100 Girls I Know: Senior and Junior

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1. Senior students Li Wan and Yang Yang
I didn't really want to talk about university, because it was a period of hedonistic living, youthful and irresponsible, with everything centered on myself. But my university experience has influenced me so much that I can't avoid it. All the upperclassmen and underclassmen involved will be referred to by nicknames, and all the unconventional events will be blamed on me.
I attended a prestigious university in Beijing. Based on my exam scores, I wouldn't have gotten in. My parents had hoped I would study abroad, but I felt more comfortable with life in China, and my younger sister, Jiaojiao, was still studying there, so they didn't insist. Zhang Qiong naturally wanted me to study in Beijing so she could see me more often; by then, she already considered me her little husband. Zhang Qiong used some connections and donated money to the school, and I was admitted despite not meeting the usual requirements. But I knew I could have gotten into any university; the reason I didn't get good grades was mainly because I was too obsessed with women's bodies and didn't put much effort into my studies.
Ever since Zhang Qiong made me a real man, I've been completely immersed in it. Around the age of 20, I had inexhaustible energy, and with Zhang Qiong's pampering and encouragement, I thought about sex all the time. Looking back now, it's really funny. Back then, every girl I saw seemed incredibly beautiful, and they could all arouse my desire. I wanted to try anything with every girl I saw. Zhang Qiong completely indulged me. Apart from company business, her heart revolved entirely around me (see the section "Me, My Sister, and My Sister's Classmates," I actually don't want to talk too much about our relationship). It's just that when I was little, she revolved around me to take care of me and educate me; now, it was to make me happy.
My major in university was finance and economics. To be honest, my first day of school was a huge disappointment. There were no pretty girls in my class; out of 50-odd students, there were only 13 girls, and they all looked rather plain. Back then, I was young and arrogant, and my privileged family background and relatively good personal qualities gave me a certain sense of superiority. But I should say I wasn't a typical playboy; I just had a certain self-confidence deep down. Less than a week into the semester, it seemed like everyone in the class knew I had paid my way into university. That feeling was a huge blow to my self-esteem, so I poured a lot of energy into my studies. But I was destined to be a person who attracted attention and gossip. Whenever the pretty Zhang Qiong waited for me to come home in her then-rare BMW, it would cause a stir. Eventually, I got angry with Zhang Qiong, and she only dared to wait outside the school gate. Later, I simply stopped letting her come to school altogether. But every time the pretty Jiao Jiao came to visit me at school, I felt genuinely proud. The pretty Jiao Jiao was someone that both the boys and girls in our class liked very much.
Since there were no beauties in my class, I naturally spent a lot of time observing the campus. I discovered that there were actually many pretty girls among the girls, but I didn't know which grade or class they were from. When I went to the cafeteria at lunchtime, I always liked to stand next to the pretty girls. As a result, I became familiar with their faces, but I didn't achieve anything substantial. In my first year, in order to prove my abilities, I focused more on my studies, and the year passed quickly. Fortunately, although I had adolescent impulsiveness at that time, Zhang Qiong, who was always there for me, helped me get through my first year smoothly.
As the new school year began, it seemed like all the girls had become prettier, including those in my class who I hadn't thought much of before, now possessing a certain charm. But I continued with my studies and classes as usual, going home early or late each day. Until one day I met Li Wan at the library, and the rhythm of my life began to change.
I don't usually go to the library. I occasionally borrow a few books and leave immediately. When I don't have classes, I go home or play volleyball or soccer with other students at the sports field, exhausting myself before heading home. That day, I went to the library to borrow a set of Nordhaus and Samuelson's *Economics* to broaden my knowledge. So, after class, I went straight to the library. While waiting for the librarian to find the book, I glanced back at the quiet reading area and vaguely felt a pair of eyes watching me. Following my intuition, I saw a girl from the English department whom I had seen in the campus cafeteria. Although we hadn't exchanged any information, we both knew which department we were in. When she saw me looking at her, she blushed and quickly lowered her head. She had fair skin and a quiet appearance. While there were no flaws, she wasn't particularly beautiful either. For someone like me, who had already grasped the essence of womanhood at that time, she didn't hold my gaze for long.
A few days later, I was playing soccer with some classmates on the sports field. I had slightly twisted my ankle, so I sat on the sidelines to rest, watching my classmates play and making some noise. Then I noticed someone sitting not far from me. I looked up and saw it was the girl I'd met in the library. Seeing that I'd seen her, she walked over to me. She was wearing sportswear, clearly having just finished running. She smiled and sat down next to me: "Why aren't you playing?" I smiled and pointed to my ankle: "I twisted my ankle." She asked with concern: "Is it serious?"
I shook my head: "It's okay, I'll be fine after a rest. What's your name?" "Li Wan. English, Grade 3, Class 2."
I told her my name and class, and she smiled and said, "I know."
She smiled and asked, "Who was that beautiful woman who came to pick you up in your old age?"
My face flushed: "You mean my Aunt Zhang? How did you know?" "Her car always happens to park right downstairs in our dorm, and we can see her right from the window. As soon as she arrives, all of us in the dorm climb up to the window and shout, 'The pretty girl is here to pick up the little boy again.' Hehe."
As she spoke, she chuckled to herself. I said, slightly annoyed, "I'm not a little boy." She looked at my tall frame, her face flushing slightly, and said, "We call all the lower-grade students 'little boys,' and you're not that old to begin with."
I changed the subject: "Judging from your accent, you're from Beijing. Why are you living in a dormitory too?"
"Well," she said calmly, "my parents live abroad most of the time, so living with my grandparents is pretty boring. Staying in a dormitory is more lively." During our conversation, I learned that her father was the Chinese ambassador to a major country, quite famous at the time, so I won't go into details. Her situation was similar to mine; she rarely saw her parents either. She asked about my background, and I casually introduced my parents. She suddenly realized, "No wonder you always seemed different to me. So you're the eldest son!"
I didn't want to say much, and I wasn't particularly interested in her. Just then, a classmate called me from the field, so I politely nodded to her and ran onto the field. She watched us play until we finished, and then I was chasing and playing with my classmates, and I had long forgotten about her.
After that, I saw her a few times in the dining hall at noon. Each time we just nodded to each other and there was no new contact. After all, she was a year ahead of me and we weren't studying the same major, so we had fewer opportunities to meet.
I remember once during a school arts festival, each play had several performances to compete in. After dinner, I chatted and laughed with some classmates as we entered the school auditorium. We arrived early; only about 40% of the students were there. I was just about to sit down when I heard someone call my name. Looking in the direction of the voice, I saw Li Wan, and there was another girl next to her. She waved to me, and after hesitating for a moment, I greeted my classmates and sat down next to her. Li Wan happily introduced me to the girl next to her, who was her roommate named Yang Yang. Then she said, "Please sit here and watch. It's rare for you to participate in school activities."
我坐正，笑着说：「凡学校活动，我可是一点也不拉。」她问我参加演出没有，我摇摇头：「我要唱歌跳舞，不把你们吓倒也得让你们难受死。」李婉和杨扬都哈哈笑了，杨扬笑着说：「没那么惨吧。」闲聊说笑着，同学陆陆续续往里进，很快就坐满了真个礼堂。演出之中，大家都被台上的演出和表演都得大笑和高兴，李婉高兴时偶尔头倒向我肩的方向，她的长发会飘扬起来抚弄我的脸，我从来没那样近接触她，她的头发有一种淡淡的幽香，侧身望去，她那丰满高耸的乳房随身体的动盪而晃动，看得我心如鹿撞，心里有了一种亲暱的感觉。她意识到我看她，会略不好意思的使自己稍稍坐稳些，笑声也控制了许多。那时我才注意到，其实她是一个挺清秀的女孩，有与张琼不一样的青春朝气和淡雅的气质。感受着身边女孩身体的刺激，我浑身一阵躁热。
当节目重新开始时，我接着昏暗和同学们全神贯注地观看，偷偷抓住她手，她手哆嗦了一下，身体好像变硬，但她没有抽出自己的手，她反而把身体向我这边靠靠，把手放到我俩身体之间的椅上，我得到许可，放心多了，虽然眼睛还盯在前面但心思早不在台上。我慢慢抚摸着她的手，她的手渐渐柔软了许多，偶尔还会回摸我的手，我从未想过会这样刺激，手心全是激动的虚汗，渐渐她的掌心也湿呖呖的。以后我听杨扬说她早看见了我们的举动，只是装作什么也没看见罢了，但当时我好像也管不了许多，沈侵在自己的欢娱之中。每个节目结束，我们会松开手跟着鼓掌，但下一个节目开始，我们会默契的在暗中找到彼此的手。那种消魂的感觉真是刻骨铭心，我甚至觉得比跟张琼做爱还让我兴奋。
当报幕员宣佈说演出到此结束时，我们还沈侵在抚摸的刺激和兴奋之中，我们坐在椅上没动，等着别的同学向外走，看走得差不多了，我无不遗憾的看着她，她的脸绯红而充满了神彩奕奕的光泽。我们向外走，我说：「我得回家了。」她看看我没说话。走出礼堂，杨扬知趣地说：「你们慢慢聊吧，我还得去看看我的老乡。」说着她向我们招招手，先走了，我们漫不经心地向她宿舍走去，路过路旁的小树林，那是有名的情人林，我突然对她说：「你要休息吗？要不我们再去坐会儿？」她看看我及周围，点点头。
树林里到处是幽会的我的校友们，我们好不容易找到一个没有石坐的僻静处，我脱掉外衣，做个手势让她坐下，她坐下我紧靠近她坐下。我拿起她手，她身体微微发颤，月光下，水汪汪的眼睛分外迷人，经过张琼的调教，我也算是个中老手了。我轻轻搂住她腰，她软软地靠在我怀里，看着她充满迷茫的脸和羞涩的眼神我再也忍不住，贴到她嘴上，我们顿时亲吻在一起。事后她告诉我，虽然过去谈过两个男朋友，但别说接吻，连手都很少碰。从她接吻的笨拙和身体的反应，看得出她说的是真的。
从那晚以后，我们都好像沈醉在恋爱的欣喜之中，尤其是李婉，时刻脸上都荡漾着幸福的神采，我觉得她好像变得越来越漂亮迷人了。开始我们还是偷偷摸摸约会，渐渐两人也就不太顾忌了。每次中午，她会事先买好饭菜在饭厅等我下课一块用餐，我要早下课也会买好饭菜等她，那是我和她最难忘的一段快乐的时光。
直到有次週末，我陪她玩了一天，下午到我家，我们第一次作爱。细节我就不多说了，她是我一生接触到的第一个处女，那种新奇刺激以及忙乱永远留在脑海最深处。
自第一次做爱后，我们常常会利用没有课的时间到我家做爱，有时她也不住宿舍，而是直接等我或我等她一块回家，第二天再一块到学校。我们在一起快乐不比的度过了几个月，几个月后，我们之间开始产生一些小的摩擦，有时是为一点小事，有时甚至是为争论一个问题的观点。我明白不是因为她不爱我，而是因为太专注爱我，而内心的痛苦和委屈又无法排泄。恋爱中的女人是敏感和排他的，而我没什么责任和专一概念，基本上就没把与她的关系与婚姻家庭联系在一起。当时我与张琼仍然往来，虽然李婉不清楚我与张琼的关系，但她感觉到我身边处处有其他女性的身影，她无法从周围的这种压力下解脱出来。
我当时的状况基本上是哪个女生约我，我就应约，虽然约会可能就是聊聊天，但李婉总见到我与不同的女生在一起，她还无法向我发洩，她的委屈和愤怒可想而知。李婉从小就养成了独立坚毅的性格，虽然我们独处时，她会极尽温柔，但毕竟大我两岁使她似乎显得比我思想更成熟。这么说吧，除了在床上她把我当作精神的主宰一切听我的话外，其他时间她更多把我当成了不成熟的小弟弟，这种感觉也让我很不舒服，有时与别的女生约会，并故意让她看见，不能说在内心深处没有向她示威的成分。这同时加深了我们两人的痛苦。
两人这种既互相诱惑又相互牴触的状况，终于因杨扬的介入而演变成最终的分手。自第二学年开始，我班的一个武汉女同学小娟就向我展开了激烈的攻势，小娟算不上漂亮的姑娘，但在我们班，她那曲线分明的身材和青春的活力还是极为抢眼的。一个充满朝气的可爱姑娘天天围着你，而她本身也有独特的魅力，长期相处是很难无动于衷的，她那诱人的身体总会让人产生难以拒绝的理由。最初我也没怎么理会她，有一天，约李婉回家，因为前一天我们刚吵过嘴，我想缓和我们之间的矛盾，但李婉不知是真有事还是继续赌气，告诉我晚上有事不能跟我回家，我生着气回家，在校门口正好碰到小娟，邀请她到我家，她爽快的答应了。
回家我们就做爱了。但当时心理多少有点觉得对不起李婉。第二天李婉中午吃饭向我道歉，解释说前一晚确实有事没向我说明白，让我别生气了。话说到这份上我当然没什么可说的，但与小娟的关系是无法更改的了，况且小娟确实有比李婉在床上更让人舒坦兴奋的性经验。因而，偶尔我还是继续约小娟回家做爱，一直到我们毕业。从那以后她很少与我吵嘴，每当我们要吵时她都会转移话题尽可能使两人和平相处，但我明显的在床上不像过去对李婉热情，偶尔她也看出我的敷衍，她真的很伤心，她认为已经对我已经最大迁就。
一天晚上，当我们做爱时，我心不在焉地抽插了数下就射在她体内，她失望之极，泪流满面，呜咽了一会儿，伤心地爬在我身上，哽咽着说：「你要不喜欢我，我们就分手，省得两人都难受。」我搂紧她，忙安慰她表示像过去一样喜欢她。她坐起摇摇头，说：「你过去作爱不这样的，你已经没有激情了。」我笑着哄她：「身体也有不好的时候嘛。」她早领略了我的丰富的性爱经验（两人初期相好时她不止一次不无地妒忌地问我跟多少女孩子做爱），知道说这个肯定说不过我，但她知道肯定不是身体状况的问题。我怎么解释也没用，她认准的事情是很难更改的，多年以后还是这样，但不得不承认，她的判断多数情况下是准确的。
第二天清晨，我醒来，见她早醒瞪着眼睛凝视着我，我对她笑笑，她勉强一笑，显然一晚没怎么睡，满面憔悴，眼圈发红，她对我说：「我想了一晚，觉得我们应该分手。」「为什么？」虽然说不上我对她多留恋，但她提出分手总是让我心里有一种失落感和感到难堪。她轻轻推开我想抱她的手，说：「这样可能对彼此都好。」「我真的不会让你再生气，我会对你好的。」
「没用的，你能承诺娶我吗？你能发誓以后不与别的女孩相好吗？」见我傻傻的神态，她摇摇头，「你不能。而我也无法接受你的生活方式，所以分手是迟早的事。」「就这样完了？」我喃喃到，几乎无法相信。她流下泪：「你觉得还能像过去一样吗？」我抱住她腰，这次她没拒绝：「我们还是朋友？」她软倒在我怀里，泪如雨下：「岂止是朋友？！你认为我还能忘了第一个吻我，得到我贞操的男人吗？」那一刻我真感动得想说我愿娶她，但我知道我做不到。她捧起我头，深深吻了我一下：「也许从开始我们就是姐弟，注定我们不可能成为夫妻。你会乐意做我的弟弟吗？」我抱着她，终于流下泪来。
那一刻起，我脑子里完全真正体会到了一种情感，或许是叫爱情的东西，但不是恋爱中男女的爱情，是纯粹的友情。
以后，我们还像过去一样在学校互相照应，还像过去样她给我买好饭菜或我给她买好饭菜，但我们再不提做爱，即使两人独处也很少亲暱，她也再不到我家，或许我们都怕在那种环境下做出两人都不希望做的事吧。我无法忍受因没有李婉而空白的情感，于是更多的约小娟，约我认识的女孩到我家作爱，纯粹的性爱。
我过去就常到李婉宿舍去玩，即使分手了，我也常去，因为有时课间我无处可去，到李婉那儿已经习惯了，同宿舍的学姐们也习惯了我的不请自去。她们也对我很好，尤其是杨扬，毕竟她几乎是同时与李婉认识我的。李婉宿舍住5个女生，由于她们班30几个人才7个男生，而学英语的女孩都眼界很高，跟自己班男生约会的不多，因而差不多没课时，除非去图书馆或教室复习，多数时间都呆在宿舍。自我认识李婉后，我常带她们一块出去吃饭、玩，因为5个学姐几乎都跟李婉和我出去玩过，大家都是很好的朋友，她们也确实都把我当弟弟看，所以有时即使李婉不在宿舍，呆在宿舍的学姐都会一样的接待我，与我聊天说笑。单调的宿舍生活因我常光顾而增添了些许色彩。有时李婉不在的时她们也会取笑说哪天看见我与哪个小女生散步，开玩笑要告诉李婉。后来见李婉几乎晚上从来不跟我出去了，我们的关系显得客气了许多，她们不敢再开这种玩笑，她们也意识到我们之间可能出了状况。
因为太熟悉了，所以她们也不太忌讳我，夏天在宿舍穿着很透很薄（有时我甚至觉得她们都是故意的），好像彼此间较量自己的身材一样，即使要换衣也最多笑着对我嚷要换衣了，我背过身她们就该怎样换就脱光了换，偶尔打闹时，我也会抱住一个学姐亲亲，被亲者也不以为忤，反而吃吃乐着。当我和李婉还好着时，一次吃饭，李婉半开玩笑半吃醋的说：「你都成我们宿舍的公用情人了。」大家学姐们都嘻嘻笑了。但真正与李婉分手后，她们虽然还像过去一样亲暱，但言行上反而谨慎多了，我明白她们是怕刺激李婉，倒是李婉反而比她们显得开朗多了，偶尔开玩笑说：「你们谁喜欢我弟可别犹豫不决啊，到时后悔可来不及。」我知道她说这话时心里肯定不好受，但随着时间的推移，我们的情感真的好像姐弟情更多些。
女孩子都爱美，所以她们最喜欢的莫过于让我陪她们逛街，一方面我高大英俊的外表也不跌她们份，更重要的是凡学姐们看中的衣服我是一个很好的评判，同时我又都会掏钱给她们买下。最初给她们买东西大家还有点不好意思，以后渐渐习惯了，如果与哪个学姐单独出去买了衣物，其他学姐还有些酸熘熘的。父母给我的生活费绝对是很够我造的，但有这样一帮学姐帮着花，尤其是她们还比着让我花钱看我更喜欢谁些，自然我总不宽裕，只好常找张琼要，张琼倒是基本要多少都给，她知道我肯定是花钱泡妞，所以也从不额外多给，好在每次找她要钱总是与她多温存一会，她也就随我去了。
其他四位学姐，杨扬从四川成都来，丰满而泼辣，身高虽然才一米六二，但她那火辣的身体绝对不逊于其他几位学姐。一位学姐叫张蜜，来自苏州，长得白白净净，说话细声细语，虽然在她们中间她不是年龄最小的，但看上去她显得更釬秀细小。另一位学姐叫徐青，来自江西，大家都开玩笑叫她表姐。最后一位来自渖阳大连，取了个男孩子名字叫罗维，
苗条而丰满，大大的眼睛总象会说话似的深深看着你，她是一个非常文静的女孩，几位学姐中就她比我才大半岁，所以我也常没把她当学姐看，跟她在一起我反而觉得像哥哥。
一天中午吃饭，李婉边吃边对我说：「你学姐们说你最近怎么不去玩了，大家还挺想你。」我说：「这不刚期中测试完嘛。」「成绩怎样？」李婉关心地问。我笑笑：「没什么问题吧。」李婉装作不经意地说：「杨扬这两天感冒没上课，你有时间就去看看她吧。」我点点头。
下午下课，回家前，我来到李婉宿舍，宿舍静悄悄，大家都上课去了。我敲门，杨扬在里面让我进，见是我，杨扬高兴地从床上下来，坐到李婉床上，她睡上铺正好在李婉床铺上面。也许是生病孤独吧，见我去看她，她欣喜万分。我让她继续躺到李婉床上，我坐在床边，拿起她的一只手，边轻轻抚摸边安慰她。她穿着薄薄的衬衣，丰满的乳房高高地挺立在胸前，水汪汪的眼睛楚楚动人，随着她衬衣的扣边，隐约可见里面肉色的乳罩和深深的乳沟。我的凝视使她也紧张，她的胸脯随着唿吸上下波动，让我难以忍受，我手颤颤微微地贴到她乳房上，虽然隔着一层薄薄的衬衣但我仍感到她身体一震，我爬上去嘴贴到她唇上，她本能地微微张开了双唇，我的舌头滑了进去，手也顺着衣领伸向乳房，她的乳房因为身体发汗而微微沾湿，当我手指捏到她尖尖的乳头，她呻咽了一声，喘着气闭上了眼，我手慢慢滑到下面，早已湿热一片，她微张开眼，看我慢慢解开她的衣扣，褪下了长裤，露出了粉红的裤衩，两人都脱光了，我爬上去，用力挺了进去—
楼道传来说笑叫嚷声，大家下课回宿舍了，把我俩从兴奋中惊醒，她擡起凌乱的头发裹着的头，惊慌地说：「快点穿，她们回来了。」我们仓促穿着，杨扬刚用手去缕头发，李婉和张蜜哼着歌推门进来，李婉刚叫了声：「杨扬，我们回来了。」勐地看见了慌乱的我们，杨扬羞涩地起身去铺好李婉的床单，再傻的人也知道我们刚才在房间做什么。李婉脸变得煞白，虽然我们早已分手，但想着自己心爱的男人在自己床上作爱也不由酸楚、嫉妒和愤怒。
好在她马上调整了自己的心情，装作什么也没看见的说：「我还以为你躺着生病了，感情原来是装病啊，我看你现在什么病也没有。」杨扬也恢復了平静，笑笑说：「谁装病啊，有医生的证明。」我尴尬地看看李婉，勉强笑笑，李婉一点也不理我，好像我根本不存在一样，我看看张蜜，解嘲地问：「蜜姐，她们怎么没回来。」其实张蜜是一直深深喜欢我的，从她平时看我的眼神就可以看出，她也很少与我打闹开过火的玩笑，刚才一幕深深刺痛了她的心。她几乎傻了，听见我问，才缓过神来，强颜一笑：「她们马上就回来。」
我站起身说：「杨扬姐生病了，我过来看看，好像恢復了，我先走了。」说着向所有人点点头，出了门，飞也似地逃了。
2、学姐徐青、罗维、张蜜
自与杨扬在学姐宿舍偷情后，我一直不敢再去她们宿舍，尤其是当时李婉的神态让我不敢再去冒险。一次在饭厅吃饭，徐青专门走到我身边，她笑着问：「你怎么不去我们宿舍玩了。谁得罪你啦？还是你得罪谁了不敢去？」我笑着用功课太忙遮掩。
其实那期间我正好认识一个一年级中文系的女生夏洁，正整天动脑筋怎么样约她去我家呢。夏洁天生尤物，刚进校就成为了男同学的目标，仅我知道的就有三个男生在向她进攻。这小女孩并没有什么交友经验，但她就一条，轻易不跟任何人出去，无论你想什么办法，她就坚持她的宿舍、图书馆、教室行动路线，出去购物也是与同宿舍的女生一起行动，让你无法深入。她不向你提任何要求，甚至不求你做任何事情。我相信其他几位竞争对手跟我一样急得抓耳挠腮。我就不相信她没有任何的慾望和要求。
夏洁来自湖南，据说是当年省的文科状元，家庭也算殷实，穿扮既不花枝招展但又总显得别有格调。清纯秀丽、端庄典雅，让人真那她无可奈何。我是真的陷入了烦恼之中。以至有一天在饭厅见到张蜜她吓了一跳：「你怎么看上去那么憔悴。」其关心流于言表。我还是以太忙遮掩，她知道我肯定在骗她。其实我许久不去学姐宿舍，她们是真的关心我，李婉和杨扬自不用说，其他三位学姐也觉得我不去她们少了许多乐趣。李婉、杨扬和张蜜以为我不去还是因为上次在她们宿舍的事而不好意思去，杨扬当然心里更渴望我的出现，但她绝对不可能主动约我见面，她恼恨我一走了之，留下她苦苦的想恋。其实李婉早就由生气转化为平静了，我不去她们宿舍从内心她未必不高兴，但她对我的思念也是与日俱增的。
最初是徐青到我上课的教室等我下课，然后想明白我为什么不去她们宿舍了，过去是李婉常找我，我都对同学说李婉是我的一个远房亲戚敷衍过去，徐青还是第一次到教室外当着同学的面见我，看着来来往往的同学，特别是与小娟和另外两个与我有过性关系的班上女同学在周围走来走去，我只好小声说有时间一定去。她看说话也不方便也就不多问了。接下来是张蜜找我一次，她的意思虽然没明说但话很清楚，她、杨扬和李婉都没再说那天的事，希望我不要觉得不好意思，大家都希望我还像过去一样，最后她还特意说，杨扬见我总不去，很伤心的，希望别辜负她一片爱心等等。
几天后中午，我正与几个同学说笑着用餐，李婉和杨扬走过来，同学们见她们直接就冲我而来，自觉地换到别的桌上去吃。李婉和杨扬坐下，杨扬看了我一眼没多说话，李婉略显不悦但还算平静地轻声说：「你怎么这样不负责任？完事就见不着人，像话吗。」我看看杨扬真诚地说：「杨扬姐，我真的不是想躲避你，我最近确实有点烦心的事」我又看着李婉也有点生气，「我们也不是刚认识一天，我即使有任何事，绝对不会採取逃跑主义的。我怎样你应该清楚。」
李婉叹了口气，说：「杨扬总让我来找你，她自己又不愿出面，这像什么嘛。」她想着我们三人这种微妙的关系，悲从心头起。杨扬几次想插话，又不知从何说起，说太重了，怕我生气而且毕竟我们也就一次关系而已真说不到一块闹出点差错失去我她显然不愿意，如果说些甜蜜想念的话当着李婉的面她又说不出口，又怕让李婉难受。
看见她那难受尴尬的神态，我问杨扬：「你还好吧。」杨扬一听顿时要掉眼泪，她点点头，勉强一笑，声音哽咽了：「听张蜜说你都变样了，你自己要注意，我们都很好的。」李婉看着我，声音变柔和了：「有什么大不了的事，还像过去一样常来吧。」我点点头。见旁边桌的同学都向我们这边望，杨扬控制住自己的情绪。
我再去学姐的宿舍感受到她们空前的欣喜，真切感受到她们的关爱，温馨真让我暂时忘记了一切。心想什么夏洁随她去吧，守着几个美女我不珍惜还去凑什么热闹，虽这样想，但内心总觉得隐隐作疼。
晚上回家，张琼过来看我。妹妹娇娇睡后，我们上床匆匆做完爱，张琼小心翼翼地问我最近怎么心情不好，我将夏洁的事告诉了她，张琼看着我，心情复杂的吻了吻我，说：「其实你没有必要穷追勐打地追求，你对她说过你喜欢她没有？」我点点头。张琼说：「你越是天天缠着她，你在她竞争者的队伍中越贬值，你应该干脆冷冷她。」我吃惊的看着她，张琼叹了口气：「女孩子的心你还是了解太少。」「万一这期间别人得到她怎办？」我搂紧张琼，亲了她一下。
「不会的，她即使要作出选择，她也一定要看看你的反应，因为你明确向她表达过喜欢她的，突然就对她冷淡了，如果她真是谁都不喜欢，那别人也抢不到你前面，如果她想选择别的人，她不会甘心你就这样冷落她，或者她会选择你或者她要来气气你。」那一刻我觉得张琼真是伟大，虽然我知道她心里肯定不好受，但那刻我真管不了太多了。
「万一她悄悄就跟人好了，心地善良不愿让我知道伤心呢。」
张琼白我一眼：「怎么没自信了？那帮小孩子我还不清楚，谁能比过你，如果真像你说的那种情况，这女孩我一定想办法给你夺过来作老婆。」虽然张琼对我百依百顺，对我时好像没主见，但我知道她的判断力绝对高出一般人，她要做的事好像真没什么做不到的。我不做声了，心里舒坦了许多，反正冷淡也不用我再去烦，我可以尽心陪陪杨扬和几位学姐了。
张琼见我平静许多，也不多说了，偎到我怀里闭上眼，静静睡了。
生活好像又恢復到从前。我又开始常去学姐的宿舍了，但很少再有机会与杨扬单独。其间我曾约杨扬到家聚过两次，成都女孩的热烈让人感到泼辣压力，之后她又悄悄给我暗示过多次，但我假装不明白。其实那时我打起了张蜜的主意，这个苏州女孩软声细调，每每说话让人心里酥软发颤。其他几位学姐在平时打闹中我都摸过乳房亲过嘴，连最小的学姐罗维都让我摸得身子直发颤求饶过，就张蜜每次打闹她都想办法给躲过去了。张琼告诉过我，没摸过的女孩她是不会对你有真感觉的，你必须让她刻骨铭心她才会在心里留下印象，不管好还是坏，我想学姐不会真对我生气的，于是准备找机会一定要摸摸她。
几天后，带杨扬、徐青、罗维、张蜜逛街或宿舍，李婉因回家看爷爷奶奶正好不在，她们嘻嘻乐着试穿刚买的衣服，每当谁换衣叫一声，我就背过身去，同时嘴里开着玩笑，当张蜜换衣时，我突然转过身，张蜜惊叫一声，本能的拿起衣服遮挡只穿乳罩和裤衩的雪白的身体，同时大声嚷嚷：「你干什么呀。」徐青、罗维和杨扬都乐得直跳，我一边笑着道歉但并没转过身去，一边细细打量张蜜的身体，张蜜羞红了脸赶紧钻进被窝，我向她床边走去，笑着说：「蜜蜜姐那么好的身材怎么让我捨得亏待眼睛。」
张蜜羞红着脸又紧张地看着走到她身边的我：「你要干什么？」我扭头看着笑着的其他几位学姐道：「其他几位姐姐我都摸过，就你没有，你们说我是不是该趁机摸摸？」她们高兴的起哄嚷着：「摸！摸！」好像马上又回味过来一起笑骂我：「你胡说八道，摸谁了。」我不管她们，手勐地伸进被窝，摸到早吓得直哆嗦的张蜜的身体。
我当刀直入，直接手就进了张蜜的乳罩，捏住了她的乳头，这是其他几位学姐所没有的，跟她们开玩笑最多也就在乳罩外面象徵性的摸摸，而今天明证言顺的在几位学姐的怂恿和见证下摸，既刺激因而又大胆。
张蜜身体一震，本能地咿呀一声，学姐们更乐了，她们以为都像我摸她们一样。张蜜忙用手去胸前推我的手，但她不敢太用力怕被子给推开了让她们看见更难堪，她的手拼命推我的手，我右手顺势直接摸到她毛茸茸的大腿跟，同时弯腰用嘴贴到她唇上，实际上我是用身体压住她手，让她的手无法动盪。她下面早已潮湿一片。我不让她反抗，直接将手伸进了她体内，她呜咽一声，嘴里是我乱动着的舌头她叫不出来，她的腿本能地夹紧更加刺激了我
，但我不敢往里太深怕万一是处女捅破处女膜我的罪就大了。
我们僵持着，我的手、嘴一刻也没停，张蜜显然停止了挣扎，不知道是感到舒适忘了环境还是知道反抗也没用。几位学姐面面相觑，还是杨扬最先反应过来，她惊唿着跑过来拉起我，嚷道：「你干什么呀。」
我痴痴地站在那里好像还没从刚才的兴奋中缓过来，手指上粘煳煳的。杨扬用被子裹上张蜜的身体，张蜜这时好像才明白过来刚才发生的一切，哇地爬在枕上屈辱的哭起来。徐青和罗维也赶紧跑过来，坐到床边安慰张蜜。杨扬既生气又失落地瞪着我。我推开徐青和罗维，对张蜜说：「蜜蜜姐，你打我骂我吧，我本来是想开玩笑，没想到一摸到姐姐，我忍不住就摸到下面去了。」
我不说还好，一说张蜜哭得更伤心了。本来我摸下面的事大家都不知道，我现在一说反而露馅了。罗维看看徐青，伸伸舌头，她们这才注意到我粘湿的手。杨扬更是又惊又伤心。脸一阵红一阵白。徐青拿起她的毛巾，递给我，我也才注意自己的手，脸一红，擦干净。大家一时相对无语。只有张蜜的抽泣声。杨扬、罗维、徐青三人用手势和动作交换着意见，不知怎么办好。
徐青拿起脸盆倒了些温水，将毛巾湿搓了搓，然后拧干递给我，用手指指张蜜，我拿起毛巾走到张蜜身边，尽量轻松地说：「好姐姐，大人不记小人过，你擦擦脸吧。」罗维一听我的油腔滑调忍不住扑哧一声，大家都暗自发笑，张蜜似乎也哭够了，转过身，推开我的手，但毛巾抓过去了。大家都松了口气。
其实我刚才近似疯狂的触摸让她感受到了从没有过的快感，她还真的从来没接触过男人。我的近似强迫的动作让她觉得委屈，后面的哭声更多是哭给杨扬看的，她俨然一个受迫害的样子，至少杨扬不会怪罪她，她是知道我与杨扬的关系的。浑身甜酥酥的感觉让她感到从未有过的异样的感受，那是让她消魂的感受。其实她刚才爬那哭也正是在细细品味其中的感受，我是结合她以后的言行，多少年后才明悟到当时的真正状况。
张蜜总算平静了下来，她不满地看着徐青和罗维、杨扬：「你们怎么不阻止他，还在旁边做帮兇。」徐青见她没事了，笑着说：「嗨，我们不是看你们闹着玩嘛。」我赶紧说：「我说过摸摸蜜蜜姐玩嘛，过去不都这样吗？」徐青嚷起来：「我可没允许你这样摸过。」我盯着徐青，她一紧张随即脸一红：「看我干什么。」张蜜恶恨恨地看着她：「哪天让他也试试。」她们没事了说笑，杨扬听了不高兴了。张蜜看杨扬的神态知道自己说错了，气哼哼地看着我：「还不转过身去让我起床？你要敢再转过身，我挖了你眼睛。」我喜孜孜地背过身去：「再不敢了。」
日子继续一天天过去，有时与学姐们还打闹，应该说闹得更厉害了。张蜜也不像过去那样躲躲藏藏，我觉得有时她故意让我摸她、捏她，但我也轻易不敢再进一步。
一天放学正准备回家，罗维在身后叫住了我，她要给大连家里寄点东西回去，正好与我顺道走，我陪她到学校邮局，然后说：「小维，没课了吧，我带你出去吃饭。」我从来不叫她学姐，毕竟也大不了我几天，她平时就听其他几位学姐的话听惯了，加上我也从来没把她当学姐，我估计她内心也更多的是把我当成哥哥，她听着高兴道：「好啊，吃什么？」我说：「吃海鲜吧，你离开家久了，肯定想吃了。」其实我知道她爱吃海鲜。我想到这是一个机会，对她说：「你先给学姐们打个电话，说晚上去看一个老乡，可能得晚点回去不回学校吃饭了。」罗维答应着去打了电话。
吃完饭，已是晚上九点多钟了，走出酒楼，罗维从高兴中冷下来「坏了，晚了，你能不能送我回去呀？」我搂住她腰，笑着说：「前面就是我家，反正家里也就娇娇和我，你干脆住我那儿，明天我们一起上学。」罗维一听就摇头：「不行，我得赶回学校。」我笑着温温她头发：「怕我吃了你啊？」她脸一红，慢慢随我走，走了几步，又摇头：「不，不行，我不能跟你去，求求你，让我回去吧。」
我不理她，手臂用劲推托着她往前走，她走也不是，不走也不是，犹犹豫豫间到了我家门口，佣人开了门，娇娇高兴地叫着迎过来，罗维见到娇娇好像不好意思再争执。随着我见了房间。三人玩闹了会儿，娇娇洗完去睡了，我让罗维去浴室，她洗完，我早在另一浴室也洗完了，我见她出来，指指身边，笑着说：「再坐会休息吧。」她稍稍犹豫坐到我对面的沙发，看着刚从浴室出来的她，一种清新自然的神态，心中升起一股热浪。我看着她，她拘谨地看着我，微微一笑。
我起身走到她身边，她紧张地擡头看着我，不自然一笑。我坐到她身边，伸手将她搂到怀里，她娇喘一声，无奈地让我亲吻和抚摸，但当我手触到她下面裤衩时，她警觉地推开我的手，我不勉强摸到她乳房，她推开我的手，我用舌头舔着她的脸、嘴唇、耳朵、肩，当我再次摸她下面时，她哀求地看着我，推我的手，我只好将手滑上，摸到她乳房，作为交换，这次她没推开我的手。
我捏着她的乳头，慢慢拉开她的衣服，嘴含住她的乳头，用舌头轻轻舔着，然后用嘴温柔吸啜她的乳房、乳头，她唿吸变得急促，脸变得绯红，额头开始冒出细细的小汗珠，这时我又将手轻轻摸到她裤衩，我的手只是在裤衩外面轻轻滑动偶尔用指头用劲按一下她隆起的部位，她好像沈醉其中，并没有去推我的手，终于，我手伸进了裤衩里面，她沈浸在我的抚弄之中，好像并没觉察我的手已经慢慢在下面抽插，突然她身体一颤她好像意识到了什么，但这时我手早已伸进体内，她无力地推了我几下，终于放弃了，我轻轻褪下她裤子，然后脱下裤衩，当她忽然清醒时，她早已一丝不挂，她想并紧双腿但我身体掐在了她两条腿之间，而且我也早赤身裸体，她看看我头歪倒在旁，眼里闪动着泪花，无助地摊开身体，不再作任何的举动，只是当我进入她体内那一瞬间她常吁一声，然后身体响应着我的动作，她擡起头，作最后的要求：「求求你，别射在我里面。」
当我终于射到她小腹，我长舒一口气躺到在她身边时，她爬起，拿起纸擦拭自己的身体，说：「你尽欺负人。」说着，还是过来替我擦拭下面，我说：「别擦了，一起去洗洗吧。」
当我们搂着躺在床上时，她幽幽地问：「你是不是跟她们都作过？」「是呀。」我答。她叹了口气，勐然看见我的神态：「你骗人。」我看着她，笑道：「你怎么做我学姐啊，我应该叫你学妹才是。」她咬我耳朵一下：「不要以为人家喜欢你，你就觉得好欺负。」我嚷起来：「谁欺负谁呀，是谁刚才咬人。」她张开嘴：「我还要咬，咬死你算啦。」我咯吱她一下，她扑哧笑了，相处太久，哪位学姐怕什么，我是太清楚不过了。
第二天一起上学，刚到学校门口，罗维就非要分开走，没办法，我只好让她先进校，等了会我才赶到教室，结果上课迟到了，唉，这小学姐。不过跟她在一起，真的很有趣。
与徐青作爱倒是直接，那天我去她们宿舍，她正好躺在床上听音乐，我见房间就她一人，就爬到上面床铺上，躺到她身边抢她的耳机，由于床铺太小，我只好侧身一只腿放到她身上，两人身体贴了一会，加上你争我抢，我身体马上起了反应，她吃吃一乐，抓住我早立起的身体，我手也摸到她身下，我们没说更多的话，上衣都没脱，直接就进行了。事后，她只是笑骂我弄得床上脏兮兮的。
过了几天，我想既然几位学姐都跟我好了，怎么能少了张蜜呢。但因为一直找不到机会，我也无可奈何。终于，这天我与徐青又抽空在房间做了一次，我对徐青说：「我想跟蜜蜜姐做，你要帮我。」我至今也没想到是什么精神作祟，徐青一听比我热情还高，笑道：「你真是吃着碗里还看着锅里。你们男人真没有一个好东西。」
她接着说：「我帮你你怎么谢我啊。」我赶紧说：「只要姐姐开口我能办到，我一定不含煳。」她笑笑，说：「这可是你说的，到时可别推辞。等着机会吧。」学姐们毕业时我才知道，徐青一直是有男朋友的，只不过在另一所大学平时又来往少，学姐们都被欺骗了，还以为她跟她们一样遵守单身条约呢，临近毕业，大家也就只罚她请大家吃餐饭，顺便见见男朋友，那是一个不错的男孩，如果知道徐青有男朋友，我是无论如何不会跟她做爱的，不过我看徐青倒好像什么事也没发生一样，我觉得心里稍稍安稳些。毕业她说想开家公司，让我帮帮她，我让张琼给她投了50万，算是兑现了承诺吧。当然，这是后话。
一天，徐青中午叫住我，笑瞇瞇地说：「你不是一直想着你蜜蜜姐吗，现在有个机会，成不成看你自己了。」原来，正好学校组织文艺排演，参加全国大学生文艺调演，罗维、杨扬、李婉都参加，这两天集中到一块排练，晚上不回学校，徐青和张蜜都因为普通话还是没过关而无法参加。徐青的意思很明白，她让我直接去宿舍。我想只能试试吧。反正不行张蜜也不会骂我。下午正好上完一节课，我知道学姐们下午正好没课，我于是请假来到学姐宿舍，果然徐青与张蜜在宿舍，见我进来，徐青故意用话逗我，让我跟她打闹，滚打在一起，徐青藉机跑了出去，我关上门不让徐青进，徐青在外叫半天门见我没开嚷嚷着去教室，果然走了，开始张蜜还与我们一块打闹说笑，等了会，没见了徐青，房间只剩下我和她，她顿时紧张起来。
我也不耽误，直接走到张蜜身边，她紧张地往后靠，背终于靠在床头，我坐到她身边，拿起她手，自上次后，我们再没单独呆过，更别说接触了。因而我的手刚一触到她，她浑身直颤，她好像又想起了那天的感觉，想推开我，但心里又想，她迟疑的瞬间我搂起她站起，让她贴近我，低头就吻。
她机械地张嘴响应着我，我的手开始抚摸她，她完全软倒在我怀里，我将她放倒在床上，手伸进衣服，触摸她的乳房，她身体颤慄着，牙齿直哆嗦，闭着眼让我摸，当我的手去解她衣服时，她无力地推推我：「不，不，不行。」行不行由不得她，也由不得我了，我几下拉开了她衣服，终于露出了白玉般的身体和滚圆柔滑的乳房，我捏着，她无力地垂下手，我脱下光了她，她已经不想去做任何尝试抵抗了。
看着湿润的小洞，我摸准位置，再也不多迟疑，用劲全身力气顶了进去，她「啊」了一声，再不吭声了。随着我的抽插她身体晃动着，紧紧的压迫感使我兴奋，我低哼一声，射了进去。
她躺在那里一动也不动，感觉断气一样，吓得我顾不得穿衣，赶紧用手试她鼻息，突然她像从梦中惊醒，长长喘了一口气，哇地哭出声来，我松了口气，看着一丝不挂的她，躺在那里不动，身下是红红的血液和混杂着的精液、爱液，白白的大腿显得格外惨白。我穿衣，听到敲门声，我来不及给张蜜穿衣，用被子盖住她身体，我侧开门，徐青走了进来，她见到染红的被角，也大吃一惊，赶忙过去揭开被子，被惊呆了，她爬到张蜜身下看看，见不再流血才松了口气。
徐青忙着用温水擦拭似已麻木的张蜜然后，让我将张蜜抱到李婉床上，她忙着将床单，被子仍到底上，拿出自己的床单换上，又给张蜜倒了杯水，张蜜这才抽泣着勐打我胸脯，我抱紧她，她伤心地又哭了起来。
徐青看着张蜜，感情复杂地说：「蜜蜜，真没想到你居然还是处女。」张蜜一听，哭得更伤心了，我心里想：你以为都像你啊，李婉也是处女呢。
抱着刚刚被我破身的学姐，觉得她现在杀了我也不为过，但内心真的感到无比的爽快！
3、最后的快乐时光
我算是真正相信了张琼的话。张蜜自破身以后，人整个变了样，对我的依恋和温顺令人难以置信，跟过去相比判若两人。每次放学她都会等着我，找我说话，意思很明显，希望带她回家，有时我也就顺便与她一起回家，看得出她的心情就像快乐的小鸟，但多数情况下，我与她说说话，然后陪她到宿舍楼下就走了。夏洁则更明显，过去我天天缠着她她已经习惯了，我从她视线中消失，她反而觉得失落。过去中午吃饭遇到都是我主动打招唿，凑到她桌边去，听张琼的话，我冷处理后，过了两个月，起了奇效，她不仅见面主动打招唿，而且开始注意起我的行踪。
夏洁很快注意到我生活中的学姐们，我每次在学校活动路线很简单，教室，饭厅，学姐宿舍，我是名副其实的学姐宿舍第六个室友。一次，我正与罗维、张蜜在一块吃饭，夏洁坐到我们旁边的桌上，凡我们一块吃饭，总是共同买几个菜大家一起用，我们有说有笑，罗维突然低下头，对大家说：「旁边这个小学妹总望着我们这边，怎么回事。」我笑笑：「我认识的，要不叫她一块过来吃？」也没她们同意，我向夏洁打招唿让她过来，要在过去她肯定拒绝了，但这次她笑盈盈地端着自己的饭菜走过来。
坐下后，我指指学姐们说：「这是学姐罗维、张蜜。」夏洁对她们点点头，笑着说：「你们好，我是一年级中文的夏洁。」
罗维笑着说：「你倒是专门认识漂亮女生啊。」夏洁一笑：「我哪能跟你们比，你们走哪儿都是大家聚焦的中心。」张蜜说：「你们都别这样肉麻吹捧。」她感叹一声：「我们是过去式，该退出舞台了。」我笑着说：「蜜蜜姐，你又瞎说，现在是舞台即将开幕。」张蜜温柔地看着我：「你说即将就即将吧。不过我现在就有点捨不得学校了。」
这时杨扬走过来，嚷道：「好啊，你们吃饭也不叫我。噫，今天还有客人啊。」其实她早看见了，见没人介绍她装作才注意到。我给她们作了介绍。杨扬点点头坐下。看着我不高兴地说：「上次说好一块出去玩，你怎么和蜜蜜单独跑出去了，让我们空喜欢。」
蜜蜜立刻说：「我们等了好久，以为你们有事不去了呢。」「我们有不有事你还不清楚？」杨扬不满地看张蜜一眼：「我还没说他呢你就开始帮腔，你们别做得过分引起公愤啊。」张蜜脸一红，不好意思说什么了。夏洁早看出张蜜望我的眼神那种痴情和甜蜜，现在听我们的对话，她看看我，有看看张蜜，我心想：小丫头，你不用看我和张蜜，她们都是我的，包括你。想着心里暖融融的，高兴道：「杨扬姐，这样吧。这星期，我们一起出去，我保证让你高兴。」罗维不干了「喂，喂，还有我呢。」杨扬这才高兴：「这还差不多。」
自张蜜与我好之后，杨扬是心里最不痛快的，虽然徐青对她们什么也没说，但谁都看得出张蜜和我关系已经早发生了变化。张蜜不像其他几位学姐，她不擅掩饰或者说根本就不想掩饰，因此她的爱、她的感受、她的痴迷直接表现在她的言行和眼睛、展现在脸上。夏洁好像很歆慕我们的关系和亲密无间，她不无羡慕地说：「学姐们看上去学习生活真是很有意思，不像我们，我觉得学校生活太乏味了。」「要不要加入我们啊？」我心里想着，随口就问。刚问完就知道放了大错，几位学姐看上去要杀了我。夏洁看看她们的神态，笑道：「我没有资格，而且刚上学，没有更多时间。哦，你们先聊吧。我先走了。」起身向大家点点头，走了。
张蜜不高兴地说：「怎么又招惹小女生啊，我们你还不满足啊。」说完觉得自己话错了，脸一红。杨扬说：「让我知道我得阉了你。」学姐们一听都嘻嘻乐了，杨扬也为自己的话逗笑了。
过了两天，刚下课出教室，突然遇到夏洁，我惊奇地问：「你怎么在这儿。」夏洁忸怩了一下，略羞涩地说：「正好路过，看见下课，我看看你在不在。」我觉得是西边出了太阳，破天荒第一次，夏洁来找我，内心欣喜难以言表。「有事吗？」我随口就问，话出口就恨不得煽自己耳光。夏洁略不高兴地说：「没事。」我赶快遮掩：「没事就好，我下午也没课，我们出去玩？」
夏洁犹豫了半天，说：「玩什么？去哪儿玩？」我高兴地看着她：「你说吧。怎么都行，只要跟你在一块。」夏洁还是犹豫，一方面她不敢跟我出去，毕竟北京她还不是太熟，而她对我还谈不上多么了解，另一方面她看见我高兴的神态，知道如果还拧着，又会影响我们的关系。「你就陪我逛逛书店吧。」她无奈地说。我说：「行啊，带你去王府井书店。」
这天虽然只陪夏洁逛了两个小时书店，然后到麦当劳吃了点快餐，但我依然很高兴，这毕竟是她主动约我了。
晚上，我叫张琼过来，她一见我就说：「你不用说，肯定是你那小女生约你啦。」我叹服张琼。在床上，我显得特别兴奋，弄得张琼要死要活，万分满足。等两人都躺好后，张琼对我说：「夜长梦多，哪天把她带回家吧，只有身体得到了，她才会死了心，一心一意断了选择的念头。」我也清楚另几位攻手的实力，点点头，搂着张琼心满意足地睡了。
前前后后，夏洁约过我四次，我也约了她几次，两人总算熟悉了许多，她对我也不像初期那样紧张了。但每次我们出去玩两小时她就让我陪她回校，让我急不得恼不得。
还有几个月，学姐们就该毕业了。她们纷纷在选择毕业后的单位或出路，肯定都想呆在北京，一天，我参加她们一块闲聊，又谈到毕业工作、分配，虽然她们感情很好，但似乎谁也不想完全透露自己的真实想法，大家跟捉迷藏似的，都没真话。我对她们说：「都是我学姐，我觉得你们彼此都没说真话，怎么想就怎么说嘛。有什么问题我会尽力帮助你们的。」其实我心里还有句话没出口：都是我老婆，我谁都会一样帮的。但我知道有些事我是帮不上的。
她们似乎都知道了我与她们彼此之间的关系，只是大家心照不宣，谁也不把这张纸捅破。我似乎成了联络她们之间的一条纽带，无论她们间有些什么矛盾或摩擦只要我出面，再大的事情也就过去了。我说完，见她们还有点遮遮掩掩，我笑道：「你们都是我学姐，我与你们也不仅仅是学友，我们其实应该跟一家人一样，大家互相帮助互相照顾才对。」她们之中，只有罗维大吃一
惊，她没想到我真跟她们全有关系，大家见我把话说开了，神态各异地瞪我一眼，但我说的话她们认为还是有道理的。只有徐青笑骂了起来：「算你行，让我们都栽在你手里，我说各位，我看他说的也对，我们也不用遮掩了，其实大家都彼此明白与他的关系，与其藏在心里不说，还不如说出来痛快，说到底我们还真是一家人了。」大家马上醒悟过来她的意思，吃吃乐起来，心情都松弛了下来，紧张了几个月的防范和戒备好像突然解除了。只有李婉还在发楞，半天才明白过来，看看我，又看看徐青、杨扬、罗维、张蜜：「什么，你们全与他发生关系了？天吶。我真是引狼入室。你是最大的恶魔。」
我笑道：「学姐，你可别这样骂我，其他学姐可要跟你没完的。」「谁帮你呀。」杨扬打了我一拳，其他几个学姐也笑着附和。李婉看看她这些同学，觉得不可思议摇摇头。她说：「我毕业其实很简单，我报考研究生如果没以外应该是继续读书了。」我看着徐青：「你不也报考了吗？」徐青笑着说：「最后一刻我撤下来了。我可能毕业找家公司上班，不行我就自己找朋友一块自己开公司吧。」杨扬说：「我没办法，肯定回四川了，我家的情况你们都知道，我还是在离家近的地方工作较好。」
罗维看看大家，满面愁容：「我原来联系到一所大学当老师，可前两天回信说可能不行了，我正放愁呢。」张蜜大家知道，她已联系好一家进出口公司工作。我说：「你看，现在大家都说出来，不就罗维姐还没落实，其他人不都差不多了嘛，你们联系单位有什么线索的可以提供给她嘛。」罗维感激地看着我：「谢谢。」杨扬笑着说：「我们出力你来得好，你倒真会想，你就不能让她到你姨公司工作啊？」大家都称是。我笑着说：「各位姐姐，她那公司真不好进，我也不想让她为难。」张蜜看我一眼，意味深长地说「你说让小维去工作，她还会拒绝啊？」
张蜜是唯一知道我与张琼关系的人，一次我与张蜜在家做完爱，我躺在床上休息，张蜜去洗澡，张琼正好来家里，见我昏昏欲睡也没多说，脱了衣服躺到我旁边，我以为是张蜜也没太在意。一会张蜜洗澡出来看见张琼赤身躺在我身边惊呆了。把我也惊醒了，张琼羞红了脸匆匆穿了衣服走了。张蜜倒也没多说。但她明白了为什么张琼过去为什么会下课就等我的原因。
我怕她说更多，忙对罗维说：「你先联系，万一不合适我让张姨帮你想办法就是。」罗维感激的连说谢谢。
自三年级开始，几位学姐就分工帮我辅导英语。我历来没有语言天赋，而且学校公共英语我也没好好学，一天与几位学姐一起用餐，李婉说：「你以后肯定要常呆在国外。你家产业都在国外，你不好好学英语怎么行。」我自嘲：「到时找秘书罢。」杨扬说：「干脆你叫我们老师，我们几人还不一年就让你说得顶哌哌。」我开始推辞，最后实在推不掉只好按她们的要求学习。要说她们也算尽心，由于我们学校没採用当时高校通用的《许国璋英语》和《新概念英语》，而是自编教材，而课本读音全部是外教朗读，我像听天书，于是她们分别把课文从头到尾很慢读一遍，然后有正常语速读一遍，然后录在几是盘磁带上，让我拿回家听。至今我还珍藏着那些她们包含热情偶尔还参杂笑声的录音磁带。
自大家都明白彼此关系后，英语辅导成为了轮换，轮到谁放学后就跟我回家，名义上辅导（也确实辅导），但大家都明白怎么回事，结果肯定是在床上辅导。每个人都这样。所以实际上给我辅导英语无形之间成了她们彼此协调与我相处的一个名目。当然她们偶尔因身体不方便也会自己做些调整，我乐得现状舒适，也懒得打破这种平衡，就随她们自己去协调吧。但从我内心而言，我更希望罗维和张蜜多来一些。
张蜜过了最初的羞怯，现在完全进入了脚色，每次在床上摸着她那圆柔的身体，听着她娇娇细语和呢喃羞喘都让我热血沸腾。罗维那生在海边沐浴海风的身体，丰满而柔软，在床上的狂放和唿叫让我刺激，满足。
一个上午，夏洁又在教室外等我，我问她今天又想去哪，那天她情绪十分低落，说：「随你便吧，我只想离开学校。」原来早晨起床，夏洁与她同宿舍的同学因为一点事情闹矛盾了，她感到孤独寂寞，想找我诉诉委屈。我说去我家，她迟疑了下点点头。
中午回到家，吃完饭，我见她情绪依然低沈，就走到她身边，第一次搂住她腰坐下。她也许真的是太孤独苦闷吧倒也没拒绝。我刚想劝她，她哇地爬到我怀里哭起来，边哭边嚷：「她怎么能那样骂人欺负人呢。」越说越伤心，委屈极了。我轻轻给她拭泪，同时温和地安抚她，见到她那泪眼汪汪的俏脸我真是疼爱有加。我试探着用嘴吻她的泪脸，她没有拒绝，我嘴慢慢移到她唇边，她搂紧我，嘴凑到我唇边，我顺势将舌头伸进她嘴里。我们两人都为激情冲动，她的火热出乎我意料。她那喘出的幽香的气体催化着我的身体。
我手摸向她衣服，我慢慢在衣服外面抚弄，她因兴奋而颤慄，我的手顺着衣领沿滑滑的皮肤前胸摸下，触到她乳罩，我手指灵巧地滑进她乳罩里，因为弯腰爬在我怀里，她的乳罩向外撑着，很容易我的手点到了她乳头，她好像清醒了，用手去推我的手，我的手指按在乳头上不动，她试着推开我的手，但我用劲使她推不动，僵持了一会儿，她放弃了，我继续拼命吻她，她身体慢慢又融化在我怀里，我的手指加大力度捏摸她乳头，她的脸因刺激而涨得通红，我们就这样吻着，抚摸着。
Seeing that she seemed lost in the moment, I slowly moved my hand to her abdomen, gently sliding it down. Just as my hand touched her inner thigh through her underwear, she jolted, violently pushing my hand away, pleading, "No, no," then twisting her body, trying to sit up. I held her tighter, but she struggled violently, her legs clamped tightly together. Seeing my face flushed with excitement, she pleaded, "Please, don't do this, don't do this." Saying this, she ran to the sofa opposite me, climbed onto her lap, and began to cry. I stared at her blankly, and it took a long time for my emotions to calm down. I felt an unprecedented exhaustion, sighed, and looked at her, saying, "Don't cry, it's my fault, I apologize. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do."
She looked up at me gratefully: "Thank you. I was so out of line today."
I was too exhausted to talk to her. The excitement I had just felt had drained all my energy. I forced a smile and said, "Go wash your face. If it weren't for your wishes, I would never treat you like that again." She got up and went into the bathroom.
To be honest, I just wanted her to leave quickly so I could lie down and rest. When she came out, I asked, "Are you feeling better?" She nodded. "I'm much better now. Thank you for easing my worries. I'm sorry about what happened earlier. Can you give me some time?" I nodded. "Don't say anything. I'm tired and want to rest. If you don't mind, you can rest here too." She shook her head. "I don't mind. But I'll go back to school. Maybe I was wrong too. I'll go back and talk to my classmates. You rest." I was too lazy to move. After she left, I collapsed onto the sofa and fell asleep.
The senior students finished their last exam, feeling both excited and relaxed, yet also lost and uncertain. That evening, to celebrate the end of their studies, I accompanied them out for dinner, followed by dancing at JJ Disco, letting loose and enjoying themselves. After dancing, the six of us went to a street full of bars to drink. The six of us, tipsy, arrived at my house, and immediately collapsed on the floor. Since I can't hold my liquor as well as they were, and they were drinking like crazy in their excitement, I was just keeping them company. Seeing all the beautiful women on the floor, their legs spread out haphazardly, and combined with the alcohol, my sexual desire was aroused. Because of the excessive drinking and their feverish bodies, they had all taken off their coats when they came in. I climbed on top of Xu Qing, pulled down my pants, and started thrusting. Xu Qing moaned with pleasure, her body moving instinctively with me. After a few thrusts, I climbed on top of Luo Wei, quickly pulled down his pants, and entered him. Luo Wei groaned with pleasure, his hands flailing wildly upwards. After a few thrusts, I climbed on top of Yang Yang and began another round of random, erratic thrusting. I was like a stallion in heat, so aroused that my veins felt like they were about to burst.
After haphazardly thrusting into Yang Yang, I climbed onto Zhang Mi. My lower body was already soaking wet, but I remained erect. I entered Zhang Mi and began thrusting wildly again. During this time, I suddenly saw Li Wan beside her. Li Wan's soft body lay there, her chest rising and falling with her breath. I forgot everything else, pulled out from under Zhang Mi, turned, and thrust into Li Wan. Li Wan let out a soft moan, comfortably spreading her limbs. Her body was still tight, the intense pressure making me feel like I was about to explode. I finally screamed, like a bursting dam, and gushed inside her—
My shout woke up the senior students. They first saw the person next to them with their opening wide open, then immediately looked at themselves. Almost simultaneously, they screamed and stared at me. I was already exhausted, sitting next to Li Wan, just panting. They used their last bit of strength to pull the covers over themselves. Li Wan seemed still immersed in the excitement and stimulation of the moment, and it took her a while to realize what had happened. She touched the fluid leaking from below and glared at me angrily, but I was already limp and naked, ignoring everything.
The alcohol was taking its toll; the female students wanted to move but their limbs were too weak. I silently stood up and helped them sit on the sofa or carpet. Just as I helped Li Wan sit down, she slapped me hard across the face. I couldn't feel the pain anymore, only a numbness in my face. The other female students looked at each other with strange eyes, and everyone remained silent.
That was the first night I ever had that was both absurd and thrilling. That night, I finally managed to unite not only my senior with me, but also with them.
After that night, it seemed like we had all changed. They all acted strangely towards each other when they saw me. Li Wan was unwilling to talk to me. In the end, it was only through the repeated matchmaking of the senior students that we were able to return to our previous relationship. But I believe that the physical sensations I experienced that night left a deep impression on Li Wan. I could see her longing in her eyes. But I never dared to take the risk again, leaving her resentful gaze forever etched in my memory.
We were on holiday, and the senior students were about to leave school. A sense of sadness hung over us, and I was especially reluctant to part with them. But just when everyone felt that life had lost its joy and was feeling lost, Zhang Mi ran into some trouble. That day, Luo Wei called me urgently, telling me to rush to the school. I arrived at the senior students' dormitory and found them all there. Zhang Mi was crying with her head down. When she saw me, Xu Qing said, "Zhang Mi is pregnant."
I was at a loss. I had never had this concept in my mind. When I was with Zhang Qiong, I didn't have any concept of contraception. I just knew that I should have sex. My senior classmates and I were all experienced and naturally knew how to avoid or take measures. Only the silly Zhang Mi was like me. We just did it for fun and didn't think about anything else. Although she had such thoughts in her mind, when she was happy, she was just as reckless as me.
I stared blankly at Zhang Mi, then asked the other students, "What should we do?" Xu Qing said, "Let's go to the hospital with her tomorrow." I quickly nodded. I looked at Zhang Mi, seeing the soft glow on her pregnant face, and carefully asked, "Is that okay?" Zhang Mi nodded; what could she possibly object to? I walked to her side, put my arm around her shoulder, and she leaned against me, silent. Li Wan snorted, "What a tragedy." Xu Qing retorted, "Nobody wanted this. If you're going to do it, you have to pay the price." Li Wan glanced at the other students, knowing that saying anything more would anger them, so she kept quiet. In my life, this was my first child, and I deeply missed Zhang Mi and that unborn child.
The last time we all gathered together was the day before Yangyang left Beijing to return to Chengdu, Sichuan. We ate together, and I don't want to elaborate on the sadness it evoked. That night was also the last time Yangyang and I made love. Although we met again in Chengdu afterward, she was already a mother by then, and we didn't go on any dates. It seems neither of us mentioned the other female classmates.
I often think back to my wonderful college life and the beautiful senior students.
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