Husband, do you know my heart?

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After graduating with her doctorate, Chunmei stayed on to teach at the university. Two years later, in the autumn, she married Xiaodong, her boyfriend of five years
. She was tall and slender, with a defined figure and a graceful physique. Most striking were her captivating

almond-shaped eyes, high-bridged nose, cherry-like lips, and perfectly aligned teeth—she was a true beauty, drawing

all her. On their wedding night, Xiaodong gazed at the stunning Chunmei, unsure how to best please her. After the guests had left,

the two entered their bridal chamber. It was a duplex apartment, with a living room downstairs and a bedroom upstairs. The decor was luxurious and the furnishings elegant. The room was filled

with pear wood furniture, and a red carpet covered the floor. The two went upstairs hand in hand, undressed, and began making love.

For some reason, during lovemaking, Xiaodong sensed that Chunmei wasn't particularly happy, as if she had some hidden worry. Xiaodong tried everything to amuse

and coax her, but her smiles always seemed forced. Because they were newlyweds, Xiaodong didn't want to say anything. But for the next few days, she

remained the same.

Finally, one day, Xiaodong asked her, "You seem to have something on your mind?" She said, "No." Xiaodong asked again, "

No ? Why are you so unhappy?" She said, "Isn't it fine?" Xiaodong said, "It's fine most of the time, but

why is it unpleasant when we make love?" She smiled and said, "You're quite perceptive." She hesitated. Xiaodong said, "We

're a married couple now, what can't you tell me?" She said, "Never mind, you wouldn't agree even if I told you."

Xiaodong coaxed her, insisting that she tell him. She said, "Don't laugh at me if I tell you. Otherwise, I'll get angry."

Xiaodong said, "You're my wife, why would I laugh at you?"

She told Xiaodong, "When I was in college, I watched a TV series. There was a scene in it: a tough

man got a beautiful woman. He tied her hands behind her back, gagged her, and then raped her. The whole process was shown

in great detail. Ever since I watched that, it's been etched in my mind. I often recall that scene when I have nothing to do, and

I really admire that woman and feel a strong longing for her... Can you help me reenact that scene?" Xiaodong

then understood the reason for her unhappiness these days, but he didn't quite agree to her request.

He said to her, "I love you so much, how could I bear to tie you up?" She said, "It's okay, as long as I like it." Xiaodong

still disagreed, feeling it was too unlucky. Chunmei said, "See, I didn't want to say it, but you forced me to; now that I've said it,

you're going against me. You're really stubborn." She looked annoyed. This was the first time Xiaodong had seen Chunmei like this, so he tried

to coax her, saying, "Can we do something else?" She replied, "I only like this one thing; I'm not interested in anything else."

Xiaodong got angry and said, "If you want to do this, go do it yourself. I'm tired of it anyway." She said, "Tired of it?

Get out! Don't come to my bed tonight!" Xiaodong said, "You're crazy!"

For a whole week, the two didn't make love. Of course, during the day they did what they normally did, and in front of others they were still very affectionate

. But at night, they slept separately. Several times Xiaodong tried to coax her into making love, but she turned away and ignored him.

One night, Xiaodong was dreaming when he suddenly heard sobbing. He opened his eyes and saw Chunmei crying. He asked, "What's wrong?

What's wrong?" Chunmei ignored him and continued to cry. He seemed to understand and said, "You're really stubborn! Why do you have to do that of all

things what can I do? If you insist on not agreeing, then...we'll get a divorce!" Xiaodong

realized the seriousness of the situation. He thought it would be a pity to lose such a good wife over such a small matter, and even if they didn't divorce

, it wouldn't be good to be so awkward all the time. He didn't want to lose more than he gained. So he said helplessly, "Okay! Okay! I'll do as you say!" Then he said, "But we

don't have ?" Chunmei smiled through her tears and said, "I prepared it a long time ago." Xiaodong teased her, "It seems you won't

give up until you get what you want. You knew I would agree sooner or later!" Chunmei smiled and said, "Of course, I knew you wouldn't let me

down." Then she got off the floor and took out a rope from a drawer.

It was a white nylon rope, about the thickness of a chopstick. Xiaodong sat up and took the rope, saying, "I don't know how to tie it!" Chunmei said,

"I'll teach you. Get down first." Xiaodong asked suspiciously, "You know how to tie it? When did you learn?" Chunmei said, "Do I

need to learn? I just need to think about it and I'll figure it out." Xiaodong got down. Chunmei said, "Untie the rope first, and I'll get dressed."

Saying this, she opened the wardrobe, took out her pink wedding dress from her wedding day, put it on, then put on red high heels, earrings, and necklace

, and said, "Come on, come to the mirror!" In the meantime, Xiaodong untied the rope. The rope was very long, about ten

meters. The two came to the mirror, and Chunmei crossed her arms behind her back, letting Xiaodong tie it. Xiaodong said, "How do I tie it?" Chunmei said,

"Just tie my wrists horizontally and vertically." Xiaodong tied it. After tying the wrists, Chunmei told him to tie the arms, then

the shoulders, and the neck, repeatedly wrapping and tying until only a little rope was left, which she then tied in a knot behind the back. Because he was unwilling to use force

and lacked experience in tying people up, he tied her up very loosely. After he finished, Chunmei struggled and the rope came loose. Chunmei said

, "What kind of tying is this? Look, it's all loose! A waste of time!" Xiaodong had no choice but to untie her and tie her up again. This time it was tied tightly,

but it was asymmetrical. Chunmei disliked it, saying, "Can't you be more careful? Are you just going through the motions?" Xiaodong

started over. This time he used his brain, thinking about how to make it symmetrical and not loose, and tied her up tightly again. This time,

Chunmei was particularly satisfied and seemed very happy. Because it was tied tightly, her chest was held high, making her figure look even better. The white rope

was wrapped horizontally and vertically around her pink long skirt, making her look like a rice dumpling. She didn't feel uncomfortable at all; on the contrary, she felt particularly

comfortable , and an indescribable pleasure welled up inside her. She wanted Xiaodong to have sex with her as she had described the rape process on television

; she wanted to experience what it felt like. Xiaodong said, "Wouldn't that make me a complete hooligan?" Chunmei said, "We

're just acting, it's not real. Besides, we're husband and wife, who can tell us what to do?" Xiaodong did as she asked, first taking off his own

clothes, becoming completely naked, and then starting to drag her. She struggled desperately, appearing very unwilling, and for a moment Xiaodong even thought

it was real. He pulled harder, and she actually yelled. Xiaodong then stuffed a new towel into her mouth, dragged and carried her to

the bed, lifted her skirt, took off her panties, mounted her, and forced himself on her. In short, everything

was done according to Chunmei's instructions. Chunmei felt extremely comfortable at this moment, a pleasure she had never experienced before coursing through her body. Although her hands were tied behind her back and her mouth

was gagged, she didn't feel any discomfort. Especially the moment Xiaodong's penis entered her vagina, her...

The image of the television scene she had longed for appeared before her eyes, and instantly her whole body went limp, all her strength leaving her

, and tears of joy streamed down her face. Xiaodong saw this and, thinking she was feeling unwell, hurriedly pulled the towel out of her mouth, asking,

"What's wrong? What's wrong?" Chunmei smiled and said, "I feel so good today, you can't even imagine."

Xiaodong asked, "Is it that effective?" Chunmei said, "Really, I'm not lying to you. It feels even better than smoking heroin." Xiaodong

said, "I really put in a lot of effort!" Chunmei said, "How can I thank you?" Xiaodong said, "As long as you're happy, that's enough!" Chunmei

then kissed him. This time, it was much more pleasant, more intimate, and more passionate than their wedding night. Xiaodong said

, "I've gained something too." Chunmei asked what he had gained. Xiaodong said, "Now I know how this hooligan became." Chunmei

laughed and said, "Don't go out and fool around!" Xiaodong said, "I might. I might go out and try it again sometime when I'm in a good mood

. If the police catch me, I'll say my wife taught me." Chunmei laughed and said, "Try it if you want. Anyway, the police will hit

you, not me."

After ejaculating, Xiaodong helped her up and untied the ropes from her hands. She was still immersed in happiness. Xiaodong took her

hands and looked at them. Her wrists and arms were covered in red marks from the ropes. Xiaodong said with concern, "What do you mean? Does it hurt? Does it hurt?

" Chunmei said, "It's nothing. Really! It'll be fine in a bit." Xiaodong thought to himself, "What kind of illness is this

? You can't say she's normal, she's already graduated with a doctorate; you can't say she's normal, she's just like a normal person. I

'll have to find a book to see what's going on."

Later, through reading, Xiaodong actually found the crux of Chunmei's problem. This is called masochism, and it's related to past psychological trauma

. Some Western countries even have associations that organize people with this interest to mutually abuse each other according to

their preferences, leaving only after they've had their fill. In China, very little research is done on this; if someone enjoys it

, they're immediately labeled as mentally ill and targeted for eradication. In reality, this fetish poses no harm to society.

Treatment shouldn't be rushed; it should be gradual. Give them more love and warmth, and over time, the urge will fade.

After Xiaodong understood Chunmei's problem through reading, he stopped pressuring her and allowed her to do it.

Later, Chunmei would have Xiaodong tie her up when she wore a cheongsam, a dress, or even

when she was naked… After each time, Chunmei was overjoyed and acted exceptionally tender and affectionate,

to the point that this method almost became a prerequisite for their lovemaking. Xiaodong gradually got used to it and started tying her up himself, and their relationship

deepened. Sometimes, after getting ready in the evening, Chunmei would change into her favorite beautiful clothes, either a cheongsam or a dress

, and have Xiaodong tie her up tightly, even her feet together. Then she would sit in Xiaodong's lap, held by him, and watch TV

together . Xiaodong was quite free; he could kiss her or caress her whenever he wanted, enjoying himself immensely. Sometimes, she

would have Xiaodong hold her and stand in front of a mirror, letting him lift her bound arms from behind, like a

demonstrator during a denunciation meeting. Other times, she would have Xiaodong hold her arms from the outside and slowly walk forward, like Dou E being escorted to the execution ground

. And she had Xiaodong

take .

She felt the sweetness of love; she tasted the sweetness of understanding. She felt like the happiest person in the world.

This situation only gradually lessened after their baby was born.

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