Incestuous Confession

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I was born in the countryside, and my childhood there was the happiest and most innocent time of my life. Unfortunately, my innocence was short-lived, all because I was exposed to sex too early!
More than twenty years ago in rural Taiwan, it was still a simple and honest society, and the thinking of rural people was mostly quite conservative. However, for children, everything could be tolerated and forgiven under the umbrella of "youthful ignorance"!
I think this was probably the privilege of children, but it was also the beginning of my misfortune!
Children in the countryside mostly played together without distinction. Because of the vast space, they mostly acted in groups. Whether doing good or bad, having many people always gave them courage, and they felt safer!
In various activities, there were always a few leaders who guided everyone, and we were no exception.
Our "king of the kids" was my godbrother, only a few years older than me. He lived across the street from my house. Because I got along particularly well with his parents, they adopted me as their godson. I respected them very much. There were five brothers in their family, and our "king of the kids" was the youngest. He had a lot of mischievous ideas, and it was because of him that I was led astray and regretted it for the rest of my life!
Kids in the countryside love playing house. My godbrother, being the leader, always played the role of the father, while a girl my age played the mother, and I had to play the son.
You might think playing house is nothing special, but when we played it, it was completely different!
My godbrother insisted on everything being real!
From engagement, marriage, and wedding night to the birth of children, he followed every step meticulously.
Some might find it unbelievable, but I want to tell you: it was all true!
We were only about six or seven years old at the time, but we already had a vague understanding of relationships between men and women. In the past, economic conditions in rural Taiwan were not good, and rooms were often only partially concealed by cloth curtains; very few people actually had wooden doors to every room. Therefore, many children may have secretly watched their parents making love and then imitated them.
For example, my godbrother's bride had slept with her brother, which became known to all the children in the village. It was because of this scandalous reputation that my godbrother chose her as his bride.
Back then, everyone was very curious about sex, and people of the opposite sex often explored each other's bodies. Since my godbrother was playing house and getting married, he certainly wouldn't miss this great opportunity. So, one day when my godparents weren't home, we started our game.
The bride had brought a long cloth with her. My godbrother and I pulled down her pants, revealing her pubic area, which was still bare and white. Although we knew her brother had already penetrated it, we still stared with wide-eyed excitement. She used the large cloth as a long skirt to cover her genitals. At the time, we all assumed the bride wasn't wearing underwear because she was going to have sex with the groom!
The wedding started quickly. My godbrother performed the expected rituals: welcoming the bride, inviting guests, and toasting. He then pretended to be drunk as he entered the bridal chamber. He pulled down the bride's skirt, spread her legs, and parted her still-tender labia. He then inserted his still-developing penis into her pink vagina and pressed himself against her stomach.
The bride, perhaps feeling ticklish, burst into laughter and raised her legs high. I only saw my godbrother's penis completely inside her vagina, which shocked me.
Chapter Two: First Taste of Forbidden Fruit
After watching my godbrother's performance, I was always eager to try it myself. Although I was still very young at the time, I swear to you all: children still have sexual desires!
Although not as impulsive as during puberty, little boys can still get erections, and little girls can still have vaginal discharge!
So, during a time when I was playing with Xiaoling (my godbrother's bride), I asked her for sex.
Unexpectedly, she smiled and nodded, readily agreeing. So we ran to a dark corner behind my house and quickly took off our pants.
I stood there and spread open Xiaoling's vagina, groping around for a while. She also played with my penis for a while, and then I inserted my still very small penis into Xiaoling's vagina.
Xiaoling wrapped her arms around my neck and hooked her legs around my body, and we hugged each other tightly like that.
At that time, I only felt Xiaoling's wet and warm vagina enveloping my penis, and I was very excited. However, we didn't know to thrust back and forth; we were just together until my penis went soft. It was a short time, but we felt very stimulated!
Therefore, after that, I often brought Xiaoling to my house to play. Sometimes on the bed, sometimes in the woodshed, and sometimes we just hid under a dry ditch, touching each other's vaginas and penises.
Xiaoling had a younger sister, Xiaoshan, who was about two years younger than her. Xiaoling often brought her along. Once, Xiaoling and I were having sex behind the house, and Xiaoshan actually took off her pants and wanted me to have sex with her. I readily did, and maybe her first time was with me.
But at that time, perhaps my penis wasn't big enough, so it seems I didn't penetrate her hymen.
I think: Xiaoling was probably the same when her brother had sex with her. We probably only inserted our penises into the girl's vaginal vestibule, unable to truly penetrate their hymen and uterus, otherwise they would definitely cry out in pain and bleed!
Chapter Three: The Second Wrong Step
My sexual relationship with the sisters Xiaoling and Xiaoshan didn't last long because word got out.
I don't know if it was Xiaoling or Xiaoshan who spread it, but all my friends knew, which embarrassed me greatly. Every one of my friends, male or female, would stick out their left index finger and shove it into the web of their right hand when they saw me, saying, "Shame on you, having sex with Xiaoling!" This made me keep my
distance from Xiaoling and Xiaoshan from then on, and I even harbored some resentment towards them. Even after we all went to elementary school and became classmates, although my friends had gradually forgotten about it, the knot in my heart remained, and I still couldn't maintain a good relationship with Xiaoling.
However, my curiosity about sex wasn't quelled; instead, it intensified!
I started to have designs on my sister, which marked the beginning of the second wrong step I took.
My younger sister is two years younger than me. She's very obedient and gentle, a truly wonderful girl. I love her dearly. If any nasty boy dares to bully her, she almost always ends up crying and covered in bruises. Therefore, she trusts me implicitly and is very attached to me; she often follows me wherever I go.
However, her trust in me has become a tool for me to hurt her.
I imitated my older brother, playing a game of "marrying" her when no one was home. I took off her pants, wrapped a large cloth around her neck, and then "married" her into the room for our wedding night.
But having had experience with Xiaoling, I was much more experienced. Influenced by television dramas, my sister and I lay in bed, covered with a blanket, and held each other tightly.
I pressed her down on the bed, guided my already erect penis to her vaginal opening, and then parted her labia to insert it.
As mentioned before, my penis is still too short, so it only reaches the vestibule. Therefore, my sister didn't cry out in pain and obediently let me penetrate her vagina.
We started imitating kissing scenes from TV dramas. Everything was childish, but natural. When we kissed, we would look into each other's eyes with wide eyes until we separated.
Because of the teasing from my peers, I vaguely felt that having sex with my sister was wrong, but at the time we didn't know the word "incest," we just thought it was a fun game.
After the first time, there was a second and a third...
From then on, whenever I felt like it, I would tell my sister, and she would obediently take off her pants and let me play with her.
Once, we were lying in bed, and I took off her pants and licked her vulva with my tongue. My sister didn't react much, she just let me lick her. I lied to her at the time, saying that doing this would make it easier for her to have children in the future, and she actually believed me!
But after we both started elementary school, our sexual games came to a temporary end, because we started having our own classmates, and our social circles expanded, so we stopped thinking about that kind of thing!
Chapter Four: The Third Wrong Step
Until I was in fifth grade, because my father bought a house in the city, we moved. I was very happy at the time, because I no longer had to see Xiaoling, and I no longer had to worry about being teased by my peers.
The new house wasn't big, with only three rooms. Initially, my parents, sister, younger brother, and I shared one room; my grandmother shared another with my two unmarried aunts; and my grandfather slept in the smallest room by himself.
Later, my two aunts moved to company dormitories, and my grandfather shared another room with my grandmother, my parents shared another, and my sister and I were put in the room my grandfather had slept in. Perhaps the adults thought we were too young.
But in fact, by the second semester of fifth grade, I noticed my penis was gradually getting bigger and frequently erect, painfully so.
In the summer, my sister often slept next to me in a dress, her legs spread wide in her sleep. Although I could enjoy a good view of what was under her skirt, my unpleasant experience with Xiaoling made me restrain myself, and we slept peacefully like this for several years.
It wasn't until my first year of middle school that my body underwent an even greater change.
I discovered I was starting to grow pubic hair, which terrified me, but I was too afraid to talk about it. Although I always got perfect scores in health education, the anxiety of growing up made me very uncomfortable, and I often suffered from my strong sexual desire.
One summer during my first year of junior high, the temperature was very high, and it was unbearably stuffy. My dad was watching TV in the living room, and I went back to my room. I found my younger sister already asleep, still wearing her dress, her legs spread open, revealing her pink cartoon-patterned panties. This sight made my penis quickly become erect, and my heart pounded.
I felt uncomfortable from the tightness of my own panties, so I reached out with trembling hands to touch my sister's thighs. Seeing that she didn't react, I slipped my hand under her panties and touched her genitals.
A long-lost sense of familiarity returned to my fingertips. The warm, moist feeling, combined with the dim atmosphere of the room, made my heart beat faster and faster.
Finally, with trembling hands, I pulled my sister's panties down to her thighs, and seeing her hairless, white genitals, my heart almost jumped out of my mouth.
My childhood memories were rekindled, so I gently parted my sister's labia with two fingers, stroking them lightly back and forth. Her breathing seemed to become heavy, and her vulva filled with fluid, yet she remained fast asleep.
In this lewd atmosphere, I couldn't help but bring my lips to her beautiful rose-like vulva and kiss it, licking her vulva with the tip of my tongue. A virgin scent, tinged with soap, entered my brain through my nostrils, causing my penis to swell to its fullest extent!
After licking for a while, I finally couldn't resist pulling out my penis and clumsily inserting it into my sister's vaginal canal. Knowing the preciousness of a girl's hymen and fearing that my sister might get pregnant, I dared not go any deeper, only rubbing the outside.
But after only a moment, I felt a surge of heat on my glans; I knew I was about to ejaculate, so I quickly pulled out, and then a wave of dizziness washed over me, and a stream of white semen shot onto the wooden bed!
My sister, however, remained completely unaware, continuing to sleep soundly.
I stood there for a while before I came to my senses. I quickly wiped away my first ejaculation with a cloth, looked at my sister who was still fast asleep, and then shook her awake, telling her to go to the next room to sleep.
My heart was pounding, a guilty conscience mixed with the excitement of orgasm, and I struggled to fall asleep...
Chapter Five: Confession
From then on, my libido increased year by year along with my height, but the adults remained oblivious. So I often took advantage of the late nights when the whole family was asleep to sneak up to my sister's bed and caress her gradually rising buttocks. Sometimes I would even insert my fingers into her vulva to stroke it, or pull down her pants and lick her genitals.
Sometimes I couldn't resist anymore, so I would climb on top of her, press my painfully hard penis against her buttocks through her pants, and then ejaculate in my pants.
I was always afraid of causing trouble, so I dared not insert my penis into my sister's vagina again.
My sister wasn't always completely unaware; a few times I would hurriedly flee the scene when she was about to wake up, but she probably already knew about my transgression.
Driven by a woman's instinct for self-preservation, she became less compliant with me than she had been in childhood, and our relationship deteriorated. She often spoke harshly to me, and knowing I was in the wrong, I could only give in.
However, when the opportunity arose, I still enjoyed this adventurous act of "night raids." The complex emotions—a mixture of theft, incest, rape, and self-reproach—kept me entertained
until I graduated from middle school and went away to study.
To be honest, I wasn't bad-looking; in fact, I was considered handsome. At 176cm tall, girls often gave me flirty looks on the street.
But on the one hand, I was too introverted and lacked the courage to talk to unfamiliar girls. On the other hand, the shadow of being ridiculed in childhood and the guilt I felt towards my sister made me despise myself, believing myself to be dirty and unworthy of interacting with girls. Therefore, although I had several girlfriends during my teenage years, they all ended without a trace.
I envied the other male classmates who talked endlessly about their sexual histories, while I could only listen quietly on the sidelines.
In my classmates' eyes, I was a reserved, awkward, and uninterested oddball. They had no idea how much I longed to truly love and make love with a girl!
It wasn't until after my military service, and after a heartbreak, that my sister and I returned to the close, intimate relationship we had as children, sharing everything. But I no longer dared to play those childhood games with her.
Later, I got another girlfriend, and I finally got to make love with her.
However, when I brought her home, my sister repeatedly made things difficult for me, leading to a serious conflict. I don't know if she still remembers what happened when we were little?
Has she developed feelings for me again?
Whenever I think back to my childhood ignorance and foolishness, I feel a deep unease and guilt. Therefore, I want to tear off my mask of pretense, let the world clearly see my wrongdoing, and offer my deepest repentance!

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