Love scam

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That summer, I went to this beach resort for vacation.
I was Anne, and I was only eighteen years old at the time.
Others come here for vacation with joy, but I come here filled with melancholy. Because I came here to escape. People come here in pairs, but I come alone.
That night, I sat on a rock by the sea, gazing at the moonlit water. I had come here to admire the scenery, but now I was lost in my own thoughts. I was thinking about how I was still a virgin, yet no longer one. I was also thinking about Tommy. Tommy was the one who had hurt me. We are a new generation of young people, so we like to use English names like that.
My body is in this beautiful seaside place, but my heart is in that gray city. A gray and ugly city. In a small room.
I remember agreeing to give my body to Tommy right here in this room.
Tommy pursued me passionately, and since I was a virgin, he naturally had to plead and beg before I agreed to be with him. His pleading was also very skillful. When he first asked me to be his wife, he didn't ask me to give myself to him; he proposed. I refused because I was still young, and financially, I wasn't ready for marriage. But Tommy's proposal was very effective; it meant that he truly loved me and wanted me.
I rejected his marriage proposal, and only then did he reconsider and ask me to give it to him first.
We were already very intimate. He touched every part of my body, and I touched him too. He took my hand and led me to touch him. Girls who haven't had sex usually aren't interested in touching a man's genitals.
It was raining heavily outside that day, and we were in his room. There wasn't much else to do, so the atmosphere was just right.
His first demand was that I show him my whole body. I agreed. He then took off his clothes himself. I don't particularly appreciate men's bodies. But I love him and don't find him repulsive. He begged me to give myself to him, and I agreed.
So far, he has done a great job, and the atmosphere has been very good.
However, some say that a man's true nature is often revealed in bed. This is true for him.
He was too hasty; he didn't bother with any pre-coital flirting. He just positioned himself like that and then thrust into me violently.
I screamed in pain.
There are several reasons why I had a hard time. First, he didn't do a good job of foreplay. Second, although he was in the right position, I wasn't because I hadn't done it before. When he pressed down, my legs weren't in the right place, and I twisted, which hurt a lot. Third, he was very large, and I was very narrow. Fourth, I was very dry—this might also be because he hadn't done enough foreplay.
In short, I was suddenly struck by this pain and could no longer enjoy it, so I pushed him away forcefully. But he still held me tightly and thrust wildly. In this matter, it is certainly painful if it hits the right spot, but it is also very painful if it only hits the tender parts around the spot.
I cried and screamed, but he showed no mercy, and I wasn't strong enough to withstand his strength. Then, I don't know how, I swung my fist and hit him in the eye. That was it; he was in a lot of pain from the blow, and he couldn't stay in my arms any longer, falling to the ground.
He still wouldn't give up and got up to pounce on me again. I punched him again, hitting his lip. His lip hit his teeth, broke, and bled. Both punches were actually lucky; I didn't even have a chance to aim properly, I just threw them randomly.
I punched him twice, which dampened his interest in that matter. But he still wouldn't let me go, though this time he wasn't going to do that thing. Instead, he lunged at me again and punched me hard twice more. These two punches were because I hurt him.
If he had punched me twice, I could have barely forgiven him, because I know that a man is hard to control when he's in too much need. But those two punches had nothing to do with that incident. He was just retaliating because he was in pain.
This is a manifestation of selfishness.
He doesn't love me at all, otherwise he wouldn't have hit me. Although I hit him first, he should know why I hit him, and he should know that my actions were understandable. But he refuses to forgive me and refuses to be tolerant of me.
I immediately got out of bed and dressed. He just sat there looking out the window, ignoring me. This person was so selfish and petty.
I left like that, and he didn't try to stop me.
The next day, his anger subsided, and he naturally apologized and begged for my forgiveness. I had also calmed down, but I didn't accept his apology or forgive him. I had seen through him; he was too selfish and petty. He was already like this before even getting what he wanted from me—how could we possibly get along in the future? I decided to break up with him, and I wouldn't regret it. To avoid his harassment, I simply came here on vacation alone. I didn't tell anyone where I went, so he couldn't find me even if he wanted to.
And so, I sat on that rock, unable to enjoy the view, only feeling sad. It wasn't that I missed Tommy; I was just disappointed with life.
As I was thinking, I suddenly heard laughter. I turned around and saw that several young men had arrived and were watching me from a short distance away. What they were saying was very offensive and vulgar, which made me feel terrified.
They seemed either joking or had ill intentions towards me. And it was so quiet here; even if I called for help, no one would hear me. I was prepared to jump into the water and swim away if things went wrong. I'm a very good swimmer; I just hoped they weren't better swimmers than me.
They did indeed come, and they were clearly up to no good.
Just as I was hesitating, I heard a cough. I quickly turned around and saw a tall man wearing swim trunks standing behind me.
The rock was uneven, with many bumps and dents. I was so startled when I saw it that I almost fell. He caught me with one hand. He was very strong, and when he held my arm, it was as if I were a very light doll. With his support, I regained my balance.
But I was still terrified. I yelled, "Let go! What are you trying to do?"
He let go and said, "I guess you've misunderstood; I wasn't with them!"
That's all he said; I don't know him, but I believe him. I felt a connection with him the moment I saw him, perhaps because he helped me up. He supported me so steadily, with great strength but not roughly, and he let go as soon as I was startled.
I looked back and saw the group turning to leave. They had obviously seen that I had a male companion there and couldn't carry out what they were planning.
He said, "You don't need to thank me for saving you; I guess they were just joking. However, it's not good for you to be here alone; you should go back to your friends!"
"I have no friends!" I said, sobbing.
He said, "You don't need to cry, nothing serious really happened!"
He didn't understand. I made a face and said, "It hurts so much!"
I twisted my ankle. The rocks at the beach are always very uneven; you can't run on them, you have to be very careful. I startled him just now, and although he helped me up, I still stepped into a crevice and twisted my ankle.
He helped me back to his house.
He was not only strong and very handsome, but also so gentle; I really liked him. He said he rented a beach house here. I also had one, but his was closer to mine, so he took me there. I don't usually trust a man like that, but I did.
He told me to lie down on the sofa in the living room, applied some medicated oil to my wounds, and massaged the painful areas.
He really had his way with it; the way he rubbed me felt so good that I actually got aroused, and my three points felt slightly itchy. This obviously wasn't because he was only wearing swim trunks and his body was exposed. As I said, a girl who hasn't been with a man before won't be attracted by his nakedness. I guess it was mainly because he was nice to me.
在此之前，我对男人并未有过这样的感觉。即使对汤美也没有。汤美也是摸到了我的重要地方时我才冲动的。
他告诉我他叫史提芬。他是很有钱的，他也是到这里来渡假。是一个人。不过，他有很多朋友。我猜他的「朋友」可能是女的。我看见他的屋中就有一件女装的海滩毛巾褛挂着，这是较凉时披着的，热时就脱下。这褛的主人大概就是在这里热起来而脱下，忘记带走了。
我当然不方便问他，但是我又捨不得不问。我说：「我在这里，对你不会有阻碍吧？」
「不要紧，」史提芬说，「我跟你又不是有什么不规矩。我祇是看见你受伤，替你治疗一下吧了。这是任何人都应该做的事情呀。」
「好了，」我说，「现在可以了。」
我实在忍不住，我竟然觉得自己已经湿了。这是多么离奇的事。史提芬这个人，竟有这样大的魔力。他再捏下去，我就不知如何是好了。
史提芬说：「你起来走两步看看！」
我从沙发上下来试走了两步，还是不大平衡，不过已经好得多了。事实上我不过祇是扭了一下，并不是什么重伤，刚才是很痛，现在则已经不大痛，可以行走，祇要在动作方面迁就一下便没有大问题。有没有大不妥，我自己也是可以感觉得到的。
他说：「我开车送你回去好了！」
为什么他又不叫我留下来呢？其实，我这样想也是很傻的，我们还是刚刚认识，他叫我留下来是太冒昧了。
他有一部沙滩车，他就把我载回我的屋子。
我一直都很失望，不过到了我的屋子时，他终于没有使我失望了。他约我明天见面。
我说：「你看中我什么呢？你是那么富有，我是那么穷！」
史提芬笑起来道：「富和穷有甚么关系呢？又不是我出钱买你，又不是你出钱买我。而且，我也很高兴你不是富有，富家小姐的脾气我受不住。反正你即使很富有，付账的也还是我！」
「我们不可以平均负担吗？」我问。
「这虽然是小数目，」史提芬说：「不过我却是—你可以说我是太保守的吧，我总觉得男人需要保持一点绅士作风，怎么样？」
我就答应了他。
第二天中午他就来接我，一起吃午饭。他说他是习惯了不能早起的，午饭也就等于是他的早餐了。
我的脚此时也已经没有事了。他开车把我载到很远的地方吃午饭，虽然其实附近就有豪华的酒店。
史提芬原来是开车把我载到邻市，那里有一间很高级也很好的餐厅，是专卖海鲜食物的。单单豪华，那祇是贵、浪掷钞票而已，又要贵又要好，则是要懂得花钱和享受的人才能够找到的。他就是这样一个人。
他还带我去跳舞和到处去玩。
这与汤美比较起来，实在差得太远了。汤美很穷，而汤美又不懂甚么有气氛的地方好去。这与穷是也有关的。一个人没有钱，就没有很多地方好去，也没有机会去经历过。
世界就是这样现实的了，交朋友，要是太穷，趣味就大减，尤其是男女之交。
史提芬对我花了很多钱，但是他又不夸耀自己有钱，他祇是说他的老头子有钱，但给他的却是不多，他可以花时就尽量花，花完了可要等下一个月。
后来，在黄昏烛光下的晚餐时，我问他道：「你为甚么对我这样好呢？」
史提芬说：「你觉得我是好，那我很成功了，有些时候，用了很多时间和用了很多金钱，还是不能够使一个女孩子觉得我是对她好的。」
「成功甚么呢？」我问。
史提芬说：「坦白讲一句，我的目的就是想跟你上床。」
「你不是已经有一个女人了吗？」我说：「我看见你的房子里有一件毛巾褛。」
「哦！」史提芬说「那个是几天之前的了。我跟她已不会再见面。」
我说：「为了我而破坏别人，那就不大好！」
史提芬微笑道：「你并不是说不感兴趣，你祇是说不想为了我而破坏别人。这即是说你是愿意的！」
我的脸不由得红了起来了。我说：「总之破坏人家就是不好的！」
「这可不成问题。」史提芬说：「她已经走掉了。她也是到这里来渡假的。我们邂逅，一起玩了几天，她要回去了！」
「于是你就要找一个人代替？」我说。
史提芬笑起来道：「你为甚么落力找理由来低贬你自己的价值呢？难道你不觉得自己是多么美丽可爱吗？难道你肯相信你自己只是一件代替品？」
他可是讲得很对的。经过汤美的事，我自己也是失去了信心了。我说：「我恐怕我是没有她的本事！」
史提芬说：「你又来了。你根本没有见过她，怎么可以就这样比较呢？」
「我还是处女！」我坦白的说：「我没有做过，一定不及她的！」
史提芬微笑道：「你认为是你的短处的地方，也可能正是你的长处呢！」
我低着头不出声。忽然之间，我又觉得自己似乎太过份了，为甚么要对史提芬说那么多呢？就像我是很急于跟他上床似的。
史提芬好像也知道我在想甚么似的。他问道：「为甚为呢？」
「甚么为甚么？」我问。
史提芬说：「你是处女，为甚么这样容易想给我呢？」
「别问我甚么，」我的脸也不由得红了起来，「你能够得到，还要问来源吗？我总之不会是贼赃。」
史提芬说：「我是想知道原因。我不想你贸贸然做了会后悔的事情。你一个人到这里来，你孤独而忧郁，一定是发生了一些事。也许是跟情人吵了架！」
「差不多是这样。」我说。
「那就不适宜太任性了。」他说，「当你终于决定原谅他的时候，你自己却已经做了一件他不能够原谅你的事情了。」
「我不会原谅他了。」我说，「我不会再回去找他。」
史提芬执住我的手，诚恳地说：「你可以告诉我发生了甚么吗？你先当我是一位好朋友。当你讲完了之后，你是自然也同时有机会想得更清楚的。」
到了这个地步，我也很详细地告诉他了。真奇怪，这件事情，即使是我的最好女朋友，我也会羞于启齿的，但偏偏是史提芬，我却可以告诉他。不过我仍保留着一点秘密，这个我以后会再提起。
史提芬等我讲了之后说道：「照这样看，这个男人的确是不值得原谅的，起码在我的观点来说是如此。我也是很不贊成这种行为的。」
我说：「跟他这样一个人，怎么还可能有以后呢？开始都已经那么差了，还有将来？」
「现在剩下来的一个问题是，」史提芬说：「你现在究竟是想作贱自己对他报復呢？还是想找另一个男人，希望这个男人会对你好，弥补你的损失？」
「我猜两种成份都有！」我说，「不过你也别以为我是一个那么傻的人，我不会胡乱地意气用事的，我其实也是相当冷静。我认为你是会对我很好的。你—会对我很好吗？」
史提芬微笑：「好是没有标准的，我只能说我会尽力，而且我的作风是会跟他相反的。」
我说：「那我们试试吧！」
「很好。」史提芬说：「你只有几分钟时间考虑。」
我说：「几分钟，我们也回不到家呀。」
史提芬说：「谁说回家呢？这上面有很好的酒店！」
「这太贵了。」我说，「用不着花这些钱。」
史提芬笑道：「是为了你的，我没有甚么算是太贵的。」
他把我带到楼上去开一间房间。我自己也感到意外，为甚么我对他这样顺利呢？人与人之间的感情，是很难讲的，你与某一个人，感情会发展得很慢，但是与另一个人，却又可能发展得很快。我与史提芬就是发展得很快。但我也有一个我可以肯定的理由，那就是我对史提芬实在很感激。他是对我很感兴趣，但他同时也很关心我。这种关系才是最难得的。
在一个豪华的地方，也是情调好得多的。
史提芬租了一间蜜月套房，我可以当作我们是到这里来渡蜜月的新夫妇。
他把侍者打发走了之后说：「我们洗澡。你先还是我先呢？」
我说：「我们一起吧。」
为甚么我这样大胆，我也是难以解释，总之我认为这样做会好些，我就这样做了。
我这样说，他也不反对。他对我很好，他温柔地抱着我，吻了我一阵，然后他就动手替我把衣服一件一件解下来。
他早已承认了他是很风流的，因此他能这样熟练地把女人的衣服解除，我也是不以为怪了。
他替我脱好了之后，便自己也脱下来。我们并不是熄了灯，而是有不太亮不太暗的灯光。我可以看得相当清楚。
我第一次看到他的身体。虽然上次也看到很多了，但上次他有一条泳裤遮住最重要的地方，现在则是已经没有了。
看到他这时已经进入了高度兴奋的状态，阳具已昂头勃起。他不及汤美那么巨大，但也差不多。这使我有点心惊，不过我相信他。我认为他是不会像汤美那样对我的。他自己懂得讲也应该做得到吧。
我们洗了一个淋浴，就到床上去。
热天在开了冷气的房间里，那是特别舒服的。
我不懂得干甚么，就祇是躺着任从他摆佈了。他果然并不急，花了很长的时间去探讨和研究。原来他是要试出我是甚么地方特别敏感。女人，当然是那三点特别敏感的，但是除此之外原来还有。
有些地方，轻触之下，可以增加敏感的程度，也可以增加享受。他找到了我最容易引起连锁反应的地方，这就的确是要花一些时间去找寻的。
我这个地方原来是在腋下和耳朵。当他轻摸我的腋下和咬着我的耳朵时，我就几乎要整个人溶化了。我也禁不住自动伸手执住他的阳县具，不需要他拉我的手强逼我了。
后来，他就好了位置，开始插入。
我虽然是兴趣甚浓的，这时却是辛苦起来了。
我极力忍着，不出声，但是他却可以感觉到！证明他果然是很体贴我的。他停了下来的，说：「不行！」
虽然大家都是那么努力，也祇是成功了少许，我相信我最多也祇是得到了他十分之一而已。我甚为失望，说：「就这样吗？」
「不是。」史提芬说，「祇是我们要再努力一些！」
那其实是他努力。他可很努力地为我作另一种服务，那就是用手把我轻摸，集中在那全身最敏感的一点上，就是我的阴核。他一只手的中指摩擦我的阴核，另一只手在我的耳朶和腋下游走，以前汤美不肯做的前奏，他是真的做足了，而且还是做得特别丰富。
我就在他的手下升上了一次高潮。那真是美妙极了。而这之后我是更湿了。他也在这之后再来开始插入。而这一次，他却是能够成功了。这真是奇妙。
虽然这是相当辛苦，我却是可以容纳的。
而我也并没有觉得忽然破掉了而有阵痛，并不是如我猜想的那样。祇是越来越胀，后来才知道原来他已经到达了尽头了。
不能再进，就祇有退。这一退的拖动，可是使我真舒服。
我发觉我开始真正领略人生了。
其实，我后来才知道，仍然不是的。这时虽是真正行事，更享受的是他，我反而不及他在用手时所给我的那么高度的享受。这是因为我还未习惯，而且可有那胀满的感觉在阻碍着。
他动得很温柔，不过到了他最热情时，就变成了有如狂风骤雨似的，而我也感到不大容易适应。不过我可以感到他射精时的热情迸发，那一刻却是真甜。这主要是心理上的。我喜欢他，我知道他能够在我的身上得到享受，我就心中很甜了。
这之后就停了下来。我们紧拥着，他仍然插住我，不过却是由胀而缩了，我的窄的压力把他逼了出去。
然后我们就分开，躺在那里休息。休息了好一阵，我们才开始说话。他问我觉得如何。我说很好，事实上的确是很好。
他这时才提出危险性的问题。他说：「这件事，在事前跟你讲，那是会很扫兴的，但是我不能够不提醒你，假如没有防备，是可能有孩子的。」
「我知道。」我说。
他说：「因此我们以后再一起，你就必须服药。」
「我会的！」我说，「明天我就去找找医生。不过假如这一次就有了呢？」
「我希望没有吧。」他说，「在这件事情上，我实在是自私一点的。我本来可以拿一个避孕套，但是你这是第一次，我又不捨得让一层胶隔住我们。」
「我知道。」我说，「我也是这样想的。」
其实我也是对这些事情颇有所知的，女人总是吃亏者，留下来的结果就是要由我来承担了。女人是最应该担心这些的，但是我也是像他一样想法，不捨得让一重胶剥夺了我的美好享受。也许他亦是和我一样，捨不得拖延，明天晚上也是等不及。
这永远是男女之间事的矛盾，很想做，但是又有这种有孕的顾虑。第一次又通常都是不会准备得那么好的。总之我已经冒了险，假如真的有事发生，那是我自食其果了。不过这件事情结果没有发生，这则是后话了。
史提芬告诉我，为甚么这一次又可以成功。
他说我是窄一些的，但是其实并没有很多女人是太窄的，因为这个地方的弹性总是很强的，不过心情紧张，未松驰下来之前就会收得相当紧，而弹性亦是不够。也因此他就先用手为我服务，使我得到了一次享受之后，我就放松了，弹性就能够充份发挥了。
这真好！假如我不是碰到了史提芬的话，也许我会很受苦，也许我会有许多个第一次，而每一个第一次都是受苦。
即使勉强开拓了，我以后也还是会受苦的，因为我第一次不好，以后我更不能松弛。
我与史提芬一起，就特别能够松弛，尤其是第二次我去看过医生，吃过了药之后。
我与史提芬非常之疯狂，尽量享受人生。
将来怎样呢？我们都不计划将来。
正如史提芬所猜的，我是要找一个对我比汤美对我更好的人，而我就是找到了史提芬。史提芬对我是真好的，我相信再难找到一个对我更好的男人了。
他最好的地方就是那么不自私，对我那么体贴。
不过其实，史提芬这个人却是有古怪的。这也是后话。
且说他对我真是很好，给我最好的享受，挥金如土，我常叫他不要那么奢侈，实在不需要。
他却是不听。
他也是因钱而起祸。我们一起两个月之后，有一天晚上，我们就祇是在我的海滩屋子里渡过。那时我的月事来了，他仍忍不住，要与我亲近。这件事情是否享受很难讲，乃是因人而异的，有些人在这些日子干会发觉感觉不太强烈，没有甚么反应，但亦有些人却是特别敏感。我则是后者，非常之受用。
这在卫生方面是有些问题的，那就是比较容易擦伤。
我们是知道的，也尽量小心从事。
不过无论感觉强烈与否，事后都是一塌涂了。
因此我们事后就连忙跑进浴室去洗干净。他是比较容易清理的，用水沖一沖就没事了，我则是还有不少善后的工作要做，需要在浴室里逗留得久些。
我到了在浴室里弄好，穿上衣服时，就听到外面传来吵闹喝骂的声音。我连忙冲出去，发觉有四个大汉已闯了进来，把史提芬按在地上。其中一个大汉的手中还拿着刀子。
史提芬是强壮而孔武有力的，但他显然并未抵抗。
我尖叫道：「不要！快放下刀子！」
那个拿刀子的人对我狞笑道：「我们也是不想动刀子的，我们祇是来提醒一下。也许，你是可以帮助我们劝一下你的男朋友的。」
「劝甚么？」我问。
「不关她事。」史提芬叫道，「不要把她牵涉在内！」
但是那些人的看法是与他不同的，他不贊成的人和事，也是正好用来威胁。他们告诉我，是史提芬借了他们的高利贷，利上加利，假如利息都不还，他们就不能不採取行动了。
「究竟多少钱？」我问。
他们说了一个数目，是相当可观的。
我说：「我给你们好了！」
史提芬叫道：「不要乱来，你怎会有这许多钱？」
那人说：「拿钱来看看，我们不歧视你是女人，总之要看见钱！」
我说：「谁会带这许多钱在身？我写一张支票给你们好了。」
那人说：「假如支票不兑现，你知道会发生甚么事吗？」
我说：「假如支票不兑现，发生的就是银行倒闭了！」我找出支票簿来，写了一张支票交给他们。
他们看我这样大口气，也是半信半疑。不过有支票在手，还未证明不能兑现，他们就放了史提芬，走了。
他们走了之后，史提芬说：「你怎会有这许多钱给他们？假如支票不兑现，你知道他们会怎样吗？」
「我的支票是会兑现的。」我说。
我告诉他，我其实家里很有钱，我的父母也给我很多钱，而我是女孩子，用钱的机会并不多，而我也不认为我需要宣传自己有钱，这对我是并无好处的。这也是我和汤美不大配合的地方，汤美穷而我有钱，汤美虽然自私，也是不愿用我的钱。假如他娶我，养不起我，就是要用我的钱了。这并不是一个好的基础，他认为不好，我也认为不好，所以一直有矛盾。这就是我的秘密。
Stephen told me that his situation was similar to mine. His old man was very wealthy, but he spent too much money and did not produce anything. His old man felt that he could not be allowed to squander money indefinitely, so he imposed restrictions, transferring only a certain amount of money to his bank account each month, and stopping once it was used up. He had to find his own way.
When he met me, he had already run out of money. He had no choice but to borrow from loan sharks, and he hadn't paid back the debts. He then spent the money he got on me. He said, "I'll write a few checks to pay you back in installments!" He immediately wrote the checks.
"That's alright," I said. "Actually, I also contributed to this expense!"
"I know," Stephen said, "but we won't be seeing each other again, so how am I supposed to pay you back?"
"We'll never see each other again?" I said. "Who said that?"
"I said it," Stephen said.
"Why?" I asked.
"After what happened tonight, do you still want me?" he said.
I don't think tonight's events have any significant impact. In fact, I think it's best if I understand him better. He has no money, what can he do? I do. My opinion of him isn't as positive as my opinion of Tommy. I said we could get married, and he said he doesn't even have the ability to earn money, he only knows how to spend it, how can he support me? I said he also has that amount of money every month, and if he's frugal, it's enough.
He thought for a while and said, "I need to go back and think about this in peace and quiet."
He went back, and I never saw him again. When I went to his house to look for him the next day, he was already gone. Maybe he was right; it's good to have fun with someone like him, but if we became a couple, his mental state would be greatly threatened, and we wouldn't be happy together.
He only left me those checks, which I didn't cash. I believe they might be cashable, but I kept them as souvenirs. I've been deceived by another man. Neither of these men intended to deceive me; it's just that I didn't notice their flaws at first.

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