Tell me about your journey of being cuckolded.

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When I first entered university, I was unaware that I had a cuckold fetish and had never been in contact with women. Therefore, I was full of curiosity about women and became addicted to the moans of Japanese AV actresses. I consider myself to have very heavy tastes. I like to watch alternative and heavy-handed videos, such as stories about women and their dogs, which always excite me. I like watching BBC videos, such as two black men and a Chinese girl with soft moans, the visual impact gives me a different kind of pleasure. I like Arabic rings, especially the art done on the genitals that is popular in Western societies (tattoos, piercings, cutting and dilation), which I am obsessed with. Another thing is bondage. I find it particularly stimulating to see some foreign men's genitals hanging down to their knees.
I didn't get a girlfriend until my junior year of college, and things progressed quickly; we soon became intimate. My girlfriend is very beautiful. She's 164cm tall, not very tall, but weighing only 90 pounds, and her petite face made me fall head over heels for her. She told me she wasn't a virgin; she lost her virginity to her ex-boyfriend, whom she'd been dating since high school, in her freshman year. They broke up in their sophomore year because they couldn't bear the long-distance relationship. From her eyes, I could see she still had feelings for me, but as we've grown older, we've come to understand that many things need to be let go, and a new life is worth looking forward to. So we held hands and walked through our studies, through our work, and finally, through marriage and having children.
As I mentioned at the beginning, I was unaware that I had a cuckold fetish. I always felt resentful about my girlfriend's ex-boyfriend and their five-year relationship. Even though I knew this made me incredibly jealous, an inexplicable curiosity drove me to constantly learn about my ex-girlfriend's relationship, every little detail, even hoping to know how she and her ex-boyfriend felt when she lost her virginity. Each time my girlfriend described the details, my adrenaline would surge, giving me an indescribable pleasure; however, after the excitement subsided, endless regret would remain.
It wasn't until I discovered cuckoldry forums and learned that a large number of people in the world have a cuckoldry complex that I understood why I was so excited when I heard my girlfriend's stories about her ex-boyfriend. Psychologically convincing myself of this led to increasingly bold actions. Every time I had sex with my wife, I would bring up my ex-boyfriend's story, and I would also mention his good points and express my admiration for him. Over time, my wife accepted that her ex-boyfriend had become an indispensable topic in our lives, and she naturally started traveling to his city and meeting him (I became friends with her ex-boyfriend because my girlfriend only said that she and her ex-boyfriend were classmates and from the same hometown).
My desire to be cuckolded was gradually satisfied, yet it grew ever more inflated and unimaginable. I fantasized about the three of us living together, two men and one woman forming a family, but that was impossible. I even told my girlfriend that I would have her ex-boyfriend's child and raise it for him, but I wouldn't tell him. This request was too much, and my girlfriend refused (haha. I imagine no one would agree to that), so I gave up.
We broke up several times over trivial matters, and each time I couldn't contact her. Later, I learned that after each breakup, to get revenge on me, she would agree to her ex-boyfriend's demands and fly to his place. However, each time she would feel remorse and come back to me. Each time she left me, I was furious, but I also comforted myself by thinking that since she had a bad temper and wouldn't satisfy my unusual desires, it was fine to break up. And each time, I remained steadfast in my desire to satisfy my cuckoldry, from self-pleasure to undergoing a vasectomy (my initial idea was to increase my glans penis, but the vasectomy caused severe pain and limited my sexual performance, and my cuckoldry urges were irresistible, so I had the surgery. It went smoothly; I just told the doctor I had already given birth, and the doctor was very understanding). Before graduating with my master's degree, I satisfied all my daring desires and went deeper and deeper down the path of cuckoldry.
But every time, I would reconcile with my girlfriend, and I had no idea that she was always with her ex-boyfriend, even though I felt remorseful each time. Everything changed in the second semester of my third year of graduate school when my girlfriend told me she was pregnant. I was both surprised and overjoyed. Surprised that she was pregnant after I had been sterilized; overjoyed that it happened so sooner than I expected, as I had even thought she couldn't possibly satisfy my desire to be cuckolded. I proposed to her, took her home to meet my parents, and set a wedding date.
During her pregnancy, we would occasionally have sex. Almost every week, I would express my regret to her, saying how wonderful it would be if the son were hers and her ex-boyfriend's. I expressed my desire to be cuckolded and my love for my wife. I could see my wife was slowly wavering. A week before our wedding, she arranged a night where she made me kneel on the floor and solemnly asked if I wanted to have a child with someone else, hoping our family would have a special male member so she could enjoy the thrill of being cuckolded. I expressed my willingness and longing. She told me she loved me very much and hoped to grow old with me. She also told me about her experiences with her ex-boyfriend over the years, and that the child could be mine or her ex-boyfriend's, asking me to make a decision. I was overjoyed and told her it wasn't necessary, and that I hoped it was hers and her ex-boyfriend's, vowing to love my wife and child for the rest of my life.
We have been married for many years and have two children, one over four years old and the other over two years old. We are very happy.

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