[The Fat Guy, the Otaku, and the Goddess] (Part 4) Author: Otaku Ghost

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Technology is a wonderful thing. Even if Wang Yue could really stay by Wu Miaomiao's side 24/7, it wouldn't stop
Fatty from using technology to chat with the goddess until the wee hours of the morning.
As for the content of their chats, frankly, I was very interested. After being arrogant for a while, I finally
swallowed my pride and asked Fatty. It was after he had just finished chatting with Wu Miaomiao and sent her a voice message saying goodnight
.
When I finally agreed to ask him a question, Fatty grinned at me triumphantly, as if he'd won a battle.
Then he pressed the screen, and the goddess's soft voice came from the phone:
"Goodnight."
Those three short words instantly melted my bones. I couldn't imagine
how happy I would be to lie beside her every day and hear her say those words in my ear.
"Hehe, I knew you wanted to see this, here you go!"
Fatty didn't keep me in suspense and tossed the phone to me. At that moment, I was like a
dog leaping up and catching the bone thrown by its owner.
Fatty and Wu Miaomiao chatted a lot, from brief conversations at the beginning to dozens of pages
of messages each time, covering many topics. Overall, it was mostly about the goddess, and
less about Fatty himself. Looking at the chat history, I was amazed by Fatty's vast knowledge. It seemed that as long as the goddess was interested in
something, he could rattle off a bunch of obscure facts as if they were his own treasures.
"Hehe, actually, after successfully striking up a conversation with Wu Miaomiao, face-to-face communication wasn't so important anymore.
Chatting online was actually more convenient. After all, there are some things you'd be too embarrassed to say face-to-face,
but it's not so difficult to say them when you can't see the other person." And... some things you don't understand,
you can become an expert just by looking them up, that's why online hookups are so easy now!
Fatty wasn't showing off; he revealed the trivial secret to becoming a know-it-all in the goddess's eyes, while I
could only curse myself inwardly—they say you become like those you associate with, but why do
I seem to be getting dumber the more I get to know Fatty, unable to even think of something so simple?
Fatty's so-called "things I'm embarrassed to say" refer to topics related to relationships between men and women, mostly
emotional, but occasionally touching on physical matters in recent chat logs. I remember
a famous saying among otaku—when the other person can't see your face, you can be shameless. Fatty and the goddess
aren't otaku, but they both seem to understand this well.
Based on Fatty's behavior that night, I became even more interested in their chat content that day, and
after roughly skimming through the previous records, I carefully read this section from the beginning.
Fatty
: Hey, Miaomiao, are you asleep?
Wu: Not yet, it's only this late!
Fatty: Still with Wang the handsome guy?
Wu: No, I walked around for a while after dinner and then went back to the dorm.
Fatty: Huh? He let you come back?
Wu: Why wouldn't he? In your eyes, games are more important than anything else!
Fatty: I'm innocent! I rarely play games!
Seeing this, I sneered—damn it, do you usually go to internet cafes to masturbate?
Actually, while I despised Fatty, I also didn't quite understand Wang Yue. We otaku all lack female companionship. My friend
is glued to the computer all day. What kind of
mentality is it for someone with a goddess as a girlfriend to abandon her and run back to playing games? Is it really true that some people can't eat while others starve to death?
Wu: You're different.
Wu: Do you dare say you're really a boy at heart? (Evil laugh)
I think if it were before, Wu Miaomiao wouldn't make such outrageous jokes with Fatty. It seems that, as Fatty
said, their relationship seems to have become more distant after last time, but actually they've become closer.
Fatty: You're so annoying! Mocking me! (Pitiful) (Aggrieved)
Wu: Ugh! (Vomiting)
Wu: Besides, you're so popular now, what's there to pity?
Fatty: Pfft! I don't need that kind of popularity. You're my only good friend. (Playful)
Wu: Seeing you say that, and imagining your expression, it's so horrifying! (Shivering)
Wu: Besides, "good friend" sounds so weird, like how we girls call our period. (Shy)
Fatty: Uh... then... good brother! (Cool)
Wu: Go to hell, am I that man?
Fat: Okay, okay, I'll sacrifice myself, my best friend can do that, right?
Wu: That's more like it. (Smiling)
Fat: Hehe, what are you doing?
Wu: Nothing, just watching TV.
Wu: What about you?
Fat: Me too...
Wu: TV?
Fat: No.
Fat: I'm watching this, peeking!
Fat: [Image]
The photo Fat sent me is of me shirtless, leaning against the headboard reading a book—this is what I was talking about,
some of the things he did before.
In the photo, I look very relaxed, with a focused expression, but actually my whole body is tense, just
to make my muscles look more toned, and of course, my attention is completely off the book. When taking the photo, I don't
know why Fat suddenly wanted me to pose, but he said it was for Wu Miaomiao to see, so I immediately cooperated.
Wu: Ugh... You're a grown man, peeping and taking pictures, do your roommates know how lecherous you are? (Smirking
)
Wu: But I didn't realize it before, this guy has a pretty good physique, I thought he was just a skinny
otaku.
Fatty: Of course, he's the man I've got my eye on! (Proudly)
Although I know Fatty's lying, I still couldn't help but shudder when I saw that
. I wonder what the goddess on the other end of the line thinks.
Wu: You're even more cheesy than us girls! (Disgusted)
Fatty: Go away! You have the nerve to talk to me like that. When you and your partner are showing off your love, you don't say anything cheesy, do you? (Side glance)
Wu: We're not showing off our love! Are we? Really? No way!
Fatty: Come on! You're always together, even feeding each other in the cafeteria, what else is that if not showing off your love?
Fatty: What are we unrequited lovers supposed to do?! (Crying)
Wu: ...
Wu: Actually, it's not as good as you say! There are a lot of problems in relationships too.
Fatty: Oh! It's like I see Li Ka-shing standing in front of me saying this to me... Say: Young man, you don't know, having
money brings a lot of troubles!
Wu: Go to hell!
Wu: I'm telling the truth.
Fatty: Huh?
Fatty: Why? Is Wang Yue not good to you? (Angry)
Wu: Not really, but...
Wu: It's kind of annoying, I don't want to talk about it anymore.
Fatty: It's okay, if you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. But some things can't be solved by keeping them inside, you're
always welcome to confide in me.
Fatty: This single dog doesn't mind being tortured by you. (Pity)
Wu: Get lost! (Angry)
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After that, the chat between the two stopped for a while, and Fatty didn't reply to the message again. It
would be impossible for me, who would always fawn over any female creature and say the last sentence, to have a chat end with a message from the goddess
, but now this fat guy who is uglier than me dares to put on such a cold attitude, and
the goddess is still willing to talk to him, the world is so unfair!
About half an hour later, Wu Miaomiao took the initiative to send a message to Fatty again.
Wu: Are you asleep?
Fat: No.
Fat: I don't have smooth skin to take care of, so I never go to bed early. (Smug)
Wu: Um... actually, Wang Yue and I had a bit of a falling out tonight.
Fat: (Surprised)
Fat: Why?
Wu: After dinner, we went for a walk on the playground, and then...
Fat: (Confused) Wu
: I don't know how to say it.
Fat: He wanted to do *that* with you?
Wu: Um...
Fat: Ugh... How disgusting! (Vomiting)
Wu: Right? I think so too...
Wu: I went along with everything he wanted to do, but in that kind of place, he...
Fat: *So what*? It wouldn't be in broad daylight... (Panic) 　　Wu: It's not what
you think ! (Frustrated) Wu: He just wasn't being honest with himself. 　　Fat: Oh... 　　Fat: Still so disgusting! 　　(Vomiting) Wu: Is that all you can say? (Angry 　　) Fat: Yeah! Because from my perspective, heterosexuals are disgusting no matter what they do! (Chuckling) 　　Wu: Go to hell! 　　Wu: Do all you guys want to do that? 　　Fat: You're asking me such a professional question, I don't know how to answer. "How about 　　I ask my roommate for you? See if he wants to do that to me too." (Smirking) 　　Wu: "No way! 　　" Wu: "You dare tell anyone!" (Threatening) 　　Fatty: "Hehe, just kidding." 　　Fatty: "But seriously, a guy this age, with a girlfriend as pretty as you, it 　　would be strange if he didn't want to do that. 　　" Wu: "But I don't want to! 　　" Fatty: "Really?" (Suspicious) 　　Wu: "What do you mean?" 　　Fatty: "Nothing. I just read in a book that girls are just like guys, they're driven by sex and desire 　　. If you're truly averse to intimacy with guys, then we might be the same kind!" (Expectant) 　　Wu: "No way!!!" (Frustrated) 　　Wu: "Actually, it's not that I'm really against it, but if I allow him to do that, he'll definitely 　　want to go further." 　　Wu: I don't want to do it so soon... 　　Fatty: I understand. 　　Fatty: Then just keep him hanging on like this. 　　Wu: But... it used to be okay, but now he gets upset every time I refuse him 　　. Last time he even said I didn't love him. 　　Wu: I just don't understand, does not wanting to do that kind of thing mean not loving him? 　　Fatty: It depends on how you interpret it. 　　Fatty: From a girl's perspective, if you love me, you should respect me. You shouldn't 　　force me to do things I don't want to do. But from a guy's perspective, he'll think, if you really love me, why aren't you 　　willing to give yourself to me? 　　Wu: So in your guys' eyes, not doing it means not loving me! (Angry) 　　Fatty: Well... there's nothing we can do about it... (Shrugs and smiles bitterly) 　　Wu: Sigh... 　　Wu: Do you think I should say yes to him? 　　4. 　　When I saw Wu Miaomiao ask that question, I was a little hesitant to read Fatty's subsequent answer. The goddess's words 　　clearly revealed that she was still a virgin. According to Fatty's theory, given that Wu Miaomiao 　　would never willingly give her virginity to either of us, Wang Yue 　　should have taken her virginity first to break down her resistance to sex. 　　From my perspective, pushing the woman you want into someone else's lap is an utterly irrational and 　　foolish thing to do. However, rationally speaking, if we don't do this, then Wu Miaomiao will only be taken by another woman in the future. If another man 　　deflowers her, that man can't be me either. For someone like me, who even has the slightest intimate contact with a goddess is a luxury, 　　there's no need to worry about who Wu Miaomiao should give her virginity to. 　　The primary concern should be whether I can ultimately sleep with her. 　　However, if we ultimately fail, if that 10% isn't achieved, then it means that 　　Fatty and I conspired to make Wu Miaomiao do something she didn't want to do, giving up her virginity for nothing—and 　　most importantly, this wouldn't benefit me at all; instead, it would be a favor done for Wang Yue, whom I despise!

Damn it! When we first said it was a gamble, I arrogantly thought I had nothing
to lose, that I wouldn't lose no matter what. But now I understand the anxiety of gaining and losing.
But there's no point in dwelling on it anymore. Whatever Fatty said is now a
fait accompli in the chat log, and all I can do is keep watching.
Fatty: I really can't say anything about this.
Fatty: Generally speaking, in this day and age, arguing about whether premarital sex is right or wrong is a bit outdated. But the general environment is the general environment, and when it comes to each individual, it's 　　inevitable to feel uneasy
when you have to give up your most precious thing . 　　Fatty: To be honest, we're only freshmen now, with four more years of campus life to go. As for whether you 　　and Wang Yue can go the distance, while I wish you well, I'm not optimistic. There's a high chance that the person who will accompany you through life 　　will be another man. Generally speaking, we would say you should save your most precious thing for the 　　person who walks down the aisle with you. 　　Fatty: But we don't know who that man is; maybe you haven't met him yet. Is it right to let a 　　man who only exists in the future, someone whose identity is unknown, control your life now? Is there even 　　a sliver of a chance that you could have been with Wang Yue forever, but 　　you broke up because you wanted to save some things for the future? 　　Wu: But a relationship that breaks up over something like that is too fragile, isn't it? 　　Pang: People are very realistic. Many couples have weathered many storms together, and others thought they 　　could grow old together, but ultimately their love failed over some trivial matters. 　　When two people decide to be together, they consider many things: birth, aging, sickness, death, wealth, poverty. We are prepared to face these 　　things, even if the other person is penniless, we are still willing to stay together for life. 　　Pang: But after we are actually together, the reasons for our arguments are not these things, but the mundane things like cooking oil, soy sauce, 　　and other trivial matters. These things did not exist in the love we longed for, and we did not do enough 　　psychological preparation to face them. The same goes for that other thing. 　　Wu: Hmm… 　　Wu: Actually, when I accepted Wang Yue's advances, I didn't think as much as you said, but I 　　can understand what you're saying. 　　Wu: And I really didn't expect that the biggest obstacle between us would be this. 　　Wu: Strange, how do you know so much? 　　Fatty: Well… someone like you who's always being pursued wouldn't understand the feelings of someone who's in love for no reason! Fatty: 　　You all only realized you weren't prepared after experiencing it, while we were always prepared 　　but never had the chance to experience it. It's really tragic, isn't it? (Tears) 　　Wu: Sigh, poor child, come here, let me give you a hug. (Hugs) 　　Fatty: (Awkwardly) Let's not talk about me anymore, let's talk about yours. 　　Fatty: My personal feeling is that at this stage of your life, you should only think about what's happening in this stage. 　　Don't think about the future, just think carefully about whether Wang Yue is the person you love now, and whether you're willing to keep 　　this precious feeling in the time you've shared, making it even more precious in future memories. 　　Wu: But I don't think I can do that! 　　Wu: I'm still worried that if we break up in the future, I'll regret it... 　　Fatty: That's something you'll have to decide for yourself. My point is: no matter how estranged we become in the end 　　, the kindness and affection we had for each other are real. 　　Wu: Ugh, you fatso, always trying to give me platitudes. 　　Wu: What you're saying is only making me more annoyed; I don't feel comforted at all. You're not a good 　　sister! (Angry) 　　Fatty: Heh, comfort is only useful after things have come to a conclusion. The problem isn't solved, so even the most comforting 　　words are superfluous (smile). 　　Wu: Ugh, I don't want to think about it anymore, let nature take its course. Go to sleep! 　　Fatty: Yeah, sleep well, have a good dream. 　　Fatty: [Voice message] 　　Wu: [Voice message] 　　5 　　I heard Wu Miaomiao's lazy and weak "Goodnight" again. Compared to 　　the feeling of my heart being tickled last time, this time I heard a hint of weariness in her voice. 　　"Finished reading?" 　　Fatty caught the phone I threw back and asked me with a smile. 　　"Yeah." 　　"What did you think?" " 　　It feels like it's a shame you're not a pimp!" 　　This bastard kept saying that Wu Miaomiao could decide for herself, but every word he said was 　　a message of leading the goddess towards self-sacrifice. 　　"Hehe, don't say that. I feel guilty about doing these things too." 　　Fatty shrugged and pouted. 　　"I really couldn't tell." 　　For some reason, after reading their chat history, I've felt incredibly depressed. I usually read 　　erotic novels online, especially NTR stories, but I've never experienced 　　the sense of immersion others talk about. I think it's because I've never really liked any girls before. My 　　initial feeling about Wu Miaomiao was that she was beautiful and I wanted to sleep with her. That feeling 　　hasn't changed; just thinking about her gives me the urge to rip her clothes off, pin her down on the bed, and have my way with her. However, 　　with more and more contact, something else has clearly crept into that urge—a desire that goes beyond just 　　having sex with her; it's a desire to protect her, take care of her, and live with her. 　　Before, when I discovered this girl was stupid, I thought it was a good thing, because the stupider she was, the more opportunities I had. 　　But now I'm inexplicably worried—why will such a stupid girl take care of herself in the long future 　　? How will she escape when facing bad people? 　　Even though right now, that bad person is me. 　　"Wu Miaomiao is right about one thing." The 　　fat man lit a cigarette, leaned against the headboard, and slowly said, 　　"For women, some things seem insignificant at the time. Because I love him, I'm willing..."

She wanted to give herself to him. But when she actually met the person she truly wanted to entrust her life to,
regret would surface. She would regret why she was so naive, why she hadn't
saved all her precious things for the right person. Although most men in this era don't
care so much about whether their wives are virgins, if you ask a hundred men if they want their wives to be virgins, probably ninety-nine would
answer yes. Times change, but right and wrong don't. Breaking free from constraints and liberating sexual concepts are just some
people's malicious misinterpretations of freedom. Self-respect and chastity are what women should always uphold. "
You fucking... what you say and what you do are completely different things..."
I agreed with the fat man's statement, but it was ironic that two people holding such views were doing completely contradictory
things.
"That's right. It's just that sometimes theory is one thing, and reality is another." " Think about it, if
Wu Miaomiao lost her virginity to Wang Yue now, and then married another man, and that man
disliked her because she wasn't a virgin, didn't cherish her, and treated her badly, what could we do?"
"Back then, we'd all be out there doing manual labor, what good could we possibly do!" "
And even if Wu Miaomiao hadn't lost her virginity to Wang Yue,
what do you think the chances are that she'd retain her virginity until graduation?"
"Probably... not very high..."
Girls like Wu Miaomiao face too many temptations. Judging from her seeking advice from Fatty, she's not a
very resolute person. Frankly, sleeping with a man is only a matter of time.
"So! It was bound to happen sooner or later, it's just that you and I brought it forward a little. It
's not really wrong. The most important thing is, if we didn't intervene, we could only pray for her to meet a good man afterward
. But by intervening, we have the opportunity to make you the right person she'll eventually meet." "
Me? Why not you?" "
Hehe, come on, I know my place. Just by looking at my face, you can tell I'm not a good person,"
the fat man said self-deprecatingly.
"Why does it sound like we're doing a good deed now that you've mentioned it?"
"Good or bad, who knows? A person's life is destined to be influenced and even controlled by others, it's just that
you've never consciously tried to do so, and subconsciously you feel you have no right to manipulate
a goddess's life. When I was little, I didn't think I was that ugly, and my nickname wasn't 'fatty,' but in junior high
, I accidentally bumped into a very pretty girl, and she cursed at me in front of the whole class
, calling me a 'fatty,' a 'fatty for life,' and from then on, I was labeled a 'fatty
.' At first, I was furious, but after a while, even I started to think I was a 'fatty
.'
That girl never apologized to me; in fact, we never spoke another word after that." How ridiculous! Someone I barely
knew changed so much about me with just a few words. So I thought, if a fat
guy's life can be so easily rewritten, why can't I rewrite someone else's? Why can't the person influencing 　　the
goddess's fate be a shut-in, a fat guy? 　　According to the laws of Japanese anime, every powerful and influential figure has a tragic childhood 　　. The fat guy isn't a big shot; his childhood trauma is 　　nothing compared to those anime heroes whose entire families die. But his words still influenced me, alleviating some of my guilt. 　　I really wanted to be a part of Wu Miaomiao's life, and I already had the opportunity. Why should I willingly 　　remain a bystander? 　　That night, I couldn't sleep, and neither could the fat guy. So he had me pretend to have acute gastroenteritis to trick him into opening 　　the dormitory door. We went to an internet cafe to play games. 　　The fat guy's gaming skills were terrible; I figured he probably rarely played games before, and I didn't know 　　where he suddenly got such a passion for gaming. Then he showed me his game character. 　　It's common for men to play female characters in online games, so 　　I wasn't surprised at all to see this weirdo, the fat guy, playing a cross-dressing character. But when he pointed to another person in his team and mysteriously asked me to guess 　　who it was, I suddenly had a strange premonition. 　　"Look at this guy's top-tier gear, and his name is so pretentious, a typical pay-to-win player. Could this guy 　　be…?" 　　"That's right, it's Wang Yue!" 　　the fat guy said in a low voice, but with no small amount of pride. 　　"Damn! How did you know his account?" 　　"Tch! You still have the nerve to call yourself a homebody? Haven't you ever been to our school's online forum?" On the second day of school, this 　　guy posted on Tieba, thinking he was all cool and awesome, saying, "Anyone playing xxx? Come to the South China 　　Region 3 and find xxx, I'll show you how to be awesome and fly high!" And his profile picture was his own photo. You tell me, this 　　ad was practically plastered in my face, how could I not know? ' 　　Uh…this guy's obviously lacking in intelligence. Does he even know who you are?' ' 　　How could he? If he knew, he'd probably just camp out at the respawn point killing me all day.' 　　The fat guy was typing away at the keyboard as he spoke to me, and the person he was chatting with was Wang Yue.

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