30 years of marriage

My husband and I have been married for almost 30 years.

For nearly 30 years, we've gone from dating to falling in love, from falling in love to marriage and having children. We've weathered life's storms together, always loving and caring for each other. Emotionally, we've been incredibly protective of one another, rarely even arguing.

However, as our marriage has progressed, especially into middle age, our sexual passion has waned. It's become difficult to find new feelings in each other, and our sex life has become rather dull. It's hard to arouse our sexual desire when we're together.

Like many middle-aged couples, we work from sunrise to sunset, living a life devoid of sex day after day.

Sexual pleasure seems to have faded from our lives; we live a lonely, mundane, sexless marriage.

But this doesn't mean middle-aged couples have lost their sexual desire.

Whenever I see or fantasize about sexy men, I not only feel a stirring of attraction but also a surge of passion.

Countless times, behind my husband's back or when he's not around, I've preferred to indulge in sexual fantasies, fantasizing through my own hands.

Because I am a woman, I want more than just sex; I crave passion.

And such passion is rarely found between husband and wife who spend every day together.

Only those of the opposite sex I like can give me sexual pleasure.

I believe I'm not the only one with these thoughts, nor is our relationship unique.

However, societal prejudices and near-feudal traditional morality bind us, an ordinary couple, tightly to so-called moral boundaries.

Though we feel lonely and pained, we must still present a sense of happiness and joy to society; though we yearn for and long for sexual freedom outside of marriage, we must still pretend to be virtuous… This is the society we live in.

Yet, in reality, many people have already broken free from the confines of marriage, and many couples have already escaped these traditional constraints.

Although some people outwardly criticize and gossip about this situation, deep down, who among them doesn't want to try something new?!

That's just reality! One day, I met my classmate Zhang Jianjun. I could no longer endure the torment of my lonely married life, nor could I resist the temptation of extramarital sex. I resolutely left, escaping the confines of my family, to bravely pursue what was rightfully mine! I fell in love with Zhang Jianjun, and he loved me deeply too. We shared both emotional connection and sexual bliss.

After becoming lovers, I maintained a sweet sexual relationship with him.

Later, through my and Zhang Jianjun's persuasion and matchmaking, our husbands and Zhang Jianjun's wife also became lovers.

The four of us—my husband, Zhang Jianjun, and I—shared the joy and happiness of this extramarital sex life. Later still,

Zhang Jianjun's friend Yin Shengmeng and my classmate Zhao Hongmei also entered this extramarital sex circle.

Every weekend, we would have a one-night stand. Zhang Jianjun's wife, Su Tingting, and I would constantly swap husbands and lovers for sex, even having sex with two men simultaneously. We truly returned to our second spring, and we continue this close sexual relationship to this day.

A 46-year-old woman might be considered an "old woman" in people's eyes.

However, the loving relationship with my husband and the fulfilling extramarital sex life have brought me immense joy and happiness, keeping me as youthful as a girl in love. My mind and body have always maintained that youthful vitality.

I am called a woman who never ages.

"Abandoning worldly prejudices and walking my own path, seeking passion and enjoying the pleasures of sex outside of marriage"—this is the purpose of telling readers about my true extramarital sex life.

Chapter 1: I have been

a beautiful woman since my teenage years.

My name is Zhou Xiaomin.

Because of the ten-year Cultural Revolution, after graduating from high school, I was first sent to the countryside, and then worked in a factory in the city.

When I was 23, through an introduction, and after two years of dating, I married my current husband, Gai Qun. The following year, we had our own child.

After that, my husband and I worked hard to build our little family. Although there were ups and downs, we were content with our lot.

It can be said that in the nearly 30 years since our marriage, my husband and I have had a relatively harmonious and fulfilling married life.

Like many others, my married life went through different phases: the passionate early years, the fiery youth, and then the mundane routine and eventual monotony of middle age.

Especially after turning 35, my days became a repetitive cycle: housework during the day…going to work…grocery shopping and cooking…taking care of the family; watching TV in the evening…chatting with family…going to bed. The days passed by like this, year after year.

However, on the night of my 40th birthday, I suddenly realized that my beautiful face was slowly fading. I was unwilling to accept this. I resolved to change this mundane life; I wanted to take control of my destiny; I wanted to do what I loved. After

the factory where I worked underwent restructuring, I found a part-time job as an accounting assistant, working two or three days a week. The pay wasn't high, but I loved it. I didn't want to be just a housewife, staying at home all day. I loved the outside world.

Then, I attended a training course, obtained my accounting certificate, and wanted to find a full-time accounting job.

However, things didn't go as planned. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find a full-time accounting job. Furthermore, I couldn't balance taking care of my family and doing my accounting job well. So, in the end, I could only continue this unsatisfactory part-time accounting job, which gave me a lot of free time.

However, I never dreamed that what happened next would completely change my life.

I am a voluptuous and sexy mature woman, 1.64 meters tall, with a charming face and a pair of clear, large eyes. Especially my smile, which is enough to make men swoon. Although I am almost fifty, my breasts are firm and perky, unlike those overweight women with large breasts and wide hips. My figure is full and well-proportioned. I like to cut my hair short, ear-length, and I like to wear sexy, revealing, tight-fitting clothes. I don't deny that I like the admiring and envious glances from strange men for my beautiful face and voluptuous figure, and I also like the smiles and compliments they give me because of my beauty! In fact, those men can't tell that I am already a 46-year-old woman, which greatly satisfies my vanity.

Especially after my husband and I entered middle age, the passion that once ignited our sexual desire and needs faded like a dying ember, leaving only a few sparks. Our sex life became bland and dull; we only had sex once every one or two months, sometimes even three or four months. Although it was intimate, there was no longer any sexual pleasure or joy. What

's even more frightening is that my libido is constantly increasing. Just like people say: women aged 40-50 are like tigers, and that's absolutely true.

I often find myself unconsciously stealing glances at young, handsome men when I'm out on the street. I fantasize about holding their necks tightly and writhing with them in bed. I even fantasize about having sex with them. Just thinking about these things makes my whole body hot, my face flush, and sometimes even my genitals become wet.

I believe that as a respectable woman, I shouldn't have such thoughts of infidelity, yet I lack self-control—perhaps this is a physiological characteristic of women approaching 50.

Only now do I truly understand the unbearable loneliness and pain of a woman living in a sexless marriage. I like other men; I crave being with men I like, especially physical intimacy.

In the days that followed, in my free time, I liked to go for walks. I felt this helped relieve my sexual tension, and it also allowed me to make more friends, gain more information, and relax my suppressed sexual desires.

And… I admit, I like looking at handsome men.

However, none of this truly solved my sexual hunger. What I wanted was real sexual enjoyment and pleasure! I wanted to break free from societal norms; I wanted to find my true self! I wanted to liberate myself! In my quest to find my ideal lover, I began searching among my former colleagues, friends, and neighbors, looking for men I liked. But none of them appealed to me, satisfied me, or stirred my heart… However, one day at a class reunion, the intervention of a classmate completely changed my life… leading me into an inescapable, blissful extramarital affair… It was a Saturday afternoon in the summer of 2006. I received a call from my classmate Zhao Hongmei, who said that our old classmate Zhang Jianjun was inviting us, his close friends from high school, to dinner that evening, and that I absolutely had to be there on time, as Zhang Jianjun had specifically instructed me to do so.

…Hearing Zhao Hongmei mention Zhang Jianjun, a name both familiar and unfamiliar, my heart skipped a beat… Yes, why didn't I find someone among my classmates to be my permanent lover?!

How foolish of me! At that moment, I readily agreed to Zhao Hongmei's request, telling her I would definitely meet my old classmate that evening.

After hanging up the phone, the name Zhang Jianjun lingered in my mind... I tried desperately to recall him... He must be around forty-seven or forty-eight this year... 1.78 meters tall, with a round face, he was not only robust but also had fair skin, intelligent and open-minded, and well-liked among his classmates. If he could become my lover, he might be the best choice.

But how could I bring it up? Because for a long time, my classmates had described me as a conservative, introverted, and traditional woman! Actually, I know that I'm like many women, outwardly displaying chastity, but inwardly a woman with uncontrollable desires! A ravenous mature woman yearning to be with any man she likes! A wanton woman with a deep-seated lust.

Thinking of this, I felt that although I was already 46 years old, my looks, my figure, my appearance, and my sex appeal were no less than those of women in their 30s or 40s.

I wanted to pursue my ideals, I wanted to break free from my self-imposed constraints, I wanted to reclaim everything I had, and I deserved my own happy sex life! Afterwards, I really dressed myself up nicely. I wore a collarless, low-cut t-shirt, and on the bottom, besides a pair of sexy shorts, I only wore a thin, flowing pleated skirt. Before leaving, I even sprayed some French perfume on my armpits, inner thighs, and neck... When I arrived at the agreed-upon private room at the restaurant that evening, I immediately saw Zhang Jianjun.

He was still as dashing and debonair as ever, with a physique as robust as an athlete. He always had a smile that appealed to women on his face, and he was friendly and polite to everyone.

Although Zhang Jianjun was also 46 years old, he still looked so young, so captivating to me… After the banquet began, I consciously sat next to Zhang Jianjun, occasionally touching him with my ample breasts, even deliberately dropping my chopsticks under the table so he would pick them up for me… Just as he bent down to pick them up, I deliberately opened my legs, giving him a full view… I also observed him closely; the moment I opened my legs, his gaze lingered on my inner thighs, and I could see the desire and excitement in his expression; I could even hear his heart pounding… Seeing this, I was secretly delighted. While talking to my classmates, I would intentionally or unintentionally touch him when no one was looking… including his arms, thighs… even his genitals… He would deliberately try to avoid… He shielded me from everyone's gaze, letting me touch him... while simultaneously using his right hand to casually touch my body, waist, and thighs from time to time... We had lost all interest in eating and drinking; our minds were entirely focused on our secret caresses... At that moment, I felt my whole body heating up and becoming agitated, especially when Zhang Jianjun's hand repeatedly touched my thighs. My body felt like it was being electrocuted, and streams of vaginal fluid gushed from my lower body, flowing down my thighs... I understood that Zhang Jianjun was in the same boat as me, because when my hand touched his genitals, I could feel his penis was already thick and hard... At that moment, I desperately wanted to go to bed with him right then and there, to insert his hard penis into my vagina... Fortunately, our classmates didn't notice anything amiss. After the banquet, Zhang Jun and I acted naturally, but we both tacitly understood each other.

On the way home, since Zhang Jianjun, Zhao Hongmei, and I were going the same way, we walked home together.

Because of Zhao Hongmei's presence, neither Zhang Jianjun nor I dared to be unrestrained.

When we parted, I even considered inviting Zhang Jianjun and Zhang Jianjun to my home. However, the words caught in my throat, and I suppressed that inexplicable impulse. I was afraid I would cross the line and things would spiral out of control.

That night, I lay in bed unable to sleep, Zhang Jianjun's mature and dashing face constantly flashing through my mind, the feeling of us secretly caressing each other… I longed to see him again.

At that moment… I felt an uncontrollable sexual urge. So, I reached my hand to my husband's groin and began to knead his penis, all the while imagining Zhang Jianjun's voice and smile.

My husband was startled by my overreaction. He didn't understand why I was so excited that night. However, when he turned over to make love to me, I refused his advances.

For the next few days, every night I would put my hand between my husband's thighs and knead his penis. Whenever he wanted to have sex with me, I would find various excuses to refuse, saying I was too tired and not ready for sex.

After a while, my unusual behavior aroused my husband's suspicion. So, I had no choice but to have sex with him. However, I was surprised to find that my husband's libido had greatly increased after several days of stimulation, which made me extremely happy.

Chapter 2:

My husband, Gai Qun, wasn't stupid. After noticing my unusual behavior, he kept questioning me, and I had no choice but to tell him my secret.

One night, my husband and I lay in bed. As usual, I slipped my hand under his thigh and kneaded his penis. I murmured my inner turmoil, telling my husband that I liked young, handsome men and wanted to date them. However, I didn't mention sex or Zhang Jianjun's name. I told him I enjoyed secretly watching young, handsome men while shopping and talking to them. I also told him that books say women's libido increases after 45, which is a normal physiological response.

I had a lot of free time.

Every time I met Zhang Jianjun at a class reunion, Zhang Jun and I would repeat the actions we had taken that time. We were attracted to each other, secretly in love, but neither of us wanted to be direct… After each reunion, we would look at each other and smile knowingly. He understood my thoughts, and I understood his intentions.

So, whenever my husband wasn't home, Zhang Jianjun would call me… and I would call him from time to time… After a while, my feelings for Zhang Jianjun deepened. I knew that with my charm, I could make him fall in love with me. Zhang Jianjun had also said that he had fallen in love with me back in middle school and desperately wanted to win me over… Now, my only worry was how to convince my husband to accept the fact that I longed for another man as my lover.

One night, my husband and I went to bed as usual. I put my hand under his thigh and kneaded his penis. I murmured to myself, “Honey, do you know how lonely I am? I want to find a lover. I don't want to change our marital relationship, but I crave to be flattered and fawned over by another man as a woman, instead of being a wife and mother revolving around my husband and son all day.” My husband didn't say anything after hearing my words. After a while, he wanted to make love to me, but I refused. My husband's silence made me uneasy. I didn't know what he was thinking.

The next night, my husband Gai Qun and I lay in bed. I massaged his large penis at the base of his thigh, a habit I'd developed before bed. I murmured, "Honey, I'm so lonely. I want to find a lover. Do you agree?... I want to find a male friend to escape this monotonous life. I crave flattery and praise from men. We'll just be friends; nothing like that will happen, don't worry." My husband remained silent. After a while, he turned over, wanting to make love. This time, I didn't refuse.

During sex, I tried my best to appear excited, wanting to satisfy my husband's desires as much as possible. After all, it was my responsibility and obligation as a wife. Marriage is truly pathetic; a wife makes love to her husband out of a sense of duty. What joy can a woman find in this kind of lovemaking?

Actually, the feeling of making love with my husband as a wife is completely different from the feeling of making love with a lover as a woman.

Another afternoon, my husband went to work. I quickly called Zhang Jianjun and asked him to come to the riverside park alone.

Zhang Jianjun received the call and met me less than half an hour later.

So, we chose a quiet spot, shook hands briefly, and then sat down for a long talk.

I told him about my dull and monotonous married life, how monotonous it was to be a housewife, and how I longed for someone's help to escape this dreary existence.

Actually, the reason I dared to open up to Zhang Jianjun was because I already knew he loved me deeply, and that his marital life was also dull and unfulfilling.

Zhang Jianjun listened attentively, a sincere smile on his face. I tentatively suggested that we comfort each other, hinting that one evening he could surprise me and help me break free from the shackles of marriage.

After hearing my words, Zhang Jianjun remained silent, still smiling at me. I could tell from his expression that he seemed hesitant.

Suddenly he asked me, "Zhou Xiaomin, are you joking? As a mature, beautiful housewife with her own family, husband, and children, and as someone with a very traditional image among your classmates, to want to break free from the shackles of marriage and overcome societal prejudices to go out with another man—it's a bit like adultery. Can you do it?" Zhang Jianjun said half-jokingly.

I said, "I can! I'm willing, as long as the other person is someone I love, and they truly love me.

I'm willing to give everything for them!"

After hearing what I said, Zhang Jianjun also said to me, "You know, I've been looking forward to this day for a long time.

Back in middle school, I fell deeply in love with you. Although I went to another city after graduation, your image and figure were always deeply etched in my heart. Later, when I returned from another city, I learned from others that you had married… At that time, I really didn't know how to feel; I felt extremely painful and lost." Then he said, "Although we had a few contacts afterward, every time we met…" "You've always been so reserved and rigid, giving the impression of being not only conservative and orthodox, but also very aloof and noble. Among your classmates, everyone says you're a virtuous wife and loving mother! In my heart, you'll always be a rose with thorns!" He continued, "Yes, we're almost fifty already. Don't you feel it's a bit late to have these thoughts now? The best years of our youth have passed, and the time left for passion in our generation is running out. So, as long as you're convinced of something and willing to do it, face it bravely. I'm very glad you've realized this, although it's a bit late, it's not too late. But...but..." "But what...?" I asked.

"But we both have families. You have a husband, and I have a wife, and our relationships with our spouses are quite good. If we do this...we'll be letting them down, and we'll feel uneasy," Zhang Jianjun replied.

I said, "What you say is true. But we are human, with desires, and the essence of life is enjoyment! Without enjoyment, life is tantamount to killing yourself. We've already wasted so many years of our lives; if we keep wavering, we'll truly regret it when we're old. As for our relationship, only heaven, earth, you, and I know. As long as we truly love each other, I'm willing to give everything for it." Zhang Jianjun was silent for a while and then said, "How about this, let's think about it more carefully. But I can tell you from the bottom of my heart: I love you very much! And I long for your love." That afternoon, we talked a lot and understood

each other perfectly. We didn't say goodbye until the sun was almost setting.

After that, I felt no fear, only an unbearable loneliness and longing.

One evening after dinner, my husband and I went for a walk and happened to run into Zhang Jianjun and his wife on the road.

Upon seeing them, as usual, I introduced them to my husband, saying, "Honey, this is my classmate, Zhang Jianjun." Zhang Jianjun also politely introduced his wife—Su Tingting.

His wife was of medium build and looked to be in her forties, but perhaps due to good maintenance, her skin was very fair and smooth, and her breasts and hips were quite full. Her

overall figure was still very sexy.

The two men politely shook hands, and I also greeted Zhang Jianjun's wife.

Afterwards, Zhang Jianjun and my husband chatted casually, and I exchanged a few pleasantries with Zhang Jianjun's wife.

Secretly, I watched the two men with delight—one my husband, the other the lover I longed for—and felt proud of my boldness and decisiveness.

After a few more pleasantries, we went our separate ways for a walk.

Watching Mr. and Mrs. Zhang Jianjun leave, I turned to my husband and said, "Oh, honey, there's something I forgot to tell you. Zhang Jianjun is planning to invite me to dinner on Saturday night. Do you agree?" I saw my husband look at me with a bit of surprise. "That male classmate of yours who just passed by? I didn't hear him mention him earlier. Oh, I thought his wife was quite pretty and sexy." I replied, "Yes! You always talk about how pretty other people's wives are. Am I not pretty and sexy too?" Hearing me say that, my husband quickly put on a sincere smile and said, "You are very pretty and sexy too!

Don't say anything else, you can tell from the way your male classmate was looking at you with lustful eyes!" "What about him inviting me to dinner on Saturday?" I asked, seizing the opportunity.

"It's normal for classmates to invite each other to dinner. It would be disrespectful for you not to go." My husband generously replied, "Go ahead and have a good time on Saturday." I said, "Honey, you agreed! That's great!" I quickly added, as if afraid my husband would refuse my request.

During their walk, the husband made some comments about Zhang Jianjun and his wife.

Especially when talking about Zhang Jianjun's wife, my husband seemed quite fond of her.

After returning home, he didn't mention Zhang Jianjun's invitation to dinner again; he didn't even express any interest. Perhaps my feelings were too well hidden, leaving him unaware.

That night, my husband and I went to bed quietly, but I sensed he tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

The next morning, I called Zhang Jianjun and asked him to book a table at a nearby hotel,

which he did. On Saturday night, my husband went out to play cards, reminding me before leaving, "Your classmate is inviting you to dinner tonight, don't forget! Also, I might not be home for dinner, so prepare dinner for our son before you go out." Hearing this, I felt deeply touched and replied, "Okay. Enjoy your card game, I'll prepare everything." Before five o'clock that afternoon, I had prepared dinner for our son.

Afterwards, I sat down at my dressing table and carefully dressed myself.

Today, I wore a tight-fitting, low-cut t-shirt, sheer sexy lingerie, and black stockings, topped with a silk mini-skirt and fashionable high heels. I also sprayed a light rose-scented perfume on my neck, armpits, and inner thighs… After finishing my makeup, I stood in front of the mirror, carefully examining my beautiful face and slender figure. I felt an irresistible sex appeal emanating from me.

Once everything was ready, I secretly opened a drawer, took out a box of birth control pills, and put two in my mouth.

I knew that although I was 46 years old, as a woman having an affair, contraception was extremely important. Based on a woman's intuition, I had a premonition that I would have sex with Zhang Jianjun today.

Chapter 3:

When I arrived at the hotel Zhang Jianjun had booked, he was already waiting there.

He had me choose a private room. After the food was served, we dismissed the waiters and sat close together, sipping my favorite champagne and chatting intimately… occasionally kissing… caressing each other's bodies and private parts… This meeting was the most heartwarming, romantic, exciting, and passionate first time of my life… We ate, drank, talked, chatted, kissed, and caressed each other for a while. I felt my chest heaving… my genitals were hot, itchy, and aroused… At this moment, Zhang Jianjun pretended to be absent-minded and asked my husband

if he knew I had come out to dinner with him.

I told Zhang Jianjun that my husband not only knew, but I had also told him I wasn't planning to go home tonight! After saying that, I giggled.

Then, I looked at Zhang Jianjun affectionately and whispered, "Jianjun, I don't want to hide it from you, but my sex life with my husband isn't very harmonious. He can't satisfy me at all, and as a woman, I feel very lonely." I paused for a moment and continued, "Actually, I know that my husband loves me very much. But he also has to accept the fact that I date other men. If he refuses, I will suggest separating from him or getting a divorce." After listening to what I said, Zhang Jianjun sighed deeply, "Sigh..." Then he said to me, "Xiaomin, do you want to know about my wife and me?" I replied, "I want to know anything you want to tell me." Then Zhang Jianjun told me everything about how he and his wife met, how they got married, and how they have lived together to this day.

Especially when discussing their marital sex life, Zhang Jianjun said, "My wife and I are just like you and your husband. Although we love each other deeply, our sex life has deteriorated to the point where we can no longer attract each other or arouse each other's desires. We only have sex once or twice a month, and it's just a routine. Not only me, but I feel my wife feels the same way. We both know this in our hearts, but neither of us wants to say it out loud… However, whenever I'm with you, I feel a strong possessiveness, and I can't help but feel a long-lost passion and desire." After saying this, Zhang Jianjun kissed me passionately… After we kissed,

Zhang Jianjun poured me a glass of champagne and poured himself a glass of baijiu.

He raised his glass and said to me, "Come on! Xiaomin, being alone with you is the happiest, most joyful, and most blissful thing I've ever felt in my life! I want to toast you!" He then downed the glass in one gulp.

Seeing him like this, I raised my glass and said, "Thank you! Not only for your hospitality tonight, but also for your heartfelt words and genuine feelings! Cheers!" After finishing my drink, I frankly asked Zhang Jianjun, "Since we're husband and wife, why are we so fixated on this relationship? And if your wife had a lover outside, what would you think? Would you turn a blind eye?" Hearing this, Zhang Jianjun replied, "If she still cares about me and this family, maybe I'd agree. Honestly, since being with you, I'd really like her to have a lover right now!" We then both laughed knowingly.

Afterwards, Zhang Jianjun asked me the same question: "Xiaomin, if your husband had a mistress, would you feel good about it? Would you agree to it?" "I would agree! I would only be happy! Not sad," I answered without hesitation. "Sex is meant to bring joy and happiness to life. Rather than sex without pleasure, it's better for everyone to be satisfied! My husband and I have been married for almost 20 years. In these 20 years, I can't say my husband hasn't given me sexual pleasure, but now he's far from satisfying me. I hope you can give me satisfaction and happiness… Okay." "What?" Hearing this, Zhang Jianjun became agitated again. He wrapped one arm around my waist and caressed my breast with the other. In this private room where it was just the two of us, we embraced and kissed tightly. I stroked his thigh with my small hand…and ran my fingers up and down his penis…; he also stroked my thigh…and rubbed my genitals…; we were both fully experiencing that indescribable pleasure…At this moment, we had completely forgotten about the food on the table; we had become true lovers.

…When we left the hotel, it was already late at night.

However, in the darkness, Zhang Jianjun stood at the hotel entrance, looking lost. He didn't know what to do next. I felt that he should take me to a hotel room and make love to me; that was what I longed for. I took his arm, waiting for his decision, but he remained hesitant.

Just then, a taxi stopped beside us. Without thinking, we got in. Zhang Jianjun told the driver our destination, and I was very disappointed. Zhang Jianjun intended to take us home, which wasn't what I wanted. I sat angrily in the back seat, turning my head to look at the night view outside the window. Zhang Jianjun held me tightly in his arms, saying nothing.

After getting out of the car, Zhang Jianjun and I walked into the community. It was late at night, and the surroundings were pitch black. We arrived at the high-rise building. Reluctantly, I looked up at the building. My home was on the ninth floor. The elevator slowly ascended, and when it reached the ninth floor, the doors slowly opened. But I didn't want to get out. I didn't want to go home like this, didn't want to return to my husband's side empty-handed. This wasn't what I wanted.

What I longed for was to break free from the shackles of marriage. I longed to be with a man I loved and make love freely.

"Jianjun, wouldn't you like to invite me to your place for a cup of coffee?" I asked tentatively, mustering my courage.

"Oh... oh... Xiaomin, if you'd like, I'd really love for you to come to my place... My wife and child went to visit her parents today..." Zhang Jianjun answered haltingly, "I feel safer and more convenient at home." I gazed at Zhang Jianjun with deep affection, our eyes sparkling with love. I reached out and pressed my finger to his lips, signaling him to stop talking. For a moment, the air in the entire elevator seemed to freeze.

At that moment, Zhang Jianjun held me tightly in his arms. Without any hesitation, I pressed my full breasts against his broad, muscular chest. I already had a premonition of what was about to happen between us, and the thought of it made me take a deep breath with excitement.

The elevator slowly descended to the first floor, and we hailed a taxi. We nervously climbed into the car, like a couple having an affair, both excited and nervous… In fact, I was a wife having an affair with another man behind my husband's back.

Soon, the car took us to the dormitory area where Zhang Jianjun lived.

We tiptoed up to the fourth floor.

When we arrived at Zhang Jianjun's door, he quickly opened it. As soon as we slipped inside, I quickly closed the door, as if afraid of being seen by the neighbors.

After entering, I calmed myself down and took out my phone to call my husband who was home.

"Hey, honey, I'm still at the hotel. Lots of classmates are with me, and they said they're going to party all night. I won't be going home tonight, so please don't worry." Before my husband could say anything more, I quickly hung up. I was terrified he'd realize I was lying; my heart was pounding.

Actually, right now, I was at Zhang Jianjun's house. If my husband knew I was at Zhang Jianjun's house, he'd definitely storm in and catch me in the act.

I snuggled into Zhang Jianjun's arms and went to the living room. He asked what I wanted to drink. I sat on the sofa and told him I wanted a glass of champagne. I like champagne; its aroma excites me, especially before sex. A little alcohol really arouses a woman's desire.

Zhang Jianjun turned on the stereo, and instantly, soothing music filled the living room. He handed me a large glass of champagne, then sat down on the sofa beside me, pulling me tightly into his arms. He almost indulgently kneaded my full breasts, and I felt exhilarated. I knew he no longer hesitated; he had made up his mind to possess my body, which was exactly what I craved.

After a while, Zhang Jianjun got up from beside me and brought over a plate of oranges. The orange segments were neatly arranged on the plate. He smiled at me and asked if I liked oranges. "Of course!" I smiled charmingly at him, but I didn't reach out to take an orange segment. I continued to gaze at him affectionately. Zhang Jianjun naturally understood what I meant. He knew I wanted more than just orange segments. He pinched a segment of orange with his fingers and put it in my mouth. I opened my mouth and put the orange segment and his finger into my mouth together. I looked at him tenderly, like a young girl experiencing her first love.

However, I was not a young girl, but a 46-year-old woman, a wife and mother, and I was having an affair with another man behind my husband's back.

Zhang Jianjun looked at me affectionately, and said with a smile, "Xiaomin, you're so cute, my pretty little girl!" Then, we began to kiss passionately again. He put his tongue into my mouth, and our tongues intertwined. We hugged and kissed tightly for a long, long time, as if our bodies had become one. At this moment, Zhang Jianjun's sexual desire was constantly increasing, and so was mine.

Chapter 4

After a while, our mouths parted, but our bodies remained tightly embraced. We looked at each other affectionately, silent, and caressed each other's bodies.

Zhang Jianjun looked straight into my eyes, stroked my cheek, and said affectionately, "Xiaomin, you're so beautiful!" Then, he wrapped his strong arms around my slender waist, and caressed my full breasts with his large hands. "Come with me, beautiful girl," he whispered, and then he straightened up from the sofa.

I took a deep breath, excited. I knew what he was going to do. He carried me into the bedroom and gently placed me on the bed. After a passionate kiss, I sat on the edge of the bed, gazing at him lovingly. Then, I slowly took off my t-shirt…unhooked my bra…and pulled down my skirt, leaving me only in a pair of sexy lingerie shorts.

In an instant, my pair of snow-white and full breasts were completely exposed to him; my pair of hard, brown nipples stood erect on my snow-white breasts, pointing directly at him; and my round, snow-white thighs and full, upturned buttocks were also on full display before him.

Seeing my nearly naked body, Zhang Jianjun became even more excited. He impatiently stripped off all his clothes, picked me up, and first kissed my face and neck with his already burning lips, then moved to my breasts... sucking hard on my nipples... sometimes sucking... sometimes biting... sometimes pulling them out at just the right moment... At this moment, besides enjoying myself, I felt an intense surge of passion and desire.

While enjoying myself, I also used my hands to caress his firm body and his already hard and hot penis from top to bottom... I suppressed the lust that was burning throughout my body, patiently waiting for his next move, hoping he would continue this sexual game. I longed to make love to him, but I hoped even more that he would make the foreplay more intense.

After a while, Zhang Jianjun gestured for me to kneel before him. He held his penis in his hand for a moment, hoping I would perform oral sex on him… Just as I knelt before him, I truly realized how incredibly hard and long his penis was… Really, his penis was so long, a full two inches longer than my husband's. The only drawback was that it was thinner than my husband's, but the glans was larger than my husband's.

I held his penis in my hands, examining it closely… At the tip of Zhang Jianjun's penis was a large, purplish-red glans, the size of a plum. Two thick blood vessels ran along the shaft, and the entire penis was twitching rhythmically… Under the bright light, it emitted a dreamlike glow.

I gripped Zhang Jianjun's enormous penis tightly, completely lost in excitement… I opened my mouth wide and took the head of his penis into my mouth, licking it and the fluid flowing from it with the tip of my tongue, experiencing its structure and unique taste… As I sucked, Zhang Jianjun began to thrust his penis head in my mouth, like a cute little monster, and I had forgotten myself, just greedily sucking on his penis… I longed to possess this enormous penis forever. After a while

, I pulled the head of his penis out of my mouth and took one of his testicles into my mouth, alternately sucking on his two egg-sized testicles, while at the same time, I rubbed the foreskin on the shaft of his penis with my small hand.

After a while, I excitedly gazed at his large penis and saw a glistening bead of vaginal fluid slowly seeping from the opening at the head of his penis. I quickly stuck out my tongue and licked it into my mouth. Only then did I realize that Zhang Jianjun's vaginal fluid tasted different from my husband's. Zhang Jianjun's vaginal fluid was not only a little salty, but also had an alluring, pungent smell that was very appealing, especially to women. That smell could easily arouse a woman's sexual desire.

At this moment, my sexual desire had reached its peak. I longed for him to penetrate my body... So, I stood up, pulled down my sexy panties, and lay naked on my back on the bed. I raised my two rounded thighs high and then forcefully spread them apart. At this moment, I had completely exposed my female genitalia at the base of my thighs to him. And this man was not my husband; he was the lover of my dreams.

Although Zhang Jianjun was staring greedily at the base of my thighs, he appeared calm and composed, not as excited as I had imagined. He took a step forward, standing between my thighs, and pulled my body towards the edge of the bed. Then, he placed the head of his large penis in the groove between my labia majora. He then used the head of his penis to part my wet labia minora, and with a forceful thrust of his hips, his entire penis smoothly entered my vagina. I screamed with excitement, fully experiencing the waves of pleasure from my vagina—a sensation of fullness, swelling, itchiness, and tingling.

Then, his large penis slowly...inserted...withdrawn...withdrawn...and inserted again into my vagina. Each insertion went deeper than the last. After three or five insertions, his entire penis was completely inside my vagina. At that moment, I felt as if my entire vagina was about to burst... This feeling of fullness and pleasure was something I had never experienced before in my life... With each forceful thrust, his thick pubic hair pressed tightly against my swollen labia majora...making me itch in waves; his pair of egg-sized testicles pounded against my tender buttocks again and again...filling my mind with fantasies...I tensed up. The muscles of my thighs gripped his thick penis tightly with my vaginal walls. My vagina rhythmically thrust in and out, my vagina and his penis becoming one. Suddenly, I reached a climax. I writhed on the bed, my naked body writhing with excitement. My vagina contracted forcefully, rhythmically pulsating. I moaned loudly, "Oh, Jianjun... harder... fuck my cunt harder... I feel so good... faster... faster... oh, I'm going to die... oh... oh... oh..." My moans were so loud they could be heard outside the window in the neighborhood.

After a while, Zhang Jianjun pulled his penis out of my vagina. He wiped the sweat from his brow. I lay on the bed, panting heavily, trying to control my overwhelming climax. We embraced tightly, gazing deeply into each other's eyes, kissing each other passionately.

Satisfied smiles graced our faces.

After resting for a while, Zhang Jianjun turned my naked body over again, making me lie on the bed like a cute little puppy.

I buried my head in the pillow, while my bare buttocks were raised high.

I was still panting heavily… After I got into position, Zhang Jianjun couldn't wait to stand behind me. He reached out and hugged my buttocks, then used his lips and tongue to first gently, then increasingly frantically suck on my labia majora, labia minora, and vagina… Under his teasing, my whole body began to heat up again, my breasts and genitals began to swell, heat up, and itch once more… Streams of vaginal fluid, along with Zhang Jianjun's semen that had been ejaculated into my vagina, gushed out of my vaginal opening and flowed into Zhang Jianjun's mouth… Zhang Jianjun greedily sucked… He sucked...and swallowed bite after bite...Suddenly he stood up, parted my labia with one hand, and grasped his large penis with the other, thrusting it deeply into my vagina from behind once more... "Ah...!

Ah...!"

I screamed excitedly, my naked body trembling uncontrollably, while Zhang Jianjun held me tightly. My vagina was filled to the brim with his large penis, making me feel the immense pleasure it brought me once again...At this moment, I truly experienced what real sexual pleasure is! Sex is something you have to fight for with courage! Sex isn't just a man's prerogative; it's also one of the most important sources of joy in a woman's life! As a woman, only by truly understanding, utilizing, and enjoying sex can you truly be a woman, and only then can you experience more and more wonderful happiness.

While Zhang Jianjun was making love to me, he reached out and kneaded my full breasts with both hands.

He used all his strength, thrusting his large penis into my vagina again and again… I closed my eyes, fully enjoying the pleasure brought by his large penis thrusting in and out of my vagina… Afterwards, he climbed onto the bed and made love to me in various positions, inserting into my vagina from different angles… His large penis was like a piston, rapidly inserting… withdrawing… and pumping back and forth in my vagina… At this moment, my orgasm had reached its peak. Every time his large penis forcefully penetrated my vagina, I would excitedly tilt my head back, matching the rhythm of his insertion, so that he could penetrate even deeper… Because the deeper he penetrated, the greater the pleasure I felt… We made love wildly. Not only was I so excited that I couldn't breathe, but his orgasm had also reached its peak. Our sexual impulses made us forget everything and lose control.

Suddenly, I felt Zhang Jianjun's large penis twitch violently. His upper body pressed tightly against mine, his lower body thrusting hard against my genitals. I felt as if his thick penis had penetrated my cervix. A tingling, electric-like pleasure coursed through my entire body, and a stream of hot, viscous semen shot deep into my vagina… Zhang Jianjun and I reached orgasm simultaneously! I couldn't help but moan loudly with excitement, "Oh my… oh my… oh my…" I had never experienced such pleasure before. I forgot where I was, forgot my husband and children; at that moment, all I could think about was making love with Zhang Jianjun.

After ejaculating, Zhang Jianjun lay exhausted on top of me, panting heavily. I, too, was breathless with excitement.

Our second round of lovemaking lasted for over an hour.

As our orgasms subsided, our sexual urges gradually calmed down.

We lay naked on the bed, still tightly embracing each other. I knew we'd both be too excited to sleep that night.

Then, he whispered in my ear, "Xiaomin, did you take your birth control pill?" I thought for a moment and didn't answer.

Instead, I asked, "Jianjun, if I get pregnant, what will you do for me?" "Xiaomin, if you really are pregnant with my child, I hope you divorce your husband, and I divorce my wife too!

Then we'll get married,"

Zhang Jianjun said earnestly.

"Jianjun, are you telling the truth?"

I asked seriously.

"Yes, I'm telling the truth. I love you so much! I can't bear to have you leave me again!" Zhang Jianjun said sincerely.

I chuckled and told him, "Don't worry, I took contraception." Then I hugged Zhang Jianjun's neck tightly and kissed him.

At that moment, I felt like I had become Zhang Jianjun's wife. Half of my body belonged to Zhang Jianjun, while the other half still belonged to my husband and child. What a wonderful feeling this was for a woman!

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