A passerby's ridiculous experience

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Today, a friend suddenly asked me to add someone, saying she'd played the game with "them." For some reason, seeing this message made me feel uneasy. It turns out it's true, and there was even a single guy involved; they all knew each other. Haha, that aloof girl I used to be infatuated with, the one I thought was completely passively accepting this game, has actually been with five men, one of whom she'd known since 2018. That means I indirectly dated them for a while through that single guy. Someone once told me I wasn't the only one; then I found out about another, and now I've found out about two more—it's all true. And the place I used to think was special because I stayed there was actually where others could stay and sleep in the same bed with them. Turns out, they weren't idle even when I wasn't there. Suddenly, I feel so stupid. They used the same tactics on four people, and it always worked. The most impressive thing is their time management; sometimes they'd meet a different single guy every week, making sure they were never idle. I have no right to interfere. My discomfort and even pain are self-inflicted. It was just a game, and I got caught up in it myself. Who can I blame? Thinking back on what I did, it all seems ridiculous. I actually thought I could win their approval and a lifelong relationship through my sincerity. Turns out, all it took was good genitals and a good conversation starter. This shattered my belief that sincerity could be reciprocated. I don't know how to interact with people anymore, how to receive genuine affection. There's no right or wrong in this; if there's any fault, it's that I broke the rules and fell in love. It's important to know your own limitations. Suddenly, I feel so insignificant compared to others—some are more handsome, have better genitals, and I should be eliminated. Now everything makes sense. Since the honeymoon period with them ended, better people have entered the picture. I just foolishly clung to them, which led to all the subsequent events. I don't know what I can do now, what I can hold onto. Suddenly, I feel lost in life. As a passerby, I need to find my destination, the one who belongs to me. Where 69 began, I'll end here too!

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