I wonder if my wife ever slept with her first love. What do you all think?

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My wife and I started dating in 2001 , around the end of our university years. It was also my first relationship, although my wife had a first boyfriend before that ( LD , code name). About a month after we officially started dating, we went to the small woods on the school's sports field one night. It was winter, and she was wearing a down jacket. I put my hand inside and touched her breasts for the first time, and I was so excited. Later, reading her diary, I saw that she felt a little guilty, saying that her body was a gift from her parents, and how could she let me touch it so casually? Then, things gradually progressed to me pulling down my pants and rubbing my penis against her vulva . I remember being very excited the first time and ejaculating very quickly. Looking back now, it was a bit like burying my head in the sand; there was only a small sapling in the way, and I thought no one could see. The
following spring, I went hiking with two other good friends and stayed overnight on the mountain. The other couple wanted to stay together, but my wife playfully said no. As a result, I was a little unhappy the next day. After showering that night, she accompanied me to the sports field wearing a loose-fitting short skirt. Later, we went to a relatively secluded spot near the main platform. She asked if I was unhappy, and I said yes. Then she said she loved me. Later, I touched her vulva , pulled down her panties, and tried to penetrate her with my penis, but it was a bit dry, or maybe I wasn't in the right place (to be honest, I didn't have much theoretical or practical experience), so I couldn't get in. She then gave me oral sex , but it wasn't very comfortable, and our teeth kept bumping against each other. However, after that, she became more willing to give me oral sex , and her skills improved significantly. Sometimes we would go to the movies and make love inside. I remember once she was wearing a dress with a zipper in the front, and I unzipped it, took off her bra, and touched her inside, which was very stimulating.
In July , after graduation, she went back to her hometown, while I continued my studies. I went to her house with her first. One day, when I was about to leave, no one was home. We did it for the first time, and we were both very excited. But at the time, I thought I couldn't go all the way in, I couldn't break her hymen, and I had to save it for when we got married. Now that I think about it, I probably penetrated quite a bit, at least five or six centimeters or even more. This was my first time having sex (AA) , but we cooperated very well. First, she lay down with her legs apart, and she would wrap her legs around my waist. Later, we sat on her lap while she cuddled. During this time, she kept asking me to penetrate her completely, saying, "I want you to give me everything." I said, "I'll give it all to you when we get married." That time was a bit scary; right after we finished, she was taking a shower when her dad came home, which terrified me. The next day, we closed the door at home and tried penetrating her repeatedly, but I still couldn't fully penetrate. The third day, she got her period, and then I went back to my hometown. She started looking for a job. Later, she had an opportunity and returned to work at the place where we went to university for me. Later, she quit her job to prepare for graduate school and lived in a girls' dormitory. There was only one person in the dormitory, so I would often visit her.
However, after that, when we had sex , I didn't hold back any part; I went all the way in. I remember that after the first time I went all the way in, there was no bleeding. However, the next day, she specifically showed me her underwear and said there was a small red dot the size of a millet seed, indicating it was torn. I believed her and went all the way in after that. I remember around the time of SARS, one day we went to a friend's rented apartment, and we were really into it. Suddenly, she said she was bleeding. Quite a bit this time. We both thought it was probably her hymen breaking. However, I never doubted her or asked her about her previous boyfriend. I completely trusted her. At the time, I had absolutely no cuckoldry fantasies; I even got angry and jealous when she talked to men.
Later, I read about cases of people being sentenced for adultery online, and after reading them, I told my classmates what kind of people they were, letting their wives have sex with other men—unbelievable! Out of curiosity, I also read some novels online, and found myself particularly enjoying those kinds of stories. I often secretly read them at internet cafes, especially those depicting the psychological process of a wife being penetrated by a strange man, from resistance to caresses to desire, and finally, madness. But I only read these things secretly and never told my wife. However, one day my wife suddenly told me that she might have slept with my first love . Here's the conversation:
My wife said: "I might have slept with my first love (the initials of her first love)."
I said: "Impossible." "Didn't you bleed once when we had sex ?"
my wife said. "I only bled after having sex with you many times. I might have had sex with him, but my hymen wasn't broken. " Then I asked, " Have
you had sex with LD ?" My wife seemed a little excited and said, "Yes." I asked, "How many times?" She said, "Several times." I asked, "Was it good?" She said it was good. However, after it was over, when I asked her again whether she had had sex, she said no, she was just teasing me. But from then on, my wife and I started talking about this almost all the time. I liked asking her if she had had sex . Sometimes she said yes, sometimes she said no. But I really liked it when she said yes, it excited me. If she said no, I would get a little annoyed. The most exciting conversation was around National Day in 2007. I was going abroad for a year, and my wife went back to her hometown to work. She came to see me during the National Day holiday. Once, when we had sex, I asked her to stimulate me. After years of exposure, she knew what I meant by stimulation. Then I asked her if she had had sex with LD . She said yes. I asked if she liked it. She said yes, she liked being fucked by LD . She was sitting on top, tilting her head back and suddenly yelling, "LD , fuck me to death!" Then she climaxed. Thinking about that scene now still gets me excited. After I went abroad, I often called her to tell her my fantasies about her having sex with LD . Later, with my encouragement, and since LD's wife was out of town, he contacted my wife. They got together. After six months, my wife, after confirming I really didn't mind, told me the details of their splitting the bill . However, even though she admitted to having an affair after marriage, we had a very open conversation, and she confirmed I really didn't mind. But when I asked her if she had done it before, she still denied it. At first, she admitted: "We kissed." Later, she slowly admitted: "I touched your breasts." Finally, she admitted: "He took off his panties, and his penis rubbed against my vaginal opening, but didn't penetrate." Actually, I don't have a virginity complex now; I even have an urge to hear her tell me that she had done it with her first love. However, the only thing she admitted to was rubbing against the opening. Actually, I'm also curious why she suddenly brought up the possibility of having sex with LD.

Yes, she did. I never suspected it before, nor did I ask. What was she thinking? I asked her, and she said she was just teasing me.
Haha, I'm totally confused. I wonder what everyone thinks. Feel free to leave a comment with your thoughts. But let me clarify, I don't have a virginity complex right now, and if she really did, I'd be very excited. If you think she did, could you help me figure out how to get my wife to tell me the details?

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