[Urban] My Wife's Adultery Diary (Complete) - Part 2

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After finishing the second chapter of "The Painful Reflection

," her face turned even redder. Both of us sensed the subtle tension and a brief awkwardness ensued. I quickly tried to change the subject. "Sister Juan, you...you smell so good..."

As soon as I finished speaking, Sister Juan's face turned as red as an apple. "Hey, what is that? Liu Chuang, Liu Chuang, don't embarrass yourself again,"

I cursed myself inwardly. "Uh...uh..."

I wanted to explain, but couldn't find a topic, only adding to the awkwardness. "Hmm...are you hungry? Have something to eat."

Sister Juan reacted quickly. "I'm not hungry, just thirsty. Give me some water."

"Drink milk. Milk is good for your stomach, good for your health. It's your habit, no sugar..."

After saying that, as if remembering something, Sister Juan blushed again, and instead took the milk from the tray and handed it to me. Holding the milk, I felt a surge of inexplicable emotion, remembering the past, my heart filled with warmth. Then I gulped

down the milk, "glug...glug..." The warm milk flowed into my stomach, perfectly quenching my thirst and warming my stomach. For some reason, I felt like crying. Seeing me obediently finish my milk, Sister Juan showed a satisfied expression. She casually took the empty cup and placed it on the small table in front of her, then looked up at me, who was somewhat excited. Seeing Sister Juan's concerned expression, I felt a surge of warmth. Looking into Sister Juan's eyes, I asked, "Sister Juan... how did I get here... what time is it now..."

"It's past ten o'clock now,"

Sister Juan said casually. "Yesterday you came to my bar for drinks, haha, that's Sister Juan's shop, otherwise you'd be sleeping on the streets,"

Sister Juan continued teasing me. "Oh... Sister Juan, you're a boss now, congratulations... I'm sorry, yesterday I..."

Hearing the news about Sister Juan, I was truly happy for her, but the thought of her seeing me drunk yesterday made me even more embarrassed. "Xiao Chuang... Sister Juan... why... yesterday..."

Sister Juan asked me hesitantly, as if afraid of touching on my pain. Seeing Sister Juan's concerned expression, still caring for me as always, a surge of inexplicable emotion welled up inside me. But then I thought of Xiao Wan… my nose stung, and a thin mist immediately welled up in my eyes… I hadn't felt tears in a long time, and now I felt like a child wanting to cry! "I can't…"

I desperately held back, desperately controlling my emotions… Seeing my pain, Sister Juan seemed to understand everything. She silently took my hand, gently stroking it in her soft palm, a tender gesture like a loving wife comforting her beloved husband… "If you have anything bothering you, talk to Sister Juan, okay? Don't keep it bottled up inside, it'll hurt your heart…"

Sister Juan said gently. How familiar those words were! I felt as if I had said the same things to Sister Juan, using the same tone to speak the same words to someone who cared for me. Unable to bear the pain any longer, tears streamed down my face in front of Sister Juan… Seeing my tears, Sister Juan tenderly pulled my head into her arms… Her soft, high breasts carried the unique fragrance of a young woman, and her silk nightgown gently brushed against my cheek. In Sister Juan's arms, I felt as if I had found a quiet haven again. At this moment, there was only the love of family, not a trace of lust… Sister Juan silently comforted me, gently stroking my back. I nestled against Sister Juan's chest, hearing her strong heartbeat, and smelling her fragrance, which gradually calmed me down… “Xiao Chuang, if you're in pain, just cry. Sister Juan won't see you cry, don't worry… won't…”

Sister Juan spoke softly above my head, like soothing a child. “If you've been wronged, just cry… Xiao Chuang, you're a strong man… Seeing how you were yesterday… Sister Juan's heart ached…”

Sister Juan murmured, as if she were talking to herself. "I know you...you're because of...Xiao Wan..."

Sister Juan looked at me, unable to cry, and hesitantly finally uttered the words that shocked me. Hearing Xiao Wan's name suddenly come from Sister Juan's mouth, I was shocked and pulled away from her embrace, my eyes wide with surprise and tears as I stared at Sister Juan. I saw a tear stain on her chest, from when I had collapsed into her arms and cried. Her already loose nightgown was even more revealing, exposing most of her white breast on the left side, the nipple almost showing, but from above, the light brown nipple was clearly visible. But Sister Juan didn't seem to care about her exposed clothes. Instead, she looked at me with a sorrowful yet affectionate gaze, her face streaked with tears. In her usually clear eyes, I read deep concern… Seeing my shock and panic, Sister Juan tenderly reached out her delicate arms and pulled me into her embrace again… “Don't hide it from me anymore. Yesterday, after you got drunk, you kept muttering things like, ‘Xiao Wan, why did you do this to me… why did you betray me… what did I do wrong…’”

“You were calling her name all night yesterday. Is Xiao Wan your lover?”

“Waaah…waaah…”

Hearing Sister Juan say this, I suddenly understood. My deeply wounded heart finally opened up. The pain that had been suppressed for almost a day finally erupted like a volcano…

Hearing me finally cry out, Sister Juan pulled me into a tight embrace, holding me like a mother, holding me tightly, very tightly. I realized how great and loving women are, with such rich compassion! "..."

I shook my head, as if in response to Sister Juan's question. "Xiao Wan... Xiao Wan... is... my wife..."

I answered haltingly and painfully. "..."

Without asking any further questions, Sister Juan immediately understood the whole story, understood all the pain in my heart. I could only feel Sister Juan hugging me even tighter, burying her head on my shoulder, her hair falling on my ear, as if she wanted to share all the pain and suffering in my heart with her... And so, we stayed quietly for ten minutes. "Beep beep... beep beep..."

The quiet room was suddenly interrupted by the discordant ringing of a cell phone, breaking the brief but much-needed tranquility I was enjoying... We were suddenly awakened by the piercing ring. I climbed out of Sister Juan's arms, looking at her awkwardly. Sister Juan, however, immediately came to her senses. "It's... your phone is ringing... I put it away for you yesterday..."

Sister Juan said softly, as she gently reached over and took my phone from the small table beside the bed. "Tick-tock...tick-tock..."

The phone kept ringing stubbornly, as if some urgent matter was trying to pull me back to the other end. I picked up the phone, glanced at it, and saw that it was the home phone. "Could it be Xiao Wan calling?"

My first thought was to press the answer button immediately. "Hmph! After sleeping with her lover, now she thinks of me!"

I suddenly felt extremely jealous and resentful, and I raised the phone and threw it forcefully. "Smash!"

The phone hit the floor and cracked, and the annoying ringing stopped abruptly. Seeing my violent action, Sister Juan didn't say anything, just glanced at the broken phone, and then turned to look at me quietly. "Oh...I'm sorry..."

I apologized to Sister Juan for my rudeness. "Was it her who called?"

Sister Juan asked softly. "..."

I nodded silently, which was my answer. "What exactly happened between you two?"

"..."

"Tell Sister Juan, when you helped her back then, she trusted you and told you everything..."

Sister Juan pressed relentlessly. Thinking back, I truly felt Sister Juan's sincerity towards me, just as I had felt before. "Xiao Wan...she...slept with...other...men..."

I finally uttered those shameful words, finally revealed my secret, finally lifted the heavy weight from my heart, and tears streamed down my face like rain. After saying those words, I suddenly felt a great weight lifted from my shoulders. "What?"

Although Sister Juan had guessed the truth, she was still quite shocked when I confessed it myself. "Don't listen to other people's nonsense..."

Sister Juan kindly tried to defend Xiao Wan, but I think she probably didn't even believe her own explanation now, she was just subconsciously trying to say something. "..."

I shook my head helplessly, remembering what I had witnessed yesterday, my heart clenched, the pain made me curl up, and tears streamed down my face. "You saw it with your own eyes?"

Sister Juan continued to ask me suspiciously. "..."

I nodded again. "You hit her?"

"..."

I shook my head helplessly. "Because I... I don't know... I really wanted to hit them... but I didn't... I don't know..."

I clutched my head in anguish, curling up so much that my stomach felt like it was cramping. "..."

Seeing my pain, Sister Juan silently grieved for me, and could only hold me tightly, sharing my pain. “I…I really wanted to rush in and beat them up…I just wanted to kill them…but…I didn’t…I heard Xiaowan calling my name…”

I sobbed in Sister Juan’s arms, talking to myself as if I were talking to myself. “I love Xiaowan…I consider her my life…I always go along with her…I neglected her because of work…I felt even more guilty towards her…so I always went along with her…I treated her thoughts as my own…I never went against her…but she…”

“Seeing them in bed…I really…really wanted to kill them…but when I thought of Xiaowan…my Xiaowan…I…I really hate myself…why didn’t I kill them…”

I pounded the bed, desperately trying to express my grievances. “Don’t…rush in…rush in…you did the right thing, violence can’t solve things…”

Sister Juan said urgently beside me, as if I really wanted to kill them or was afraid that I would solidify this terrible idea. “Sister Juan…don’t worry, I didn’t do it then, and I won’t do it now…”

I slowly calmed down, climbed out of Sister Juan’s arms, and looked at her as she responded. "At the time, I was thinking of Xiaowan, wondering why she cheated on me. We were so loving, why would she betray me? Because of all these questions, I didn't act impulsively..." Still relying on your hands? How can that bring pleasure? Forum reputation guaranteed! 3D male masturbator anime virgin real-life sex toy, highly realistic genital shape! Intense and irresistible! Click to enter.

Speaking of this, I was immersed in reminiscing about our sweet past, my eyes filled with deep affection. But the thought of Xiaowan's betrayal pierced my heart again. "So...do you know why Xiaowan...did you?"

Sister Juan continued to comfort me. "..."

I didn't answer. I had asked myself this question hundreds of times, but I still didn't know the answer. "Xiao Chuang, don't think the worst of things..."

Seeing my pained expression, Sister Juan held back her words. "Xiao Chuang...tell Sister Juan what you've been doing these past three years since we separated?"

Sister Juan tried to distract me with another topic. "Come on... tell Sister Juan about it..."

After saying that, Sister Juan sat down opposite me with a serious expression, gently adjusting her dress, looking like she was listening attentively. Looking at Sister Juan, I couldn't bear to refuse her kindness, so I began to talk about my life in the three years since leaving the company. From meeting and marrying Xiao Wan, to Xiao Wan encouraging me to start working, to the hardships of starting a business, the company's development, and all the way to the big contract I just signed, I rambled on for most of the day. When I talked about the sweet moments, I showed a longing look, and when I talked about the hardships, I showed a man's bold and courageous spirit. Sister Juan just listened quietly, without interrupting, while I talked on and on. Gradually, I forgot the pain in my heart, and the excitement of the business world gradually filled my heart again. "Oh... by the way..."

I stopped talking when I mentioned the contract I had just signed. "Can I borrow your phone for a moment..."

I looked at the broken phone on the ground and said to Sister Juan with a little embarrassment. Sister Juan didn't say anything, but led me from the bedroom to the living room. She pointed to the phone on the table, smiled, and said, "Use it as you like, I'm going to the kitchen."

She smiled again, then turned gracefully and walked towards the kitchen. A bright and radiant smile is the most comforting thing. Looking at Sister Juan's smile, my heart warmed considerably, and the pain in my heart eased a lot. Then I went to the phone and dialed my secretary, Zhang Qian. Zhang Qian and her colleagues had all participated in the business negotiations. On the phone, I instructed them on what to do and told them not to leak my return. "But… boss… your sister-in-law called looking for you, she sounded very anxious…"

came Zhang Qian's slightly anxious voice from the other end of the line. "But your phone keeps saying it's switched off…"

Because they were all loyal employees who had started from scratch with me, I treated them like family. Except when I was working and didn't smile, they didn't treat me like a boss at all, joking and playing around freely. Sometimes they would tease me so much that I had to beg for mercy, and I really didn't know if I was their boss anymore. They also affectionately called me "Big Brother" and my wife "Sister-in-law" during their free time. My company felt less like a company and more like a close-knit family. "What? Did you tell your sister-in-law?"

I immediately retorted. "No..."

Zhang Qian hurriedly explained, perhaps sensing something was off in my voice. "How could I dare? You wanted to surprise your sister-in-law..."

"A surprise, a fucking surprise!"

I thought angrily. "I told you you were busy... Boss... why haven't you met your sister-in-law yet? Where are you?"

"I haven't... Okay, you guys just need to do your jobs... Remember, if your sister-in-law calls again, just say I'm with a client... I don't know anything else, understand?"

Leaving a bewildered Zhang Qian behind, I hung up the phone and breathed a sigh of relief. "Come on, dinner's ready."

Sister Juan brought out a tray filled with desserts and drinks. "I'm sorry, I don't cook often, this is all the desserts I have, please make do with these for now,"

Sister Juan said apologetically. "Oh, no, with such a sumptuous lunch, how could I dare to be picky? If I were, Sister Juan would kick me out of the house. It's very good, thank you, Sister Juan."

Putting aside my worries, I went along with Sister Juan and joked with her. "Hehe, it's good that you're not picky, come and eat."

Sister Juan generously placed the tray on the coffee table and sat down gracefully next to me. "Come on... let your older sister feed your little brother..."

Sister Juan said, gently picking up a piece of rice cake and bringing it to my mouth. "Mmm... delicious... delicious..."

I ate the delicious rice cake from Sister Juan's hand, the feeling of happiness in my heart had long since dispelled my depression, and everything seemed to have returned to the past. "Sister Juan, you have a piece too."

Saying that, I also took a piece of rice cake from the tray and brought it to Sister Juan's mouth. Sister Juan looked at the rice cake offered to her, probably not expecting that I would feed her too, her face suddenly turned red, then she slightly parted her red lips, took a small bite of the pale yellow rice cake, and then slowly chewed it. Watching Sister Juan's shy expression, her bright eyes and white teeth gently biting into the rice cake, the pale yellow cake made her lips appear even redder, her small white teeth even whiter, and her bright eyes blinking as if revealing her inner excitement. I never imagined that a beautiful woman could eat so beautifully. I had also been captivated by Xiao Wan's graceful eating at our wedding, but unfortunately, I was always too busy with work and always finished my meals hastily. Had I really neglected Xiao Wan? "Hmm..."

Sister Juan sensed the unusual atmosphere and couldn't help but look up at me. "You naughty thing! Why aren't you eating properly? What are you looking at me for!"

Sister Juan scolded me with a mixture of shyness and laughter at my dumbfounded expression. "Cough...cough..."

Seeing Sister Juan's reproachful expression, I hurriedly grabbed a piece of cake and took a big bite. Unexpectedly, because I was too hasty, I choked and coughed loudly. "You naughty thing, karma's coming on! Ha!"

Sister Juan, while patting my chest with concern, handed me juice and continued to tease me. I looked up painfully and saw the faint smile on Sister Juan's lips, and I felt much more at ease. And so, in a cheerful atmosphere, we finished a pleasant lunch. "Alright, you've eaten enough. Let's talk about your matter,"

Sister Juan asked with concern, seeing that I had finished eating. "..."

Hearing Sister Juan's question, I immediately became speechless. "Good A-Chuang, pain is inevitable, but you can't run away from it. You have to face it. Running away is just a sign of cowardice. A-Chuang, do you want to be a great man that Sister Juan admires, or a coward that Sister Juan despises?"

Sister Juan was truly trying her best to help me resolve my inner pain. "Sister Juan... I just don't understand... why Xiao Wan..."

I said hesitantly, expressing my confusion. "Why did Xiao Wan cheat on me?"

Sister Juan bluntly said the rest of the sentence I couldn't bring myself to say. "Don't you think Xiao Wan had no reason?"

Sister Juan continued to reopen old wounds. "..."

I thought for a moment, then nodded, indicating that I agreed with Sister Juan's guess. "A Chuang, when I heard you recount the events of the past three years this morning, didn't you feel any remorse for your actions?" "

What did I do wrong? I worked desperately to support my family, to make her happy. Although I've been a prominent figure in the business world for the past three years, Sister Juan, you know how glamorous and decadent it is, I've never cheated. I've never been tempted by women. It's not that no one has tried to seduce me, but why can I, but she can't?"

I strained my neck, widened my eyes, and clenched my neck muscles, shouting angrily as if the person in front of me wasn't the gentle and charming Sister Juan, but the adulterous Xiao Wan. "..."

Sister Juan looked at me, who was now extremely angry, without saying a word, just quietly watching me. "Why? Why? I love her so much, I've never gone against her wishes, I treat her like a fairy, a princess. I spoil her, I love her, and when I'm home because I'm not often there, I always give in to her every whim. Whatever she wants to eat or wear, I never fail to give her what she wants. Seeing her taking the bus to work, I felt sorry for her and bought her a car, I..."

I stood up agitatedly, waving my arms as I walked, shouting indignantly in the spacious hall. "I feel sorry for her, I fulfill her every wish, I'm afraid she'll suffer... but she..."

At this point, I choked up again, standing there with my arms outstretched, my eyes staring blankly ahead, empty, as if the world had disappeared, and tears welled up in my eyes again. "Look at you... it's all Juan's fault... I made you sad again..."

Juan quickly stood up, helped me up, and pressed me down on the sofa, tenderly wiping away my tears. “How can a grown man get so easily agitated? You’re not like a ruthless businessman, nor the fearless and daring Liu Chuang that Sister Juan knows…”

Hearing Sister Juan call me “Little Liu Chuang” with her old affectionate nickname, my heart warmed, but I also felt embarrassed to be so impulsive in front of her. So I awkwardly said, “I’m sorry… Sister Juan… I made you… laugh at me… I…”

“Alright, don’t be shy in front of Sister Juan.”

Sister Juan interrupted me. “Sister Juan loves your straightforward side, your naturalness and unpretentiousness. You’re still the same, not hypocritical, you’re Sister Juan’s good little brother.”

Sister Juan tenderly pulled me into her arms again. In the morning, because of my heartache, I hadn’t really noticed how full Sister Juan’s body was. After lunch and this release, I felt much more relaxed, and Sister Juan’s voluptuous body became incredibly alluring. I rested my head on Sister Juan’s chest, feeling her high, prominent breasts. Because Sister Juan was still wearing a silk nightgown without a bra, it felt like I was directly leaning against her breasts. I pressed my face against Sister Juan's high, firm breasts, my face slowly rubbing against hers. Gradually, I felt her nipples harden, responding to my touch, the hard nipples leaving obvious marks under her soft nightgown. "Mmm...you naughty boy...you're...thinking bad things again...mmm..."

Sister Juan, overwhelmed by the stimulation, breathed heavily, her hot breath tickling my neck. "Sister Juan..."

I murmured softly, showing no intention of stopping my teasing, continuing to nuzzle her nightgown with my head. "You...you naughty thing..."

Sister Juan enjoyed my touch, closing her beautiful eyes, stretching her snow-white neck, and tilting her head back. Any man could see that Sister Juan was not at all averse to my frivolous actions. Because Sister Juan's head and neck were tilted back, her breasts naturally protruded forward, and the loose nightgown easily exposed her delicate body, let alone now that I was nuzzling her breasts, and she was maintaining such a charming posture. Finally, I managed to pry open the right collar of Juan's pajamas, revealing her fair and smooth breasts. The light brown nipples and areolas stood out starkly against her white skin. Unlike Xiao Wan's perfectly rounded breasts, hers were full at the base and tapered upwards—truly delicate, cone-shaped breasts! Her breasts, perched in the air, seemed to tremble under the heat of my breath, or perhaps it was because of my movements against her chest, or perhaps it was the excitement within her; I didn't know. I only saw Juan's tofu-like breasts trembling, the light brown nipples bouncing before my eyes, stimulating me to want to take them into my mouth. "Oh…you little rascal…mmm…"

Juan let out a trembling moan from her lips, because I couldn't suppress my impulse any longer. One hand climbed onto Juan's breast, and my hungry mouth moved to her nipple, taking it into my mouth. "Mmm…"

I groaned in pleasure as well. The tender breasts gave my lips a smooth, stimulating sensation; the erect nipples gave my tongue a lustful stimulation; the woman's fragrance stimulated my desire... I greedily sucked on Juan's nipples, the fire of desire surging from my heart to my lower abdomen, a surge of heat stimulating me, waking my slumbering penis... I pressed my entire body against Juan's, and Juan was slowly pushed down onto the sofa by me, her delicate hands naturally encircling my back, her hands reaching inside my bra, stroking up and down my broad back. Watching Juan's starry eyes slightly closed, her nostrils flaring, her breath filled with the woman's fragrance stimulating my desire, I forcefully grasped Juan's right breast, playing with and kneading it in my hand, while simultaneously using my head to push open Juan's left side of her shirt, exposing Juan's left breast to my eyes as well. "Ah Chuang... no... Juan... you've seen it all... um..."

Juan's moans above my head further stimulated my impulsiveness. "Juan... Sister Juan... I want you so much... You smell so good..."

I continued to wriggle in Sister Juan's arms like a child, continuing my assault on her breasts. "Mmm..."

Sister Juan seemed unable to withstand my teasing, her moans growing more intense. "I want..."

I moved restlessly in Sister Juan's arms, releasing my lewd hands from her breasts and grabbing the sides of her blouse, pulling them down forcefully. The snow-white nightgown pressed down on Sister Juan, and I could only pull it up to her shoulders. Seeing my impatient look, Sister Juan chuckled, playfully widening her eyes and winking at me, as if to say, "Little pervert, you've got no choice, haven't you?"

I impatiently tried to pull Sister Juan's blouse down even harder, but I still couldn't get it off her voluptuous body. Seeing my pleading expression, Sister Juan lowered her head shyly, while slightly raising her body, finally managing to pull the nightgown down to her waist, revealing dazzlingly white skin. I immediately cheered like a child, straightened up, and quickly stripped off my clothes, revealing my strong chest muscles. When Sister Juan saw my muscular body, a look of ecstasy appeared in her eyes. I immediately pounced on Sister Juan's body, squeezing her alluring breasts and rubbing her beautiful nipples. "Oh..."

Sister Juan trembled with excitement in my arms. "Ring...ring..."

The phone rang suddenly again, startling the two of us from our reverie. I struggled to get up from Juan's embrace, and Juan also hurriedly struggled to sit up. We both stared at the phone on the small table, neither of us moving for a moment. "Juan..."

I stammered, looking at Juan, who was displaying her infinitely beautiful upper body. "You little rascal..."

Juan glanced at me shyly and coquettishly, her face flushed and her eyes glistening with autumn dew. Her pretty appearance was incredibly captivating, making me dazed again. "Hello..."

Juan answered the phone while pulling her pajamas together, glancing at me shyly at the same time. "..."

Juan showed a hint of surprise, then regained her composure. "Oh...yes...please wait a moment..."

and then handed me the phone. "Your phone, it's your secretary calling."

"Oh?"

I was extremely puzzled and reached for the phone. "It's me..."

I said calmly. "Boss...I'm sorry to bother you..."

Zhang Qian's cautious voice came from the other end of the line. "It's okay, go ahead..."

"I'm calling back the number you called at noon..."

Zhang Qian explained to me. "Sister-in-law...sister-in-law...something seems wrong...she's been calling me frantically, desperately trying to find you...she...she..."

Zhang Qian said hesitantly. "What's wrong with your sister-in-law?"

I asked anxiously as soon as I heard Xiao Wan was in trouble. "Phew..."

I felt a long sigh of relief on the other end of the line, as if my concern for Xiao Wan reassured Zhang Qian. "Sister-in-law...she's going crazy looking for you...she's been crying on the phone...crying and begging you to call her back...it seems like if she can't find you, she...she...she doesn't want to live anymore..."

"..."

Hearing this, my heart clenched again, and I gripped the phone tightly, my heart aching. "Boss? Are you there?"

Zhang Qian asked cautiously. "Yeah..."

I replied absentmindedly, my mind in turmoil. "Boss...I didn't give your number to my sister-in-law as you asked...but I think...you should call her back..."

Zhang Qian is my loyal secretary and friend. She has never interfered in my life before, but this time her behavior showed that she was very anxious, otherwise she wouldn't have overstepped her authority. "Um...don't worry, just focus on getting the contract signed. I'm busy right now. If your sister-in-law calls again, just say I'm with a client. I'll call her back tonight, understand?" "

But...boss...you...okay..."

Zhang Qian hesitated. "Don't worry, I won't let you down,"

I said gently on the other end of the phone. "Oh...that puts my mind at ease...boss, oh no...big brother, I believe you!"

Zhang Qian hung up immediately without waiting for my reply. "This little girl..."

I smiled wryly as I put down the phone. Actually, I knew that when Zhang Qian first joined the company, we worked together. I cared for her like a little sister, which fostered her brotherly attachment to me. My relentless efforts in the business world and my ability to find solutions to difficulties further earned her admiration. Given all these factors, Zhang Qian probably couldn't understand her true feelings for me. Looking up at the clothes that Sister Juan had already arranged, although her cheeks were still flushed, a rational look returned to her eyes. "I'm sorry... Sister Juan, my secretary is very anxious, so she called back the number from before..."

"Was it Xiao Wan looking for you?"

Sister Juan asked softly. "Yes..."

I nodded slightly. "Do you know what it is?"

"..."

I shook my head again. "She's very anxious to find me..."

"Right now... my mind is a mess... I can't think clearly at all... what does she want to see me about..."

I said hesitantly. "Silly Xiao Chuang, you still care about Xiao Wan, don't you? Seeing how much you care about Xiao Wan, Sister Juan is relieved. Call her back, don't let her worry."

Sister Juan encouraged me with a smile. "I'm so confused..."

I hesitated. “Xiao Chuang, listen to Sister Juan. Your current behavior shows you still love your wife very much, and judging from Xiao Wan's behavior, she still cares about you and this family.”

Sister Juan paused, seeing that I was listening attentively, and continued, “Xiao Chuang, it's not easy for two people to form a family, and you two are very loving. These past three years, you've spent very little time together. Although you try your best to spend time with her every time you come home, Sister Juan thinks your communication is probably much less than your communication with your colleagues.”

“…”

I lowered my head, thought about it, and nodded. “By the way, Xiao Chuang, you also admitted that you don't communicate much. I just heard you talk so much about how much you think you love her, but have you considered that you only give her material care? Have you satisfied her emotionally?”

Sister Juan looked at me seriously. “Women need men to coax them. Sister Juan is a woman, and I understand this very well. Think about these past three years, have you celebrated Xiao Wan's birthday with her? Have you taken her out for a romantic dinner? Have you given her a rose on Valentine's Day?”

Sister Juan's questions left me stunned. "I only thought about working hard to earn money, to support my family, and to give Xiaowan a happy life. I believe this is our common goal. Xiaowan should be able to understand and forgive me for not sending flowers and not spending more time with her..."

I answered hesitantly. "Xiao Chuang, Xiao Chuang, in Sister Juan's eyes you are very shrewd and very charming to women. Think about how you treated me before..."

Sister Juan seemed to recall the past as she spoke, her eyes deep, as if she had returned to those days. I, too, was drawn back to the past by Sister Juan's words... "Xiao Chuang..." Sister

Juan's voice became even gentler. "Back then, how you treated Sister Juan touched me deeply. If it weren't for the fact that Sister Juan had been married before..."

Sister Juan's gentle words were filled with infinite sadness. "Alright, Xiao Chuang, let's talk about your own affairs."

Seeing my confused eyes, Sister Juan knew I had lost myself in the past again, and quickly changed the subject, bringing me back to reality. "We were just talking about how women need to be comforted. Do you think you can neglect Xiaowan just because you're busy with work? You're wrong."

"Women are emotional creatures. Although she still loves you, she's not getting the warmth she needs from you. Why do women get married? They want to find a husband they can rely on for life, someone who will make them happy, someone to confide in when they're helpless and in distress, and someone to share their joy with when they're successful..." As she

said this, Sister Juan seemed to be telling her own story, her eyes reddening. "But in these three years, have you been there to listen to her? Have you been there to share her joy? Have you been there to help her solve the difficulties in her life and work?"

Sister Juan looked directly at me. "I'm afraid you don't. Do you understand your wife's mind now? Do you know what she's thinking? Do you understand her friends?"

Sister Juan asked me loudly... "What's wrong? What have I done these past three years? Have I done so many wrong things? I was so focused on working hard and building my own career so I could give Xiaowan a comfortable life, a comfortable home..."

"I've also imagined that when my career is successful, I'll have a villa with a garden, a private car, and our material life will no longer be so difficult and shabby. Every day I'll drive my wife to work, and when she comes home, the whole family will sit together and enjoy a sumptuous dinner. We can go out together to see the mountains and rivers, enjoying the brilliance of the sunrise and the warmth of the sunset; we can go to the movies together like lovers, holding hands and discussing the fates of the characters in the movie; and we can also go shopping together and enjoy the street food..."

"Isn't all of this what I've been striving for? Isn't my hard work all about enjoying life with Xiaowan? Isn't that my goal in work?"

"But what have I been doing now? Is work an excuse to neglect her? In these three years, I haven't spent any quality time with her. Valentine's Day has completely faded from my memory, and even a romantic dinner has been ruined by my busy work schedule."

"Oh, right, I remember now. The joy on Xiaowan's face when we had dinner together, but the resentment and anger in her eyes when I was constantly on the phone; after I returned home drunk from dinner and entertainment with clients, I collapsed onto the sofa, and Xiaowan carried me from the cold sofa to the bed, changed my clothes, wiped my face, and tenderly scolded me for not taking care of myself, telling me to drink less next time..."

"But...is it all my fault? Why isn't she at fault? Why can I endure loneliness? Why couldn't she resist having an affair? Why?"... Seeing my face flush and paling, and my emotions gradually escalating, Sister Juan continued, "Silly brother, Sister Juan has said all this to let you know what women are like. Xiao Wan's inability to bear loneliness and her affair is indeed her fault; she really made a mistake. Sister Juan was telling you this just now to let you know that she bears most of the responsibility, but you also have your faults. Things happen like a coin, there are two sides. Don't just blame your wife; think more about it..." As she said

this, Sister Juan looked at me with infinite love. "..."

I pondered, my head buzzing like a million bees, giving me a splitting headache. "Sister Juan, what should I do?"

After a long while, I weakly raised my head, looking helplessly at Sister Juan. Sister Juan looked at me like a little brother, shaking her head helplessly. “Sigh… They say even an upright official can’t settle family disputes. You know your own situation, and Sister Juan can’t help you. Ask your own heart what you really think. I think you should talk to Xiao Wan, and then decide whether to stay together or break up. Remember, you have to ask yourself everything, think it over carefully…”

With that, Sister Juan walked to my side and pulled me up from the sofa. “Look at Sister Juan. Sister Juan will always be by your side. Sister Juan believes in you, Sister Juan won’t misjudge you. Xiao Chuang, you can definitely handle this family matter, you can definitely get through this difficult time.”

Sister Juan looked at me affectionately and said firmly. “…”

I looked at Sister Juan helplessly, my eyes unfocused. “Xiao Chuang, remember… you can come to Sister Juan anytime…”

Sister Juan said affectionately. “You are the person Sister Juan loves most… Sister Juan hopes you can be happy…”

Sister Juan softly revealed her innermost secret. “Sister Juan!”

I excitedly hugged Sister Juan, feeling her boundless tenderness. “Come on, Xiao Chuang, it’s four o’clock now, go home and have a good talk with Xiao Wan.”

Sister Juan gently pushed me away and looked directly into my eyes. “Be a man, be a warrior. Go home, don’t run away. Talk to Xiaowan properly, find out what she’s thinking…”

I gave a bitter smile, completely unsure how to talk to Xiaowan, how to face her. “Go home quickly…”

Sister Juan gently pushed me, while standing on tiptoe to press her soft, fragrant lips to mine. We embraced tightly, and I mustered all my strength to passionately kiss and explore Sister Juan’s lips. Sister Juan responded enthusiastically to my requests until we were both exhausted, and then we gradually separated. An hour later, I pushed open the door with mixed feelings. The house had been tidied, but it wasn’t as neat as before. Xiaowan’s handbag was on the coffee table, and the sofa was messy and untidy. The room was quiet. I took off my shoes and stood in the living room with mixed feelings. I stood there quietly for a few minutes, took a few deep breaths, mustered my courage, and slowly walked to the bedroom door, gently pushing it open… “Phew…”

No one was in the room, and my tense heart immediately relaxed. Although I was prepared to talk to Xiaowan, I wasn't really ready; my emotions were still running high. To be honest, I only came home this time because of Sister Juan; otherwise, I wouldn't have returned so quickly. When I saw that Xiaowan wasn't in the room, I truly felt relieved, let out a long sigh, and gradually regained my vitality. I left the bedroom and went to the kitchen, study, guest room, and bathroom, but Xiaowan wasn't there either. Now I felt even more at ease. I returned to the bedroom, looking at the newly made bed and sheets, and then I remembered the scene from yesterday. It was as if the air was still filled with the scent of lust, and the sounds of lewd moaning still lingered… I stormed out and quickly went to the study. "How could I? How could I come back? This is all a joke. How can I forgive Xiaowan? How can I return to this house? How can I go back to our bed?"

I sat at my desk, ran my hands through my hair, and buried my face in my hands in my chest, agonizingly burying my face in my hands. "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, what are you thinking? How did all this happen? Why did you…"

Painful thoughts continued to torment my heart. "That's right, Xiao Wan's diary…"

I suddenly remembered in my thoughts. Xiao Wan had a habit of keeping a diary, spending a lot of time every day recording the details of her life. I once joked with her, "Writing these things is tiring for your hands and brain. You should rest more."

She smiled and said to me, "This is my own world, with my joys and sorrows. Wouldn't it be interesting to take it out and look at it when we're old?"

"Oh? Then let me see what my little darling is thinking."

I pretended to want to read her diary. "No, you can't! This is my privacy, my inner secret, you can't see it!"

Xiao Wan hurriedly protected the diary, as if afraid I would see it. "Haha… silly girl, how could your husband be this kind of person? I know everyone has secrets, I won't pry into yours, don't worry… then allow me to have my own… hehe…" I teased Xiao Wan.

"No! You have to be transparent with me!"

Xiao Wan glared at me as I laughed. "It's not fair! It's not fair!"

I shouted, feigning anger. "What fairness? I'll be tyrannical with you!"

Xiao Wan retorted, displaying an unreasonable attitude. "Oh... I'm so miserable, I want a revolution, to overthrow tyranny..."

With that, I pounced on Xiao Wan, my hands moving up and down, invading her vital areas. "You dare! You're bad! Oh... husband... have mercy..."

Xiao Wan cried out, trying to dodge. "Oh... husband..."

The room was filled with laughter and warmth... Out of respect for Xiao Wan, although I knew where her diary was, I never touched it. Later, a friend, seeing my business, gave me a safe, saying it would be good for hiding my secret stash of money. I laughed when I saw the safe. In college, because of my nimble fingers and keen hearing, I had once helped a close friend open his dad's safe, so in my opinion, safes were only good for petty thieves. Real money, you still have to put in the bank. I wanted to refuse, but seeing my friend's enthusiasm, I had no choice but to accept it. Later, I gave it to Xiao Wan so she could put her things in it. "That's it, the diary must be there."

A sudden realization struck me, and my mind clicked. I had an urge to open the safe, find Xiaowan's diary, and peek into her inner world. I quickly returned to the bedroom, opened the wardrobe, and saw the safe. I'd given Xiaowan the safe purely for fun. We never kept our valuables in a safe, and besides, safes are so bulky, and we didn't want to install them in the wall, so we just left it at the bottom of the wardrobe—it was convenient for Xiaowan to put odds and ends there. "Should I open Xiaowan's safe? Should I spy on her secrets?"

I struggled internally. "Ugh… whatever, I just want to know what she's thinking, whether she still loves me, how she changed… open it!"

Ultimately, my desire to peek into Xiaowan's heart prevailed. I leaned over the safe, my fingers spinning the dial, my ears listening intently. Soon, I opened it. Inside were miscellaneous items, and a large paper package that felt like clothes and contained some rough, hard, unidentifiable material. "What is this…"

I wondered, opening the package. "Ah?"

I was shocked. Inside were five or six sets of lingerie—black, blue, purple, white, transparent, all sorts of colors. And one… a realistic-looking penis, thick and large, with black textures, a huge glans, and tiny bumps on the glans… "God! How did Xiaowan get all this?"

My vision blurred, and I felt dizzy. I spread them all out on the bed, angrily and frantically rummaging through the safe… "Let me see… what else is in here…"

I muttered furiously as I searched. Finally, I found the long-awaited diary, several thick volumes laid out before me. "How come there are so many?"

I cursed inwardly, angrily. I randomly flipped through a diary, and Xiao Wan's neat handwriting came into view. Flipping through it, I saw mostly diaries from before our wedding, the most recent being from six months after. "What about the others?"

I closed the diary, a question nagging at me. "That's it! The computer! It's on her computer!"

It was strange; how could I still have such accurate judgment? I rushed to the study and turned on the computer. The familiar Windows 2000 appeared before me, prompting me to log in. I clicked on Xiao Wan's username, and it asked for a password. "What password?"

This was no challenge for someone as tech-savvy as me. "Guessing passwords is my forte, hmph!"

I skillfully typed, entering all the possible passwords I could think of, but none of them worked. "Bang!"

I slammed my hand on the table, feeling frustrated. "Damn it, what is this? Let me in!"

I roared at the screen. But only the "incorrect password" message appeared on the screen, as if mocking me. "None of these are it, so what could it be?"

I was engrossed in the guessing game. "Unless it's a random password, which will take a long time and require tools,"

I reasoned. "I'm afraid there's not enough time now."

I anxiously looked up at the clock on the wall. "Huh, why did it stop?"

I wondered, looking at the stopped quartz clock. This quartz clock seemed to have stopped for a long time; how come I hadn't noticed before? "What's the password?"

I glanced at my watch; it was already 6:20. "Hurry, Xiao Wan should be back by now."

I urged myself... "No! If Xiao Wan used a random password, it would be very difficult to remember, and writing it down wouldn't be safe, so..."

I looked up from my thoughts. "No way?"

I stared at the quartz clock on the wall, a thought flashing through my mind, my heart pounding uncontrollably. I suppressed my excitement and carefully typed the time the quartz clock had stopped on the keyboard. "Hour hand, minute hand, second hand... OK, open sesame."

I prayed silently and then pressed the enter key. "Ha! She's in!"

I thought to myself with secret pride. Xiao Wan's directory was simple, consisting of a few games, office and personal directories. "Diary!"

I finally found the directory. I checked the records and, sure enough, six months after our marriage, Xiaowan had started keeping a diary on her computer, up to the entry from the day before yesterday. "Hmph!"

I put the discs into the burner and burned all of Xiaowan's diary entries. "Oh, right, and her emails too."

I burned all the emails from Xiaowan's email address onto the discs as well, finishing in five minutes. "What should I do next? Talk to Xiaowan today? No! No! I need to read her diary first, to see how she changed, what she's really thinking."

I finally made my decision, sitting in front of the computer. Then I went back to the bedroom, intending to put everything back in the safe, but while casually flipping through the pages, I saw three more discs. "What are these?"

I wondered, holding the discs. "Let's check them on the computer."

But the computer prompted me for a password. "What is this? Why is it so confidential? Could it be related to Xiaowan?"

I thought, putting in more discs. "Copy everything, then slowly crack the password."

Finally finished, I tidied the room, took the five discs, and quietly left home. I rushed to the airport, bought a ticket back to Shanghai that night, and prepared to analyze Xiao Wan's diary during the negotiations.

I returned to my hotel in Shanghai at 10 PM and saw the entire team enthusiastically discussing the contract in Zhang Qian's room. My agitated mood finally eased a little. They were all overjoyed to see me return so suddenly, and came to greet me, asking if Xiao Wan was very surprised. "I am quite surprised..."

I thought to myself. Looking at my subordinates' bloodshot eyes and high spirits, and seeing the truly excellent proposal they produced, I felt gratified and proud. My presence was only to provide stability and encouragement; they were perfectly capable of handling the work independently. I encouraged them and then told them to get some rest so they could be more energetic for tomorrow's work. After receiving my praise, they cheered and went back to their rooms, leaving me alone in Zhang Qian's room. "Alright, I'm going back to rest too. You've worked hard, get some rest tonight,"

I said to Zhang Qian. Of all these people, only Zhang Qian vaguely knew that something had happened during my trip home, but she really held back from telling her colleagues, which was one aspect that pleased me. Zhang Qian was the only one without a smile. She walked up to me and hesitantly asked, "Boss...did you call your wife?"

Looking at the petite Zhang Qian, who still cared about me amidst her busy work schedule, I was deeply moved. "It's okay. I thought about tomorrow's negotiations, and it wouldn't be good to go home and abandon the client, so I rushed back...Your wife will understand."

I lied to Zhang Qian. "You...you didn't contact your wife?"

Zhang Qian asked anxiously when she heard that I hadn't contacted Xiao Wan. "No...your wife...she's at work today..."

I was a little afraid of this young woman. "Liar, it's Sunday, how can your wife work? And she was so anxious to see you..."

Zhang Qian probably sensed that I was lying to her, and said anxiously and aggrievedly. "Your wife was so anxious to see you...she was even crying...didn't you hear...Boss...don't hide it from me, something must have happened..."

Zhang Qian's eyes were red with anxiety. "What's wrong, Qianqian? Don't you have any faith in your brother?"

I can't stand seeing women cry, so I quickly comforted her and helped her sit on the bed. "Waaah..."

Seeing me comforting her, Zhang Qian cried even louder and more "unrestrainedly." "No...no..."

I frantically tried to wipe her tears, but it wasn't convenient, so I just rubbed my hands together silently. "Women, when you care about them, they can be completely unrestrained and don't care about your feelings at all. Women can't be spoiled."

I concluded to myself. "You...do you have another woman outside..."

Zhang Qian asked domineeringly between sobs. "God, how can women be like this?"

I thought to myself. "No...how could that be? Your sister-in-law and I are so close..."

Saying this, my heart couldn't help but ache again. Thinking about it now, can Xiao Wan and I still be considered close? Can we still be like before? "How could there be another woman..."

I continued to explain. "It must be another man!"

I was seething inside, but I couldn't say it aloud. "Qianqian, your boss is always busy, others may not know, but you're always following me around. When have you ever seen your older brother act recklessly?"

I said this as her older brother, trying to stop Zhang Qian from continuing her suspicions. Whether she was right or wrong, I didn't want it; I just hoped Zhang Qian didn't know anything. "..."

Hearing me say this, Zhang Qian stopped crying. Because she truly knew my character; she knew best how busy I was all day. I negotiated with clients, ate drinks, gave gifts—I did all that, but I never took clients to brothels or places of ill repute. I'd rather lose the contract than compromise my principles. This was something Zhang Qian particularly admired about me. Zhang Qian was a sensible girl; thinking about all this, she realized she had misunderstood me. But she still wouldn't let it go, asking, "Then...who answered your phone today? I'm talking about that woman..."

"That's your older brother's good friend, your older brother's best friend..."

Looking at Zhang Qian's tear-streaked face, I said firmly. "Then... Brother... you didn't..."

Zhang Qian said, still unwilling to give up. "No, you're mistaken. How could I let your sister-in-law down..."

I said heavily, but inwardly I was thinking angrily, "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, how could you do this to me..."

"Alright, stop crying, my little girl. Get some rest. You have work tomorrow."

I didn't want to continue this topic, so I patted her shoulder and stood up. Zhang Qian also quickly stood up, wiping her tears, and said apologetically, "Brother... I'm so sorry..."

"It's nothing, don't think about it. Get some sleep."

I walked towards the door. Just as I opened the door, Zhang Qian chased after me and said, "Brother, call your sister-in-law."

"Little girl, I will... This negotiation is very important for the company. Although it's going smoothly now, we can't be careless. Only after the contract is signed can I feel at ease. I can't be distracted now... If your sister-in-law calls again, you... never mind..."

I didn't really know how to continue talking to Zhang Qian, so I shook my head and walked out of the room. "Oh, right... thank you!"

I turned around and said sincerely to Zhang Qian, then left the bewildered Zhang Qian behind and returned to my room. Zhang Qian could probably only guess one thing: I thanked her for her concern for us as a couple. There was another meaning she probably would never guess: thanking her for the phone call that afternoon. That call pulled me out of Sister Juan's arms just in time, saving me from the crisis of infidelity... Back in my room, I was restless. My subordinates seemed perfectly capable of handling the work, so I didn't need to worry at all. But Xiao Wan... I really had a headache. Thinking about Zhang Qian chasing after me to tell me to call Xiao Wan back, and Xiao Wan's unusually tearful pleading today, I was completely confused. "Does Xiao Wan know I saw what she did? It shouldn't be..."

I was certain I hadn't done anything to arouse her suspicion. "Could it be because I didn't answer her call this morning that she acted like this?"

"No way, Xiao Wan is actually a very intelligent woman. She wouldn't act so erratically just because I didn't answer her call."

I sat at my desk in my room, deep in thought. "So why is she like this?"

"Is something wrong with Xiao Wan? Has something happened to her?"

Thinking this, I couldn't sit still any longer. I picked up the phone in my room and dialed home. "Beep...beep..."

The phone rang five or six times without being answered. "What's going on?"

I checked my watch; it was already 11:20. "Why isn't Xiao Wan home? Did she go out again..."

Before my lewd thoughts could even form, someone answered the phone. "Hello..."

Xiao Wan's groggy, hoarse voice came from the other end of

the line. This wasn't her usual melodious, nightingale-like voice, and it was obvious she had been drinking. "..." I was about to angrily throw the phone down, thinking Xiao Wan had gone out fooling around again, when I suddenly heard her voice and froze, speechless. "Who is it..."

Xiao Wan continued to ask in a hoarse voice. "It's me, baby. Did I wake you?"

My heart pounded uncontrollably. Perhaps it was because I was happy to know Xiao Wan was home, but I asked in my usual gentle voice. Actually, men can act too, but they disdain pretending. When I spoke gently, greeting Xiaowan in familiar language, I was also fooled by my own voice, and startled at the same time. How could I be so hypocritical? I should have angrily rebuked Xiaowan, should have cursed her shamelessness on the phone, should have exposed her lewd behavior yesterday, stripped away her innocent facade, let her know how depraved and promiscuous she was, condemned her betrayal, let her know she was the most despicable woman, made her utterly humiliated, and unable to live in this world anymore… But I didn't. I greeted her with the same deep affection as always, cared for her, and even apologized, afraid of disturbing her. What was wrong with me? "Ah! Husband!" As

soon as Xiaowan heard my voice, her tone immediately rose eight octaves, instantly waking up from her drunken state. "Waaah…"

Xiaowan immediately burst into tears. "Don't cry, don't cry, baby…"

I anxiously comforted her on the other end of the phone. I'm really afraid of women crying. Just now, when Zhang Qian cried, I was at a loss. A woman's "crying, making a scene, and threatening suicide" tactics are truly my deadly weapons, hitting me right where it hurts. Saying I'm like Jia Baoyu is perhaps flattering myself, but I genuinely believe that women are made of water and shouldn't be hurt in any way. Women are born to be loved and cared for by men. "I...I thought...I thought you didn't want me anymore..."

Xiao Wan sobbed on the other end of the phone, her voice hoarse. Hearing Xiao Wan's hoarse voice and the sobbing on the other end, I felt both heartache and anger. I thought of a line from Huang Yi's *A Step into the Past* about Zhao Ya: "You found this drop of honey in me, and you're still looking for other honey everywhere." That line perfectly described my feelings at that moment. "Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, I've loved you so much, I've cherished you so much, yet you discard me like trash. How am I any less than others..."

Although I thought this bitterly in my heart, I didn't say it aloud. "How could that be, baby? How could your husband not want you..."

I continued to gently comfort Xiaowan. "You...went...home...yesterday...right..."

Xiaowan sobbed, uttering words I didn't want to answer immediately. "What?...I'm still negotiating in Shanghai...baby, it's my fault, I didn't have time to be with you. You know how important this contract is..."

I lied on the phone, but I hated my own lies. "I really couldn't leave, how could I go home..."

I used my own words to put Xiaowan at a disadvantage. "..."

Xiaowan just cried, not daring to respond. I don't know why Xiaowan suspected I had gone home, but I believed I hadn't left any clues, and my subordinates hadn't let anything slip. Besides, Xiaowan's biggest fear was that I would know her secret, a secret that would make her feel utterly ashamed! So, she was only guessing now, and without evidence, she dared not bring it up first. I think Xiaowan's outburst today was because she feared my secret and the fear it would evoke. I needed to take control. When I didn't want to talk, I needed to stop her suspicions, stop her! Before I'm ready to handle the rest of my life, I can't let things get out of control; I must maintain overall control! Hearing Xiaowan's sobs filled me with a mixture of heartache and resentment, yet also a strange pleasure in tormenting her. I was willing to continue this game! Torture her, and torture myself! "Okay, stop crying...be good...listen..."

I continued my pretense. "Then...then why didn't you answer my calls...and your phone was off..."

Xiaowan voiced her doubts on the other end of the line. "Oh...yesterday I had dinner with those bosses, and even I, with my huge capacity for alcohol, got drunk..."

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