My Wife-Swapping Journey Part Three

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I went home and calmed down, thinking a lot. Over the years, she's treated my parents like her own, and she's been impeccable in her treatment of the children and friends. I could get a divorce, but how could I tell them? Looking back, I realize I was just making excuses for myself. People aren't stupid these days; they understand the道理 (principles/reasoning) and can handle things. The problem is, you can fool others, but you can't fool yourself. I told myself, "You've been through this society before, why not give her another chance? Besides, divorce would be so complicated." Frankly, it's because I love her too much, to the point of having no principles, no bottom line. I could hurt myself but couldn't bear to see her suffer. This is fate, there's nothing I can do. It has nothing to do with how much education I have, how much social experience I have, or whether the effort and reward are disproportionate. As time went by, I spent almost two years hiding this wound. Life went on like this. Once a woman has her first affair, the rest is beyond control. It's like a child who doesn't need candy before, but once they've had it, no amount of hiding it will help. Later, there were two more significant instances of infidelity. One was when she secretly went to another city to meet someone she met online for the first time. When I tried to contact her, she said she was at a gathering with friends, and I could hear a lot of men talking loudly at a drinking party on the phone. Then, around 10 PM, the phone became unreachable. She was alone, in an unfamiliar place, and the online friend had invited other men. I don't know what happened that night, and asking didn't really matter. Thinking about it now, even she didn't know why, not for feelings or money. Maybe it's just that she has a promiscuous streak in her bones. The other one lasted a long time, and too many things happened in between. When I finally found out, I was completely exhausted, both physically and mentally. Sigh, never mind, I'm getting off-topic. What I'm trying to say is that when you get married, who would think about betraying their partner, letting them sleep with someone else, and then going from initial reluctance to later excitement and a sense of indifference? There are many stories behind it all. So, when we're dating, it's better not to date people who are too young; people around 30 are better. Okay, sorry for bringing up the past again. Later, we talked about these things openly and honestly. During that time, I didn't want to do anything, so I immersed myself in pornographic websites and books, reading a lot about threesomes and group sex. I even agreed with some of the plots and viewpoints, so I suggested to her, "Since you like playing around, I'll go with you to see what it's like to be with someone else." She knew she was making a huge mistake and was scared, but for various reasons, she agreed. We were completely clueless about our first time. We didn't know where to find someone, so we just picked some unremarkable-looking guy. I only remember his bewildered expression and my heart pounding in my chest. But when he actually entered my wife, with her moan, everything froze in that moment. There were many other times afterward, but none were as memorable as that one. Back then, we didn't know what a threesome was, or how to play it. We sang at a karaoke bar for a while, then went to a hotel room, took a shower... He went in, ejaculated, and that was it. But it was really exciting. Gradually, she learned how to have fun, and her demands increased each time. She went from initial resistance to compliance, then acceptance, and finally, liking it. Now we're more accepting of excellent single men—tall, strong, sunny, generous, and humorous. We hate those stingy guys who want to get away with nothing. We like to start by going to a karaoke bar, having some drinks, chatting, and playing games. Men need to guide the conversation so women can relax and everyone can enjoy themselves. Since we're out having fun, no one owes anyone anything. We split the bill with the single men, but some pretend not to understand and even expect me to provide condoms. Haha, everyone's happy, right? I've encountered some weirdos, but I won't go into those. My wife is a typical looks-obsessed person. We have many more stories to tell. Oh, this photo is of my wife. There's no point in faking it; you'll naturally match up when you meet. I don't dare post other photos yet... I'm tired today, I'll ramble on later. Thank you everyone.

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