Yang Xiaoqing's confession: 9 out of 9

Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (9th grade): Shame and Desire to Temporarily Part Ways with My "Current Boyfriend"

That night, at midnight, I returned home, feeling utterly exhausted. I took a comfortable bath, put on my white cotton briefs, draped a thin robe over myself, dimmed the bedroom light, and lay on the bed quietly reflecting on everything that had happened that night. I thought I would drift off to sleep in a joyful mood, but the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I felt.
It turned out that although my body had received temporary relief, my heart was still as hungry as an empty gourd; especially at this moment, even though Fang Renkai was right there, I felt he was far away, unable to be with me. Especially since he was in the same hotel, in the room next to another woman's...
"What is he doing, what is he thinking...? Is he thinking about me in bed, recalling my performance tonight...?"
"Will he call because he misses me...?" "
...Or will he be angry because I didn't go any further with him in the car...thinking that I'm rejecting him like his frigid wife...so he's shifting his target, going next door to do 'that' with Linda, who's so close by..."
Thinking back to when we parted in the parking lot, kissing and hugging reluctantly, Fang Renkai's body was pressed tightly against me, his hard, hot thing swollen and huge. Clearly, he had been flirting with me all night without releasing his pent-up desire; and I...left him like that, went home alone. If it were me, I would definitely feel resentful too!
“Oh, baby! I…I’m so sorry! I…I was so selfish, so self-centered! But baby, you…you would never do that with Linda…right? You love me so much, you’re so good to me, you would never have sex with her, right…” I cried out in my heart, hoping Fang Renkai would call right now. I would apologize to him deeply, and even masturbate with him on the phone to help him sleep, I would be willing to do it.
Suddenly, the phone rang: “Beep beep beep beep…beep beep beep beep…”
My heart almost jumped out of my chest! “He’s calling! We have a telepathic connection!” I grabbed the receiver instantly:
“Hello…”
But
it wasn’t Fang Renkai who answered, but my husband in Taiwan. My heart sank into an abyss.
My husband always calls from Taiwan on weekend evenings to ask me to do things. His intention is obvious: to check on my diligence. And because of this, I always have to be home before midnight whenever I go out at night; the suffering is indescribable. (I already talked about this in "Confession 5," so I won't repeat it here.)
This time, his ridiculous task was for me to buy his aunt a birthday present tomorrow and immediately send it back to Taiwan by registered mail. He specifically requested a gold necklace from Tiffany's in San Francisco. I nodded in agreement, but inside I was seething with resentment! His family is all materialistic, ostentatious, and loves to show off. His aunt must have been so shameless as to ask us for one because she saw my mother-in-law wearing a designer necklace her son gave her.
But what I resented even more was why my husband had to bring it up at the last minute, demanding I obey immediately! Who do they take me for? Not only do they boss me around like this, but they also deliberately chose a weekend evening to call.
"Okay, I'll take care of it tomorrow. Anything else?" I forced myself to remain calm and answered before
hanging up. But a surge of helplessness and resentment stirred up a huge turmoil within me, leaving me unable to calm down or find peace. Especially when I thought about how I was all alone in America, still being remotely controlled by my husband and in-laws, completely bound by them; I felt even more pathetic!
Lying in bed, I felt incredibly depressed. I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't concentrate on reading; I grabbed the TV remote, flipping through hundreds of channels, but there wasn't a single program to watch. Feeling utterly hopeless, I threw down the remote with a sigh, full of resentment.
For some reason, I thought of Jessica, also named Mrs. Zhang, in the adult film "Symphony of Love." She was having an affair with her son's tutor, Dick; when she complained about her husband, wasn't she also filled with the same resentment and long-suppressed grievances? But she could recklessly and boldly go to the boy's place, sleep with him, and make love; while I, obediently wait at home for my husband to call and give me orders! Then… what am I? …Am I… even worse than that promiscuous Mrs. Zhang who cheats on me with boys?
I jumped out of bed, took the reel of "Symphony of Love" that I had recorded but hadn't finished watching from the shelf, put it in the VCR, and pressed play; then climbed back into bed and stared at the screen.
Even though my body had already been liberated once tonight and I didn't have a strong sexual desire, my purpose in watching it was to see how that woman, also named Mrs. Zhang, expressed her complaints about her husband in bed, and how she obtained wanton satisfaction from boys…
… ...
On Dick's bed, Mrs. Zhang held the big boy in one arm and held her round breast with the other, bringing her nipple to his lips, and said in a coquettish voice like a real mother breastfeeding her baby:
"Good baby, open your mouth! Mom will feed you milk!"
"Mmm!..." Dick opened his mouth wide and took one of her big nipples into his mouth, sucking and licking, while his other hand rubbed and kneaded her other breast and pinched her nipple. Mrs. Zhang's lips parted, her eyes half-closed, and her whole body felt like it was on fire. She moaned and gasped, crying out in a wanton voice,
"Ah! My good boy! You're sucking...licking me...my whole body aches!...Oh~~!...Biting my nipples...bite gently! My good son...it hurts...ah~!...Don't bite anymore...it's killing me!..."
Dick ignored her cries, taking turns sucking and licking her nipples; at the same time, he squeezed and kneaded Mrs. Zhang's breasts with both hands.
"Oh! My little darling...be gentle!...Mommy can't take it anymore...you're going to...kill me!...You little devil~! I...I...I'm coming!...Ah~!...Ah!!...It's coming, it's coming!...I...I'm coming!"
Mrs. Zhang's legs were spread wide apart, her whole body trembling and shaking. Dick looked down and quickly reached between her legs, nibbling at Mrs. Zhang's ear as he did so, saying,
"Mrs. Zhang... no, Jessica!... you're so wet down there! It's like a flood... it's all over my hand, and it's soaked the sheets!"
Mrs. Zhang blushed and pounded his chest with her small hands, crying out in a sweet voice,
"You naughty boy, it's all your fault!... making me wet so much, hurry... take your finger out!... it's making me... so uncomfortable!... good boy!... listen to Mom... put your finger... in..."
Mrs. Zhang was clearly unbearably itchy from being teased, her cries for mercy barely audible.
Dick rolled over and straddled Mrs. Zhang's body, spreading her round, pink legs apart with his hands, then buried his head between her legs, licking her indistinctly.
"Ah! Ah~! My dear son... I'm going to die! Oh~~!... Your licking is making me so itchy!... And your biting is making me so sore!... Ah~~!... I came again!!..."
Dick continued to lick and suck. Mrs. Zhang groaned incessantly, as if she were dying:
"Oh my god! You're really killing me! Please, stop licking and biting! I can't take it! Oh!! I'm going to cum! Darling, have mercy on me! My sweetheart! It's so painful from your licking! Ah! I can't take it anymore... Ah!! I'm about to cum again!!"
"Fine! I'll spare you, but you have to suck my big cock!"
"Hmm! Okay! You... you're my nemesis from a past life! But I... I love you so much I'm going crazy!"
With that, Mrs. Zhang grabbed Dick's penis between his legs (not visible on screen, only in imagination), rubbed it for a while, and then lowered her head; in the shot, one can imagine her opening her mouth and taking the man's glans in.
"Ah, so good! ... Take it deeper... Take the whole... cock in, suck it hard! ... Then... spit it out! ... Suck it in again! ... "
Yes! Great! ... So good, so good! ... Oh! Don't just suck it in and spit it out... You also need to use your tongue... to lick the cock, lick the glans and the meatus! ... And gently bite it... That's it! ... That's it... So beautiful...!"
Seeing
this, I knew that this pornographic film could never portray a woman's feelings or psychology. Because it was ultimately made for men, something to make their penises hard quickly.
So I simply gave up on thinking about it in a rut and started to let my mind wander...
I thought about that night, after I met Li Xiaojian in a bar in San Francisco, the absurd things we did together. Thinking of the impetuousness of young boys, though vastly different from the reserve and restraint of adults like us, they could still ignite my sexual desire to the point of ecstasy, driving me wild with desire. This shows that mutual attraction between men and women truly transcends age barriers and even racial divides—a magical and wonderful thing!
Even with my eyes off the screen, I could almost see Mrs. Zhang on the screen, legs spread, receiving the vigorous thrusts of the blond boy, Dick, uttering heart-stirring whispers:
"My dear husband! My big cock!... I'm dying from your... big cock!... Ah~! God! I feel so good, so comfortable!..."
My mind wandered, my hands caressing my breasts and vulva. I didn't know whether I should get absorbed in the lovemaking on the screen. I just listened to their sounds, my mind a complete blur.
Mrs. Zhang gasped, “Ah~! My dear son! My dear…husband! Your big cock…feels so good, so full, so satisfying!…Oh~~! So beautiful, so incredibly beautiful! Darling…faster…harder…my sister’s!…”
Dick’s panting wasn’t very loud, but it was clear. It excited me more than Mrs. Zhang’s moans.
“Hmph!…Heh…heh…heh~!…”
“My dear husband! My big cock…my darling~!…my sister’s…sluttyness, you’ve really…killed me!…Ah~! God!…I feel so good, so comfortable!…”
“Oh!…Dick, Dick!…my beloved…little lover!…I’m so happy…I can’t take it anymore! Ah~~!!…God!…I…I’ve come again!…I’ve come again!…”
“Ah, Zhang…Jessica! Move faster, twist faster…I’m going to…cum too!” the boy shouted.
"Ahhhhhh!... Darling... Baby!... I... I've come again!" Mrs. Zhang cried out.
Only then did I look at the screen; I saw the two of them, seemingly at the peak of their passion, tightly embracing each other, limbs intertwined, lips kissing, bodies connected, trembling and panting. Mrs. Zhang's face was filled with a look of utter ecstasy, her eyes closed in a blissful, dreamlike state...
I closed my eyes too; lying on the bed in a daze, I masturbated, but not in the way of true self-pleasure. Until the sounds of their lovemaking faded into indistinctness, as if I too were swaying and drifting, I didn't even know when I fell asleep.
...
In the morning, warm sunlight streamed through the curtains, falling on the bedroom and the carpet in front of the bed. I opened my eyes, jumped out of bed, and turned off the TV that had been on all night. After a quick wash and dressing, I hastily ate a quick breakfast and drove my sports car to San Francisco to "take care of business."
I finished my business just past noon. Feeling relieved, I drove to Lombard Street and bought a batch of inexpensive clothes, jewelry, and cosmetics at the K-Mart department store I'd visited before. Then, with a sense of trepidation, I pulled out Li Xiaojian's phone number and dialed to see if he was home.
"Hello!" His rapid response was indeed his. I was overjoyed.
"Hello~... It's me, Aunt Ping!... Remember me?"
"Yes, I remember!... You..." Before Xiaojian could say anything, I interrupted,
"Are you free?... I'm at K-Mart on Lombard Street right now, can we meet?"
"Oh~, sure! But I just finished playing basketball, I'm all sweaty..." I don't know why Li Xiaojian hesitated.
"I...I can wait until you finish showering...or I can come pick you up...and take you to a hotel to shower with you...um,"
I said, inwardly cursing myself: Utterly shameless! I've never actively sought a date from a man in my entire life. And today, he's so shameless, so brazenly offering himself up, even saying such obsequious things; I'm not only incredibly surprised, but I also feel utterly despicable!
"Going to a hotel again..." Li Xiaojian retorted. When I was stunned (and too ashamed) to answer, he said,
"Then...you can come to my place, anyway, nobody cares here..."
Later I learned that although Li Xiaojian's parents lived in Taiwan, they had bought several houses and apartments in San Francisco; they sent their child to California as a "little international student," while they continued to earn money in China. Besides hiring maids to clean and tidy, or having a housekeeper cook for the child; with no adult supervision, the teenager was naturally left unattended!
... Li
Xiaojian's place wasn't far from Lumbati Street, but driving there in broad daylight made it difficult to distinguish the houses; they all looked almost identical. It took me quite a while to find it by address and house number. Even as I rang the doorbell, I was still nervous and unsure if I was sure.
Luckily, he answered; he was wearing shorts and a t-shirt, barefoot, and his hair was wet—he'd clearly just showered. He looked polite but also quite embarrassed, and bowed to let me in. My heart pounded, and I quickly slipped inside. Only after Li Xiaojian locked the door did I relax and ask,
"Do you live here alone?"
"No, my cousin lives here too, so it's just the two of us. But he's not here right now; he said he'll be back tonight…"
Standing in the entryway, Li Xiaojian answered, still a little shy, unsure what to do with his hands. I grabbed his hand and pulled it to my waist, tilting my head back and laughing as I asked,
"Oh! That puts my mind at ease! ...Xiao Jian...do you...miss Aunt Ping?" As I spoke, I nestled into his arms.
"Mmm~yes, but...you haven't called," Li Xiao Jian replied, his hand still around my waist.
"...I'm already...right in front of you, aren't I~"
I murmured sweetly, closing my eyes and waiting for his kiss. The clueless Xiao Jian clearly didn't understand romance, only stroking my waist with both hands; he even seemed afraid to touch my buttocks. I had no choice but to open my eyes again, giving him a flirtatious look and saying,
"Xiao Jian~, have you forgotten what to do...?" like a teacher testing a child.
"Ah, I...haven't forgotten!" He then cupped my buttocks through my skirt and began to knead them vigorously.
"Oh~! Oh~ Ooh! Good... Xiao Jian, good..."
Although I wished he would touch and tease me more gently, I couldn't teach him step by step; so I simply pressed my whole body against the boy's body, and couldn't help but hum comforting sounds to encourage him.
"Good~! Xiao Jian, you... you're so good at touching people's butts!"
Before long, the rod-like thing under Li Xiao Jian's pants grew bigger and harder; making the waistband of his shorts stand up high, like a small tent. And I immediately couldn't help but lean forward and reach down to touch his big guy.
I looked up and asked Li Xiaojian for a kiss: "Ah! Good little brother, kiss me! ... Kiss me!" He kissed me; his tongue slipped into my mouth, and I sucked on it fiercely, sucking so hard that my brow furrowed and I moaned, but I wouldn't let go; my hand, through my shorts, grasped his burning penis, rubbing it vigorously... Breaking free from the
suffocating kiss, I asked breathlessly, "Xiaojian, do you miss Aunt Ping... Do you want to play with your sister?"
"Yes, I want to play! ... I want to play with Aunt Ping!" he replied breathlessly.
"Then let's not linger in the entryway, take me to your room!" I took his penis and led him into the house.
...
Li Xiaojian's room was clean and tidy, and the furniture was complete and quite decent. But his bedroom was a completely different story: clothes hung on the door, which was jammed shut by exercise equipment and couldn't even be closed properly; it was a complete mess, like a doghouse; the whole room looked like it had been bombed, with scattered things everywhere—clothes that needed washing, or clothes that had been washed but were wrinkled like pickled vegetables; there were also empty plates of leftover food, drink cups, and paper bags!
"It's absolutely appalling! Even my son's bedroom, who's five or six years younger than him, is much tidier; although there's a housekeeper who changes the sheets and washes the blankets and pillowcases, Adam's room is never this messy!"
As I sighed inwardly, Li Xiaojian noticed my gloomy expression; he gave an awkward, silly laugh, then shrugged, as if he couldn't explain and could only let me scoff at him. At the same time, his penis went limp!
Since I had no grounds to argue with him, I could only suppress my disappointment and ask in a coquettish voice,
"Do you... have a bigger bed at home? Your bed is so small, and it's cluttered with stuff; I don't like it!"
"Uh... yes, but it's my mom's... she only stayed in this room when she came to America..."
"Is it locked...?" I asked urgently.
"It's not locked, because if I fight with my cousin for the bathroom in the morning, I sometimes use my mom's room..."
Before Li Xiaojian could finish explaining, I begged him to take me to his mother's room; I even promised to change the sheets and pillowcases and tidy everything up after we were done; I promised to restore it so that no one would know we had used her big bed.
"Oh my god! I was simply... I was simply blinded by lust and did whatever it took!"
No wonder Li Xiaojian couldn't resist and reluctantly nodded in agreement, and when he led me to the "master bedroom," he deliberately said that I had taught him to do bad things and led him astray! If it were any other person, being scolded like this would have made me feel utterly ashamed and heartbroken. But at this crucial moment, having already abandoned all shame and gone all out, I actually felt a sense of relief, a fresh and exciting feeling, of doing this "bad thing"!
"Oh dear! Being bad just once won't hurt you. ...Besides, if I corrupt you, you'll be more popular with girls in the future! ...You know that..."
I said to Li Xiaojian's mother with a smirk at her doorway; at the same time, I glanced into the dimly lit bedroom, where the curtains were tightly drawn, letting in only a sliver of sunlight. I saw a thick, pink mattress cover on the king-size bed in the center; two large, pink pillows embroidered with what I couldn't tell were mandarin ducks or dragons and phoenixes. It was incredibly tacky, yet it aroused my strong sexual desire, and I felt myself getting wet.
... ...
Li Xiaojian turned on the bedside lamp held by the "Romantic Little Angel" statue and lay down on the bed with me. We kissed and caressed each other for a while; then I suddenly remembered to give him the car keys and ask him to open the trunk and bring in the shopping bags I had just bought; I said I had something to give him and wanted him to see it.
Li Xiaojian laughed and asked me, "Sexy clothes, right?" Then he ran out.
Alone in a stranger's bedroom, I began to undress, folding my clothes on the back of the chair in front of the dressing table while examining the photo of Li Xiaojian's parents on the table; I could tell that Xiaojian's mother was about forty years old, plump and somewhat auspicious-looking, but with a sweet smile and a charming expression. Then, I noticed a family photo hanging on the wall, obviously taken in Taiwan; it was crowded with people of all ages, and I couldn't see them clearly.
I stripped down to just my bra, pantyhose, and briefs; I felt like a thief, yet at the same time, a strange stimulation surged through my body. Hearing Xiao Jian's footsteps, I jumped back onto the bed, lying lazily.
Li Xiao Jian came in carrying shopping bags and stood in the doorway: "Wow~ Aunt Ping, you're all undressed!"
"Mmm~! Just waiting for my handsome little guy, my lover!" I murmured sweetly, beckoning him with my finger.
As I approached the bed, Li Xiao Jian's shorts bulged again. I laughed and called out, "Get in bed, my good man!"
Of course, I didn't forget to tell him to lock the bedroom door first, in case his cousin came home early and accidentally discovered us.
Right there on his mother's bed, I took off Li Xiao Jian's t-shirt, and also pulled down his shorts and underwear; then I made him put on a pair of bright red, small, tight-fitting underwear that I had bought for him, and even helped him insert his already erect penis. Seeing him completely naked, with only his underwear stretched taut by his penis and two large testicles, was incredibly striking and irresistibly sexy. I couldn't help but reach out and rub and knead his underwear.
After playing with Li Xiaojian's penis for a while, I took out the revealing dresses and lingerie I'd bought for myself from the shopping bag and showed them to him one by one. Then, in front of him, I stripped completely naked and put on the semi-transparent "cute" top he'd specifically chosen for me; I tied the lace garter belt and slowly slipped on the black, shimmering stockings. Finally, I put on the purple thong that barely covered my buttocks.
As I dressed, as if performing, I deliberately teased,
"Fun, isn't it? Last time it was a striptease, this time it's a 'naked dressing show' for you to enjoy."
Standing on the floor, I stroked the sequined mini-skirt, first comparing it to my waist; then I bent down, lifted my leg, and struggled to pull it up to my waist. But the skirt was incredibly tight, so I had to twist my hips and groan as I finally managed to get it all on, zipping it up and fastening it.
When I straightened up again, I felt my entire buttocks taut inside the skirt, yet there was nothing underneath, the junction of my thighs and buttocks seemed exposed, and I couldn't help but sigh,
"Xiao Jian, this skirt is so tight! It'll take a lot of effort for me to take it off later!"
"Well... I'll help you take it off..."
Li Xiao Jian replied, already pulling down his panties, pulling out his penis, and starting to masturbate. Seeing this, I was afraid he would do it again and not be able to stop; so I hurriedly called out,
"Hey...hey~! Good little brother, stop masturbating! Sister can help you...suck your dick!"
...
Climbing onto the bed, I knelt next to Li Xiaojian, pulled away his masturbating hands, and tugged at the elastic band of his red underwear to cover his penis; then, with one hand, I stroked and rubbed it, while the other hand reached to his chest and pinched his nipples. When I felt his leg muscles stiffen and tense, and heard him groan in pleasure, I lowered my head and leaned down to kiss that big, swollen, hard thing.
"Ah~! Aunt Ping~...why are you licking outside your pants!" Li Xiaojian sighed and asked.
I tilted my head and laughed, "It's fun! You...you're just like Red Boy!...So cute!"
I leaned down again, my mouth lingering on the bulging, red, stick-like thing, licking the pants that still smelled of new fabric. I licked it until it was soaked with saliva, turning into a large, dark red stain; then I looked up at Li Xiaojian and said,
"Fresh, isn't it...mmm! This big sausage of yours really makes my mouth water!"
"Aunt Ping~, stop talking, my panties are so tight! Hurry up and take them off!" he called anxiously.
Pulling down the red panties, Li Xiaojian's proud and erect penis sprang to life. In my eyes, it was breathtakingly beautiful, towering and awe-inspiring! I immediately curled up and knelt before it in worship, cupping the shaft in my hands; I exclaimed in amazement:
"Wow~! What a big cock! I'll love it at first sight!" I immediately opened my mouth and took the glans in.
"Glug, glug!" I swallowed the penis, "squeak, squeak!" I sucked on the shaft; "Mmm~~!...Mmm~~!" I hummed with immense pleasure as I sucked on the penis, which was my favorite thing to do before making love and during foreplay!
Although so far, I have only performed oral sex with my "ex-boyfriend" Li Tong; my experience is very limited. But ever since we started sleeping together, because he always ejaculates prematurely, and I have to "serve" him with my mouth to make him erect again so we can have sex again, I've naturally and slowly come to understand the knack and wonder of oral sex.
Actually, the reason I feel so excited about giving a man oral sex isn't just because I'm "serving" him or making him feel good. It's because I get a sensory and emotional stimulation and satisfaction from the act of licking and swallowing. Especially when my empty vaginal cavity is filled to the brim, and my trachea and esophagus are like a vagina, being penetrated and pumped by a male symbol; stretched open and swollen inside by the large glans, poked and stirred; pounded and bumped, making it hard to breathe, even to the point of vomiting; it's an extremely intense physical stimulation!
Of course, the man's praise and the sounds he makes when he's enjoying himself are also very encouraging to me.
Right now, I've licked Li Xiaojian's penis all over my body; sucking, licking, and nibbling at the glans until it swells even bigger and rounder; my lips rub against the thick shaft, sliding up and down, making my lips numb and incredibly stimulating.
I close my eyes in ecstasy, moaning softly.
"Ah! Aunt Ping~, you...you're sucking me...so good! So comfortable!" Li Xiaojian shouted.
"Mmm~~!...Mmm~~!!" I responded sharply. I kneeled up, my buttocks swaying.
Li Xiaojian's hands slipped under my skirt, caressing and kneading my buttocks, causing me to automatically arch and twist my hips; still wanting more, I shifted my kneeling position while sucking his penis, turning my buttocks closer to him so his hands could have more freedom.
"Aunt Ping, your...butt is so beautiful, so pretty!"
Li Xiaojian actually knew how to compliment a woman. Although my mouth was full of his penis and I couldn't respond, I couldn't help but feel grateful and shout, "Baby~! My...butt is meant for you to admire and play with!" A series of whimpering sounds escaped my throat...
I felt Li Xiaojian's fingers hook open the narrow strap of my panties and slip into my buttocks, scraping and poking at my pubic area; they were obviously covered with my oozing fluid, sliding and teasing the most sensitive labia and folds. This made me even more excited, so I simply moved over and lifted my legs, over his chest, into a kneeling straddle position, facing Li Xiaojian's face directly. I let him lift my skirt and push it against my back, exposing my entire buttocks; then his fingers parted my wet labia and inserted into my vagina, thrusting in and out.
"Ah~! My God, Xiao Jian! You're so good at this, it's so wonderful, so comfortable!"
I cried out in my heart, while simultaneously feeling Li Xiao Jian's lower body thrusting repeatedly; causing his thick penis to surge upwards and forcefully plunge into my mouth. So, I opened my mouth wider, experiencing the sensation of his large, round glans deeply blocking my throat; at the same time, I became completely lost in the moment, like a madman, desperately clenching my cheeks; letting the uncontrollable choking assault my body, causing me to tremble and spasm uncontrollably
...
The rest of the details of my intercourse with Li Xiao Jian need not be described in detail!
In fact, even if I were to explain it from beginning to end, I couldn't capture even a fraction of the pleasure! Simply put, it was truly a page of unparalleled pleasure, like being in heaven, in paradise!
I initially thought Li Xiaojian was a novice in sex and would need some proper instruction to learn the tricks of the trade and bedroom techniques. Unexpectedly, he was incredibly intelligent; he knew how to please his partner without my prompting. With just a few hints and suggestions, he would automatically respond to my needs. This not only gave me the utmost physical pleasure but also filled me with ecstatic joy. In my dazed state, I almost thought I was falling in love with this adorable young man!
It's worth mentioning that because Li Xiaojian and I had no emotional entanglement and no psychological burden, sleeping with a boy so much older than myself, purely based on lust and sexual satisfaction, allowed me to be completely unrestrained, indulging in sensual stimulation and experiencing a kind of animalistic freedom and natural liberation.
Therefore, when I lay on my back with my legs wide open, allowing Li Xiaojian's large, hot penis to enter, I immediately became wildly aroused, reacting intensely and passionately. He thrust in and out less than a hundred times, and I quickly reached orgasm.
"Ah, good little brother!... Sister... was... thrown... out... in a flash!"
Li Xiaojian smiled smugly: "You know how good I am now, right?" He continued thrusting, each time harder than the last.
"Oh~ Oh!... Amazing... So amazing!... Aunt Ping... loves it too!..." My heart was pounding, my limbs were tightly wrapped around him, I sighed and praised, my body trembling uncontrollably; at the same time, I felt Li Xiaojian's penis inside me become even harder and bigger. I couldn't help but feel so happy and joyful, and immediately I couldn't help but ejaculate again; my legs spread wider, pointing skyward, and I cried out in a high-pitched voice:
"Oh my god! ... It's coming again~! Sister... I've ejaculated again! ... Ah... Ah! ... Ah~~!!..."
"Aunt Ping... You look so sexy today!..."
Li Xiaojian praised me sweetly, but my big cock in my flesh hole continued to thrust and pound relentlessly, "slap, slap!" It pierced my entire buttocks, which were soaked with the lustful fluids flowing down, and my whole body shook from the impact. I gasped and shouted intermittently, but all sorts of dirty and obscene words came out of my mouth; I was almost like Mrs. Zhang in "Symphony of Love", not only calling out "... good brother, big baby!", but also calling out terms like "little lover, dear husband, good husband!"
Other lewd words, not to mention, such as: "Big dick little brother! Just... kill your sister!...Slutty sister...Today I'm completely...slutty for you, for you to play with!..." were uttered repeatedly.
Li Xiaojian was thrusting so hard that I was almost unconscious, but he still showed no signs of ejaculating, continuing to wildly thrust into my vagina, which had already experienced countless orgasms. I begged him for mercy, but he wouldn't listen; as if he wanted to fuck this little slut to death, he thrust until I saw stars, moaned and shouted, until my voice was hoarse, and he kept asking me if I loved his big dick.
I was too weak to answer, sobbing: "Love, love... love... love!... love it!"
Only then did Li Xiaojian turn me over and make me kneel on the bed; he then thrust violently into me from behind for a while, finally spraying a large amount of hot semen all over my raised buttocks.
I lay weakly on the bed, my mind hazy as I cried out, "Oh~, Xiao Jian! I love you so much!"
I thought Li Xiao Jian would lean on my back, kiss me, and caress my body, comforting my melting heart.
But he didn't; he just grabbed my waist, lifted my buttocks, and grabbed one of my hands to my semen-covered buttocks, making me smear his thick semen. I obediently did as he said, laughing,
"Aunt Ping, you look exactly like the women in porn now!..."
"You...you're so mean!" I said coquettishly, but still went along with his mood, wiggling my buttocks again.
In the bathroom of Li Xiaojian's mother 's
room, we lathered ourselves with soap, showering and flirting with each other.
I told him he was my son and I was his mother; I would teach him sexual techniques so he could easily find a girlfriend and satisfy his wife in bed after marriage. But Li Xiaojian insisted he was my husband, saying I was a slut in bed who needed a powerful penis to control, otherwise I would definitely be unfaithful and make him wear a disgraceful green hat.
Of course, I knew he was much more reasonable than I was, and it was an undeniable fact. But I was lazy and insisted Li Xiaojian be my son; I said that since I had used his mother's bed, I was qualified to be his mother.
After a long stalemate and some playful arguing, we both realized his big thing was erect again; and my body, without my noticing, was writhing and swaying, as if desperately needing to be pampered again. So, without a word, we decided to go back to bed and have another round of play.
"Xiao Jian, wait, Mom needs to pee first..." I plopped down on the toilet and urinated in front of him.
"Huh... what's that..." I asked, pointing under the bed.
"What is it..." Li Xiao Jian also looked under the bed.
Then he ran to the bedside, knelt on the carpet, and pulled out a round, stool-like thing from under the bed. It was covered with a soft, pink sheet, embroidered with two red hearts pierced by Cupid's arrows. Xiao Jian, puzzled, showed it to me, still sitting on the toilet.
"What's that?" He flipped the stool over, saw it connected to a power line and had a switch next to the base, so he squatted down beside the bed, plugged it in, and turned it on. The stool suddenly buzzed and vibrated.
I shook off the pee on my bottom and ran closer to take a look. I immediately burst out laughing: "Ha, it's a rocking horse!"
"It's the kind you use as a seat or to sit on during sex!"
I laughed at Li Xiaojian's ignorance; at the same time, I thought his parents were really cute, buying such a thing to spice up their bedroom and enhance their pleasure. I happily hugged Xiaojian's body and whispered in his ear, urging,
"Come on, put it on the bed, Mom will show you!"
While excitedly saying this, I knew I had seen advertisements for "rocking horses" in the Chinese newspaper, but I didn't know how to use them, and I'd never even seen what they looked like; but at this moment, I could only pretend to know, act like an expert, and fool this big boy!
... ...
Enhanced by the rocking horse, Li Xiaojian and I engaged in our second round of sexual intercourse, which was even more exhilarating and intoxicating. We confused our roles, calling each other "mother," "son," and "darling" one moment, and "husband," "slut," "big-dicked brother," and "slutty sister" the next; this added to the incredibly whimsical fantasies.
Especially when I lay on my back on the bed, the rocking horse spinning and vibrating under my buttocks; without me having to exert any effort, my whole body swayed and twisted along with it, and Li Xiaojian lifted my legs high in the air, his penis sliding in and out of my wet vagina in rhythm—it was pure bliss! She cried out repeatedly,
"Ah~ Ah! Good husband~! Good son... Mommy... inside, it feels so good... I'm almost in heaven!"
"Huff, huff! Huff!!" Li Xiaojian was working hard on me; he looked so brave and focused, and kept asking me,
"Is it good?... Ping Sao Le is happy?"
"Happy~! Big dick son... is making Mommy... so happy~!..."
She changed to a prone position, rocking the baby under my belly; her buttocks didn't need to be supported, they were facing upwards to meet Xiaojian's thrusting penis. The vibration of the motor ran from my belly through my uterus to my buttocks, and my buttocks trembled incessantly. My trembling grew increasingly aroused, my buttocks arching upwards on their own; I shouted loudly:
"Ah~ Xiao Jian! Thrust harder, harder! ... Harder... Deeper... into Mom's... cunt! ... Ah~! Mom... loves... your big cock... loves your... big cock so much! ... Ah! ... Ah! ... Ah~!!"
My entire upper body was lying on the bed, my head tilted to the side, my neck craned as I screamed; my arms stretched out wide to the sides, gripping the sheets like a madman. Li Xiao Jian supported himself on the bed with his hands, his body suspended behind me, his thick, strong penis powerfully thrusting in and out of me. Each time his penis went all the way in, it would slam against my buttocks; each time it thrust almost out, I would desperately arch my buttocks upwards, begging him repeatedly:
"Deeper, thrust...faster, baby!...I...can't...take it...I'm about to come!!"
But my orgasm actually came from under my vagina, from the vibrations that had numbed it. That feeling was so strange. Being in the throes of orgasm, I couldn't explain it, only letting out loud and soft howls and moans. My whole body started to feel lightheaded and dazed, letting Xiao Jian thrust wildly and forcefully; bringing me another wave of orgasm.
This time, Li Xiao Jian came up with a new idea; he said he wanted me to suck his penis again, until he ejaculated on my face. I knew he watched too many adult movies and wanted to imitate him, so I went along with it, got up, and prepared to take his big thing.
Unexpectedly, he stood up on the bed, made me sit on the rocking horse, and started sucking on it while it vibrated.
"You little rascal, you have so many tricks up your sleeve! ...Okay, I'll eat you, but you have to call me Mom first!"
"Okay, okay! ...Suck my cock, suck my son's big cock!! Mom~!"
Xiao Jian grabbed my hair, called out "Mom!" and shoved his glans into my open mouth. I rocked back and forth, clinging to his buttocks, swallowing desperately. Xiao Jian finally ejaculated again! He sprayed my face and mouth with thick, wet, white semen.
...
Afterwards, we went to the bathroom to shower for a while. After getting dressed, we started changing the sheets and pillowcases on Xiao Jian's mother's bed, throwing the soiled ones into the washing machine; finally, we put the rocking toy back under the bed. Once
everything was done, the two of us, carrying shopping bags, walked back to the living room just as the front door opened and a young man walked in.
"Hey! Brother Da Gang, why are you back so early…" Xiao Jian asked in surprise.
"…Oh no, I'm doomed!!" I stood frozen beside Xiao Jian, my mind racing.
"Yes, yes, and this is…" Xiao Jian's cousin asked his brother, his eyes scanning me up and down.
"Uh…uh, she's my…classmate Zhang Xiaoying's…mother…" Xiao Jian stammered, lying.
"…Yes!…because my daughter…she can't do her homework, so I came…to ask Li Xiaojian for help."
To cover up Li Xiao Jian's lie, I also gave an explanation that no one would believe. Turning my head, I saw Li Xiaojian winking and gesturing to his cousin, as if hinting that he shouldn't ask too many questions to avoid embarrassment.
"Oh, Aunt Zhang!" the young man in a suit and tie greeted me with a polite smile. But I was even more embarrassed, my face turning red to the roots of my ears! I quickly forced a smile and replied,
"Ah, you... you must be Xiaojian's cousin!" At the same time, I was so embarrassed that I wanted to dig a hole and disappear, so I added,
"Well... I have to go now. Li Xiaojian, thank you for your help!"
After saying that, I hurriedly left the house and ran to my car, still hearing Xiaojian waving at me from the doorway:
"You're welcome, you're welcome! Aunt Zhang!"
...
As I sped away from Lombard Street, my mind was in complete turmoil.
"Oh my god! How could this happen? How could it get like this! ... It's absolutely... absolutely humiliating!"
Driving onto Highway 280, I turned on the radio and listened to the trendy, fast-paced music popular with young people. My mood gradually calmed down. I realized that although I had acted incredibly foolishly, I hadn't actually done anything wrong; I had just unexpectedly slept with a young boy and had some "relief." ...Anyway, they don't know who I am; maybe this cousin had conspired with his brother to see what I looked like before going home early!
Hmm, actually, Li Xiaojian's cousin, Da Gang, is quite handsome too. ...Young people are definitely better! Maybe next time I go to San Francisco, I'll have a chance to...
Oh dear, I can't think about it anymore! If people find out, I'll be so embarrassed! And as for Fang Renkai, although I haven't slept with him yet, so I'm not considered unfaithful, I can't deny that I've betrayed him in my heart, and I feel incredibly ashamed of my indulgence!
Really, I've done all sorts of foolish things; tonight I really should start over as a proper person and be the young mistress of the Zhang family. Tomorrow, I'll meet my lover, my "current boyfriend," Fang Renkai, in a romantic place and enjoy our time together!
Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (9 Part 2) Guilt-filled Love The Tenderness of My "Current Boyfriend"

But I never expected that my meticulously planned meeting with Fang Renkai tomorrow would be about to fall apart.
That Saturday evening, after returning from San Francisco, I obediently stayed home as the "young mistress" of the Zhang family. I didn't go anywhere. After dinner, I chatted with my son about his studies and homework; after a few words, he said he wanted to be alone, ran back to his room, and locked the door. I didn't force him, and went to take a bath to prepare myself for my rendezvous with my lover the next day.
My plan was this: In the morning, as soon as I received Fang Renkai's call from back in Silicon Valley, I would go to the hotel to meet him; have breakfast with him (and perhaps with Linda as well). Then, I would suggest that Linda drive their rented car into the city for sightseeing; I would drive Fang Renkai to visit Stanford University. We'll stroll around the area where new tech companies are concentrated; I'll explain to him like a professional tour guide: the development of Silicon Valley over the past thirty years is inextricably linked to Stanford University. Of course, I won't forget to hint to Fang Renkai: if he changes companies in the future, it would be best if it were around here, from Palo Alto in the north to San Jose in the south, which is my usual area. So, it would be more convenient for him
to do whatever he wants. Then, we can drive along Highway 92 to Half Moon Bay to see the Pacific Ocean; we'll have lunch there, find a romantic little hotel or a "breakfast and bed" type inn, listen to the waves, and have a deep, heartfelt conversation. If the mood strikes, we can spend some time cuddling in bed; when we're tired, we can rest for a while.
As dusk falls, we'll go like lovers or a married couple to a restaurant in Half Moon Bay village with exotic flavors for a nutritious and nourishing seafood dinner with fine wine and delicious food. Flowers and candles were laid out on the table, creating a very romantic atmosphere. We exchanged glances, teased each other, and ignited our desires. Only when my whole heart was ablaze did I reluctantly agree to give him my body that night.
Back at the hotel, Fang Renkai and I made love, again and again, countless times, unwilling to stop.
Thinking about this, I should have been completely numb and tingling, a tingling sensation reaching my very bones, light and floating. But unexpectedly, I wasn't at all!
...
Not only was I not numb, but... wait, what's going on... my legs were completely numb!
Startled, I scrambled out of the bathtub, parted my legs slightly, and looked down. Beneath the thick patch of pubic hair, my clitoris and the labia minora were all swollen and bulging. A gentle touch brought out a cry of "Ahhh!"
"Ah...it hurts so much!" My heart pounded with panic.
"What happened...what...what's going on!...I didn't feel anything at first!"
Without even drying myself off, I grabbed a small mirror, ran back to the brighter tiles next to the bathtub, sat down with my legs wide apart, and placed the mirror between my legs to examine myself closely...
"Oh my god!...it's all...red and swollen...like...a cooked lobster...my vulva!"
Looking even closer, I saw that not only were my once white and plump labia majora now pink, but even my labia minora, which were bulging outwards, were bright red like blood! The inside of the labia was a glistening, deep red, almost terrifyingly bright!
Like I was possessed, I kept shifting my body, moving the small mirror, trying to align it with the light from the floor lamp next to the bathtub, hoping it would reflect onto my crotch. My bent back and hunched head ached; but the more I looked, the more I noticed: on the flesh of my genitals, there seemed to be tiny, dark red dots; and even smaller, whitish granules!
"No! Could it be… an STD?" My heart pounded, and I touched it again with my fingers.
"Oh! It hurts… both inside and outside the skin are broken!… Li Xiaojian… poked it open!!"
My thoughts were a jumbled mess, a tidal wave crashing over me, choking my chest. Like huge words, they proclaimed to me: "Yang Xiaoqing, you're so shameless! You messed around with big boys, and now you're all broken!!"
I shook my head violently, unable to believe, yet forced to believe, how I had gotten myself into this state! I wanted to deny, to completely deny, the absurd things that had happened in San Francisco! Just like it's something I can't let anyone know, it should have never happened!
"No! I...I didn't sleep around, I wasn't messed with!...My genitals aren't damaged, they're not broken, they're still usable!...And tell me, tell me! Tell me...I don't have any STDs!...Really, I don't!..."
I couldn't help but reach for the towel again; trying to wipe the areas that wouldn't hurt, to prove I was alright. But I found that no matter where I touched, it hurt. I thought it was because water was on the wound that it hurt, so I grabbed a towel to wipe it; but wiping it only made it hurt more terribly.
Then I thought: maybe it's because the bath water was too hot, and I used soap, so I ran to the toilet to squat and turned on the tap to wash. But cold water hurt too, hot water hurt even more, it hurt so much I cried; I had to use warm water, which helped to suppress the pain a little.
I dried myself off and found a tube of ointment for external injuries in the medicine cabinet. Enduring the pain, I carefully applied it to my labia, the opening of my vagina, and the area below the opening leading to my buttocks. Finally, I also applied some to the area above my clitoris, the mons pubis, the inner thighs, and the pinkish flesh of my labia majora.
But I was terrified; I was afraid I had really contracted an STD from Li Xiaojian. …That would be terrible, I'd be completely ruined!
"…What should I do…wear underwear or not…will my vagina still hurt tonight…or will it remain numb? And tomorrow…what should I do…how am I supposed to explain this to Renkai…am I really going to tell him I can't have sex with him on our first real tryst…and disappoint him…?"
"Then…can I still kiss him, let him touch me…what will my body do when he touches me? My vagina…it will hurt terribly if it gets wet…then…all the plans I painstakingly crafted, the plans to spend every day with him, to while away the hours, to enjoy each other, will all be ruined!…Oh God!…"
"I've waited half a year, finally reaching the day I can meet my lover, to see and touch him, only to start like this!…What kind of start is that!…It's such a tragic ending!…"
Lying in bed, I cried bitterly; I cried almost all night. I don't even know when I fell asleep
. Just
after seven in the morning, the phone rang. It was Fang Renkai calling from San Jose Airport. I told him to get ready and head out immediately, and that I could pick him up when he returned to the hotel to go somewhere else. Perhaps because Linda was there too, Fang Renkai didn't ramble on, just said, "Okay, see you at the hotel later," and hung up.
Not allowing myself to waste time or overthink, in the short two minutes before leaving the house, I washed and put on makeup, telling myself: no matter what happens, I must remain calm and maintain the pleasant progress of the date. Otherwise, not only will the date be ruined, but the "long-distance relationship" I've worked so hard for over half a year will also be in vain!
So, first, I found the most conservative, motherly, loose-fitting white cotton underwear, and placed a thick menstrual pad inside; that way, if necessary, I could say that my period had just started and I couldn't have sex. Then, I put on a matching white, completely non-revealing bra; an opaque, light green sleeveless top, and apple-green tight-fitting pants; a silver light jacket over it, and dark green flat leather shoes. Overall, although not particularly seductive, it still subtly showed off my not-so-outstanding figure; it showed that I at least had some style.
On the way to the hotel, I forced myself not to think about whether I had contracted an STD today. Anyway, I'd already decided to see a doctor and get tests done tomorrow, so what's one more day? Besides, the clinic's closed on Sundays, and I had an appointment to keep, so I could only put the problem aside for now and deal with it tomorrow. As long as I didn't go too far when I was intimate with Fang Renkai, and used my period as an excuse to avoid letting him touch my private parts,
everything would be fine. After thinking everything through, I felt much more at ease. Sunday morning, there weren't many cars on the road, and I soon drove smoothly onto the "Royal Road." An old song came on the radio, called "You Light Up My Life." The female voice sang it beautifully; I hummed along, feeling full of confidence and hope for Fang Renkai and for myself. I couldn't help but start to move my body...
"Oh~ Ugh! ...No, it still hurts!"
I cried out, quickly stopping my body from moving to the music. I parted my legs slightly, reached one hand between my legs to cover my private parts, then immediately squeezed my legs together and took deep, forceful breaths; only then did I feel the pain lessen slightly.
"Oh, this is terrible! ...I can't even move..."
Fortunately, there weren't many cars on the road, so I could slowly drive to the hotel. I turned into the parking lot but didn't see Fang Renkai's car; so I turned off the engine and sat quietly in the car. I waited for my lover while also waiting for my body to recover from the extreme discomfort. After a while, I sighed, "Ah! ...Finally, I feel better!"
I relaxed my leg muscles and the pressure of my hand covering my private parts; instead, I gently scraped my crotch with my fingers, feeling the slight scraping, the sensation transmitted through my pants, pantyhose, briefs, and frenulum all the way to my vulva. As if testing the extent of my injury from yesterday, I wondered if I could withstand gentler caresses.
My mind raced: if Fang Renkai kissed and caressed me, how much pressure should he apply when he touched between my legs so as not to hurt me…? If he was too passionate, how should I dodge…?
My fingers clearly felt the shape and thickness of my mons pubis through the fabric of my pants… I imagined my fingers were Fang Renkai's; from the area covered by my tight pants, along the indentation in the center of the mons pubis, all the way down to my buttocks. If his fingers applied just the right amount of pressure, I wouldn't feel any pain; even with the soft protection of the mons pubis, I could feel a warm, caring tenderness!
If I could truly receive such considerate and gentle treatment from Fang Renkai, I believed that even with my injured genitals, I could still experience pleasure!
As I thought this, I saw Fang Renkai and Linda's car drive into the parking lot. I honked the horn to let them see me. After parking the car, we went into the hotel together.
Linda smiled and said to me, "Kimbolly, you're all green today, and driving a green sports car, it matches you perfectly!"
I was quite pleased.
...
While the three of us were having breakfast in the hotel restaurant, Fang Renkai talked animatedly about their work from the previous day. I tried my best to appear happy for him, while listening to Linda join him in explaining the computer software design. I knew absolutely nothing about those things and couldn't answer at all; I just stared blankly at the two of them, thinking about how they celebrated in San Diego last night... Was it like the night he promised to call me in Cambridge, but instead went to Harvard Plaza to drink and chat with Linda first... Or was it to celebrate, and that he and she had taken things further...?
I quickly told myself: "Yang Xiaoqing! Stop, stop thinking like this!... No, absolutely not, Fang Renkai loves me so much, he would never..." "He wouldn't do that kind of thing! ...Besides, even if he wanted to, he would never do it with a woman who looks like Linda! ...Her face and figure aren't his type; besides, he's expecting to make love to me today! ...Stop being a silly girl, stop daydreaming!"
Maintaining politeness, I smiled and said, "You two work so hard on Saturdays to get good results; and today you're resting, planning to go somewhere to relax... Linda, do you... have any plans?" At the same time, I looked at Fang Renkai.
Linda didn't answer, but her eyes were also on Fang Renkai. He then explained,
"Oh! She wants to go to the beach alone, and asked if she could drive the car. Of course I agreed, since I made plans with you today, she can ride in your car."
The way the love triangle was being communicated was quite strange. But everything went as planned, so I was relieved. I even deliberately asked Linda, "...that beach...there's a really beautiful place called 'Seventeen Mile Bay,' do you know it?"
Linda smiled and said, "I've heard of it, but I know there's an even more beautiful beach called 'Roberts Point'..."
"Oh~, you're going there...it must be nice!"
I said, while asking myself, "How come I don't know about such a place?" At the same time, I was secretly glad that Linda hadn't chosen "Half Moon Bay"—the beach I planned to take Fang Renkai to. Of course, I was also glad that I had asked her first; otherwise, it would have been too awkward to "coincidentally" bump into each other at the same beach!
Linda stood up and said, "By the way, I need to go back to my room to freshen up. You two talk. Kimberly, it's nice to see you again. ...Well then~Renkai, see you tonight!"
Fang Renkai also politely stood up, and when he handed the car keys to Linda, he asked her to take his briefcase and his small backpack back to his room. She smiled and nodded, responding to his thanks with, "You're welcome!"
They both watched Linda's retreating figure. Fang Renkai asked me, "You think... she's quite friendly, right?"
I gave a resounding "Mmm!" But as I watched her carrying and slinging large and small bags away, her long blonde hair, broad shoulders, and large, round buttocks swaying with her short legs, I inexplicably thought:
"But when a man's sexual desire is truly uncontrollable, he'll eat anything, even an old sow!"
"Oh my god! Where did my mind go again!..."
Fang
Renkai drove, rolling down the window and lighting a cigarette. The scenery outside wasn't great, but bathed in the California morning sun, it was quite refreshing and pleasant. Slightly different from the planned itinerary, we first drove around the high-tech area of South Bay in Silicon Valley before heading to Stanford University.
Along the way, we chatted casually and easily. When he tossed away his cigarette butt and put both hands on the steering wheel, I offered him a handkerchief. He smiled at me, drove with one hand, and then took my hand.
"It feels so good to be sitting side-by-side in the car, hand in hand!" I thought to myself, tightening my grip.
"You lead the way, I drive, we work seamlessly together, it feels good, doesn't it?" he asked, as if hearing my thoughts.
"Yes! ...very..." I replied, squeezing his hand even tighter. I felt everything was understood without words; there was no need to hint to Fang Renkai that he should come to Silicon Valley in the future when he changes jobs. My eyes were fixed on his profile; my body felt numb and light.
Perhaps I hadn't slept well last night; the sunlight streaming through the car window made me gradually drowsy. But it was a pleasant drowsiness, like a slight dizziness from drinking too much tea.
Stanford University is large and beautiful, but unfortunately, parking is scarce, especially in the central area where the campus scenery is the best, making it extremely difficult to find a spot. I led Fang Renkai through several turns, finally managing to snag a parking space after much luck. When Fang Renkai came to my side and opened the door for me, he said, "Luckily, quite a few people are riding bicycles..." I let him help me across the lawn towards the central arcade, feeling the gentle breeze, and replied, "Yes, this way the air is better!"
"The architecture of this campus is indeed quite stylish," he commented, admiring the view while holding my hand.
We walked to a large tree and, seeing an empty bench under its shade, we sat down as if by unspoken agreement. Beside the tree were broad-leaved bushes, their vibrant green color adorned with flowers of varying shades, a truly delightful sight. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and felt a sense of relaxation; then I tilted my head back, letting my hair fall behind me…
“Can you smell the fragrance of flowers and leaves?” Fang Renkai asked softly. “Mmm…” I responded softly; I felt he wanted to kiss me.
But he didn’t, only leaned closer; his breath brushed against the skin of my ear and neck. I felt a slight tickle, and smiled; continuing to endure that subtle, stimulating yet indescribable stimulation. In the silence, I clearly heard the leaves rustling in the wind, Fang Renkai’s breathing, and my own pounding heartbeat.
“Are you tired?” he asked. I shook my head, but then slowly nodded and said, “But last night… I didn’t sleep very well…”
“Oh, then~, let’s rest here a little longer!” Fang Renkai’s hand gently massaged my shoulder.
I tilted my head back against his arm, my lips pursed in a smile. Even with my eyes closed, I knew he was watching me intently. A longing arose in my heart, and then I felt his warm lips kiss my neck. My body trembled slightly, but I wasn't nervous at all; it was as if the kiss made me more relaxed and more willing to accept his continued actions.
Time slowed down, and Fang Renkai's lips also slowly and gently traveled along my neck, to my chin, to my ear, and behind my earlobe. The hand on my shoulder tightened slightly, slipping through my jacket and into the flesh of my arm.
I wanted to kiss him back, but I didn't move; a feeling of shyness welled up inside me. In a public place where others could pass by at any moment, I ultimately dared not; it would be terrible if someone I knew saw us. Although I was afraid, I didn't want to lose the sweetness of this moment; so I just stood there, completely letting him do as he pleased. I
don't know how much time passed, until Fang Renkai pulled me up from the bench, and I seemed to wake up, but suddenly felt slightly dizzy and leaned against him as if I couldn't stand. He immediately steadied me and waited for me to recover; at the same time, he asked:
"Do you want to go over there... to catch up on your lack of sleep..."
"Ah~...no, I...it's okay." I immediately shook my head. "Let's go, I'll take you to see the Clock Tower!"
...
In front of the renowned university clock tower, we asked a passerby to take a picture of the two of us. I stayed at the foot of the tower while Fang Renkai climbed to the top alone, gazing at the campus and the surrounding scenery. While waiting for him to come down, I checked my watch; it was almost noon. I figured it was time to take him to Half Moon Bay.
I ran to the toilet to urinate, took off my pants, and carefully examined my genitals. I found that besides the translucent ointment I had applied that morning, there was also some damp, slightly yellowish liquid inside. I took out a small mirror and examined the tender, red flesh of my vulva, praying silently,
"Please, God! Please, those little white spots, don't let them be STDs, and please don't let them fester!"
I tore off the old pad, took out a new one from my purse, and stuck it inside my panties. I squeezed some ointment inside, applied it, and also added some to the sides of my labia minora before putting my pants back on. I slightly parted my legs, covered my crotch with my hands, and pressed it firmly. Then I squeezed my buttocks together to get used to the feeling.
Just as I stepped out of the women's restroom, I saw Fang Renkai coming downstairs, looking around for me. As I saw him waving and quickly approaching, the clock on the top of the tower struck twelve.
"Are you hungry?" I asked. "Yes, very hungry!" he replied. We walked hand in hand back to where we had parked the car. As a
result, we bought hamburgers, fries, and cold drinks on University Road for lunch, and drove to Half Moon Bay while eating. We got out of the car by the beach overlooking the Pacific Ocean; watching the sea and listening to the waves was a continuation of our morning under the shade of trees. It was a time to fully enjoy the company of a lover, where everything was understood without words. That feeling was so good, so sweet, clearly imprinted in my heart, and I will never forget it! Especially when I leaned against Fang Renkai's chest, receiving gentle kisses and slow, gentle caresses, my mind was completely unguarded and free of any impure thoughts. I naturally enjoyed the love that was devoid of lust, impurity, and sexual desire. It was a truly first time in my life. Although we had kissed and caressed each other passionately in the car the night before, we hadn't made love. Before our date ended, Fang Renkai had said he absolutely had to sleep with me today. But even now, I haven't felt any pressure from him. On the contrary, whenever I'm overwhelmed by love and care, my heart overflowing with happiness, the moment I open my eyes, I meet his loving gaze, as if he's telling me: he loves me. In an instant, my body becomes irresistibly sensual, trembling and writhing! Fang Renkai's clear, deep voice whispers in my ear: "Xiaoqing, relax, enjoy this moment!" I obediently close my eyes again; feeling the slight itch on my skin as his lips lightly kiss and brush against it; so comfortable...itchy! I smell the saltiness of the sea breeze and the scent of Fang Renkai's skin; I hear the waves crashing on the shore, the wind, and the man's breathing. The sensation of the sea breeze brushing against my body, lifting my clothes, and tousling my hair becomes a sensual pleasure that isn't exactly sensual, yet is undeniably provocative. As the sunlight gradually melted into a white blur, and the shadows vanished, the afternoon fog blanketed the Pacific coast, merging the sea and sky into one color. The temperature plummeted, and the humidity intensified. I shivered in Fang Renkai's arms. He helped me up, pulled me to my feet, and embraced me, whispering in my ear, "Let's go!" I clung to him, "Come on, Kai! Kiss me, kiss me!..." Then we stood in the wind, passionately kissing. We kissed and kissed, until our lips and tongues tasted salty on each other's faces. Leaving the beach, on the way to "Bed and Breakfast" in Half Moon Bay Village, I pointed to the seafood restaurant and said to Fang Renkai, "After we've rested enough, let's have dinner here, and then go back to the hotel, okay?" "Of course, whatever you say today," he said, turning his head to smile at me, taking my hand in his . In the small room with the window facing the distant sea, Fang Renkai and I took turns showering in the bathroom, washing away the saltiness and stickiness of the sea breeze. As the hot water washed over my naked body, I thought of him lying on the bed, and that "penis" I had never met, yet felt I already knew—his "big cock"! My lower abdomen and between my legs ached, itched, and swelled to the extreme; at the same time, I was heartbroken. Because the "wounds" at my entrance and inside hadn't healed, I couldn't make love with him! Before drying myself and putting my clothes back on, I changed the diaper, applied ointment, and thought about how I would have to tell Fang Renkai sooner or later that I couldn't have sex because of my period. Tears almost fell. But I wouldn't allow myself to break down like this, so I forced myself to stay awake, wiped away my tears, and walked out of the bathroom with a smile. "You should rest! If you accidentally fall asleep, that's fine... I promise I won't disturb you." Fang Renkai closed the door; I could hear the sound of the shower water. With him not by my side, my thoughts immediately became chaotic, and my mood turned terrible.

"How can I sleep unless I pretend to be asleep, pretend to be tired, and since I really didn't get enough sleep last night, I really need to rest. That way, maybe I can keep it from Fang Renkai. Then, after dinner, before I actually go to bed, I'll tell him: I can't…"
Fang Renkai is so good to me, so incredibly good! Seeing me lying on the bed, eyes closed, breathing evenly, "pretending to be asleep," he not only didn't disturb me, but also brought a blanket and covered my back; he even gently patted my shoulder to help me fall asleep.
On the contrary, I was worried. The thought of myself lying face down, buttocks up, my lower body, covered by tight pants, was completely exposed to him. Would he become sexually aroused, his penis harden, grow larger, and stand erect? Even with the blanket covering me, would my concealed body still be attractive to him
…?
As dusk settled and twilight descended, my heart involuntarily softened with romance. Fang Renkai gently shook me awake from my "sleep." Turning around, I smiled broadly and asked, "Was I... really asleep?" He shrugged, indicating he didn't know. Seeing me reach out my arms to him, he bent down, letting me wrap my arms around his neck, accepting a gentle kiss from me, then helped me sit up, saying,
"Sweetie, let's go eat!"
We walked into the restaurant, still holding hands. I felt like his wife, his partner, his beloved. Honestly, in all my years of marriage and with two grown children, I had never felt this way.
And I thoroughly enjoyed the dinner; Fang Renkai smiled throughout. Seeing him enjoy his meal so much, I truly wished I could be with him forever. At that moment, my entire heart, yearning for twenty years, was satisfied!
Actually, this tender confession about my "current boyfriend" should have ended here.
But for the rest of the night, I had to keep writing. The only thing was… it was just too embarrassing!
Back
in "Bed and Breakfast," I first ran into the bathroom and stayed there for a while. I changed the sheets and applied ointment. Then I came out and threw myself into Fang Renkai's arms, burying my face in his chest; I remained silent until he lifted my chin and asked what was wrong. Only then
did I blush and tell him, as if I were dying of embarrassment, "Baby! I…I…I'm sorry, I got my period!"
"So~!" he blurted out in English, meaning, "So what?"
"I…I…" I stammered, unable to speak. Because he had said the day before yesterday that he absolutely had to sleep with me.
Tears welled in my eyes, and I tilted my head back, stammering, "I...I can't have sex anymore!"
Fang Renkai was silent for only a moment before pulling me closer, leading me to the bedside, and making me sit on the edge. He stroked my hair, kissed my forehead, and said softly but firmly, "You...can still have sex!"
I lowered my head, shaking it violently from side to side, sighing softly, "No, no!...It's too dirty!"
"It's just menstrual blood, something that flows naturally from your body, how can it be dirty?" he said kindly.
But I still shook my head, refusing. Then, Fang Renkai put his arm around my shoulder again and asked softly,
"So, you really have...a psychological barrier, and you can't...have sex no matter what..."
The word "sex" made my whole body tremble again. I knew in my heart that I had longed to, wanted to, sleep with him and do this! But the real reason I couldn't wasn't a psychological barrier, but rather that my swollen, injured, and unsightly genitals couldn't receive his penetration!
I shook my head, then immediately nodded, indicating "no," indicating that I had a "psychological barrier." But at the same time, I turned around even more eagerly and clung tightly to Fang Renkai, kissing his neck and whispering in his ear:
"Baby~! But I... I really want you so much!... Really, I don't know what to do!"
Fang Renkai's two warm hands gently caressed my bare shoulders exposed by my sleeveless shirt, and he asked calmly:
"Well, how about this, we can do it like the night before last, just kissing, caressing, and making love, but without intercourse; is that okay?"
Knowing that Fang Renkai had already taken a big step back, the next step would be for me to compromise, and my heart began to pound; because I was still afraid, afraid that he would take off my pants, find that there was no blood on the peephole, and see my injured area. I was even more afraid that since I had already slept with Fang Renkai, if I saw or touched his penis again, I wouldn't be able to resist the sexual arousal, and I would become insatiable and insist on having sex with him! ...Then, the situation would be even more out of control!
With extremely complicated and conflicted feelings, I lowered my head and leaned into his arms, softly saying,
"Hmm... then... as long as you... don't take off my pants..."
"But, you can at least take off your shirt, right?" Fang Renkai bargained with me. "...Hmm..." I bit my lip and nodded.
"Then, unless... you don't take off your pants either... because I..." I wanted to explain, but I had to lie.
"Why? I don't have my period..."
"Oh... it's because, because I'm afraid to see your... that!"
Unexpectedly, this back-and-forth, utterly absurd "negotiation" strangely and unbelievably ignited my desire. I leaned closer to Fang Renkai, pressing him down onto the bed; I knelt on his chest, eagerly climbing to his neck, my lips against his chin, kissing and licking, all the while calling out:
"Baby, hold me!... Hold me... tight!..." Then, I kissed his mouth, which opened as if in surprise.
"Mmm~!... mmmmm... mmmnnnn!!..."
The passionate kiss, like a wildfire, instantly ignited our bodies. Words stuck in my throat, unable to be spoken, only muffled sounds of "mmm!" and "hmm." His lips were so hot, his tongue so wet and hot, sucking so tightly, even his bites so forceful...
I frantically grabbed at Fang Renkai's chest, like pulling something, unbuttoning his shirt; finally, he pushed me away, unbuttoning it himself, pulling it out from his waistband. My face must have been filled with urgency as I hurriedly pulled open his shirt and pushed up his cotton undershirt. The moment I saw Fang Renkai's strong pectoral muscles exposed, I immediately leaned down and kissed his chest...
"mmmm... ahhhh... mmmnn!..."
Fang Renkai's hands caressed my spine, then moved to my waist, and reached down to grab my buttocks, squeezing and kneading them forcefully...
"Oh ho~!! Baby, take off... my shirt!" I couldn't help but cry out.
...
What followed was "making love" as we had "agreed" beforehand, half-undressed and half-naked, passionately kissing and caressing, but without exposing our genitals.
I truly cannot describe how absurd it was!
In order to satisfy Fang Renkai, but without truly satisfying him completely, I had to do my best to be exceptionally sexy and seductive in other ways to please him. I writhed and rubbed against him; I sang the sounds of pleasure as he caressed and played with me all over; I kissed his chest and licked his nipples again and again; I rubbed and kneaded his hard, large penis outside his pants...
I stuck my butt out high and swayed it from side to side; I pleaded with him, screaming:
"Baby, baby~! Play with my... butt, play with my... sexy, wanton... butt!"
As he cupped my buttocks in his hands, kneading, squeezing, rubbing, and kneading them like dough, I arched my back, bent over, thrust my hips, and wiggled my buttocks, all the while moaning like a cat in heat:
"Ah~!...Ah~~Ah!...Baby, you...you're so good at...so good at touching a woman's buttocks!...Ah~~! It feels so good!..."
As I moaned, I felt my vulva swelling and getting wet inside! I desperately wanted Fang Renkai to immediately pull down my pants, rip off my pantyhose and briefs, strip me naked, spread my legs, and thrust his hard, hot rod all the way inside me...and just do it!
Of course, Fang Renkai didn't do that; and I didn't dare to ask him to do it! ...Besides, the injury I sustained yesterday isn't just something shameful to be seen; it might even carry a sexually transmitted disease. I can't irresponsibly take that risk and harm Fang Renkai!
I can't understand, and I can't imagine, that in this state of mind, Fang Renkai and I could still have sexual desire, could still "make love," could even engage in lovemaking without intercourse! But things are so strange! Not only was Fang Renkai excited to the point of erection, his kisses and caresses incredibly intense; even I forgot about the injury to my genitals and the pain in my groin, entering a state of frenzy and intoxication, reveling in the pure stimulation of the senses!
...
An uncontrollable impulse caused me to move my body backward, backing up to between Fang Renkai's legs. Without daring to look or ask him anything, I started to unbuckle his belt, loosen his buttons, and pull down his zipper…
"Xiao Qing!… Didn't we agree… not to take off our pants?… Why…?" he asked urgently.
"…Okay… I won't take them off, I'll just open them a little… so I can see clearly!" I replied cheekily, not daring to look at him.
Fang Renkai's large member, bulging through his white underwear, stood out from the open crotch. It was clearly a thick, long strip. The sight made my heart pound and my mouth go dry! I immediately covered it with both hands, rubbing it vigorously, sighing as I did so:
"Oh~, baby! You… are so big, and you must look so good!"… My fingers reached down to the waistband of his underwear, trying to pull it down.
Fang Renkai stopped me, saying, "No, if you go any further, things will really get out of control!"
"Then... what do you want me to do?!" I asked anxiously, propping myself up, disregarding my shame.
Fang Renkai said, "Sweetheart! You don't need to make me feel good, just enjoy yourself, okay?"
He said with a smile; but his eyes, fixed on my chest, made my cheeks burn even hotter! Moving closer to the headboard, Fang Renkai held me in his arms, his hands around my waist, and lowered his head to suck and lick my bare breasts, occasionally gently biting my two hard nipples; the stimulation made me straighten my entire upper body, lean back, and couldn't help but violently sway my waist and rotate my buttocks...
"Ah~!... Ah oh~ ooh!... Baby, baby~!... So... comfortable!"
Fang Renkai's hands wandered to my buttocks again. This time, his fingers dug into my butt crack, scraping up and down incessantly; his fingertips penetrated my tight pants, pantyhose, briefs, and the padding underneath, applying pressure to my buttocks; it drove me mad, my whole body trembling, my buttocks contracting, relaxing, relaxing, tightening...
"Ah! Oh my god, oh my god! I can't take it!..."
If it weren't Fang Renkai, if it were any other man, I would have already screamed:
"Oh my god! Please... take off my pants, I!... let me die!..."
But I couldn't, I couldn't let him know I had "another side," and I couldn't risk transmitting a sexually transmitted disease to him! I could only endure, endure this unbearable stimulation, endure until my whole body was burned to ashes by lust!
Fang Renkai pushed me onto the bed, told me to hug a pillow, kneel down and prop my buttocks up. He moved behind me, unzipped my leggings, and peeled them off along with my pantyhose and briefs, exposing most of my buttocks. Only the diaper, stuck to my vulva, remained, held together by my briefs and leggings. Then, he used both hands to spread my labia, exposing my buttocks and anus to the sky.
My heart was pounding in my chest! I couldn't imagine what Fang Renkai would do if he saw the state of my diaper, my swollen vulva!
Despite my terrified state, I couldn't help but shake my hips violently, hoping he would quickly, by any means necessary, get inside me and release me!! ...
Fang Renkai started playing with half of my buttocks, his hot hands burning my fleshy buttocks, his fingers probing my cleft and anus...playing and playing...
"Ah!...Ah~~!...Baby!...Baby~!...Ah!..."
I screamed wildly, so loudly that even I was startled. I quickly bit down on the pillow, moaning and whimpering. I knew I was incredibly aroused down there, even soaking through my tight pants!
But I didn't care about anything anymore! ...Fang Renkai excitedly growled:
"Xiao Qing!...Your butt is so nice!...Your wriggling is so sexy, so wanton!...Really...so cute!"
His praise made me even more excited, bending over, sticking my butt out high, and wriggling wildly. At the same time, I shouted:
"Oh~ baby! Then you... make my ass... so horny, so wanton!... so wanton, so swaying! Ah!!... God!... I... am... so... comfortable... ah~~!! I'm... about to... about to..."
Stimulated by the caresses on my buttocks and anus, my orgasm finally arrived!
"Ah!... Ah~ um... um... um~! Ugh~~! Ugh!!..." I also fainted amidst sobs!
Afterwards
, I kept my head down, the shame, embarrassment, and shame I felt were indescribable. It wasn't until I rushed into the bathroom, finished grooming myself from head to toe, put on my clothes, and touched up my makeup, that I came out and saw Fang Renkai, half-naked, smiling at me and pulling me into his arms. I felt incredibly embarrassed and buried my face in his chest, whispering,
"Baby! You're so good to me... but I... I'm so sorry!"
The incredibly considerate Fang Renkai didn't lift my face, which made me even more embarrassed; he just held my shoulders tightly and said,
"Don't say that, my darling! We don't need to say anything, okay..."
Fang Renkai and I drove back to the "Royal Road" and the hotel in the darkness of the night. Before parting reluctantly in the parking lot at 11:30, we held hands, saying little. It was as if we understood each other perfectly! ...Even on the way home alone, my anticipation and longing for my rendezvous with Fang Renkai again on Tuesday night was filled with joy and delight. His tenderness that night has left me with a lifetime of gratitude and appreciation.
The next day, I went to a STD clinic for a checkup and was fortunate enough to find out I was perfectly fine; I just needed to rest and allow the wound in my private area to fully heal.
Back home from the clinic, I received a call from Fang Renkai, who said he had to cancel our date the following night because he was too busy with work. He apologized profusely and promised to come to California again soon. Although disappointed, I remained understanding and forgiving. I knew that after our day at Half Moon Bay, the foundation of my love with Fang Renkai had been built to be more solid, more precious, and more resilient and enduring!

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