Married woman slut

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I am 29 years old this year and have been married to my husband for three years. A year after our marriage, I went abroad to study and have been abroad for two years now. My husband is still working in China. Although I have experienced the pain of missing him, things have been relatively peaceful. However, in recent months, due to my lust, I have done many things that I am ashamed of my husband, and I am still struggling with this dilemma...
From childhood, I was always seen as a good girl. Because of my strict parents, my thinking was very traditional. When some classmates started dating in junior and senior high school, I felt it was shameful and dismissed it. I focused solely on my studies and ultimately gained admission to Shanghai Jiao Tong University with excellent grades. My parents were very happy, and I was very proud myself. So I came to Shanghai for university. Many of my classmates started dating, and although I was more accepting of that, I never had a boyfriend. It wasn't that no one pursued me—quite a few people did—but I always felt that my first love had to be someone I truly liked.
I didn't get my first boyfriend until my junior year of college. We fell in love at first sight, and the two years we spent together were truly wonderful. Even so, I always held firm to my boundaries, only giving him my first kiss, because I always believed that my most precious first time should be saved for my future husband. We were still in college, and the future was uncertain, even though we loved each other very much. Sure enough, after graduation, we went our separate ways. He went back to his hometown of Qingdao, but my parents insisted that I stay in Shanghai, so we were forced to break up.
I was quite lucky; thanks to my excellent grades in university and my strong foreign language skills, I found a white-collar job at a foreign company and stayed in Shanghai, fulfilling my parents' wishes. After starting work, some men pursued me, and colleagues and friends introduced me to potential partners, but I didn't feel the same romantic feelings I had in university with any of them. I've always had high standards for relationships, and I'm rather passive in love. Even if I like someone, I won't pursue them if they don't make a move. So, I remained single for two years while working in Shanghai. As I got older, my family started to get anxious, especially my mother, who hoped I would find a local Shanghainese to settle down with.
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That year, a friend introduced me to someone else. This time, there wasn't a formal introduction; we just went out together. He was her boyfriend's friend, but we all knew it was someone she brought to meet each other, though no one said it outright. This man was a year older than me, a local from Shanghai, had a good job in the IT industry, and while he wasn't exactly handsome, he was of average height, polite, wore glasses, and spoke quite well, so my first impression of him was pretty good.
After we met, he wasn't like those other men who rushed to ask me out, texting and calling me every day. That kind of behavior made me feel desperate, like I was going to take any woman I wanted. I didn't like that. He always knew when to strike the right balance, occasionally asking me out for dinner or a concert. Each time we spent together was pleasant, so I always readily accepted his invitations. Eventually, things progressed naturally, and we officially became a couple. My parents were very satisfied with him; he was honest and reliable, had a good job, owned a house in Shanghai, and was decent-looking. He met all my parents' requirements.
What's even more remarkable is that his parents also like me very much; people from Shanghai are willing to find...
It's not common for a woman from out of town to marry, but luckily his parents are also intellectuals. They probably saw my gentle and virtuous appearance, and my good education and job, so they were very supportive of our marriage. Come to think of it, his conditions are quite good; what more could I ask for? I'm not young anymore; am I still expecting romance? Besides, after a year of getting to know each other, I've found him to be a good person and very good to me. Although our love isn't the kind that's passionate and dramatic, it's warm and happy. Shouldn't I be content? So, under pressure from both sets of parents, we got married after a year of dating.
I finally lived up to my principles and gave myself completely to my husband. When he found out I was still a virgin, he was very moved. To be honest, he never expected that a girl like me, who is good-looking and has a good figure, could still be a virgin at the age of 26. He felt very lucky and said he would treat me well for the rest of his life.
Overall, our life after marriage for a year has been very loving. He truly cares for me in every way, and I love him wholeheartedly. However, I still yearn for a long-held wish: to study abroad. I had this wish since college. Back then, seeing my classmates go abroad to study filled me with envy. I also hoped to go out and see the world while I was young. However, the cost of studying abroad on my own was too high. Although my family is relatively well-off, the expenses of over 100,000 yuan a year were a bit too much. Moreover, my parents felt that it was already quite good for me to be able to stay and work in Shanghai after graduating from Shanghai Jiao Tong University, and that it was not necessary for a girl to go abroad.
After graduating from university, I worked while still attending New Oriental Education & Technology Group on weekends. New Oriental was full of people wanting to study abroad, and that atmosphere fueled my desire to do so. I eventually scored 630 on the TOEFL and secretly applied to many graduate programs abroad, hiding it from my husband. To my surprise, I received offers, including a full scholarship from one university. I was thrilled and told my husband the news. Although I knew my husband wasn't keen on going abroad and didn't want me to go, I still didn't want to give up the opportunity. I hoped he could study abroad with me and even planned to help him apply to schools. However, he said his career in Shanghai was going well and he didn't want to go abroad. My in-laws weren't too happy either, and I was very disappointed.
A few days later, my husband told me that he had thought it over. Studying abroad had always been my wish, and he should support me. However, for our future, he would stay in China to develop his career. He would earn money to support my studies. My husband also tried his best to persuade his parents. To be honest, I was really grateful to my husband, but I didn't take a single penny from him. I felt that his tolerance and consideration for me were already very precious, and I couldn't take his money to study. So, I took my savings from two years of working and went abroad alone.
Once abroad, I had a scholarship to cover my tuition, and I supported myself by working part-time at a Chinese restaurant in my spare time. I was also quite frugal, so I was financially independent and didn't need my husband's help. After classes started, I met a friend named Fang. She was about my age and had also just come from China to study. The difference was that she and her husband had immigrated through skilled worker programs, but her husband was still working in China and wouldn't be able to join us for a while, so she came to study on her own. Our situations were similar, so we got along well and started sharing a two-bedroom apartment. We would cook, eat, go shopping, and chat together, so life wasn't boring. We lived together like that for a year.
My life has been simple this past year. Every day I go to class, work, chat online with my husband, and talk on the phone. Occasionally, we'll go shopping or see a movie together, but we never go to bars. But sometimes, especially late at night, I still feel lonely and miss my husband terribly. Although he often calls and video chats with me, it doesn't ease the pain of missing him. During this year abroad, I've returned home twice: once for two months during the summer vacation and again for 20 days during Christmas. Whenever I have a holiday, I go back to see my husband. He says he misses me a lot too.
Married for a year, I didn't feel a strong need for sex. It was always my husband who initiated it, and as his wife, I felt I should comply. Although he often brought me to orgasm, I didn't particularly crave it. However, after going abroad, perhaps due to getting older, or perhaps because we've been separated for so long, I feel my sexual desire has increased significantly. Sometimes, in the quiet of the night, I even think about how my husband feels the same way.
有一次我們視頻，老公說特別想，讓我把衣服脫了，跟他視頻做愛，我理解老公，心疼老公，就照做了，老公說他看著我的身體在手淫，還讓我跟他一起手淫，在這之前，我從來沒給自己手淫過，也不認為女人手淫可以為自己帶來快感，我說不要了，讓你舒服就好了，可老公偏不依，非要我對著攝像頭也開始揉自己的陰部，為了老公，我也開始了。
老公一邊自己手淫，一邊教我怎麼做，還對我說著那些情話，讓我閉上眼想像著我們在做愛，我照著老公的方法，慢慢的搓揉著自己的陰部，想象著跟老公做愛，聽著那邊傳來老公越來越急促的呼吸，我不自覺地使勁揉自己的陰蒂，居然高潮來了，我第一次知道手淫也能給女人帶來高潮。老公說他也射了。
從此以後，我們經常靠視頻做愛來解決彼此需要，我覺得我們都好可憐。可是自從開始給自己手淫以後，就經常會想了，但有時候老公上班很忙，我在網上碰不到他，自己想要了，就開始自慰，躺在床上想像跟老公做愛的感覺，自己手淫，達到高潮。雖然如此，我從來沒想過出去找一夜情。
也沒想過隨便跟別的男人去發生關係。並不是沒有人追我，由於我的打扮不是特別成熟，很多人看不出我已經29歲了，都不知道我已經結婚了。之前中餐館有個一起打工的男人拼命的追求我。學校一起上課的，也有男的對我示好，我都一一決絕了，並且告訴他們我已經有老公了。出國一年多，我和老公感情都很好，我從來沒有想過自己有朝一日會背叛老公。
今年一月份的時候，芳說她有個大學同學最近換工作，要從別的城市過來我們這?工作，托芳給他找個房子，芳說他人不錯的，不然我們把客廳租給他吧，這樣我們也可以節省一點房租。我沒什麼意見，反正平時上課，打工，白天都不在家，晚上回家大多數時間都呆在自己房?，客廳空著也是空著。於是他搬了進來。他叫峰，比我小一歲，大眼睛，高高的，比老公結實一些，已經是移民身份了，在一個accounting firm工作。
芳說他人很好，大學時候還是籃球隊的，很多女生迷戀他的，不過我覺得他話不多，好像工作很忙，總是早出晚歸的，有時我和芳做了飯叫他一起吃，他都很少出來，很多時候都說在外面吃過了。平時見面機會也不是太多，見了面就打個招呼，寒暄幾句。不過對他總體印象還行，他很安靜，從不亂帶朋友回家，也挺乾淨，有空了也會幫著做一下家?的衛生清潔，而且他不抽煙，這一點做室友的確非常好。就這樣，我們三人一起住了有3個月，家?多個男人也的確不錯，什麼燈泡壞了，螺絲松了也不用我們兩個女人爬上高低的了。
四月的時候，芳的老公終於過來了，於是芳另找了房子跟老公一起住了。我們當時也不想把房子隨便租給不認識的人，他就從客廳搬去了芳原來的房間，正好他有朋友回國了，就留給他了一張沙發，一張茶幾，一個電視櫃，電視，dvd機一些東西，他說不然就把這些放客廳，朋友來了也有地方做做，客廳就不出租了。
芳搬走以後，我們開始了兩個人的生活，剛開始還有些不自然，畢竟孤男寡女。朋友來家?玩，有時候也會悄悄跟我開玩笑說，你單獨跟一個男人住，不怕阿？我說不至於拉，跟他也住過一段時日?，也算了解，他不是那種人品差，會亂來的男人。的確也是，我們兩個人一起住以後，和以往也並沒有什麼不同，他還是早出晚歸，我上課也見不到他，見到也就隨便聊兩句，無非也就是他工作阿，我學習的。
我也從不見他刻意來親近我，大概也是知道我也是已婚的女人了，不會對我有什麼興趣了。大多數時間他回來也是呆在自己房間，我也呆在我房間，大家都很少出來。
偶爾週末一起做個飯，吃個飯，也是很正經的隨便聊兩句，吃完他把碗洗了就進自己房間了。平時他連玩笑也很少對我開，可能畢竟大家還不是那麼熟吧。就這麼一起住了2個月也都相安無事，我還是會晚上在自己房間跟老公視頻做愛，有時候一個人自慰。可是就在兩個月後的某一天，意想不到的事發生了，至此以後我就墜入了不可救藥的深淵……
五月的時候他說要去外地出差一個禮拜，開始兩天我還有些害怕，畢竟從來沒一個人住過呢，雖說平時晚上也都是各歸各的，但畢竟家?還有個人在，現在突然靜悄悄的。可兩天過後，我就習慣了，覺得一個人住也不錯，挺自由的，想幹嗎就幹嗎。那一周正好剛考完期中考試，也比較閑，我就租了一些碟回家看，反正他不在家，我就乾脆拿到客廳，用dvd放，看大電視比電腦過癮多了，看了兩天那些tvb的連續劇覺得有些無聊了。
那天晚上本來跟老公說好視頻的，當我準備好上線想跟老公溫存，卻看到老公的留言，說今天要加班，不能上網陪我了，很抱歉。當時特別失望，於是挑了張a片自己去客廳看，看著看著，越來越想了，正盡興，我也懶得回房間了，心想反正他後天才回來，家?就我一個人，我就躺在沙發上，一邊看，一邊把自己的衣服都脫了，開始給自己手淫。
我赤身裸體的躺在客廳的沙發上，閉著眼睛，想像著跟老公做愛的感受，自己用手搓揉自己的陰唇，陰蒂到陰核，慢慢的搓，慢慢的揉，可是揉了20分鐘，高潮還沒來。以前剛開始自慰的時候，幾分鐘就有感覺了，可隨著自慰次數的曾多，越來越不管用了，之前好幾次，跟老公視頻都是為了老公爽，裝的高潮，其實都沒來。
可是今天特別想，我不放棄的繼續揉著，突然，門開了，峰回來了，他一進門就看到電視?放著的a片，我一絲不掛躺在沙發上，正閉著眼睛，陶醉的給自己手淫。他愣住了，站在那?看著我。我也突然一驚，啊得叫了一聲，立即捂住胸口，羞得無地自容。他突然走近我，對我說，很想要嗎？讓我幫你吧。
我罵他無恥，讓他快走，他沒說話，回了房間。我自己一個人坐在沙發上愣了兩分鐘，正想回房，沒想到走到我房門口時，峰也一絲不掛的站著，擋在我門口不讓我進去。他求我，幫幫他，他硬得不行了，好難受。我順著他的身體看下去，好大好挺拔的dd，比老公的大，而且粗。那紅紅的龜頭看得我心好癢，這正是我渴望已久的大肉棒啊，我好想要，可理智告訴我不可以。我還是堅持對他說不行，我說我不可以對不起我老公的。
他說，我知道你也很想要，讓我們互相慰藉一下彼此吧，我保證不進去，這樣你就不算對不起你老公了。看著那根大肉棒，我有點心動了，可還是有點猶豫。他一再保證說，他一定不插入，就做一些邊緣性愛，我們互相愛撫一下，給對方手淫達到高潮就好了，他說他實在難受得很，求我幫他解決了。我終於松了口，但要他發誓一會不能插入我。
於是，在我的床上，我們開始纏綿，炙熱的兩個裸體抱在一起，我幫他打著飛機，他揉著我的陰唇。可我們都感覺不夠，他說互相口交吧，那樣會強烈些，我拒絕，從來沒有口交過，跟老公都沒有過，怎麼能給別的男人那樣呢，自己的也沒被老公舔過，而且我也一直覺得口交很髒，我不同意。
他沒有勉強我，我們又那樣互相弄了一會，他說他還是射不出來，漲得難受，說可不可以在我的陰道口撮一下，他保證不會進去的，我答應了，他把那根大肉棒放到了我的陰道口，好硬，好熾熱的感覺，濕濕滑滑的，他時而磨著我的陰唇，時而用龜頭搗兩下我的小穴，不時還用大肉棒敲彈兩下我的陰部，不停在我的陰部周圍摩挲著，一邊用嘴吮吸著我的乳頭，我實在被他弄著受不了了，bb癢的不行了，他卻還不射，還那麼硬，他真的很強，大肉棒還在我bb口絞著，我終於控制不來了，對他喊，插進去，我好癢，求你插我吧。
他猛地進入了我體內，我當時心?一陣抽搐，知道完了，老公，這下我對不起你了，我還是背叛你了，他來回抽動著，我已經顧不了那麼多了，盡情地享受著，那感覺真是欲仙欲死，第一次感覺做愛那麼爽，那麼舒服，我高潮了，特別的強烈。他也說要射了，我趕緊讓他拿出來，因為事先說不進去的，我們都沒帶套，還好他控制得也不錯，拔了出來，澆在了我乳房上，燙燙的，好舒服……
激情過去以後，我哭了，我說我背叛了我老公，我還罵他騙我，說不進去的。他說，他也不是故意的，實在控制不了了，當時好想放進去，而且也是我讓他插我的，還說我喊了好幾遍，求他插進去吧。我無話可說。但他還是對我說了很多句對不起，說以後再也不會了。
這件事以後，我非常自責，那幾天都不敢和老公聯繫，不敢接老公電話。我真的特別後悔，怎麼會讓自己墮落的。那幾天他也儘量很晚才回家，我們幾乎不打照面，彼此避而不見，雙方都在刻意回避吧。
我苦惱了好幾天，覺得自己不能再在這?住下去了，那樣我會永遠忘不了這件事，也無法面對他。於是我匆匆在網上找了一個房子，一周後，我搬了出去，他幫我搬的家，什麼也沒說。
我搬去了一個老外家,這次是個house,房東是個老太太，人不錯，還有幾個房客。我儘量讓自己每天忙碌一些，希望能夠儘快淡忘這件事。剛開始還好，但是沒過多久，心底的淫欲又像毒蟲一樣侵蝕著我。這種事有了一次，就會有第二次，第三次……
搬去老太太家一周多了，我儘量讓自己不去想這些事情，可還是難以控制，尤其到了晚上，我自慰的時候，總想起那天跟峰做愛的畫面，一邊想一邊給自己手淫。以前手淫的時候，幻想的都是跟老公做愛。
現在腦子?居然都是跟他那晚的場景。甚至連跟老公視頻做愛的時候，想的都是跟峰在做，我知道很不應該，可不知道為什麼，可能是覺得刺激吧，只有想著峰在插入我的感覺，才能讓我手淫達到高潮。現在跟老公視頻對我已經起不了什麼作用了，每次都只好裝裝樣子滿足一下老公。可是誰來滿足我呢？
我真的越來越饑渴，但還是忍住沒去找他。搬家兩周後的一個晚上，峰突然給我打電話，我看到他的電話很激動，接了，他聲音很低沈，說想我，猶豫了一會，又問可不可以過來看看我。我不給自己時間考慮斷然拒絕了，他收了線。掛了電話，我卻非常失落，只好又幻想跟他做愛手淫，但手淫的快感卻越來越少了。就這樣又過了一個月，他沒再給我打過電話，我們也再沒見過面，我以為我們的事應該到此為止了
突然有一天，芳給我打電話，說週末她生日，打算叫幾個朋友一起去家?聚聚，順便也看一看他們的新家，當然也少不了叫了我和峰。本來我不太想去，但芳的生日，不去太說不過去了，想想反正那麼多人一起，也沒什麼，就答應了。那天到了芳家?，果然看見了峰，一個多月沒見，再次看見有點尷尬，可他每次看我眼神都像火燒一樣，讓我感覺自己好像沒穿衣服站在他面前一樣，很不自然。
還好人多，我們也沒單獨說話，就大家一起吃了飯，飯後打牌，輸了喝酒。後來我看看時間不早了，想著週末還跟老公約了上網的，就說要先走了，峰說他也要走了，因為他有車，說順便送我回去。我說不用了，我坐公車就行。芳和她老公都不同意，說那麼晚了，我又喝了點酒，雖說沒有很醉，但也有點暈呼呼了，不放心我自己坐公車回去。而且外面下了很大的雨，我也不好再堅持什麼，答應讓峰送我。一路上，我倆誰也沒說話，他開車車，我靜坐著，只希望可以快點到家。終於到了我家門口，我說了聲謝謝，正準備下車，峰突然一把拉住我，瘋狂的親吻我，抱著我用力抓著我的奶子。他說這一個月他想我的身子想的快發瘋了，他不顧我的反抗，粗魯的扒開我的衣服，用嘴吮吸我的乳頭，我終於受不了了，我也想了很久了，在酒精的刺激下，開始回應他的吻，手不由自主地伸向他的下麵，迫不及待的去掏他的jj,他的下面已經頂得像個帳篷一樣了。
我終於掏了出來，那個我想了無數個晚上的jj，已經滾燙濕粘了，我握著他的陰莖。他突然停了下來，湊近我的耳邊，問道，是不是很想要了？我下面已經很濕了，只好點了點頭，他說，滿足你。
于是把車開到我家後面一個空曠的停車場停了下來。我只有心?對老公說，對不起了，老公，你再讓我放鬆一次吧，最後一次。午夜12點，我們在車?瘋狂的做著愛。外面傾盆大雨，我們卻在車?大汗淋漓，淫水直流。也許是第一次跟男人在車?做愛的緣故，感覺特別的刺激，特別爽。我發現自己原來也是那麼喜歡刺激的性愛。
那天晚上，我們在車?做了2個多小時，他讓我連續
3次高潮。第2次高潮剛完，老公電話響了，我知道他一定看我還不上網著急了，於是接起電話，虛弱的應著，當時峰的jj還沒拔出,仍在我陰道?擱著呢。老公問我怎麼了，說等我好久，怎麼都沒上網，我只好藉口說有點感冒病了，所以早點休息了。老公關心的讓我好好休息，多注意身體。
在跟老公說話的同時，我感覺到峰又在開始慢慢抽動了，我越來越受不了，呼氣都要開始急促起來了，只好馬上掛了電話。老公的電話並沒有提醒我停止，發而越發刺激了我的快感。掛了電話，峰問我是不是老公電話，我說是，他說，你跟你老公講著電話的時候，陰道?還塞著別的男人的雞巴，是不是很爽，我聽了他這話，突然感覺加強，覺得自己真的很淫蕩，開始呻吟起來，他看出了我的反應，繼續說道，你老公正看著你在跟別的男人在車?幹的熱火朝天呢，我要當著你老公的面幹你，幹死你，他一邊說，一邊用力的抽動著他的陰莖，插得我淫水直流。
寂靜的夜，就聽到我們插動著肉磨擦的聲音。我躺在車椅上，扭動著身體，他繼續說著，你外面看著溫柔賢慧，沒想到骨子?這麼淫蕩，你好騷啊，背著老公在車?給別的男人插，要不要我插啊？不知道為什麼，我聽到這些話，特別來勁，以前跟老公做愛，老公從來不會說這些的，我也頂多就是恩恩哼哼含蓄的叫幾聲。
今天在車?，我居然喜歡峰說我淫蕩，叫我騷貨，還求著他，叫他用力操我，幹我，插死我。我都沒想到自己會說出這些話。但確實很過癮，爽的我一踏糊塗，我又一次高潮了，峰也射了，這一次他射在了我體內，他把我搞得2個小時?高潮了3次，我差點就要虛脫了。
我們躺著休息了片刻，車內後座的椅子已經淫水一片。我們終於做起來整理好了衣衫，兩個人都大汗淋漓。我很尷尬，急著要下車，峰說要陪他坐一會，他說知道今晚我回去一定也睡不著，又會苦惱自責，他不要我一個人回家胡思亂想，說陪他聊一回。
我們就這樣坐在他車?聊著。這是我們第一次正式的聊天，之前我們聊天都是有一搭沒一搭的，上次做愛之後，也只是他跟我道歉了很多次，然後就回屋了，之後一直互相回避，連話都沒說過。今天在我們第2次發生關係以後，居然坐在車?開始聊天。我問他之前對我什麼印象，他說就覺得我是個溫柔賢慧的女人，腦子應該也挺聰敏，應該成績不錯，經常看見我給芳講題，但對我絕對沒什麼非分之想，他對已婚女人從來不會有想法的。
他說在我搬走以後的那段日子，他手淫的次數明顯蹭加了很多，每次都是想著我赤裸身子，躺在沙發上給自己手淫的樣子，就給自己手淫。有幾次他還躺到客廳那張我曾經躺過的沙發去嗅我得味道。有一次晚上他實在忍不住了，就是那次給我打電話的晚上，他很想來找我，可被我斷然拒絕了，他也覺得不應該再對我又那種念頭。
於是生平第一次去找了雞，可當他真的找了以後，看著那個妓女，他說卻一點感覺也沒有，他最終還是沒有做，他說只有看到我才有那樣強烈的欲望，只有跟我做愛才能讓他體會這樣的快感。他很坦誠地說，我知道你有老公，也很愛你老公，我們這麼做是不對的，我也不確定自己是否真的愛你，我只能說我無可救藥的迷戀上了你的身體。他說，我看得出你也一樣，雖然你在努力克制自己，但我們的確彼此能夠互相滿足。
本身在異國他鄉就很寂寞了，何必還要苦了自己呢，我們已經這樣了，我也不想再刻意去克制自己什麼了，讓我們快樂一天是一天，在需要的時候彼此給對方安慰，好嗎？
我沈默，他說的那些感覺，說到我心?去了，我又何嘗不是呢，但良心的譴責讓我做不到爽快地答應他。我們坐在車?聊到淩晨3點多，我回家睡覺，躺在床上還是翻來覆去睡不著，感覺著另一個男人在我身體?的體液，我甚至擔心自己不會懷孕吧，還好後來月經來了，讓我常舒了一口氣。
自此以後，兩次性愛，加上那次晚上的深聊，讓我和峰熟了很多，他也變得更加肆無忌憚，不再給我打電話問我能不能來我家，而是每次晚上想了就直接沖到我家門口，而每次來，我們必定會做，我抗拒不了他，事實上他如果不來，有時候我甚至會想，但始終從來沒又主動要求過。
後來的那一周，他每週都來3，4次，他說見我就想幹我，每次來我家，開始幾次一進房間就迫不及待的扒光我的衣服，猛幹一通，每一次我們都很盡心，很滿足。後來開始有時下了班就直接過來，來我家一起吃飯。
自從那次在車?他發現我喜歡他說著我老公幹我，有時候來我家，我正在廚房做飯，老公給我打電話，只要我老公一打電話，他如果在旁邊，就開始親我，撫摸我，然後慢慢摸到我下面，我一邊跟老公應付著，一邊推開他，可是沒用，他每次都能把我下面摸出水來，我受不了了只好掛電話，然後我們就狂幹一番，我尤其喜歡那樣的感覺，越是感覺到自己內心深處的淫蕩，越是瘋狂。
我們還是那麼隔三岔五就苟合一次，通常都是他來我家，有時候我們在房間做，他一邊插我，一邊說估計我家房客都知道他來，就是來幹我的，說都在門外聽著呢，他越這樣說我越興奮，他也是，可事後我每次碰上老太太和房客又害怕他們真的聽到，覺得尷尬。
這樣又過了一個月，雖然每次他來，我都先拒絕他，但每次還是就範。他突然不來了，一個星期沒有來了，我有點受不了了，現在雖然有時還跟老公視頻，但每次都是裝裝樣子，滿足老公而已。一個星期沒跟他做，我竟然已經受不了了，可我還是忍住沒給他打電話，又過了幾天，他還是沒來，我想她大概已經厭倦我了，也好，總不能老這麼下去。我想忘記，但淫欲總在我心?滋生，我真想主動去他家找他，但還是忍住了。
可是天氣越來越熱，當時搬家急，很多東西沒有拿過來，電扇還在原來的房子呢，我不知道是給自己找藉口還是怎樣，可是那天晚上真的很熱，我打算去拿電扇，我還有鑰匙，所以也沒通知他，直接自己去拿了，我想他如果真的對我失去興趣了，我拿了電扇也就走了。
再說他未必在家呢，說不定找到了合適的女孩，出去約會了呢。於是我自己過去了，一開門，客廳沒燈，我想他真的不在家，一陣失落，於是鑽進儲物櫃找電扇，過了一會，突然被人背後一把抱住，回頭一看是峰，他說你終於來了，想死我了，於是開始吻我，我推開他，說你在家阿，這些天都幹嗎了，他斜斜一笑，說是不是想我了，想要了，我沒理他，他說這些天我故意不找你的，我就是想試試你能忍得住多久不找我，從來都是我主動，好像我每次去你家找你，就是為了拿你去發洩一番，你還總是要反抗兩下，讓我覺得自己特別禽獸，有逼良為娼的感覺。我們在一起是彼此需要，是互相的，不是嗎？
我說，還以為你有了喜歡的女孩，交女朋友了呢。他笑了笑，說，跟你以後，我腦子?都是你，哪還會對別的女人有興趣阿，說著抱住了我，開始吻我，解我的扣子，褪去我的衣衫，這次我很溫順，很配合，他拉著我走進了浴室，我倆一起洗了澡，然後終於第一次在他家，我們以前的家，又有了一次，這次我們第一次互相為對方口交了，我第一次給男人口交，居然不是我的老公。
口交的感覺真的很棒，我居然很喜歡。我貪婪的吮吸著他的大龜頭，他也舔著我的b,時而慢，時而快，我們玩了六九，高潮過後，大家都餓了，去廚房弄了點東西吃，吃完本來打算讓他送我回家，他說我們也浪漫一下，去陽臺看會星星吧，於是拿了兩把躺椅坐在陽臺上看著星星，今晚月光很美，他看著我，又開始吻我，抱我，漸漸的我們呼吸又急促起來，我想回房，峰一把拉住我，我們倆在陽臺上幕天席地的幹了一回，又讓我刺激到極點，跟峰在一起，他總是能讓我體會不同的刺激，那晚我沒有回家，我們倆第一次在一起過了一夜，第二天早上醒來，睜開眼睛免不了又是一陣翻雲覆雨，這個晚上我們做了3次。
害得我第二天去上課整個人都軟綿綿的沒力氣，峰說就喜歡看我被他幹的筋疲力盡，翻白眼的樣子，他就特別爽。我跟峰說，我們以後節制一點吧，過頻了對身體也不好。他說沒辦法，只要和我在一起，他就有性慾，克制不了的，還怪我把他變成了性饑渴。其實我也一樣，他說我倆可能天生是前世的孽緣，碰在一起就是乾柴烈火。
至今為止，我們還一直維持著這樣的關係，已經有3個多月了。碰到一起就會做愛，而且開始變換不同的姿勢，前面，後面，站著，做著，他抱著我我靠在浴室的牆上操我，都試過了，我覺得自己也越來越淫蕩，還學著a片?面的女主角，坐在峰的龜頭上，扭動身軀瘋狂的喊叫，自己來回抽動。
每當這個時候，峰就讓我想想我老公如果看見這個場面會怎樣，他不停叫我騷貨，蕩婦，我越瘋狂。我們還在很多場合做過，我家廚房，洗手間，還有一次在電影院，國外影院晚上人很少，我們又坐在最後一排，那次的電影也是有點限制級的，一邊看，峰有一邊摸我，看著看著都有了感覺，峰讓我坐到他身上，我穿的裙子，他就解開前面漏出陰莖開始插我，那次也是超刺激。雖然我現在享受著性帶給我的快樂，可內心依然受著良心的譴責，我開始推說學習忙，跟老公聯繫變少。
I originally planned to go back home for a month in August during the summer vacation, but I asked him to stay here to study so I couldn't go back. When I told my husband I couldn't go back for the summer vacation, I could tell he was very disappointed. But I really didn't dare to go back and face him. I felt like I had already given up. My husband knew that he would never forgive me. I thought about being honest with him and about getting a divorce, not because of Feng. I know that there would be no future with Feng. He has never said he would marry me, and I have never asked him. Maybe we are both still unsure whether we love each other as a person or just our bodies.
But I truly feel I'm no longer worthy of being my husband's wife. Thinking back to when I married him, I was a pure virgin, and after two years abroad, I've become a slut. There's no going back. I don't have the courage to tell my husband because I'm too ashamed, and I know he wouldn't be able to say anything if he heard it all. I don't want him to suffer such pain and hurt. I don't know what to do; I can only live one day at a time. So, I absolutely cannot take the first wrong step. Once my defenses are broken, I'll only become more and more depraved!

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