Wrong Marriage, Substitute Love - Chapter 13: The Substitute Under the Night 2

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Before Xuefei could wake up, Duan Changyun had already silently left.
Looking at the sleeping Xuefei, so peaceful and serene. Only Huo Xiji could give her this feeling, could he?
When Xuefei woke up, she looked at the empty room.
"Was yesterday really just a dream?" Xuefei whispered softly.
Soon, Red Lake and Green Lake arrived.
"Where is Dong'er?" Xuefei's emotions had calmed down considerably at this moment, for some reason.
It might have been a month already. In that month, she had rarely seen Duan Changyun. So, her mood had gradually calmed down. Or perhaps it was that warm, familiar embrace last night that brought her peace.
"Madam, Dong'er has gone to stew some chicken soup." Honghu helped Xuefei get dressed.
They knew that Xuefei and Duan Changyun had a relationship. However, they noticed that Duan Changyun rarely visited Jingtao Pavilion after that incident. They had always thought their relationship was good, but now it seemed very cold towards him.
Xuefei just sat on the edge of the bed, not knowing what to do.
Now, she no longer has the strength to paint, nor the inclination to play the zither.
She hadn't spoken to Duan Changyun for a month, and had hardly ever seen him. At the same time, she hadn't received a letter from Huo Xiji for a month either. Previously, she would receive at least one letter every two weeks.
“Madam, there are some things I don’t know whether Green Lake should ask or say.” Looking at Xue Fei’s expression, Green Lake decided to speak.
"What's wrong?" Xuefei looked at the two of them, puzzled.
"Madam, did you and the Palace Master have a fight?" Green Lake had seen everything. "The Palace Master hasn't returned for almost a month. But he still asks us about you. He seems to care about you a lot, but why are you two so cold to each other? It wasn't like this before."
Xuefei didn't know what to say. They knew nothing, and she couldn't let them know. She hadn't even told Xiudong anything.
“Madam, I believe the Palace Master truly cares about you. You haven’t seen how the Palace Master looks now. He looks very haggard, and he’s busy handling affairs every day,” Honghu also spoke up.
“He…” Xuefei didn’t know how to say it, “You don’t understand…”
In the end, Xuefei didn't say anything.
Soon, Xiudong returned. Xuefei drank some chicken soup, and then sat blankly in the room for the entire morning.
"Palace Master, what exactly happened between you and your wife?" Shuracha noticed that Duan Changyun had hardly visited Jingtao Pavilion in the past month. He spent almost every night handling official business.
Duan Changyun glanced at them but said nothing.
"Did the Palace Master and his wife have a fight?" Sha thought of this possibility.
"We're fine. How's the Ghost Gang's movements that I asked you to investigate?" Duan Changyun didn't want to say more; it would be useless anyway.
"For the past month, Ghost Walk's operations seem to have ceased." Xiu said with some concern, "I wonder if this is just the calm before the storm."
"Keep investigating," Duan Changyun said, pressing his forehead. Actually, he was already having a terrible headache.
During the day, he constantly used his busy schedule to mask his longing for Xuefei. At night, he would sneak back, gaze at her sleeping face, and hold her in his arms. He would leave before she woke up. Many times, he would simply gaze greedily at her face, unable to sleep all night.
Every night, Xuefei calls out to Huo Xiji. But he'd rather be a substitute. He calls her Fei'er, listens to her say she loves him. He deceives himself, telling himself she loves him.
"Oh, right, Palace Master, there's another letter for you." Sha handed the envelope in her hand to Duan Changyun.
Duan Changyun took the letter and simply looked at it.
It was a letter from Huo Xiji. In the letter, he kept asking why he hadn't replied.
He slipped the letter into a book beside him, where several other letters, all from Huo Xiji, lay. He didn't want to give it to Xuefei; he was afraid—afraid that if Xuefei saw it, she would miss Huo Xiji even more. And become even less inclined to consider her own feelings.
Although the three of them found it strange that Huo Xiji kept sending them letters, they didn't ask any further questions.
"You all go down first." Duan Changyun just wanted to be alone.
"yes."
Finally, he was alone in the study.
Xue'er, what are you doing? Are you still unwilling to leave your room? Are you still sitting blankly in your room?
He knows everything about Xuefei. Honghu and Lvhu will continue to report.
He knew that Xuefei had no interest in playing the zither or painting. Every day, she simply stayed in her room, without saying a word.
If he were brave enough, he should have told Xuefei his feelings and won her heart back, no matter what. But he didn't dare. He saw it all too clearly, understood it all too well. Xuefei's heart belonged only to Huo Xiji. There was simply no room for him.
If he were smart enough, he would have given the letter to Xuefei and then left far away. But, it was his first time falling in love. He simply couldn't do it! He was jealous, and he hated Huo Xiji! He was jealous that he had won Xuefei's affections, and he hated that he had captured all of Xuefei's attention!
As I was thinking, I suddenly heard a knock on the door. It turned out to be Red Lake and Green Lake.
Is Xue'er still the same?
"Yes. Until now, Madam has simply remained seated in her room," Honghu replied respectfully.
"Is that so?" The question was almost imperceptible, like a sigh.
After much deliberation, Green Lake finally spoke up, "Palace Master, you should go and see Madam. She seems increasingly unhappy these past few days. She often frowns, lost in thought. Moreover, she's eating less and less."
"She wouldn't want to see me..." she murmured softly.
Honghu and Luhu heard each other clearly, but suddenly they were a little confused.
Duan Changyun simply dismissed the two men and sat quietly by himself for a very long time. Finally, he got up.
Xuefei sat alone in the room, staring blankly at her teacup. She had dismissed everyone; she just wanted to be alone.
Duan Changyun couldn't hold back any longer, especially after hearing what Honghu and Lühu said. But he saw that Xuefei hadn't even heard his voice, just staring blankly ahead.
Finally, he gritted his teeth and stepped forward. Even though Xuefei disliked him, he still wanted to talk to her.
“Xue’er…” I sat down beside her.
Xuefei only heard the voice, then slowly turned her head to look at Duan Changyun in front of her.
She thought about it a lot, and realized she was the one who made the most mistakes. Because of her, Duan Changyun married her. Because of her, Huo Xiji went to war. Because of her, Duan Changyun got drunk and ended up doing that thing.
Everything, everything, is because of her.
But... in the end, Duan Changyun kept comforting himself and going along with him. And what about himself? He blamed everything on Duan Changyun. He didn't even want to see him. This was his room, yet he was the one who kicked Duan Changyun out.
"Xue'er, what's wrong?" Xue Fei just stared at him, leaving him somewhat at a loss.
"Brother Duan... I'm sorry..." Xuefei said softly.
"What are you saying! I'm the one who's sorry..." Duan Changyun realized that Xuefei was truly unhappy at that moment. But why was she apologizing?
"No! It's all my fault! Because of me, you married me. Because of me, you got drunk, and in the end..." Xuefei couldn't continue, "And I... blamed everything on you, even... told you to leave..."
As Xuefei spoke, tears streamed down her face.
Duan Changyun didn't know what to say. Should he tell her it was his fault, that he wasn't actually completely drunk? Or should he tell her it was because he loved her?
No! He can't say anything!
If Xuefei knew, she would definitely leave far away! She... truly only sees him as her brother...
"Brother Duan, come back to sleep." Xuefei's eyes were looking very, very far away.
Anyway, she's already impure. She can never hope to marry Huo Xiji again in this lifetime. Now, she's had a relationship with Duan Changyun. Sleeping together doesn't really matter anymore...
When the three years are up, she will go far away. Forever and ever... never to appear again...
She...she's sorry, Brother Huo...
With her eyes closed, Xuefei simply swallowed her tears...

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