I borrowed my colleague's girlfriend for one night.

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My name is Kang, and my colleague's name is Hui. We joined
the company in June 2002 through open recruitment. Hui is a year older than me, 28 years old this year, and we work in the company's best sales department. Our
company is a relatively large private enterprise in the semiconductor electronics industry, a sunrise industry. Our
boss values young talent and has placed undergraduates like Hui and me in key departments of the company
.
The boss, also an intellectual by training, is only around 35 years old. Through seizing market opportunities and his own hard work,
he has finally achieved his current success. His sales target for this year is 200 million yuan. Our sales department has five people in total,
three men and two women, all young. Hui and I are the best performers in the department. The
top sales performer is either me or Hui. The boss has set a target of 50 million yuan for each of us. He has a lot of confidence in us
, and he plans to take the company public next year.
The company is in Shenzhen, and Hui and I are both from out of town. Because of my busy work schedule, I haven't had time for a relationship and am still
single. Hui, on the other hand, is tall and handsome, and
he already has a girlfriend—a local Shenzhen resident named Ying, who is 23 years old. Ying is lively and her figure is perfect for Hui;
our colleagues are all envious. The young people in our sales department often get together, and we all know each other well. Two of our female colleagues in sales
are named Chun, who just got married this year; we like to call her Sister Chun, and she's quite easygoing. The other is named Jie,
a young woman who doesn't talk much; I heard she's some kind of relative of the boss. Oh, and there's also our sales manager, Mr. Wang
, who's already married. We all have a good impression of Ying. Ying is always the subject of conversation. Even wearing
a new outfit can become a topic of discussion. Everyone envies Hui, thinking he's so lucky. I'm
even a little jealous. My job isn't any worse than Hui's, so why doesn't any girl love me? Ying has practically become
the epitome of beauty in our eyes.
I had a misunderstanding with Ying once, and although it was a misunderstanding, it left a deep impression on me. I kept these feelings
buried deep inside, and Ying was quite embarrassed about it later. It was at a gathering of our group,
and Ying was there too. Everyone was young and quite engaged, and the atmosphere was great. Even Jie,
who rarely drinks, got caught up in the fun, and Ying drank quite a bit. Ying was drinking red wine, which
isn't easy to get drunk on initially, but it has a strong aftereffect. Ying's face was flushed after drinking, adding a touch of allure.
I remember Hui was also completely drunk that day. As far as I can recall, I was the only sober person at the table. I
had to clean up the mess and send them all home in taxis.
I remember first putting Ying in a taxi. Hui was practically immobile at the time, and being a big guy, we decided
to let him sleep a little longer at the hotel. Ying was already swaying as she walked. Let me clarify here that I'm not
the type to take advantage of others. I only reached out and grabbed Ying's slender waist in a panic to prevent her from falling . You see, Ying missed a step; if I hadn't helped, the consequences would have been unimaginable, and I don't know how Hui would have blamed me
afterwards .
Honestly, my mind went completely blank. All I wanted was to get Ying to the taxi as quickly as possible.
Ying's waist was so supple; when I put my arm around her waist, her weight shifted onto my hand, forcing me
to hold her close. Holding such a beautiful woman like Ying was truly a wonderful task, a blessing I'd accumulated over 20 years. But Ying
was my colleague Hui's girlfriend. How could I do this? Even if I had feelings for Ying at the time, I shouldn't have done this,
especially since Ying was drunk and not quite thinking clearly. Ying really was drunk; the aftereffects of red wine were really strong. Ying
slowly rested her face on my shoulder, smiling at me shyly. Ying's smile was irresistible
, and her breath smelled of alcohol, but it wasn't unpleasant at all. The smell of alcohol was completely overpowered by the fragrance emanating from Ying
. I couldn't tell if Ying was wearing perfume or just her natural body scent.
I was afraid of making a mistake; my body was already reacting involuntarily. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself,
that I couldn't remain unmoved by such a beautiful woman. I knew I would succumb to temptation if this continued. I quickened my pace and finally left the hotel
. But that day, taxis were scarce; I waited for five minutes, and still no one came. Ying had actually
fallen asleep against me. Yes, Ying's entire body was incredibly alluring, especially under the influence of alcohol
. Her firm breasts pressed against me, making my heart itch. I saw that because she was leaning to one side, her
cleavage was unmistakably exposed. It felt like a surge of heat was rising from her. I desperately wanted to see her entire breasts,
her bare body, which was both incredibly alluring and stimulating. I didn't have a girlfriend, I had never been with a woman before, and this
temptation was irresistible. But I had to control myself. I could have easily touched Ying's body, but
I didn't. To others, we looked like a loving couple. But Ying was my colleague's
girlfriend. My reason prevailed over my impulse. I controlled as much of my body as I could,
except for my lower body. I felt a warm current, accumulated for over 20 years,
erupting like a volcano. Instantly, I felt an unparalleled pleasure, something I had never experienced before, which happened in that moment
, right when Ying leaned against me. I think it must be related to Ying. It was Ying's body that broke
the balance I had maintained for over 20 years. Luckily, it was my pants that concealed my impulse well. I could only see that my pants
were a little wet, but no one could see what was happening inside my pants; only I knew.
車在10分鐘後，終於來了。這時，我覺得車來了太快了，我再也沒有挽著穎
身體的理由了，我輕輕推醒了穎，我問穎沒事吧，可不可以回家啊。穎睜開惺忪
的眼，連說了幾個沒事，我正準備把穎扶上車的時候，穎突然在我的臉上親了一
下，這讓我很意外，也很。穎還是那樣笑著，對我說，謝謝你，車子就開走了，
不容許我多想，我不知道穎親的就是我，還是她把我當作輝，才親的我。這對我
來說，其實並不重要，我被穎的小口親了一下是事實。我知道這不是穎的初吻，
但是我被初吻了一回。這種感覺真的很新鮮，我不知道這是誤會，還是穎對我照
顧她的感激，我不能多想了，我還是撥了一個穎家裡的電話，讓穎的父母到她家
樓下接穎，因為穎喝多了。好了，穎終於被我送回家了，我要去照顧輝了，也不
知他現在怎樣了。
我有時還不經意地摸，被穎吻過的地方，是不是跟別的地方有什麼不同，那
天，我把輝安頓好的時候，我沒洗臉，就爬上床睡覺，也許是我累了，也許我還
不想這麼快，把穎的吻痕洗掉，其實穎只是在我的臉上靠了一下，其實沒有任何
痕跡，就是有痕跡，也早被我身體的臭汗沖掉了，睡眠一直很到的我，那天居然
失眠了，我居然在想著穎，是的我對異性產生了好感和強烈的需要，穎只是異性
的代表，我沒想過會和輝爭穎，穎是我要找女友，就應該像穎這樣的。我摸了摸
自己數小時前，曾經衝動的身體，又恢復到跟以前一樣。我是不是不是處男了，
對於處男的定義是什麼？我這是不是廣義的失身，我不知道？這居然也跟穎有關，
穎這個女人我一輩子也得不到，也一輩子讓我忘不了。不過我要感謝穎，是她帶
給我一些讓我一直需要的東西，她就這樣輕易地征服了我的潛意識。我真不知道，
下次類似的事情發生在我的身上，會怎麼做，也許永遠就沒有下次。
後來，輝跟我打招呼，說要謝謝我，謝我照顧了他和穎。輝對我說，穎還誇
我細心呢。還知道打電話讓她的父母接她，這點我比輝強。我說太見外了，我們
大家很熟，不需要這些客套。我把我和穎的誤會講完了，大家不要以為故事，就
結束了，其實我真正要講的還沒開始呢，因為這並不算我借用同事的女友用一晚
吧。我也想找女朋友了，這是我跟穎有了那次誤會後，最直接的結果。有人說有
了第一次，就會有第二次、第三次…是的，這個理論在我身上，得到了證明。我
時常會感動身體的性衝動，我能理解滿就要溢出的道理，以前我是用夢遺的方式，
來解決這個問題的，不刻意最為自然的那種排泄的方式，但是現在好像不滿足這
些了，好像是穎讓我知道還有其他更好的方式，當然這不能成為要找女友的原因，
如果是這樣的原因，是多麼可怕的事情。我只是說我渴望愛情了，我的身體應該
讓愛情做主了。人身體的慾望，如果沒有精神的指引，必然會走向邪惡。有時情
人之間的擁抱，比直接的性接觸，來得更為讓我憧憬。我是這樣想的。
先說說我周圍的女人吧，我不是個囉嗦的人，穎說過了，我就只說說春和潔，
平常我們總在一起，大家也熟，我是有發言權的。春已經是少婦了，男女之事，
她是最清楚的了。她說一個好男人，給人感覺要穩重、踏實，長相其實在其次。
她的話，的確讓我很震撼，我就是她所說的這種人。春的先生是個公務員，收入
不是很高，工作不是太辛苦，但是職業的原因，缺少一股衝勁，春說過於謹慎，
往往會束縛自己，往往會喪失機會。春明明說的是工作上的事，我怎麼覺得在愛
情方面也很受用，也許道理總是相通的。潔，是我們的小妹妹，平時不怎麼愛說
話，屬含蓄型的女孩，為人也雖然她是老闆的什麼親戚，但我們的談話，潔從來
沒透露出去過，所以我們對她還是比較信任。她不知道有沒有談戀愛，但她肯定
跟男生有接觸，她的qq上總不停閃動，短信也多，這就是一種最好的證明了。現
在我剩下我一個人孤孤單單的，我的愛情到底在哪裡？
大學的同學要聚會，說是大家要把自己的男友或女友帶上。我在大學一直是
好強的，現在在深圳工作，收入也同學們也羨慕，但是要帶女友，我還沒談呢？
怎麼辦？如果真的不帶，多沒面子。我真想去租個女友，就租一晚，不會花太多
錢。但是租來的女友，我又怕和我不合拍，還有租的女人往往俗氣和過分老練，
我喜歡清純一點的。看看周圍的熟人，也不知道誰會幫我，實在不行，我就只好
一人去參加聚會了。
到了關鍵時候，大家知道是誰幫助我了嗎？是我可愛的同事輝，輝說他可以
幫我，我說不要亂起哄了，只有女人可以幫我啊。我說如果他是女人我會考慮的，
但是輝不是女人。輝說，穎是女人嗎？穎幫你還不滿意？我簡直不相信自己的耳
朵，輝真的是這太偉大了，穎是輝的女朋友啊，他怎捨得？他不是和我開玩笑吧。
輝說他不是開玩笑的人，他說他可以把穎借給我用一晚，只要完璧歸趙就行了。
我不知怎樣感激輝，輝真的是我的好哥們，我問輝有沒有要特別強調的，我的借
用範圍有什麼禁區，或者我們是不是簽個合同，明確借用責任和要求等等，輝說
看我平時挺老實的，現在聽我說這些，他還真的不放心了。我對輝說，不要勉強
借你女朋友給我啊。輝說跟我開玩笑，答應我的事，就這麼定了，我說不知道穎
是否答應呢？輝說沒關係，穎的工作由他來做，他說穎一定會樂意的。
我總覺得欠了輝一個大人情，我不知道怎樣去償還。事實也如輝所說的那樣，
穎好像是很高興地答應了我，穎說在聚會的時候，會讓我風光的，而她也可以好
好演一回戲。記得同學聚會的那天，穎穿了一身潔白的連衣裙，穎的長髮，也好
好收拾了一番，穎真的好美，165cm 的身高，配上她的高跟鞋，簡直是高不可攀
的公主，但是穎一點不高傲，我跟穎在一起沒有任何壓力，那天我也穿著整齊的
西服，我有一種要和穎共同步入婚姻殿堂的感覺，穎很大方，也很自然，穎輕輕
挽著我的手，真的像一對戀人，到是我不自然，我不知道我的手指該不該碰穎的
手指，有時我不小心碰著了，又很快縮回，我不敢太多正視穎的眼睛，太美了，
睫毛忽閃忽閃地，始終微笑著，而這一切注定了我們會是大家注目的人。（待續）
又是一個盡興的夜晚，同學對穎讚揚不已。穎很友好地和我的同學一一敬酒，
大家又喝了不少，穎說她酒喝多了，臉上會生逗。我想穎為了我，才和我的同學
喝那麼多酒，我很感激，我說了一句，就是生逗也好看，青春美麗逗，我的話讓
穎有點不好意思。我的突然大方，使得穎不再大方。我想只要兩個人不要同時大
方，就不會有什麼問題，也不會出事。不過，我說的是實話，穎被我誇獎後，她
略帶害羞的臉，真的很美，像含羞草，一碰它的葉子就合上了，一會兒，它的葉
子又開了，美得自然，不是矯情，穎就是我所喜歡的女孩子的類型，我要找就找
穎這樣的，真想把穎給複製一份，永遠地留著，然後再把穎還給輝。但是我不能
複製穎，我只能把她美麗的印象存放在我的記憶裡，我對穎說，為這個美麗的夜
晚乾一杯，穎的酒杯跟我的酒杯碰了一下，發出清脆的響聲，我們彼此身體的力
量，通過酒杯在傳遞，我們相互之間都能感覺到這種力量。我真的想這一刻能夠
靜止，讓我好好體會這種獨特的感受，讓我好好看看穎的眼睛，我想我不去想她
是輝的女友，穎只是我眼前的一個女人，讓我靜靜地聽她的心跳，讓我好好地跟
她守在一起。
吃過飯，同學們又去跳舞。平時我真的不會跳舞，我只會最簡單的四步、三
步。看到同學們的舞姿，很令我羨慕。穎一直坐我的傍邊，陪著我，到舞廳前，
她跟輝通了一次電話。具體說什麼我不知道，但看穎的表情，很輕鬆，看不出有
什麼。我說穎要不要早點回去，穎說不是讓她陪我一晚嗎？她說晚上才剛剛開始，
同學們還興緻很高，她怎能這時離開呢？穎還說結束了她自己回家，不要輝來接
她了，她說輝讓她放心，說我會照顧好她的。真的，我還沒想到穎要陪我這麼久？
我為穎的熱忱再一次被打動。
舞廳裡的燈光偏暗，只有燈光閃動的時候，我才可以看到穎的臉，穎的臉上
沒有倦意，穎還跟著音樂在哼唱，她完全陶醉在音樂聲中了。我估計時間不早了，
但我不想知道時間，所以我也沒看時間，有時覺得跟穎這樣靜靜地坐著，聽聽音
樂是莫大的享受。我的舞步不行，所以沒有勇氣請穎跳舞，看著同學們跳四步的
時候，心裡更是產生想請穎跳舞的衝動，但我通過拚命喝水，來打消這個念頭。
四步正常是情侶們跳的，放四步音樂的時候，舞廳裡的燈光很暗，而我和穎是假
冒的「情侶」，我們不能假戲真做啊。
不知是我的念頭被穎識破，還是穎的舞勁被音樂聲調動了，穎貼著我的耳朵
說，我們跳一曲吧，我說我不太會跳。穎說，沒關係，我可以教你，只要會簡單
的走步就好了。就這樣，我和穎走到了舞池的中央，我知道肯定有很多同學在看
著我們呢，說實話，我內心很緊張，我只有臨場發揮了，穎似乎看出我的膽怯，
穎說有她在怕什麼？這倒是真的，穎曾參加舞蹈大賽，獲過獎，以前我聽輝提起
過。音樂響起了，是四步，放的是張惠妹的《我可以抱你嗎？》，一首很好聽又
帶傷感的歌。我的一隻手抓住穎的手，而另一隻手，我不知放在穎的身體哪個部
位？停靠在她的腰下，會不會太低？停靠在她的腰上，會不會太高，我來回試了
幾次，穎笑了，這種笑不是嘲笑，而是對我的關切。穎對我說，「你真的沒怎麼
跳過舞啊。」我點了點頭，穎說，「你願意靠哪就靠哪，關鍵是自然就好。」坦
白地說，穎的腰很細，沒有多餘的肥肉，我的手靠上去，就不想離開了。穎說我
的步子還至少我沒踩到穎的腳。
燈光逐漸暗了下來，暗了什麼也看不見，看不到任何人。我只感覺到穎在身
邊，感覺到穎的勻稱的呼吸。我們完全陶醉在音樂聲裡，我感到穎的頭，明顯向
我的身體這邊靠來，是張惠妹那沙啞的嗓音：「我可以抱你嗎？愛人，請允許我
最後一次這樣叫你」，感動了我。我把一直抓住穎的手的手放下了，也許我的手
累了，我把自己兩隻手會合了，我摟住了穎的細腰，穎沒有拒絕，我們仍在跳著，
我的心也在不規則地跳，我的腦中空白了，我不知道自己在做什麼，我嗅了一下
穎的秀髮，很好聞的味道。燈光亮了起來，我如夢初醒，我有點依依不捨地和穎
一起走出了舞池。
我的許多第一次都是穎給的，但她是同事輝的女友啊。命中注定了我不會離
開這個名叫穎的女人，無論是已經發生的，還是沒有發生的，還是我等待發生的，
但我的內心不免有些酸楚，為什麼會是這樣？我難道在獲得愛的時候，同時要承
擔良心的譴責嗎？我對穎說，我送她回家，時間真的不早了，有的同學也開始走
了。穎說好啊，穎還說她的使命結束了，穎說她表現好嗎？我滿意嗎？我說我不
知道怎樣感謝她，穎說謝什麼啊，說不定下次她喝多了，還需要我照顧，我笑笑，
哪輪到我照顧，穎有她的輝啊。穎說不要提輝了，她說輝有時只顧他自己。我很
驚訝，我第一次聽到穎到輝的抱怨。在那一刻，我覺得有些對不起輝了，我想最
好的辦法就是把穎送回去。穎陪我的一晚應該結束了，已經過12點了。
出了舞廳，才知道外面的雨是多麼大，不知道什麼原因，我們等出租，一直
等了30分鐘，也沒等到一輛。我看著穎被雨打濕的頭髮，看到穎冷得發抖，這讓
我很心疼。我想這樣也不是個辦法。這時，我看到馬路對面有個賓館，我和穎說，
我們就不回去了，我們就在此住一晚好嗎？穎同意了。
本來我是要訂兩間房間的，但賓館只有一間空了，我對穎說只能訂一間了。
穎說可以啊。我對穎說，我睡大廳的沙發好了，你回房間睡吧。穎說哪能這樣呢？
房間不是有兩張床嗎？何況一間房，幾個小時還要180 元，我們應該把花的錢，
體現到它的價值啊。穎是說的但我還是對穎這恐怕不合適吧。穎說沒什麼啊，我
又不是外人。我只好跟著穎的屁股後面，朝我們的房間走去。我的心裡在琢磨穎
說的「外人」的意思，可能是說我不是外星人，只要是地球人，女的這麼大方，
男的還有拒絕的理由嗎？還有一層意思是穎覺得我是個可靠的人，我不知道穎指
的是哪一層意思，可能兩層意思都有吧。
到了房間，亮起了燈，燈光柔和，床鋪柔軟，真的很溫馨。但是我和穎的關
係，不容許我進一步的想像。雖然當時我很想穎，但我不是那種人，朋友妻不可
欺的道理，我還是知道的，雖然穎還沒和輝結婚的。但是輝在幫我的忙，才把他
的女友借給我用一晚。我怎麼能對他的女友有什麼不好的想法呢。
愛情不是一部美麗的童話嗎？童話總有離奇的，引人的細節。我的愛情童話
什麼時候發生呢？一想到穎，就會想到我的愛情，穎似乎成了我愛情的代名詞。
我對穎說，今天讓她累了，晚上還沒能回家。穎說沒什麼啊，穎說她也玩了很開
心。穎說話的聲音總是很柔和，很會關心別人，我想這也是穎吸引我的一個重要
原因吧。我對穎說你先沖個澡吧，穎說好的。穎進入到衛生間洗澡了，她把門關
上了，我打開了電視，一個台換到另一個台，我無心看電視的內容，我的腦中還
是穎的身影，她一身潔白的連衣裙，簡直就是個天使，當我想到穎這時正光著身
子，就是衛生間洗澡的時候，我的心幾乎要跳了出來，我拚命地想穎的裸體是什
麼樣？但我沒見過，怎麼能夠想出來呢？我真的害怕我控製不了自己。
我真的害怕我會衝進衛生間。我的手居然已經放到了衛生間門的把手上，我
沒用力，居然可以旋了動。這時，我才明白，穎只是把門關上，並沒有關死。我
不知道是穎故意疏忽了，還是故意為我留著的呢？我對自己說，還是男人嗎？男
人做事要想做就做啊，這時我又想到了春的話，有時過於謹慎，反而會失去機會。
就是我做錯什麼，穎還是會原諒我的不是嗎？穎對我印象還不錯啊。我在經歷激
烈的思想鬥爭，進還是不進？我知道只要瞬間我的某個念頭佔上風，就會發生一
種結果。
也許是我思考了太長了，我太不果斷了。這時，穎已經洗完出來。穎見我在
門口，對我說等不及了是嗎？我連說沒有。穎身上只裹著浴巾，真的太美了，給
我一種出水芙蓉的感覺。我進了衛生間，我也跟穎學的，把門關上了，但也沒關
死。我希望這時，穎能夠進來。我想我是多麼無恥。這種事還要讓女人主動。犯
錯誤的事也要讓女人主動，我還是男人嗎？我開始覺得自己的虛偽。明明是自己
對穎有想法，卻不敢承認。也許我壓製自己是對的，至少讓穎覺得我是個值得信
任和可靠的人。我想穎不是隨便的女人，她不會讓隨便什麼男人都可以和她同處
一室。她讓我和她住一個房間，不就是看中我這一點嗎？我一定要挺過今夜，我
想考驗我的時候到了。我想我的不自然，全是我的這些想法造成了，我應該放棄
一切想法，安心洗澡吧。
我把洗澡水開到最大，在衛生間裡，我看到了穎的胸罩和內褲。那麼別緻，
以前我沒見過女人的這些用品，看到這些，又讓我剛才的努力，成為泡影。我的
心又開始激動起來，也許我是個好幻想的人。變態的我，拿起了穎的胸罩，在我
自己的胸部，比劃了一下。啊，我驚歎了一下，穎的胸部應該很大，很豐滿，我
又為我自己的想法興奮不已。我想我反正是變態了，就變態個夠吧。我可以聞了
穎的胸罩和她的內褲，彷彿我可以聞到穎的體香，上面還留著熱氣，我認為這樣
可以間接聞到穎的身體，穎身體的關鍵部位。藉著水聲，我開始決定還是把原始
的衝動釋放掉，這樣我才能保證自己不對穎起色心。我看著穎的胸罩和內褲，我
嘴裡輕輕喚著穎的名字，我的屁股順著水流扭動起來，像條水蛇，我甚至發出了
呻吟聲，我手淫了，並且瀉了一塌糊塗。這又是我的一個第一次，又跟我的穎有
關。
我終於走出了衛生間，我看到穎已經睡著了，穎在我的面前真的是個睡美人。
電視還在開著，我知道穎真的累了，我覺得穎對我太好了，我的心裡有種酸楚，
我開始嫉妒輝了，輝太幸福了，有這麼完美的女友。我想要找穎這樣的女友，到
哪去找啊，就算是找到天涯海角，估計也找不到像穎這樣的女人了，穎是唯一的，
注定了我這輩子，和穎只能相遇，而不可以相愛，想到這我禁不住哭了。看到穎
這樣安靜的睡著，我也不想睡了。我想好好看著她睡，一直到天亮。就讓我在今
夜好好守著她，我用我的目光撫摩她，我想讓她睡了很安心，很甜。
穎的身子動了一下，穎潔白的身子露了出來，我知道穎是全裸的，但我的理
智已經成功地戰勝了自己，我對穎的身子仍然心動，但我不忍心傷害她，我小心
地把穎的身體，用被子蓋上，我不想讓她受涼。真的，穎是我心目中最美的女人，
最完美的女人。穎應該還是處女吧，我不想破壞她的聖潔和完整。如果是愛上一
個人，什麼都值得去做。我想我對穎現在做的，就是值得做的。我要把這份愛深
埋在內心，我想把自己好的形象，留在穎的記憶中。這是一個美好的夜晚，這是
我要講述的把我同事的女友借用一晚的故事。
我就這樣和穎一直待到天亮。看到穎睡醒了，又恢復了她的神采，我很開心。
穎突然問我，她說我眼睛怎麼紅了，我昨晚難道沒睡好嗎？我沒有跟穎說實話，
因為我一夜沒睡，因為我為對的穎感情傷心地哭過，所以我的眼會紅。好了，親
愛的穎，美好的相處總是短暫的，讓記憶好好珍藏這一切吧。天亮了，我要把穎
完整地歸還給輝了，我開始撥輝的電話，卻一直撥不通。其實，故事講到這，應
該可以結尾了，但是我還沒找到輝，還沒把穎交給他。但是我又不想寫下去，我
害怕會是對穎的傷害。
但是我還是寫了，我不知道是以怎樣的心情來寫的，我不知道是痛苦，還是
其他什麼，當我和穎要離開房間的時候，這時太意外的事情發生了，我們同時看
到輝和一個打扮有些妖艷的女人同時從隔壁的房間走了出來…輝看到我們也很驚
訝，但一下子就平靜下來了。輝開始介紹她身邊的那個女人，她的名字叫月，輝
說是他的表妹，是從老家過來，準備讓輝幫助她找工作的。
穎並不認識輝這個表妹，也沒聽輝提起過。穎知道輝是在說謊，穎沒想到輝
會如此鎮定，也許輝看到我和穎也是從一個房間走出來，有了底氣。輝還是把話
題，集中到我們身上，問我們怎麼了？潛意識的是問，我和穎怎麼會在同一間房
間裡。穎臉上明顯有著怒氣，不過還是解釋了，因為昨天大雨，沒打到出租，所
以就開了房，當時，只有一間房，所以事情就這樣了。穎的解釋，也許是為我開
脫吧。是我太年輕了，太不成熟了，才使這樣的誤會發生。我在聲明我清白的同
時，也連忙向輝陪不是，雖然我什麼也沒zuo ，但是我和穎在一個房間總是不好
的。
也許事情就可以這樣過去了，有時把事情不弄清楚，反而是更好的辦法，人
有時就需要自欺欺人。也許我和穎的事情，可以跟輝與他所謂表妹的事情，可以
扯平，一筆勾銷了。但是事情不可以就這樣結束，事情發生以後，對每個人的影
響還是存在的。對於我，我總覺得我欠了輝什麼，內心一直很內疚。而輝也好像
悶悶不樂，而穎也很少到我公司來了，我也基本沒見到她，甚至她也不打電話到
公司找輝了。我很想找輝把事情解釋清楚，我不想總是這樣。是我破壞了輝和穎
的感情嗎？那麼輝跟他的表妹怎麼解釋了，我也不相信，月是輝的表妹。表妹能
和表哥如此親熱。
感情這東西，真的奇怪。我渴望感情，但又害怕感情變味，會帶來的痛苦。
我為穎而難過，輝對穎的感情到底是真的還是假的，如果是真的，又能真多久了。
一度很想戀愛的我，看到穎和輝這樣，不免對感情感到懼怕。一個人的心是很難
看透的，我這樣評價輝，說不定輝也這樣評價我。輝難道僅會認為我很他的女友，
在房間裡什麼也沒zuo 嗎？我怎樣證明自己的清白呢？如果穎是處女還可以證明，
但如果不是呢？我就是跳到黃河也洗不清。如果不是輝和他表妹的把柄落在我和
穎的眼裡，輝是不會放過我的。輝能夠放過我，說明輝和他的表妹肯定有問題。
我是學過邏輯，我這樣推理，應該是科學的，但從這件事上看，我覺得穎最
受傷害了。我不知道怎麼辦？我也不知道穎和輝是否能好起來。自從發生了這件
事，我和輝負責的銷售業績都不理想，但是春和潔她們，zuo 的卻很好。所以這
不是市場因素，老闆找我們談話，問我們是什麼原因？老闆也看出我和輝關係好
象沒以前那麼好，但也看不出我們有什麼矛盾。老闆說處理好同事關係很重要，
只有團結才能形成合力。老闆對我們交代，不管怎樣，一定要改變這種狀況。我
沒有勇氣，去找穎去談，也許這個時候，我更不能和穎接觸，不然誤會就會更深。
就讓時間忘記過去的一切，讓大家也回到以前快樂的日子。
是的，這一段時間，我晚上睡覺和早上醒來的時候，還會想到穎。有時還幻
想懷裡的被子如果是穎的身體有多好。自從有了那天晚上的事情，我基本每週都
要手淫一次，手淫時，我居然在腦中拚命想穎的身體，所有的一切，讓我有犯罪
感，我覺得自己對穎的這樣感情，不能越陷越深，更為重要的事情，我的行為是
對穎的不尊重。可愛的穎，今生今世，注定我們不能在一起，穎只會成為別人的
女人。想到這裡，我有一種很傷心的感覺。
有人說，天涯何處無芳草？但誰讓我是個癡情的男人。除了穎，我就找不到
愛的感覺了。是的，穎我接觸最近的女人，我對穎所產生的感情也是自然的。我
為我的行為尋找合適的理由，我想對穎的感情有個合理的定位。是的，有誰見了
穎就不愛了，我也是平常的男人啊，抵不過愛的誘惑，但我可以控製自己。忘了
穎吧，這是我和穎之間，只能有這樣的緣分了，我會把對穎的愛，深深埋藏在我
的心裡。這種愛，是我心靈深處，可以安慰我的最好的東西。我不會寂寞，因為
有穎在我的心裡，就不再空虛，是沈甸甸的。
The matter didn't end there. It turned out that Hui had contracted a sexually transmitted disease with his cousin. Ying
found Hui's medical record in his bag. Ying couldn't hold back any longer and confronted Hui. Even though Hui was clearly in the wrong,
he still yelled at Ying, saying, "Who knows who infected whom?" Ying also got angry, saying that she and I were innocent.
Ying admitted that she and I sat in the room all night, but she insisted she hadn't done anything to betray Hui. And
what about Hui? If Hui hadn't done anything, how could he have contracted such a disease? But could Hui believe Ying's words? Even if Hui
does something wrong, he wants to shift the blame onto Ying so that his mistake can be lessened, and Ying will have no choice
but to forgive him. But Ying and I can both swear that we are innocent. Does Hui dare to make such a vow?
If love is bought with money, it might just be a virus. And Hui's cousin was carrying the virus. Yue not only
infected Hui, but also, through Hui, infected Ying. A few days later, Ying's genitals started to itch and even
had an odor. Ying panicked; she didn't know what to do. She didn't know how to face the doctor's questions at the hospital,
or what the doctor would think of her. Ying still thought of me. After she and Hui had a complete falling out, Ying called me
. After only a few words, Ying started crying. I didn't fully understand why Ying was crying. I only knew that Ying was heartbroken
; she had completely lost hope in Hui.
I went to the hospital with Ying. The doctor asked me what our relationship was. I didn't know how to answer. I wanted to say that
Ying was my colleague's girlfriend. Ying looked at me, as if observing my expression, or perhaps discussing something with me.
She told the doctor that I was her boyfriend. I could hardly believe my ears. I even pinched myself
, wondering if I was dreaming. I don't know how many times I've had this kind of dream, but when my dream is about
to become reality, I feel so excited and nervous. My heart suddenly filled with sweetness. My lovely
Ying was almost here with me. Doctors in hospitals have the right to ask about the cause of illness when a patient is sick,
perhaps so they can prescribe the right treatment. The doctor asked Ying how she got the infection, and Ying's face immediately turned red.
Luckily, I came with Ying, otherwise she would definitely be imagined as some kind of bad woman. I don't know where I got
the courage from, maybe it was Ying's words just now that gave me the courage. I said that Ying and I hadn't paid attention to hygiene, which caused it.
I don't know if the reason was reasonable, but the doctor didn't ask any more questions. I didn't dare to look directly at Ying's face, afraid that she would be
unhappy, but I still secretly looked. Fortunately, Ying's expression was still relatively natural, and she wasn't angry.
I got Ying her medicine, told her the dosage for each medicine, and told her to take it on time so she would get better quickly.
Then I took her home. Afterwards, I kept thinking about what Ying had said, about me being her boyfriend. Was it
an implication from Ying, or just a reason she made up in her panic to appease the doctor? I so hoped that what Ying said
was true. I finally couldn't hold back anymore; my heart was pounding. I called Ying and
told her directly that I didn't want to miss out on Ying again. I wanted to express my true feelings. Even if Ying
rejected me, at least I wouldn't have any regrets. I wanted to make my stance clear. Now that Hui wasn't around,
I could pursue Ying.
I told Ying that I wanted to express the love that had been building up in my heart. I asked her, "
How about we make love to my girlfriend?" Ying didn't expect my attitude to be so firm, but she still told me the truth: she wasn't a
virgin anymore. Didn't I care? Without any hesitation, I told Ying that I didn't care. I told
her that whether she was a virgin or not was a separate matter from whether I loved her. Ying not being a virgin didn't affect my love.
Ying's virginity was only once, but my love for her was forever. My words moved Ying, but I
didn't intend to move her. What I said was my true feeling. Ying and I have started a relationship. I am moved to the point where
I am the happiest person in the world, and I want Ying to be the happiest person in the world too. Ying's happiness is my greatest
happiness.
About a year later, Ying and I got married. That day, Ying wore a beautiful wedding dress, looking like an angel.
I personally placed a very elegant diamond ring on Ying's finger and gently kissed her forehead.
We also invited Hui to the wedding banquet, since he was my colleague, and it was out of courtesy that we invited him as well. I also
knew Ying through Hui, and I was truly grateful to him, but he didn't attend. All the other colleagues went that day,
including the boss. The boss also had a great time and drank quite a bit. I think Hui isn't a bad person; at least
Ying and I both hope he's doing well. I really hope Hui can still be a good friend to everyone, just like before.
On our wedding night, Ying and I could finally lie together on the soft bed, watching TV. It was so wonderful.
Just then, the TV was showing a news report about a recent bust of a sex den, with a group of prostitutes arrested on the spot
. One of the prostitutes on screen was none other than Hui's so-called cousin, Yue. I didn't want Ying to be reminded of her painful
past, so I immediately changed the channel. I vowed that if Ying was with me, I would never let her suffer again. I love Ying very much, and
Ying loves me too; this love was hard-won.

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