My own emotional experience 2

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Yesterday I wrote about some of my emotional experiences, which many people might find hard to believe, but it's true. Some might wonder why a girl who's willing to give me oral sex wouldn't give me oral sex, and I've been wondering about that too. Actually, in the two years we've been together, we've performed oral sex on each other many times. Every time, I tried to penetrate her, and every time she pushed me away. I've had erections, but her tears made me instantly weak. Any other man might have already trained her to beg for sex, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. She said some harsh things, like, "If you penetrate me, we'll be strangers from now on. I'll pretend I misjudged you," or "If you penetrate me, this is the only time, and it's over." But what truly stopped me was her tears. When I saw her expressionless face streaked with tears, all I could do was hold her, kiss away her tears, and tell her I loved her. Of course, I truly, truly love her. Later, we slowly agreed to do it on our wedding night. But as a normal man, the longer you hold back, the lonelier you become, especially when you have a woman you can't touch. We both went to university in our hometown, Lanzhou, a city many people aren't familiar with, where I was born and raised. Every weekend, we'd go back to our own homes. Later, my family moved to Xi'an—I moved after graduation, of course—so my house became our little haven on Sundays. She usually went home on Friday nights, came to my house on Saturday nights, we'd have oral sex, and then go back to school on Sunday nights. As I mentioned before, just being the one doing the licking and being licked really made me feel pent-up; I felt like I needed to release that pent-up energy. So, one of my close high school classmates became my target for teasing. She lived relatively close to me, and sometimes I'd be very direct with her, telling her I wanted to suck her tongue. After many such risqué text messages, one time she said she'd never been in a relationship or kissed before and really wanted to try. I said, "Come to my place, I'll teach you." She said okay, and that she thought I was pretty good, handsome enough. And it really happened. At first, inviting her in was a bit awkward. We sat on the sofa, just chatting, talking about everything, neither of us daring to take that step. Later, we moved from the living room to the bedroom. I sat on the bed, and she stood beside me, still chatting. Eventually, I couldn't resist anymore. Was she just here to chat? Let's do something! Thinking this, I pulled her hand, making her fall into my arms. She was very nervous, her body stiff, her eyes closed. I kissed her lips, kissing her repeatedly. Then, as she slowly relaxed, I extended my tongue, sliding it across her lips, slowly moving it into her mouth. When her tongue touched mine, she became aroused, her tongue actively licking mine. We kissed passionately, I frantically caressing her back and touching her breasts. Later, I teased... I lifted her T-shirt, and she took off my shirt too. I unhooked her bra and licked her nipples. Everything went smoothly. However, when I tried to take off her jeans, she resisted. I used the same old method: I pinned her down and continued kissing her, trying to take off her jeans as I did so. Women's tight jeans, while looking sexy and attractive, were really hard to take off. But perseverance paid off, and I got them off. However, she wouldn't let me take off her shoes. She never changes her shoes when she comes to my house. I couldn't resist her, so I thought I'd touch her vagina first and make her feel good. So, through her silk panties, I touched her vagina. She moaned, making those suppressed cries, "Ahhh," but not very loud. I could tell she was really aroused. Later, I pulled her panties down to her calves, lifted her legs, and her vagina was completely exposed. I immediately brought my face close, and a foul stench hit my nose. Here I should mention that a woman's body odor can be perceived differently by different men. Some men might find your scent very pleasant, while others might find it unpleasant. This is determined by genetics. Body odor is something we can't smell ourselves. While humans aren't as sensitive to smells as animals, scents do influence romantic relationships. Attentive people will notice the scent of the opposite sex around them, and the purpose of perfume is to improve that scent. Also, women should always be hygienic and clean. Getting back to the point, a stench instantly killed my interest. I symbolically whispered in her ear that I'd seen her vagina and said it was so cute. She suddenly stood up and said she was leaving. So she got dressed and, before leaving, said she'd gone too far today and hadn't expected it to turn out this way. Then we shared a final kiss, and she asked me to walk her downstairs. I saw her off at 3 PM; she'd eaten dinner around 1 PM. Then my girlfriend came to my house that evening. Why do I love my girlfriend so much? Maybe her body odor is a big reason. I can't usually smell it, but the smell of her underwear is a sweet fragrance to me. The strongest part of this fragrance is from the underwear she's worn. Of course, the longer it's worn, the stronger the smell. She thinks it smells bad, but I really can't smell it. She always washes before giving me oral sex, so when I lick her, I rarely smell her scent on her vagina. The first time, we didn't have the means to wash; the hotel room didn't have a bathroom. So afterwards, I only smelled that particularly strong scent on her underwear. Of course, actually, for a girl you love, you can't bring yourself to lick her even if her genitals are dirty.

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