My Life as a Village Party Secretary

Chapter 1 The Japanese Invaders The

Japanese invaders arrived! The villagers were thrown into a panic. They gathered their food and valuables, and the stronger villagers dismantled doors, carrying wounded Eighth Route Army soldiers, and ran towards the back mountain. The sounds of Japanese gunfire and the barking of dogs were already faintly audible. My mother, as the women's director, despite still being a new mother, directed the evacuation. In the chaos, I, still an infant, was thrown onto our earthen bed. Xiujuan, the daughter of Old Wang from next door, heard my cries and rushed in, scooping me up and stumbling up the mountain.
Xiujuan was 13 years old. Her feet had been bound when she was nine. When the Eighth Route Army arrived, Xiujuan was the first to unbind her feet, but she still couldn't run fast. Her already frail body, combined with her deformed feet and carrying me, quickly fell behind the other women.
Xiujuan and a nine-year-old girl, in a panic, rushed into a cave halfway up the mountain. The Japanese soldiers were fast approaching. Several militiamen opened fire, momentarily hindering the Japanese advance. Xiujuan and the girl used thatch to cover the cave entrance.
The two girls clung tightly to me, huddled inside, trembling as they listened to the gunfire outside.
The militiamen, quick-witted, realized they couldn't stop the Japanese search, so they shot and killed the Japanese dogs before retreating into the mountains.
The Japanese swarmed up the mountain and began their search.
Xiujuan could already hear the sound of the Japanese boots. She was trembling so much she almost wet herself. She watched in horror as I began to stick out my little tongue, furrowing my brow and licking my lips.
Xiujuan had raised her younger brother and knew this was the gesture of a baby wanting to nurse; she knew that if I didn't have a nipple in my mouth, I would cry loudly.
The little girl noticed my feigned crying expression and reached out to cover my mouth and nose. I couldn't move my limbs in the swaddling clothes, so I could only shake my head, trying to get rid of the girl's dirty hand.
Xiujuan didn't know what to do either. She quickly unbuttoned her clothes and stuffed her still-budding breast into my mouth, sucking hard on the tiny nipple.
Xiujuan felt itchy from my toothless mouth biting her, but without milk, I still wanted to cry.
Xiujuan whispered, "This won't do. We can't do without milk."
The little girl said, "Where are we going to find milk? Let's just smother him to death."
Xiujuan said, "No, we must protect Sister Cuihua's child, even if it means death. Sister Cuihua abandoned Xiaobao for everyone's sake."
The little girl said, "Hmm, what should we do then?"
Xiujuan frowned as she saw me suckling her nipple. Suddenly, an idea struck her. She pulled her breast out of my mouth and quickly stuck her tongue into mine.
I held Xiujuan's tongue in my mouth, sucking on the girl's saliva, smiling sweetly, and surprisingly, I didn't cry.
I received a girl's first kiss before I was even a month old, which sealed my fate in my life with women.
The Japanese soldiers were still frantically searching the mountains when the guerrillas, having received the news, immediately attacked one of the Japanese strongholds, forcing the searching Japanese to retreat in panic. The wounded
Eighth Route Army soldiers and villagers were temporarily out of danger.
My mother, Cuihua, with disheveled hair, tumbled and crawled down the mountain. She thought I was doomed; she ran wildly, howling like a mother wolf. Several women couldn't stop her.
Xiujuan carried me out of the cave and bumped into my mother. My mother immediately recognized the swaddled baby in Xiujuan's arms, snatched it away, and looked at me sleeping soundly on the ground, tears streaming down her face.
Xiujuan quickly comforted my mother, and my mother knelt down before Xiujuan with a thud. Xiujuan and the other young woman pulled my mother up.
My mother cried and said to me, "Xiaobao, it's all my fault. I'll never leave you again. You scared me to death..."
The young woman smiled and said to my mother, "Sister Cuihua, Sister Cuihua, Xiaobao is a lucky man. Not only did the Japanese not find him, but he also got a wife."
My mother looked at them in surprise. The young woman smiled and told me about Xiujuan breastfeeding me and kissing me. Xiujuan blushed, and my mother was even more grateful to Xiujuan.
My mother said tremblingly, "Juan, from now on you will be Xiaobao's sister. When you get married, you will be Xiaobao's godmother."
My mother thanked Xiujuan incoherently. Everyone helped each other and went down the mountain together.
From then on, my mother treated Xiujuan like her own family. Whenever there was something good to eat, she would send it to Xiujuan's house first.
Everyone joked that if Xiaobao were a few years older, he and Xiujuan would be betrothed.
The Japanese raids became more and more frequent. We had to hide every day. The Japanese had taken all the grain from the village, and after winter came, the village quickly ran out of food.
My mother's milk supply was severely insufficient and eventually dried up completely.
I was passed around from one aunt's house to another, suckling at her breast.
I grabbed and suckled the breasts of every woman in the village who had milk.
Even so, I was severely malnourished, thin and small, but I grew up safely and was weaned. The Eighth
Route Army and the guerrillas survived the most difficult days, their base areas expanded, and their ranks grew stronger.
My father started to visit us more often. He was a cook in the Eighth Route Army, and now he was the head of the mess hall. His proudest achievement was making noodles for Commanders-in-Chief Zhu and Peng, which they both became addicted to. They would ask for my father's noodles every day.
I was also able to walk and run. My sister Xiujuan was my closest relative; I was always with her. Xiujuan also liked me and took me everywhere she went.
When I was four years old, the Japanese devils finally surrendered. My father went to Northeast China with the army, and my mother became a cadre, even busier. My older sister, Xiujuan, became my full-time nanny, taking care of me every day. I ate, drank, and relieved myself at Xiujuan's house.

Chapter Two: On the eve of liberation

, through an introduction from someone in the army, Xiujuan found a boyfriend, a truck driver. At that time, our army had very few trucks, and becoming a truck driver was more prestigious than becoming a squad leader or platoon leader. The two agreed that they would get married after defeating the Kuomintang reactionaries.
However, this young man also left with the army and died on the Liaoshen battlefield.
Xiujuan was saddened for a long time upon hearing the bad news. Then, a second blow came: her younger brother, two years her junior, a 15-year-old boy, also joined the army as a bugler and died on the Northeast battlefield.
Xiujuan's parents both fell ill, and Xiujuan gave up her job in the village to take care of her parents and me at home.
I started to understand things better and helped my older sister Xiujuan with simple chores, like washing clothes, cleaning dishes, cutting pig feed, and feeding the chickens.
Xiujuan liked me even more and treated me like her own younger brother.
The Kuomintang reactionaries didn't seem to be very resilient and were quickly driven south of the Yangtze River. The People's Liberation Army began preparing to cross the river.
My mother was still worried about me, so she gave up her job in the army and returned to the village to become a village cadre. Although she was very busy, she was happy to see me every day. Land reform began in the village; the landlords' land was distributed, and everyone had their own land. Life was filled with the sunshine of the new society.
During the Yangtze River Crossing Campaign, my father's unit, as the vanguard of the Fourth Field Army, fought fiercely. One day, we received news that my father had been killed in battle. My mother bravely accepted this blow and threw herself wholeheartedly into her work.
I became a martyr's family member.
It seemed that only work could make my mother forget her pain. She entrusted me to Xiujuan and worked like a madwoman. They organized the militia, engaged in production, and carried out land reform, working from morning till night every day.
I became part of Xiujuan's family again, eating and sleeping at her house once more.
In the late summer of the first year after the land reform, the wheat in the fields was ripe, and half the villagers were frantically harvesting it to support the front lines.
My mother was so busy she was practically invisible.
At six or seven years old, I started to become mischievous, getting into trouble everywhere. Everyone in the village spoiled me, and Xiujuan doted on me even more, following me around apologizing to everyone and compensating me for the things I broke.
Then one day, I set fire to a stack of wheat stalks from the village's harvest. Xiujuan finally lost her temper and gave me a severe beating for the first time.
After everyone put out the fire, Xiujuan, her face covered in soot, grabbed a broom and smacked my bottom several times. I endured the pain and said, "There aren't any wheat grains left on these stalks, what's the harm in burning them?"
Seeing my continued arguing, Xiujuan hit me a few more times before the villagers intervened and stopped her.
Xiujuan dragged me home, explaining along the way the uses of wheat stalks and the dangers of playing with fire.
I didn't understand, but I still rubbed my bottom and accepted the punishment.
When I got home, Xiujuan's parents were also frightened by the fire, but when they learned that Xiujuan had spanked me, they scolded her with heartache.
Xiujuan punished me by not letting me eat dinner, so I obediently stayed home and didn't go to eat.
In the evening, my stomach was growling with hunger, and I lay in bed in a daze.
My sister Xiujuan came with four hard-boiled eggs.
I took the eggs, peeled them, and immediately stuffed three into my mouth. I offered the last one to my sister Xiujuan, but she smiled and refused, telling me to eat it.
In the dim light of the oil lamp, my sister Xiujuan's freshly washed face was as white and smooth as the peeled egg in my hand.
I handed the last egg to my sister Xiujuan, jokingly asking her to eat it. My sister Xiujuan smiled and refused.
I said, "Sister's face is like an egg; if you eat it, it will look even more like one."
My sister Xiujuan was amused by me, took the egg, took a small bite, and stuffed the rest into my mouth.
Xiujuan asked me, "Does it still hurt when I spanked you?"
I shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt anymore, but I hit your little penis again, so it still hurts."
Xiujuan got anxious as soon as she heard this and asked me anxiously, "You hit your little penis? How could that be?"
I said, "You got angry and hit me hard, so I dodged. I happened to turn around and you hit my little penis."
Xiujuan immediately pulled down my pants and held the oil lamp close to my penis. It seemed a little red and swollen. Xiujuan got anxious and touched my penis, saying, "Where did you hit me? Point it out to me."
I said I hit the side of my penis and pointed to the painful spot. Xiujuan was heartbroken and held my penis, saying, "Does it hurt badly? I'll take you to your mother."
I shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt. It doesn't hurt anymore when you touch it."
Xiujuan started crying and hugged me, saying, "Little Bao, I'll never hit you again, and you're not allowed to cause trouble anymore."
I nodded and said, "I'll never play with fire again."
Xiujuan made me lie down and gently massaged my crotch. I could tell she was genuinely worried.
Xiujuan's hand felt warm and itchy. It did hurt a little, but it wasn't a direct hit to my penis; it was on the side of my thigh.
Sister Xiujuan found the slightly red marks and, seeing that my penis wasn't injured, felt relieved. She gently rubbed it and blew on it lightly. The warm air made it even itchier, and I shifted my body to hide.
Xiujuan grabbed me, preventing me from moving, and gently rubbed it, sometimes brushing against my testicles, which was incredibly itchy.
Looking at my white penis and seeing me curled up in a ball laughing, Xiujuan decided to tease me. She lightly flicked the head of my penis with her finger, and I shrank back again, covering it with my hand.
Xiujuan tried to flick it again, trying to pull my hand away. I twisted and struggled, and we both laughed and fell onto the bed.
Sister Xiujuan was strong; even after my hand was pulled away, she flicked it again, but this time she flicked it harder, and it hurt a lot. I winced, wanting to cry.
Xiujuan realized she had messed up and quickly rubbed it, comforting me to stop crying.
When I was little, if I bumped or bruised myself, my older sister Xiujuan would gently kiss me and comfort me until I felt better. This time, my penis hurt a lot, so I pleaded, "Sister, kiss me, kiss me and it won't hurt anymore."
Xiujuan blushed and hesitated, looking at me. Seeing that she wouldn't kiss me, I pouted and was about to cry again. Xiujuan quickly comforted me, gently kissing my penis.
I felt a tingling sensation and laughed. Xiujuan, her face still red, said, "It's better now, it doesn't hurt anymore."
I wanted to experience that tingling sensation again, so I pleaded, "Sister, just one more kiss, just one more kiss."
Xiujuan, unable to resist my pleading, leaned in and kissed me a few more times. Looking up at me, I still pleaded, and Xiujuan smiled helplessly, lowered her head, and took my penis into her mouth, kissing it hard a few times.
I felt very comfortable and warm, looking at Sister Xiujuan. Sister Xiujuan firmly said, "That's enough kissing, no more. From now on, if you don't cause trouble anymore, and don't bully the chickens or pigs raised by the villagers, I'll kiss you as a reward. But if you cause trouble again, I won't kiss you anymore."
I nodded vigorously and said, "If I don't cause trouble anymore, I'll kiss you every day, Sister."
Xiujuan smiled and nodded.
Some of the children in the village had come from the Anti-Japanese War era and had never been to school. My mother hired a young man from the work team to be our teacher and teach us literacy.
One day, the teacher arrived, and a group of us children, along with some ambitious young people, came to learn to read and write.
The literacy teacher was a 17 or 18-year-old girl from the city, with two small braids, wearing a military uniform, fair skin, and eyes that turned into slits when she smiled. She was very kind and cute.
We sat neatly in the village threshing ground, ready to learn. On the first day, I learned six characters: "Chairman Mao, People's Liberation Army." I became the fastest learner of characters, and the girl teacher from the city liked me very much, praising me for being smart.
I was overjoyed, running around after her.
The girl teacher from the city lived in our house. Besides carrying out land reform, she also taught us literacy. Autumn came, and one day the girl teacher fetched some water to take a bath. It was getting cold, and the well water couldn't be used directly anymore.
I boiled water on the stove and carried it to the girl teacher. She untied her braids, took off her military uniform, and unbuttoned her shirt, revealing a braid underneath. The
girl teacher wouldn't let me watch her take off her pants. She took the hot water and chased me out.
I obediently came out and stood in the yard, thinking, "Why is she afraid of being seen while bathing? Something's not right with the girl teacher.
Could she be a spy, pretending to bathe to do something bad?"
I thought for a moment, then peeked through the crack in the door.
The female teacher was already naked, mixing hot and cold water, and using a snow-white towel to wipe her body.
I looked at her snow-white body, her full breasts, and the dark patch between her legs—no penis. She carefully wiped herself, softly singing a song. I thought she was even prettier than Sister Xiujuan.
Seeing that she was truly taking a bath meant she wasn't a spy, and I nodded in satisfaction, turning and leaving.
The Kuomintang reactionaries had all been driven to Taiwan, the whole country was liberated, and my mother gave up the opportunity to work in the city, settling down in the village.

Chapter Three: The Land Reform Period

The land reform was fully launched, and the people truly became masters of their own destiny.
Landlords were thoroughly overthrown and criticized.
As for us, besides learning to read and write, we followed the work teams everywhere, watching denunciation meetings.
The biggest landlord in our area was surnamed Hu. He wasn't a bad person, and he didn't commit any of the evil deeds of bullying men and women. His only flaw was his stinginess, but even if he wasn't stingy, he wouldn't have amassed such a large fortune.
All the land was confiscated, and his family's property was divided up. Hu, the big landlord, couldn't bear the shock and hanged himself after a denunciation meeting, leaving behind orphans and widows. Before
liberation, Hu's daughter was a modern, Western-educated student, considered the most beautiful woman in the area by the locals. She was indeed very pretty. Every day she wore Western-style dresses, looking arrogant and haughty. Now that the new society had arrived, this Western-educated student had completely turned into a country bumpkin, more pitiful than those scoundrels and beggars before. She lived in tattered clothes with her landlady in a dilapidated earth temple.
My mother was kind-hearted by nature. She felt the Hu family exploited the people, but she didn't consider them as heinous as other large landlords. Besides, the Hu family landlords had already been brought to justice. So, my mother stopped the work team from criticizing the landlord's wife and daughter, and instead had them participate in labor and undergo reform.
I still clung to my sister Xiujuan every day. I became a well-known little scholar in the village. A female teacher from the city would tutor me after work, and then I would give lessons to everyone in the village. At the village threshing ground, a 10-year-old child would teach a large group of people every day after finishing farm work. I
always ate dinner at Xiujuan's house. After dinner, I would tutor Xiujuan, who was obsessed with learning to read, teaching her to read and write, and helping her become literate. My reward was that Xiujuan would kiss my penis.
I also became obsessed with the feeling of Xiujuan kissing my penis. Whenever I slept at Xiujuan's house, I would pester her to kiss my penis. Xiujuan couldn't resist me, so when she was putting me to sleep, she would always suck my penis for a while, then coax me to pee, and then let me sleep.
The land reform finally ended completely, and the young teacher from the city returned to the city with the troops. She left me many books, and I could now study on my own. I found a Kangxi Dictionary at the landlord Hu's house, and I could read by myself.
The Three-Anti and Five-Anti Movements began, and the adults started to get involved in the new movements.
Under my mother's protection, our village remained relatively peaceful. Several party cadres conveyed new instructions every day, and I read the issued documents to everyone.
Several years passed peacefully, and the biggest change was in Sister Xiujuan. She joined the party and became a member of the village cadres. As a young cadre who could read and write, Sister Xiujuan was very grateful to me.
Every year, Sister Xiujuan would go to sweep the cenotaph of the truck driver. Many people wanted to introduce her to men, but she refused them all. My mother even tried to introduce her to men from the city and the army, but she shook her head and refused to meet them.
I was the only one who could understand her because when I slept at Sister Xiujuan's house at night, I often saw her staring blankly at the red five-pointed star that the truck driver had given her.
(To be continued)

Chapter Four: The Korean War

When I was less than 15 years old, our volunteer army went to Korea to fight against the American imperialists. Our village had a high wheat yield and was a major supplier to the troops. Everyone worked tirelessly to grow grain to support the country. They always tightened their belts and went hungry to support the troops.
My mother, Sister Xiujuan, also worked in the fields every day. Sister Xiujuan's beautiful, fair face turned dark, her breasts became more prominent, and her buttocks became more rounded. I noticed a change in her gaze.
One day, my mother was leading a team to deliver grain to the town. Sister Xiujuan and several cadres, along with the villagers, loaded several carts of grain and were about to leave when Sister Xiujuan clutched her stomach and squatted by the roadside.
My mother went over to ask her what was wrong. Sister Xiujuan whispered a few words to my mother, and my mother asked me to accompany Sister Xiujuan home to rest. She also told me to get some brown sugar from home for her to take with her.
I walked with Sister Xiujuan. She frowned, seemingly in pain. I asked her what was wrong, but Sister Xiujuan wouldn't say.
By the time we reached the village, it was completely dark. Sister Xiujuan was covered in sweat and could barely walk.
I helped her, and she said, "Little Bao, let me lean on your shoulder for a bit. I really can't walk anymore."
I stopped. Sister Xiujuan clutched her stomach, leaning on my shoulder and groaning softly.
I was worried and asked, "Sister, what's wrong?"
Seeing my concern, Xiujuan blushed and said, "I got my period, and my stomach hurts a lot."
I didn't quite understand, and looking at her, Xiujuan smiled and said, "You'll understand when you're older."
I helped Xiujuan back to her house. Her parents were already asleep. Xiujuan was lying in bed, and I covered her with a blanket. I ran home to get some brown sugar and made her some brown sugar water with the hot water from the stove. Sister Xiujuan drank the water and felt a little better.
Seeing me running around, Sister Xiujuan smiled and said, "Little Bao, I used to take care of you, but now you take care of me. That's great!"
I smiled and said, "If I take care of you, you have to give me a reward."
Xiujuan said, "Okay, what kind of reward do you want?"
I said, "It's been so long since I kissed your little penis. I want you to kiss my little penis."
Xiujuan laughed and scolded, "No, you're a big kid now, you can't kiss it anymore."
I pleaded and acted spoiled, and Xiujuan couldn't resist my persistence.
She made me climb onto the bed, took off my pants, and Xiujuan reached out and touched my penis, which she hadn't touched in a long time. Looking at the sparse hairs on it, Sister Xiujuan smiled and said, "You little rascal, you've grown up, you even have hair now. Kiss it one more time, but you can't kiss it anymore."
I nodded, and Sister Xiujuan turned to the side and gently took my penis, which had grown quite a bit, into her mouth.
I felt the moist warmth of Sister Xiujuan's mouth, and my penis slowly swelled up in her mouth. Sister Xiujuan was also a little surprised, but she still gently held it in her mouth and licked it lightly with her tongue.
My tender little penis swelled up, the foreskin still covering it, the head inside still hidden. Xiujuan gently stroked it tenderly, her soft, wet tongue swirling around it.
I felt a pang of pleasure and a tingling sensation, and I giggled. Seeing me laugh so happily, Xiujuan found it amusing too, and she took my small penis into her mouth and started sucking.
Xiujuan's actions quickly became too much for me; my penis suddenly throbbed a few times, and a few drops of warm liquid gushed out, flowing into Xiujuan's mouth. We were both startled.
Xiujuan stuck out her tongue, and the pool of white, sticky fluid dribbled down the corner of her mouth.
Afraid of dripping onto the pillow, Xiujuan quickly caught it with her hand, swallowing it with a gulp in her panic.
Xiujuan understood what had happened, while I was still breathing heavily, nervously thinking I had urinated in Xiujuan's mouth. I was afraid she would scold me.
Xiujuan took the handkerchief hanging by the bed, wiped her hands and mouth, and said with a grin, "Baozhen has really grown up."
I was oblivious, but Xiujuan wouldn't let me sleep with her anymore, and sent me to the side room. I fell into a deep sleep, and the oil lamp in Xiujuan's room stayed lit until dawn.
It seemed that Xiujuan had told my mother about my growing up, and my mother's gaze towards me changed. She no longer treated me like a child. I could still cling to Xiujuan, but my mother no longer allowed me to sleep at her house.
One day, I was swimming in the river when my mother returned from town. I jumped out of the water, wearing only wet underwear, and onto my mother's carriage. Seeing that I was wearing wet clothes, my mother made me take them off.
Since there was no one around, I sat on the carriage and took off all my clothes, leaving my bottom bare. My mother inadvertently saw my penis, paused for a moment, and looked at it carefully. Then she seemed thoughtful.
At dinner time, my mother called my sister Xiujuan over, and the two of them whispered among themselves for a long time. Xiujuan came into my room, grinning, and said, "Baby, I want to kiss your penis, come here and let me kiss it."
I was still a little embarrassed, but Xiujuan grabbed my neck and threw me onto the bed. I fell and clutched my bottom. Xiujuan pulled down my pants like she was plucking a chicken feather, fiddled with them a couple of times, and then took my penis into her mouth and started sucking.
My penis got hard again. Xiujuan looked closely at my erect penis, gestured with her hand, and then got up and left.
Confused, I jumped off the bed and peeked through the gap in the curtain.
Xiujuan was gesturing to my mother about the size of my penis; my mother looked worried, and Xiujuan looked distressed as well.
The next day, my mother and Xiujuan took me to the house of Blind Wang at the edge of the village. Blind Wang wasn't really blind; he just had poor eyesight. Wearing thick glasses, he was a traditional Chinese medicine practitioner from a family with a long history of practice. Many of his skills had been lost by his generation, but he could still treat neighbors' headaches and fevers.
My mother told me to play outside while she and Xiujuan talked to Blind Wang for a long time. Blind Wang called me in, took my pulse, examined my Adam's apple, and then had his daughter bring out a small brocade box from the closet. He then
took out a small bead, about the size of a ping-pong ball, crystal clear and very beautiful.
Blind Wang handed it to me, saying, "Baby, there's a hole in the bead. Look inside and see what's there."
I took it, peered closely through the hole, and saw a pornographic picture inside—a naked woman being groped by a man.
I said, "Two naked demons are fighting."
The blind man laughed, "Shake it and look again."
I shook the bead and looked through the hole again. The picture had changed to an erotic scene: two naked women and a man entangled. Although it was a miniature painting, every detail was exquisite and lifelike; the women's figures and features were very clear.
I shook it again, and it changed again to a scene of a woman giving a man a handjob. I immediately remembered the feeling of Sister Xiujuan kissing my penis, and my penis hardened, pushing against my underwear.
My mother saw this and whispered something to the blind man. The blind man reached over and touched my penis a few times. The blind man smiled and said to the mother, "Auntie, don't worry. Bao'er's penis is a bit small, but he's still developing. I have an ancestral prescription that's perfect for this. If he takes it regularly, Bao'er will definitely be outstanding in the future."
The mother was relieved and said to the blind man, "Blind Wang, you can't lie to me. If Bao'er's penis doesn't grow big enough to find a wife, then I'll have your beautiful daughter marry him."
The blind man smiled and said, "Then my daughter is marrying above her station. Bao'er isn't an ordinary person; he's the scholar of our village." "She knows more characters than I, a blind doctor."
Hearing this, I was a little unhappy that I was supposed to marry the blind man's daughter. I muttered, "I don't want the blind man as my wife, I want Sister Xiujuan."
My mother angrily slapped me and said, "The blind man's daughter is the prettiest girl in our village. Even if you want her, she might not agree to marry you. She knows medicine; she'll definitely marry a high-ranking official. Who do you think you are?"
The blind man laughed, "What official? Auntie, if you trust me, I'll prescribe medicine." "Son, but this recipe can't be passed on to outsiders."
Mom said with difficulty, "Blind man, this is your family
's secret recipe, and you've given it to me..." The blind man said, "There are conditions. It's not free. It's because the child is betrothed. If I give it to you, it's
the same as giving it to my own family." The mother was overjoyed and said with a smile, "Bao'er is so lucky. Blind man, your daughter looks like someone from a painting. If she's willing to be Bao'er's wife, I'll send some betrothal gifts tomorrow. You can't go back on your word."
The blind man also smiled and said, "This is really an honor for us. Bao'er is the descendant of a hero, and he's literate. What's his name again? Right, an intellectual."
The mother smiled and said, "I was planning to send him to school, but I'm afraid he'll go astray."
The blind man laughed and said, "It's good to study. There isn't even a private school in our area. He'll have to go to town to study, right?"
The mother said, "Yes, yes."
The blind man started writing the recipe, and the mother waited on the side. I knew I had some problems, probably related to my penis, but I didn't know exactly what the problem was.
One day, I followed my older sister Xiujuan to town. A man who looked like a high-ranking official greeted us and led us to a courtyard. While I played around, Xiujuan met with the official and a young man with a limp. The official came out, leaving Xiujuan and the limp man chatting in the courtyard. I saw from the low courtyard wall that the limp man saluted Xiujuan. They sat and chatted for a while, and then Xiujuan came out, her face flushed. The official went to greet her and said a few words, to which Xiujuan nodded, still blushing.
Xiujuan led me back to a wonton stall in town and bought me a large bowl of wontons. I ate them happily, while Xiujuan held a small bowl, sitting there lost in thought, but her face radiant with a blush—she was incredibly beautiful.
After I finished my big bowl of wontons, Sister Xiujuan poured hers all over me. I buried my head in my food, and Sister Xiujuan whispered to me, "Bao'er, did you see that cripple? How about he be your brother-in-law?"
I shook my head and said, "No, how can that cripple be worthy of my sister? No."
Sister Xiujuan said, "He's a hero who came back from Korea. He was injured on the battlefield."
I stared at Sister Xiujuan with wide eyes. At that time, heroes from the Korean War were the most admired. I nodded vigorously and said, "He really is a hero who came back from Korea. He's worthy of my sister."
Back in the village, my mother was also very concerned about Xiujuan's blind date. It seemed like it was going well. My mother and Xiujuan's parents were very happy. I grinned foolishly, but I was secretly jealous.
Not long after, the cripple came to the village and received a grand welcome. Although our village was a model village for supporting the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea, there were no people in the village who went directly to the battlefield. When the cripple arrived, the whole village went out to greet him. I followed behind, humming and hawing as I went to see the cripple.
The wedding date was set. The cripple was assigned a job in a factory in town, and Sister Xiujuan was also going to marry into the town.
The only thing that made me happy was that I would also be going to school in town.

Chapter Five: School Life

School started, and I went to town as a transfer student. I went there once a week. In addition to my schoolbag and food, I carried an extra medicine bag like the other children. Inside was a dark, sticky ointment. My mother repeatedly told me to take a piece every day.
To make me like it and not be lazy, my mother mixed brown sugar into the ointment. It was sweet and not bad, and I ate it happily as a snack.
It's just that after I finished eating it, my little brother was always erect and swollen, which was a bit uncomfortable.
Sister Xiujuan married into the town, and their house was not far from our school. I often went there to freeload. My brother-in-law, the cripple, was also very good to me. He really treated me like his brother-in-law. He always saved the good food for me and even made me a powerful slingshot. When he had free time, he would take me to hunt sparrows.
The school in town was mostly filled with children from the town, though there were a few like me from the countryside. The town kids looked down on us, so we stuck together.
My grades were near the bottom of the class because I hadn't received any formal education, but I tried my best and gradually caught up with the teacher.
The Korean War was incredibly fierce, and some children from our town died on the battlefield. When their families received the news, they were both saddened and honored. We students all longed to grow up quickly so we could go to Korea and fight the Americans.
But before we grew up, the Korean War ended. It's hard to say who won or lost, but we all believed we had won.
I began studying with great eagerness and gradually became one of the best students in the class. Because of my good health and excellence in both academics and sports, I was accepted by the other students in the town.
I would go home two weekends a month, and my mother would take me to the blind man's house to help with physical labor. The blind man would take my pulse and show me a erotic bead. There were eight erotic pictures inside; he would shake it to change the picture. When I had an arousal, the blind man would touch it, which annoyed me. Later, I no longer felt any arousal from the bead; I was tired of seeing all eight pictures. My mother and the blind man couldn't do anything about it. However, I knew that my penis had grown into a large eagle.
My mother and the blind man couldn't know the effects of the medication I was taking and always wanted to know if there were any changes in me. But since the erotic pictures no longer stimulated them, the two old people started eyeing my future wife, the blind man's daughter.
My mother was very straightforward; she agreed to become related to the blind man through marriage and truly treated his daughter as her daughter-in-law. I was very fond of that little girl. When I wasn't home, if there was any oil, meat, or fine grains, I would always think of her. After Sister Xiujuan married into the city, that little girl filled her place.
Although I called her "Little Blind Girl," her eyes were actually very bright and large; she wasn't blind at all, and she was quite intelligent. However, she rarely spoke; I think "Little Mute" would be more fitting. Every time I went to her house, Little Blind Girl would always avoid me. But she loved watching me work. I took care of all the physical labor, like carrying water and chopping wood. Every time I finished, she would appear out of nowhere, giving me a bowl of water and a very clean towel. But she never spoke to me; she seemed to communicate more with my mother.
One Spring Festival, our family and several other families of martyrs celebrated together. Everyone gathered in the small house at the village committee to make dumplings and fried dough twists—a type of northern Chinese food. After the dumplings were made, our family received a lot. My mother took them home, cooked them, and asked me to invite Blind Girl and Little Blind Girl to eat dumplings.
I arrived at the blind man's house. They had also made dumplings, but they were tofu-filled, without meat. I invited them inside to eat, but the blind man smiled and said, "Cui'er, you and Bao'er go eat there. Dad will have tofu dumplings at home and have a couple of drinks."
The little blind man hesitated, but I said, "Come on, there are plenty of dumplings. You can bring some back for your dad after you've eaten."
The little blind man served his dad vegetarian dumplings and warmed some wine, then came out with me.
We walked in the snow. The little blind man seemed quite happy, rubbing his hands together and breathing on them to warm them. I looked at her reddened face, her snow-white skin, and her bright, large eyes, and thought, "This little blind man is really beautiful, even prettier than Sister Xiujuan. None of the girls in our town's school are as pretty as her." As I looked at her, I walked on, and suddenly slipped and fell flat on my face.
The little blind girl was startled. Seeing me get up, my face covered in white snow, she giggled. I stared at her, mesmerized by her radiant smile, completely mesmerized.
The little blind girl seemed a little embarrassed, avoiding my gaze, walking past me, and continuing on her way.
When we arrived at our house, my mother had cooked a large pot of dumplings, filled with meat and chives—a precious treat in those days.
The little blind girl and I devoured them, and after we were full, we drank a large bowl of dumpling soup. I comfortably lay down on the warm kang (heated brick bed), while the little blind girl and my mother cleared away the dishes.
After a while, the little blind girl came in, leaning against the doorframe, head down.
I asked her what was wrong, but she didn't speak. I looked at her, unsure what to say.
After a long silence, the little blind girl spoke, whispering, "Auntie wants you to take off your pants so I can see."
This was the first thing the little blind girl had said to me—that she wanted me to take off my pants.
I was completely stunned.
After the little blind girl finished speaking, she didn't dare look at me, keeping her head down. I said somewhat annoyedly, "I'm a man, and you're a woman. How can I take off my pants to show you?"
The little blind girl looked up at me, thought for a moment, and said, "You're a man, but you're a patient. I'm a woman, but I'm a doctor. You take off your pants to show the doctor, what are you afraid of?"
I was amused by her and said, "Your dad is a doctor, what kind of doctor are you?"
The little blind girl said, "What my dad knows, I know too. I'm a doctor too."
My mother outside was anxious and called out, "Bao'er, take a look at Cui'er, see if the medicine is working. If it doesn't, Cui'er won't marry you."
I thought to myself, "Fine, I won't marry her then, who's afraid of who?"
The little blind girl glanced at me and said, "If you're a man, then let me see."
I was furious. I got up, took off my thick cotton pants, pulled down my underwear, and stood up my little penis in front of the little blind girl.
The little blind girl let out a low scream, turned her head away, and didn't dare to look at me.
I chuckled and said, "I told you to look, but you're too scared. Go ahead and look!"
The little blind girl turned her head away, her eyes tightly shut.
I jumped on the bed, yelling and trying to scare her, then tripped over her cotton-padded trousers, and I tumbled headfirst off the bed
, landing right at her feet. She was terrified and quickly helped me up. I was dizzy from the fall, but not hurt.
She saw my penis, turned her head, and slowly reached out to hold it. Her hand was trembling, shaking it violently.
While I was still dizzy, my penis slowly hardened in her gentle hand. She glanced at it, measured it with her fingers, and then ran away.
My mother stopped her. She used her fingers to show the size of my penis. My mother looked at her in surprise. The little blind girl blushed and nodded. My mother was overjoyed.
My mother helped me get dressed, then brought out a large plate of dumplings and a bottle of wine. She even told me to catch the hen that lays eggs, and we went with the young blind man to see the old blind man. When
my mother saw the slightly tipsy old blind man, she took his hand and thanked him profusely. The old blind man chuckled. My mother had me open the wine bottle, poured her a glass, and we sat on the old blind man's kang (heated brick bed), drinking and eating dumplings together. The two elders began discussing our marriage.
The young blind man couldn't bear to listen and ran into the inner room. I stood beside him, grinning foolishly.
Spring arrived, and our school was graduating. Students began to break down the barriers between city and countryside, and everyone started interacting more.
Some of the older students in the class had already grasped matters of the heart; the boys started fawning over the girls, and the girls, like proud little hens, began to dress up.
The prettiest girl in the class was named Ge Caiyun. Her father was the school principal. Ge Caiyun had an older brother who fought in the Korean War and returned home as a war hero, assigned to the town's public security bureau as a policeman. Ge Caiyun became the school's princess, always walking with her head held high. Many boys liked her, but I only had my mind on my little blind boy and my sister Xiujuan; Ge Caiyun never entered my thoughts.
The class monitor was named Li Aiguo, a name he changed after the founding of the People's Republic of China. Li Aiguo was deeply in love with Ge Caiyun, writing her countless love letters, but Ge Caiyun never replied.

Chapter Six: First Experiences

One day, the school organized everyone to work on a farm. The town's children had never done farm work before, and they found it very fun. Everyone worked enthusiastically. One of the tasks was applying fertilizer, which needed to be transported by horse-drawn cart.
I was the only one in the class who knew how to drive a horse-drawn cart, so I was the first to go and fetch the fertilizer. For some reason, Ge Caiyun asked to come with me.
Squad leader Li Aiguo was unhappy. He adjusted his glasses and said, "I'll go too."
I was stunned and said stupidly, "There can only be two people on the carriage. Squad leader, you go next time."
Li Aiguo disagreed no matter what and shouted, "I'm the squad leader, I'll arrange the work. We'll go together. You sit in the front of the carriage, and I'll sit in the back."
I was even more confused. We were going to haul fertilizer, which was basically fermented manure mixed with mud. Could he handle sitting in the back?
But since he was the squad leader, we set off. The fertilizer pile was quite a distance away. Ge Caiyun and I sat at the front of the cart, urging the horses forward, while Li Aiguo sat on the cart floor, watching us. When we
arrived at the fertilizer pile, I got off, tied up the horses, and started shoveling fertilizer onto the cart. After a few strokes, I got hot, took off my shirt, and worked shirtless.
The fertilizer pile was a mixture of mud and manure fermenting in the soil. After being exposed to the sun, it had hardened, making it very difficult to shovel. Plus, the smell was unpleasant, so Caiyun stayed away. Li Aiguo stayed with her, but seeing me shoveling alone, he felt a little embarrassed and joined in. After only a few strokes, Li Aiguo's body went limp, and his hands were blistered. Seeing Ge Caiyun watching us, he persevered and kept working.
With one shovelful, a whole pile appeared. Li Aiguo could only scoop a little; his hands trembled, and before he even got to the cart, the little fertilizer in his shovel spilled.
Li Aiguo's face was red and his neck was bulging.
After a while, I had scooped most of the cart. Ge Caiyun, used to the smell, came over too.
I got really into it, my chest muscles tensed, head down, shoveling. Ge Caiyun watched my figure admiringly from behind. Li Aiguo couldn't stand it anymore, so he took off his shirt, revealing his ribs, spat into his hand, and put all his strength into it.
Ge Caiyun didn't even look at him, just admiring my movements. She kept nodding.
Finally, it was full. Ge Caiyun saw that I was covered in sweat, took out a handkerchief and offered it to me to wipe my sweat. I shook my head, wiped my face a couple of times, got into the cart, and waited for them. Li Aiguo tried to take the handkerchief, but Ge Caiyun put it back in her pocket and followed me into the cart.
Li Aiguo sat in the back of the cart. The stench from the overturned fertilizer was unbearable, and Li Aiguo jumped off.
I quickly stopped the cart and said to him, "Squad leader, why don't you drive, and I'll walk behind?"
Li Aiguo had no idea how to drive, and glared at me fiercely, saying sullenly, "You guys go first, I'll follow."
I had no choice but to drive the cart forward with Ge Caiyun.
After unloading a load of fertilizer, Li Aiguo finally limped over. I was about to go back again when Li Aiguo stopped Ge Caiyun, saying, "You stay here, I'll go with him."
Ge Caiyun laughed, "Squad leader, your hands are all blistered, you can't load fertilizer anymore. I'll go."
A female classmate who had a crush on Li Aiguo heard that his hands were blistered and rushed over, taking out a handkerchief to bandage them for him, but Li Aiguo waved her hand impatiently.
I was driving the cart when Ge Caiyun ran a few steps and jumped on. She didn't sit properly, so I quickly reached out and helped her sit up. Li Aiguo snorted angrily, which confused me.
After driving for a while, I turned to her and said, "The squad leader seems to dislike me. I wonder what I did to offend him."
Ge Caiyun smiled and said, "You didn't offend him; he's just being stubborn."
We loaded another cart with fertilizer and prepared to head back when suddenly a clap of thunder sounded, and a torrential downpour began. Afraid the fertilizer would be washed away, I drove the cart to a large tree, unloaded the cart, and led the horses to a house for shelter.
The horses were ahead of us, nibbling at the tender buds of the locust tree. Ge Caiyun and I huddled under the eaves. My clothes were completely soaked, so I took them off and wrung them out. Ge Caiyun then took out her handkerchief and offered it to me to wipe myself.
Afraid of getting her handkerchief dirty, I smiled and shook my head, turning my back to her and wringing my clothes vigorously with both hands.
Ge Caiyun whispered, "Your muscles are so well-developed." I laughed and said, "That's how it is when you're working in the countryside for a long time."
I was still wringing out my clothes when I suddenly felt a warmth on my back. Ge Caiyun said, "Your back is all wet from the rain, let me wipe it off for you."
I couldn't refuse, and Ge Caiyun slowly wiped my back with a handkerchief. I wrung out my clothes and quickly put them on, blocking Ge Caiyun's movements.
Looking back at her, Ge Caiyun's two white front teeth were slightly showing, she was biting her lower lip,
and her face was flushed, which made my heart flutter. We stood under the eaves, and the horse pulling the cart was a young stallion. I don't know what happened, but the stallion's penis slowly emerged, lying across its belly, and was trembling slightly. Caiyun and I stared in disbelief, the huge penis displaying masculine beauty in the spring breeze and drizzle.
Caiyun blushed deeply and turned her head away, but she still wanted to look. I grinned and said, "This guy, there aren't any mares or donkeys around, what's he doing acting so horny?"
Caiyun whispered, "Its thing is really big, it's terrifying."
I knew I'd been taking medication for a year, and my size wasn't small either. I pouted and said, "What's so great about it? Mine's not small either."
As soon as I said it, I knew I'd said the wrong thing. I turned my head away, not daring to look at Ge Caiyun, and the two of us were awkwardly silent.
We'd worked on the farm all day, especially me, who had done the most work in the class. The other students had only done weeding and fertilizing, nothing heavy.
I was exhausted and hungry. I finished my rations in a few bites, craning my neck to watch others eat, my mouth watering.
Everyone stayed at the villagers' homes and the brigade headquarters; there was another day of work tomorrow.
I couldn't sleep and was feeling homesick, so I went out to the edge of the field to smell the manure. The thin porridge I ate for dinner had completely turned into urine. I went to the edge of the grove, took out my thing, and took a nice, satisfying pee. When I turned around to fasten my belt, I saw a figure standing there on the path, which startled me.
Upon closer inspection, I recognized Ge Caiyun. I hurriedly and clumsily fastened my belt, looking at her. Ge Caiyun laughed, "You country folk are really something, you don't even know where to go to pee."
I laughed, "In our countryside, the whole world is a toilet."
Ge Caiyun laughed, "If it's all toilets, then you eat and sleep in toilets too."
I nodded with a smile, saying, "We even get married in toilets."
Ge Caiyun said, "I heard from classmates that you already have a wife at home? They say she's very pretty?"
I laughed and said, "That's just an old joke, don't take it seriously."
Ge Caiyun laughed and said, "Are you still going to high school?"
I said, "I haven't thought about that. I probably won't continue. My family doesn't have that much money, and I want to help my mother with some chores."
Caiyun lowered her head thoughtfully.
The two walked forward in silence.
Gradually, they entered the depths of the grove.
Ge Caiyun suddenly laughed, and I asked her what she was laughing at. Ge Caiyun said, "I used to think you were quite honest, but I didn't expect you to be such a braggart."
I was taken aback and asked, "When did you brag?"
Ge Caiyun said, "It was when we were sheltering from the rain, you said your thing was bigger than a horse's."
I laughed and said, "It's not as big as a horse's, but it's not much smaller."
Caiyun paused for a moment, turned to look at me and said, "You weren't bragging, were you?"
I told Caiyun about how my mother noticed I was very small when I was little, so she made me take medicine, and I slowly grew bigger, but I asked her to keep it a secret and not tell my classmates.
Caiyun laughed and said, "That's a good thing, why keep it a secret? If you tell, maybe that girl in your class will fall for you."
I was a little embarrassed and lowered my head, saying, "Please don't tell anyone. I'll take care of all your work tomorrow, so you can rest. Is that okay?"
Ge Caiyun laughed and said, "Do you think I'm a rich man's daughter? I can do farm work too. If you want me to keep it a secret, what are the conditions?"
I said anxiously, "Any conditions are fine."
Ge Caiyun laughed and said, "You have to prove to me first that you're not bragging."
I was stunned and asked, "How do you prove it?"
Ge Caiyun bit her lip and said, "Let me see."
I thought to myself, how dare this girl ask a boy to show her this? I stopped and looked at her, wondering if she was joking or serious.
Ge Caiyun was genuinely embarrassed now, lowering her head and twisting her fingers. I laughed and said, "Aren't you afraid? I'll really show you."
Ge Caiyun said in a voice barely above a whisper, "I'm just a little curious, you know, can a person grow something like a horse?"
I thought to myself, if I don't satisfy your curiosity, it seems I won't get past this hurdle.
I whispered, "Actually, I want to see someone take a look too. It's gotten ridiculously big. I don't want to take any more pills. Will it cause problems if it keeps getting bigger?"
Ge Caiyun said, "There's no one here right now, but I'll take a look. I've seen my brother's. When he woke up this morning, his huge penis was standing there, it was quite scary."
I unzipped my pants and took it out. Ge Caiyun curiously leaned down to look. My penis was still shrunken, a normal size. Ge Caiyun pouted and said, "It's not even as big as my brother's. You're just bragging."
I said, "Hold it in your hand, and it will get bigger."
Ge Caiyun reached out and gently held it. A warm sensation spread through my penis as it swelled in Ge Caiyun's hand. The effects of a year's worth of medication were finally showing. Once fully extended, Ge Caiyun could barely hold it with her fingers. She exclaimed softly, "It really isn't smaller than a horse's!"
I proudly replied, "I wasn't lying, was I?"
Ge Caiyun gently stroked my erect penis and said, "A woman who marries you is truly blessed."
I chuckled, "Don't women generally prefer bigger ones?"
Ge Caiyun whispered, "Yes, bigger is definitely better."
I tried to pull my penis back, but Ge Caiyun gently squeezed it and then released her grip.
Ge Caiyun suddenly looked up, her eyes sparkling, and said, "Go to high school. Two years later, after we graduate, I'll marry you."
I was shocked and stared at her blankly. Ge Caiyun looked up and said, "I'll take care of your school fees. My mother passed away, leaving me some money, which I'll use for your studies."
I said, "Actually, I've always dreamed of going to high school, but I need to discuss it with my mother."
Ge Caiyun's eyes shone brightly as she said, "I'll go talk to your mother."
I thought about it; it was time to go back and discuss high school with my mother. With my grades, getting into high school wouldn't be a problem. I did hope a classmate could talk to my mother; that might be better for my continued education.
Ge Caiyun saw me silent, deep in thought, and thought she had touched my heart. Somewhat excited and shy, she said, "I don't think your mother will dislike me."
I thought my mother definitely wouldn't dislike my classmate. Although Ge Caiyun wasn't as pretty as the little blind girl, she was still quite attractive. I neither agreed nor disagreed.
Ge Caiyun took a fountain pen out of the pocket of her military uniform jacket, handed it to me, and said softly, "I hope this fountain pen can accompany you through high school."
On that spring night, holding the fountain pen that still carried the warmth of a girl's body, I felt as if I had grown up instantly. I had a longing and impulse towards women that I had never felt before. The warmth of the pen made me, at 17, understand many things. For the first time, without anyone touching or kissing me, my penis angrily erected in my crotch, trying to break free from the constraints of my underwear. A surge of heat rose from my lower body, rushed to my throat, and turned into a single word that escaped my lips. I stared intently at Ge Caiyun and hissed, "Take it off!"
Ge Caiyun froze, looking at me, muttering, "You're so bad. It's our first walk together, and you let me do this. You're too mean. What if someone sees us?"
My eyes reddened, as if the effects of a year's worth of medication had kicked in. I hissed again, "Take it off!"
Ge Caiyun panicked, standing upright in front of me, frantically unbuttoning her military uniform. The yellow-green uniform fell to the ground, revealing a white shirt with small orchid patterns underneath. Once unbuttoned, it revealed a white vest, her breasts encased within.
Ge Caiyun groaned, throwing herself into my arms, resting her head on my chest, and wrapping her arms around my waist.
I hugged her tightly, my arms around her shoulders.
My erect penis pressed against her lower abdomen, and Ge Caiyun gently squeezed and rubbed against it with her body. I pressed against her body, gradually becoming dazed, as if I were in Xiujuan's arms. Ge Caiyun's scent was so similar to Xiujuan's; this woman's fragrance drove me completely mad.
Ge Caiyun also seemed somewhat infatuated, rubbing her face against my chest, her hair constantly brushing against my cheeks and neck. I finally climaxed. I shoved her against a tree, pulled open her clothes, and grabbed her breasts, one in each hand, kneading them vigorously.
Ge Caiyun seemed to enjoy my roughness, leaning back against the tree trunk, letting me knead her forcefully, moaning softly. Her once smooth vest was now crumpled into a ball, the white flesh between her waist and abdomen gleaming, making me dizzy.
I freed my hand and headed towards her belt. Ge Caiyun had a military belt around her waist, one I'd worn before, but I'd never untied it the other way around. It took me a while, and with Ge Caiyun's help, I finally managed to undo it.
The weight of the belt caused Ge Caiyun's loose military trousers to slip down, revealing a pair of white underwear between her legs. I looked down at those snow-white underwear; her crotch seemed to emanate a kind of magic, drawing me closer. I suddenly knelt on the ground, buried my head in the cleft of her legs, and inhaled deeply.
A faint fishy smell mingled with the scent of a young girl. I stuck out my tongue and licked through her underwear, as if it contained a pile of delicious food.
Ge Caiyun pushed my head away forcefully, shouting from the ground, "No, it's dirty, you haven't showered."
I seemed to prefer the smell of her unshowered body; my saliva had already soaked her underwear.
Ge Caiyun slowly lost the strength to resist me. Her hands fell limp, allowing me to lick, suck, and gently bite them. Her tightly closed legs slowly opened, seemingly welcoming my deeper penetration.
I found the top edge of her panties and slowly pulled them down. The panties slid to her knees. In the moonlight, the dark hair on her lower abdomen appeared even darker, a thick clump. Ge Caiyun slightly covered herself with her hand, then removed it, letting me greedily stare at her lower body.
I seemed to see the body of the city schoolgirl teacher who bathed in my house again. I explored, reaching my hand between her legs. Her warm, moist labia were still tightly closed. I knew how delicate that area was, so I didn't dare to use force, gently rubbing.
Ge Caiyun's head was tilted against the tree, her mouth wide open, panting. I groped for a while, and my penis seemed to grow even harder, desperately needing a place to release.
I stood up. Ge Caiyun slightly raised her head, her lifeless eyes glancing at me. I touched her head and kissed her hard. Ge Caiyun obediently opened her mouth, letting my tongue invade. She slipped one hand into my pants and grasped my raging penis.
We frantically explored each other. Suddenly, Ge Caiyun turned around, pulling my penis towards her buttocks, whispering, "Take me, take me. Take me."
Ge Caiyun guided my penis to her entrance, then, with her hands on the tree, bent over, her buttocks raised high. My penis pressed tightly against her vaginal opening, the suction there making me thrust forcefully. My thick penis instantly broke through the barrier, occupying the entire cavern.
Ge Caiyun's head jerked up, then slammed down, her beautiful hair cascading down. I was startled by her movement, but the intense sensation of her gripping penis drew my attention back to that warm, wet nest.
I didn't know what to do next, I just felt there was still a part of my penis left to go in, so I pushed in with all my might. Ge Caiyun's buttocks were almost lifted off the ground, her heels were off the ground. I held her waist, trying my best to insert the whole penis.
Ge Caiyun freed one hand to cover her stomach and whispered, "Gently, gently, my intestines, my intestines are being pierced."
The head of my penis touched something hard and round. I poked it, and it flinched, seemingly unwilling to touch the head of my penis.
Ge Caiyun couldn't withstand my thrusts with one hand, so she used both hands to hold onto the tree, resisting my strength.
I became fascinated by the heat that was much higher than her body temperature. With a push of my legs, I lifted my penis upwards. Ge Caiyun cried out, twisting her neck, and whispered, "Gently, you rascal, it's torn, it hurts."
Ge Caiyun's cry of pain frightened me. In my mind, sex between men and women was extremely pleasurable, how could it hurt?
I calmed myself down and slowly pulled my penis out. Ge Caiyun moaned softly, I couldn't tell if it was pleasure or pain. Just as I was about to pull it out, Ge Caiyun whispered, "Put it back in, put it back in."
I obediently pushed it back in slowly. This thrusting made me understand what sexual pleasure was. I instinctively began to thrust happily, and Ge Caiyun, too, was discerning pleasure amidst the pain.
Under the moonlight, in the woods by the field, I began my first sexual experience.
I'm tall and stood straight, while Ge Caiyun, with her short legs, could only keep her legs together and tiptoe to cooperate with me. She didn't know that I could only insert half of it; the other half of my penis couldn't be pushed in yet, but the pleasure on the glans was already unbearable.
My back began to spasm, waves of tingling sensations rushing from my lower back to my head, like the pleasure of finally urinating after holding it in for a long time, and it was continuous, wave after wave.
Ge Caiyun gradually forgot the pain. She braced herself against the tree, raised her left leg, and stood on one leg, as if this would allow me to penetrate deeper.
Finally, I couldn't suppress the urge to urinate, and thick streams of semen gushed out. Ge Caiyun's buttocks trembled violently, as if struck hard by my bullet.
My penis was still hard. Ge Caiyun's body slowly slumped down. I quickly reached out to support her, and my penis suddenly slipped out. Ge Caiyun let out a muffled cry. The final friction of my penis sent a chill down my spine.
I still used my strong arms to support her limp body. Ge Caiyun leaned against me, and I held her tightly.
Ge Caiyun took out a handkerchief and gently wiped herself between her legs. Then she withdrew her hand; the handkerchief was sticky with my semen and her virgin blood.
Ge Caiyun slowly folded the handkerchief, putting the bloodstained part inside, and solemnly handed it to me, whispering, "A girl's first time is the most precious. I've given it to you, so you must treat me well and cherish it."
I took the handkerchief as if it were a heavy burden, slowly putting it in my shirt pocket. Ge Caiyun suddenly became embarrassed and asked me to turn away. I obediently turned my back, and Ge Caiyun quickly put on her pants, then asked me to straighten my clothes as well.
I helped her slowly walk back.
When we reached the village entrance, Ge Caiyun threw herself into my arms again, gently kissed me, and said, "Promise me you'll stay with me until high school."
I nodded solemnly. Chapter Seven: Leaving School
The farm work activity ended, and everyone returned to school. While studying diligently, I constantly hoped for another chance to experience that new kind of joy with Ge Caiyun.
In the classroom, whenever my gaze shifted from the blackboard, it would always linger on her back. Ge Caiyun's braids were cut, and her hair was now short and ear-length.
I didn't dare approach her directly, always hoping she would come to me, but she was always indifferent to me, even talking more to other boys than to me.
I didn't know what she was thinking; I even thought she wouldn't be so nice to me anymore. I felt somewhat resentful, even disappointed.
Until one weekend, it was Ge Caiyun's birthday, and she invited several classmates to her house for dinner. The classmates who received the invitation were quite happy. Finally, Ge Caiyun glanced at me seemingly unintentionally and said casually, "Liu, are you free? Let's go treat ourselves."
I nodded vigorously, and Ge Caiyun gave me a faint, meaningful smile.
I instantly felt the sky was very blue, the sun was so bright, and the feeling of early summer was wonderful.
On the day, everyone came to Ge Caiyun's house, which was in the staff housing behind the school. Ge Caiyun wore a white dress, looking so clean and neat, and everyone surrounded her like a star.
Ge Caiyun's mother passed away early, and her father and brother doted on her like a precious treasure. They were also very polite to us classmates, especially her father, who was also our principal. He was usually a kind and approachable old man, and her brother was quite burly,
looking even more handsome in his snow-white police uniform. It was the first time I'd ever tasted soda, and I found it very fun. It was cool and refreshing, and a rush of heat made me burp loudly in front of everyone. The classmates laughed, and Ge Caiyun smiled at me, but her brother frowned slightly.
After dinner, everyone sat inside chatting about life after graduation. Principal Ge came out to the yard to tend to his vegetables. Unable to join the conversation with my classmates, I went out to keep Principal Ge company while he looked at the seedlings.
After my birthday, we returned to our busy studies. One evening, I was studying in the classroom when a classmate came in and told me that someone was looking for me outside.
我出来一看，竟然是葛彩云的哥哥和另外一个小伙子，两人冲我笑笑，我还没明白怎么回事，两人一左一右的夹住我，我连挣扎的机会都没有，就被架到了学校旁边的一个小树林里。
我有些慌乱，但并不害怕，他们放下我之后，葛彩云的哥哥冷冷的对我说：「我知道你不是坏人，所以我也不会揍你，你不用害怕，不过我警告你，不要再打我妹妹的主意，否则，下次我就打断你的腿。」
我火气有些往上冲，看着她哥哥说：「为啥不行啊，我喜欢彩云，她也喜欢我，我们也没有耽误学习。」
小警察伸手捏住我的脸颊，手劲很大，疼的我直吸气，他恶狠狠的说：「因为你是农村的，我妹妹不可能嫁一个农村人。」
我使劲掰开他的手，揉搓着脸颊，小警察冷笑一下说：「有把子力气，不愧是种地的。」
我抬头看着他说：「种地的怎么了"I know you've been to North Korea, and the noodles you eat are grown by us."
The young policeman got angry and kicked me squarely in the stomach. My legs went off the ground, and I landed flat on my stomach. He squatted down and leaned close to me, saying, "I said no, and that's final. I've eaten your noodles, but I can't let my sister marry a farmer like you."
I nodded, got up, and looked at him, saying, "I understand what you mean, but if Caiyun is willing to be with me, your objections are useless."
The other policeman suddenly pulled out handcuffs, twisted my arm hard, and hit the back of my head with the handcuffs, saying, "Are you really that stubborn? Farmers are just stubborn. How could Caiyun like you? Look at yourself."
I suddenly felt a strong sense of disappointment. Did Ge Caiyun send them to find me?
I felt like I had been played, and the inferiority complex I had overcome as a rural person resurfaced in my heart. I looked at them coldly and said, "Did Ge Caiyun send you? If so, don't worry, I won't be so shameless."
The two young policemen were stunned by my actions. Ge Caiyun's brother nodded and laughed, "She's quite the bachelor. If she were a city kid, my sister would have good taste."
I spat, rubbed my cheek, and turned to leave. The two young policemen also left.
It was another weekend. I borrowed a classmate's bicycle to go home. After leaving the city, I headed towards our village. At an intersection, I suddenly saw Ge Caiyun's pretty figure standing under a tree, holding a bicycle. She smiled sweetly at me: "Silly boy, why are you so late? You made me wait an hour."
I said coldly, "Why were you waiting for me?"
Ge Caiyun pointed to some fruit on the back rack and said, "I'm going back with you to see your mother and talk about going to high school."
I said coldly, "You don't need to go. I won't go to high school. High school is for you city people. I'm going back to farming after I graduate."
Ge Caiyun was stunned, her eyes reddening as she looked at me.
I said fiercely, "Look at yourself! City people have so many advantages."
After saying that, I jumped on the bike and rode away quickly, leaving Ge Caiyun standing there dumbfounded.
When I got home, my mother was telling everyone about the commune and the spirit of the Great Leap Forward. Her slightly gray hair made my heart ache.
The little blind boy was also sitting in the crowd. When he saw me, his eyes lit up, and he smiled at me. I instantly forgot the unpleasantness Ge Caiyun had caused me, stuck out my tongue at the little blind boy, and smiled sweetly back.
Someone in the crowd called out, "Secretary, cook for Bao'er, don't let the little secretary go hungry. We can postpone this meeting another day."
My mother also saw me, put down the documents in her hand, took off her reading glasses, smiled at everyone, and waved to dismiss the meeting. Everyone greeted me and dispersed.
The little blind boy didn't leave; he helped me take the bicycle, and my mother came over and patted the dirt off me. We went home together. The little blind boy kept smiling at me. The three of us happily returned to our yard. I didn't know that far away at the village entrance, Ge Caiyun was holding the bicycle, watching us, and two lines of tears slowly slid down her cheeks.
My mother and the little blind boy quickly prepared lunch. The three of us ate and chatted. I said, "I'm graduating soon, and I don't know if I should go to high school."
My mother thought for a moment and said, "There are advantages to going to high school, and there are advantages to not going. It's a difficult decision."
I nodded.
My mother said, "Now that we're setting up communes, life in the countryside will improve, and we need more people. Why don't you come back, marry Qiao'er quickly, and then the whole village can work together on the commune and smelt steel?"
Thinking about the villagers' enthusiasm during the meeting, I felt a sense of pride. We could build and smelt steel in the countryside too; why waste my youth? Getting involved in construction early is better than anything else.
I nodded and agreed to my mother's request. The little blind boy was overjoyed and kept piling food into my bowl.
That afternoon, I returned to school with a change of clothes and some dry rations.
When Ge Caiyun saw me again, her face was gloomy. I didn't even look at her. Patriotic class monitor swarmed around her like flies, and Ge Caiyun smiled at him. The two of them even started a poetry club in class, and many classmates joined, all dreaming about high school life.
The teacher was collecting lists of students who wanted to take the high school entrance exam. I hadn't registered, which the teacher found regrettable. I glanced at Ge Caiyun one last time. When she heard I wasn't taking the high school entrance exam, the back of her head twitched slightly, then she calmed down.
With only one month left in school, everyone was relaxed. Classes had stopped, and the city had begun its Great Leap Forward steelmaking campaign. We were doing more labor than classes.
Ge Caiyun seemed to have given up on the patriotic class monitor's pursuit, and the two were inseparable. The poetry club was also thriving, with all the students planning to go to high school joining. The girl who had a crush on the class monitor was always pouting and looking sullen, as if someone owed her 500 strings of copper coins.
The patriotic class monitor still had a lot of influence; the students were closely united around him and Ge Caiyun, while that girl and I were isolated.
I didn't care; I was just waiting to graduate, get my diploma, and go home. This place held no appeal for me anymore.
One day, after participating in labor, the factory students had a get-together. I couldn't be bothered to see Ge Caiyun and the patriotic class monitor's faces, so I went back to school alone. The huge campus was deserted. I went to the classroom; the entire teaching area was dark, and there wasn't a soul in sight. I sat in the seat I had held for almost three years, reflecting on my three years of school life—a mix of joy and sorrow, but also quite rewarding.
I sat in my seat with my eyes closed, feeling a little sad that I would never set foot on campus again.
Suddenly, the door opened, and someone walked in. I was startled, and the person who came in was startled too. I looked closely and recognized her as Zhao Xiaofen, the girl who had a crush on the class monitor.
Zhao Xiaofen seemed surprised to see anyone in the classroom. When she recognized me, she nodded awkwardly, and I greeted her in return.
Zhao Xiaofen walked up to me, sat down behind a table, and said softly, "Liu, you didn't participate in the party either."
I smiled wryly and said, "That didn't appeal to me much. I'd rather come here and reminisce."
Zhao Xiaofen said, "Liu, with such good grades, it's a pity you didn't go to high school. If you had gone to high school, you might have even gone to university."
I smiled and said, "Even if I graduated from university, I would still be contributing to the country's development. I'm throwing myself into the construction now, learning on the job, which is the same."
Zhao Xiaofen stared at me blankly for a moment and said, "I didn't expect Liu to be so thoughtful. I really didn't see that coming before."
I laughed and said, "Before, you only had eyes for the class monitor, of course you couldn't see what others were going through."
Zhao Xiaofen blushed and lowered her head. She whispered, "I was a bit silly about this. Do you all look down on me?"
I smiled and said, "No one looks down on you. Liking someone isn't wrong. You're a pretty good girl; it's just that the class monitor doesn't appreciate you."
Zhao Xiaofen said excitedly, "Thank you, Liu. You're the first person to encourage me. I recently found out that the class monitor and Caiyun are getting closer, and I felt really bad, but no one comforted me. Hearing your words warmed my heart a lot."
I smiled and said, "Zhao, are you still going to high school?"
Zhao Xiaofen said, "Do you think it's better for me to go or not?"
I said... "If conditions allow, of course you should go. Your grades are pretty good too."
Zhao Xiaofen nodded and said, "There's only one high school here, and I really don't want to be classmates with them."
I laughed and said, "Actually, there's no need to worry about that, Zhao. You're actually quite good-looking, and you'll definitely have someone who likes you in high school. Just go for it."
Zhao Xiaofen's looks were actually just average, but she had a pretty good figure—long legs and a large bust. It was just that her face was too plain, and she didn't know how to dress up. Compared to Ge Caiyun, she was like a chicken compared to a phoenix.
I was probably the first person to tell her she wasn't ugly. Zhao's face lit up, and her eyes sparkled, adding to her charm.
We chatted idly in the classroom. As we talked, Zhao suggested we take a walk around the campus, as there wouldn't be many more opportunities to come here.
We got up and walked around the campus. When we reached a small grove of trees on the edge of the campus, Zhao stopped and looked at me. "Liu," she said, "I have a question for you. You can answer if you want, or you don't have to."
I looked at her. Zhao said, "I know you and Caiyun had a relationship. Why didn't you continue?"
I was stunned and looked at her. Zhao said, "During that farm work activity, you and Caiyun went to a grove of trees. Aiguo followed you. You didn't know that, did you?"
I stammered, "I didn't know."
Zhao said, "He followed you to the edge of the grove, and when he saw you walking in, he stormed off. I… I was a little curious, so I followed you in and saw you…"
A little nervous, I looked at her and said, "You saw everything? Didn't you see Aiguo?"
Zhao said, "Only I saw it. I didn't tell anyone."
I nodded gratefully to her and said, "Thank you, Zhao. I used to like her, but her family objected, so I had no choice. I had to give up, and that's why I didn't go to high school."
Zhao looked at me and said, "We're in the same boat."
I smiled and said, "I accept my fate. I accept everything."
Zhao smiled and said, "I'm very grateful to you. Your encouragement helped me let go. I will work hard to go to high school and try to get into university."
I smiled back and said, "I will also work hard to build up the commune and improve steel production."
Zhao extended her hand, smiled at me, and I extended mine. We held hands tightly.
Zhao's hand was warm, and the faint sadness in my heart disappeared. We held hands, dreaming about the future.
Two somewhat lonely hearts found temporary solace. We were both grateful to each other. I looked into her eyes, and Zhao looked into mine. The empty campus and the sadness of impending graduation drew us closer.
We slowly leaned closer together. Zhao closed her eyes, and I gently put my arm around her waist and lowered my head to kiss her.
Zhao seemed to have abandoned everything and accepted my kiss.
Neither of us seemed very skilled; our lips simply touched and rubbed together, and our four arms slowly tightened into a tight embrace.
In that instant, I felt a sense of release, as if I wanted to find an outlet for the feeling of isolation, and Zhao in my arms was that outlet.
I began searching for the buttons on her shirt. Girls' shirts are buttoned in the opposite direction to boys', and it took me a while to unbutton her shirt. Zhao held my waist, quietly waiting for my intrusion.
My hand finally slipped inside her clothes, kneading her breasts through her bra. Zhao's breasts were quite full, much fuller than Ge Caiyun's. The two mounds of flesh felt so soft to the touch. When I kneaded them, Zhao went limp, her arms wrapped around my neck, clinging to me like a lump of mud. As
I kneaded her breasts, experiencing the difference between her and Caiyun, Zhao began to moan softly.
I pulled my hand out of her bosom and began to explore downwards. Zhao shifted slightly to allow me to caress her body more easily. My hand moved past her lower abdomen and slowly slipped between her legs, rubbing her genitals through her thin summer pants.
Zhao's lower abdomen was quite full, her pubic bone high and prominent, just the right size to grasp. I inserted two fingers between her legs, sweeping and probing.
Zhao twisted her body, whether from discomfort or acceptance of my roughness, I couldn't tell. I greedily continued to explore, and Zhao closed her eyes, savoring my movements.
Zhao's pubic hair was coarse, brushy to the touch, very noticeable. I liked that feeling. Beneath the hair was a soft, tender mound of flesh; a gentle press caused it to part automatically, revealing a warm, moist opening.
My penis was already erect, wanting to leap out of my pants, a high tent pitched between my legs. I pulled Zhao's hand to the top of the tent.
Zhao tried to struggle, but the firmness of the tent pole attracted her. She gripped it with one hand and gently worked on it.
I reached out to undo her pants. Zhao wasn't wearing a belt, and I couldn't find her crotch. After groping for a while, Zhao chuckled and unbuttoned a button from the side. I suddenly realized what was going on and reached inside from the side, touching the tender flesh between her legs through her underwear.
Zhao's pubic hair was coarse, brushy to the touch, and very noticeable. I liked that feeling. Underneath the hair was a soft, delicate patch of flesh. A gentle press caused it to part automatically, revealing a warm, moist opening.
Just as I was about to undo her pants completely, Zhao pressed my hand down and whispered, "Liu, no, I have to save my first time for my husband."
I nodded understandingly and continued to gently stroke her genitals with my fingers. I could already clearly feel the wetness between her legs.
Zhao said to me, "Liu, today, I've started to like you. You have more of a manly air than the class monitor. We might not end up together, but you'll hold a sacred place in my heart, a place to preserve our memories of today."
I smiled and nodded. Zhao pulled my hand out of her pants, unbuttoned my trousers, and gently pulled my penis out, stroking it with her hand.
Zhao slowly squatted down, and before I could understand what she was going to do, she opened her mouth and began to lick and suck my penis.
The feeling was even better than when Xiujuan kissed me. Zhao seemed to know how to please a man; her tongue was very agile, licking very lightly, stimulating my most sensitive spots a few times. My penis swelled to its maximum in her hands.
Zhao looked at my thick member and said in surprise, "Yours is so big, it's terrifying."
I laughed, "It used to be small, so cute."
Zhao laughed and continued to kiss my member.
I leaned against the tree, my hands behind my head, enjoying Zhao's services. My penis started to throb. Zhao held it in her hand and began to lick it rapidly with her tongue. I looked down and could only see Zhao's dark hair at my lower abdomen. I raised my hand and gently stroked it.

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