Xiaoting's Lewd Life (01) Author: Xiaoting

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Xiaoting's Lewd Life (1)

My name is Xiaoting. I grew up in an imperfect family. My father loved to drink and didn't work hard. Moreover,
he had a bad temper when drunk and would often beat and kick my mother, sometimes even my sister and me. Perhaps my mother
endured it for a long time to protect us. In the year I entered high school, my mother finally chose to leave
this home that caused her pain.

On the first day of my first year of high school, I found a letter left by my mother on my pillow.
The contents were very short: "Mom is gone. I'm sorry." The corner of the paper seemed to be stained with my mother's tears.
However, I was very angry that my mother left alone without telling me beforehand. This really made me
very sad and disappointed.

My mother's departure made my father's temper even more irritable. Perhaps no one would earn money for him to drink
and gamble ! At that time, my sister was studying in another city, earning her tuition by working part-time. But
she would still come home on weekends to check on her.

On this day, my sister returned home from another city again. My father, who was already slightly drunk as soon as he entered the house, immediately reached out to my sister. My sister
wanted money to buy alcohol, but she refused to give me any. Predictably, my father immediately treated her brutally.
I saw him grab her by the hair and slam her head against the wall. I tried to stop him, but I couldn't. My grandmother, who was watching,
finally intervened and ended the terrible ordeal. After that, my sister rarely came home; she'd
only come home a handful of times a year.

Speaking of my grandmother, I think my father's current useless state is all thanks to her! Her love for
her son was almost unimaginable to outsiders. She wouldn't let him suffer even the slightest hardship; from childhood, he was
practically waited on hand and foot. Over time, my father probably took it all for granted, believing
everyone's sacrifices for him were his due.

What hurt me most was that whenever my mother was beaten by my father, my grandmother would always stand by coldly,
sometimes even adding fuel to the fire. Seeing this made my heart ache for my mother, and
deepened my hatred for my father and grandmother.

Perhaps growing up in such a family, coupled with my obesity, led me to be very... My inferiority complex.

At school, I was always quiet, silently enduring and
completing tasks even when I was at a disadvantage. Fortunately, I had a few classmates who were willing to be my friends and stand up for me.

In school, I always relied on three other sisters. One of them, Xiaoying, was
the smartest and prettiest among the four of us, with a cheerful and easygoing personality. Whether it was exams or lab
reports, we always passed thanks to Xiaoying. Naturally, she had many suitors,
but she seemed to dislike boys, never showing any interest in any suitor, no matter how good they were.

My closest friend was Zhiyu. Zhiyu's name sounds feminine, but she had a very strong personality
. She got along with boys like buddies and was very popular.
She also had a very ample bust and didn't like wearing tank tops with her uniform, which always made the boys drool. Of course, she had
quite , but her boyfriend was the most unremarkable boy in the class.

There was also Jiazhen, who was also very beautiful and radiant. Her level was no less than Xiaoying's. At first,
I thought she was quiet like me; when we first met, she always listened quietly to others
talking . But as time went on, she became more talkative. Later, I realized she was just shy
and quiet around people she didn't know well.

Our school was quite beautiful. From outside our department building, you could see a large expanse of sea, and
on the other side was the hill behind the school. The four of us loved to take our lunch to the building and
eat . Usually, there were boys who wanted to pursue my three sisters peeking around, and the bolder
ones would just come over and chat them up.

One noon in our second year of high school, my two other sisters and I were waiting for Jiazhen at our lunch spot. As
Jiazhen approached, we saw her hand tightly clasped with a man's. We knew then that
Jiazhen was going to introduce her boyfriend to us. Jiazhen's boyfriend was actually our classmate, Xiaopang.
Although he was a bit chubby, he had a rather cute face and loved to joke around with us. Jiazhen probably liked him because...

为他很会逗女生开心，而且个性还蛮体贴随和的。

谈恋爱后的佳贞跟芷瑀一样变得有点见色忘友，放学后或假日几乎都不再和
我们出去。而小盈当时又疯狂的打工，也没什么时间可以陪我。无所事事的我回
到家又变成爸爸唯一的出气筒，日子一久我也开始变得不喜欢回家，有时混到三
更半夜不得已才回到家，但这时爸爸通常都会等着我回去修理我一番。

有一天我被爸爸打完后，我终於受不了的跑到小盈打工的速食店等她下班。

一见到小盈下班，我马上冲过去抱着她痛哭流涕，小盈和她的同事都被我突
如其来的举动吓到，只见小盈请同事先离开再温柔地安抚我的情绪。

冷静过后的我将在家的遭遇全部说了出来，小盈气得想带着我去验伤报警，
但害怕将事情闹大的我阻止了她。之后小盈就将我带到她在学校外面租的套房里
去。小盈鼓励我搬离家里到外面去住，而且隔天她还带我到她打工的速食店应徵，
在小盈的介绍下，面试的襄理二话不说就入用我了。

从那天之后我就都住在小盈的套房里跟她一起生活，过了两天我们趁着爸爸
和奶奶不在家的时候跑回去整理了简单的行李。这下我终於也暂时逃离了爸爸的
魔掌。

我和小盈每天都形影不离的相处，打工的地方也是由小盈带着我熟悉那里的
环境。由於小盈是店里的训练员，所以我们都故意将班表排在一起，所有训练的
阶段就理当由小盈来负责，这也让我能够用最快的速度进入状况，而且同事也因
为小盈特别的照顾我。

小盈在打工的地方也有不少的男生追求，有些和我们排班在一起的男同事也
都会透过我送东西或情书给小盈，久了我就好像是小盈的小跟班一样，但我到不
讨厌这样的感觉。过了一段时间，小盈跟当初帮我面试的那位襄理交往了，那个
襄理大了我们九岁之多，但小盈说她就是喜欢比较成熟稳重的男生。

得知小盈有男友之后，那些想追她的男生们都心碎了一地。虽然小盈还是常
陪着我，但有时他们还是需要一点私人空间，我也不会白目到去当他们的电灯泡。
当我觉得有点孤单的时候，有一个原本也想追求小盈的男同事祺瑞常常接送我上
下班，有时也会约我去看电影之类的。

第一次有男生这样对我，我当然马上就对他心动，很快的我们就变成了男女
朋友。只不过当我将这个消息告诉小盈的时候，她却对我语重心长地反对我们的
交往。当时陷入热恋的我对於她的警告完全不放在心里，甚至有点觉得她管过头，
眼看我身陷不已小盈也不再反对只是要我懂得保护自己。

交往的过程中总是我付出的比较多，每当不顺从祺瑞意见的时候他就会发脾
气，然后消失很多天不理人，但不久又若无其事地出现。这看在小盈眼里就更加
反对我们交往。但好不容易交到男友的我根本就不想放弃，而且他都不嫌弃我的
身材肥胖，个性沉闷了，我一直认为他是真心的爱我的。

在祺瑞二十岁生的前几天，我问了他想要什么礼物，他除了跟我说想要一双
知名品牌的运动鞋外，还跟我说：【你也该把自己给我了吧！我已经等了很久了，
不然你就是想要我去外面找别人做啰？】听到他这么说原本还有点害怕的我，马
上就答应他的要求。

他生日前几天我先到运动用品店买了他指定的球鞋，花了我一个月的打工薪
水，但我却一点也不心疼就花了下去。我对自己是连一百元的东西都要思考很久
才会做出决定的，但他想要的东西我却毫不考虑地就买给他，我是真的很爱他很
怕他会离开自己的。

没想到他生日那天有强烈颱风袭击，住在海边附近的我们风雨感受得更加强
烈。原本还松了一口气可以再多做些心理准备再将自己献给他，没想到通电话的

Then, Qi Rui bluntly told me, "If you don't come to my house today, you don't need to come back."

Hearing him say that, I was worried he would really ignore me, so I kept apologizing. I changed my clothes, ignored Xiao Ying's
attempts to stop me, and insisted on going out, ready to give up my virginity. I walked for almost twenty minutes in the wind and rain to reach Qi
Rui's house. I was soaked to the bone. Qi Rui didn't care if I caught a cold or felt unwell; he
immediately told me to go into the bathroom to take a shower.

While I was showering, Qi Rui kept urging me to hurry up. After I finished, I wrapped myself in a towel and came out of
the bathroom . At that moment, Qi Rui was watching porn and masturbating. It was the first time I had seen a man's penis,
and I felt a little scared and disgusted. I was so scared that I wanted to run away, but I was afraid that leaving would upset Qi
Rui.

Qi Rui saw me standing there in a daze and pulled me to sit next to him to watch the movie together. I don't know if it was because I was too nervous
or what, but while watching the movie, I didn't feel anything. I just wondered if moving around like that really felt
good . But Qi Rui next to me seemed to be burning with lust and couldn't hold back any longer!

He turned to me and asked, "Are you ready?" Before I even realized it, he was already pinning me down.
He pulled off my towel and directly inserted his penis into my vagina, completely disregarding whether I was ready or not. I
felt excruciating pain, but he was only concerned with his own pleasure, thrusting roughly in and out.

My vagina was still dry, and this thrusting made me cry from the pain. Qi Rui was probably also struggling because of the
dryness, so he casually spat and rubbed it a few times before continuing to thrust
in and out.

With some lubrication, the pain wasn't as bad as before, but I didn't feel any pleasure either. I
lay on the bed like a wooden statue, eyes closed, wanting it to end quickly. I don't know how much time passed, but suddenly my vagina
felt warm and wet, sticky and uncomfortable. I opened my eyes and saw that Qi Rui had ejaculated
inside me before withdrawing his penis.

Although I was terrified and wanted to cry, I forced myself to get up and help him wipe his body. What surprised me even
more was that after Qi Rui finished, he coldly said, "Okay, you can go now!" I
thought I misheard him, until he repeated it again when he saw I didn't move. Heartbroken, I put my wet, cold clothes
back on and walked home in the rain.

My face was a blur of rain and tears. I walked back to the suite in a daze, and Xiao Ying quickly grabbed
a towel to dry me off and took me to the bathroom to shower. I could no longer suppress my feelings
and cried out in Xiao Ying's arms. She gently comforted me, telling me to calm down.

After that day, Qi Rui left the fast food restaurant and blocked my phone and the then-famous Wuming (a Chinese social media platform). I couldn't
contact . Some time later, I heard from other colleagues that he had a beautiful and wealthy girlfriend,
and that he had even told them I was no longer a virgin but was pretending to be innocent. He made me feel worthless, and I immediately
regretted abandoning all my self-respect and ignoring my friends' advice to date such a person.

It was only because of him that I started to want to change myself. I also wanted to find an opportunity to get back at him for this humiliation.
I didn't want to be a weak person forever!

[To be continued]

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