Erotic Diary Volume Eleven

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Foreword
"Erotic Diary"
recounts the bits and pieces of my love story over the past few years. In those youthful years, to have such a lovely, innocent, pure, and gentle girl by my side was, frankly, something to be grateful for. Although time flies and things change, that initial feeling remains deeply sealed in my heart. In this season of longing, I've selected a small section from my diary of our intimate moments to commemorate the girl I love most, and this initial romantic feeling of my life.
This is Volume Eleven; the previous sections still need further editing and will be released in a few days. If you have any thoughts, feel free to write to me.

May 23rd,
Xuanlai. Xuan's letter: "Thinking of what you said, 'A hundred years of cultivation brings us to share a pillow,' I'm deeply moved. I want to be with you forever and ever, okay? We started cultivating our bond a long time ago, probably back in the Jurassic period! So we'll have to wear out many pillows before we can be together."
Her intelligence and cuteness are evident from this!
June 1st:
I arranged with Xuan to come to my place tomorrow. Could she stay overnight? The code was "bring zongzi" (sticky rice dumplings). She agreed
, so I had my sister call and tell her, "Remember to bring zongzi tomorrow!"
June 2nd:
Xuan arrived around 10 AM. She sat down at my desk and we chatted. I showed her the letter.
In the afternoon, Xuan, my sister, and I watched the video "The Devil Emperor"
for a short break. Xuan read a book at the desk.
Later, I woke up, went out, and bought coconut jelly and shaved ice.
Back home, I showered and became intimate with Xuan. I kissed her passionately, teasing her with my hands. I closed the door. Having just showered, I felt refreshed, and Xuan felt clean and comfortable too. She took off her panties, and I enjoyed this intimate contact. She said she would be more comfortable with the blanket underneath. We kissed, the moist feeling between us. I asked if my tongue went in. She said she would try. So I stuck my tongue in, and she said she could feel it, but it felt too short, as if she wasn't satisfied. I said I could have something longer, like my hand or... but I'd need a condom. She seemed to think my hand wasn't enough, saying she could just go in a little bit, but she also asked, "But can you really only go in a little bit?" I said I think it should be okay. She was afraid I wouldn't be able to hold back, so... we'll talk about that later.
I gently pinched and kneaded her there with my index and middle fingers, moving rhythmically, and she said it felt very good... Once, I even touched her pubic hair, which I found funny. I kissed her and said I had just kissed her nipple! She laughed.
Later, she had me lie down so she could "kiss" me. She lay her head on my stomach, held me, and licked me with her tongue. I only felt warmth and moisture. As she swirled and circled, taking it in and out, it felt incredibly pleasurable. Her hair also bounced up and down, like it was scratching me—an added touch of teasing! I gently stroked her head and neck, closing my eyes to enjoy her tenderness... She's getting better and better at it, and her feelings are becoming richer. Like our kisses, it's no longer just about sucking hard; there's also gentle licking, kissing lips, licking tongues—adding more enjoyment and more fun.
At one point, she said it hurt, so we stopped. When I asked her what kind of pain it was, she said it felt like burning, a scorching sensation. When I asked why, she said it was probably because the original fluid was being licked away, leaving it dry, which caused the pain. So she took a short break.
Lately, the sensations have been quite good. Although we can't actually do it right now, this way is still very nice.
That evening, I was intimate with Xuan for a while, and we fell asleep in each other's arms.
《06-03》
I jokingly asked, "You want it now?"
She said, "Actually, sometimes I do think about it..."
Around 10 pm, I went to her house. At noon, I cooked noodles with soybean paste, rested briefly, and then returned home.
《06-04》
I should enrich myself more, gain more new experiences and insights to share with Xuan.
《06-07》
Received a letter on the 5th. The letter read: "Do you really want to do 'that' in the future? It's a little scary! But it must be quite 'exciting' too!! Can you really only go in a little bit? That would be such a killjoy!! (But once we go 'deeper,' I'm worried and scared, it's such a dilemma!! Sigh... After all, both our families are quite conservative and traditional, if... oh! I don't know what will happen. But sometimes I really want to."
Actually, I think the same way she does. She sometimes thinks about it, and so do I. It's just a matter of how to do it properly, because it needs to be absolutely safe, otherwise if something goes wrong, it will be really troublesome. I think we should at least wait until she finishes her exams, preferably after her birthday, firstly to reduce her psychological burden, and secondly because she will be over eighteen, which is legally not considered kidnapping. That way, we can choose a safe time, use protection, and do it naturally and comfortably. Because I don't want her to have any inner conflict, so that she can relax; because I want it to be a sweet enjoyment for both of us.
June 8th -
Today was our first time.
I know it's a bit absurd, because what I said yesterday is still fresh in my mind, and I never expected things to turn out like this... The plot took a sharp turn.
But we weren't in a "spur-of-the-moment" situation; we both took precautions. (And I didn't "pfft.")
However, it didn't go perfectly, since it was our first time for both of us, and we didn't know what the best outcome would be. This time, we didn't do enough preparation beforehand, and she was a bit nervous, so she couldn't relax completely, and it hurt when we "pierced" her. We tried several times, and things improved a little. In the last part, we went deeper, and she... She placed her hands on my waist, gently guiding my movements... This time, although it still hurt, it was a little better. We rested afterwards.
I looked it up in a book; the reason was probably that the foreplay wasn't enough, she wasn't relaxed enough, causing the pain. I think this will improve in the future, becoming more natural and better each time.
I think the pressure might come from the fear of what might happen? But she said if that were to happen, she wouldn't let me know. I asked why, and she said she didn't want to add to my burden. I didn't know what to say. But I know that I won't let a girl who loves me so deeply down.
In her journal, she wrote: "First time giving milk..." Saturday afternoon,
June 10th
, our second time. This time it was better; I teased her gently... Later, she wanted me to enter. She used the blanket to elevate her hips, making entry much easier this time. When I first entered, I heard her moan, "Mmm..." I asked her if it hurt, and she said no. I was happy to hear that, so I slowly started thrusting, holding her tightly, gradually increasing the speed. I could hear her soft moans and our breathing as we kissed and pressed together... Later, she said she wanted to change positions. I pulled out; it was very wet, which felt amazing. She said she wanted to try entering from behind, but... She succeeded once, and then resumed normal activity, but this time she forgot to pad herself, and after a while, she started to feel pain and had to rest. She still didn't reach her peak today. But it's okay, I think this progress is pretty good. Later, she slept for a while, and when she woke up, she whispered in my ear, "I'm sorry, I couldn't let the milk flow today..." I said, "It's okay, I can't let my wife suffer..." She hugged me.
Today, she seemed a bit impatient. I originally planned to go in at 3 pm (starting from 2 pm), but she said she wanted more. I thought she was already quite relaxed, but it turns out she was worried about not having enough time, so...
When I turned on the light, I looked at her little hole. It was indeed quite small. I thought that if I hadn't made her completely relaxed and excited, it would have been really tough on her. So I'll take even better care of her in the future.
《06-11》
I asked her if the sound she made yesterday was painful or pleasurable. She said, "Both." I said, "Oh?" She laughed and said, "It was at your request!..."
That evening, around 7 pm, we went to the new park to kiss. We were in a corner of the stone forest, separated by a fence from the sidewalk. After kissing for a while, we walked back to Hengyang Road. She said, "Let's kiss while we walk!" Just as I thought! So we kissed while we walked. I touched her there and asked if it was wet. She said, "It's so itchy!" I asked how it itched. She laughed and said, "It's as itchy as yours..."
《06-12》
I had just woken up and couldn't resist my curiosity, so I opened the little star that Xuan had made from a note she gave me yesterday. Yesterday I asked her what she wrote, and she laughed and said nothing much. Today I saw her true feelings hidden in this:
"Husband: I...I...I...I can't live without you. So, please don't leave me, okay? I will definitely make it up to you in the future.
"
I was so moved. I will never leave her!
《06-13》 I
was in a bad mood this morning. Although I wrote in yesterday's letter, "I'm not afraid, whether it's a local or a foreigner," I still couldn't help feeling worried. I wrote, "In this life, I'm going to marry you! No matter what, I will marry you!"
I thought, what kind of era is this? Why do people still have such thoughts? Most people in the world are narrow-minded, confined to a blind ideology and stubborn way of thinking. It's lamentable, and it's a tragedy of our times.
Xuan said, "If she's still so old-fashioned, I'll break off all ties with them!" These words moved me deeply, and I realized how strong her love for me is!
When she's over twenty, fully adult, and legally independent, then everything will be fine. Because with unwavering love, no one can shake us!
Xuan called this afternoon, saying she'd sent a letter, so I went downstairs to check. She said she might come over on Friday or tomorrow! She wanted to get together and chat, "but not 'stingy' though," which is a bit... because writing that makes me think of "stingy," yet I say no, really. But it's okay, as long as I can see her, be together, "stingy" or not doesn't matter. But if she wants to, then... if she doesn't, I won't force her.
《06-14》
Around 9:30, Xuan came. We read some things this morning; she was looking up history, and I was looking up the words and meaning of "gettysburg address" in Lincoln's book. At 11:00, we were intimate. She said, "You can unbutton it!" I suddenly realized, and unbuttoned a row of buttons, leaving only two. We hugged and kissed, and she encouraged me to gently bump and rub against her. Although it was through clothing, it felt like we were really doing it. She seemed very satisfied, and we held each other tightly...until 9:50.
In the afternoon, after dinner, she was in the front room, wanting to watch TV, "Green Green Grass by the River." I was resting in the room, not liking TV either, and hoping she would watch less, as it was quite time-consuming. Oh well, let her be. At 2:30, she came in, initially seeming to want to read, which teased me! Later, she sat on the edge of the bed, lying across me, still holding a book, letting me tease her. I unbuttoned all my clothes and gently stroked her... She then asked me to close the door, saying she could take off her clothes to read, so her upper body was bare. I gently licked and kissed her nipples, stroked and sucked, from her upper body to her legs and feet. She asked, "Want some today?" I said, "We'll see, we can do it when the time is right." Later, she unzipped her pants and said, "Come on..." and took off her outer pants. Letting my penis press against her, in waves... I took off my shirt, then turned off the light, leaving the bedside lamp on... A little
while later, she wanted more, and I prepared. The whirlwind began. When she came back, she was smaller, so she kissed me, got up, and seeing that I wasn't ready yet and was still intoxicated, she said, "Wait a minute, let's plop before we even start!" So we got ready and put the blanket on. I gently pushed in, thankfully, there was a little discomfort, I told her to relax, not to be nervous, and not to move. So I moved gently, and she was fine. I asked her how she felt, and she said it felt good. I asked if it hurt? She said it didn't hurt. So we got on track, the thrusting speed gradually increased, and seeing her with her eyes closed, breathing softly, I asked her how it felt, "So comfortable..." I was happy to hear that. After a while, she said she wanted to try turning over, but the bed was too small, so we still couldn't. So we tried a position where she was on top, I lay down and let her put it in herself, and then she started moving, up and down, our fingers interlaced, sometimes I held her breasts with both hands, or gently stroked the front of our genitals, she supported herself on my knees, leaned back, so she could adjust her position freely..." After a while, it was my turn to be on top.
I entered, thrusting fast and slow, and she arched her back to meet me, the feeling of true union between us. Later, the thrusting became faster and faster, I held her close, only hearing our panting breaths... Then it slowed down a bit, and she said she wanted to pee. I asked if she had pressed on the bed. She said it didn't seem like it, and I said maybe it wasn't pee. She was still skeptical, but I didn't stop. Later, she really seemed to be unable to hold it in, so I said, "Then let's try peeing!" She said no, she hadn't wet the bed in a long time. I said maybe it wasn't! She still didn't want to. Later, she asked me to stop for a moment, to get up, saying it was strange, but she didn't feel that way when she got up. I said, "See! It's not pee, maybe it's what they call an orgasm." Then we continued. But when we paused for a moment, she felt a little dry, but she felt better after relaxing a bit. I thrust straight in, pulling out a little more before going back in, which seemed to give her a greater stimulation, so I deliberately used my tip to rub against her nipple, this wide-open movement, we both felt good. At the peak, she moaned softly, calling out, "Husband..." The more I listened, the more excited I became... I continued, realizing it really took a lot of effort, especially in my arms. Later, I sped up, and she asked if I was about to ejaculate. I said yes, and continued thrusting. After a while, I held her as I was about to cum, and she asked me to pull out. When I came, it was a satisfying, satisfying ejaculation. I lay on top of her, kissing her, taking a short break. We got up and took out a condom. She said, "I felt like I almost 'peed' just a second ago." I said, "Oh, why didn't you say so? Otherwise, I could have waited a little longer, and then we could have done it together!" She was still skeptical. I said, "This time was pretty good, wasn't it?" She said, "This time it was pretty good..." (meaning it was done correctly, quite complete). We kissed passionately.
I said, "Let's take a shower," and we took a hot shower together to relax. We both felt quite comfortable. Later in the room, she looked at some old letters. I lay down, and she played the harmonica. Later, I played "Now and Forever" on the guitar, and she said it sounded nice. A little while later, we changed clothes and went out together to Dazhi. Today we went to eat tofu pudding and also browsed Watsons. She pointed to a diet supplement and said she had tried it before, costing over 1500 yuan, but it didn't work and she felt it was a waste; she'd rather use that money to go swimming!
Today we each got a pizza to try.
Around 11:30, Xuan called, and we chatted. I asked her if she felt itchy. She said no. We chatted briefly. Then my mother came downstairs, and I hung up quickly. She called back a little while later.
This time, we actually did it. At midnight
on June
15th, Xuan called; I was at school.
Today, I was thinking about these past few times, up to yesterday, although we finally felt good about each other, there was still a psychological burden. But, using condoms carefully throughout is always much safer than not using them at all. But sometimes when I think about it, I can't help but feel a little worried. Choosing between love and desire can sometimes be difficult. Around 9:30 AM
on June 19th , Xuan came over. She read in the morning. She said she wanted a Coke and some chocolate, so I went out to buy them. She also said she wanted to buy purple condoms. I looked at two 7-Elevens but couldn't find them. I told her Xuan thought it was a pity, and I suggested the ultra-thin type, but she said she didn't want that. I agreed, so we bought the same kind as last time.

Around 1:30 PM, penetration. It lasted until around 2:40 PM. This time she went first, but when it was my turn, I was able to continue, which was strange! In the end, I had to ask my wife to help me with her hand.
She was a little sore when I first entered, and I told her to relax. It got better when we started moving, and she began to feel comfortable. I continued until she said, "It feels like I'm almost there..." I said it was okay, let it out. We had a large towel on the floor today, so she wasn't worried. But afterwards, when I asked her if she had come, she wasn't sure herself, saying, "I think so?" Today, I felt like there was a slight odor down there, probably because it was wet in the morning.
《06-20》
Went to Xuan's house. Read in Xuan's room.
We didn't bring condoms today, and we were both a little tempted. But... we had to let it go.
She said, "I was going to remind you..."
《06-22》
Went to Xuan's house, read in the morning.
Penis penetration in the afternoon. I was faster today, deliberately shortening the time, because I felt a little unsafe at her house, so I didn't want to drag it out too long.
In her room, sunlight streamed through the blinds, making it bright and pleasant. There was a slight sting at first, but it went away quickly. She was quite wet, using a small cushion as a base, and I thrust on top of her… After a soft plop, we kissed, and Xuanxuan comforted me.
We hadn't even taken our shirts off today! I guess you could call this a "quickie"! I asked Xuan how it went, and she said, "As long as you're comfortable!" I asked her, and she said about 60 points! It was alright. But there was no other way. We both had a lot of psychological pressure. On the other hand, she could do it freely with me. Xuan even said that with me, she could pretend to be asleep even if someone came back, but not with her. She's right. I'll make it up to her properly next time! (She asked me if it felt good when I was about to puff out. I said yes! I asked her the same thing. She said it felt like a glass of water was about to overflow, but last time it didn't seem to overflow because it seemed to slow down. I said the milk should tell me! She said what should she tell me? She could tell me to continue! She said, "Don't stop..." laughing. I said, "Yes! Yes! That's it!" She laughed, "You actually made me say something like that..." I said that's something we only say in the room.
We lay down and rested for a while.
At 3:30, we went out together to the supermarket and came back.)
On June 23rd,
Xuan called in the afternoon saying, "I want to get an acupuncture..." I said, "You want one...?" She said, "It's impossible to get one now." I asked why, was it her period? She said yes.
Actually, it's okay, because I can relax, it's fine not to get an acupuncture. I reminded her to take good care of herself. I asked her if she really wanted one, she smiled and didn't say anything, then later said yes. I said some books mention that you might want one more during your period, she was a little surprised, laughed and said, "Really...", as if she was embarrassed.

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