I was turned gay by my husband's niece (1-5)

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(A true story; all names in the text are pseudonyms)

1.
I was born in 1987. My life from childhood to adulthood was generally smooth sailing. I became a lawyer and married a talented and handsome husband. You could say I was an enviable woman.
But I never expected that one day, my life would face a sudden change.
It was an afternoon in July 2018. I returned to Chongqing from a business trip. As soon as I entered my home, I was startled by a white figure in front of me. It was a completely naked woman, without a single stitch of clothing.
"Ah!" I screamed in fright, and the other person also screamed "Ah!" Then we both asked in unison, "Who are you?"
It was a young girl with a very good figure. She questioned, "Why didn't you knock before coming in?" I
was both amused and annoyed. I said irritably, "This is my house. Why would I knock? Who are you anyway?"
Seeing me staring at her, she quickly covered her chest with one hand and her lower body with the other, shouting in a mix of shame and anger, "Are you still looking? Don't look!"
After saying that, she ran to the master bedroom, presenting me with her bare back and round, full buttocks, and then slammed the door shut.
I immediately went outside and closed the bedroom door. My heart was pounding. My first thought was, "Oh no, a thief broke into my house, and a female thief at that." But then I thought, who breaks into a house naked in broad daylight?
At that moment, a thought surged into my mind, making me tremble with anger. My husband must be having an affair and brought his mistress home while I was away on a business trip to have sex with her. That bastard must still be in the bedroom right now, trembling with fear with that shameless woman, right?
I immediately picked up my phone and dialed my husband's number. As soon as he answered and called out "Wife," I yelled in Chongqing dialect, "Gao Wenchao, you son of a bitch, get out here right now!"
"Wh-what? Wife, what are you talking about?" my husband asked, bewildered.
I was furious. That bastard had been caught red-handed by me, and he still dared to play innocent? "Stop pretending! Get out here right now!"
"I-I, I'm driving. How am I supposed to get out here? Where am I supposed to get to you?" my husband said, laughing and crying at the same time.
I was shocked and asked, "What did you say? You're driving?"
"Of course! I'm stuck in traffic at Hongqihegou! You can hear it." As he spoke, a lot of noise came from the other end of the phone, including car horns.
I was relieved, but also incredibly embarrassed, and asked, "Then, then, why is there a girl in the house? And completely naked."
I started to get scared again; could she really be a thief?
"Naked?" My husband was also puzzled, then laughed, "Oh, that's Gao Shanshan. I just picked her up from school at noon."
I then realized what was going on. Gao Shanshan was my husband's distant niece, twenty-one years old that year, and had just graduated from junior college. A while ago, my husband told me that Gao Shanshan wanted to come to Chongqing to look for work, and I never expected her to actually come, only to be caught naked by me. We both blushed deeply.
"Why didn't you tell me she was coming today? I wasn't prepared at all," I complained, resuming speaking Mandarin with my husband, who was from out of town.
"Oh, it's like this..." my husband explained, "Her dad called me yesterday to say she was coming to Chongqing today and asked me to pick her up from the airport. After I brought her home, I went to the client's place. I meant to tell you, but I was busy and forgot. I didn't expect you to be back today..."
I thought to myself, "Oh, I see. This girl is really something! She came all this way! Why did she have to be naked in someone else's house? Luckily it was me. If my husband had seen her, what would have happened? She's really something.
" "What's wrong, honey? You two..." my husband asked with a smile.
"Oh, oh, nothing, it's nothing. You go about your business..." I said, then reminded him, "Come home early when you're done. I'm not very familiar with your cousin."
"Yes, ma'am," my husband laughed. "I'll hang up now, I'm driving!"
After finishing the call with my husband, I went back inside. Gao Shanshan appeared in the living room, already dressed. I noticed she was wearing my pajamas, and because her breasts were larger than mine, her chest was taut.
I was a little annoyed at the time, thinking, "This girl just arrived at my house and is already wearing my clothes, so arrogant!" And her breasts are really big! Thinking about this, I felt a pang of jealousy.
"You're my aunt, right?" Gao Shanshan said with a beaming smile.
"Yes, yes! You're Shanshan?" I replied with a smile.
Gao Shanshan said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry about earlier, I...I was taking a shower..."
I laughed, "It's okay, it's okay..."
She continued to explain, "After I finished showering, I realized I forgot to bring a change of underwear. Since no one was home, I went to my room to get it, but I didn't expect you to come back so suddenly..."
She lowered her head in embarrassment. I laughed, "Shanshan, my clothes fit you quite well, huh?"
She laughed, "Yes! Yes! It's just that my chest feels a little tight."
I rolled my eyes inwardly. Damn it? Are you implying to my face that my breasts aren't as big as yours?
Gao Shanshan continued, "I'm so sorry, Auntie. I was in such a panic that I ran into your and Uncle's bedroom, so I just grabbed whatever clothes I could find."
I thought to myself, "You've got good taste! Why wear my clothes instead of your uncle's?"
She probably noticed my displeasure and added, "I'll change right away,"
and headed towards the guest room. I quickly called after her, "It's okay, Shanshan, you can wear it..."
But she went into the guest room and closed the door. A little while later, she came out wearing a tight-fitting short-sleeved T-shirt and shorts, holding my pajamas, and said, "Auntie, shall I wash these for you?"
"No, no, Shanshan, we're all family, don't be so formal," I laughed, realizing I'd been a bit too harsh. After all, she's my husband's niece; I should be more understanding.
I took the pajamas from Gao Shanshan and said to her, "Shanshan, please sit down."
She sat down, and I sat on the sofa next to her, saying, "It's so hot in Chongqing, are you feeling hot?"
Gao Shanshan laughed, "Yes! It's so hot, so I wanted to take a shower as soon as I got home, hehe..."
We started chatting. I hadn't seen her for about seven or eight years. The last time I saw her was when I went back to my husband's hometown. She was quite young then, only thirteen or fourteen years old. But even then, the little girl had already grown into a graceful and charming young woman. I even told my husband at the time, "Your little niece will definitely be a great beauty when she grows up."
Now it seems I was right. This girl is indeed beautiful. Her medium-length hair was pulled back, and she had a great figure—tall and slender, neither too thin nor too plump, but firm and toned. She had high breasts and long legs; she was a truly captivating beauty. I felt a pang of jealousy.
"Shanshan, it's been so many years since we last met, hasn't it? You've grown into a beautiful young woman!" I said sincerely.
My husband is quite senior in his family; his eldest cousin is more than ten years older than him, which is why he has such a grown niece.
“Auntie, you’re the prettiest one! You have such a great presence, and you’re a top student in law, now a lawyer. I’ve admired you since I was little, dreaming of becoming a woman like you when I grow up,” Gao Shanshan said.
Hearing her words, I felt incredibly pleased, and my earlier displeasure vanished.
I knew there was an element of flattery in her words, but what she said was mostly true. I’ve always been good-looking and academically gifted, the pride of my parents. I graduated from Southwest University of Political Science and Law and became a lawyer.
I’ve always been quite confident in my appearance; my pretty face, slender 1.64-meter frame, and stylish medium-length hair perfectly combine the competence of a career woman with the charm of a young married woman, living up to Chongqing’s reputation as a beauty.
“Oh, you’re making me a little embarrassed…” I chuckled. “By the way, Shanshan, I’m only ten years older than you, don’t call me Auntie, just call me Zifei.”
“Isn’t that inappropriate?” Gao Shanshan said awkwardly.
“What’s inappropriate? At worst, just add ‘sister’ to my name.”
“Okay… then! Sister Zifei.” She giggled at me.
I smiled back. Suddenly, the distance between the two women, one older and one younger, seemed to shrink, and they felt a sense of intimacy.
Then, the image of the naked body I had just seen flashed through my mind: a tall figure, snow-white skin, two jade-like breasts, a dark forest below… My heart started racing.
I found it strange. It wasn’t the first time I’d seen a woman’s naked body; I was a woman myself. Why did my heart race after seeing Gao Shanshan’s naked body?
Through our conversation, I learned that Gao Shanshan particularly liked Chongqing, so she was thinking of coming here to find work. If she couldn’t find a suitable job, she’d consider it a trip.
I thought to myself, it’s all because of Douyin (TikTok). In recent years, Chongqing has become the number one internet celebrity city in the country. Every holiday, the streets are full of out-of-towners, causing terrible traffic jams, and she even managed to seduce my husband’s little auntie here.
Soon it was dinnertime. I called my husband to ask when he would be back. "Okay, come out to dinner with us to welcome Gao Shanshan home." But my husband said he had to work overtime and would be home late, so he asked me to have dinner with Gao Shanshan.
I had no choice but to say to Gao Shanshan, "Shanshan, your uncle is working overtime and won't be home. Let's go out to eat, okay?"
"Okay!" Gao Shanshan smiled and prepared to go out with me.
I noticed that her shorts were too short, almost reaching her upper thighs, revealing a bit of her buttocks, and when she walked, her pink underwear was faintly visible.
Upon seeing this, my heart skipped a beat, and I felt strange again. I thought, even I'm dressed like this; if a man saw me, wouldn't he get a nosebleed?
"Shanshan, are you really going out dressed like this?" I said.
"What's wrong?" she asked, puzzled.
"Your shorts are way too short!" I laughed.
"It's okay," she said, "Hey! It's fine, it's cool to wear."
I didn't say anything more and went out with her.
While waiting for the elevator, I noticed that Gao Shanshan was indeed quite tall, even taller than me, so I asked her how tall she was. She said 1.67 meters.
From leaving my house to taking the elevator, and all the way outside, Gao Shanshan affectionately linked arms with mine, as if we were close sisters.
At that moment, I felt a growing fondness for this girl I had reunited with after so many years, and with whom I had made a huge blunder upon our first meeting.

2.
I took Gao Shanshan out for hot pot. Beforehand, I asked her if she could handle spicy food. The little girl didn't hesitate at all, saying she loved spicy food, the spicier the better.
I couldn't help but look at her with newfound respect, thinking, "You're from the North, and you can handle so much spice?" Even I, a native of Chongqing, wouldn't dare make such a boast.
But after just one bite, the little girl exclaimed that it was too spicy and asked the waiter to bring vinegar to add to her dipping sauce. She said that there was also Chongqing hot pot in Xuzhou, but it wasn't nearly as spicy.
After that, the little girl kept adding vinegar, and by the end of the meal, she was drenched in sweat from the spiciness, and a whole bottle of vinegar was gone.
I chuckled inwardly. This little girl was so arrogant, bragging and boasting. Luckily, I ordered mild spicy. She couldn't even handle my level of spice, and she dared to say the spicier the better?
But she did say Chongqing hotpot was really delicious, much better than the Chongqing hotpot in Xuzhou. I proudly replied, "That's right, Chongqing hotpot and Xuzhou hotpot are completely different."
After finishing the hotpot, I went home and stayed for a while. My husband came home and asked what had happened during the day. Gao Shanshan blushed and pointed at me coquettishly, "Sister Zifei, don't tell!"
After spending several hours together, we were quite familiar with each other by now. My husband asked, "Shanshan, why don't you call me 'Little Aunt'?"
Gao Shanshan replied, "Sister Zifei told me to."
My husband laughed, "That's fine... but you can't call me 'Brother,' you have to call me 'Little Uncle.'"
Gao Shanshan laughed, "That's right, otherwise if I call you 'Brother,' and you call me 'Dad Brother,' wouldn't my dad and I be of the same generation?"
The three of them burst into laughter.
When we went to bed, my husband asked me about what happened during the day, and I told him. He laughed uncontrollably and said, "So you saw her naked?"
"Of course! You have no idea how embarrassing it was!" I said, my mind involuntarily conjuring up images of Gao Shanshan's alluring naked body.
My husband and I usually speak Mandarin, only using Chongqing dialect when we argue or when I'm unilaterally angry with him. I find the fiery intensity of Chongqing dialect more powerful and satisfying to use.
This guy has been in Chongqing for over ten years since college, but he still can't speak Chongqing dialect well, and I can't understand his Xuzhou dialect, so he always speaks Mandarin to me. I have a quirk: whenever someone speaks Mandarin to me, I unconsciously switch to Mandarin too. But my Mandarin is alright; it definitely doesn't have that Chongqing accent.
"From today onwards, having such a pretty girl staying at home, aren't you thrilled? You always work overtime, maybe you won't need to anymore?" I said to my husband with a smile.
He said seriously, "What are you talking about? She's my niece."
"Cousin's..." I corrected, "She's not your brother's daughter."
"That's not as bad as you say, is it?" my husband said defiantly, his face turning slightly red. He's two years older than me, an IT guy, and lacks a sense of humor. "I
was just joking, look how serious you are!" I laughed, then thought for a moment and asked, "By the way, how long will your niece be staying at home?"
Even though I'd already fallen for the girl, I still didn't want an outsider living in the house all the time; otherwise, I always felt my life was being disturbed.
"Don't worry, honey..." my husband said with a smile, hugging me. "Shanshan won't be staying with us for long. My older brother said he'll rent her an apartment as soon as she finds a job. If she can't find a job, he'll tell her to go back to Xuzhou and stay put. Consider this a trip to Chongqing."
I said, "Her education isn't that great. With just a junior college diploma and being from out of town, how easy is it for her to find a job?"
“Then we’ll have to rely on you, my little aunt. You know a lot of people, so help her think of a solution!” My husband chuckled, reaching under my nightgown and grasping one of my breasts.
I said, “I’ve built up some connections over the years, but I’m not using them to take care of your relatives.”
“We’re all family, why be so formal?” My husband continued chuckled, grasping my other breast.
He kissed me as he touched her, then started to pull off my nightgown. I said, “No, the little girl’s home! Be careful she doesn’t hear us.”
“Young people sleep soundly, she won’t hear us. Besides, she’s home all day, can’t we make love?” My husband said, continuing to pull off my nightgown.
Although I said that, I was secretly quite eager, half-heartedly letting him do as he did, even lifting my buttocks to help him pull down my underwear. After all, I’d been away on a business trip for several days, and I was just turning thirty, the prime of my life, so there was a feeling that absence makes the heart grow fonder.
My husband touched me all over, then tried to penetrate me. I pouted, "Why don't you kiss me down there? There's not much lubrication, aren't you worried about it being dry?"
So he buried his face in my genitals and kissed me a few times before looking up and asking, "Is it okay now?"
I nodded. He leaned in to enter me, but I stopped him again. "Use a condom, it's not my safe period."
My husband pleaded, "How about we don't use one?"
I said firmly, "No, use one."
"Zifei, I'm thirty-three, and you're thirty-one. We should start thinking about having children," my husband said.
I was twenty-five when I graduated with my master's degree, and after working as a paralegal for several years, I finally became a licensed lawyer at twenty-eight or twenty-nine. To secure my position at the law firm, I didn't dare have children, and before I knew it, I was thirty-one.
"I've only just started to build up some achievements and reputation, how dare I slack off?"
"Zifei, don't work too hard, I've got everything covered! I'm earning a good income now, we have a house and a car, I can support you and the child."
I knew my husband wasn't lying. A few years ago, he partnered with two friends to start an IT company, becoming his own boss, and the business was doing quite well. He's the only son in his family, and his parents are eagerly awaiting a grandchild!
Although I felt apologetic towards my husband, I decided to do things my own way. I kissed him and said softly, "Baby, give me a little more time, just a year or two, until my career is more stable, then I'll have a child for you, okay?"
My husband sighed, "Okay!"
He looked down at his crotch and laughed, "I've been so busy talking to you, I've gotten a little soft."
My husband loves me very much, and he's always been very accommodating and good to me.
"I'll help you..." I gave him a coquettish look and leaned down to suckle his penis.
He got hard in no time, so I put a condom on him and let him penetrate me...
I got up to use the bathroom in the middle of the night, and as soon as I came out, before I even turned off the light, I saw a figure flash in front of me. I asked in surprise, "Who's there?"
"It's me," Gao Shanshan replied.
I breathed a sigh of relief. I had been half asleep and had forgotten that there was someone else in the house.
"Sister Zifei, did I scare you?" Gao Shanshan asked, her gaze falling on my chest.
I was wearing a spaghetti strap nightgown and no bra underneath, so my cleavage was clearly exposed. I quickly covered my cleavage and said, "N-nothing, you can go to the bathroom!" Then I
slipped back to my room. Lying in bed, I sighed, thinking that even though we're both women, I can't dress so revealingly at home anymore.
The next morning, I had just finished making breakfast when Gao Shanshan came into the dining room and smiled at me, "Good morning, Sister Zifei."
"Good morning, Shanshan, have some breakfast," I smiled back.
She leaned over the table to smell it and laughed, "It smells so good!"
With that movement, her breasts were briefly exposed, her beautiful breasts encased in her bra coming into view—round, full, white, with a deep cleavage in the middle.
I couldn't help but admire them in my heart, "Wow, they're so big!" At the same time, my heart fluttered. I really felt strange; how could I keep having these feelings for a woman? I'm supposed to be a straight woman!
Gao Shanshan looked up at me and laughed, "It must taste delicious."
I quickly looked away, smiled, feeling a little embarrassed. I wondered if the little girl had noticed me peeking at her.
Just then, my husband came out yawning, and Gao Shanshan laughed heartily at him, "Uncle, breakfast is ready."
My husband said he would wash up first and went into the bathroom.
While Gao Shanshan and I were having breakfast, she quietly asked me, "Sister Zifei, you and Uncle seem to get along quite well, right?"
I smiled, puzzled, "What do you mean?"
"I mean, are you... always this harmonious?" The little girl looked at me with a smile.
I gave her a half-smile. "You little brat, what do you mean?"
She glanced towards the bathroom, then leaned closer to me. "Are you two always this harmonious every night?"
My face flushed instantly. I playfully slapped her and said coquettishly, "You silly girl, why are you asking this? Eat your food."
I thought to myself that my husband and I were quite excited last night, and we must have made a lot of noise. This girl must have heard us. My heart pounded.
"Haha..." Gao Shanshan laughed. "We're all adults, why are you so shy?"
I thought she was quite cute and gave her a loving look. "Is that how you ask questions?"
My husband came out of the bathroom and asked, "What are you talking about? You seem so happy."
"We were talking about you and Sister Zifei, do you..." Gao Shanshan smiled and looked at me.
My face turned red. I secretly pinched her thigh and glared at her. She then said to my husband, "You went to bed late?"
My husband said, puzzled, "Not too late!" We sat down to eat breakfast.
Gao Shanshan secretly smiled at me, and I glared at her again.
My husband said, "Shanshan, your aunt and I both have to work during the day, so we don't have time to keep you company. Go out and explore by yourself."
Gao Shanshan smiled and said, "It's okay, Uncle, you two are busy. I'm not a child anymore, I don't need you to keep me company. Besides, I came to Chongqing to find a job, not to play."
"Okay..." my husband nodded and said, "Tonight, your aunt and I will take you to Nanshan Yihuali and Longmenhao to see the night view."
"Okay..." Gao Shanshan smiled and said, "By the way, Uncle, Sister Zifei, are you coming back for dinner? I'll cook."
I said, "No need, Shanshan, I'll leave work early this afternoon, buy groceries, and cook."
My husband asked with a smile, "Shanshan, can you cook?"
Gao Shanshan pouted and said, "Uncle, don't underestimate me, I can cook! Just wait and see!"
I thought this girl was indeed quite cheerful and cute. With her here, the house was more lively than before. I smiled and said, "Alright! We'll wait to taste your cooking."
"No problem! I've got it covered." Gao Shanshan patted her chest and said.
All three of them laughed.

3.
As soon as I arrived at the law firm, the director called me into his office and gave me a series of instructions.
As I came out of the director's office, Chen Lei greeted me and asked, "Did the boss ask you to handle Mr. Zhang?"
He's my college classmate, and we've always had a good relationship. He was the one who introduced me to this law firm, so he's not only my classmate and colleague, but also my friend.
The Mr. Zhang Chen Lei mentioned is a legal partner of our firm. Their cooperation agreement is renewed every two years, and this time it's about to expire, but Mr. Zhang is reluctant to renew it. Our director is worried he'll find another law firm, so he asked me to talk to Mr. Zhang.
After all, I'm the company's legal counsel, and I've dealt with Mr. Zhang quite a bit; we're pretty familiar. Besides, I know what the director meant by asking me to handle this.
"Yes!" I smiled.
"So you agreed?"
"What else could I do?"
Chen Lei looked worried and frowned. "You know Mr. Zhang has designs on you. I'm worried that you're just throwing yourself into the lion's den."
He said this with a hint of indignation, "The boss is really something. He resorts to this kind of tactic when he can't handle things. He only thinks about the firm's profits and doesn't care about the employees' feelings."
I laughed, "The boss only told me to talk to Mr. Zhang, he didn't tell me to do anything else..."
"Isn't it obvious? The reason Mr. Zhang is delaying signing the contract is because he wants you to meet him. The boss is basically pushing you into the lion's den. He only cares about whether he can sign the contract, he doesn't care if you'll be bullied by that Mr. Zhang!"
"Alright, don't make it sound so dramatic. That Mr. Zhang isn't a big tiger, and I'm not some little lamb. Don't worry, I know what I'm doing, I won't suffer any losses."
I was quite grateful for Chen Lei's concern and took out my phone to dial Mr. Zhang's number.
Chen Lei said, "Zifei, don't force yourself. If it doesn't work out, that's fine."
I smiled gently at him, "Okay! Thank you."
Just then, Mr. Zhang's call came through. I said with a beaming smile, "Mr. Zhang, this is Tang Zifei. Are you free tonight? I'd like to invite you to dinner..."
Before leaving in the afternoon, I dressed up and even deliberately showed off a bit of cleavage.
In the legal profession, especially for women, particularly young female lawyers with some looks, it's inevitable to have times when they can use their gender advantage. Some even go so far as to sleep with clients or engage in other sexual activities (I won't go into details here to avoid any unpleasantness). In the industry, this behavior is called "land for peace." Some law firms will send in female lawyers when male lawyers can't handle things. It's precisely because of this situation that Chen Lei was so worried about me.
But I have my bottom line. If necessary, I can use my looks, but as for sleeping with someone, even if you kill me, I won't do it. Because I've never thought about being unfaithful to my husband, and I'm not that despicable.
That evening, I sat with Mr. Zhang in a private room at a restaurant for dinner. Beforehand, I had called my husband to tell him I had a business dinner and asked him to take Gao Shanshan to see the night view himself.
Mr. Zhang, in his forties, was very dignified. We ate and talked, enjoying each other's company. After a few rounds of drinks, emboldened by the alcohol, he took my left hand with his left and placed it on the table, saying, "Attorney Tang, tell me honestly, how have I, Zhang, treated you all these years?"
He had long coveted me, hinting several times in the past few years that he wanted me to be his mistress, but I had always politely declined without hurting his feelings.
I wanted to pull my hand away, but didn't, saying coquettishly, "Need I say more? Mr. Zhang, I remember your support for our law firm, especially for me personally."
Mr. Zhang suddenly placed his right hand on my right thigh and continued speaking. I was secretly startled, regretting why I had worn a tight-fitting short skirt to see him. He touched my bare thigh without any resistance.
I cursed inwardly, "Damn it, you old pervert, taking advantage of me!" But I remained motionless, silently searching for a solution.
Seeing that I didn't resist, Mr. Zhang became even more aggressive. As he spoke, he ran his right hand along the inside of my right thigh, gradually moving inward. Just a little further, and he could touch that area through my underwear.
I felt utterly disgusted and furious. At that moment, I basically only had two choices: one, stand up and slap this lecherous man, walk away, and the agreement would be ruined, ending the years-long cooperation between our law firm and Mr. Zhang's company;
two, let him do as he pleased, let his filthy hand touch me freely, and even go to a hotel with him later. But this was the bottom line I absolutely couldn't give up.
Tears were welling up in my eyes. In a moment of urgency, I subtly pulled my left hand out of Mr. Zhang's left hand, took his right hand which was about to touch my private parts, placed it in my right hand, grasped his hand with both of mine, gently patted the back of his hand, and smiled, "Brother Zhang, thank you for thinking so highly of me. You will always be the most respected and closest older brother to me..."
Saying this, I raised my glass with both hands and said to Mr. Zhang, "Come on, Brother Zhang, this is a toast to you, bottoms up!"
I then downed my drink. Mr. Zhang chuckled awkwardly and also finished his drink. Then he laughed, "Zifei, Zifei, I really can't do anything with you." "
So, Brother Zhang, what do you think of the agreement?" I looked at him coquettishly.
He said, "Come to our company tomorrow and coordinate with the legal department. I'll put in a good word for them."
A crisis was thus averted, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, glad that I had at least fulfilled my mission.
Actually, it wasn't that Mr. Zhang was so infatuated with me that even if I rejected him, he would still want to take care of me and our law firm. Rather, our law firm is quite reputable, and after working with him for so long, he doesn't intend to easily change partners. Besides, he's a man of principle; he wouldn't force himself on a woman, much less do anything detrimental to his business because of her.
Moreover, he's not short of women; there are plenty of younger, prettier, and materialistic women than me. Even if he can't have me, wouldn't those women be eager to sleep with him if he wanted to?
After finishing my business with Mr. Zhang, I returned home exhausted. My husband was already asleep, but Gao Shanshan was still waiting for me. She handed me a bowl of soup she had made, smiling, "Sister Zifei, you must be very tired. Have some soup to nourish yourself."
"Thank you!" I smiled slightly, taking the soup and asking, "It's so late, why aren't you asleep yet?"
She smiled sweetly, "I was waiting for you! I couldn't sleep until you came back."
I thought this girl was truly warm and considerate; she'd only been here two days and already cared for me so much. Her husband was asleep, yet she was still waiting for me and had even made me soup.
After taking a sip, the scene from tonight, and the hardships and bitterness I've endured as a woman in the legal profession over the years, resurfaced in my mind, and tears welled up in my eyes.
Seeing this, Gao Shanshan knelt down in front of me, took my hands, and looked at me, saying, "Sister Zifei, what's wrong?"
I choked out, "Shanshan, can I cry in your hands for a while?"
It wasn't that I was unwilling to tell my husband about the past; he was busy with his career and faced many difficulties, so why should I add to his worries? Besides, as a tech guy, he's not that sensitive or prone to sweet talk. Therefore, even though Gao Shanshan was new here, at this moment, I preferred to show my vulnerability and sadness in front of her understanding and gentle nature.
Gao Shanshan nodded, "Mm..."
So I buried my head in her hand that was holding mine and began to sob softly. She let me cry for a while, then got up and held my head in her arms, gently patting my shoulders and back, saying, "Zifei, you must be having some trouble. If you'd like, you can tell me. Or, you can just cry like this for a while, cry as much as you want."
Hearing her words, I sobbed even harder. To avoid being heard by my husband in the bedroom, I stopped crying, left Gao Shanshan's embrace, and smiled, "I'm fine now, go to sleep?"
She wiped away my tears and asked, "Are you sure?"
"Yes..." I nodded and smiled.
She smiled slightly too, "Okay, drink your soup and go to sleep early too."
I smiled and nodded again, watching her go into her room...
Gao Shanshan stayed at my house for a month. But she didn't stay for free; besides sending out resumes and looking for work, she would rush to do housework when she was home, making breakfast, dinner, tidying up the room, and even washing clothes for my husband and me, which made me feel quite embarrassed.
I told her not to do that, but she told me she wasn't trying to please me and my brother-in-law. She said it was because we were good to her and considered her part of the family, and she genuinely liked us and was happy to do things for the family.
I've also genuinely fallen for her. I quietly told my husband that even if Shanshan wanted to stay in Chongqing long-term, we shouldn't let her live outside. We have enough room, so let her stay. She's a young girl, unfamiliar with the place, and we'd feel at ease, as would her family. My husband readily agreed and repeatedly thanked me, saying, "Thank you, honey."
Sometimes my husband and I would take Gao Shanshan out, like to eat, sing karaoke, or watch movies. The three of us had a great time. I also took Gao Shanshan to my parents' house. She's cheerful, has a sweet tongue, and is so beautiful; my parents adore her and even asked me to bring her home for meals more often.
Gao Shanshan and I hit it off immediately. I felt like she wasn't my husband's cousin at all, but more like my own sister, or even my best friend, which made me incredibly happy and comfortable.
My husband was naturally delighted by our close relationship with his cousin. Once, he joked that people who didn't know us would think we were a lesbian couple.
Gao Shanshan wrapped her arms around my neck and laughed at my husband, "We are a lesbian couple, so what? It'll make you jealous."

4.
One day in early August, my husband was away on a business trip. That afternoon, I was at the law firm when I received a call from Gao Shanshan. She said she was downstairs and asked if I had time; she wanted to have afternoon tea with me to tell me something.
I was quite surprised and happy about her sudden visit. We met at a coffee shop downstairs, and she excitedly announced that she had passed a job interview and could start work the next day.
This company was a client I had helped win a case for, and they were hiring a receptionist at the time, so I introduced Gao Shanshan to them. Gao Shanshan is exceptionally attractive. Although her academic qualifications aren't great, they're more than enough for a receptionist job.
So, as soon as she received the offer, she found our law firm's address on the navigation app, took the light rail line 3 to the building in Nanping where the firm is located, and wanted to celebrate with me.
"This is my first job after graduation, and it's in a city I really love..." Gao Shanshan said excitedly, "Thank you so much, sis!"
She doesn't even call me by my name anymore, just "sis." I laughed and asked, "So, how are you going to thank your sis?"
"I'll treat you to dinner," she said with a smile.
"Okay! Tonight?"
"Yes, tonight..." Gao Shanshan nodded and asked if I had time. We could go see a movie first. I happened to be free
at the time, so I agreed, "Then let this beautiful lawyer guide this newbie through a carefree journey."
"Okay!" Gao Shanshan was incredibly excited and laughed, "Sis, shall we go?"
I smiled and got up, letting her take my arm, and we left the coffee shop laughing and joking.
I took Gao Shanshan to Wanda Plaza. After picking up the movie tickets, since there was still some time before the movie started, we played games at the arcade next to the cinema.
We first danced together on a dance machine. After we finished, the computer gave us a high score, and Gao Shanshan and I were so happy that we high-fived and hugged.
Then we sat down at two racing machines to play a racing game. Gao Shanshan said, "Sister, dare to make a bet?"
I laughed and said, "How do we bet?"
"The loser calls the other sister." She giggled.
I pouted and laughed, "You little brat, you're really cunning. You already call me sister, so you're not losing either way, are you?"
Seeing that I had seen through her trick, she laughed and said, "How about this? If you lose, you call me sister, and if I lose, I call you dad. Is that fair?"
"You said it yourself, you brat. I'm going to make you call me dad today." I laughed.
I lost the first round. Gao Shanshan forced me to call her sister. How could I say that? But she said that a bet is a bet. I had no choice but to look away and whisper, quickly, and indistinctly call out "Sister," trying to get away with it.
She said she didn't hear me clearly and told me to speak louder. I had to call out again, a little more clearly, and she laughed triumphantly, "Oh! My little sister is so good!"
I was so angry I wanted to bite her. I won the second round, and the little girl cheated, trying to run away, but I, who was prepared, grabbed her ear and said through gritted teeth, "You brat, where do you think you're going?"
She had no choice but to beg for mercy, "Sister, sister, be gentle, be gentle, your ear will fall off."
I said through gritted teeth again, "Call me Daddy!"
She told me to let go of her first, and then she would call him. To prevent her from running away again, I grabbed her arm and said in Chongqing dialect, "Don't try to fool me, hurry up and call out!"
Gao Shanshan whispered "Dad," and I deliberately mimicked her earlier words, saying, "Didn't hear you? Call out again!"
"You said it..." She looked around, then shouted at me clearly and loudly, "Dad!"
Everyone around us looked at us, surprised. I was so embarrassed that my face turned bright red, and I slapped her, "You brat, why are you shouting so loudly?"
She deliberately shouted "Dad" at me again, and I was so embarrassed that I quickly stopped her, "Stop shouting!"
She laughed so hard she almost fell over.
Being with Gao Shanshan was always so joyful; it was the happiest time of my life in all these years, to the point that all the troubles I encountered at work seemed to disappear.
It's not that I'm not happy with my husband, but it's not as relaxed as being with Gao Shanshan. Her cheerfulness, thoughtfulness, and even playfulness are like a sweet spring, constantly nourishing my heart.
We had a lot of fun that day. On the way home, I noticed Gao Shanshan, sitting in the passenger seat, kept staring at me. I chuckled as I drove, "Why are you staring at me? Do I have something written on my face?"
She laughed, "Because I like you! That's why I'm looking at you, I can't get enough of looking at you."
I suddenly felt a flutter in my heart, and it wasn't the first time I'd felt this way when we were together. Now it was just the two of us in the car, and the ambiguous atmosphere made me decide to follow my heart. I laughed, "Are you teasing me?"
"Yes! I'm teasing you," Gao Shanshan said, pulling me close and giving me a kiss.
I quickly pushed her away, blushing, and said, "What are you doing? I'm driving!"
“Zifei…” she suddenly said. I was startled, surprised that she no longer called me “sister” but addressed me by my first name, and my heart pounded even faster.
She continued to look at me and smile, “If I were a man, I would marry you. If you were a man, I would marry you.”
Her words and her eyes captivated me. I whispered, “Don’t talk nonsense, I already have your uncle.”
She said, “So what? If we weren’t the same sex, I would steal you from your uncle.”
I was truly melting from her charm, forcing a smile, “You silly girl, you’re getting more and more outrageous.”
Just then, a heavy rain began to fall. We finally drove back to our apartment complex, but all the parking spaces near our building were full, so we had to park in a spot further away.
The rain was still heavy, so after waiting for a while, we decided to run back. We got out of the car, held hands, and ran towards my building, quickly getting soaked to the bone.
But we didn’t care at all, running and laughing in the rain, our laughter echoing in the torrential night air.
Back home, I told Gao Shanshan to hurry up and take a shower so she wouldn't catch a cold. I took off my clothes in the master bedroom, and just as I unhooked my bra, I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around and saw Gao Shanshan walking towards me naked, drying herself with a towel as she went.
My heart was pounding, and I quickly wrapped my arms around my breasts, saying, "Why are you naked?"
"It's uncomfortable to be all wet and sticky, and Uncle isn't home anyway..." she laughed, using the towel to dry my hair.
I tried to push her away, but I couldn't move. Her large breasts were swaying in front of me without any cover, and I was really about to collapse.
Suddenly, she removed my hands, exposing my breasts completely to her. We looked at each other, our gazes hazy, as if we could hear each other's increasingly rapid heartbeats.
She moved closer to me, her breasts almost touching her other breasts, one pair larger and fuller, the other slightly smaller and more delicate.
She was only twenty-one, and so well-developed; her breasts were much fuller and rounder than mine, a young married woman's. In comparison, my breasts looked like a teenage girl's, while hers resembled those of a married woman.
She slowly leaned in to kiss me. My reason told me I should push her away or avoid her. But I did nothing, waiting until her lips touched mine.
Her lips were so soft and slightly cool. I closed my eyes, letting her kiss me. Gradually, I began to kiss her back, extending my tongue to meet hers, and we kissed passionately.
This was my first time kissing a woman, and I felt no strangeness or discomfort; instead, I was completely absorbed in it.
She grasped my breasts, gently caressing and kneading them. Just then, reason returned to my mind. I pushed her away abruptly, turned around, crossed my arms, and faced away from her.
"What's wrong, Zifei…" Gao Shanshan asked softly.
I practically commanded, "Get out."
I could feel her dazed gaze behind me. I added, "Shanshan, go take a shower quickly, be careful not to catch a cold."
"Okay, I'm going to take a shower," she said, leaving the master bedroom.
As soon as she left, I immediately picked up the towel she had left behind, wrapped it around myself, went over, closed the bedroom door, and locked it.
I sat blankly on the edge of the bed, my mind still replaying the scene that had just unfolded. I felt like I was going crazy.
After a while, I heard Gao Shanshan knocking on the door outside and saying, "Sister, I'm done showering, you go ahead and shower? I'm going back to my room to sleep."
"Okay," I replied.
Only after hearing her close the door did I open it to look outside, making sure her door was closed, before leaving the bedroom and going into the bathroom, locking the door again as if afraid she would barge in.

5.
That night, I had a rare bout of insomnia, my mind filled with the things that had happened since Gao Shanshan arrived, and the extremely ambiguous and brief physical intimacy between us just now.
I felt shocked and terrified. What shocked me was that I repeatedly felt a flutter in my heart because of Gao Shanshan. Could it be that I've fallen in love with her? I never imagined I could fall in love with a woman, because I've always considered myself straight, no different from other straight women.
In my past life, besides my husband, I've had two ex-boyfriends. I slept with the second one, giving him my virginity. I've never dated a girl, not even thought about it. I don't know what's wrong with me. What
terrifies me is that I've never thought about cheating, yet now I'm unconsciously walking towards the edge of infidelity, and it's because of a girl—my husband's distant niece.
Over the years, many men have admired me, some even confessing their feelings, like that Mr. Zhang, but I remained unmoved. But now, a girl has thrown me into disarray, and I feel like I'm about to collapse.
What is all this for? I asked myself, and the word "lesbian" flashed through my mind. Could it be that I, who have always considered myself straight, am actually a lesbian at heart? But I clearly had orgasms when I had sex with my ex-boyfriend and husband!
Or perhaps I'm bisexual, just never realized it before? This thought drove me crazy.
"Zifei, are you asleep? Sister…" came Gao Shanshan's knocking and voice from outside the door.
At that moment, I suddenly felt an overwhelming urge, wanting to open the door, pull her in, kiss her tightly, and roll around with her on the bed…
But I forced myself to remain motionless and silent until I heard her footsteps disappear.
Her departure didn't alleviate my urge at all; the feeling of her kiss and touch on my breasts was still vivid. Unable to control myself, I took off my nightgown, gently touching my lips, moving down my jaw and neck, circling my breasts, and then gradually slipping my hand under my underwear.
While masturbating, I imagined Gao Shanshan's fingers caressing my lips, letting out uncontrollable moans, but not daring to be too loud lest Gao Shanshan in the other room hear. And so, I reached orgasm.
As the tide receded, I felt ashamed and uneasy about my behavior. Tears streamed down my face, and I sobbed uncontrollably, covering my mouth.
In my tears, I thought of my biological mother, who had long since divorced my father and left. I remember from as far back as I can remember, my mother often took me to play at an aunt's house. That aunt was single, and there was no one else at home.
Every time we went to that aunt's house, my mother would trick me into sleeping, even if I didn't want to. One time I woke up to find my mother and that aunt naked, embracing each other in the bathtub, grabbing each other's breasts, their lips locked in a passionate kiss.
Watching their ecstatic expressions, I was too young to understand what they were doing. It wasn't until I grew up that I realized my mother was a lesbian.
When I was nine, my mother abandoned my father and me, going abroad with that woman. That woman went first, and after she established herself there, my mother divorced my father and went to find her.
My dad later found me a stepmother. She had a son who became my younger brother. Our remarried family was quite harmonious, and my dad found happiness again.
But my dad and my aunt never told me that my mom left because of a lesbian relationship. It wasn't until many years later, after reading my mom's diary (in which she subtly recorded her relationship with that woman), and reflecting on what I witnessed as a child, that I understood everything.
I've never mentioned this to my dad, making it an open secret buried deep in our hearts, a hidden pain neither of us wanted to discuss.
Over the years, my mom has tried to see me, but I've mostly refused. I've only met her once, when I was in high school, behind my dad's back.
Because I hate her, hate that she abandoned us to be with her same-sex lover, and am ashamed that she's a lesbian.
So, I've always felt fortunate to be straight. But now I realize I also have obvious homosexual tendencies, they just hadn't been aroused before. Now, with Gao Shanshan's arrival, it seems to have awakened my innate attraction and desire for the same sex.
Is it because of my mom that I'm born with the gene for homosexuality? Is homosexuality hereditary?
Torn by these questions, I tossed and turned until late into the night before finally falling asleep.
When I woke up, Gao Shanshan had already prepared breakfast. She greeted me cheerfully, "Good morning, sis!"
as if nothing had happened last night. I couldn't be as nonchalant as her. Avoiding her gaze, I responded with a soft "yes" and went into the bathroom.
After washing up, I sat down at the table to eat breakfast, still avoiding eye contact. We were both silent for a moment, the atmosphere a little awkward.
"Um..." to break the silence, I said, "Shanshan, what are you planning to do today?"
"Sis, you forgot, today's my first day at work," Gao Shanshan said. After
all that commotion last night, I had indeed forgotten about it. I chuckled, "Look at my memory..."
I felt incredibly uncomfortable. After a few bites, I stood up and said, "There's a meeting at the office this morning, I'm leaving."
"Sis, you haven't finished eating yet!" Gao Shanshan called after my retreating figure.
I went into the bedroom to get my bag, and as I came out to change my shoes, Gao Shanshan said again, "Sis, do you want some to eat on the way?"
"No need..." I said, opening the door and leaving.
Sitting in the car, my mind was in turmoil. I really didn't know how to face this young girl. In my frustration, I gripped the steering wheel and banged my head against it several times.
While I was working on a case in my office, Chen Lei walked in. I glanced at him, ignored him, and continued engrossed in my laptop. We'd known each other for over ten years; we were so familiar with each other that there was no need for formalities.
Chen Lei plopped down on the sofa, put his feet on the coffee table, and stared at me with a smile, without saying a word.
I still ignored him. After a while, he spoke up, "Hey beautiful, do you think I'm invisible?"
I didn't even look up and said, "Spit it out, I'm busy."
"What case? Want me to take a look?"
I finally looked up and glared at him, annoyed. "None of your business, go away."
"Are you on fire this morning? Talking so aggressively?" Chen Lei said, pulling his foot back and leaning against the desk, looking at me with a grin. "Is your sex life not going well with your partner?"
I grabbed a folder from the desk and pretended to throw it at him. "You can't say anything nice, are you looking for trouble?"
"Just kidding, just kidding..." he raised his hand to defend himself, laughing.
I put down the folder and said, "Is there something wrong? If not, get lost."
"There really is something..." Chen Lei sat up straight and said, "Isn't it your 31st birthday in a few days? The boss and I discussed it and decided to celebrate for you. Everyone in the firm will attend, and the firm will cover the expenses."
I smiled slightly, "Why bother with all this pomp and circumstance? I don't like it."
"I know you're a low-key person. Actually, this is the boss's idea. You don't want to disappoint him, do you?"
Chen Lei sighed, "Sigh! You're a big shot in our firm now. You recently won a tough tort case after dealing with General Manager Zhang. The boss values you highly now. I'm afraid I'll have to rely on you from now on, right?"
I smiled smugly, "What? Are you envious?"
Since I came to this firm, I've gradually become one of the director's right-hand men, along with Chen Lei.
“Even if I envy or hate someone, I wouldn’t envy or hate you! What’s our relationship, right? I wish you were well…” He said, winking at me, “If you’re well, I’m well too.”
He borrowed a line from an aphrodisiac commercial. My face flushed, and I lowered my head, saying, “Get lost!”
“Fine, since you’re not welcome, I’ll take my leave.” Chen Lei slapped his thigh, stood up, and walked towards the door.
Just as he reached the door, he turned back and said, “By the way, if you and Gao Wenchao really have problems in that area, I don’t mind being an outside helper.”
“Get lost!” I grabbed the pen on the table and threw it at him forcefully.
After Chen Lei left, I couldn’t help but chuckle. He pursued me when we were in college, but I didn’t accept him. Later, we became good friends.
Over the years, we’ve talked about almost everything, so much so that even when he makes a slightly risqué joke in front of me, I don’t really get angry. Apart from being a bit of a womanizer, he’s an excellent friend, and I’ve always felt fortunate to have such a close male friend.
At this moment, I thought of Gao Shanshan again, and a wave of unease washed over me. I tried to banish her image from my mind, but after a while, it returned. It's just like Li Qingzhao wrote: "A tangled mess, impossible to unravel; just as it leaves my brow, it rises again in my heart.

" (To be continued)

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