Incestuous Confession

Chapter One of Incestuous Confessions

: Playing House – The First Wrong
Step I was born in the countryside. My childhood there was the happiest and most innocent
time . Unfortunately, my innocence was short-lived, all because I
was exposed to sex too early!
More than twenty years ago in rural Taiwan, it was still a simple and honest society. Rural people were generally
quite conservative in their thinking. However, for children, everything could be tolerated
and forgiven under the umbrella of "youthful ignorance"!
I think this was probably a child's privilege, but it was also the beginning of my misfortune!
Children in the countryside mostly played together without distinction. Because of the vast space, most actions were
done in groups . Whether doing good or bad, having many people always gave them courage, and everything felt safer!
And in various activities, there were always a few leaders who guided everyone, and we were no exception.
Our "king of the kids" was my godbrother. He was only a few years older than me and lived across the street from my house. Because I got along particularly well
with parents, they adopted me as their godson. I respected them very much. There were five brothers in their family,
and our "king of the kids" was the youngest. He had a lot of mischievous ideas, and it was because of him that I was led astray, a path
I regret for the rest of my life!
Kids in the countryside love playing house. My godbrother, being the leader, always played
the role , while a girl my age played the mother. I had to play the son.
You might think playing house is nothing special, but for us, it was completely different!
My godbrother insisted on everything being real!
From engagement, marriage, and the wedding night to the birth of children, everything had to be done exactly as planned.
Some might find it unbelievable, but I want to tell you: it was all true!
We were only about six or seven years old at the time, but we already had a vague understanding of relationships between men and women.
In the past economic conditions in rural Taiwan were poor, and rooms were often only partially concealed by cloth curtains; very few
people actually had wooden doors to every room. Therefore, many children may have secretly watched their parents making
love and then imitated them.
For example, my godbrother's bride had slept with her brother, which became known to all the children in the village. It
was because of this scandalous reputation that my godbrother chose her as his bride.
Back then, everyone was very curious about sex, and people of the opposite sex often explored each other's bodies. Since my godbrother was playing
house and getting married, he certainly wouldn't miss this great opportunity. So, one day when my godparents weren't
home , we started our game.
The bride had brought a long cloth with her. My godbrother and I pulled down her pants, revealing her
still-pubic white vulva. Although we knew her brother had already penetrated it, we still stared
with wide- excitement. She used the large cloth as a long skirt to cover her lower body. At the time, we all
believed the bride wasn't wearing underwear because she was going to do *that* with the groom!
The wedding quickly began. My godbrother performed the expected rituals: welcoming the bride, inviting guests, and toasting
. He then pretended to be drunk as he entered the bridal chamber. He
took off the bride's skirt, spread her legs, and parted her still-tender labia. He then inserted his still-developing penis into her pink vulva
and pressed his entire body against her stomach.
The bride, perhaps suddenly tickled, burst into laughter and raised her legs high. At that moment, I
only saw my godfather's penis completely inserted into her vagina, which shocked me.
Chapter Two: First Taste of Forbidden Fruit
After watching my godfather's performance, I was always eager to try it myself. Although I was still very young, I
swear : children still have sexual desires!
Although not as impulsive as during puberty, little boys still get erections, and little girls' vaginas still produce
vaginal fluid!
So, during a time when I was playing with Xiaoling (my godfather's bride), I asked her for
sex.
Unexpectedly, she smiled and nodded, readily agreeing. So we ran to
a dark and quickly took off our pants.
I stood there and gently parted Xiaoling's vulva, groping around for a while. She also played with my penis
for a bit . Then I inserted my still-small penis into Xiaoling's vulva.
Xiaoling wrapped her arms around my neck and hooked her legs around my body, and we hugged
each other .
At that moment, I only felt Xiaoling's vulva, wet and warm, enveloping my penis. I was very excited, but
we didn't know to thrust back and forth; we just stayed together until my penis went soft. It was a short
time , but we felt very stimulated!
Therefore, after that, I often brought Xiaoling to my house to play. Sometimes on the bed, sometimes in the woodshed, and sometimes we
just hid under the dry ditch, touching each other's vulvas and penises.
Xiaoling has a younger sister, Xiaoshan, who is about two years younger than her. Xiaoling often takes her with her. Once
, Xiaoling and I were having sex behind the house when Xiaoshan actually took off her pants and asked me to have sex with her. I didn't hesitate and had sex with her. Maybe her
first time was with me.
But at that time, maybe my penis wasn't big enough, so I don't think I broke her hymen.
I think: Xiaoling was probably the same when her brother had sex with her. We probably only inserted our penises into the girl
's vaginal vestibule, but couldn't really break their hymen and uterus, otherwise they would definitely cry out in pain and
bleed !
Chapter 3 The Second Wrong Step
The sexual relationship with Xiaoling and Xiaoshan didn't last long because our relationship became known.
I don't know if it was Xiaoling or Xiaoshan who spread the word, but anyway, all my friends knew. This
embarrassed me greatly because every one of them, male or female, would stick out their left index finger and
shove it into the web of their right hand when they saw me, saying, "Shame on you, getting involved with Xiaoling!"
This made me keep my distance from Xiaoling and Xiaoshan from then on, and I even harbored some resentment towards them. Even after we all went to
elementary school and became classmates, although my friends had gradually forgotten about it, the knot in my heart
remained , and I still couldn't maintain a good relationship with Xiaoling.
However, my curiosity about sex wasn't extinguished; on the contrary, it became even stronger!
I started to set my sights on my younger sister, marking the beginning of my second wrong step.
My sister is two years younger than me, very obedient, and gentle—a rare gem of a girl. I
dote on her, and if any nasty boy dares to bully her, she almost always ends up crying with bruises all over her head. Therefore
, my sister trusts me implicitly and is very attached to me; she often follows me wherever I go.
However, her trust in me became a tool for me to hurt her.
I imitated my older brother, playing a game of "marrying" her when no one was home. I took off her
pants , wrapped a large cloth around her, and then "married" her into the room for our wedding night.
But having learned from my experience with Xiaoling, I became much more experienced. Influenced by what I'd seen and heard in TV dramas, my sister and I
lay in bed, covered with a blanket, and clung tightly to each other.
I pinned her to the bed, guided my already erect penis against her vulva, and then parted her
labia to insert it.
As mentioned before, my penis was still too short, so it only reached the vestibule, which is why my sister didn't
cry out in pain, obediently letting me penetrate her.
We then started kissing like in TV dramas; everything was childish, but natural. We
looked until we separated.
Because my friends teased me, I vaguely felt that having sex with my sister was wrong, but at the time we didn't
know the word "incest," we just thought it was a fun game.
After the first time, there was a second and a third…
From then on, whenever I felt like it, I would tell my sister, and she would obediently take off her pants and let me play with her.
Once, we were lying in bed, and I took off her pants and licked her vulva with my tongue. My sister
didn't react much; she just obediently let me lick her. I lied to her, saying that doing this would make it easier for her to have children later,
and she actually believed me!
But after we both started elementary school, our sexual games temporarily stopped because we started having
our own classmates, and our social circles expanded, so we stopped thinking about that kind of thing!
Chapter Four: The Third Wrong Step
It wasn't until I was in fifth grade that my father bought a house in the city, so we moved. I was very happy
at the time because I no longer had to see Xiaoling and worry about being teased by my classmates.
But the new house wasn't big; there were only three rooms. At first, my parents, my sister, my younger brother (who was born later), and I
shared one room; my grandmother shared another room with my two unmarried aunts; and my grandfather slept in the smallest
room .
Later, my two aunts moved to the company dormitory, my grandfather and grandmother slept in one room, my parents and younger brother slept in another,
and my sister and I were put in the room my grandfather used to sleep in. At the time, the adults probably thought we were too young.
But in fact, by the second semester of fifth grade, I noticed my penis was gradually getting bigger and frequently
erect , painfully so.
In the summer, my sister often slept next to me in a dress. When she was asleep, her legs were often spread
wide , and although I could fully enjoy the view under her skirt, my unpleasant experience with Xiaoling made me maintain
self-control, and we slept peacefully like this for several years.
Until my first year of middle school, my body underwent a greater change.
I discovered I was starting to grow pubic hair, which terrified me, but I didn't dare to talk about it. Although I always
got high marks in health education (100 or 90 points), the anxiety of growing up made me very uncomfortable, and I was often troubled by my strong sexual desire
.
One summer during my first year of junior high, the temperature was very high and the air was stifling. My dad was watching TV in the living room, and I
went back my room. I found my younger sister asleep, still wearing her dress, her legs spread open, revealing her pink
cartoon-patterned panties. This sight made my penis instantly engorged, and my heart pounded.
I felt uncomfortable from the tightness of my own panties, so I reached out with trembling hands to touch my sister's thighs. Seeing that she
didn't react, I slipped my hand under her panties and touched her genitals.
A long-lost sense of familiarity washed over me again. The warm, moist feeling, combined with the dim
light , made my heart race even faster.
Finally, with trembling hands, I pulled my sister's panties down to her thighs, revealing her pubic area—a pure white
vulva . My heart nearly jumped out of my mouth.
My childhood memories were rekindled, so I gently parted my sister's labia with two fingers,
stroking them lightly back and forth. Her breathing seemed to become heavy, and her vulva filled with fluid, yet she remained
asleep .
In this lewd atmosphere, I couldn't help but bring my lips to her beautiful rose-like vulva and kiss it,
licking her vulva with my tongue. A virgin scent, tinged with soap, entered my brain through my nostrils, causing my penis to swell
to its maximum!
After licking for a while, I finally couldn't resist pulling out my penis and clumsily inserting it into my sister's vaginal canal.
Knowing the preciousness of a girl's hymen and fearing pregnancy, I dared not go deeper, only rubbing the outside.
But after only a moment, I felt a surge of heat on my glans; I knew I was about to ejaculate, so I quickly
pulled out . A wave of dizziness washed over me, and a stream of white semen shot onto the wooden bed!
My sister remained fast asleep, completely oblivious.
I stood there for a moment before snapping out of it, quickly wiping away my first ejaculation with a cloth. Looking at
my still-sleeping sister, I gently shook her awake, telling her to go sleep in the next room.
My heart pounded; a mix of guilt and the excitement of orgasm made me struggle to
fall asleep…
Chapter Five:
Confession From then on, my libido grew with my height, but the adults remained oblivious.
So I often sneaked up to my sister's bed late at night when the whole family was asleep, caressing her gradually rising buttocks.
Sometimes I would insert my fingers into her folds and stroke them, or pull down her pants and lick her genitals.
Sometimes, unable to resist, I would climb on top of her, pressing my throbbing erection against
her buttocks through her pants, and then ejaculate inside her.
I was always afraid of causing trouble, so I dared not insert my penis into my sister's vagina again.
My sister wasn't always completely unaware; a few times, I hurriedly fled the scene just as she was about to wake up, but
she probably already knew what I had done.
Driven by her female instinct for self-preservation, she was no longer as compliant with me as she had been when we were children, and our relationship became increasingly...
She was often verbally abusive towards me, and knowing I was in the wrong, I had no choice but to give in.
But when I had the chance, I still enjoyed this adventurous "night raid," the complex emotions of stealing,
incest, rape, and self-reproach keeping me entertained.
This continued until I graduated from middle school and went away to study.
Frankly, I wasn't bad-looking; I was even considered a handsome young man. At 176cm tall
, girls often gave me flirty looks on the street.
But on one hand, I was too introverted and lacked the courage to talk to unfamiliar girls. On the other hand,
the shadow and the guilt I felt towards my sister made me despise myself, believing myself to be dirty and unworthy of interacting with girls.
Therefore, although I had several girlfriends during my teenage years, all relationships ended without a trace.
I envied my male classmates back then, who would chatter on and on about their sexual histories, while I could only
listen quietly.
In their eyes, I was a reserved, awkward, and uninterested oddball, but they didn't know
how much I longed to truly love and make love with a girl!
It wasn't until after my military service, after a breakup, that I regained the close, intimate
relationship I had with my sister in childhood, the kind where we could talk about anything. But I no longer dared to play the "night raid" game with her.
Later, I got another girlfriend, and I finally got to make love with her as I had always wished.
But when I brought her home, she was repeatedly harassed by my younger sister, which led to a serious conflict. I don't know
if she still remembers what happened when we were little
, or if she has developed feelings for me
. Whenever I think of my ignorance and absurdity when I was little, I feel a deep unease and guilt. So I take this opportunity
to tear off my hypocritical mask and let the world see my evil deeds clearly, and hereby I offer my deepest repentance!

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