid she would take her clothes off again, but thankfully she ran into the sea wearing only a bikini.
Gao Shanshan splashed around in the sea for a while, then shouted to us, "What are you two still doing there? Come down!"
Seeing that we didn't move, she called out a few more times. Hao Dawei smiled at me and said, "Go ahead!"
"Go if you want to."
"You're the one in charge, if you're not going, what am I supposed to do?"
"What main person? That happened so many years ago..." I punched Hao Dawei on the shoulder.
"Shut up, David! What are you standing there for?" Gao Shanshan shouted again.
"Let's go together," I said, standing up to take off my clothes.
“一起就一起，谁怕谁啊？人小姑娘都不怕，大老爷们怕个锤子？”郝大维也脱了起来。
好在我俩都是穿的平角紧身内裤，不会走光。
两男一女在海里扑腾、玩闹，还打起了水仗，嬉笑声、欢叫声飘荡在夜色中……
玩够了后，我们来到沙滩上，席地而坐。因为没有换的，只能穿在身上晾干后，再穿外面的衣服。好在三亚属于热带地区，这又是在春季，夜间的气温也挺高的，不用等多久，也不会觉得冷。
高姗姗半坐半躺在两个大叔的中间，玉体斜陈，落落大方，并没有丝毫的忸怩。这也难怪，可能她平常游泳穿的比基尼，跟此时的这一身也差不多吧！
趁这会儿我们聊起了电影。郝大维说后面有两场戏，一场是女主角凌菲审完嫌疑人后在浴缸里泡澡，因为疲乏睡着了，会露那么点乳沟。这场戏是为了表现干警的辛苦，以及凌菲作为一个年轻女性的美好。
另一场是凌菲和男主角的激情戏，但不会让高姗姗裸，只会有一个似裸非裸、一闪而过的镜头。郝大维问高姗姗能不能接受？高姗姗说没问题，为艺术适当地作出一点牺牲，也是作为演员的素养。
我问之前在高姗姗主演的一部电影中，她有一个背面全裸的镜头，是她自己还是找的裸替？
高姗姗说这个是裸替演的，她自己只接受背部的裸露，不会露臀。她还说有些女演员可以放宽到露一点臀沟，但她不行。
然后又聊到了胸部的裸露，高姗姗一边说一边抬起右边胳膊，用左手在腋下比划，说她能接受露出胸部的侧面，但绝对不可以露乳头。
“其实严谨一点的话，这些都是要写进合同里的，不过这部戏也是我自己的电影，而且是跟你们两位合作，我也就不用管那么多啦！”高姗姗笑道。
我们聊着笑着，身上也干得差不多了，站起来拍了拍粘在身上的沙粒，穿上衣服打道回府。
回到酒店，高姗姗说她的房间里有瓶八二年的拉菲，不如上去继续喝继续聊，反正明天是周末不用开工。
我和郝大维一想，大几万一瓶的酒，不喝白不喝。于是三个人乘电梯来到了这座酒店的顶层。
高姗姗刚要刷房卡，房间门从里面打开了，一个年轻的男人一把将她拥入怀中……

6、
“宝贝，想死我了……”年轻男人说着在高姗姗的唇上吻了一下。
这个男人三十来岁的年纪，一表人才，再加上衣着、气度不凡，一看就是大富大贵之人。
猝不及防之下，我和郝大维不由得面面相觑。
高姗姗也蛮突然、蛮尴尬地，讪笑道：“健、健阳，你怎么来了？”
我醒悟了过来，原来，这个男人正是网传与高姗姗谈恋爱的富豪公子章健阳。看来网上的传闻是真的，否则这位章公子也不可能这么晚了，出现在高姗姗居住的总统套房里。
“给你个惊喜啊！今天才回到国内，就立刻飞了过来。”
章公子看见了我们，松开女朋友诧异地问道：“这二位是……？”
高姗姗连忙在双方之间做了个介绍，章公子分别跟郝大维和我握了下手，“原来是郝制片和陈导，幸会、幸会……”
给人的感觉，这位公子哥挺随和、挺平易近人的。高姗姗又解释道：“今晚剧组聚餐，刚回来，郝制片和陈导来我房间聊戏。”
“是吗？那请进！”章公子作势要让我们进屋。
郝大维赶紧推辞，“那怎么行？章总您难得跟姗姗见一面，我们就不叨扰了，先告辞了。”
我暗自寻思，如果章公子知道了他的女朋友今晚只穿着奶罩、内裤，跟两个中年男人在海里游泳，不知会作何感想？
刚进电梯，郝大维的手机响了，是陈美言打来的。
“老婆，是不是想我了？想我了就过来呗！”郝大维开着玩笑。
岂料陈美言在电话那头嚷道：“老娘现在就在三亚，在酒店大堂，方玫也在，你俩死哪儿去了？”
郝大维吃惊地看着我，我俩再次面面相觑……
因为今天是郝大维的生日，陈美言想给他一个惊喜，打电话约方玫来三亚探班。正好这个周末方玫没什么事，于是两个女人一拍即合，陈美言开车先到海州接上方玫，一起来到了三亚。
事先陈美言已知道今晚剧组在外面给郝大维庆生，姑嫂俩直奔酒店，到前台一打听，见我们还没回酒店，便坐在大堂里等。
不知怎么搞的，我和郝大维、高姗姗回酒店时，竟然跟她俩错过了。俩女人左等右等没等到我们，陈美言拨通了她老公的手机。
我和郝大维来到了大堂，两个漂亮少妇正站在那里。陈美言尽管今年四十岁了，人显年轻，身材又好，看上去仍像三十多的少妇。
她手里拎着一盒蛋糕，方玫手里拎着一瓶装在纸袋里的红酒。我不禁暗忖，今儿是什么日子？章公子和这俩都不约而同地来探班。
四个人乘电梯上楼，郝大维嬉笑道：“老婆，怎么来也不打个招呼？搞这种突然袭击。”
陈美言娇嗔道：“查你俩的勤啊！看你们两个大男人有没有干坏事？”
郝大维一拍胸脯，“随便查，待会儿你好好检查我有没有干坏事？你老公是经得起检验的。但是某些人就不一定了……”
他说着戏谑地看向我。陈美言俏脸一红，打了她老公一下，“说什么呢？不害臊。”
方玫似笑非笑：“郝大维，你什么意思？是说我老公干了坏事，还是说他的身体没你好？”
陈美言又拽了方玫一下，笑道：“你听他胡说八道……”
来到房间门前（我和郝大维的房间是挨着的），方玫将红酒递给了陈美言。
陈美言问道：“你俩不来吗？”
方玫说他们都庆祝过了，这么晚了，你俩自己庆祝吧？于是两对夫妻各自进屋。
“大维，生日快乐哟！”进屋前，方玫对前夫说道。
我和方玫温柔缠绵时，心想此时郝大维和陈美言肯定也在做同样的事，而顶层的那对情侣也一定如此。
一时之间，身下正婉转娇吟着的方玫，竟变成了高姗姗……
我射了后，方玫依偎在我怀里问，每天守着高姗姗这么个大美人拍戏，是什么感觉啊？
我说能是什么感觉？不过是导演和演员之间罢了。
方玫告诉我，之前与她搭班子的林大队调走了，局里现在由她这个刑警大队教导员代理大队长职务，党政一肩挑。
我问那你岂不是更忙了？她说我不忙你拍戏也忙啊！距离产生美嘛！
翌日睡了个大懒觉，我醒来时，方玫也醒了，两个人一番缱绻热吻。分开后，方玫说她想尿尿，我说你去啊！
她娇媚地看着我，撒娇道：“人家要你端着我尿……”
以往我给她把过几次尿，这是我们夫妻之间的情趣。
于是我把方玫抱到了卫生间里，将她放下来让她背倚在我怀里，两手托住她的双腿，将她的身子端了起来，并且打开她的双腿，私处对着马桶。
方玫嘘嘘嘘地尿了起来。我笑道：“多大的人了，还要人把尿？要是让你们刑警大队的同事们，知道了他们的方教导员、方大队竟然让老公给她把尿，会怎么想啊？”
“讨厌啦！”方玫娇笑道，伸手在我身上拧了一下。
她又将手绕上来挽住我的脖子，扭头吻向我的嘴唇。我一边跟她接吻，一边给她把尿，不知不觉中又勃起了。
方玫尿完后，我将她放下来，拿起花洒对着她那里冲了冲，又抹上沐浴露搓洗。这个过程中，她一直跟我吻个不停。
我抱起她让她坐在了盥洗台上，与她缠绵热吻着，坚挺之处进入到了她的深处……
我们出门时，隔壁房间的郝大维和陈美言也正好出来，估计两口子也是睡到了这会儿才起床。
两对夫妻来到酒店的自助餐厅吃午饭。郝大维告诉我，高姗姗跟他说，今晚章公子要宴请全剧组的人，他已答应了，并已在群里通知了大家。
我心想这位章公子此次如此高调地探班，是打算公开他和高姗姗的关系啦？
吃过午餐，四个人驱车去了一趟鹿回头，饱览了一番三亚湾的绝美风光。
晚宴是在三亚最高档的一家海鲜餐厅举行的，这是一家露天餐厅，濒临南海，可以一边吃饭一边欣赏海景。方玫和陈美言作为探班家属也参加了。
章公子包下了整个餐厅，剧组的人都到齐一会儿了，他和高姗姗才到，身后跟着两个随从和高姗姗的女助理。
今晚高姗姗化着精致的妆容，一身国际奢侈品牌，挽着如意郎君的臂弯。老实说，两个人走在一起相当般配，章公子身高一米八，气宇轩昂、神采飞扬，高姗姗清纯娇美、不可方物，实在是一对璧人。
看着他俩，我的心竟隐隐作痛。耳畔传来女孩们羡慕的惊叹声。
“哇塞！帅哥美女耶！”
“好般配哟！羡慕死了……”
估计此刻她们，巴不得章公子身边的可人儿，是她们自己。
人们纷纷起立，跟这位年轻的富豪打招呼，“章总好”、“章总您来啦”之声此起彼伏。
章公子也不停地举起一只手，笑对众人的问候，“大家好……欢迎光临……”
高姗姗没说话，只是微笑着，仍挽着男朋友的臂弯。
“哇！高小姐，好美啊！”
也有女孩向高姗姗送去了赞美声，她微笑点头，矜持而不失礼节。
章公子径直向我和郝大维走过来，伸出右手笑道：“郝制片，陈导，欢迎光临。”
他与郝大维和我握过手后，又看向我们身旁的两位女眷，“这是二位嫂子吧？”
郝大维连忙介绍，“这是内人陈美言，这是陈导的夫人方玫。”
趁章公子跟郝大维和两位女眷寒暄，我悄悄看向高姗姗，一脸微笑的她仍难掩眉目之间的那丝落寞。
她将目光转向我，眸中不无幽怨之意，我赶紧移开目光。
“姗姗，可以开始了吧？”章公子看向身旁的女友。
高姗姗迅速将目光看向章公子，微笑道：“嗯，开始吧！”
章公子走到露天餐厅的一片空地上，立刻有随从递上无线麦克风，他接过来说道：“非常感谢各位的光临，各位都是跟姗姗在一个剧组奋斗的同仁们，感谢大家平日对姗姗的照顾，今天请大家吃个便饭，谢谢大家！”
他说着对众人微微一鞠躬，餐厅里掌声四起。
章公子继续说道：“今天是我们剧组欢聚的日子，同时也是我和姗姗的一个特别重要的日子……”
此言一出，有人“哇”了一声，预感到了即将发生什么。我的心不由得揪了一下。
随从过来，将一大捧玫瑰花和一个精美的小盒子递给了章公子。他在众目睽睽之下，走向高姗姗坐的地方。
我注意到此时高姗姗的表情比较惊诧，显然她也没想到章公子今晚会来这么一出。
章公子走到高姗姗面前，单膝跪地，右手捧着玫瑰花并拿着小盒子，左手举着麦克风，说道：“姗姗，我们结婚，好吗？”
高姗姗一时不置可否，餐厅里响起了喊声：“答应他，答应他……”
章公子放下麦克风，双手奉上玫瑰花，大声说道：“姗姗，嫁给我吧！”
“嫁给她，嫁给她……”众人齐声高呼，一些被代入的女孩甚至感动和羡慕得哭了起来。
终于，在众人的呼喊声中和注视之下，高姗姗笑着点了点头，从章公子手中接过了玫瑰花。
欢呼声和掌声中，章公子打开小盒子，那枚钻戒我看不出是多少克拉的，反正一定价值不菲，被章公子戴在了高姗姗的手指上。
欢呼声和掌声更盛，还响起了唿哨声。高姗姗站起来，被章公子拥入怀中，她绽开了甜美的笑容。
毕竟是女人，方玫和陈美言都因动容而流泪了。陈美言擦了一下泪水，悄悄看向不动声色、却内心波澜起伏的我。
有一瞬高姗姗向我看来时，我分明从她的眸光中，读到了一丝落寞和惆怅……

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四月中旬，《远如云泥》的前期拍摄工作完成了，将进入后期制作阶段（剪辑、配音、配乐、设计和制作片头、片尾以及字幕等）。
高姗姗即将返回西班牙，她的那个钻石王老五未婚夫正在那边等她，将和她在那边完婚。她不会回国参加电影的后期制作，剧组准备找个专业的配音演员为她饰演的角色配音。
作为一个土生土长的南方人，高姗姗又不是科班出身，普通话本来就不标准，没有必要非得自己给自己配音。
杀青那天的晚上，全剧组聚在一起好好地庆祝了一番，我和郝大维都喝了不少，尤其是郝大维，简直喝高了。这是我们的第一部电影，能够保质保量地顺利完成，怎不令我们欢喜？
那晚夜深人静之时，我悄悄潜入了高姗姗的那间总统套房。天一亮，她就要踏上飞往西班牙的旅程了，这是我们最后的在一起的机会。
房间里的光线很暗，也很柔和，我进去后，没有看到高姗姗。蓦然回首，她正站在我的身后，身上穿着一件酒红色的真丝浴衣。
此刻的她凝视着我，泪流满面，解开了真丝浴衣的腰带，往后一掀，从她的身上滑落。
她里面什么都没穿，一丝不挂，那姣好迷人的玉体，犹如一尊绝美的艺术品。
我们在隐忍了三个月后，终于不顾一切了。我将高姗姗拥入怀中，吻住了那对芳唇，她双手搂住我的脖颈，与我缠绵热吻。
我将她横抱在怀里进了卧室，放到了床上，脱自己的衣服。她起身帮我脱，显得有些迫不及待，当我坚挺的那里露出来时，她蹲下来含进嘴里，来来回回地吮吸、吞吐。
我拥着她上了床，与她热吻、爱抚，轮流含吮了两颗乳头，嘴唇逡巡着向下，越过那片迷人的芳草地，抵达两条美腿之间。
她发出醉人的娇吟，那个地方爱潮泛滥，唇顶的那枚花蕾，也在我的唇舌之下绽放了……
那夜，我和高姗姗做了一次又一次。她不停地在我耳畔诉说着我爱你、好爱你、只爱你之类的话，几乎每次都是哭泣着到达高潮。
她还说，这一夜我们把彼此这一生的爱都做完，于是我用各种姿势跟她做，一次又一次让她高潮。
做爱的间隙，她告诉我，她嫁给章公子后，不会轻易接拍电影了，除非是大导演的邀请或遇到极好的剧本，多数时间在家做个全职太太，并且一直定居在西班牙。
我终于问出了萦绕在心头很久的那句话——她当上明星后是否比过去快乐。她说，在大明星高姗姗和陈少言的妻子黄姗姗之间，她宁愿选择后者。
听了她的话，我不禁泪流满面，默默地、紧紧地将她抱在怀里。
做完第三次，我们一起泡在浴缸里，享受着只属于我们两个人的宁静时光。高姗姗背倚在我怀里，幽幽地说道：“少言，带我走吧？去一个遥远的、没有人认识我们的地方。”
我无言以对，也知道她只是说说而已。她将一只手绕到上面来，轻抚我的脸庞，眼含热泪，“少言，你爱我吗？”
“我爱你……”我喃喃道，握住那对不算很大却浑圆挺翘的尤物，轻吻她的脖子和肩颈。
“我也爱你，好爱你！”她流着泪扭头吻向我，我与她吻在一起，我们缱绻温柔地吻着。
过了一会儿，她转过身来，双手搂住我的脖颈，再次与我热吻不止，那对美乳紧贴在我的胸膛上。
末了，她将手伸到自己胯下，扶住我那又一次蓬勃的地方，套进了她那里面。
她一边跟我热吻，一边上下起落，我们在浴缸中温柔缠绵、如胶似漆……
她又一次高潮了后，我拉着她出了浴缸，抬起那对美臀，用沐浴露当润滑剂，进入了她的另一个甬道。
我在她那紧窄的后庭里抽送着，她呻吟着将身子直起来了一些，吻住我向她吻来的嘴唇。
我顺势握住她胸前的那对尤物，与她缱绻热吻，下面的动作依然不缓。
热吻的间隙，她再次向我倾诉爱意，我动得更快了，直至射到她的后庭深处……
做完这一次已是后半夜，我们擦干身子，来到床上相拥而眠。不知睡了多久，被手机铃声吵醒。
高姗姗拿起来看了一眼，告诉我是章公子打来的，叫我别出声。
“健阳……”她跟她的未婚夫通话，“……正要起床，一会儿去机场……嗯，嗯……好……知道了……”
她说着看了我一眼，“我也爱你，拜拜。”
此时天将破晓，高姗姗跟我说，一会儿有车来接她和助理去机场。我问助理也跟她一起去西班牙吗？她说不会，助理只负责她在国内的事务。
我知道，分别的时刻来临了，这一别，不知何年何月才能相见，说不定这辈子也见不到了吧？
我将她拥入怀中，泪水滚落下来。她也哭了。
这时房间里的座机又响了，高姗姗说是助理从她的房间打来的，她拿起了听筒，“玲姐……起床了，准备洗个澡……车已经到楼下了吗？让司机等着……”
趁她和助理通话，我进了卫生间。站在花洒下，任凭温热的水流漫过全身，心里充满了离愁别绪。
高姗姗进来了，从身后抱住我，喃喃地说道：“少言，这辈子我们不能在一起，等来世吧！”
我流下了眼泪，掰开她的手转过身来，她也是泪流满面，我们拥吻在一起，吻得缠绵悱恻。
尽管夜里跟她几度云雨，这会儿我又坚挺如初。她在我身前蹲下，含入口中，反反复复地吮吸、吞吐，直到我喷薄而出。
She swallowed it, then carefully cleaned it with the tip of her tongue before standing up. I hugged her again, and we both wept in each other's arms…
Standing at my room window, I looked down. In the dim morning light, Gao Shanshan, greeted by her driver, glanced up at the building and got into the black Mercedes-Benz van.
Even though she couldn't see me, I silently waved goodbye to her and watched the car carrying her disappear from my sight...
Six months later, the movie "As Far As Clouds and Mud" was released as scheduled.
When I saw the words "Director Chen Shaoyan's work" in the opening credits, I felt an unprecedented sense of accomplishment.
The film performed quite well at the box office and received good reviews. Many people thought that Gao Shanshan acted very well, especially in the scene at the end where she played the female detective Ling Fei, who stood beside her husband and son, unable to reunite with her lover who was an undercover agent. Her performance was touching and tear-jerking.
I understand that Gao Shanshan completely immersed herself in the role while filming this scene. It wasn't so much that she was acting, but rather that she was deeply absorbed in her own sorrow. I think even Ni Ni, who debuted much earlier and has more acting experience, might not have been able to capture Gao Shanshan's essence in this role.
However, Gao Shanshan was in Spain and did not return to attend the premiere.
I took Fang Mei to the premiere. She shed tears several times during the film, and cried uncontrollably at the end, saying that she didn't find the script particularly moving, but she couldn't hold back her tears while watching the movie.
In particular, three scenes brought Fang Mei to tears. One scene was when the female protagonist, Ling Fei, chased the drug lord to the riverbank and was shot in the dark, falling to the ground—a scene based on her own experience.
Another scene is the Public Security Bureau's commendation ceremony. When the female director, played by the famous female singer Han Hong, is speaking eloquently on the stage, the deputy director sitting next to her seems to see one of his undercover agents who has already sacrificed his life (named Ji Xiaolei in the film, alias He Yong, the female protagonist Ling Fei's senior brother and former lover, and the male protagonist's mentor and guide) sitting among a group of police officers in a police uniform, smiling mischievously at him.
Another scene is when the end credits song "Lilian" plays.
During the post-production of this film, I insisted on using Song Dongye's "Lilian" as the end credits song, and Hao Dawei also sided with me, so the production company had no choice but to compromise.
As expected, the film was met with criticism from many moralists after its release. They argued that how could a movie depicting police officers, especially those bravely arresting drug dealers, use a song by a singer with a history of drug use as its end credits? They felt it was disrespectful to the narcotics officers who sacrificed their lives and irresponsible towards the vast number of young people.
I asked Fang Mei, "You were once a narcotics officer and risked your life. You are also the prototype of the female lead in this film. You are the most qualified to speak on this issue. What do you think about this?"
Fang Mei said that, broadly speaking, our police's anti-drug efforts are for maintaining social order and for the safety and health of the general public. On a smaller scale, it is also to give those who have made mistakes the opportunity to continue to use their talents to contribute to society, rather than depriving them of such an opportunity.
Due to public pressure, the end credits song "Lilian" was replaced by "Young Ambition Knows No Sorrow" in the later release of "Far Away Like Clouds and Mud".
This movie made Hao Dawei and me a fortune. I immediately bought a new house I had already set my sights on—a large, fully-furnished apartment of over 200 square meters. Fang Mei, my parents, and our son moved in. In addition, I also bought a Mercedes-Benz GLE SUV.
Riding on the success of "Far Away Like Clouds and Mud" at the box office and with its positive reviews, although we hadn't initially considered making a sequel, Hao Dawei and I decided to strike while the iron was hot and release "Far Away Like Clouds and Mud 2." This is our second film, with me again serving as director and screenwriter, and Hao Dawei as producer.
This film depicts the story of Ling Fei, whose prosecutor husband is arrested on suspicion of corruption. Driven by fate, Ling Fei joins forces with Lu Jianjun, the male lead, again to fight against organized crime. Having gone through life and death together, the two should be together, but Ling Fei chooses to stay by her husband's side while he is imprisoned, and the two sadly part ways once again.
In my imagination, like the previous one, this one will also have a gripping storyline, exciting and intense action scenes, and a passionate scene between the male and female leads.
That evening, after I finished writing the script for "As Far As Clouds and Mud 2", I came out of my studio, which was the house where Fang Min, Zhao Li, and I used to live.
The apartment across the hall used to be the home of Huang Xiaolei and her daughter, but now it belongs to someone else.
My former mother and daughter neighbors, Huang Xiaolei, are long gone, and Gao Shanshan and I haven't seen each other since filming "Far Away Like Clouds and Mud," nor have we ever been in contact.
My old home remains, but she is gone. A wave of sadness, a sense of loss and transience, washes over me…

(To be continued)

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