Memories of Chaos

Aside from eating, drinking, and sleeping, a man's quality of life, and how fulfilling his life is, is largely determined by the amount of sex he experiences. With power, you can manipulate women; with money, you can manipulate women. Of course, even if you have neither power nor money, but you have guts, resourcefulness, or a face that women find attractive, you can still manipulate women. So, you could say that if a man can't manipulate women, then his life isn't exactly fulfilling, and he doesn't seem very successful.
My use of the word "manipulate" isn't meant to disrespect women; in fact, women manipulate men just as much as men manipulate women. Nor is it meant to discriminate against men or have any other unfriendly intent. If you admit you can't manipulate women, that's okay; it just means you need to work on it.
I've rambled on quite a bit, but what I really want to say is that sex is a very enjoyable thing, something everyone should enjoy. When you see a woman you want to sleep with, it doesn't matter if you have no power, no money, or no looks. As long as you have the guts, perhaps one day that woman will be your submissive pet.
Men's preferences for sexual partners vary greatly. Some like tall, voluptuous women, some prefer petite and slender ones, some like younger women, and some like more mature ones—the list goes on. But one thing they all have in common is that they experience sexual arousal and their eyes light up when they see their ideal type.
As a man, I naturally have my own preferences when it comes to women, and these preferences are quite dangerous. If something were to go wrong, my entire life would be ruined. Fortunately, I've been able to live peacefully for many years, thanks to my wife and children. They allow me to live in paradise, enjoying a kind of extraordinary sex that most people can't. I'll keep you in suspense for now. If you want to know what I'm referring to, let me tell you my story slowly.
My first sexual experience happened when I was sixteen, the year I started wandering the streets after graduating from junior high school. At that time, southern China was in the midst of the fervor of reform and opening up, and anyone with a bit of foresight was venturing into business, even those of us fresh out of school, seemingly seeing an opportunity. Having only heard a few tips about doing business, I fearlessly went alone to a strange city, beginning my aimless wandering.
My business mainly consisted of selling small women's items at the night market, such as eyebrow pencils, blotting paper, and fragrant herbs—a small business, just enough to support myself.
Because I wasn't making much money, my living quarters were incredibly basic. I stayed at a local family's house not far from the night market. The family had built a three-story house; they lived on the third floor, and the other two floors were divided into a dozen or so rooms for rent. I lived in a small room on the second floor, near the south side. That room, about 10 square meters, contained a single bed and a small round table; there wasn't even a chair. When I got home, I basically just collapsed onto the bed and slept; I didn't do anything else. To
my left was a young couple: the man was named Li Cheng, and the woman Yang Hui. The husband worked at a small company, and the wife had just come from the countryside and started a clothing stall at the night market with others. To my right was a woman named Zhang Meihua, about thirty-five or thirty-six years old, who had been one of the first to start a business at the night market. She had a loud voice, a good personality, and was very friendly; her voice could always be heard throughout the building when she was there. Zhang Meihua was very kind to me. She said it was such a waste for me, a scholar, to have to work at such a young age. She would always put my dirty clothes in her basin and not let me wash them, laughing at my delicate hands and telling me not to wash them until they blistered. To express my gratitude, I always affectionately called her "Aunt Hua," and she liked it when I did.
Most of the people in the building were small business owners, all migrants from other places, so they looked after each other. The landlord was a middle-aged man in his forties, a nice guy who got along well with everyone. Nobody really remembered his real name; he was a section chief at a local company, so everyone called him Section Chief Wang.
Section Chief Wang's daughter, Xiao Juan, was in the second year of junior high school. She was pretty, but a little shy; I'd never spoken to her in all the time I'd lived there. He also had a son in elementary school, a mischievous little devil who always caused trouble.
This is the humble building where I lived for almost two years. It was a turning point in my life, both in terms of personal development and business. Without it, I wouldn't be who I am today, nor would I have the vibrant life I have now, or even this article I'm writing. However, I initially disliked the building. I even gave it a name: "Thatched Hut," meaning it was made of straw and you could hear a fart from next door clearly.
I first met Yang Hui on her first night there. I had just finished work and went upstairs when I saw her. My first impression was that she was very beautiful, with delicate eyebrows, smiling eyes, and a friendly and approachable demeanor. She was actually five years older than me, but you couldn't tell from her appearance. I tend to hide my age, but she was even more capable than me.
The pairing of Li Cheng and Yang Hui as a couple seemed a bit odd. Li Cheng was a burly man with little education, while Yang Hui, besides being beautiful, was polite and spoke in a soft, melodious voice, almost like singing. Li Cheng mentioned that Yang Hui was educated, having even completed high school, though she couldn't continue due to financial constraints. However, graduating high school was already a remarkable achievement, and Li Cheng was quite proud of it, speaking of it with a smug look. Yang Hui, on the other hand, seemed ashamed, glaring at Li Cheng whenever he spoke of it, then silently continuing her work. This was a rare display of anger on her part; back then, I was too young to appreciate it, but now, thinking back, it must have been incredibly beautiful.
Living together, the couple naturally engaged in their expected activities, especially a strong man like Li Cheng, who sometimes went on a week-long, non-stop nightly routine. Doing this in a hut with virtually no soundproofing was incredibly difficult. At first, even I, living next door, couldn't hear a thing. But when they got excited, they'd sometimes move a little too roughly, or make little moaning noises. These sounds reached my ears and gradually caught my attention.
Li Cheng and Yang Hui would sometimes whisper, very softly, then Li Cheng would chuckle suggestively, followed by Yang Hui's nasal voice, sweet and seductive. Later, I pressed my ear against the wall, hoping to hear more clearly, but usually, besides the sounds I mentioned, I'd only hear a swatting sound or two, or Li Cheng's heavy breathing. Nothing else particularly unusual.
Then there would be a period of silence next door, about two minutes, before I could hear the sound of getting into bed, followed a moment later by Li Cheng's rhythmic snoring. Although I had my doubts about the sounds next door, kids like me back then are innocent and didn't think anything of it.
What truly caught my attention next door were the few bachelors living across the street. One time, while they were whispering and laughing loudly, I learned that Li Cheng and his wife were having an affair. I'd heard the term "affair" before, and had a vague understanding of its meaning—I knew it referred to a clandestine affair between men and women, mysterious and intriguing.
To peek through the gaps in the wooden planks nailed to the top of the wall, I went to great lengths. First, I gathered a lot of bricks, but I couldn't be too obvious; I had to hide them under the bed in several batches. Then I got a wooden plank, and finally, I meticulously found a small mirror. This gave me the means to spy.
That night, a few barely perceptible noises from next door spurred me into action. I stacked the bricks into two piles, making sure they were tall enough, then placed the plank between them. Holding my breath, I carefully climbed up. I was already quite tall, and with the plank, I could easily peer through the gaps.
I had prepared a small mirror to use for navigating, but I was so nervous that I put my face right up to it before I even took it out.
The lights were off next door, but moonlight and lamplight streamed in through the window, making the scene inside very clear. I saw Li Cheng, naked from the waist down, pinning Yang Hui to the ground, his buttocks moving rhythmically. Yang Hui's body was partially obscured by Li Cheng, only her raised legs and arms wrapped around his neck were visible. The contrast in skin tone made her hands and feet stand out even more, and her toes swayed gently with Li Cheng's thrusts, without making a sound. It was
the first time I had ever witnessed such a scene. Although I didn't understand sex at the time, I was in puberty, and the budding desires within me were more easily stirred than in a thirteen or fourteen-year-old. That scene deeply shocked me. Although I had often seen women's feet swaying with men's movements since then, none of them could compare to the impact of that experience.
I was stunned, my heart pounding. When Li Cheng turned to the side, Yang Hui revealed half of her snow-white body. It was the first time in my life I had ever seen a mature woman's breast. That little bit of red stood out so starkly against the white backdrop, but it quickly disappeared into Li Cheng's palm. After a few squeezes, it bounced back out of his hand. The sight was so stimulating to me, a mere lad, that my legs went weak.
I quickly felt a surge in my lower abdomen, like a tidal wave rushing my blood to my head, leaving me parched. My penis immediately became erect, pressing uncomfortably against my underwear.
Li Cheng continued to gently thrust his hips. Yang Hui's head occasionally peeked out, but I couldn't see her expression. I always felt she was looking my way, so I was terrified. Whenever I saw Yang Hui's face appear, I would pull my head back.
They remained silent until Li Cheng suddenly began thrusting violently. Twice, during one thrust, a sharp "slap" sound rang out between him and Yang Hui, sounding sudden and clear in the silence. It terrified me; I quickly pulled my head back and only dared to peek again after a long while. By then, Li Cheng was no longer moving, and Yang Hui's raised leg had come down. I felt Li Cheng and Yang Hui kissing, and Li Cheng was also kneading Yang Hui's breast with one hand.
Then, something even more shocking happened: Li Cheng climbed off Yang Hui. Yang Hui lay on the ground like a peeled white radish, and the dark patch between her legs excited me even more—it was the legendary vagina! Today, I finally saw it. I tried desperately to see what that dark patch looked like, but I couldn't. Suddenly, Yang Hui raised her leg, wiped something in the dark patch a few times, and then sat up to put on her clothes.
My gaze swept over Li Cheng, who was looking for water. In the darkness, I could vaguely see his erect penis, which appeared dark, perhaps due to the lighting. I watched with reluctance as Yang Hui dressed and then went to bed with Li Cheng. They made very little noise throughout the process; in this environment, they had only become accustomed to this repressed sex.
I carefully climbed down the brick stairs, feeling utterly exhausted. I struggled to hide the bricks and other debris, but couldn't fall asleep. My penis, still erect from the stimulation, remained so. I pulled my underwear down to my knees and began to rub my penis, which made it feel a little better.
I didn't know how to masturbate then, so the sexual urge from peeping was unbearable. From then on, I always kept my erect penis clenched, trying not to think about what I had seen, but those scenes kept replaying in my mind like a movie, which was extremely difficult.
I grew increasingly fond of looking at Yang Hui. Every time I saw her firm breasts, I would think of those two red nipples. Every time I saw her swaying hips as she walked, I would think of the dark patch between her thighs, and then I would have a physical reaction. That feeling was very stimulating, but also helpless.
I would also try to get close to Yang Hui. Her body had a scent, faint and pleasant. After I got to know Yang Hui better, I realized that she was actually a very cheerful woman. Perhaps because I was younger than her, she was more relaxed around me, and sometimes she would playfully tease me. I would often take advantage of these moments to chase after her and tease her. If I was lucky, I could accidentally touch a place I shouldn't have, and then my heart would pound like a caged mouse. Of course, I wouldn't let them see this inner turmoil.
Li Cheng and Yang Hui knew quite a few sex positions. I'd seen Yang Hui lying on her stomach while Li Cheng entered her from behind, and I'd also seen her sitting on Li Cheng's waist and wriggling. What truly amazed me was that Yang Hui would actually bite Li Cheng's penis and suck on it like an ice pop. After a while, I could roughly tell how big and long Li Cheng's penis was; it was thicker than mine, but not long. As for Yang Hui's vagina, I still couldn't get a clear look at what it looked like.
At that time, I vaguely felt that if this continued, someone would definitely find out, but the thrill of voyeurism was like a drug that captivated me. However, the one who discovered my voyeurism wasn't Yang Hui, nor Li Cheng, but Hua Gu, who lived next door to me.
That night, I was lying in bed reading a book, and the light in Hua Gu's room was still on. I'd seen her knitting at her stall these past few days, saying she wanted to finish the sweater first and send it home to her husband when it got cooler. I figured she was working on it right now. The light in Li Cheng's room was off. A thought struck me: Li Cheng hadn't taken advantage of Yang Hui yesterday, so he must be up to something tonight. And now that my light was on, the beam shone into Li Cheng's room—wouldn't I be able to see clearly?
The thought of having a chance to see Yang Hui's body clearly excited me. Plus, I'd been relatively safe from any danger during my months of spying, so I wasn't as afraid as I'd been at the beginning.
I skillfully set up the brick ladder and carefully peeked in. The light in Li Cheng's room was indeed much brighter than usual, but there wasn't what I expected. Li Cheng and Yang Hui were sleeping peacefully in bed, and Li Cheng was diligently fanning Yang Hui to keep her cool.
I was quite disappointed. I peered in a few more times before getting down, but when I turned around, I almost fell off the brick ladder in fright. A large section of the wooden plank separating them from Hua Gu was hollow, and in that room, Hua Gu was holding a kerchief, staring blankly at me through the gap in the plank.
I don't know how I got down the brick stairs. I only know I was terrified, feeling like my life was over. I didn't even put the stairs away; I just turned off the lights, crawled into bed, and cried until I fell into a deep sleep.
The next day, I forced myself to get up, brushed my teeth, ate breakfast, and then opened my stall. I kept running into Aunt Hua, and I always kept my head down, afraid to look at her. Aunt Hua, however, acted as usual, shouting loudly and laughing heartily.
Seeing that Aunt Hua didn't seem to have any intention of exposing my secret, my fear subsided a little. I hoped that since Aunt Hua was usually so kind to me, she wouldn't reveal my secret this time. But I still felt incredibly guilty, and my complexion wasn't good, making Yang Hui think I was sick.
My stall was usually in front of Aunt Hua's clothing stall, but today I went further away. Aunt Hua kept glancing at me, making me feel uneasy all over. I didn't know what to do.
I spent three days in fear and anxiety. I don't know if it was because I took a cold shower in the sweltering heat, or because my spirit finally gave out, but I fell ill. I
started having a fever that night, and no one found out until the next day. Aunt Hua went to make ginger soup, and Sister Yang Hui went to find a doctor. The doctor took my pulse, prescribed some medicine, and told me to rest for a few days, saying it was just a minor cold and nothing serious.
I was indeed fine; apart from feeling a bit dizzy on the first day, I felt much better on the second day. Of course, the person who took care of me during these days was Aunt Hua, who loved me the most. She fed me porridge and medicine as if nothing was wrong, and was always cheerful and talkative with me, but I was still uneasy and afraid to see her.
By noon on the third day, I felt that I had basically recovered, but Aunt Hua still wouldn't let me get out of bed. At noon, she left her stall as usual to buy me some white porridge.
I didn't need her to feed me; I scooped it up myself. Aunt Hua looked at me without saying a word, and I suddenly felt that the atmosphere was a bit strange. My heart started to race, and even the sound of me eating the porridge became softer.
Finally, Hua Gu asked very cautiously, "Xiao Jun, why...why did you climb so high that night?"
My heart sank. This scene had actually played out in my mind many times these past few days, and I had come up with many reasons to explain it, but when I actually faced it, all those words got stuck in my throat and I couldn't squeeze them out.
"Were you peeking at Sister Yang Hui?"
Aunt Hua's voice was very gentle, very different from her usual tone. I couldn't help but look at her, and I saw that her eyes didn't show blame, but rather concern. Considering Aunt Hua's usual care for me like family, at that moment I completely surrendered.
"I'm sorry! I won't do it again next time!" As soon as I said those words, I suddenly felt a sense of relief.
"It's normal for boys your age to be interested in the opposite sex, but you can't do this."
"I...I was wrong..."
Aunt Hua continued to talk to me about some issues related to boys' growth. Actually, I only understood half of what she was saying, and I just nodded and listened.
"You, it's a good thing I caught you. What would you have done if someone else had seen you?" Aunt Hua took my bowl and said with a sigh.
"Actually, I've thought about not watching anymore, but I... but I can't control myself."
Seeing Hua Gu's nonchalant expression, I became a little anxious: "Really, I'd be a dog if I lied to you."
"Then, you'll be able to control yourself in the future, right? If the Li brothers saw you, wouldn't they beat you up?"
"I'll control myself."
Thinking of Li Cheng's fist, which was as big as a bowl, I involuntarily stuck out my tongue. Perhaps because I knew that Hua Gu wouldn't tell anyone about what happened to me, I relaxed a bit. My thoughts suddenly shifted, and I involuntarily pictured Li Cheng's dark, throbbing penis in front of me. Then, I naturally imagined that penis entering Yang Hui's body from behind. Just thinking about it made my heart pound like a caged mouse.
As I was lost in thought, I heard Hua Gu say "Eh." I followed Hua Gu's gaze and looked down. It turned out that my earlier thoughts had already caused a physical reaction. My loose pants couldn't contain my erect penis, which stood tall.
Seeing Aunt Hua frown, I quickly covered my groin with my hand, my face flushed, completely at a loss. I stared blankly as she cleared the dishes and left. It was the first time I'd ever seen her so serious since I'd known her.
Aunt Hua returned quickly after washing the dishes, and I nervously asked her, "Aunt Hua, am I really bad?"
I'd planned for her to give me a good scolding, and then hope she wouldn't tell anyone, and that would be the end of it. But to my surprise, Aunt Hua didn't scold me. Instead, she picked up her knitting yarn and knitted while asking me why I'd thought of spying on Yang Hui. She even widened her eyes and asked mischievously if I had a crush on Yang Hui
. I was no match for her in this regard, and I poured out my heart to her, including the shock I felt while spying and the discomfort I felt afterwards. When Aunt Hua heard that I couldn't sleep with my erection, she laughed so hard she almost fell over.
When Aunt Hua asked me why I didn't do it myself, I had no idea what she meant. Aunt Hua seemed to realize she had gone too far, so she changed the subject. She asked me, "So you really won't peep anymore?"
I don't know what came over me then, but I felt that Aunt Hua didn't seem too angry about my peeping, so I became bolder and half-jokingly said to her, "If you don't tell anyone, I'll still want to watch..."
To be honest, as soon as those words left my mouth, I regretted them. I was really afraid that Aunt Hua would be angry. I had just told her that I was wrong and that I wouldn't do it again, but a moment later, I said something completely different.
Aunt Hua just shook her head and said, "You little pervert!" The expression on her face was like the helpless scolding of a mother after her naughty child has done something wrong.
Aunt Hua was supposed to go back to her stall to do business, but she didn't leave. She continued to tease me, and after making me blush with embarrassment, she let out a triumphant laugh. I was only glad that everyone else had left at that moment, otherwise, wouldn't the whole building have heard it?
Thankfully, Aunt Hua still had to open her stall. As she was leaving, whether jokingly or seriously, she suddenly said to me in a very serious tone, "Next time you peek, remember to tell Aunt Hua what happened. Don't keep good things to yourself."
I was completely bewildered by her. However, this time the situation turned out for the better. My heart calmed down, and my illness improved. For a while afterward, I didn't dare to peep at Li Cheng and his wife anymore, and life seemed to return to its former tranquility.
But the image of Li Cheng writhing on top of Yang Hui kept flashing into my mind, and then I would have the urge to peep again. But considering Aunt Hua, I just couldn't muster the courage. It was a torment. The desire within me swelled day by day. That restlessness, unable to be released, made me feel listless and unwilling to speak.
That night, I heard a few familiar sounds coming from next door again. My heart skipped a beat. I looked back and saw that the light in Hua Gu's room was off. After much deliberation, I couldn't resist any longer and carried out the bricks. While listening to the sounds coming from Hua Gu's room, I climbed the brick ladder.
Inside, Li Cheng was lying on the floor, and Yang Hui was sitting beside him, her head resting on his waist, her hair disheveled, almost invisible in the dim light. I knew Yang Hui was sucking Li Cheng's penis. Although I had seen it several times before, I found Yang Hui's behavior very puzzling. I felt that men's penises were so dirty, how could she enjoy sucking them so much?
Just as I was getting into it, a few coughs coming from Hua Gu's room startled me. I quickly and sheepishly climbed down the brick ladder, thinking that Hua Gu was still awake. I had been caught again.
But this time, I wasn't as terrified as before, not like a child caught stealing food by their mother. Then I fell asleep again with my hard penis still erect. Aunt Hua's tolerance greatly reduced the mystery surrounding sex for me. I used to think that having sex was a shameful thing, but now I realized that it could be approached with a more relaxed attitude.
The next day, when we were setting up our stall, Aunt Hua took advantage of a lull when no one was around to joke about it again. She asked me, "Little pervert, what did you see last night?"
I wasn't under any pressure then, so I casually pieced together what I'd seen before to lie to her. Aunt Hua was skeptical, saying that she coughed and called the police as soon as I climbed on top of her, and how could Li Cheng have done so much in such a short time?
I was laughing inside, but I kept a straight face to show that I was right. Hua Gu seemed lost in thought, then suddenly blushed and gave me a hard tap on the head, saying, "You even play with Hua Gu? You're going to die!"
Hua Gu was no ordinary person in my mind; I unconsciously listed her as one of the most trustworthy people in my life, feeling an inexplicable closeness to her. I even dared to make sexual jokes about her, and she always just laughed it off. I also confided in her about the discomfort of feeling hot inside me, and she told me to do something myself, that would make me feel better. But when I asked her how, she never told me. Now I think it was because she was embarrassed to ask. For a grown man like me to talk about sex was already somewhat unbelievable, let alone teach me how to masturbate. In those days, it was possible for a teenager to be ignorant about sex; if it were now, it would be completely different.
Actually, Hua Gu was quite pretty. Although she was rather plump, her skin was very fair, her breasts and hips were large, and her waist wasn't thick. The way she walked made all those bachelors stare.i=35> I grew closer and closer to Aunt Hua. Sometimes she needed to write letters home, but she was illiterate, so I wrote for her without hesitation. It turned out that Aunt Hua already had two children, one twelve years old and the other eight. She missed her children very much, and they were the ones she mentioned most in her letters. Conversely, she mentioned her husband the least, but I could tell from her expression that she missed him very much. She was just too embarrassed to say it because I was writing for her. So I would obediently add a few words of longing, as if to help her express what was in her heart.

It was quite late when I finished writing the letter that night. Aunt Hua made me some honey water to comfort me. Since everyone else was asleep, I had to speak to her in a low voice, and we were very close. Aunt Hua's jokes were endless, and I always found myself laughing, but I didn't dare to laugh too loudly; it was incredibly uncomfortable.
After a few sentences, Aunt Hua teased me about my spying, asking if I was ready for tonight's plan. I deliberately sighed, "I'm not watching anymore; I'll feel uncomfortable after watching."
Aunt Hua covered her mouth and laughed at my cowardice, saying that if I continued like this, I might become a womanizer. I asked her what a womanizer was, and she said it was someone who was obsessed with women. I thought to myself, "That's probably not true," but I wasn't sure about myself, so I didn't reply.
What happened later now feels like a dream. Aunt Hua was wearing a loose-fitting dress with a wide neckline. I saw half of her white, fleshy breasts, and thinking of Yang Hui's naked body, the swelling in my lower body made me groan.
Aunt Hua heard my cry and noticed the change in my genitals. She asked if I was aroused again, and I didn't lie to her, obediently nodding. Aunt Hua stared at me for a while, then suddenly touched my head and said, "You silly child, when you lie down, don't think about anything, and don't tell anyone, understand? Otherwise, Aunt Hua will be in big trouble."
I didn't understand what she meant, but I obediently lay down. The light switch in Aunt Hua's room was right next to the bed, and she turned it off. The sudden darkness made me feel very uncomfortable. I usually slept in Aunt Hua's bed, but this time it felt particularly unfamiliar.
As I was trying to adjust to the light in the room, I suddenly felt Aunt Hua's hand on my genitals, gently stroking it through my clothes. I was so shocked that my mouth dropped open. I vaguely sensed that something big was about to happen, but my mind was already blank. The warmth of Aunt Hua's hand traveled through the fabric to my penis, making my blood boil.
What Hua Gu did next shocked me so much my heart almost jumped out of my chest. That night I was wearing tight-fitting shorts with very wide legs. Hua Gu's hand slipped through my shorts, then through the cuffs of my underwear, and grabbed my erect penis.
Hua Gu whispered in my ear, "Xiao Jun, you're all grown up now, your body knows how to get aroused. It's not good for your health if you don't release. Hua Gu knows you don't know how to do it yourself, now Hua Gu will teach you..."
I didn't dare to speak, I just tensed up. Hua Gu's plump hand gripping my penis felt very comfortable, and when Hua Gu's hand moved up and down, the stimulation from my penis almost made me cry out. I gritted my teeth, my body twisting in response to the stimulation.
Hua Gu seemed to find the shorts too difficult, so she pulled down my shorts and underwear together, my penis standing erect in the air. The air from the electric fan by the bedside blew on my penis, creating a strange sensation. I felt my penis throbbing with stimulation, and my breathing became heavy.
Hua Gu continued to gently stroke my penis, each stroke feeling like it was pulling my soul out of my body, leaving me floating, disoriented.
Soon, my penis, which had never experienced such stimulation before, reached its climax. I felt like my whole body was about to explode. In my hazy state, my hands seemed to grab onto something, gripping it tightly. Hua Gu's hands suddenly increased the speed of her strokes, and just as I ejaculated, Hua Gu seemed to use something to stop the tip of my penis.
Semen spurted out in several sprays. The pleasure of ejaculation made the world suddenly feel unreal. My body felt like it wasn't lying on the bed, but spinning in mid-air, spinning dizzily.
In a hazy state, I felt Hua Gu wiping my penis and the area around my groin with paper. I slowly came to my senses. The afterglow of the climax actually made me feel refreshed. Relishing the pleasure I had just experienced, I blurted out from the bottom of my heart, "It felt so good, Hua Gu, you're so kind!"
My tone was probably excited, like a child discovering a big toy. Hua Gu had already cleaned my penis and then told me to put on my pants and go back to my room to sleep, telling me not to tell anyone. Of course, I didn't tell anyone. At that moment, I practically worshipped Hua Gu as my benefactor, the benefactor who made me feel the happiest I had ever been.
Back in my room, I was still savoring the stimulation. Suddenly, I remembered that when I ejaculated, my hand had grasped a soft spot. The feel was bouncy and comfortable. Could it be Hua Gu's breasts? The more I felt it, the more certain I became.
From then on, I always liked to stay in Hua Gu's room. I hoped to play this game with Hua Gu again, and this temptation far exceeded spying on Li Cheng and his wife. But Aunt Hua always chased me out. When she pushed me out of her room, I didn't dare to struggle at all. First, I was afraid of attracting attention, and second, I really didn't dare to offend Aunt Hua.
But a few days later, the restlessness inside me intensified again. That night, I stubbornly stayed in Aunt Hua's room and refused to leave. Aunt Hua was at her wit's end. She whispered to me that I should try to solve the problem myself using her method, but I refused and just kept waiting.
I lay in bed and refused to get up. At first, Aunt Hua had an air of "let's see how long you can wait," but later, as it really got late, she got impatient. I was lucky that day. If it weren't for Old Zhang, who lived across from me, and his friends getting drunk and not sleeping, I might have been pushed out of the room by Aunt Hua. Old Zhang's door was open, and the two old men were drinking peanut wine, chatting idly. Aunt Hua was afraid that if I went out of her room, they would see me and gossip, so she had no choice but to let me stay in her room.
Hua Gu was angry with me. I begged her to do it again, but she refused and ignored me, falling asleep on her bed fully clothed. She said she had to work tomorrow and went to sleep.
Hua Gu's bed was just big enough for one person, but now it was crowded with two people. We both slept on our sides, and how could I possibly sleep? I reached out and touched Hua Gu's waist, but she immediately grabbed my hand and shook me off. I tried again, but she shook me off again. After a few times, Hua Gu ignored me. Hua Gu
's clothes were quite loose, and I could easily touch her flesh, which was smooth and felt very comfortable. I simply propped myself up on one side and pulled my pants down to my knees, making my penis erect.
I didn't know what my purpose was; I only knew that touching Hua Gu's body felt good, and unconsciously, I started to touch her chest. Hua Gu suddenly grabbed my hand and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to do?"
I suddenly felt very wronged. I felt that since Hua Gu had agreed to help me last time, why wouldn't she do it now? Feeling a bit annoyed, I ignored her and forcefully broke free from her grasp, climbing onto her high breasts.
Even through her bra, the sensation was incredible; the flesh was bouncy and smooth, making me want to knead it.
Hua Gu hadn't expected me to be so bold. Startled, she pressed my hand down hard, flipping herself over and staring at me in the darkness, her voice trembling, "What are you doing? Take your hand away!"
Hua Gu's face was inches away; I could see her contours. Perhaps influenced by witnessing Li Cheng and Yang Hui kissing, I suddenly became blurry, closing my eyes and leaning towards Hua Gu's lips.
This kiss didn't reach her lips, only her nose. My lips felt her breath, and without thinking, I moved down again. This time, I successfully kissed her lips. Hua Gu was perhaps stunned, forgetting to push me away, giving me a few seconds to savor the kiss.
Hua Gu, instead of pressing down on my hand that was attacking her breasts, pushed against my shoulder. Once my hand was free, I somehow managed to push up her bra, and one of Hua Gu's plump, trembling breasts was immediately occupied by me. The nipple on it was large, and I pinched and rubbed it with my fingers. Hua Gu quickly clamped my hand with her arm, not allowing me too much room to move.
After occupying her breast, I continued to kiss her face indiscriminately. At that moment, I was completely out of control, and what I was doing was disconnected from my blank mind. I only knew that I needed it, but as for what I needed, I had no concept of what it was.
In the midst of our struggle, Hua Gu's eyes were already red, and I didn't care about being afraid anymore. Hua Gu, however, was afraid of making a sound and being overheard, so she quickly gave in.
She stopped struggling, letting my hands grope her breasts and kiss her face haphazardly. Then, slightly out of breath, she said to me, "I'll help you, don't move anymore."
But I had already fallen in love with the feeling of touching her. I thought the sensation of kneading her breasts and kissing her face and lips was just too wonderful, so I didn't agree to her request. I asked her to let me touch her. Eventually, Hua Gu had no choice but to agree to let me play with her body while masturbating her.
I continued to kiss her, my hands roaming over her breasts, while her hands, which had been gripping my arm, were now gripping my penis. I had already pushed up her clothes, her bra was already down to her neck, and two snow-white mounds of flesh were exposed before my eyes, particularly dazzling in the moonlight filtering in from the window. Two grape-like nipples stood erect on the tops of the mounds, exceptionally attractive.
Without needing any instruction, my mouth immediately took one of them into my mouth and began to suck. I felt Hua Gu's body tremble, and the hand that was stroking my penis stopped. Hua Gu's reaction gave me great encouragement. I carefully learned how to do it, and whenever Hua Gu's body reacted, I would do it a few more times.
Moreover, she clearly liked it when I bit Hua Gu's nipples. I felt Hua Gu's breathing getting heavier and heavier. She even forgot to stroke my penis, and her hands were wrapped around my neck without me noticing. I suddenly remembered when Li Cheng and Yang Hui were having sex, Yang Hui also wrapped her arms around Li Cheng like that. As soon as this thought arose, a very exciting idea suddenly came to me: if I were to have sex with Hua Gu, I wondered how she would react? The thought immediately aroused me, and I massaged Hua Gu's body even more vigorously.
Hua Gu began to accept my kisses; her mouth was quite large, and looking back, it wasn't actually that comfortable to kiss her then, but how could I have known these things back then? When I kissed her mouth, Hua Gu would even stick out her tongue for me, but I didn't know that at the time, I was just randomly kissing her lips.
I started to take off Hua Gu's pants; back then, pants were like elastic, easy to take off. But when I was taking them off, because Hua Gu was pressing down on them, I couldn't pull them down. I vaguely heard Hua Gu mumble something, and then I felt her big buttocks... The pants, along with her underwear, were easily pulled down by me, and I casually threw them under the bed.
Now, Hua Gu was only wearing the top that I had pushed down to her neck, and her lower body was completely naked in front of me. Unfortunately, the moonlight that night was not very bright, and in the dim light, I could see a dark patch at the base of Hua Gu's legs. I couldn't help but reach out and touch it. Because Hua Gu's legs were closed, I could only touch her triangle area. Apart from the hairy area on my hand, I didn't feel anything special.
Just after my hand touched Hua Gu's inner thigh, Hua Gu suddenly made a strange sound in her throat. She sat up abruptly, startling me. But her next move surprised me even more. Hua Gu pushed me down onto the bed, then straddled me, kissing my face indiscriminately, while one hand grabbed my penis and vigorously stroked it. I heard her whisper, "You little devil!" Then she kissed my face down to my chest, then down to my navel. Just as I was at a loss, I felt her grab my penis, and then it entered a warm place. I was startled, but the sucking sound immediately told me that Hua Gu was biting my penis. The shock at that moment was indescribable.
I don't remember how I got on top of Hua Gu. I only remember that I was thrusting my lower body haphazardly, but I couldn't find a place to go in. In the end, Hua Gu grabbed my penis and guided it in. Hua Gu's vagina was very lubricated, and since my penis wasn't very large, the stimulation from her vagina was far less than the stimulation from my senses, especially since she had given birth.
Perhaps Hua Gu was also experiencing sensory stimulation; she became very excited, her whole body trembling uncontrollably, and she kept making sounds in her throat. At this moment, I became more alert. Afraid that she would make noises that others would hear, I covered her mouth tightly with my hand, and my lower body, imitating Li Cheng, thrust in and out.
After about three minutes, my penis, which had been stimulated so much that night, could no longer bear it. I felt it becoming more and more sensitive, and the pleasure becoming more and more intense. Finally, after a few more hard thrusts, I ejaculated into a woman's body in several streams for the first time in my life.
Just as I ejaculated, Hua Gu probably sensed it. She suddenly raised her buttocks higher, then wrapped her legs tightly around my waist, her whole body tense. It wasn't until long after my orgasm that she slowly relaxed.
That night, I fell asleep on top of Hua Gu, but when I woke up the next morning, I found myself sleeping next to her. I noticed she was dressed, so I quickly jumped out of bed, found my clothes, and put them on. When I turned around, I saw Hua Gu staring at me with wide eyes. My heart skipped a beat. Afraid of being late and having many people around, I quietly opened the door a crack and, seeing no movement outside, quickly slipped out and went back to my room. Looking back now, I realize how irresponsible I was. That night, Hua Gu took more than just her body from me. If I had been more sensible, I wouldn't have run away alone like that.

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