First time having an affair

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These days have been truly proud. Last time it was about physical infidelity, now it's emotional infidelity. But unfortunately, it ended too soon.
One day, a friend asked me to go to Yangzhou with him to meet an online friend he'd been chatting with for three years. Because he was quite familiar with her, he asked her to bring a girl along. We agreed to meet at a karaoke bar in Yangzhou, and when we got there, I realized the girl next to me was even prettier than his online friend. Then, quite naturally, we went to karaoke. Because my mindset is seriously out of sync with my age, I sang a lot of older songs that night, and the girl kept commenting on how much older she looked. She was a girl born in '89. Because she had to go back to school that night, we finished singing around 9 pm. On the way to her school, I jokingly said that I was also single. Maybe we could just get together and start a family. She didn't say anything. We arrived at the school quickly, and I took her phone and called my own number. Just like that, we somehow managed to get in touch. Then we started chatting frequently. That's how I fell in love. Whenever I went to Yangzhou on business, I would visit her at her school. At that time, I completely forgot that I was a married man. One day, I went to the Audi dealership to have my company car serviced. On my way out, I casually called her. Wow, maybe it really was fate. While I was waiting at a traffic light, she answered. She said she was outside, on the same street as me. I looked for her on a nearby bus, and suddenly I saw a beautiful face. I opened the sunroof, stood up, and called her to look. She suddenly smiled happily. The light turned green. I had to get on the highway. The call didn't end. She told me that the moment she saw me, she felt like crying. She felt she had finally found someone to rely on. I also found it unbelievable; Yangzhou is quite big, and we actually met like that. Last weekend, I went to Zhenjiang for business, then went back to Yangzhou to be with her. We talked a lot, about buying a house, our future life, and so on. I held her hand for the first time. I also kissed her for the first time. Then, on Sunday, I realized I couldn't lie to her anymore. I realized I had truly fallen in love with this girl. So I told her everything I had never told her before, including that I was married and had a daughter. She was devastated. But she still loves me unconditionally, saying she can wait for me, and asking why I was so cruel to hurt her. How could I not want to live with her? Honestly, my current partner and I don't have much in common. We only got married out of gratitude. She was very good to me back then, but now she's a completely different person. We even considered divorce, but I held back for the sake of our child. Now, although I've hurt one girl, I can't hurt another—my daughter.
Emotional infidelity is so terrible. I can only apologize to that girl. I can only tell you that if we meet again, I will hold you tightly and tell you that fate has decreed that I can only be your good brother, and you can only be the girl in my heart.

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